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aquz · 2 years ago

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HI AQUZZZZZ

first of all, HOW HAVE U BEEN?? we haven’t talked in like six trillion years (and overnight story- love that song btw)

second of all i tried to send in an ask that was pretty much the same as this one but idk if i sent but if it did js ignore that one bc this is pretty much the same LMAO

third of all this is kind of a more mental health fixated topic for the request so if you feel uncomfortable doing it you can totes ignore it bc your comfort n well being comes first!!!

finally the request (jeez nyx you talk so much 🙄✋) do you mind writing for a reader who’s really stressed and practically burnt out (and in desperate need of a good nap) who js keeps overworking themselves bc they feel the need to impress everyone?? (so they’re basically a people pleaser if that’s easier) but it gets to a point where they’re neglecting their needs and ignoring their friends to focus on their studies n stuff (with vil, trey, ruggie, azul n jade)

take care of urself aquz!! remember to stay safe, hydrated, and nourished!!!

burnt out reader - multiple characters with a reader who overworks themselves to impress others

⟢ trey c, ruggie b, azul a, jade l, vil s.

⟢ gender neutral reader, reader is not described physically, can be seen as romantic or platonic, reader is overworked and tired, mental health problems

TREY C.

for sure knows a thing or two about burning yourself out and people pleasing. he is like... one of the most real, genuine guys at nrc. he's naturally worried when you come to class looking nearly dead and everytime he texts you, inviting you to heartslabyul, you either never respond or tell him you're busy. once he finally finds out you're overworking yourself (he may or may not have walked into your dorm without asking. it's not breaking in if nothings broken...!) he makes you rest. let's you tell him about how you feel as he gets you water and texts riddle of his whereabouts. he'll sit on your bed and praise your hard work while you lay down with a cold towel on your forehead. (sick or not, i love cold towels they're so soothing). trey would for sure try to cook an actual meal, but he's a baker NOT a chef so we'll see how that goes. he offers to help with your work and doesn't leave you alone until you've eventually fallen asleep after eating and talking to him. he'll be calling you later and will check in on you the next day, though.

RUGGIE B.

another one who knows about people pleasing and overworking. though, he tends to overwork himself to "survive". he does everything for leona and has a hard time taking a break for himself... he's so used to the hustle, you know? he notices right away when he sees you outside in PE and you're about to faint. asking to take you to the nurse, he instead takes you back to his dorm where he feeds you something and basically forces you to tell him what's going on. ruggie isn't a liar when it comes to these things and he tells you how genuinely proud he is but you've really gotta take care of yourself...! tells you stories of how many times he's gotten in trouble or hurt because of how tired he was from constantly working. if you're working to impress someone who genuinely does not seem impressed, he'll tell you not to sweat it. he feels like leona doesn't appreciate his hard work sometimes... but he's used to that; he just wants to let you know that he understands you. after he eases you into rest, he leaves cuz he's a busy man; but if you ever become distant or start neglecting yourself again, he will start using FORCE. (￣ヘ￣)

AZUL A.

i'm like 99% sure everyone here has had experience with overworking themselves oh my god. anyways, azul takes a while to notice because he's oh-so-busy, but he realizes when you come in to work one of your shifts, you look like you're about to collapse. of course, he sits you down and gets you something to drink and asks if you're sick; then you tell him how hard you've been working on school, relationships, AND work. azul overworks himself frequently, he understands. so, he let's you off the hook. he'll let you nap in his office and if you're hungry, he's calling jade (floyd would tire you out further...) to bring you something to eat and to refill your drink. he's willing to offer some words of advice and make sure you know your efforts aren't going unnoticed. he warns that you must take care of yourself more because you can't just expect to work hard and not stop for a break and then be completely fine?! that's dangerous! nobody would be pleased to know you've almost killed yourself over some homework! (that sounds so weirdly worded i am genuinely sorry) he reminds you that you can't expect to always help others if you can't help yourself. eventually you'll burn out so bad you won't be able to recover.... or that's what it feels like. he's also sort of a people pleaser so he knows it all too well.

