#i love my chicken nuggets so i’m a bit hypocritical here

[debushit]

zayn talking about taking his chicken to the vet bc she was sick and the vet laughing at him bc it’s a chicken 🥺

[aj-the-psycho]

The Hour: A Sanders Sides Story - Chapter 2

CONCERNS AND AN UNEXPECTED ENCOUNTER

TW: none

Summary: Logan talked about his hour to his best friend and he is concerned.

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Usually, Logan would complain about Roman’s exaggerated stories about ‘nonsense with a combo of drama’ as Logan put it. It doesn’t matter that Logan and Roman had known each other for years, Logan still couldn’t stand Roman’s theatrics. Especially, not right now. Logan had called his best friend last night to meet him at the coffee shop near campus, because “I need some… help… with something.”

“You? Mr. I-know-everything-about-everything, needs my help? Oh, this should be good then.” Logan had groaned at the nickname during the phone call, but didn’t say much else.

And now, here they were, sitting in a coffee shop, a galaxy away from their initial topic of discussion with Roman re-telling his morning about how he was attacked by a stray cat with arms gesturing wildly. Logan was irritated. Very much so, but he couldn’t help but get lost in his thoughts with Roman’s booming voice as a background noise.

“Roman…”

“...and then the cat jumped—like, literally launched at my face—and just scratched me everywhere like a maniac,”

“Roman.”

“You know how expensive this shirt is? You know how much effort I put in the morning to perfect this magnificent look for all ladies, lords and non-binary royalty to admire? Plus, I—”

“Roman!” Logan quickly interrupted, his voice stern but kept his volume low.

“What,” Roman replied monotonously, annoyed that his story was interrupted. Rudely so.

“I asked you to come here, to help me with… annoying emotions and feeling and… ugh I hate this.” Logan slumped his shoulders, one hand sifting through his hair.

“Gee, Logan. It’s just a soulmate. You know the concept of soulmates is stupid, right? You’re supposed to fall in love with a stranger, it’s not going to work. Why do you even care about all this anyway? You’re not one for romance and all things love.”

Logan paused. He pondered on Roman’s questions for a bit. It is sort of true that he was supposed to be a perfect match with a stranger. What if they’re not compatible. It is also true that he despised romance or emotions in general. So why does he care now?

“I didn’t. Care about soulmates I mean. But since I had my hour, I felt differently about this whole thing. I couldn’t get this person out of my head. And then I realized that I actually want this. That I would very much like to… grow old with someone?” Logan trailed off for a moment, starting to get lost in his thoughts again.

Roman was a little surprised. He never heard Logan talk with this much emotion mixed in his words before.

“How did it happen anyway? You never told me.”

“That’s because you never wanted to know.” Then, he began telling Roman about his hour.

November, last year

Logan woke up with a start. ‘Why am I awake?’ He checked his alarm clock and saw that it was midnight.

He thought maybe he felt dehydrated, so he went outside and had a glass of water. Feeling a little better than before, he went back to his room and laid back down on his bed. He slowly closed his eyes and try to go back to sleep.

He then felt a sudden pain in his head. Ignoring it, he groaned and shifted in his bed to get comfortable. However, he felt his bed is a bit off. Slowly, he opened his eyes again and was greeted by a very confusing sight. The wall on the right side of the bed that is usually covered with diagrams of space and galaxy posters is now decorated with little Polaroid photos. The room also had a subtle glow from the fairy lights hung above the headboard. He stood and walked to the window opposite the bed.

‘Am I dreaming right now? If I am, the fact that I’m aware that this is a dream would mean this is a lucid dream. Unlikely, since I can remember I was awake a second ago.’ Logan started to analyze his surrounding, as well as the state of his mind.

He looked down and realized that he looked different than usual. ‘Noting how different I look and the fact that I feel shorter than usual would mean I am not in my own body which means… I’m currently in the hour… ’ He let the revelation sink in for a moment. ‘Yes, it would make sense since I just turn nineteen about twenty four hours ago. Am I still in Florida?’ He walked to the bedside table and checked the location using the phone that he found there. ‘Affirmative.’

