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I donât have a link but I saw a post along the lines of âEPIC fans trying to gaslight themselves into thinking Odysseus wouldnât cheat (he does in the books)â and I nearly had a conniption.
Some people WERE arguing he was assaulted, but other people were saying it depends on the interpretation and saying he has a child with Circe and that he stays on the island with her for a year. I also saw someone say he was just lying about being assaulted on another post about it.
The Odyssey/EPIC fandom is so exhausting Iâve thought about blocking everything sometimes ngl. Itâs so hard to filter out posts like that. But thereâs so much amazing art and content about it I donât want to stop seeing it.
No, like that's the struggle of it.
I Love Epic and I technically got into the Odyssey BECAUSE of Epic. But I'm a hardcore Odyssey girly. I adore it so much. I've read 8 translations at this point because I love it so much and it's fun for me! And Epic is in no way a replacement for the Odyssey (Jay even says that it's not! he's simply inspired by the Odyssey) and it feels like high quality fanfiction of the Odyssey (FUN! JOYOUS WHIMSY! I still like it! :3 ).
But holy shit, like, both Epic AND Tagamemnon fans can be so fucking exhausting. (I am a fan of both. I can say this.)
(Obviously I'm not talking about everyone. <3 I've made many friends and have met lovely people in both fandoms.)
Like while yes, Epic!Odysseus isn't coerced/raped by either of the goddesses, that's simply because of the fact that Jay simply felt like he wasn't well equipped to handle such dark topics to that extent. And I honestly respect him for that! He knows his limits with the story he wanted to tell and that's good! And in general I think he did a fantastic job handling the aspects of it he did touch on (Coercion with Circe's threatening in "There Are Other Ways" is done well imo.)
(ngl, I kind of take back what I said about "Not Sorry for Loving You". I think a lot of my reaction was initially from my fear of how fandom would react. But I've been delightfully surprised seeing how (for the most part) Epic Fandom has really come through to show the "fucked up-ness" of that song)
THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT ODYSSEUS IN THE ODYSSEY IS A SHITTIER HUSBAND BECAUSE HE, IN THE ANCIENT TEXT, CANNOT SAY NO TO A GODDESS.
Greek Mythology isn't like Percy Jackson where 12 year old Percy beat Ares. (I was a PJO KID TOO!) It's not "Odysseus didn't try hard enough" fucking victim blaming btw because HE LITERALLY CANNOT REFUSE OR THEN HE'LL (AND HIS FRIENDS IN THE CASE OF CIRCE) WOULD DIE!!!
Like I wrote a whole ass essay on Circe's Situation (I feel so preachy and shitty about having to constantly bring it up but I will as much as I have to to get people to listennnn) and in general, if you can't see what's happening with Calypso, you've got your head up your ass and/or are just looking away because you don't like the actual implications of what's happening. For the main "gripe" I've seen with Calypso with how "He enjoyed her company at first", @lyculuscaelus has a great essay breaking that down.
And before? ODYSSEUS HAS NO LISTED CONCUBINES! And he brings up Penelope often in the Iliad!
And the whole "lying about being assaulted", I'm sorry but if someone is holding the "Men were so sexist that they couldn't possibly care about the women in their lives or have been victims" idea, then why would Odysseus willfully share that he was raped by women? Who, as they say, were viewed beneath him? Why would he lie about something that would put him in such a humiliating light?
Btw, Menelaus (sealy boy!!!) even says that he's being held captive by Calypso with what he learned from Proteus! Menelaus isn't known for telling stories!
I feel bad as like, I used to LOVE going into the tags and finding creators I haven't seen before and cheering them on! Art and Fics and yay! But like... It's sometimes so disheartening going in there and seeing nonsense or bad takes ;~;
Honestly, as much as I DO enjoy Epic, I think that hopefully once the hype dies down a lil, it'll chill out more :') We'll all be okay!
#aaaaaaaaaa#I've been meaning to write a#âEpic and Odyssey Odysseus both utterly adore Penelope. It's just that one is a modern musical and one is an ancient poemâ essay thing#because like. I've also seen shit about how âI like Epic Better-â (fine. you do you.) â-because Odysseus actually loves Penelope in itâ#WHAT?!#nuh uh. absolutely not >:(#odysseus#odyssey#epic the musical#odypen#anti madeline miller#anti circe#<-just in case#tagamemnon#greek mythology#Mad rambles#Mad rants#essay#kinda???#shot by odysseus#ask#anon#tele-GONE-y#I feel a bit bad. I hope I don't come off as like a âknow-it-allâ and/or like aggressive with these rants but I just get frustrated ;~;
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Zionists want you to conflate Judaism and Zionism. Zionists want you to believe that Judaism cannot exist without Zionism and that all Jews are Zionists. Zionism would have Jews believe that a Jewish state is the only way that they can be safe from antisemitism and will point to any instance of antisemitism as proof that Zionism is the solution- so Zionism wants gentiles to be antisemitic in their support of Palestine. They want you to conflate all Jews with Zionism and the state of Israel, and they want you to treat all Jews regardless of political affiliation as the face of Israel. Antizionist Jews exist, and incidences of antisemitism ostensibly acting against Zionism will not help dismantle the forces propping Zionism up.
Don't do their work for them.
#red rambles#viva palestina#antizionism#i haven't actually seen a lot of antisemitism personally. not recently anyway. but that's more a feature of me not following antisemites#i DO however see a lot of people talking about the people they're seeing throw their support behind antisemites using palestine#as an excuse to conflate all jews with israel#and i cannot stress enough that that is literally what israel and zionist forces abroad WANT.#i am jewish. my entire family is jewish. i want to see palestine free. and i have SEEN how the jewish community gets conflated with israel#both from the inside and out#and i am dead serious when i say that every time someone is antisemitic it strengthens the conviction from people abroad#that it's a terrible sad situation but there's 'no other choice'#if you're being antisemitic you are doing the enemy's work for them. Stop it.#like... look. i am putting this in the tags bc im talking in the tags but i mean this. I do not give a single flying fuck if you personally#are a giant raging antisemite at the moment. Your personal beliefs are your problem and not mine. I do not fucking care. But if you are#being openly and loudly antisemitic *in your support of palestine* you are absolutely not fucking helping. I am so dead serious right now#if you want to raise awareness and you're being antisemitic because of deep held beliefs or whatever i want you to look around and read the#fucking room. Do you understand how much of Israel's international support comes from the idea that they are the only country where jews ar#safe from antisemitism? do you see how every time palestine comes up people point at incidences of antisemitism in anti-genocide actions to#discredit the entire movement? do you not understand how your actions are cutting the movement down at the knees?#i'm jewish and proud of it. i don't like antisemitism. but there's a genocide on and i'd rather work against it than quibble over who i#work alongside. i dont fucking care. you can be as antisemitic as you like in private. stop fucking the movement up.#there are bigger things to worry about here. if i can put aside my own concerns as to who i'm talking to you can hold your tongue#and fight the good fight instead of handing weapons to the people who are trying to fucking flatten gaza.
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I wanna know ur Fontaine msq criticisms đïžđïžđIâm all ears
I'm not sure if you wanted me to talk about this secretly or publicly but! Here I go!
The TLDR: Fontaine MSQ aestheticised prison, poverty, child abuse, the justice system/court and didn't properly address any of it.
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Focalors/Furina has way too much of a sympathetic angle for a dictator who's lets people drown with her inaction.
Neuvillette feels Bad for sentencing some people to death/prison, but that's it. He's one of the most powerful people in Fontaine. If he felt like there are systemic injustices, I.E sending an abused Child to prison, he should be the first person to DO something about it, not just cry and be sad so the audience can be like aw, that's complex character writing isn't it? No it's not! And guilt doesn't absolve you!!!!!!! (These are stuff we deal with in OTCOJ read my fic now /j)
Meropide has children in it, both Sentenced there (Wriothesley) and BORN THERE (Lanoire), and this is just a quirk of the place. Not only that, Meropide accepts prisoners of all genders and crimes. There are abusers and abuse victims in one place. Do you know how bad that is? How much potential for crimes to happen in a place like thatâ oh wait, Meropide isn't under Fontaine's jurisdiction. If you are assaulted as an inmate it literally means nothing to the court.
Wriothesley had no qualifications when he took over. Depending on how long he lived on the streets, how old he was when he killed his parents, how old he was when he was first taken in by the orphanage, etc, the man might never have more than 4â5 years of formal education. Sigewinne probably had to teach him how to write reports. And do Meropide's spreadsheets. Edit because I forgot to elaborate on this one: This isn't a point brought up anywhere, which is bad, because when poverty and incarceration robs you of a proper education (and the rights to vote in many places too, too, by the way), it reduces your prospects for jobs, reduces many people's ability to get a home etc etc. Wriothesley was just, narratively, Given his position.
Meropide is an industrialized prison, and they portray this as a good thing. Prisoners are paid in coupons for their labour, and this is also portrayed as a good thing.
The One-Meal-A-Day reform was something Paimon gushed about being so great of a perk, that people might want to go to jail for food (could be interesting and reflective of systemic poverty if MHY had brains, but they don't, so I was just Pissed because essentially all Paimon wanted to say was "Prison isn't so bad, but still don't go to prison guys! Prison labour is really hard!"). By the way, in most real-world prisons they are obligated to feed you three meals a day. Because that's how much food a human needs. MHY went with one meal just so they can say "if you want to eat more, you have to work." And then the welfare meal is a goddamn gacha. So imagine you're a starving child who's too weak to work in the fucking robot assembly line, and you wander up for your first meal in 24 hours, only to luck in with a shit one. I'd kill myself.
They wrote Wriothesley, who's a victim of the system, into a guy who's say shit like "I'm the Duke I can do whatever I want" for a cool moment where he choke-slams an inmate (I know he was a bad guy. But also, in copaganda when cops are violent/disregarding protocols, they are always only portrayed to do that against bad guys, so what does our critical thinking tells us about this one?) They wrote Wriothesley, who was an inmate of a prison so bad, so notorious that it is the literal boogeyman of Fontaine, that has a legal (???) fighting pit, with an administrator who abuses his position to be unreasonable, to willingly stay in the place and become an Administrator who would choke-slam an inmate while saying a cool line about how he has the power to do whatever he wants. They wrote him, the guy who had to be fed on the streets by melusines, to think one-meal-a-day was a good enough reform (while he spends god-knows how much on his boat). This wasn't a victim-turns-into-abuser narrative either, they want all this to be seen as positive character growth.
And then, the final kicker is, they gloss over his entire abuse. You can only read about these shit in his profile, which most people don't because they don't Have Him or doesn't care to unlock it/read it online, and they jammed his entire backstory into a flaccid info-dump at the end of his character story quest. This man isn't Allowed to feel abused and neglected and show any reaction to it within the narrative of Fontaine itself, because if they actually Gave Weight to what happened to him, they'd have to confront THE FUCKING JUSTICE SYSTEM they had NO PLANS on criticising. I don't think they ever explicitly said the fucking Crime-Theatre nonsense was Bad either.
I could go on, but this is already so long. But yeah, I hope this gave you an idea.