JADE L.

jade suspects something is up when he doesn't see you drop by the lounge much anymore. he thinks it's weird but it's certainly none of his business... until floyd won't stop complaining that he can't find you anywhere. apparently it's difficult for ANYONE to get ahold of you. one night, late late LATE at night, floyd shakes jade awake and complains he thinks something is wrong with you and he can't stop thinking about it. jade, fed up with this, went to go find you... find you up at 4 am, studying for a test... that would be taken in a month. you had a whole month to study and you're doing it all in one night? he has to actually lay you down to get your full attention, then you tell him you're afraid to disappoint. of course, it's early in the morning and jade isn't fully awake so there's a silence, interrupted by youe stomach growling. so, he instead brings you a snack and some water, makes you consume it all and then lays you down. he promises to talk to you about it all in the morning so he can properly reassure you that you're doing enough. he ends up falling asleep on your bed with you but when you wake up, he's gone but theres a covered plate full of food just for you. at school, he stops you and asks you how you're feeling before handing you MORE FOOD and going to class. he's a busy man but he shows appreciation in his own ways.

VIL S.

vil notices the physical differences easily. you've been ignoring epel, rook, AND him for quite a while and epel was acting out because of it... or so vil thinks. so, he scouted you out after class. he notices how tired you look and the thinning of your face... what's going on? vil takes you to pomefiore and interrogates you over a nice meal. just you and him. when you tell him, he gets soft. he scolds you lightly for your behavior and mindset; you don't have to do all of that to impress anyone. you need to take care of yourself so vil takes you to his room, runs you a bath, and takes care of you. he'll do your hair if you let him, he'll apply his favorite skincare onto you and hold you in his arms. he whispers to you sweetly how he recognizes your effort but wants you to stay safe.. how sweet. he walks you home and puts you to sleep, even burning a calming candle to put you to bed. the next few days, rook will be showing up after classes to check on you and bring you something to eat as well as new lotion or whatever vil sees fit. when he's overworked, he likes to be pampered but this was about you; it's your turn to be pampered. good job, (name). you're doing great.

[ HIIIIIII IM SERIOUSLY SO SORRY FOR NOT WORKING ON THIS SOONER, mental health and school have been rough but HIII I FINISHED IT I HOPE YOURE DOING WELL!!! i too love six trillion years and overnight story ^_< i hope this post was enjoyable! don't forget to take care of yourself because you can't preform nearly as well when you're exhausted compared to when you're feeling good!!! ]

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brownblob · 5 months ago

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"I Love You"

When the words "I love you" spill from the prefect's lips, how do the Housewardens react?

Part 2

TW: Kissing in Leona's part, mentions of insecurities (Fluff)

Part 1 (Separate): Riddle Rosehearts, Leona Kingscholar, Azul Ashengrotto

ᥫ᭡. Riddle Rosehearts ᥫ᭡.

Like the thorns on a rose bush, Riddle's words were piercing and harsh. A follower of rules and also a preacher. Even so, what rules could he apply to you? You who was from another world entirely, you who understood little of his world yet were so brave, and you who broke his rules but never angered him. He was so utterly confused. He wasn't sure what he felt, really, you were far from perfect- mother wouldn't approve . Still, he couldn' t deny how his cheeks flared up when you walked into the same room, how he'd slightly fumble his words, and especially how his warnings were much tamer when you broke a rule. It all had to mean something or maybe he was going crazy. How could he like you, even a little- but how could he not?

But he had priorities and you weren't supposed to be one of them, you weren't meant to be a worry, you weren't supposed to be anything. But he cared. So much so, he didn't mind when you broke his rules, it felt right. It was the opposite to all that he was taught, something was amiss. It felt like a fresh breath of air, akin to sunlight engulfing him in a warm embrace. He felt at peace when you were nearby, as if he needn't be so uptight. Maybe it was alright for a few rules to be broken, to enjoy what life had to offer, to allow himself to relax.

He really was grateful for your calming presence, reminiscent to a fresh cup of herbal tea- with a slight hint of cinnamon, subtly spicy. Just like you were, not quite sweet but not sour, maybe spicy was the right term? So earthy and full of life, different from his dull self. But with you near him, he didn't feel so dull even he could be fun- at least you enjoyed his presence, it was enough.

