#i love asshole w/hite so much

[erigold13261]

That Rerevolution post was spectacular! Question! Why is white such a jerk in this FRAU? Also… “rest in piece” what a pun to put in/j fitting, though.

I'm so glad you liked it! I didn't even mean to write that much! I was just going to write about Eve and Neon but once I got done with Eve I thought of Yinu which then made me think of Sayu which made me think ahead to Tatiana's fight but I had to finish 1010's first, ugh! It was so much fun to write!

Also that "let us die in piece" was actually a typo lol! Meant to write "peace" but by that point I had already spent about 3-4 hours on the ask so I missed some obvious errors like that lol.

As for White being a jerk, he is one because he feels like his life was ripped away from him and that he is being punished all thanks to Blue's actions.

Blue attacked Ex-Jay, attacked West, attacked B2J and yet HE was promoted to leader because White couldn't handle the pressure of leader. White became just a figurehead for 1010 while Neon gave all the responsibility and power of leader to Blue.

Not only that, but Blue is the reason Purple was destroyed by Tatiana. Blue attacked a human (either West or Ex-Jay, idk which right now) and was supposed to be the one Tatiana destroyed, but Purple jumped in the way to save Blue.

So to White, everything is Blue's fault, even before Blue stopped the revolution. Once the negative changes happened after the revolution (1010 being stripped of their ability to fight back, hatred of robots forming, and NSR turning very toxic), White just kept blaming Blue for everything.

It is similar to Eve in the sense that both of them blame it all on Blue, and then that blame extends to others. Like White is mean and resentful to the other 1010 members because he is no longer the leader and feels like they don't respect him anymore, which would be Blue's fault.

There is also an internalized hatred of himself for not being a good leader when he was one. Thinking that maybe he could have stopped Blue but failing to do so. He refuses to accept blame however, and instead turns that hate for himself into hate for others.

It also doesn't help that once things started getting toxic and people started gaining up on 1010, the only people lower than White in terms of power were Yellow, Red, and Green. So of course White is going to try and force whatever power he has over them to try and get the feeling he is a leader again. And to try and MAKE those three respect him through fear, similar to how Tatiana runs NSR.

The only reason that White isn't fully fears by the rest of 1010 is because Red stays near Neon or Blue, Yellow knows how to pin the blame onto others, and Green doesn't give a shit about life anymore. Which just infuriates White more because he doesn't have power.

It's not even like he is power-hungry and wants to control everything (like Tatiana), he just wants some control of his life and to be able to make his own decisions. He is following Tatiana's rule but acting more like Yinu, except being a lot more hostile/aggressive instead of depressed and docile like Yinu is.

So yeah, just White not being able to deal with losing autonomy and being punished for other people's mistakes would be the biggest reasons why he is an asshole.

[johnbroutledge]

Buck, eddie and hen for the character ask 💕

man, sorry this took 5ever but ITS BEEN A DAY. okay okay so 

✨ buck ✨

Why I like them he’s so genuine and open and loyal and god he’s so kind. he’ll do literally anything for people that he loves. he’s always thinking of how he can help them best and i love that thoughtfulness in him. he’s genuinely so good with such a huge heart. i also really love that he’s kind of a dumbass.  Why I don’t i did not like buck 1.0. i didn’t like the cocky asshole attiude he had or the way he disregarded the seriousness of his job. i don’t love his recklessness or the way that he’s kind of careless with his own safety. he’s singleminded sometimes, and thats not always a great thing. and it kills me how he doesn’t think he’s worth much.  Favorite episode (scene if movie) 2x04.  Favorite season/movie three. i think?  Favorite line “this is eddies house, im not really a guest” kind of makes me wanna set myself on FIRE. “crime is hard.” is hilarious, and his monolgoue at the end of 3x3 gets me every single time.  Favorite outfit THE FIRE MARSHALL DIGS.  OTP buddie Brotp see above Head Canon oh man, i guess my biggest headcanon is that buck 1.0 was the byproduct of an upbringing that was strict and suffocating? Unpopular opinion While I loved how soft Buck always was with Abby, I never could get behind it entirely as a ship.  A wish Happiness. Complete and total happiness. Like one season without hospitalization would be nice, tbh. Oh and Buddie being canon, obviously, but.  An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen die/leave the 118.  5 words to best describe them compassionate, giving, pure, dumbass, protective.  My nickname for them My bby. 

✨ eddie ✨

Why I like them he’s incredibly giving if he loves you, loyal, easy to forgive, he’s sassy and  brave, and his love for his son is as endless as the sky. he’s dependable af and i love that he can basically do anything.  Why I don’t it literally ruins me that he, like buck, never feels good enough. also taht he’s so guarded and he just...doesnt talk about things when he’s hurting, just implodes because thats what he was taught, to suck it up.  Favorite episode (scene if movie) still 2x04 Favorite season/movie still three.  Favorite line “My mothers swedish, I can help you with the swedish half, but nobody told me which half that is.” and of course “there is no one in this world id trust with my son more than you.”  Favorite outfit the white henley and jeans combo OTP buddie Brotp see above Head Canon i dunno, my brain is mush lmao.  Unpopular opinion i absolutely didnt hate shanon and would’ve loved to see them be friends who aren’t together coparenting chris.  A wish HONESTLY i just wish happiness on all my babies.  An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen die/leave the 118.  5 words to best describe them dependable, resourceful, loving, brave, private My nickname for them I call him Eds a lot in my head idk. 