#and then. and im putting my most controversial opinion in the tags bc im scared lmao. but like... then... you have the fans..... doing......#the same fucking thing.#the amount of times I have seen Wriothesley used as just a side prop for Neuvillette to feel bad about shit. While Wriothesley is just.....#portrayed as having the inner peace and acceptance of a fucking monk. I was shocked when I read some fics I swear#they really said this man has no trauma at all! the stuff in his past? he's over it!#i hate that passivity when writing victims. like ok if One is written like that#sure. but MHY write all their victims like this#I mean look at fucking Lanoire#and Neuvillette sentenced him to prison after he killed his parents who were never confronted by the law. That's canon.#that's more canon than WRLT itself.#why weren't they confronted? did wriothesley try to talk to someone about it? why did he feel like killing them is his only option ?????#at least have there be some sort of conflict and friction there. How does Wriothesley feel about the court and Neuvillette when#this is the literal system that allowed all that shit to happen to him in the first place???#are you Sure he won't be at least a little wary? the fact that some people think he's Grateful to Neuvillette or even idolises him is crazy#because the man literally subjected him to prison. and if you want to portray his prison life as easy breezy and trauma free#you undermine his entire shitty little 'prison reform' narrative#and if you think he'd be completely 100% accepting of the justice system. Then why the fuck would he kill his parents himself#don't you see that the whole 'I'll accept whatever sentence in order to kill my parents' thing in itself is an act of defying the system#and I Hate#this idea. about being some of the most powerful men in the nation. and yet they can't fucking TRY to set up a better system or smth#i can't believe I read a fic where leaving starving street kids croissants is the most they (the characters and the writer) want to do#like. what the fuck. the whole point of that scene is just to make neuvillette feel bad and be like aw......... poor people exist.... OK???#this is literally how MHY would portray him though.... tbf..... This is what ppl would argue as 'in character'#I just think the character they're in is bad.#I will say I'm giving the fic a lot of grief. there's more to the scene than that. and. ultimately.....#fanfic is (saying this through gritted teeth) ........ recreational....................and free........... in the end.................#i dont think this is reflective of the writer. I do think it is reflective of the way the canon material (genshin impact)#presents in the audience who consumes it. most fans only want these guys to fuck anyway. not think about systemic injustices#canon doesn't make it about the systemic injustices either so why should we. the aesthetic of slums and prisons are just there for fun guys#IM JUST CRAZY OK. I SHOULDNT EVEN BE HERE THIS IS NOT FOR ME . I DONT CARE THAT MUCH FOR PEOPLE FUCKING AND I CARE TOO MUCH
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Bellara lowkey pissing me off with all this feeling guilty bs
#vague spoilers in the tags so dont read em if you havent played yet#but feeling like the elves need to apologize for this shit?#are you KIDDING ME#genuinely fuck that#out of everyone in Thedas the elves got screwed over the most (arguably) and she wants us to APOLOGIZE?#like first of all theyre not our 'gods' so lets just put a stop to that entire rhetoric immediately#they betrayed their own people. ELVES.#and then Mythal's actions led to everything else that followed#including humans even further fucking over elves#so what exactly are the elves meant to apologize for?#Sorry for being so enslaved & betrayed by literally everyone so hard that it ruined the world for all of us?#yeah fucking SORRY I GUESS.#anyway she better cut that shit out i dont wanna hear such nonsense again#elves are gonna have enough bs to deal with im sure after all this is over#dont need to add pressure of feeling like the elves OWE something to the modern world who would rather just see them extinct#i cannot overstate how furious that sentiment makes me#meanwhile neve pissing me off too over here like ''i dont expect you to care about dock town''#okay fuck you too?#Treviso literally had no one#Minrathous had the shadow dragons#and not to put too fine a damn point on it#but (naturally) im playing as an elf#and not that i LIKE the idea of the Venatori seizing control#but just like super honestly in the grand scheme of things#i have no love for Minrathous.#and yet still have i not been willing to help? but she doesnt want to talk about that.#she claims to understand that i had to make an impossible choice and yet still she punishes me for it.#THE FACT SHE WONT HEAL ME IN BATTLE IS WILD BTW#anyway. thanks for coming to my ted talk#things are going much better with the other companions
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sucks i cant look up starfield on any social without seeing a million posts about how bad it is and how its flop is affecting the industry. like i understand the gripes and the game def isnt the huge success bethany thought it would be but god is it a crime to want to see ANY content from actual fans
#we need a fucking. tag.#starfield positive#SJDHGKJ#watch your feet#I JUST WANNA SEE PPLS CHARACTERS#AND CLIPS OF GAMEPLAY#also it does suck to see the smaller dev teams shut down in the wake of sf's flop like im not saying it doesnt#ppl just go off about how it's obvious how bad starfield is bc there's no fan content when the little there is#gets completely buried by complaints and ppl who dont even care they just love to be part of a culture war#starfield is just mass effect andromeda fandomwise and its sad#bc both games deserve better than to be scapegoats there are good ideas and extremely fun combat in both#lovable characters and interesting fun writing all let down by Too Much Traveling and a bit of jank#that honestly becomes background noise after a while esp for ppl used to bethesda titles#i play the sims 4 i can handle bugs lmao. it literally doesnt phase me#anyway i know im going on about this too much lately i just have been rlly enjoying playing the game. sorry
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the xenophobia in genshin is crazyyy đ
#likeeee within the own game world u have paimon being the stupid lil 'voice' of the player thats literally just used to say rude shit#that u cant even refute.... like the worst offenders is that she straight up says shit like 'theyre fatui u cant trust them'#or 'theyre eremites u cant trust them'#like thats crazy how the two groups we 'cant trust' are based on russians and middle easterners????#anyways i like this game but i have SO many gripes about random shit like this thats bad#some really specific combat stuff annoys me#like umm why does yelan's hydro aimed shot cooldown at a set rate when not fighting but not while fighting?? why not just make it the same?#or why cant shieldwall mitachurls take damage from behind their shields if u shoot them FROM BEHIND?? the shot literally goes thru them#it just makes using ganyu super annoying bc i use her cryo construct skill to divert the enemies so i can shoot them but with shieldwalls#they turn away and then i just still cant do damage until theyre attacking?? even if theyre frozen??#hashtag just combat mechanics that dont make sense#also why tf do you sometimes just randomly lose grip on walls ur climbing and start sliding down like ?????#i always seem to go off on the tags of my own posts and never in the post itself huh. i coulda just written all this#anyways this post inspired by zhongli story quest starting with - archeologist guy who paimon immediately goes OH NO A FATUI DROP UR WEAPON#like im sorry since when are we teyvats cop?also the dude literally isnt holding a weapon which he points out but the game still makes u go#'hes fatui we have to be cautious' when the dude is nothing but nice. imagine ur doing ur job and some random girl and her floating toddler#try to fucking arrest you for literally just chilling#anyways and then the dude is like sure you can come along :) for no reason when we were just a dick#bc they have no idea how to write meaningful/realistic npcs jesus christ#sure ppl are like 'who cares its a random NPC' i care its literally so annoying and doesnt make me want to play ur stupid game#also not to mention the pyramid quest in the desert where (worst npc) tirzad is like 'we cant trust these two (his bodyguards!!) -#- because they're eremites' and yeah its whatever disproven by jebrael and jeht being the most slayful NPCs in the game#but paimon still AGREES WITH HIM?? and at that point i was like ok so this sucks but whatever but then#as if that isnt enough after jeht joins the tanit later or wtv u have to go through a whole questline that literally ends w dismantling#their entire village?? its very much reflective of rhetoric like how jeht is the 'only good one of '''them'''' aka thinly veiled racism#like oh its fine because SHE is 'one of the good ones' no fuck you wth#and no having like 2 desert npcs in the archon quest be nice doesnt make up for some of the crazy racist shit they say in the sumeru quests#umm anyways. cant wait for fontaine where the number of characters with non snow white skin will once again be reduced to 0#because they're french right and poc dont exist in france :( /s#this is probably the longest rant ive ever gone on for this game i literally paused the game to type all that đ
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friendly reminder that even if youre open about something on your blog, even if you think its so obviously right in your about/description/pinned/whatever, most of the people who will interact with you are not even looking that far at your blog. they dont know your name or your pronouns or your disabilities or your interests or your credentials or whatever you think is just *so obvious* that they *must* be intentionally ignoring it just to hurt you. ESPECIALLY not if theyre a random stranger who youve never interacted with once before, has never interacted with you once before either, and has absolutely zero reason to care about you. its not a personal attack, its just a fact. this is literally the internet
#i am TIRED. yes this is a vaguepost idc#utter stranger shows up in my notifs DEMANDING i explain a simple little joke tag about me and my loved ones experiences#as if i owe them the slightest ounce of attention in my day#and then when i do explain my & my loved ones lived experiences. they get mad & say im using THEIR personal experiences as a weapon#like. i dont have the slightest clue what your personal experiences are! i dont even know your name!! and i dont want to nor do i have to!!#i dont mean this rudely. but factually: you are not important enough to me to care even a little bit about your experiences#i dont bring up suicide or addiction or any shit like that because its Your experience. bc i have no fucking idea what your experience is#i talk about those things because its MY EXPERIENCE. that IM TALKING ABOUT. in the tags of a post that doesnt belong to either of us no les#this is probably the last thing im gonna post abt this bc i know youre still up my ass looking at everything i post rn#but to finish off. i was never even making a Point about anything in the tag. i wasnt starting discourse about anything.#it was just an Acknowledgement of a shared experience that me and many of my loved ones have. whether u like it or not#like literally i dngaf if YOU personally wouldnt describe your experience that way. We do describe it that way! We can be different#i just made a silly little tag for my friends to see. and YOU decided that you were entitled to both hear my life story and blatantly#misinterpret everything i say about it. like literal 'how dare you say we piss on the poor' type shit#like. saying 'x can cause y' does not mean im saying 'y is literally x' fucking OBVIOUSLY. god#i didnt fucking ask for this! YOU DID!! YOURE the one who DEMANDED it of me unprompted#& clearly must have just gone looking thru the tags of posts for ppl to beef with lollllll#i mean cmon. you didnt follow me i didnt follow you and that wasnt even your post. theres no other explanation lmao its p obvious#anyway i hope u find a better hobby or at least a more fun and fulfilling way to use this website. sincerely#at least get some better critical thinking skills before picking stupid arguments with random strangers online#but hey! play stupid games win stupid prizes<3 right??#also one final note: to hear someone talking about the lived experiences of them and their real life loved ones and go 'hmm. sounds fake'.#its just giving Friendless. its giving 'how could anyone make fun art without doing crazy drugs!!'.#its giving 'Wait yall have friends irl? i thought it was just a joke'. its fucking hilarious and im gonna think about it forever#thank u for a lifetime supply of laughs godspeed
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#love the goofy improvised lyrics of this one actually#like parts of it almost sound serious or something but then it's just gibberish and you're talking to a coconut#at least I picture it that way. though I guess you could think it's about like.. a person/creature CALLEd coconu#t. I saw it as like.. literally talking to just a coconut.#ANOTHER one that seems vaguely familar to me though... hhgh.... hopefully not a tune just directly from somewhere#not that it would matter much anywa probably. look at the second part of the description for the 'boiling the beef again' song for#thoughts about that. which I already just typed and don't want to type them again lol#but general 'ideas i always have when songs sound familar to me' things#so on and so forth yadda yadda#also still like my refusal to use real instruments whenever possible gbjhbjh#I just genuinely still do not understand music programs at all or how to put the little digital instruments together#if I can just make a beat with my mouth or something I will always choose to do that instead unless I'm specifically experimenting#with something lol..#though my incompetency at music programs is probably evident anyway with how like.. all of the audio sounds#no autotune. no taking out background noise. no filters or anything that might actually make it sound better. just slap reverb on it#sometimes on the default settings and thats it.#theres a freedom to that though#don't over think it. who cares. ramble about coconuts and hit export. peace and love on planet earth#beepo tag
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This, plus I'd argue that it often leads to being treated as trans women as well and being subjected to parts of transmisogyny, it's why I don't really think the whole TME and TMA thing really works very well in actually identifying transphobia because of how often we're all grouped together as either "lying men pretending to be women" or "lying men pretending to be women and lying about being female to male transgenders", or just "you don't look like either so you must be a male" or some other brand of transphobia and intersexism as well mixed in.
Tbh actually I think that's kind of the point. There's so much intersexism and sexism in general that goes into the whole idea behind "all those who don't conform to gender roles and are their assigned sex are automatically trans women" in terms of grouping us all together as a monolithic entity. "You can't be a happy trans man, so you must be a trans woman" and "it's only when you're unhappy that you're a trans man who's a victim that we must save". Like that in and of itself is kind of the point with transphobia. We can't exist because we undermine the idea that "the issue of transness is trans women so trans men and intersex people are all trans women by default, unless they are sad or traumatised in any sort of way because then they're victims of trans women". It's only ever one or the other, and that always changes he idenity you're perceived as because the only "real" ftm in existence are "victims" they have been able to label as 'detrans victims of the transgender cult". If you're not, you don't exist; you're not supposed to exist. So you "must" be a trans woman, that's the "only" explanation for your being here. So they treat you as that because anything else is a lie.
A lot of the times I've been called transphobic bs on the street or online, or treated like shit in an institutional setting like a hospital, it typically starts off with assuming I'm a pre-transition trans woman and start treating me with either microagressions meant towards trans women or explicitly start calling me things like "a creepy man pretending to have a girl's name", and then when I say I'm a trans man they either deny the fact I'm a trans man or insist that's another word for "trans woman" because that ruins their transmisogynistic world view of "all trans women look like men" and "trans men don't exist" or "are broken women so they can't look like men", and I don't look like a frail, broken down victim to them, so I "must be" the former.
"Trans men benifit from invisibility", actually we suffer from the intentional erasure of our identities, history, and culture. An erasure, that is violently enforced through the constant assault, rape, and community isolation that we have to endure silently (because if we speak up we are further punished, further pushed out of communities, and silenced harder).
