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luvdsc · 4 years ago
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Oh no did one of my asks get lost?😂😢cos i accidentally submitted the one uve answered b4 finishing!!! anyways!!! Ur art omg!!!😭😭😭 feel privileged that im able to c them! so fitting that u call ur readers honeybee wen u drew some..🥺🥺💘ur 3d sculptures(?) r insane omg!!! I feel so happy looking at them knowing tht ur artistic flair isnt just seen in ur writing!!! I hope ur still creating things🥺♥️wudnt want u to stop hehe. Id l-love to show u but idunno how hihi🥺👉🏻👈🏻 😂😂💘💘
I think it did, lovebug, I’m so sorry 😭😭 why does tumblr keep doing this ): and you’re sooo so sweet omg thank you so much, honey bee!!!!!! 🥺💗💗💗 you’re making me smile so much aaaaah I actually got inspired to paint honey bees because I call all of you honey bees :’) and thank you so much again, sweetpea!!! 🤧💖💛 it was my first time taking a 3D design class, and I had so much fun making sculptures out of different materials! 💕 We also had to make sculptures out of wax and cardboard, which were both really fun and challenging as well ✨ you make me so happy omg I’m so glad you like my art 🥺🥺 i fully intend on continuing to make art!!!! I’ve bought way too many supplies for all these classes to throw it all away, and I honestly love art so much 💘💘 and omg I’d be honored to be able to see your art 🤩🤩 oooh ok so I think you can submit pictures of your art through here or I can send you a dm (I have it turned off for everyone because I kept getting bot dms rip) and you can send me your pretty art pics that way!! 💗
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shikai-the-storyteller · 5 years ago
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CYBERVERSE WATCH: S3 Episode 17, 18, 19, 20
Episode 17
Oh nooo Windblade u good??? LASERBEAK AND WINDBLADE OMG!!!
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Beaky please don’t peck my girl (that is kinda cute though)
Windblade she isn’t a pest!!!
Laserbeak watches her fly off like “I get no respect and no thanks???”
HECK YEAH GET THEM FLIERS!!! Jetfire please be careful bud, Starscream has some old beef with you
OH NO ALL THE ALTERNATE UNIVERSE SOUNDWAVES
The only downside to knowing all these characters and getting excited about cameos is it’s that many times more likely that a character I like will die 8(
YEAHH WAY TO GO LASERBEAK you’re the real MVP
JEEZ HE GOT OPTIMUS RIGHT IN THE CHEST
HEY CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE OPTIMUS
OH SHOOT WHO IS THAT
OH FRICK OH FRICK ITS MEGATRON!!! HELL YEAH
Megatron, a million universes away: My “Optimus is in trouble” and “Starscream is being a menace” senses are tingling, gotta go back to Cybertron
FRICK that was a cool entrance
Oh man what happened to his eye--HOLY FRICK HE LOOKS HOT
AYYYYYY ITS THE OG BLACK HELMET MEGATRON LOOK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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MAN I FRICKIN LOVE MEGATRON
KUP NOW ISN”T THE TIME FOR YOUR COMMENTARY (that was cute though)
Oh my gosh when Starscream started to say “You’re too late to save your--” for one very frightful minute I thought he was going to say something about Optimus like “partner” or something and I felt every muscle in my body tense up lmao, I should’ve known better but RATS
WHAT
WHAT THE FRICK THAT WAS SO FRICKIN COOL
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IS THERE ANYTHING HOTTER THAN WAKING UP TO SEE YOUR OLD FLAME STANDING OVER YOU GLOWING LIKE A VENGEFUL ANGEL ABOUT TO KICK STARSCREAM’S BUTT
POWERS OF CYBERTRON UNITE??!?!?!?!?
EVEN OPTIMUS GOT SOME
BOYFRIENDS PUNCHING STARSCREAM’S ARMY OF QUINTESSONS TOGETHER!!!! SHADOWSTRIKER!!! BEE AND SOUNDWAVE!!!! GOSH THIS IS SO GOOD
WRECK THEIR SHOP SOUNDWAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Starscream you’ve sentenced them like five thousand times what’s new about this OH RIGHT I FORGOT ABOUT THAT GLOB STUFF
ASTROTRAIN!?!?!?!?
