#i love him sm i will cry

[lvrdazai]

hi this is just a little rant abt me wanting to take care of dazai bc i feel so bad for him omg :((

tw : mentions of depression , poor mental health + alcoholism

it’s canon that dazai is extremely depressive and barely takes care of himself (such as not showering, eating and constantly drinking instead) he’s also rlly underweight i feel so subconsciously sad everytime i remember this💔💔

i wanna cook him food everyday and make sure he eats his fill while also observing his tastes so i can make him new food that he enjoys

and i wanna be there for him when he does so he can’t just let it go cold so he can he eat a warm and fulfilling meal toonfjdjdjdjndjd i love him sm

i wanna gently wash his hair and let the water run through it as i cautiously run my fingers through to not disturb the way his shoulders relax and he dozes off the warm waters’ embrace💔💔

i wanna gently unwrap his bandages and softly clean every cut so it isn’t messy and painful and change them for himmjsjdjjd

i wanna gift him sweets and chocolates for no reason other than i appreciate him bc i rlly rlly just do</33

i wanna accompany him every night so he can’t just drown in his own misery and spend all his money on alcohol (which is canon😞😞) because i’ll be playing w his hair until he falls asleep peacefully</3

oh to give him unconditional and consistent love</3

[starmurdock]

look at his pouty face 🥺😭😭

[gayvangeance]

i mean i already knew william is awkward as hell at times but after reading the light novels,,, AJDHSJDH goodness i love him