He quickly wrote a very brief note with very limited information on a post-it note that he found in one of the bedside drawer.

Name: Logan Sharp

Age: 19

I am currently a student in Sanders University, majoring in Astrophysics.

We are also from the same area.

Logan was about to be done with the note without writing his address. Writing his address would mean that his soulmate could visit him easily. But he also don’t trust people with personal information that could put him in danger. So he put an additional sentence to justify his need of not putting his address.

I am not adding my address because

He paused. ‘Of course I’m not going to say that I don’t trust this person—well, that is true—that’s just rude.’

Because… reasons

After that he added his email address and phone number to the note. Done with the note, he looked around for a mirror to see what his soulmate looks like. He found a half-body mirror in the bathroom. As soon as he saw the reflection in the mirror, he noted the heterochromia right away. A warm honey color on the left and a cool grey on the right. He stood about three inches shorter than Logan himself and had subtle muscles in his torso, noticeable muscle-cut along the upper arms. Wavy brown hair, tousled from sleep and freckles scattered across the nose, cheek and bleeds over to the neck.

“Cute.” Logan said quickly. He immediately blushed after he realized that he said that out loud. Of course, Logan didn’t tell Roman this part, or he will never hear the end of Roman’s teasing, which is both embarrassing and annoying.

After that, he went out of the bathroom and looked at the clock hung on the wall near the living room. ‘I have about ten minutes left.’ He decided to explore the house a bit. It is true that he didn’t like people—especially strangers—to know personal information about himself, but he couldn’t help but be a little bit hypocritical by snooping around in a stranger’s house. Yes, it’s his soulmate’s house, but they’re still a stranger to him.

Right next to the first bedroom—his soulmate’s bedroom—there was another room next to it, the door partly opened. He peeked inside and saw a sleeping figure facing the door. Logan was shocked at first seeing how similar this person looked to his soulmate. ‘Twins? That, or at the very least they are related,’ Logan concluded in his head.

He went back to the room and re-read his note, double checking if he left out anything important. He then put the note on the bedside table under the cell phone. He sat on the bed again, waiting for the minutes to run out. He felt nervous all of a sudden. ‘I will have to meet this person one day. Oh no, I’m going to screw it up. I have the social abilities of a chicken nugget and I would have to speak to this person and actually talk about important decisions and matters of the future. No, no, no, nononono-’

His train of thought is interrupted by a sudden pain at the back of his head. The pain crawl its way to the front of his head. Once the pain receded, he opened his eyes that he didn’t realized he had closed and found himself back in his own room. He looked around and saw nothing unusual, aside from his desk lamp, which was turned in. He went to turn it off and saw a glimpse of a note from his soulmate written in bubble letters.

‘Nope! Not now.’ He went back to bed and tried to sleep again.

That night, Logan didn’t sleep again until it was three in the morning.

Present time

“That… is actually pretty interesting. What’s their name?” Roman commented and asked after Logan was done with his story.

“Patton Harvey.” Logan uttered the name. Although this Patton person is a stranger to Logan, he already felt an attachment with the name despite never meeting the person himself.

“What am I going to do Roman? You, of all people, know how I am in a social situation. Aside from that, there the added weight of… emotions,” Logan grimaced and continued, “that I would have to deal with—which you know I’m not good at. I have the emotional capacity of a teaspoon.”

“Well, Logan, I do not know how this friend of yours will help you. You know how I feel about soulmates,” The bell above the door of the coffee shop chimed, but Roman paid not attention to it and continued his rant. Logan who sat facing the door glanced at the door briefly. Then he did a double-take.

“I think soulmates are bullshit-”

“Roman…”

“You’re supposed to be a perfect match with a total stranger-”

“Roman, please…”

“Like, what if the universe make mistakes-”

“Roman!” Logan was getting impatient.

“What if it’s all wrong-”

“Roman! Stop it!”