Starscream: NO ONE CAN STOP ME *CUTS TO WINDBLADE* wanna bet nerd
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I LOVE my beautiful girl
Oh that is some nasty looking Quintesson tech
Uh oh u good Windblade???
Croaton can you please slap Starscream out of the sky before you leave it’d save us a lot of time
Aw man I wonder what Megatron saw that made him sorta regret the stuff with Starsc
WH
HE”S BARING HIS SPARK!?!?!? WAIT IS THAT ANOTHER MATRIX
ARE THEY GONNA FUSE????
MEGATRON PRIME
GOSH I REALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE GOING TO FRICKIN SPARK FUSE THERE FOR A SECOND
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*CUE “THE POWER OF LOVE” AT FULL VOLUME*
Ok but what the heck did Astrotrain do???
If you get along with someone you don’t like the universe probably won’t end pfft, thanks Kup
CREEPY BUGS???
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Megatron please take his hand :(((
IM LOSING IT MEGATRON REALLY IS A HUGE KID *takes out a piece of chalk and draws a line between them* this is MY side of Cybertron, this is yours
guess galavanting through space didn’t change him TOO much
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Guhhh these opposing sides shots always break my heart I WISH THEY COULD OVERCOME THEIR DIFFERENCES AND BE FRIENDS AGAIN SOMEHOW....
Dang Astrotrain is HUGE compared to the rest of the bots, I wonder what he looks like in bot mode
SO MUCH HAPPENED IN THAT EPISODE (and I had to take a break in the middle of it) I FORGOT I STILL HAD THREE LEFT thank the stars
I genuinely can't believe Megatron essentially drew a line between him and Optimus and went "This side of Cybertron is MINE, the other side is yours" 
*cue shenanigans of Autobot and Decepticon buddies trying to secretly cross the line to visit their friends in the other faction* 
gosh fanfic always depicts Megatron and Optimus sneaking around meeting each other for smoochies I'd LOVE to see their subordinates being the ones doing the sneaking around while Megatron and Optimus are just like "GUYS....". Fingers crossed for the next episode!
Episode 18
CYBERTRON LOOKS SO PRETTY....
oh my gosh they actually built a wall
WAIT DID CLOBBER SERIOUSLY SWITCH SIDES OMG SHES AN AUTOBOT NOW
WHAT BEE CAN FLY!?!?!? WHAT!!!
LMAO LOCKDOWN NICE BOARDER PATROLLING
Well it took all of 30 seconds to confirm my theory lmao man I frickin love this show
Man I can’t believe how quickly they beat the Quintessons, I REALLY THOUGHT THE AUTOBOTS AND DECEPTICONS UNITING AGAINST THEM WOULD BE THE BIG SEASON FINALE I’m thrown for a loop now lol
ew those colors remind me of Sentinel Prime I hope that’s not him
OH WAIT IS THAT IACONUS MY BAD
PRIMA???? OH?????
Grand Imperium?????
Omg did Rack’nRuin switch sides too? I thought they were Decepticons
JETFIRE COME ON BUD OPTIMUS IS TRYING TO HAVE HIS MOMENT
Croaton city!!!
LMAO SKYBITE’S SHARING HIS POETRY....CUTE...
But where is Soundwave!!!!!
I’m with you Bee, those insects are creepy
WOW ASTROTRAIN IS HUGE
“And WHO rescued you from that tyrant” OH??? ANOTHER UNIVERSE’S MEGATRON MAYHAPS???
“I must know if the barrier holds!” OH!!!! Oh no is the final battle gonna be against all the other universe’s people who Megatron burned as he gallivanted through the multiverse??? I SURE HOPE SO
Gosh not to be predictable but that new armor looks so frickin good on Megatron
OPTIMUS IS SO STRONG
POOR OPTIMUS....
“During wartime, decision-making came so easily” MAN....THAT HURTS.....
oh he’s looking for Windblade!!!
