#i love our cat ofc but wow i struggle sometimes with the inherent mess that comes with him
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We're home but I'm a 1000x more stressed out here
#like. our apartment is a shitshow and has been for years at this point#and that always makes me anxious#but now theres like a month worth of shit i have to figure out plus the og shit#and like. im so scared that nothing is clean enough and shes going to get an infection now#especially because now we have our little boy again and all his hair and we have to trim his fucking butthole again and im spiraling rn#im just tired probably but like. i am extremely overwhelmed by trying to clean and organize this apartment and idek how to ask for help#plus we might have to move in a few months anyway because my gf is losing her job at the end of may#so it just feels dumb to fix everything just to take it all apart again#even though thats not how shit works#idk. i think my brain is partially stuck in homeless mode so being ready to move at a moments notice feels better than settling into a space#it'll get better eventually#i just hate all of it#makes me want to throw everything away but also not#also im p sure theres crazy mold going on in the walls so i just feel shittier here and its harder to go places because of how many stairs#i used to love coming home after trips but i genuinely dreaded it the whole time we were gone#.....also not having an animal to think about was so nice#i love our cat ofc but wow i struggle sometimes with the inherent mess that comes with him#just more shit i have to clean#gonna blow my brains out actually jesus
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