✨ hen ✨

Why I like them she’s hilarous and kind and so big hearted. so smart. she literally will not give up and i LOVE that about her. she’s an absolute queen and I only have one (1) compaint.  Why I don’t i hated god, i hated that she cheated on karen.  Favorite episode (scene if movie) hen begins, maybe? Favorite season/movie Three. Favorite line her monologue in hen begins about being seen. legendary.  Favorite outfit white coat cause doctor wilson gives me LIFE.  OTP henren Brotp hen and chim <3 Head Canon again, idk, im too tired for these. lmao.  Unpopular opinion i really dont think i have one?  A wish i hope that she becomes the best damn doctor LA has ever seen and we get to see her succeed time and time again with the love of her family and firefam.  An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen die?  5 words to best describe them determined, smart, hilarious, loving, loyal My nickname for them queen hen. 

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I'M STUPID ~ SIK-K

Request: How about some Angst with a fluffy ending hmm maybe with sik-k or loopy if you write for them?

Request are open :)

A/N: I decided to write this one about Sik-k and I'm going to write something for Loopy later on, so wait for it.

Thank you for requesting @derya-t ! Hope you gonna like it. (I'm posting it so freaking late cause it's almost 4PM in my country, also I'm sorry you had to wait for it for so long)

Warnings: None

Word Count: 987

ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE I'M SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES

It wasn't supposed to be that way. It wasn't, but it was. You were walking trough Mapo, tears running down your cheeks while silent sobs where leaving your mouth.

Today was supposed to be a day when

you and H1gher Music guys were eating lunch togheter, but unfortunately it didn't go that was.

You were supposed to meet for a quick meal with them at Potala Restaurant and you actually did.

You arrived to the Potala with a smile on your face, happy about the fact

that you were meeting all of them since you haven't had seen each other for some time because of their busy schedule.

But the smile that was spread on your lips dissapeared as soon as you heard a talk between them

"How is it going between you and Y/N?" a voice which you reconized to belong to Woodie said.

" It's going good, but she is hella annoying lately " it was the moment tears started running out of your eyes. How could he said that, especially to his friends. Where you that annoying? What have you done for him to think of you like that ?

Walking on the sidewalk you didn't care about cars that were driving next to you or about people that were looking your way. You knew that your make up was probably tottaly smudged and you had mascara all over your face, but you didn't care.

You felt like shit and you were hundred precent sure that anyone who would hear words like that about themselves would feel the same way.

Your phone buzzed in your purse, but you did not pay attention to it. All you wanted was to be back at home.

You didn't reckon how long it took you to got home or how you were able to get on the right bus considering the fact you were crying this whole time.

Even now when you were sitting on your couch in your old sweatpants and a sweater that was to big for you, you were still crying. Over what? Over that one dumb dude that you had 40 missed calls from.

You didn't want to hear from him. You didn't want to see him. You didn't want to have to do anything with him for some time.

That is how the day have passed by. Minsik was constantly trying to reach you, your phone was ringing and buzzing all the time, that's why you decided to turn it off.

You didn't want to focus on that, you were still sad and no matter how much you were trying to understand this whole situation, you just couldn't.

You knew that sometimes you were clingy and maybe sometimes you cared to much, but was that do wrong of you ? Did it really make you an annoying person ? Why did you need to ask yourself these questions?

Your peacful time was disturbed by a doorbell ring.

Opening your front door took you less than a minute and as soon as you did open them you regretet it right away.

"Oh my god!!! Baby you're okay " before you could say or do anything you were clasped in a tight hug from Minsik.

" I was so worried, you didn't came to meet us for lunch and then you weren't picking up your phone, I thought that something bad have had happened to you" he pulled away from you and held your face in his hands.

But you didn't anything to him you took his hands away from you. His face immediately changed.

"W-what is it, What's wrong" he was so cofused you could see that, but you wanted him to feel that way, you wanted him to feel a little bit like you.

" Well I tought since I'm annoying, you shouldn't be touching me" his face fell immediately and realisation hited him really hard.

"Y/N listen" he tried to reach you but you stepped away from him.

"Listen? For what? For you to humiliate me even more " you didn't even try to hide the fact you were hurt.

Minsik felt terrible and it only got worst when he saw tears on your face. He didn't know why he had called you annoying in front of his friends when he did not find you that, but him thinking about it wouldn't change anything because it already happend.

"I'm sorry, I'm just sorry" he looked like a puppy that got screamed at.

"You're sorry? I'm sorry too for being so annoying. Now leave. " You snorted and tried to close your door in front his face, but his left was faster than you.

"I'm not leaving, not until I make things right" he stated

You didn't have strenght to fight with him, you sat down on the floor and cried even louder than before.

That's when you felt arms wrapping around you and scouping you up a little bit until you were sat on Minsik's lap.

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry. You did not deserve to be treated that way. You are amazing and I don't know why have I said that it was different. I'm stupid" his hands was carresing your back in a calming manner all the time trough his dialogue.

"You're an asshole. Do you know that?" You sniffled and looked at him. He wiped your face with his sleves.

"I know, but I'm and asshole that loves you and is sorry about today. Please let me make it up to you."

"Okay, but this is first and the last chance" you hugged him

"Thank you" his hug on you got tighter.

He was sorry and he was ready to do everything for you to forgive him completly.