AW SHADOW STRIKER C’MON, I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE BUDS NOW
“I know better than ANYONE what it’s like to be left broken on the battlefield. I did what I could” MY HEART JUST SWELLED THREE SIZES FOR SHADOW STRIKER....I LOVE HER....(ALSO THAT HURT)
Bee it REALLY seems like you should’ve had a plan / backup team for this!!!
BEE YOU’RE GONNA RESTART THE WAR!!
RODIMUS!!! YOU’RE BACK TO YOUR RED FLAME SELF!!!
WHIRL!!! OMG MY BABY
Wow that wall does a crummy job of keeping out fliers
SOMEONE PLEASE CATCH WINDBLADE
Thank you Whirl
OH JEEZ HERE COMES MEGATRON
SKYWARP!!! (I say while being super scared for my faves)
Whoa Megatron actually backed down
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Nice
CHROMIA!!!! SAVE HER PLEASE
Episode 19
Ohhh are we gonna get to see Caminus??????
BEAST MACHINES?????
omg they’re gonna have to collect Windblade’s mind like they collected Bee’s memories
Chromia that doesn’t sound too convincing (you’re super cute though so I forgive you)
MORE BIRDIES!!!
A CYBER HORSE????
IT”S A  JET!?!??!
OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH IT”S CRYSTAL CITY!!!!!!
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AGAIN, I WANNA SHAKE HANDS WITH EVERY BACKGROUND DESIGNER WHO WORKED ON THIS SHOW
OHHH mirror selves!!! Scary but pretty!!
OH MY GOSH!!! IS THAT RAVAGE!?!?!?!?
PLEASE LET ME SEE MY LITTLE BOY!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE BE RAVAGE
HOLY FRICK THAT LOOKED AWESOME??? KNIGHT??? A REALLY COOL KNIGHT???? WHO ARE YOU
Thunderhow??
My first thought was “Someone got their Warriors Cat oc into Transformers” and that cracked me up
KNIGHT OF THE PRIMES???
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THIS STAINED-GLASS STYLE ANIMATION IS GORGEOUS
I like this dude but something tells me they’re gonna have to fight / kill him later
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Bee’s smile is so cute!!
lmao nice lore-speak Chromia
They should just blast through the walls of the maze
“That sounds like a nightmare” “Scrap that!” THEYRE SO CUTE omg way to break the rules you two
CRYSTAL WINDBLADE!!!!
oh shoot many crystal windblades
I love the little “tink tink tink” sounds her feet make
Just her arm???? Jeez louise are the rest of the episodes gonna be about collecting Windblade?
Oh it’s Thunderhound
Optimus is just like “PLEASE leave me alone”
Petition for Optimus Prime to just get a frickin vacation
Episode 20
Man I’m so sad this series is almost over
Everyone in Mac’s bar without Mac..... :( Cute to see Percy as the bartender though
IS...IS THAT WHEELJACK?
OMG WAIT THAT”S THE COSMIC RUST WHEELJACK BACK FROM LIKE EP 2 or 3 IN SEASON 1????
“The Past” I FRICKIN KNEW WE’D SEE YOU AGAIN!!! IT WAS TOO WEIRD HAVING HIM WANDER AROUND IN AN EPISODE WITH NO EXPLANATION LIKE THAT
COWBOY WHEELJACK IS SO GOOD
Man Cyberverse is so frickin weird, I love this cartoon
Oh there’s my boy Soundwave
JEEZ THIS DUDE’S GOT NO FEAR
Megatron looks so cute...
“This is Autobot territory! You can’t--oh guess you can” pfft
I can’t believe Transformers is a western now
Optimus is the sheriff around these parts lol
Aw man Optimus JUST put that thing in there
OPTIMUS IS SO STRONG....I LOVE MY BUFF BOY
WILDWHEEL? Oh my bad, guess that’s not Wheeljack
“No one ever tried to find me” :(((( I wonder how many other bots felt that way
“I was one of the good guys! But you left me on that planet!” OW....