#erasure and invisibility are oppression#hypervisibility is oppression#none of you benefit from this or from the oppression of each other#<- prev tags#THIS#also adding in the tags:#I'm bigender afab and almost completely pass as a cis (often assumed gay bc I act very feminine) man#Even so when people realise I'm trans be it by how I present as feminine in how I act (and occasionally dress) or bc of my legal name#I'm suddenly treated as a trans woman and the idea that I'm actually ftm just âcan't be a thing to themâ even when I clarify that I'm not -#- a trans woman and that even then they shouldn't treat trans women like that#I'm not a small petite person who looks anything like their image of a girl that's somewhat of a tomboy in their eyes#like yeah some of us look like that and that's also no excuse to assume they're victims#but I personally just DON'T look like that and that's absolutely not allowed to exist#I'm too masculine in how I actually physically look from my beard to fat distribution and hair that I'm âa creepâ#My body type means that I do not look like their victim and look like their stereotype of a trans woman#I'm either a gay feminine man or a trans woman and it really depends on what people WANT to hate at any time for which they choose me to be#Like it's fucked in and of itself that this part of my oppression is because I am deemed as a trans woman#but it also means that these people literally don't care if those they chase after are even trans women or not#as long as you're gnc enough to bully you're a trans woman to them because they have one set image of what queers look like in their eyes#and that's just really fucked up and filled with so much transmisogyny#It makes our struggle all the mkre entangled in one anothers
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Ok, the boss is no more! There were some super stressful moments but surprisingly we all survived o:
My animal companion got hit with disintegrate, but we had hero points to make him avoid it. I would cry actually, because disintegrate means no resurrection x_x
The war is prevented! At least this one, because Cayden's party is right at the center of a much bigger one just starting. Today we saved the country. Cayden is trying to not even save the whole world, just maybe slow the whole thing down and save as much people as possible...
#majek says shit#I have the diamond for a raise animal companion spell but it can only be used if you have a body and even then there are restrictions#and Kela wouldn't even know about it until after the fight because she got trapped between a wall of force and a stone golem?#or a stone Big Humanoid Fucker idk what that technically was but it would've killed me pretty fast#and it all was in an area of supernatural darkness emanating from the powergamer's character...#which interfered with so much of everyone else's actions and we even addressed it before the session that it's a bad idea to cast this#but its ok because HE will be able to see through it and HE won't be targeted easily:))))#he also almost ended the encounter in the first round of proper combat...#by using mechanics so outrageous but technically ambiguous enough that our GM can't deny them by using only RAW...#and he prefers to settle arguments by going as RAW as possible...#and it wasn't a problem until now when we have a player who exploits to an actually unbelievable extent#we shared our character sheets online yesterday and I finally saw his... still have no idea how the character works#because like half the stuff is custom and missing from the app#he has 9 AC in the app and allegedly 32 AC before buffs...#and the GM says the math checks out but 1. nobody saw that math besides him and 2. so far he trusted that player without too much questions#and only recently he actually realised he's been manipulated multiple times when me and some others started dismantling that players actions#I so hope this was the last session with that person#the worst thing is I think he's an ok guy when I'm not playing any kind of game with him#and I understand different people find enjoyment in different aspects of games - his being figuring out how far he can go with the rules#and there are whole groups of people who like to play like that and enjoy the challenge of making the most broken âbuildâ possible#but the rest of the group are not that kind of people. maybe some like to have fun with researching what's possible#but it's never the purpose of the game and these things dont find their way into the actual game#I'm actually considering the possibility of just leaving the campaign if he stays there... I know I whine a lot in the tags#about different players that get on my nerves for various reasons. it sounds like I'm never happy about anything#but our group is big and we play together as a friend group in 4 different campaigns now (I'm in 3 of them)#and every one of these smaller groups has it's issues. sometimes it's the characters not matching and sometimes different expectations#or interpersonal stuff that can be worked out. this here is not a group composition issue because the powergaming attitude is everywhere#it's impossible to talk casually between sessions and confronting the guy leads to like actual temper tantrums#literally said âthe fuck do I care if the party dies I'm not gonna be useful anymoreâ after the GM gave him feedback to maybe ease it up#he never says things like that when the gm or me are present but we still get info. he just can't be confronted by the gm like that
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â TAGS â boxer!jk, heâs a fanboy, pouty jkkkkkk, ocâs a idol, sugar daddy elements, fluffy, rom-com vibess, jkâs secretly a little sub who loves praise, praise kinks, making love, jealous!jk, possessive!jk, rough sex, pussy-eating, unprotected sex, creampies, very light dirty talk, ocâs a tease, jk just loves oc, some violence (nothing serious jk punches a guy), ocâs a pillow princess, mainly dom!jk, subby!oc who is a menace, jk is super protective and a good bf, he beats someone up for you, tit play
â WORD COUNT â 14.6 k
Jeon Jungkook was many thingsâcharismatic, âlover boyâ, charmingâbut the biggest one of all: a pain in the ass (for Yoongi). Jungkook was the type of guy to do whatever he wanted WHEN he wanted.
The kid had a strong backbone, Yoongi will give him that but it was an absolute nightmare dealing with the press for someone like Jungkook. Yoongi can count on his fingers how many times Jungkookâs gotten into heat for his loud ass mouth. Sometimes not all publicity was necessary whether it was good or bad in Yoongiâs opinion (not that anyoneâs ever asked).
âWhere is he? That little shitââ Yoongi growls behind gritted teeth as he storms through the gym towards the private training room Jungkook usually practiced in.
He slams the door open and locks eyes with his target, âThere you areâ!â
Jungkook stops in his tracks and turns around in surprise, âHyung?â Heâs confused as fuck because heâs been behaving himself lately, sooo what did he do now? âYoongi hyungâow! What the hell was that for?â
âHow many times did I tell your ass to keep your little flings under the radar? I told you: if youâre gonna be fooling around with people do it on the down low but no, you just gotta fucking let the world know huh?â Yoongi seethes, literally trembling with rage from where Jungkook stands.
Jungkook makes a confused noise, âBut I didnâtââ
âThen, what. The. Fuck. Is this?â Yoongi slaps his phone in Jungkookâs face, on it thereâs some tweet with an article linked to it.
Jungkook squints his eyes mumbling under his breath as he reads the tweet out loud, â..Idol l/n y/n caught in a dating scandal with infamous boxer Jeon Jungkookâwhatâs the big deal though, everyone usually ignores these types of things.â
Yoongi looks like he wants to scream, âKid you realize youâre a celebrity right?â Nod. âOkay, and sheâs a celebrity too right?â Nod. âSo why in the FUCK wouldnât this be a big deal? I mean, itâs not like weâre not talking about the nationâs âsweetheartâ here, the countryâs fucking pride and joy.â He really needs a fucking smoke right now.
âHyung itâs just a fucking rumor she probably doesnât even care or know about it, I donât see why youâre stressing out. Not like I know her either,â Jungkook carelessly says as he throws a few punches at the bag, âyouâre gonna end up bald with how youâre stressing right now.â
Yoongi takes a deep breath, in, out, in, out. âBecause, idiot,â emphasis on the idiot, âthis shit is getting out of control, you have any idea how many fucking news outlets are talking about this? For fucks sake the entire country is in shambles cause their âpreciousâ y/n is supposedly dating some lowlife boxer, no biggie really itâs not like I havenât been getting threats either over this little stunt of yours.â He glares.
Jungkook lets out an exasperated sigh as he stops in his tracks, âHyung I didnât do anything, so fucking what if I posted a pic with my photocard, itâs MY photocard! Donât her fans do that shit too, so why is it a problem that I do it too?â
âBecause people think youâre dating now! They think youâre soft launching her or something!â Yoongi tugs at his hair, âYou realize if people find out you fucked with her just to get in her bed theyâre gonna lose it and not just on her but you mainly. You want a fucking witch hunt out for you? Because you know damn well they love her more than you.â
âOuch.â Jungkook grumbles petulantly.
âNo, ouch, use your fucking brain think about the damage youâll take all because you wanted to fuck their little princess.â Yoongi glares.
Jungkookâs almost offended that Yoongi would think of him like that. Sure he had his fair share of groupies and models but Jungkook wasnât a complete asshole about it! He had feelings too, heâs not sorry that he was fucking casually like any other normal person who was looking to unwind. It also isnât his fault that they labeled him a playboy.
In the eyes of the public Jungkook was a menace as there were rumors of him knocking models up and cheating on the girls heâs ever gotten spotted with. Everyday he woke up and there was something new that came out whether it was him âdatingâ or his flings coming out to talk about their one night stands.
Needless to say he didnât have the best public image.
âOkay let me stop you there, Iâm not after her for sex or anything. If you really want to know, I'm actually interested in her. I wanna get to know her some more and take things further yâknow?â He huffs and wipes the sweat off his brow with his shirt.
Yoongi scoffs, âYeah right, Iâll believe it when I see it.â As he finishes his sentence the door opens and Namjoon pops in with Seokjin, the two team members hauling in some duffle bags in tow.
âWhatâs going on? The hell Yoongi look so red for?â Namjoon huffs as he drops the bag gracelessly, âJungkook what did you do now?â He clicks his tongue in disappointment, tutting him like a misbehaved child.
Jungkookâs mouth drops open, this traitor! Heâs supposed to be on his side, not Yoongiâs. Seokjin interrupts with a loud cackle, âWhat didnât he do?â Another traitor! Jungkook canât believe this, his own hyungs against him.
âLong story short Romeo over here is in a dating scandalânot with just anybody though, fucking l/n y/n. Yâknow, the poster child.â Yoongi spits harshly, shooting Jungkook another pissy look while heâs at it.
Namjoonâs mouth drops open in shock, Seokjin actually looks pretty terrified too which is funny because if only he could see the face heâs making right now.
âNo way youâre insane for that, shit good luck with the press because they donât play about their little popstar.â Namjoon manages to utter once the shock passes.
Jungkook glares, âI didnât do anything! Theyâre mad Iâm showing off my photocard, I bet you that theyâre jealous because they donât have this one.â He huffs and thrusts his phone out to show them his phone case.
âWhat exactly did you do?â Seokjin laughs.
âNothing! I posted a mirror pic and I didnât expect a bunch of crazies to over analyze shit and spot the photocard. Not like itâs MY fault people make up narratives and shit.â Jungkook rolls his eyes and tucks his phone away safely in his pocket, âBut you know what, just wait and see.â
âWait and see what?â Namjoon snorts in amusement.
âHyung doesnât believe me but Iâm serious about her, Iâm gonna ask her out and from there maybe talk and get to know each other. One thing for sure sheâs gonna be my girl unless she slaps me in the face and tells me to leave her alone or somethin,â Jungkook grins as he elbows his still pissed off manager.
Seokjin looks at him with a shit-eating grin, âSure let me know how that ends up going for you.â
Jungkook purses his lips, âYouâll see..â
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They end up in Miami for a boxing match Jungkook has pending but his opponent ended up coming down with something so it got canceled. Now Jungkook has no clue what to do for an entire week and it doesnât help that heâs jet lagged, hungry, and tired. Not a good combination.
âDid they say when the match will be back on?â Jungkook mumbles boredly from his spot on the lounge chair in his hotel. Heâs slumped over scrolling down his phone looking at random shit on his feed.
âHard to tell Kook, apparently the guyâs really sick and can barely get outta bed or somethinâ. They said it was better to wait it out for a week and see what happens with him.â Yoongi sighs deeply, âFuck, just our luck too.â
Jungkook nods in agreement, âWhat do we do now hyung? Do we go back or..?â
Yoongi takes a seat on the opposite side of him with a shrug, âDunno, do whatever you want since the match is canceled. Me and Joon gotta stay back to talk with the event organizers and shit.â
He goes quiet for a few moments before sitting up, âOh wait thereâs an award show going on right now, they sent me an invite for you but I donât know if you wanna go or not.â
âAward show?â Jungkook makes a face but what other shit does he have to do? Itâs not like heâs got a match anymore anyways, maybe the after party will be cool or something. âI guess, why do they want me there?â
âAppearances for the pressâyou know, the usual.â Yoongi hums.
Jungkookâs lips are pursed as he looks around deep in thought. DOES he wanna go? Itâs not like this would be the first time theyâve asked him to make an appearance but Jungkook doesnât really like these types of things. Red carpets and interviews are so tedious and time consuming.
Waitâ
âHyung!â He suddenly gasps, âHoly shitâpass me my suit.â He says as he bolts away into the bathroom.
Yoongi looks at him in confusion, âWhat..kid what the hell are you on?â He snorts, âDonât tell me youâre excited to go to this thing.â Nonetheless he still takes out Jungkookâs suit for him and lays it on the bed.
âNo you donât understand,â Jungkook cuts off as he splashes his face with water, ây/n is probably gonna be there!â
ây/nâJungkook really?â Yoongi groans, âI thought you were playing around last time, I didnât think you were actually serious about it.â
Jungkook holds back his whine, âHyung you always think Iâm playing around, why isnât anyone taking me seriously about her! I swear I have good intentions.â
âI dunno, maybe cause you have a habit of sleeping with anything that walks and looks pretty to you. Or maybe the fact that youâve done this before. Should I remind you of that one model from Cancun?â Jungkook pouts, âOr the bartender chick from LA?â His pout deepens, âOr the girl from Paris?â
âOkay I get it!â Jungkook grumbles, âBut this time Iâm serious hyung, more than I ever been about someoneâespecially her.â He says with a sigh while changing out of his clothes and into the suit Yoongi laid out for him.
