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child-ofdust · 8 months ago

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thinkign about my f/os helping me deal w my disorders n stuff makes me feel better.... my brain tries to shut me down sometimes and be like "Thats stupid" but Who Cares .

there's some thjngs it can't help, no matter how much i want to i still can't speak properly in public or even at all to strangers, but just imagining my f/os are near me & talking / helping me through my avpd has made me go from having anixety attacks just standing in my backyard to being able to go inside grocery stores and actually shop even while crowded like.... that is so awesome sauce...

i never in my life though i'd be able to do that again, for a time i didn't think i'd ever be able to go outside at all again, but selfshipping is awesome and i am mentally ill and i think the former is very helpful & epic when you're the latter but that might just be mmy pov though

#frowns this got longerthen i wanted #oh well #i love my partners sooo much &they klove me and it makes me happy #Also my stomach still hurts sooo bad help i fear im dying #also i . i hope no one has noticed like... a decline in formality(?)#i feel like i've stopped caring or paying attention to my spelling and grammar on here and it makes me embarrassed #i feel like since im older now i shouldn't be posting or texting like a child but idirjjrie idk.#i like not caring too much abt how i type or whst im saying.... normally im so fixated on whether im saying or doing the wrong thing #and tryig to figure out if my friend will hate me if i say xyz or abc or literally anythjng and . its nice to be able to go mindless and #just say whatever i want #i think this goes hand in hand w me starting to use this as like a ''personal diary'' / blog or something lol

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