Pretty terrible shot Wild Wheel
OH NO....Innocent civilian got hurt, now Optimus is serious
Wild Wheel Optimus has been through a WAR your cowboy training aint gonna cut it
WELL THAT WAS A. WEIRD EPISODE. ALRIGHTY THEN I can’t wait to see how Wild Wheel is going to pop up in future episodes
Me: haha evil cowboy robot Wild Wheel: I felt abandoned because no one searched for me and I was forced to do horrible things in order to find my way home Me, tears streaming down my face: Haha....cowboy robot
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ficdirectory · 7 years ago
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The Fosters: Our Thoughts on Episode 5x03 “Contact”
Time for another twin recap of The Fosters.  As always, check out @tarajean621‘s thoughts on Jesus and brain injury representation in italics below:
You Could Have Told Me You Were Out on a Date/It’s Not a Date. Sorry/This Isn’t a Date?!  Hahaha!  How awkward.  Mariana, just along with Callie and Aaron to watch Ximena roller derbying...
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Maybe We Could Go Out Sometime Without Your Sister?  What Do You Wanna Do?/Anything/Okay.  I’ll Make the Plan:  Callie, maybe you want to be a bit more specific with Aaron here.  
It’s Not Like I’m Asking You to Get Someone Out of Prison or Prostitution.  Or Maybe You Just Don’t Care ‘Cause You’re Graduating Soon:  Mariana!  Settle down.  Callie can’t help you distribute the underground school paper.  She can’t get in more trouble.  Find someone who can.
Thanks for Helping Out/Unlike Some People...  Mariana.  Just because Moms are thanking Aaron for helping doesn’t mean you need to get all unnecessary with Jesus.  Seems like there’s a lot going on in the kitchen, and sometimes, when that’s happening it’s easier (and safer) for us to just stay put.
I’m Sure They Miss You/I’m Sure They Don’t/I’m Sorry.  What Was That?  Oh, I love how Mariana’s comment to Jesus went unchallenged but his jab at her was immediately called out... <-- Sarcasm
Jude.  Jude.  Jude!/What?  Hahaha!  One of my favorite parts.  Also I love how Jesus is waving to get Jude’s attention.
I Have to Do a Self-Portrait/How About We Take Candid Photos of You and You Can Decide Which Looks the Most Like You/That’s Actually a Great Idea/Thank You.  I’m Full of Great Ideas:  Of course you are, Mariana.
I Have an Idea, Too.  What If Everyone Writes My History Paper, and Then I Pick Which One Will Get Me the Best Grade:  Hahaha!  I miss your hilarity, Jude.
Five Hours Chained to a Deep Fryer/At Least You Weren’t Chained to the House All Day/I’m Sorry.  Were You Actually Talking to Me Just Now?  That’s Amazing:  Oh my God, Brandon, LOL.  Also Moms, please tune into this portion of the conversation...Jesus is really over being at home all day every day.
Moms?  Can I Go Back to School?  ...Seriously.  When Can I Go Back?  I’m Bored and I’m Missing Out on Everything/We Understand, Honey, But.../Honey, Let Us Talk to Your Doctor, Okay?  Okay but Moms seriously need to stop dodging this conversation.  Jesus is entitled to an education.  (Seriously.  It’s the law.)  A brain injury does not preclude him from that.  And to have Lena in particular, who is an educator, not already on the ball about this just seems out of character and irresponsible.  I would think she would be all over this, and his biggest advocate, having experience within the school system for so many years.  Can we stop with the educational neglect, please?
Stef and Lena have been back at work for weeks now, leaving Jesus essentially unsupervised all day at home.  (Unless you count Gabe, but I do not think Moms do.)  The fact that they deem Jesus stable enough to not warrant constant supervision from a health standpoint along with the strides he has made in all areas of his recovery should at least mean that school should be seriously considered and discussed.  
We Invited the New Neighbors Over for Dinner/You Invited:  Ooh, Stef and Lena.  A little tension?