Yoongi sighs deeply, âLook all Iâm saying is to be careful how you go about this, itâs a lot at stake right now not just because of you being involved with her but the fact that the public has their opinions about you already as it is.â
Jungkook appreciates the sentiment but he doesnât need anyone to approve or disagree about his feelings. The public didnât deserve any explanations over what Jungkook chooses to do with his life, heâs here to fight and thatâs it. Not to be anyoneâs marionette or dress-up doll.
âI know hyung, thanks.â He smiles back and slips his blazer on, âIâll text you later on and tell you what happens.â Yoongi doesnât reply verbally rather with a low grunt, âSee ya.â Jungkook says with a final grin and heads out of the room down to the main lobby and into a car Yoongi had waiting for him.
On the way to the venue he checks out the award show on Instagram, he sees a lot of people he recognizes and a few new faces. His eyes scan over the page eagerly in hopes of seeing you on there. Are you performing tonight? Were you already there on the red carpet? Oh he bets you look absolutely divine tonight (you always do).
âYes!â He says a bit too loudly startling his driver in the process as he sheepishly apologizes.
Jungnkook finally comes across a post about you and he reads over the caption with an excited hum, biting his lip when he sees that you are performing after all. Heâs getting a mean adrenaline rush right now like the ones he usually gets before his matches. Just thinking about how heâs gonna get to meet you tonight is getting him all worked up. He wonders if youâll even give him the time of day.
Only one way to find out.
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âJeon over here!â
âJeon, look here!â
âJeon, is it true you and y/n are dating?â Jungkook makes a point to ignore this and act like he didnât hear it even though heâs screaming on the inside.
The red carpetâs full of singers and models, the fans are screaming and reporters keep getting in his damn way as he tries to make his way through the crowd. Of course he stops for a picture or two with a fan, poses for the paparazzi too but heâs not concerned with them right now. He knows he must look a little lost with the way he keeps looking around like heâs trying to find something (yeah, you).
Jungkook almost frowns like a child who didnât get their way once he sees youâre not anywhere in sight. You probably already headed inside which sucks cause he really wanted to see you beforehand since it was probably arranged seating in there. At this rate he wonât be able to even say hiâ
âOh shit, my bad.â Jungkook says when he bumps into someone behind him. He turns around to apologize properly when his heart fucking stops. Ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygodâitâs you.
You look up at him with those dreamy eyes of yours, face scrunched up cutely (your lips pouty) in confusion as you tilt your head up (UP!) to look at him, âUm, youâre stepping on my dress.â Even your voice is so prettyyy.
âSorry my fault,â Jungkook steps back and kneels down to fix the rumpled state he left it in, vaguely aware of the fast flashing (the paparazzi must be eating this up), âlemme make it up to you though.â He says once he comes back up.
You tilt your head, âAnd how would you do that?â
âIâll buy you a new dress.â Jungkookâs dead serious too, if you asked him to buy you a whole house heâd do it in a heartbeat. Take everything at this pointâhave it.
âAnd who said I want you to buy me things?â You muse softly.
Jungkook chuckles softly and leans down to talk in your ear because the crowdâs getting louder and itâs hard to talk to you, âDonât be like that, if you let me take you out Iâll show you all the things I can buy you.â He murmurs low, voice husky.
You tilt your head to look at him, eyes dropping down to his lips and then back up as a coy smile plays at your soft lips, âYouâre funny.â You pat his cheek with a soft manicured hand and walk away.
His heart nearly skips a damn beat when you do that. Oh he swears he can still feel your soft hand sliding over his cheek when you walked away from him like the little tease you were. He doesnât know how long he stands there until he gets moving, a stupid grin on his face the entire time as he replays the moment over and over again in his head.
Jungkookâs not gonna lie, this little cat and mouse game that just started has him eager for more. Heâs so getting your number by the end of the night, call him delusional but he swears youâre digging him too with the way you checked him out just now.
He spends the entire night throwing a few sneaky glances your way, hell when you got on stage to perform he nearly folded then and there. Everything about itâsultry gaze, soft husky voice, and sensual body rollsâwas perfect. Jungkook donât even care that people are watching him ogle you in 4K, he doesn't bother to hide the fact that he likes what heâs seeing right now.
To make things worse you pass by his seat and shoot him a dazzling little smile, waving your fingers coyly at him which makes the people go wild. Oh heâs in love. Jungkook makes a point in looking for you afterwards at the afterparty. Youâre changed out of your outfit from earlier, now in a pretty babydoll and your little Prada loafers.
When he makes eye contact you shoot him a smile, âThought Iâd wear something you canât step on again.â
Jungkook snorted softly, âI already told you, I dunno why youâre being stubborn, quit playing and let me take you out already.â He says smoothly and wraps his arm around your waist, surprised that you donât push him off or anything.
You look him up and down with a soft hum, âMmmm Iâm kinda in the mood for some paella.â
âThen letâs go.â Jungkookâs ready, he will literally drop everything to get you some paella.
âNot from here though, I hear itâs way better in Spain.â You wrap your arms around his neck, tugging him down so heâs eye level with you, âSo unless youâre willing to take me to Spain, Iâm not going anywhere.â
Jungkook licks his lips, âFuck it, letâs go.â He starts leading you away, peeping the way you look surprised, âWhat?â He laughs.
âYouâre serious, right now?â Once you recover from the initial shock you smile at him with a quiet giggle, âYouâre crazy.â
Oh he just adores that cute eye-smile of yours, âLetâs get you some paella yeah?â
Itâs a nine hour flight you both impulsively leave on with no bags, didnât even tell your managers, and only your phones and wallets. No one questions when Jeon Jungkook walks through first class hand in hand with you trailing close by, youâre even wearing his blazer over your shoulders because you complained about how chilly it was.
Jungkookâs smiling like an idiot the entire time heâs sitting with you in the first class cabin. You donât seem to mind how touchy he is so he keeps an arm over your shoulder so youâre pressed close to his side. He nearly screams when you lay your head on his shoulder and doze off into a peaceful slumber.
You left Miami around one in the morning and got to Madrid at nine with Jungkook booking you two a room at the infamous Four Seasons hotel. You knock out with him for a few more hours until youâre complaining about your paella.
âHurry up, I'm starving and you promised me my paella.â You grumble and poke at his face.
âYeah, yeah Iâm awake.â Jungkook murmurs calmly as he rolls out of the bed to make himself presentable.
Jungkook feels like heâs in a dream right now, god this better not be because the sight of you looking so happy in front of him while eating your beloved paella is one for the books. Your little brunch date turns into a shopping date because you complain you donât wanna be wearing clothes from yesterday since the two of you decided to stay in Spain for the weekend.
He has a goofy smile on his face as he swipes, taps, and inserts his black card at different stores you drag him to. He lets you spend his money how you want to, relishing in the way the BVLGARI store workerâs eyes nearly bulge out of their head when Jungkook pays for a forty-eight thousand wrist watch, all for you.
âDoesnât it look pretty?â You grin softly while holding your wrist out to him.
Jungkook gently takes your hand in his and admires the watch, âPerfect, really suits you.â He grins softly as he thanks the employees and heads out with you to another store to see what you find.
By the time Sunday comes Jungkookâs spent well over one-hundred grand on you but does he care? No, not really because he did say heâd show you all the things heâd buy you. Jungkook doesnât wanna go back to Miami but Yoongiâs bitching at him to go back because apparently his opponent got better and the match was back on and set for Tuesday the earliest.
âLet me make you mine already.â He finds himself mumbling low in your ear as he tugs you into a loose hug, not caring that you two were standing in the middle of the airport about to board different flights back (of course he pays for your first class ticket home).
You look up at him with coy eyes and a soft little smile on your glossy lips, god he just wants to kiss the fuck out of you but he doesnât because you havenât give him the okay for anything past non-sexual intimacy which heâs fine with because he does wanna take time to get to know you.
His breath hitches when your finger comes up to trace over his lips gently, âCute.â You donât say anything else and walk away after the intercom announces your flight. You leave him standing there in the middle of the airport, dreamier than ever but sadly itâs cut short by his phone ringing.
âWhere the hell are you?â Yoongi growls.
âCalm down hyung, Iâm boarding in a few minutes.â Jungkook sighs as he rolls his eyes, âI got so much shit to tell you.â He smirks to himself and begins walking.
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Sometime into the next week when Jungkook lands back in Korea he asks for your number through Instagram. Heâs kinda surprised you gave it to him instead of dodging him like before, nonetheless heâs happy and giddy about it. He quite literally looks like a schoolgirl kicking her feet in bed texting her crush, thatâs how he feels like right now.
Youâre a quick texter which he likes and you donât seem to mind him spamming so thatâs even better. Jungkook spends his week giggling over dumb shit (itâs not) you say which has Seokjin making fun of him for it, which speaking of them they still couldnât believe Jungkook pulled you.
âNo way let me see.â Seokjin had demanded, âYouâre lying, she would never, she looks like she has standards.â Jungkook canât tell if heâs jealous or something, maybe heâs a secret stan too who knows.
Jungkook long established he was down bad for you ages ago but this just took the cake, a whole new level of simping. It starts when Jungkook decides to post a training video of him boxing/training, he goes viral and trends for a week because in the background heâs playing one of your songs. Heâs got a shit ton of people calling him a âgirly popâ or âcunty boxerâ but most tell him he knows whatâs up.
He doesnât know but by him doing that it opens a new door to your developing relationship because you start asking him to do things for you. It starts with you telling him to change his profile picture with a pic from your latest comeback (he gets made fun of by your fans but he doesnât care).
Then you make him tweet: âstream y/n for clear skinâ while promoting your music video through him (again heâs a laughing stock). The nail in the coffin is when you prettily request him to wear a shirt from your merch collection after one of his boxing matches.
âOh my god.â Yoongi says with his mouth dropped open in shock as Jungkook steps out of the backroom wearing a baby pink t-shirt with your face all over it, the cameras flash like crazy and reporters yell out a slew of different questions.
Jungkook runs around carefree in his little pink shirt posing for the cameras and grinning like an idiot because he knows youâre probably at home watching this. Yoongi asks him why he does these things and Jungkook just shrugs, he likes the praise you give him for doing everything you ask him to. He knows itâs light-hearted fun and youâd never do anything to humiliate him intentionally, if youâre happy then thatâs all that matters.
jk: did u see me tonight?
y/n <3: yess lol canât believe you actually did itttt
you looked super cute too, you should wear more shirts with my face on them.
jk: mayyybeeee you can come to one of my matches? donât u think i earned it?
y/n <3: when is it?
Jungkook damn nearly yells out in excitement, heâs literally shaking as he types out a fast response like youâre about to change your mind or something. He sends you the time and day for it, promising front row seats so youâll have a good view as he kicks this guyâs ass. You have him cheesing when you say this is going to be your first boxing match too, heâs so excited now.
âCalm down kid youâre gonna give me a headache with all that tapping.â Yoongi grunts as he slaps his hand against Jungkookâs knee, âI donât know why youâre nervous, she already told you sheâs here.â
âBecause hyung! This is a big deal to me, sheâs here at one of my matches and sheâs gonna get a front row view of the fight. Now I have to win this, I have to make it worth her time.â Jungkook grumbles with a pout.
Somewhere off to the side he hears Namjoon snort at him, âSheâs really got you wrapped around her finger donât she?â He says while hauling in a cooler with water bottles.
Jungkook doesnât even refute that statement, he barely bothers to acknowledge him because heâs reading over the texts youâre sending him. âHyung she said yes to coming to the after party!â He grins cheerfully.
âGood now get your head out of your ass and focus on what Iâm about to say. You have less than five minutes before youâre up in that ring and I need your head in the game.â Yoongi says sternly as he plucks Jungkookâs phone out of his hand, âYou remember what I said about pacing yourself?â
Jungkook sits there listening as Yoongi goes into trainer mode, he knows his hyung means no harm and just wants him to win this so Jungkook canât really be mad at him. He must have zoned out because Yoongi brings him back with a sharp smack to his arm, âAre you listening to me?â
âYeah,â Jungkook smiles as he stands up, âletâs do this.â
âGet out there and make me proud.â
The entire atmosphere outside has Jungkookâs adrenaline kicking in already. He hears the crowd chanting his name, the loud booming music, and the chatter from the on-goers. He mentally psyches himself, lightly bouncing on his feet as he closes his eyes and mumbles a small prayer. Once he hears his name echo loudly and the screams he steps out with his gloves in the air.
This is what he lives forâthe crowds, the music, and the atmosphere. He looks around the arena with a grin as they chant his name over and over again, stopping here and there to pose with fans. Jungkookâs not entirely focused on them though, his eyes wander through the front row looking for you and when his gaze finally lands on you he canât help the big smile he sports.
You look so pretty with your MIUMIU glasses over your head. Youâve got on a plain baby white tee under your black leather jacket, some low rise jeans and your loafers. Right now youâre the center of attention in your section with people taking pics of you from every direction and some asking for an autograph. You even brought your little friend (Jeon Soyeon?) along.
