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je-suis-problematique · 5 months ago

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Working all night on that long ass post about my source memories had me realize that I probably also had a thing with Halsin and not just Kar'niss and it's making me Feel Some Kind Of Way.

– Sengo

#sengo speaks #look i'm new here okay #i know source memories can be fickle and i shouldn't be jumping to conclusions based on a mere gut feeling #but you don't understand just how STRONG this gut feeling is #screaming crying throwing up #i love kar'niss with all my heart but i know halsin would treat me right #it doesn't help that our halsin is convinced that i am his canonmate too #like #sir #and what if you're wrong #and what if we're both just being delulu #our kar'niss is in his own world unaware of any of this like he's completely cut off from reality #i envy him sometimes #i too would like to be cut off from reality for a bit #maybe then i wouldn't be aware of the fact that i didn't sleep in 24 hours had pizza for breakfast and am drinking my nth soda #at least i remembered to take our meds i should get points for that #i feel so uncomfortable #i am sitting down but i feel like i need to be MORE sitting down the current level of sitting down is not enough #how do i unwind from the spiral i sent myself into send help #personal

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