You Bought the Tickets?  You Didn’t Ask Me What I Wanted to See/’Cause You Told Me to Plan Everything/So, What Are We Seeing?/You’ll Find Out Tomorrow:  To me, it’s just common courtesy to run things by your date, even if you’re the one planning it.  It’s not just a date for one.  I’m totally with Callie here.  If she’s asking, point blank, what the movie is, the polite thing would be to tell her.
Why Are We Inviting the New Neighbors Over? We Never Did That With the Old Ones/Well...Mom Went to High School with Tess.  [She] Was Mom’s First Girlfriend:  Wow, Lena, TMI for the children...
Maybe We Could Talk to His Doctor But After What He Did to Brandon’s Room?/We’re Going to Keep Him HOME Until We’re Sure He Can Handle School:  Mothers.  What even is this conversation?  An education is not a privilege.  It’s a right.  (Not just for the rich and white and nondisabled!)  Jesus shouldn’t be denied the opportunity to go to school because he destroyed Brandon’s room.  
I would understand, “Jesus doesn’t get to do [something he enjoys] until he helps pick up the mess in Brandon’s room.”  But to withhold school?  Literally makes zero sense.  Give him consequences that make sense, Moms!
For the record?  Cutting off a person’s social interactions, activities and education as an attempt to control their behavior?  That’s abusive.  Also, this is not 1974.  Being disabled in public is no longer a crime, and disabled students are afforded a free and appropriate public education as of 1975.
He’s Still Not Talking to Brandon.  What Are We Gonna Do About That?  Um, Lena, were you not present at family dinner where Jesus did speak to Brandon?
Gabe Is Entertaining.  How Do We Feel About That?/I Borrowed the Garage for 30 Minutes:  Well, let’s consider this.  Gabe lives in the garage.  You let him live there.  Was this with the understanding that he would never have people over?  (Also, how are you gonna feel when you realize it’s Mariana and Jude in their secret newspaper meeting, and not Gabe at all?)
Wide-Wise or Long-Wise/Do You Mean Vertical or Horizontal?  Are You Stoned?  Noah.  Seriously.  But I am glad to see that Jude seems to be over his desire to get high.
Don’t Have Much to Compare It To, But I Liked It:  Brandon, your love life so does not interest me.  But it was interesting to see a girl (who’s a bit older) on TV without a ton of sexual experience.
Jesus is Having Trouble with His TBI.  He Gets Angry and Kind Of Explodes/Are You Still Playing For Him?  Okay, what universe am I even in right now?  First of all.  Jesus is having trouble with you, Brandon.  You guys need to stop blaming every legitimate reaction that you don’t like on his TBI.  And secondly, I don’t even know what to say about Grace asking if Brandon’s still playing for him.  Music can do a lot of things for people, but it cannot magically heal brain injuries.
Sounds to me, Brandon, like you do not want to own up to the actions you took that led to Jesus “exploding.”
You’re Installing Security Cameras in the School?/Some of the Students Don’t Feel Safe.  This Will Reassure Them:  Drew, forgive me if I don’t take your word for it on how ‘reassuring’ security cameras are.
Mr. Turner, Your Vote Was Not Valid/If Ms. Porter Won’t Resign, She’s Fired:  Wow.  Glad it’s not a sure thing yet.
Why Are You So Dressed Up?/I’m Not/Why Are You So Dressed Up?  Twins!  Also, Jesus and Callie spoke for like the second time ever!
It Wasn’t My Idea.  Aaron Told Me to Wear a Dress:  Sounds like Aaron’s making a lot of decisions for you, Callie...
Miss You.  Can U Video Chat?/Sorry.  Working on Bot:  Ouch.  And Emma’s not even keeping Jesus in the loop about World’s at all...
The truth is, people can and do pull away after you become injured.  This is realistic.  And it sucks - especially as Emma seems to be the only person outside of his family that Jesus has been able to see, given Moms’ nonsense school ban.
That’s Right, Your Ex-Girlfriend’s Coming to Dinner/Dressing for Tess, Are We?  Okay Brandon and Lena, back off of Stef a little bit.
Can You Put That in the Dishwasher?  Because Brandon was right there, and it’s his plate, but Mama needs to put it in the dishwasher.  