As he passes by Jungkook shoots you a wink to which you wave back with a flirty little smile. He doesnât miss the way your eyes skim over his bare chest and the desire begins fueling him with more determination to win. Sure he likes winning because who doesnât? But now he has more reason to win, he has to impress his future girl.
Jungkook gets pulled up on stage with his heart drumming against his ribcage, heâs so ready for this. The ref calls out both of them and soon enough after slipping his mouth guard and gloves on he rises to his feet and stalks forward slowly with a glint in his eye.
âI want a clean fight okay,â the ref says to both as Jungkook nods, âalright, to your corners.â He sends them both away, the announcer saying some shit Jungkook doesnât really concern himself with.
Jungkook makes eye contact with you one last time, the two of you mutually nodding before the sound of a bell has Jungkook immediately shifting his focus. Heâs light on his feet and takes his time watching with diligent eyes as his opponent circles around him, waiting to get the hit on him but Jungkookâs faster.
The guy swings but Jungkook easily dodges, another swing and Jungkook manages to catch him off guard with a sucker punch to the jaw sending the guy reeling backwards. Jungkook feels like he had enough time to warm-up, he doesnât play around anymore and launches himself towards his opponent with determination.
Punch after punch and round after round ends with Jungkook delivering one final blow, easily sealing this poor guyâs fate as the guy just lets go and falls to the ground. The referee jumps in, counting down from ten as Jungkook watches with anticipation and adrenaline, ready to go again if this guy gets up. He sees Yoongi sitting with clenched fists and a hopeful look in his eye, and then he sees you.
Youâre looking at Jungkook with worry, eyebrows furrowed and doe eyes filled with concern. He manages a bloody smile despite the fucking world of pain heâs in right now (heâs not looking forward to the ice bath after this). He swears the world around him blurs until he finally hears the bell and the announcerâs voice echoing through the arena.
âKnockout!â
Jungkook sags in relief as he hears cheers and yells all around. The paparazzi flash him with their cameras as the crowd loses it, Jungkook turns in time to see Yoongi crawling into the ring and bringing him in for a tight hug, âYou fuckinâ did it kid,â he laughs in disbelief as he has Jungkook spit his bloody mouthguard out.
âFuck hyung, water.â Jungkook rasps out as Yoongi yells for Namjoon to come over.
âYou good?â Yoongi asks, âLook at me kid, you okay?â He pats his cheek as Jungkook nods tiredly given that the adrenaline rush was now gone, leaving him bruised and exhausted.
Namjoon comes over with water as Jungkook takes sips, spitting it out into a bucket Yoongi holds out for him to rinse his mouth out. The referee comes over to announce Jungkook as the winner as he stands there barely holding on from pain. He makes eye contact with you again, smiling through the exhaustion despite feeling pretty shitty right now. He slowly makes his way over as you simultaneously rise from your chair to meet him halfway.
âSo, what do you think?â Jungkook smirks as he crouches down and hops out of the ring.
You pout cutely with a frown, âYouâre hurt.â You softly murmur as your delicate hand comes up to cup his face, âIâm happy for you though, you did really amazing.â You smile.
Jungkook feels his heart swell with happiness hearing that, he goes to wrap his arm around your shoulder but stops in pain. He forgot about this part as a low groan slips from his lips, âShit he got me pretty good.â
âDonât overexert yourself,â you help him wrap an arm around you, âgotta be careful, you took some pretty hard hits in there.â
Jungkook laughs tiredly as he lays his head on top of yours while you walk together to the back, âShoulda seen the other guy.â He says low, ignoring the pointed glare you shoot at him, âYeah, yeah, Iâm just messing with you.â
You grumble something under your breath but he doesnât catch it, heâs riding off on the high from winning and being so close to you. He likes this and wouldnât mind having you in his life more after this as heâs long made peace with the idea of you being in his future. All he can think about at this moment is you, you, you.
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âSay you can't sleep, baby, I know that's that me, espresso,â
Jungkookâs laughing and talking with his friends, heâs got you wrapped up in his arms pressed against his chest as he nurses a whiskey in his other hand. You play with one of his necklaces and tune out his conversation which he doesnât notice until he turns to you and sees how sad you look, âWhatâs wrong?â
You look up at him and shake your head, âJust thinking.â
âAbout?â He gently prods, shifting his entire attention to you.
âYou didnât look so good earlier..how do you do it? I mean, I get you trained for this but I dunno, kinda scared me seeing you all beat up.â You softly murmur, âItâs just a thought of mine, I donât mean to offend you or anything.â
Jungkook softens at that, he thinks itâs adorable youâre worrying about him like that. Almost feels like.. âLetâs dance?â He asks when a favorite song of his comes on, âCâmon, itâll take your mind off things.â He grins.
You smile at him softly and follow him to the dancefloor, wrapping your arms around his neck as he holds you by the hips with gentle hands. He hums along to the song playing in the background with his dark eyes trained on yours. You look so beautiful under the dark lights and he canât help but lean in.
âYouâre super pretty yâknow that?â Jungkook softly hums as he presses his forehead against yours.
You softly laugh, âTell me something I donât know.â
âMmm did I mention I really like your lips?â His lip curls in a smirk, âLove how soft and plump they look, âspecially when you wear lip gloss..â He slowly trails off as his lips hover over your own, âCan I kiss you?â
The way your eyes light up, crinkling with joy as you eagerly nod. Jungkook presses his lips to yours in a gentle manner, itâs sweet and slow, just like how he likes it. Your arms tighten around his neck and you tug him further down until he's towering over your figure, blocking you from everyoneâs view.
Feels like everythingâs complete now and Jungkookâs never felt happier than ever.
He slowly pulls off from the kiss as he stares down at you suddenly feeling shy, âCan I, um, maybe drive you home? Just to make sure you get home safe ân stuff. You donât have to if you donât want to, just thought Iâd ask.â
âYeah, Iâd like that.â You gently reply.
A slow smile spreads over his lips and he nods, âLetâs go then.â He guides you out of the party and into his sleek black car thatâs parked out in the front.
The car rideâs quiet and peaceful, he has the windows rolled down as the fresh breeze brushes over the two of you. Jungkook wishes the car ride lasted a little longer but itâs late (two in the morning actually) and he knows youâre tired. He makes a mental note to take you out on a drive next time you guys meet up.
âWeâre here baby.â He murmurs softly, gently waking you from your sleep.
âHm?â You sleepily blink and look around, âDamn, Iâm more tired than I thought.â You smile tiredly while stretching your arms out.
Jungkook chuckles, âDonât worry I got you.â He steps out and rounds the car, opening your door for you and helping you out, âWant me to carry you?â He teases.
You shoot him a sleepy pout and shake your head, âIâm good, maybe next time though.â You breathily chuckle.
âThereâs a next time?â He teases.
You toss him a knowing look, stopping in front of the building door, âGood night, or morning I dunno Iâm tired.â You spin around and lean over to smooch his cheek gently, âIâll see you tomorrow.â You softly murmur.
Jungkookâs completely entranced by you as he nods slowly, âNight.â
âMorning.â You teasingly correct him as you make your way inside.
Jungkook doesnât leave until he sees you hop into the elevator, and even then you still wave at him before disappearing inside. Once youâre gone Jungkook lets out a deep sigh as he leans back on his car, what a night.
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A few weeks pass and itâs nothing but bliss for Jungkook. Seeing that he has no matches lined up or anything he decides to hang out with you nearly everyday whether it be you and him going out for ice cream dates or Jungkook just taking you out for evening drives out of the city.
Heâs on cloud nine right nowâheâs got the girl of his dreams, his payout from the last match was pretty big, and everythingâs going right for him. Sure you havenât sat down to actually clarify what you two are but Jungkook knows you feel the same way about him. Maybe it isnât such a bad thing with the way things are right now, the youâre mine and Iâm yours is left unsaid but itâs there.
Youâve both been hard launching each other on your socials for the past few weeks anyways. By now people knew there was something up with you and him, given that Jungkook wasnât exactly discreet when he posted on his stories with you in them. Jungkook knows youâve been doing the same thing too so by now the media kinda labeled the relationship.
Will he say anything? Probably not. Does he care? Nope. He didnât owe anyone an explanation, he just wanted to be able to date you in peace.
Sometime in the week though you send him a message asking him if he wants to come with you as your plus one to some award show taking place in Hong Kong. He says yes of course duh, why the hell would he say otherwise?
He posts a pic with you in the private plane before calling it quits and ignoring his mentions/comments for the rest of the day. Todayâs your big day and while youâre not performing he wants to put his entire focus into being there for you.
âHow do I look?â He hears you say as heâs getting ready.
Youâre dressed to the nines styled in vintage Chanel and Jungkook had a suit tailored to match your aesthetic for the evening. He knows you both are gonna look so good tonight, no doubt youâll blow anyone away with your unwavering beauty too. âYou look amazing.â He says as he stands behind you.
Your eyes flick up in amusement, âThatâs all?â
Jungkook lays his chin over your shoulder and grins softly, âBreathtaking, beautiful, ethereal, stunningââ You cut him off with an embarrassed laugh as you swat at his hands.
âOkay, okay, I get it.â You turn around and play with the buttons to his shirt, âYou look really good too.â
âThatâs all?â He grins back.
âDonât push it, you make the compliments here.â You smirk and lay a sweet kiss over his lips, to which he happily and eagerly reciprocates.
He might have gotten a little carried away with it because heâs pushing you against the sink counter and kissing you stupid like heâs been doing these days. A soft muffled groan leaves him as he circles his hands over your hips and uses his grip to pull you into him until your lower pelvis is pressing against his own, dangerously close to his friend down there.
âJungkookââ You sigh, âWeâre gonna be late.â You say in-between his eager kisses.
âDonât care, let me kiss you stupid.â Jungkook replies as he closes the distance between you two again, moving his lips passionately against yours.
You let out a sweet little moan as your fingers card through his hair, he doesnât even care if you mess it up either. Looks are superficial and at the end of the day regardless of how people see him theyâll never know him or you and Jungkookâs okay with that.
Suddenly the sound of a knock interrupts the two of you and you pull away with a breathless sigh, âYeah?â You call out.
âThe carâs here and trafficâs looking pretty bad so it might be good if we leave right now. We got thirty minutes to get there since the red carpetâs already started.â Your manager says through the door.
You look at Jungkook with a soft smile as you lean up to smooch his lips, âWeâll meet you down there.â
No one expects you to come out hand in hand with Jungkook and he relishes in their shocked faces/reactions. He likes the thrill and canât help but pull you closer by the waist with his arm tucked tightly around you. They yell and beg for pictures as you walk on by with him, ignoring their weird comments or stupid questions with no meaning.
âYou wanna head inside baby?â He leans down to whisper in your ear after a few rounds of interviews and photos with the paps.
âYeah Iâm getting bored.â You hide your shoulder in his shoulder and follow as he guides you towards the venue with a hand splayed protectively over the small of your back.
He can tell youâre nervous about tonight with the way you sit with your hand tightly wrapped in his. Youâre currently nominated for two major categories with one of them being album of the year. Heâd be shitting himself too if he was going up against other talented singers. Youâre gonna win though, you have to and if you donât heâll fight them to recount the votes.
âEasy baby,â he whispers low, âyou got this okay?â
âI know but what if I lose?â You purse your lips, âI did really well this year so Iâm hoping maybe that I do win.â Jungkook doesnât like how sad and worried you look right now.
âIf you donât win Iâll buy the fucking thing.â Jungkook snorts, âNo one had the highest record sales and streams like you did baby, you basically have this in the bag and everyone knows it.â
You huff out a laugh and look at him in disbelief, âJungkook you can buy me all the things you want but youâre not buying me an award. Donât be ludicrous.â
He shrugs carelessly, âI wonât if they just give it to you.â He says seriously as he leans over to kiss your cheek, âI believe in you no matter what.â You look at him with a precious smile and turn your attention back to the show.
Performance after performance passes until soon theyâre announcing the winner for album of the year. You didnât win the other category but Jungkook knows for sure youâll win the next one. He can feel you nervously bouncing your knee and gripping his hand extra tight while the presenter takes their sweet time opening the envelope.
âAnd the award goes to,â pause, ây/n!â The crowd erupts into loud screams and cheers, hell Jungkook yells out as he looks at you with glee and helps you stand up.
âYou won baby!â Jungkook hugs you tightly as he sways side to side, âSo fuckinâ proud of you.â
You happily laugh and bury your face in his neck, âI was so scared, oh my god.â You accept his hand as he helps you step up on stage so you could get your award. He stands back filled with pride as he watches you stride with confidence towards the main stage, walking past all these other people he could care less about.
After the show Jungkookâs surprised you choose to go back to the hotel instead of the afterparty some other singer invites you guys to. He doesnât protest because heâs been dying to get away from all these people all night (you reprimanded him for suggesting that you guys leave right after you get your win). He walks hand in hand with you, smug as fuck because his girl bagged album of the year, just like he knew you would.