Despite that, you weren't fair- why did he feel so warm when you came close? What right did you have making his face go red, and not from anger? Who allowed you to be so ethereal?

It wasn't fair.

How you were so insufferably pretty, and the way you'd willingly spend time with such a hot-head like him, trying your best to follow the rules of his dorm. You'd try to accommodate yourself to him, you'd really do that for him? He could just melt in your arms. The way you didn't mind when he lectured you for your recklessness, not speaking up but simply eyeing him with wide eyes- how was he even supposed to speak? You'd study alongside him, let him tutor you and afterwords you'd always stay for a cup of tea. He got used to it- your company and your mannerisms. Different from him, yet truly appreciated.

It was another tutoring session when something unforseen took place. Your hand was raveled in your hair as you grumbled and groaned, you hadn't expected the study packets Riddle provided to be so difficult. You had a test in two-weeks, it was time you started practicing practical magic, lucky you having Riddle by your side.

It was a tough night full of nit-picking, you'd say he was mean but you could see how he was trying his best to be tame with his words- how they were harsh but not mean, truly, this was also a challenge for him.

Hours went by, the moon rose in the sky and you were a tired mess, at least Riddle's tutoring helped. You were just about to thank him when the words spilled out of your mouth, unknowingly. Sleepy eyes looked up at him while a soft smile played at your lips.

"I love you, you know?"

How cruel of you to simply doze of afterwards, would you not even listen to what he had to say? Maybe it was for the best, if you were awake he wouldn't be able to meet your gaze. After all, his face was even redder than before, butterflies in his stomach as he simply stood there- had he been dreaming? He hoped not, it would be sadistic of life to play such a joke. He only realized it wasn't a dream when your head touched his hand, you were asleep and comfortable- you felt safe around him, trusted him. It was endearing.

Nevertheless, it was improper for you to doze off all of a sudden. But, just for today, he'd allow you- 'rules are meant to be broken', was what you always said. This was his form of breaking a rule, such a rebel he was. His hand traveled to your face, cupping you cheek gently before he draped a blanket over you- red like roses and Riddle himself.

"I love you too.."

A whisper, he hoped you heard it. Maybe you did and maybe you didn't- he might say it once more, after you awake. Till then, just let him admire you who looked so serene.

ᥫ᭡. Leona Kingscholar ᥫ᭡.

You're really gonna keep trying, aren't ya herbivore? Always trying to push him to go to class, to set his life straight. Really, why do you even care? Every time he pushes you away, orders you to bring him a snack, tells you to remain his pillow. You do it. Why do you stay? No one else would- he's a prince, is that it? His wealth, his influence, the power he holds. Is that what you want a part of? Everyone else had, just to ditch him after.

If you do, he doesn't mind- just stay, please don't go.

He wouldn't admit it but he liked your presence, the way you constantly clung to him, tried to lend a hand to help him who was strong while you were so weak. He might just go to class now, and he does, much more than before. You're a motivation he works for, it brings a smile on your little face. He wants it to stay, he doesn't even know why.

What really affects him is when he realizes, that you stay not for his money, nor his power and influence. You just like him. You enjoy his company, him as a person, an individual. He's not 'the second prince of Sunset Savannah' to you. No, he's Leona Kingscholar to you- not a second option, not someone you'll leave any time soon, and someone you genuinely care for.

Fine then, if his herbivore stays for him- he'll work them. You are a motivation to him, with your sweet words and the time you willingly spend- he too will work for you and be your reason to remain in Twisted Wonderland.

Was it selfish of him to want you to stay, no matter the cost? Maybe, but he is a prince- some habits don't leave, especially not when he's found his reasoning to move forward. He'll change some of his ways for you, it's cute when your face lights up as you notice him heading to class.

He doesn't change every one of his ways though. Why would he, when those ways of his allow him to see your face? You being pulled by Ruggie and towards him to wake him up, and you do- soft nothings spill from your lips as your try to wake the lazy lion before you. Of course he's awake, it's clear he is when he pulls you beside him. His weight stops you from moving, it's a usual now.