Didn’t You Guys Steal a Car?/And I Get Grounded for Stealing a Garden Gnome/You Stole a Garden Gnome? That’s Hilarious!  Oh, we’re learning all kinds of things at this dinner party, aren’t we?  Stef and Tess stealing cars.  Logan stealing garden gnomes. (That sure was a knee-slapper, wasn’t it, Mariana?  LOL.  I love her.)
You Like Seafood?  We’ll Start With the Shrimp Fritters and Patatas Bravas:  Wow, Aaron.  You ordered for Callie, too.  
I’m Sorry.  I Didn’t Mean to Scare You:  Though I definitely did appreciate him apologizing to Callie for taking her picture without her knowing.
I’m a QB/It’s Good You’re Tall.  You Can See Over Your Lineman:  Hahaha!  OMG, Mariana, so awkward, but so funny!
You’re a Big Guy.  You Ever Play?/I Used to Wrestle, But--/We Didn’t Encourage Football:  Seriously, Lena.  Can Jesus get a word in?
It is so frustrating that Moms will not allow Jesus to complete a thought.  And the way it is playing, it seems as if it is because they are constantly worried that Jesus will flip the table over and rip his shirt off in a rage at any moment.
I wish they would attempt to respectfully hear him out, however Moms seem prone to dismiss his concerns or shut him down.
As a Doctor, You’re Not Concerned About Concussions?/Absolutely:  Valid concern.  One of our brothers got three in a row playing high school football.  Doctors still cleared him to go back and play.  He made the decision on his own to quit for his own safety.  But perhaps not dinner conversation, Lena?  (Also, I’m mildly annoyed that that Tess keeps being addressed as if she’s a neruosurgeon instead of an orthopedic surgeon.  She works with bones, Moms, she’s not an expert on the noggin.)
Why Are Girls Always Left Out of the Contact Sports?/Because Girls Channel Their Aggression Through Tweeting/Jesus:  Oh I love how even this back and forth comment to Mariana earns another warning from Moms.  <-- Sarcasm
Moms are seriously monitoring every single word that comes out of his mouth.  Let him speak.  
Oh. My. God. Does Your Girlfriend - Who’s on the Wrestling Team - Know How Sexist You Are?/I Was Joking/You Better Be.  She’ll Dump Your Ass:  But Mariana threatening Jesus that Emma will dump him just skates by unacknowledged.  
Mariana knows Jesus has been feeling vulnerable about his relationship with Emma, so this comment was extra crappy.  Made more crappy by the fact that no one called her out for it.
We Like Football/We Just Don’t Want Our Kids to Get Hurt/You Don’t Have to Play Football to Get Hit in the Head and Screw Up Your Life, Right?  Watching this now, it’s obvious that Mariana’s comment about Emma touched a really raw nerve and has Jesus feeling insecure all over again about the state of his relationship with Emma.  He can already tell she’s pulling away, and she likely wouldn’t be if not for his brain injury.
This is a legitimate statement.  Why must it be treated as an outburst?
Can I Be Excused?/Yes, You May:  Tell me again how Jesus is so irrational and angry.
Well, I’m Sure Your Neurologist Told You That Damage to the Frontal Lobe Can Cause Sudden Aggression.  Sometimes Unprovoked:  Okay but you’re not a neurosurgeon, Tess.  So you really don’t need to keep feeding into this idea that Jesus’s logical reactions have no basis.  And also, Moms, what is up with outing all of Jesus’s private medical info to the brand new neighbors?  Whatever Jesus wants them to know, he’ll tell them himself.
I’m so over this Aggression Is A Symptom storyline.  Make it stop.
He Seems Like a Sweet Kid/He Is.  He’s Such a Sweet Soul.  He Just Can’t Control These Outbursts of Anger:  Thank you, Dean!  But seriously Lena, what outburst of anger?  You weren’t dismissing Mariana’s reaction to Jesus talking about her tweeting as an outburst.  Or Stef’s reaction to being teased about dressing up for Tess.  Just because Jesus has a brain injury does not negate the validity of his feelings.  (And I wish Jesus could hear Lena say he is such a sweet soul, instead of what he overhears later on...)