Roman stopped at Logan’s raised voice.

Initially, Logan didn’t want to attract any attention to Roman and especially not to himself. However, he spoke too loud. The second Logan’s blue eyes met a pair of mismatched ones, his world felt like it stuttered to a halt.

[paullrud]

It’s your favorite Answer All Anon again!!!!! Answer all the Unusual Asks PLZZZ?

hey AAA :) glad to see you back on my page. hope you like these answers. sorry it’s late, yet again. ✦ nova

1. spotify, soundcloud, or pandora? soundcloud. every. single. time.

2. is your room messy or clean? a little bit of both. one corner of my room is just a mountain of clothing, but my bed and closet are super neat.

3. what color are your eyes? brown, like chocolate.

4. do you like your name? why? no. and i ellect to not have my name on here, that’s why i have an alias of “nova”

5. what is your relationship status? single. i cried in the car on my way home from work for that exact reason last night. i kept thinking, “will i ever be good enough for someone to love me?”

6. describe your personality in 3 words or less. humorous, depressed, intro/extrovert

7. what color hair do you have? it used to be all sorts of colors, different every month. but, i went corporate and dyed it back to my original color.

8. what kind of car do you drive? color? black 2017 toyota corolla. used to have a matte black 4-door jeep wrangler, but my mother took it away from me for the terms of “responsibility” and “immature nature”

9. where do you shop? anthropologie and urban outfitters, mostly, because i work at urban. sometimes lf (only when their 70% off sale is going on), dover street market, kith and off-white.

10. how would you describe your style? total hypebae. i love streetwear, my influences are virgil abloh and heron preston when it comes to style and what clothing i wear.

11. favorite social media account that’s a hard one because i’m really not sure what you mean? if it’s a person, i don’t have one. if it’s an app, twitter, most definitely.

12. what size bed do you have? full size!

13. any siblings? one sister. hate her.

14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? like i said before in the other ask ^.^ france. nantes for the spring and summer, paris for the winter and fall. i fell in love with paris when i went for the first time with my friend (who i like, by the way) when he invited me.

15. favorite snapchat filter? do not have a snapchat, so i can’t say.

16. favorite makeup brand(s) i don’t wear makeup a lot, but anatasia for the brows. most definitely. my favorite perfume though is viktor and rolf, flowerbomb.

17. how many times a week do you shower? winter and fall is 4 to 5 times a week. spring and summer is 5 to 8 times a week.

18. favorite tv show? if it’s not “the office”…… i send it back!

19. shoe size? 8 to 9, depending on the company.

20. how tall are you? 5 feet, 1 inch ^.^

21. sandals or sneakers? i hate feet, so sneakers

22. do you go to the gym? god, no.

23. describe your dream date running errands then cooking a meal together. sounds lame, but to me that really is the most domesticated thing you can do with someone you love.

24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? i’m all cashless, baby.

25. what color socks are you wearing? navy blue with little red hearts on them.

26. how many pillows do you sleep with? 2, but they suck so i’m going to get 2 new ones, when i get my paycheck.

27. do you have a job? what do you do? yes, i have 2 actually. i work in retail for both (cole haan and urban outfitters)

28. how many friends do you have? i have a lot of accquaintences, but only 4 to 5 people i call my true friends. my ride or dies, if you will.

29. what’s the worst thing you have ever done? probably steal. i was a huge kleptomaniac back in my early teens.

30. what’s your favorite candle scent? vanilla or the green one from febreeze (i forgot what the scent is named)

31. 3 favorite boy names everett, cole, aspen (+bonus scott)

32. 3 favorite girl names alex, denise, elle

33. favorite actor? tom holland or sebastian stan. don’t make me choose!

34. favorite actress? zoe saldana by a landslide.

35. who is your celebrity crush? i really don’t have one! i admire celebrities for their acting and charity work.

36. favorite movie? a tie between captain america: the winter soldier and scott pilgrim vs the world.