âSmile,â Jungkook holds his phone up, the flash going off as he hears you complain about not being ready, âyou look fine, I donât know what youâre talking about.â He snorts and shows you the picture he took.
You shoot him a pouty frown and take his phone, âDelete it I look bad,â you huff, âyou better take a better one.â
âWhatever you say princess.â Jungkook takes a series of photos for your Instagram and his, you look so pretty in each one he takes, itâs disgusting how much heâs obsessing over them, âDamn you look sexy.â
âI always do, thank you very much.â You huff and sit back in your seat, enjoying the rest of the ride back.
Jungkookâs immediately on you when the two of you get to the hotel. Heâs been wanting to pick up where you two left off earlier before your manager interrupted. If it was up to him you two wouldnât have even gone to the damn show, heâs been dying to get you out of the dress the minute he saw you in it.
âJungkook waitâmmph,â youâre cut off as he slips his lips over yours, his hands coming up to cup your face as he swallows your lips in a passionate-hungry kiss.
âCanât,â Jungkook whispers, âbeen waiting all night baby.â He reaches behind you to push the door open, kicking it open all the way as he tugs you close and walks you backwards into the room.
âMoment I laid eyes on you I was gone, knew I had to have you.â Jungkook whispers as he leans down to bury his face in your shoulder and neck leaving a flurry of hot kisses all over, âWanted to rip this shit off you.â He growls softly.
You whined in protest, body falling backwards when the back of your knees hit the lush bed, âNot my dressââ
âIâll buy anotherâhundreds baby, donât you know who your man is?â Jungkook smirks as he climbs over you, âCan I take it off you baby?â He knows heâs being a bit too eager right now, so naturally he wants to make sure youâre both on the same page.
âYeah.â You softly breathe out, âI want you to take it off,â you trail off looking at him with those siren eyes, âmake me yours.â You say as you let the strap of the dress slip off your shoulder invitingly.
Jungkook swallows hard, hands itching and trembling with excitement as he reaches up to pull the other strap, âYou already are.â He muses.
âAll the way,â you intertwine your hand with his with a precious little smile on your face, âwant everyone to know who my man is.â
Fuck. Jungkook bites down on his lip and nods, âYou want them to see my marks, want everyone to know whoâs fucking you good?â He purrs and leans down to hover over you, lips against lips.
You nod with a cute âmmhmâ, âI want it all, you promised youâd give it to me.â You softly pout, âOr was that a lie?â
âFuck no, take it baby, âs all yours.â Jungkook hurriedly unbuttons his dress shirt, hastily throwing his belt off and peeling his slacks off, âGonna give you exactly what you need till you canât take it.â He says as he reaches for the zipper to the dress.
He all but rips the thing off of you and tosses it to the corner of the room (mind you itâs worth over twenty thousand). Itâs the first time seeing you like this under him and he wants to make it special for you, a night youâll never forget.
âFuck, youâre beautiful baby.â He comments as he leans down to leave a trail of kisses along your chest and tummy,slowly slipping down the bed as he inches towards your panty covered pussy.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve been dreaming of this, been thinking about all the ways I could have you,â he whispers and lays a kiss over your damp folds, âI didnât know if I wanted to lay you on my bed or bend you over the carâyou make it so hard to control myself, you have no idea.â
He sees the little tremor that passes over you when he says this. Your eyes are filled with want and need but like the stubborn little thing you are, you donât say anything. Jungkook canât have that either, he wantsâno needsâto hear your sweet little voice beg for him.
âWhatâs the matter baby? You need something?â Jungkook softly croons as he peppers soft kisses against your inner thighs.
You bite on your lip and nod, âNeed you.â
âBut you already have me?â He grins, he can see the frustration bubbling up on your face.
âHere,â you softly breathe and reach down to tug your panties upwards, the material digs into your cunt giving him a perfect outline of it, âwonât you give it to me?â Your voice pulls him in like a siren singing to a sailor, heâs so entranced by it he almost feels like heâs gonna drool right now.
Jungkook wastes no time in yanking the damp materials down your thighs, not bothering to slide them completely off as he lifts your legs up. Theyâre pressed together with your soft pussy lips pressed together for him, tempting him with a glob of shiny slick running down your soft asscheeks.
âFuck,â Jungkook growls as he leans in to smother his face with your cunt, tongue slipping through your drenched dewy folds to lap up the globs of slick.
You kick your feet in the air with a tiny whine, hips wiggling in an attempt to get him on your clit. He laps at you messily, circling the tip of his tongue over your throbbing bud thatâs squished between your folds. The moan you let out sends shivers down his spine and heâs eager to hear more.
âSo fucking good,â he pants, âjusâ like I imagined pretty baby.â He slurs out, pussy drunk already.
He can feel you reaching down to tug your panties all the way off but he canât be bothered with stopping, not when your cuntâs gushing for him. Jungkook licks with vigor, swiping over and over against your tender clit. Your cunt opens up beautifully with a low squelch and your thighs begin trembling under his strong hold.
It gets harder with each passing second to contain himself, his cock feels like itâs literally about to burst. He pulls away from you and lets your shaky legs fall back as he tears your panties off completely.
âGonna fuck you so good baby,â he climbs over you and reaches down to pull his heavy cock out, âcanât wait anymore.â
Your legs easily fall apart for him and make room as he shuffles closer between them. Jungkook sees the way your eyes go dark when they land below between his legs where his cock hangs heavy, swollen at the tip with beady trails of precum oozing from the head. You lick your lips and reach down to grip him in your soft hand, tentatively squeezing and stroking as if you were feeling him up.
âLike it baby? Gonna have my fat cock fill this little pussy up?â Jungkook has a sleazy grin splayed over his lips as he watches you, âHm?â
âYeah, âm not gonna let you cum anywhere but inside,â you deviously smile back like the nasty little minx you are, âtill itâs dripping.â
He groans at the thought of that and kicks his hips forward, âLemme in baby,â he slurs out, âslip it right in for me, there you go.â He purrs when he feels the head slide over your messy pussy, smearing your slick and his precum all over your cunt before youâre guiding him towards your winking sopping hole.
You bite down on your lip when the tip catches against your rim, it pops inside feeling you inch for inch slowlyâcockhead spreading you open until heâs fully seated in your tight cunt. He canât help but bite his lip with the way youâre squeezing him so tightâso snug and warm.
âSo nice ân warm for me,â he hoarsely says as he rubs his hands along your sides, gently squeezing at your hips as he pulls you closer until your pelvis is smacked tight against his own.
You let out the most sinful fucking moan ever when his cock slides deeper. Back arching and toes curlingâhe just loves how beautiful you look spread out under him with your pretty pussy snug against his cock. You release a stuttered moan as you reach for his hands and squeeze tightly.
âHurts a little,â you say through gritted teeth, âwhy the fuck are you so fucking big?â
Jungkook nearly laughs at that because he doesnât think heâs ever heard that many curse words leave your mouth before. âYou want me to pull out?â
âNo donât you dare,â you glare, âtook me a minute to get this thing in and you want me to do it all over again?â
Jungkook looks back down with a low whistle, âLittle pussy looks like itâs struggling to keep me all in baby, you sure you can handle it?â He teases as he reaches down to flick his thumb over your swollen clit.
Your hips jump and you whine out for him, âStop playing around Jungkook,â you turn to hide your face in the soft sheets, âyou know I can.â You mumble softly, eyes half-lidded with pleasure.
Jungkook bites down on his lip and rolls his hips slowly, âI know, you were made for this dick.â He smirks and lazily flicks his thumb pairing it with his slow but deep thrusts.
Your moans come out soft and breathy, everytime he backstrokes thereâs a light sheen of slick covering his cock from the base near his pelvis. Your cunt makes these adorable little squelching noises as he pushes back in, balls lightly pressing against your taint when he buries himself back in. Occasionally he stops for a few seconds before he resumes his lazy pace.
He never imagined itâd feel this good with you, something about the way your little pussy refuses to let go for even a momentâsqueezing him so tight itâs almost impossible to move. His own noises come out soft and husky, he canât help the moans and soft sighs he lets out from the hot pleasure coiling in his stomach.
âBaby,â he gasps as he leans forward to hover over you with hands on either side of you, âthis good?â He asks as he steadily increases the pace in his thrusts, hips smacking wetly against your ass and balls swinging now.
You nod eagerly, âMore than goodâmm, jusâ like that,â you sound blissed out, gaze half-lidded and dreamy as you stare up at him with those pretty eyes of yours.
âLike that?â He groans, âOr like this?â Suddenly Jungkook snaps his hips up, a loud smack filling the room alongside a warbled cry of his name, âOh you like that, donât you? Baby likes it rough?â He purrs.
The slideâs fucking nasty with a mix of precum and your slick, he feels it slide down your taint where his balls slap repeatedly. The noise is filthy and sends pleasant tremors down his spine, âOh, fuck,â he groans softly, âdoing so good for me.â
Jungkook begins moving earnestly now, slamming his cock in and out of your bruised and battered cunt. Slick spills everywhereâthe sheets, your inner thighs, his pelvisâitâs like music to his fucking ears right now. He canât resist and leans down to smother your lips with his, swallowing every little cry and moan you let out.
Your arms come up to wrap around his neck as you hold on tightly, he reaches down to wrap a leg around his waist as he manages to slide in deeper with the tip brushing over your g-spot. You let out a loud cry into his mouth and bury your fingers in his hair, your thigh starts trembling again only this time more intense than before.
âYou gonna cum for me baby?â He pulls away with a moan, âCâmon, be a good girl and make it messy.â He purrs against your lips while watching your expressions closely.
You stare into his eyes with unshed tears as more whimpers and whines escape, âSo close,â you manage to wrap another shaky leg around him, âplease, please, âm so close.â You whine out as your legs cross behind him on his back.
Jungkook doesnât wanna disappoint or hold out any longer as he manages to stick a hand down between you to roll your clit between his fingers, âCum for me, give it to me baby.â He growls softly as he plows into your tender and sore cunt.
The squelching gets louder and your moans turn into weak whimpers as you lie there and take it. His cock stirs at the sight of you nearing your end, he decides to give you a little extra push as he meanly pinches your clit. This causes you to cry out and go stiff under him, body shaking like a leaf as you gush around his cock.
âJungkook,â you gasp repeatedly as your eyes flutter shut, face pinched in pleasure and overstimulation, âso good.â You slur out.
Jungkook lets your tender clit go and focuses on his own pleasure now that heâs got your orgasm out of the way. He grunts quietly and buries his face against your soft tits, mouthing at your sore stiff nipples. You squeeze around him tighter and tighter until the coil in his stomach snaps and he lets out a long moan of your name.
âFuck..â Jungkook whispers breathlessly as he presses your pelvises close together, burying his cock balls deep till every last dropâs inside your battered pussy.
You moan quietly and let your legs fall from his hips, limbs feeling like jelly as you lay there panting softly. Jungkook rests his forehead against your tit and sighs deeply, âAre you okay love?â He asks softly.
âYeah, jusâ really tired.â You whisper hoarsely and close your eyes, âFuck, no offense but I feel really gross right now. Start a bath for me, pretty please?â You softly ask with a lip jutted out in a pout.
Jungkook of course canât say no, âCourse,â he presses a gentle kiss to your forehead and lifts himself off of you, âIâll be back.â
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Your companyâs the first to make a statement confirming what everybody already knew, and then Yoongi followed shortly after. If Jungkook had thought it was bad before, people went ape shit now that itâs been officially confirmed by you two.
Before, they put all the heat on Jungkook because it was easier to blame him for it given the publicâs opinion about him. It was easier to blame him because why not? He was some low-life boxer in their eyes. But then the attention shifted and people started targeting their hate towards you which pissed Jungkook off to no end.
Why the fuck was everyone so invested in what you did and didnât do? Why was it that they felt entitled to dictate who you date and donât date? Jungkook really needed these people to get jobs or mind their business because clearly they had no life outside of hating on a stranger for finding their own happiness.
He saw those vicious comments people left all over your posts and he fucking hated that he couldnât do shit to stop them from coming back, pissed him off even more because his girlfriend didnât deserve this. You deserved the world and more, not this shit.
So, Jungkook did the next best thing he could think of. He started taking names and screenshotting profiles before turning them over to a attorney he hired, if he couldnât beat these stupid fuckers himself heâd let them have it with his private team. He made headlines after people started noticing that he was suing the people opening their big ass mouths.
âBaby, itâs okay really.â You softly complain, âYou donât have to waste your time with these weird people, Iâm sure theyâll get over themselves if we ignore them.â
Jungkook shakes his head, âNo, Iâm sorry baby but I canât sit there and watch these fuckers call you degrading names and demand shit like they know youâseriously who the fuck do these people think they are?â He growls under his breath as he paces back and forth, âAnd thatâs not even the gist of it, these idiots are lucky I donât catch them out in public because Iâll beat the fuck out of them.â
Out of the corner of his eye he sees you curl up on the sofa with a sad smile, âI know, but you canât go around beating up millions of people for leaving a hate comment. Itâs normal, this happens all the time I learned to live with it.â Youâre trying to sound sure of yourself but he doesnât buy it.