Why does Jesus need to stuff his feelings in?  To spare yours?
From What You Guys Have Told Us, His Physical and Cognitive Functions Have Improved and That’s Huge:  Holy God, Moms.  Just how much have you overshared with Tess and Dean???
I’m assuming that Stef also shared every excruciating detail about her double mastectomy as well - Tess is a doctor, after all... <--- Sarcasm
He Really, Really Wants to Go to School.  Just, We’re Not Sure/I Think He Should:  Except feel free to give advice here, Tess.  Seriously.  Jesus deserves an education.
THANK YOU, TESS!  
[School] Can Create Added Stress as Well/Have You Thought About Getting Jesus an IEP?/Yes, Of Course, We’ve Thought About It.  We Will Have Him Evaluated When We Feel He’s Ready:  Lena, you can’t keep Jesus in a bubble the rest of his life.  He needs to go to school.  Yes, there’s going to be stress there.  But the point of an IEP is so that he’ll have the accommodations he needs in that environment.  No, it’s not a cure-all, but that is literally what it exists for.
And when exactly will Jesus be “ready” for school, Lena?  When his brain injury magically goes away?  When he acts the way you want him to act?  You can’t use school as a bargaining chip.  It’s just gross.
If, at the beginning of the series, we heard that Jim Pearson was not allowing Jude to attend school?  The viewing public would overwhelmingly see that as abusive.  This is abusive as well.
One on One Classroom Aide/Definitely Something We Can Look Into/Yes, I Know:  If you know, Lena, then what the heck is up with all of your defensiveness?  Sorry these words aren’t coming from someone you’d prefer them to come from, but you and Stef need to hear it.
(And while I know aides serve a purpose in school settings, they also do a heck of a job alienating a kid socially.  I speak from experience.  I hope if Jesus does get one, that they’re respectful.)
Lena, you do not get to use Jesus’s right to an education as an excuse to be petty.
I’ll Make You a Deal.  One Week.  You Don’t Play Video Games.  I Don’t Get High:  I did like this scene between Jude and Noah, though.  They have some good chemistry together.  (Though I wonder if they still will when Noah’s not stoned?  Has he ever not been high when he and Jude are together?)
Look at Jesus’s Photoburst.  He Didn’t Even Bother to Narrow It Down to One or Two/That Sounds Like Jesus:  Maybe he wanted you to have a lot of options, Callie.  But my gut says it’s probably easier to hit a button and send them all at once than it is to look at each one and try to narrow it down...
Wish I Was This Girl/You Are/Wow.  Harsh/You’re That Girl, Too.  You Have a Lot of Layers.  That Other Picture is Just You With Some of Them Peeled Back:  Brandon, so nice of you.
So Resting Bitchface Callie is Just One of My Many Layers?/It’s Not a Bitchface:  Hahaha!  I loved the commentary on resting bitchface Callie.
Is That Why I Haven’t Heard You Playing Music?/Well, For One, Jesus Smashed My Keyboard, So.../We Have a Real Piano:  Tell him, Callie.
OMG Brandon! I’m glad Callie finally stated the obvious!
We Find No Grounds on Which to Fire Ms. Porter.  She’s Still the Principal of Anchor Beach:  Thank goodness...
You’ll Never Get Another Job in Education.  And You?  One False Move?  And You’re Next:  Wow, that’s bold, random school board lady.  Threatening Lena...
What the Hell is This?/Vive La Résistance:  Yes, Lena!  (And yes, Mariana!  Fly your drone and drop those papers!  So cool!)
Property of ABCC STEAM Club:  Oh no.  So sad your drone crashed, guys!
I’m Sorry I Didn’t Want to Jam/So I Got All Weird: OMG Brandon and Grace, look at you two dorks, hahaha!  Clearly you’re made for each other the way you sing to each other about your feelings.
We Can’t Do The Paper Anymore/Why?/Because Drew Will Cancel Prom and Everyone Hates Me Enough as It Is:  I’m loving getting to see more of Mariana and Jude’s sibling dynamic.