"Just stay for a bit, yeah? I promise I'll go to next class after, so just stay with me."

You do, it's comforting but so confusing. It's not appropriate for you to have feelings for someone like him, a prince of another world- you might have to go back to your won, though, you don't really want tot leave when Leona's around. It feels as though you're doing something meant for 'more than friends', something wrong. None of you confront it. It's serene in this silence, his warmth, in his embrace. It's a mutual feeling of safety, a haven. Let it last while it does, he'll make sure it's forever.

"I love you."

And the words spill out of your mouth, no ones near, just him and you. One of his eyes open, a neutral look on his face- you're not sure what to make of it. You don't have to, he's just shocked, not that he'll admit it. He didn't expect his herbivore to be so bold, he likes it, he likes you- loves you too. A grin soon flashes on his face, sharp canines flashing before he pulls you closer. You know what he's insinuating, you abide. He has a hold on the back of your head, hand intertwined in your hair.

It's a surprisingly soft kiss, it makes you want to melt- this is his answer, his reciprocation to your declaration of love. He's too smug to say anything.

Then the both of remain, safe in each others embrace. Your legs are entangled and chest touching the other's, you both relax.

"Love you too herbivore."

It's fleeting words, so soft that you barely heard them and if you did, you're not sure it's reality. As you seem to doze off, there's one thing in your mind. Where else would you go other than his embrace? This was your home.

ᥫ᭡. Azul Ashengrotto ᥫ᭡.

A swindler in the flesh and a contract that binds one to the other. Azul wishes it were that easy, but it's not. The last thing he wishes for is your hatred, you're already wary of him. The interactions he does manage to secure, somehow quite frequently, always render you even more skeptical of him. So guarded and cautious, his reputation's not the best but he isn't a monster, so why are you always scurrying off? Just let him speak, please?

But fate has another plan in mind for you always seem to bump into the swindler that you seem to avoid so- match made in heaven? As if. You won't believe his sweet lies, you won't sign a contract with him- but that's not what it's about. He doesn't wish for a contract, just some of your time.

As your interactions with him increase, you're introduced to very many versions of Azul. Being a swindler was just one part of him, the one that made wary. Nonetheless, he wasn't a monster- quite sweet actually, once you spent the much needed time with him. Words were exchanged, and you were warming up to him, slowly but gradually. Placed on his palm is your trust for safekeeping, you hope he doesn't break it.

As time goes by, you realize the swindler isn't at all what he seems- he has his own walls guarding him, his own insecurities. It's not what you expected, yet it adds to his character- it makes him human, he has a heart. The parts he hides are what attracts you to him- he sees it as a moth to a flame, hiding his failures. Yet, you look at it as a bee to a flower, so dainty a bond but so sweet.

Days go by and you notice how shy he can be, the smallest things can fluster him who seemed so sly. It's endearing, really. Your walls slowly break down, revealing your true person while he allows you to see glimpses of his own self, slow but steady. You don't mind, you both can take your time- walk hand in hand towards trust.

It's another night in his office, spent with him working on contracts. He truly is a hard worker, ambitious too. You admire those qualities, maybe not all the work he does but him as an individual is what you like. You don't seem to notice how the three words roll off your tongue, hand tangled in his locks of gray, seemingly playing with his hair; until you do, in fact, realize.

"Azul, I love you.."

Ink is spilled everywhere, the black coating the table and contracts on it. The pitter patter of the liquid allows him time to realize what you really said.

Those words that spilled of your tongue- so sugary sweet, could it be true? No contract needed, no form of force just his presence alone would suffice? He was enough.

His hand clutched yours tightly, ocean eyes looking up at you from his seat, tears spill from his eyes. He was so vulnerable in that moment, you found his true self as he had found yours. It's a nod from you that shows him that it's not a joke but reality.

"I-I love you too.."

He fumbles the words out too, a faint blush coating his cheeks as he looks away and to the ground. A giggle escapes your lips as you plant a kiss on his cheek.

Maybe the swindler was swindled by your love, except there was no catch- just your love, all for him.

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