#i love him with my whole entire heart and soul forever 💘

[hotdamnhunnam]

On Your Knees (fic teaser)

UPDATE: This fic is now posted!

A/N: Hello my dears! It’s been a minute since I’ve posted on here. I still intend to be inactive for the most part, BUT of course Kai has stolen and broken my heart, and this “on your knees” gif struck at my inner slut 💘 So here we are! This is a teaser for a fic that will have lots of smut, while also giving Kai some backstory that I feel he deserves and I wanted to share what I’ve got so far!

“On your knees.”

It’s been forever and a day, since you last laid your eyes on Kai. Since then you’ve searched for him across the whole entire fucking sky. Whatever words you had expected him to say… you never would have dreamt of these.

On your knees.

The blood in your veins is on fire; it burns as the blue of his gaze starts to freeze. The blaze rises higher, so desperate to melt down this fortress of ice that you hadn’t believed you would find. Paid the rumors no mind—he’s a bounty hunter or a gun for hire, who would sell his soul to any well-paying buyer, or so everybody agrees—yet you’ve come here to seek out the true heart of gold that you know lies behind. But all gold can be sold and it seems that he’s taken his fees.

And now he’s set on taking whatever he damn well may please.

Your voice escapes your throat pathetically. “Kai, it’s me…”

Cocks his head. Lifts his brow. Silent laughter at what you just said. Obviously. But who you are doesn’t mean shit to him now. “Aye, I see.”

You might just choke. The heart that never once stopped beating for this godforsaken rogue just fucking broke.

He snickers down as if the beating of your heart is just a joke. The curl of those cruel lips holds even more force than his words. And that’s what brings you to your knees and makes you weak, so weak it hurts, as he comes close and rests his palm against your cheek, piercing your soul straight to the core with just one stroke.

Straight to the core. Summon what strength you have to speak, unsure whether the vows that you once made have any value anymore. “I’ve come back to you just as I swore…”

“Of course,” he utters as those ice-blue eyes seek out and strike the deepest truth in yours. “You’ve come to me just as you were before: still nothing but a worthless fucking whore.”

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As always much love to all of my fellow Hunnam hoes! 💕

[hyunjinspark]

Hi hi darling 🥺❣️ How are you doing ?!

I finally finished reading the final part of Only Fools… at like 3:30am…… I was reeling it took me so long to fall asleep afterwards omg 😭😭😭😭 Not to mention I started the entire Smau over again, just to make the ending that much sweeter🥺 And it worked of course 😭💘

‼️(For anyone on HyunjinSparks’ blog, whom are not finished reading Only Fools, there are spoilers in this ask!!! Just wanted to make sure I don’t spoil the story for someone else!!) ‼️

I don’t even know where to begin…. Oh my lord it was all so so so perfect, you out-did yourself, as you did every time a written part came out for this masterpiece of a story 💘 (I promise you I’ve read one too many books that could never compare to Only Fools Fall For You) It was a bitter sweet moment seeing “the end” after finishing 😖🤧 I know there will be 2 epilogues, but oh my heart 😮‍💨

This story is a part of my soul forever 💘 Thank you, thank you, thank you a million times over for all the love, effort, time and dedication you put into this story!

Okay so the fact that there was so much fluff and the heart melting exchanges between Y/n and Hyunjin 😭😭 It was everything I was hoping for since the previous chapter….God I have never been in love like that and I don’t know if I ever will 🤧 (besides Hyunjin cause he’s the loml even if I may never meet him in person 💀)

I SWEAR TO GOD…. SEOJUN ?!?!?????? I wanted to b**ch slap her write off the face of the earth as soon as she kissed Hyunjin 🤬🤬 I was fuming honestly, the nerve of it !!! Ouuuuuuu all the stupid, unnecessary and totally overstepping comments she made about Hyunjin and of course implying so much towards Y/n…. I wanted Y/n to smack the whole head off her shoulders 🙃 I was extremely happy when she never made another appearance through their trip (besides her texting Hyunjin) cause I don’t think I could of handled more of her and her obnoxiousness 😤

You did such a wonderful job adding her in and making me feel so many things on the span of a few paragraphs 👏🏼😅

Hyunjin dirty texting at dinner though ?!?? OUUFFF what an amazing touch, cause I truly gasped when I read his answer after she guessed what he wanted 🥵🤯 (I volunteer).

The tension throughout the rest of the story was honestly killing me, when they got interrupted in the kitchen ???????? I was almost as frustrated as Y/n was 🥲 And then at the bonfire, holy shit I was about to die when she straddled him and then BOOM in walks cock-block Felix and Han 🤡 But of course the wait was well worth it 😫 Sensitive subby Hyunjin ?!?? 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ My gosh how amazing 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Oh.my.heart. The museum. I would die to go to a museum with Hyunjin and I feel he would be exactly like you described, especially if he had a significant other to bring along 🥺🥺 AND THE FLOWER MOVING ART ROOM ?!?????? AND HE ASKED HER OUT THERE ?!??????? Absolutely perfect, you are a genius, I was not expecting that and I was the best surprise ever not only for Y/n, but your readers too I’m sure 💘 It was cheesy and the best kind of cheesiness I could ever hope for 😭😭

And their conversation all throughout, while they were in bed made my heart explode 💘🤧 When she first fell in love with him ?!?!?!? AAHHHHHHH I MELTED!!!!! And of course I got quite excited when he asked her how many times he could make her cum in less than a hour 👀👀

AND THEN IT ENDED AND I DIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS SO PERFECT I CAN’T DEAL WITH IT….. I was unsure when to send you this ask cause my brain was short-circuiting and I couldn’t form a proper thought on the matter 🥲

I love this story and you so so much ❣️ I could just go on and on about you and the amazing writer you are but I don’t want to take up too much of your time so I will bid you farewell for now! Thank you again for everything 🧎🏻‍♀️ I had so much fun in this journey of Only Fools with you and all the other readers, the full array of emotions, the anticipation, the excitement and the love for it all, was so much more than I ever expected….

Take care lovely, I can’t wait to talk to you again soon!! Lots of love and hugs to you ❣️

hi i love you so much for sending me in such a nice review and for taking out the time from your life to write it 🥺

firstly, i noticed that you did reread all of it and i hope you enjoyed it even more that way. a part of your soul? that makes me cry 😭 thank you. for loving it and for appreciating it so much.

im glad you liked all the fluff, it was so much fun to finally write them being together and openly in love because thats been a long time coming. you’re right, seojun did all of that and worse😭 im glad it came off that way as well, that you disliked her so much. i was wondering if it was too much drama but it was necessary 😁

hyunjin at dinner is so hot 🥵 im glad you felt the tension too and enjoyed subby hyun in the end 😅 thank you for loving the museum scene !! i definitely believe hyunjin will be as such, and would do grand gestures of romantic love because he is such a sweet soul.

i loved your breakdown of your favorite parts of the story, thank you so much 🥺🥺 you made my day honestly. thanks for being such a kind and interactive reader 💞