I Don’t Like Surprises.  I’ve Had Too Many Bad Ones.  So I Need to Know the Plan, Even If You Make It:  I loved this conversation between Callie and Aaron.  I love how respectful it is.  And I love that Callie did mention that Aaron took a bit too much of the control, telling Callie how to dress, what to eat and picking the movie.
Hey.  Thought You Were Gonna Call Me Today?  Totally been there.  Where you want to send the text, but you’re not ready for the response you’ll get...
I Was Wondering if I Could Try Out For the Team?/Is It Cool With Your Parents? Yes, if cool means I’m Mariana and I foraged my mom’s signature, then totally.  (Also, I love Mariana’s green nail polish, and I really am hoping for a strong friendship / mentorship between Ximena and the Adams Foster girls.)
Have You Given Anymore Thought to What Tess Suggested?  Getting Jesus an In-Class Aide?/Suddenly You’re Ready for Jesus to Go Back to School Now That Dr. Tess Medicine Woman Thinks It’s a Good Idea?  Every time this scene starts with Lena on the phone, I always think, “Oh, good!  She’s talking to ABCC about what needs to happen to get Jesus evaluated for an IEP!”  But nope!  I get that the timing of Stef changing her mind about Jesus going to school is suspicious.  (It is.  She’s shown zero indication that Jesus going back to school was even something she would consider prior to this conversation.)  But the bottom line is?  If Jesus were in any other minority group, holding off on sending him to school would be ludicrous.  Why is it okay here?
It is not okay.  There is no reason he should not be enrolled.  Lena (apparently Jesus’s official caregiver) has been back at work since roughly 4x15.  About a month has gone by since then by my calculations.  A month of Jesus sitting at home alone all day - apparently so stable medically that he does not need constant supervision.  
Jesus’s visual disturbances subside enough that he is able to read in 4x18.  It has been close to two weeks since then from what I can gather.   I can see putting off school up until this point, but after that?  I can see no reason that school is not part of an ongoing conversation.  Accommodations and IEPs take time to be drawn up and put in place, but they cannot be utilized until the appropriate meetings and appointments happen.
I Honestly Don’t Know What to Do About Jesus.  We Can’t Be in Denial About The Fact That He Is Unpredictable.  He’s Potentially Dangerous.  And We Don’t Know If He’s Gonna Get Any Better.  I Mean, He May Be Like This For the Rest of His Life.  Stef, Sometimes, I’m Actually Afraid of Him:  Wow, Lena.  Seriously?  I can’t tell you how many ways this devastates me.  First of all, because Jesus overheard the whole thing.  Secondly, because your ableism knows no bounds!  Jesus literally was not out of bounds in any way this episode.  So I really wish the harmful brain injury representation would stop already.  
Because you know what that leads to?  Fans commenting with remarks like, “I’m scared of him, too.”  Comments like, “He’s violent and scary.”  “He’s a monster.”  “IDK why they ever messed up his character.  This isn’t the real Jesus.  He’s like a whole new person now.” “Thank God Emma loves him,” and “Jesus is going to think he is better off dead.”
How does a portrayal that constantly dismisses the legitimacy of a person with a brain injury’s feelings help that part of the population?  It’s only alienating them more and putting them in more actual danger, because if people are going to watch this show with zero experience with a brain injury themselves or as a family member or friend, they’re going to see a stereotype (that people with brain injuries are violent and need to be put in their place or handled violently before they can become violent) and a damaging disability narrative (which is that when you become disabled, you become a burden to your family.  And the only validity your experience has is how it effects them, because all of your own feelings are “just a symptom.”)
Please let Moms and the family become aware of the harm they are doing.  This is beyond damaging and has real consequences for real people.
Your son has a brain injury.  His brain is altered.  He will make improvements, but yes, he will be “like this” for the rest of his life.  So start seeing him as a human being, not just a list of symptoms.  Start talking with him, and more importantly, start listening to him.  Network with other TBI survivors as well.  Send him to school.  And please, check your ableism.  Because your harmful disability attitudes will hurt him far more than the injury has.
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