âBaby look at me.â He comes over and kneels down in front of you, âThis shit is not normal nor is it ever okay, fuck them for making you feel like this. I hate seeing you look so dejected reading all those hateful comments,â he takes your hands in his and kisses them, âjust lemme take care of it. Please?â
You look conflicted like youâre not sure if you should say yes but with a little more coaxing you finally sigh, âFineee, just donât do anything crazy. I donât need my boyfriend in jail, thank you very much.â
Jungkook cracks a smile and buries his face in your lap with a happy sigh, âI promise baby, if I go to jail, who else is gonna cook you fried rice at three in the morning? Who else is gonna give you their black card?â He teases.
âYeah, yeah now come here.â You open your arms for him, âYou know I only need you and thatâs all.â
Jungkook kisses that soft pout off your face as he nods, âI know you do baby, didnât think otherwise.â He grins and lays his head on your chest with closed eyes.
The two of you sit there in silence together with the TV playing low in the background. Jungkook for the most part behaves himself despite being so close to your soft tits that are poorly hidden under your camisole. He can literally dip his head in there and get a sneak peek, maybe even a mouthful of tittiesâ
âJungkook, really?â You sigh, âYouâre such a pervert.â
âYou like it,â Jungkook winks as he mouths at your tit through your little camisole, âcan I?â He knows you canât resist and judging by the way your thighs press together, âPretty pleaseee baby?â He gives you the best puppy eyes he can muster, all a man wants is some titty loving, thatâs all.
You donât even finish saying yes before heâs diving in and tugging your camisole down so that your tits spill out and into his face. His eyes light up and he immediately wraps his lips around a nipple, suckling gently as he laves his tongue over the stiff bud in his mouth. You quietly sigh and sink into the sofa with him following as he rolls his tongue over your nipple and flicks it repeatedly.
âYouâre such a baby you know that?â You murmur, âBut youâre my handsome bun,â the nickname has him perking up, âmy strong, big, handsome bun.â You coo softly while stroking his hair slowly.
Jungkookâs eyes flutter shut as he sinks into the warm feeling, his sucking slows down until heâs barely moving his tongue anymore and simply suckling on your teat. âYou like hearing how strong you are donât you babyâlove knowing you can easily beat someoneâs ass for me?â
He nods pathetically with a low groan, âOf course you do,â you softly coo, âitâs why I picked you, knew youâd be able to take care of me the way I deserve.â You scratch his scalp lightly, moaning softly when he makes another noise, âTreat me so good like the princess I am.â
That he does. Jungkook is in heaven right now, he feels like he can just pass out right here and now with a titty in his mouth. He canât help but shudder as he slips into a dream-like state, âGo ahead baby, just rest yeah? I got you.â You softly say while cradling his head and going lax under him, âTake what you need.â
And he does. He ends up falling asleep, one of the best fucking naps ever with your tit still in his mouth even when he wakes up. He so needs to do this another time, shitâs relaxing and a good stress reliever. Jungkook doesnât think youâll have any complaints either.
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Itâs a busy week for Jungkook because he has a match coming up in a few weeks and Yoongi has him completely locking in at the gym for training. You donât mind it and being the best girlfriend you are you come as support during his sessions. You also confirmed his suspicions that Seokjin was a secret stan because his hyung fanboys out when he meets you.
âHyung stop it.â Jungkook glares, âLeave her alone before I punch you.â
Seokjin scoffs, âNo way, I get to meet my idol and you wanna ruin it for me? Whereâs my respect, you brat.â This guyâneedless to say Jungkookâs shooting daggers at his hyung the entire time heâs there.
The real challenge comes during the press conference/weigh-in Jungkook goes to like he always does. It starts off normal, the guy doesnât trash talk and Jungkookâs not one for it either unless the fighterâs cocky then yeah heâll put them in their place but this guyâs alright which he appreciates. Itâs the fucking reporters that get Jungkook heated sometimes.
âJeon, how do you feel about this upcoming match? Any thoughts on your opponent?â One asks with his recorder held out.
âIâm excited like always, I know potential when I see it so Iâm hoping to have a great match with my opponent. He looks like he can give me a run for my money.â He laughs softly into the mic.
Another reporter asks something but itâs directed at his opponent so Jungkook just nods off listening to the two. Out of the corner of his eye he sees someone laughing when he looks at him, and at first he doesnât pay attention and just keeps his focus on the reporters. But then this guy comes to the front and Jungkook just knows heâs about to hear the stupidest shit in his life.
âJeon, so how are you and your girl doing? Heard the news and wanted to congratulate you.â He says with this sleazy grin.
It rubs him the wrong way but Jungkook keeps his temper in check as he forces himself to politely answer, âGood, thank you.â He curtly replies.
He hears Yoongi clear his throat next to him with a fierce glare, âLetâs try and keep this about the match, he's not here to answer questions about his life, this isnât a personal interview.â
Youâd think that after being called out like that heâd stop there and move on but no, this guyâs a piece of work. âI mean I was just askinâ cause I was kinda surprised with the news since you know, she been ran through by the entire industry.â This gets Jungkook to react as he pushes his chair back, causing it to fly backwards as he slowly stalks forward.
âNew guy every monthâsay, you the new boy of the month Jeon?â He smirks.
Jungkook doesnât even think before he lunges at him, he hears Yoongi call his name as Namjoon springs into action to get Jungkook back but itâs too late.
Jungkookâs fist connects with the side of this manâs jaw and sends him flying to the ground as Jungkook lifts his (now) bloody fist up to strike him again with a sick sound. Heâs so far gone right now he doesnât even feel when Namjoon yanks him off the guy.
âJungkook! Calm the fuck down and get off him!â Namjoon yells through the chaos as reporters scramble to get shots and videos of this.
âNo, get off me hyung! Let me fuckinâ go where is this little shit? If youâre such a fuckinâ man come say it to my face one more fucking time, I dare you! Say it!â He yells as he struggles against Namjoonâs strong hold.
It takes three guys to get Jungkook away from the reporter, Yoongi deals with the rest but Jungkookâs so fucking mad he canât even sit right now. Heâs pacing back and forth in the little backroom they got him in as Namjoon watches with concern in his eyes. He hasnât tried to calm him down because even he knows the danger of trying to talk to him while heâs this mad.
The door slams open and Yoongi steps in, âJungkook what the fuck was that?! That guy went to the hospital, do you even realize the mess you caused? Heâs gonna press chargesââ
âI donât give a fuck!â Jungkook interrupts, stunning Yoongi into silence, âHe fucking disrespected my girlfriend thinking that shit was funny. I could really give two fucks if he wants to press charges or not!â Namjoon watches the two in silence, but heâs ready to jump in if Jungkook turns on Yoongi or something.
Yoongi, who usually has something smart to say for everything, for once doesnât have shit to say. He just stands there watching Jungkook kick the chair over and pace around the room furiously. âKid, look, I get you. I would do the same too if I was in your place but this shit isnât worth it. You canât be letting them get to you like this, thatâs what they want.â
âWell he fucking got what he wanted.â Jungkook scoffs with a humorless laugh.
âJust go home, Iâll deal with the press.â Yoongi sighs as he rubs his temples, âPlease, for once just do what I say.â
The news is bad, thereâs a shit ton of articles coming out within the next hour about how Jungkook attacked the reporter and left him a bloody puddle on the ground. Itâs all over the place and thereâs a shit ton of people commenting about it on online forums and comment sections. One side praises him for defending you, and then the other criticizes his inability to keep himself under control but Jungkook doesnât care.
The REAL cherry on top is when you post your response to the newsâyou use that video of Latto saying âthank you to my manâ along with a cute selfie of you cuddled up in bed with Jungkook. Even you made it clear as day you didnât give a fuck about that guy either.
Your fans who had previously had negative reactions to your dating news were coming around too in favor of Jungkook. They said shit like âfree JK he did nothing wrongâ and voiced their support for him. Some were even harassing the reporter who had dared to say those things about you, demanding that he lose credibility as a reporter amongst other things.
Jungkook thinks itâs going to be okay because that guy totally fucking deserved it (and more).
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The weeks fly by and the day of his big match comesâthe biggest one yet because bets are high and on top of that Jungkook has a winning streak to keep up if he wants them to give him the title of âundefeatedâ. Following the conference nothing really happened, the guy turned out to have some shady shit on him so he decided not to press any charges in the end. God bless Yoongi for digging shit up.
With that being dealt with Jungkook could finally put his entire focus on the match. He had heard the entire arena sold out and some of the richest people on earth were attending. This was a huge deal and he had everything to lose. Jungkook was confident in his win but this guy was also the deal too, which only means Jungkook has to keep his guard up.
âYou ready kid? This is about to be the biggest fight of your career.â Yoongi says as he comes to sit in front of Jungkook, âYouâre gonna have to kick it up a notch this match, the guyâs good but he isnât better than you.â
He nods at that because Jungkookâs confident in his fighting abilities, âI know hyung, I have a really good feeling about tonight.â He smiles, âDonât worry about it, I got this under control.â
âGood, thatâs what I like to hear from you.â Yoongi grins back as he pats his back, âNow get out there and make me proud.â
The arena buzzes with life when Jungkook enters the room, heâs hit with flashing lights in every direction as people scream and chant his name. Heâs getting worked up again as the adrenaline slowly kicks in. Jungkook makes his way up to the ring, passing over your section where youâre sitting with Namjoon and Seokjin.
He closes his eyes for a brief moment, blocking out the crowd and music as he tries to focus. He can do this, he can do this. He will win, for you.
The guy packs a good punch and each round gets progressively harder and harder to fight him off. During one of the breaks in-between the rounds, he slumps into his corner as Yoongi immediately springs over to help him with his mouth guard.
âHeâs tiring you out Kook, heâs gonna wait until youâre low on energy to give it his all.â Yoongi warns, âYou need to match his pace instead of wasting your energy so early.â
Jungkook pants tiredly as he shakes his head, âHyung heâs gonna knock me out.â He says deliriously, filled with pain and adrenaline.
âNo he isnât, because youâre not going to let him, you hear me? Youâre going to get back out there and show that punk what youâre made of.â Yoongi sternly replies, âDo it for the pretty girl waiting for your win.â
Jungkookâs eyes snap over to where you sit, you look really scared and on top of that worried. He sees the way your knee bounces and how you pick at your fingernails. This isnât what he wants to see.. This isnât what he wants at all.
âOkay.â Jungkook grunts with renewed energy, âFuck, okay.â
Yoongi pats his back gently and steps away from the ring, âRemember: match his pace.â
Jungkook rises to his feet and gets ready for the next round. He only has a few more before a winner has to be announced or the match is tied. Only one of them will walk out a champion, and itâs going to be him.
He takes Yoongiâs advice and matches this guyâs pace, he observes his every move and studies the combos he throws out. The guyâs a corner tech type so Jungkook avoids the edges and keeps him in the middle. He also notices that he goes for uppercuts and rear hooks.
As Jungkook prepares to strike he loses his footing and the guy takes the chance to hook him across the face. It sends Jungkook to the ground as he falls with a groan of pain. âFuck.â He whispers.
Heâs not sure how much longer he can keep up, can he even get up? His vision is beginning to blur a little and his hearingâs a little hazy too. He barely even makes out the referee counting down to a knockout.
Through the blurriness he sees Yoongi run over to the side of the net, âGet up, kid! Fuck, câmon Jungkook get up!â He desperately says.
Jungkook wants to, but everything hurts so much and heâs so tired right now. He weakly tries to get up, barely managing to hold up on all fours as he pants heavily with blood dripping down onto the mat below. He lifts his head up slowly and suddenly the world stops.
Youâre standing there with tears in your eyes, your mouthâs moving rapidly (most likely pleading with him to get up). Jungkook doesnât like that, he swore heâd never let you feel that way again after you attended his first match and saw how bad it was. Fuck.
âFourâŠthree..â
Get up. Get up. Get up. Get up.
Jungkook grits his teeth and stumbles forward, barely managing to catch himself on the nets as he looks back at his opponent with renewed strength. The countdown stops and the match continues, he is going to win this if thatâs the last thing he does.
He lunges forward and the guy doesnât expect it coming as Jungkook manages to get him cornered before he lets loose. He rains a slew of punches, too fast for the guy to keep up who doesnât expect him to suddenly be this fast.
Jungkook feels like he blacks out during all this, landing hit after hit until heâs finished with one last uppercut and then everything stops. He feels a pair of hands pull him back as the referee begins the countdown. Jungkook stands there heaving as he watches tiredly.