37. do you read a lot? what’s your favorite book? i don’t read a lot, but when i do they are mostly about real life events and autobiographies.

38. money or brains? why not money and brains

39. do you have a nickname? what is it? my real name, yes. but for now, let’s keep with nova.

40. how many times have you been to the hospital? too many times to count, if i’m being honest. always for my depression or suicide attempts.

41. top 10 favorite songs in NO particular order, btw! – lover is a day by cuco – it’s strange by louis the child – in your head (rl grime edit) by g jones – ucla (heimanu remix) by rl grime – flicker by porter robinson – pursuit (jawns remix) by gesaffelstein – the wave (louis the child remix) by elohim – hi this is flume (whole ep) by flume – you’re on by madeon – luv by whipped cream

42. do you take medications daily? yes.

43. what is your skin type? dry… smh.

44. what is your biggest fear? being kidnapped and sold on the black market.

45. how many kids do you want? zero.

46. what’s your go to hair style? space buns!

47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) medium-ish

48. who is your role model? my friends. they’re older than me (by a couple years) and they’re doing exceedingly well for their age.

49. what was the last compliment you recieved? “i like your dress!”

50. what was the last text you sent? “thankssssss.”

51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? sadly, 10 or 11. smh, my mother really let me believe in a lie for 10 years.

52. what is your dream car? maserati SUV.

53. opinion on smoking? don’t like it. but, i’m a hypocrite because i juul.

54. do you go to college? yes!

55. what is your dream job? definitely NOT what i’m doing right now. probably working at the refinery 29 office in los angeles, doing something with the fashion department.

56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? i love the city but when it comes down to it, my ideal place would be rural… me and my husband secluded on a goat farm in nantes, france? amazing.

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? yes. if you don’t, then what’s the point of going to a hotel?

58. do you have freckles? no :( i wish.

59. do you smile for pictures? yes, but a tightlipped smile.

60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? 24,680

61. have you ever peed in the woods? yes, on a camping trip.

62. do you still watch cartoons? yes, futurama, archer and bob’s burgers!

63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from wendy’s or mcdonalds? never had wendy’s! never had mcdonald’s!

64. favorite dipping sauce? the honey mustard from wings over… *watering mouth pursues*

65. what do you wear to bed? al-natural, baby.

66. have you ever won a spelling bee? no. sadly.

67. what are your hobbies? i have my own clothing line and i really love photography, drawing and painting. also i make music ^.^

68. can you draw? cc: 67th question.

69. do you play an instrument? piano.

70. what was the last concert you saw? louis the child at governor’s ball ^.^

71. tea or coffee? coffee.

72. starbucks or dunkin donuts? that vanilla bean creme frappucino ^.^

73. do you want to get married? yes. of course.

74. what is your crush’s first and last intial? s.p.

75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?maybe… we’ll see.

76. what color looks best on you? black.

77. do you miss anyone right now? s.p.

78. do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed.

79. do you believe in ghosts? yes.

80. what is your biggest pet peeve? stupidity.

81. last person you called s.p.

82. favorite ice cream flavor? ben and jerry’s milk and cookies :)

83. regular oreos or golden oreos? regular, always and forever.

84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow! it’s happiness in sprinkles

85. what shirt are you wearing? a red one :)

86. what is your phone background? porter robinson ^.^

87. are you outgoing or shy? little bit of coloumn a… little bit of coloumn b…

88. do you like it when people play with your hair? yes, only if i’m comfortable with you.

89. do you like your neighbors? the right one yes, the left one no.

90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? no, only in the shower :)

91. have you ever been high? yes, not a pleasant experience.

92. have you ever been drunk? yes… also not a pleasant experience.

93. last thing you ate? homemade macaroni and cheese

94. favorite lyrics right now any lyric from “lover is a day” by cuco

95. summer or winter? winter !

96. day or night? night !

97. dark, milk or white chocolate? i do not like chocolate ! yuck !

98. favorite month? april :)

99. what is your zodiac sign virgo 

100. who was the last person you cried in front of? my coworker :(