â..Two..one..â The bell suddenly rings and the crowd cheers.
He did it. Holy shit, he did it!
Both Yoongi and Namjoon rush into the ring together, bringing him into their arms as they jump with joy. âYou fucking did it!â Namjoon smiles happily.
âWhereâsâŠwhereâs y/n?â Jungkook blearily asks as he looks around.
âSheâs right there,â Yoongi points out, âsheâs still here Kook.â
He pulls away from the hug and trudges over to the net, holding it up and holding his arm out for you, âCâmere baby.â He calls out.
You immediately stumble over and climb into the ring with him, sinking right into his arms when he tugs you close. âIâm here,â he whispers, âIâm here.â
âDonât ever scare me like that again! You hear me? I donât ever wanna see you like that.â You whimper and cup his face, âOh Jungkook..â
He smiles softly and leans down to kiss you passionately in front of everyone. You easily melt into the kiss and wrap your arms around his neck. When he pulls back he looks around with a stupid grin on his face, âFucking won but everything hurts.â
You frown cutely and ignore the reporters that begin to swarm the two of you. Jungkook keeps you tucked into his side as he answers their questions, âFeels really good I canât lie, even if I feel like shit right now though. But Iâm just glad I won, I've been wanting to dedicate this win to my beautiful girl.â He smiles down at you and kisses the top of your head.
They start throwing more questions at him after that. Theyâre all kind of the same regarding their relationship because theyâre just dying to know all about his relationship to you. They even try to ask you some questions but luckily Yoongi intervenes when it begins to get out of control.
âAlright back up, give Jungkook some space.â Yoongi says as he pushes some reporters away, âYou ready to go Kook?â
âYeah, get me the fuck outta here.â Jungkook groans as he follows after his hyungs with you close by.
Yoongi and the others help Jungkook get into an ice bath as soon as they get into the back room. You work on cleaning the blood off his face and icing his wounds, âDoes it hurt? Well, more than usual?â You softly ask.
âNo babe Iâm fine.â Jungkook replied calmly as he closed his eyes, âThe ice feels really good, Iâm sore all over.â
You hum, âLet me know if Iâm hurting you.â
âI will.â He hums back and sinks into the ice with a relaxed sigh.
The cold sensation on his body is working wonders on his sore muscles. It feels like heâs living the dream right now. He doesnât think he wants to even party after this, sure a big win calls for a celebratory dinner or something but right now cuddling and going to sleep sounds way better.
Yeah, way better.
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âI thought you were too sore to do anything, what happened to that?â You laugh softly while looking down at him.
Jungkookâs pout deepens, âI can still move my hips, see?â He says and demonstrates with a little thrust up, âPleaseeee! For me baby? I promise Iâll tell you if it hurts or something.â
You look at him in disbelief, âYou literally just got beat up what do you mean please? Look at you! Why the heck is sex even on your mind right now?â
âBecause, you looked so sexy on that billboard on our way back here.â He huffs casually leaving out the part where he raged because everyone can see you and no doubt millions have.
Not that heâs petty but heâs petty, he wanted to tear that shit down and keep it for himself. âThatâs not the point,â he groans and tosses his head back on the pillow, âI can still move and itâs not like my cock got beat up too.â
âYou are so nasty.â You laugh softly and sit back on his lap, âIf I ride you will that make you happy, hm?â
Itâs comical the way his hair bounces when he nods vigorously, âYes.â He says without hesitation, âItâs like a reward.â He grins toothily.
You roll your eyes at him with a sigh, âYouâre so spoiled,â you mumble while reaching down to help him pull his boxers down.
âWait!â Jungkook looks up at you with pouty eyes, âCan you..?â He tugs at the loose shirt youâre wearing.
Immediately you know what he wants and you nod, âMy baby deserves it doesnât he?â You softly say while tossing the garment somewhere else, âDid so good out there,â you purr and lean over him.
His eyes sparkle as he nods, âI did,â he whispers and licks his lips, âmeans I get a reward right?â
âYes you do.â You gently coax him closer as you lean down to press your soft tit to his lips, âTake it, âs all yours.â He latches on without wasting another second.
Your lips part as a soft breathy moan escapes, your soft hand reaches down to fish his hard cock out of his boxers. He shudders when you start stroking him, itâs slow and sensual as you gather bits of precum with your thumb and slowly work your way down around the shaft.
His balls sit heavy and they ache with need to empty themselves in you. Jungkook has to fight the urge to buck his hips as he accidentally grazes his teeth against your bud.
You yelp softly and he pulls away apologetically, âEasy, not so hard.â You softly chastise.
âSorry.â Jungkook murmurs and presses a kiss on your tit before moving to the opposite one.
âJust sit back and relax baby,â you murmur, âI got you.â
You position the head at your weeping pussy, slapping it repeatedly in small taps until the tip catches on your hole. Jungkook holds his breath as you begin to slide down on his sensitive cock until you're bottoming out with your ass meeting his thighs.
âGood?â You softly whisper.
Jungkook nods and goes back to suckling on your nipple in peace. You rock yourself in his lap steadily like youâre scared youâre gonna hurt him but Jungkook encourages you with a little buck. This makes you sink down in his lap with a lewd moan, his cock shifting deeper inside.
âUse me,â Jungkook quietly pipes up, âI can take it.â His breath hot and heavy over your pebbled nipple.
âYou sure? What if I hurt you?â You murmur.
âIâll be fine baby, Iâll let you know if something hurts. Please?â He opens his mouth to take your nipple back in.
You shiver and bite your lip still a bit worried but you end up giving in. You slowly pick up the pace, switching from grinding to bouncing. Thereâs a low smack here and there but itâs nothing too crazy because youâre going as gentle as you can.
Jungkookâs lips tighten around your nipple with every grind and bounce. Your pussy tugs at his cock with the right amount of pressure sending shivers down his spine. He moans softly and moves one hand up to grip your bouncing tit.
âFuck you look good like this,â he breathes out in pleasure.
You groan softly as he squeezes your tit in his strong hand, massaging the soft mound of flesh afterwards. He pulls away to push both tits together and buries his face between them with a happy sigh, âNever wanna leave, I could die a happy man like this sweetheart.â
âYouâre just a perv.â You chuckle with a moan.
âFor you.â Jungkook grins and then lays back, âDonât tell me youâre getting tired already.â He notices that your bouncing has slowed down.
You glare cutely at him and sit up, âI donât like doing the work in case you havenât noticed.â You mumble while grinding back and forth over his cock, âYouâre lucky I love you enough to do this.â
His eyes widen when he hears the words âloveâ and âyouâ in one sentence. It makes his sappy little heart beat with joy and pride hearing those words leave your lips, he canât help but buck his hips upward eagerly.
âJungkook..!â You gasp throwing your head back.
âSay it again baby,â he huffs as he uses his strong grip to haul you up and plop you back down on his lap, âI wanna hear itââ He cuts off with a breathy moan.
âI love you.â The words make him groan louder as he slaps his hips upward.
âFuck I love you too,â he moans, âso, so fuckinâ much, you have no idea.â He whispers and looks up at you through hooded eyes.
You bite your lip hard and throw your head back with a whine, â âm coming.â You whimper.
âOh you like hearing that donât you, knowing damn well that you got me wrapped around your fingers.â Jungkook huffs with exertion as he fucks into you harder.
âY-Yes, love it so much knowing youâre mine,â you mewl softly and grind on him, âfuck, fuck..!â Your pussy clamps down and suddenly youâre coming all over him in slow waves of harsh pleasure.
Jungkook pulls you down for a passionate kiss as he holds you down against his pelvis. A few more rolls has him coming too, cock throbbing and twitching. He lays there panting heavily with hazy eyes while you whine about him being careful.
âDonât put pressure on your side,â you grumble, âI told you we shouldnât have fooled around.â
âIâm fine, see? Nothingâs wrong.â Jungkook laughs and delivers a sharp smack to your ass, âNow tell me you love me again. Wanna hear it from your pretty lips.â He mumbles and traces over your bottom lip.
âI love you.â You fondly sigh.
âAgain.â
âI love you.â
âAgain.â
âYouâre so annoying! Iâm going to shower.â You huff and stomp off with cum leaking down your inner thighs.
Jungkook lays there with a soft grin as he watches you go, âYeah, yeah, I love you too though.â Forever.
And ever.
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YAKUZA!TOJI X MILF!READER âaka toji on some joe goldberg bullshit
âą rating: mdni.18+ each episode will have its own ratings but general warningsâ lactation kink, face riding, drugs (weed, alcohol, cigs), infidelity, yuji is sukuna x reader child, size-kink, milf kink, breeding kink, voyeurism, masturbation, dubcon/noncon, squirting, pussy talk, biting, creampies, obsessive tendencies, heavy manipulation, yandere, Toji in daddy and dad mode. this will be fem black reader coded as reader is foreigner and uses some aave but no other descriptors. âą total run time: đđ.đđ€ of ? âą opening theme: Rich Baby Daddy - Drake
âą subscriber access: tag request in comments, previous tag list from the teasers are already accounted for. âą director's note: this fic is to celebrate my year of having this account! literally this is the first fic i thought of and wanted to write and have been working on it since nov'23. so full circle moment fr! i hope you enjoy it. âą executive producers: special thanks to @littlemochabunni, @ryomens-vixen, @yung-notorious and @buttercupblu143 for helping me beta this and bounce off ideas and listen to me be crazy for the past 9-10 months about this fic đ„č.
ê° disclaimer: this is a plot-driven eventual smut fic and is told mostly in Toji POV through flashbacks until the end of episode 3. so if you stick with me i promise you a freak nasty pay off in episode 4 đđ€. the build up makes it 100x better, trust~ ê±
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đïž đđ đđ: â I STILL GOT SOME LOVE DEEP INSIDE OF ME, PLEASE DRAG IT OUT OF ME â
âą Reflecting on the last 3 months of meeting you during a time of organizational unrest, how did casual desire turn into a sinister obsession for a deadly yakuza assassin like Toji Fushiguro? It's your fault though, as a new resident of the yakuza luxury high-rise, The Nurseryâshoulda known better than to have smiled that brightly at a single-dad widower, mamas. episode run time: đ.đđ€
đ ïžđđ đđ: â POPPIN' MY SHIT COME WITH CONSEQUENCES, POST NUT CLARITY I CAME TO MY SENSES â
âą With tensions in the organization at an all-time high and a traitor still on the loose, everyone is on edge. Fortunately, Toji has been watching over you for weeks, especially since Sukuna has been even less attentive. But when Toji notices you making a new friendâa potential lifeline apart from himâcan he keep his jealousy in check? Just how far will Toji go to have you all to himself? episode run time: đ.đđ€
đ ïžđđ đđ: â WE FROM TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS BUT IT'S A MATCH TO ME â
âą Forced to make difficult choices this past week, it's becoming increasingly clear Sukuna's loyalties lie more with the organization than you. But of course, as chance would have it, Toji is there to console you when you have no one. Who needs Sukuna, friends, or anyone else when you have Toji? Toji can see the cracks forming in your resolveâbut when he pushes, will you still be able to resist his charms? Or will you crumble in his hands? episode run time: â©â©:â©â©
đïž đđ đđ: â JUST SAY GOODBYE TO HIM, THEN TAKE THE RIDE TO ME, RIDE TO ME â
âą Circumstances align and you're practically served on a platter to Toji, he takes this as the prime opportunity to finally claim you as his. Toji deserves you. You know this though, so he won't have to do a thingâyou'll come to him all on your own like a good sexy lil' milf won't you, mamas? Nevermind about your world falling apart around youâToji has already made all of the arrangements to see that you and Yuji are taken care of. episode run time: â©â©:â©â©
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đïž đđđđđđđ đđ đđ: â WANNA STICK AROUND FOR THE RIDE? BABY HOLD ON TIGHT â AKA "DON'T DROP THE PANCAKES"
Prequel/Standalone. Yakuza!Sukuna x Exchange Student!Reader. âą Moving to a foreign country for school ain't all sunshine and rainbowsâespecially when your student status prevents you from acquiring legitimate employment. Good thing a friend of a friend has a connect for under-the-table work. Although, being a topless maid for a ruthless yakuza leader wasn't on your bingo card for your new life abroadâespecially when you end up pregnant. episode run time: â©â©:â©â©
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# âIâM GONNA MARRY HER ANYWAYâ ââ .⊠( how batboys marry you and propose to you )
a/n: this is a request by anon (here) but literally this is making me feel like ultra single on a spectrum, anyways I love these type of requests because I like some simple stuff like this ya know? Tags: (batboys x fem!reader)
DICK GRAYSON ââ .âŠ
The Proposal: The stars are twinkling above as Dick stands beside you on a rooftop he transformed into a wonderland of fairy lights and soft music. âYouâve given me so many reasons to smile, and now I want to give you one more,â he says, his voice trembling with emotion as he gets down on one knee. His eyes are so full of love you feel like you could drown in them. When you say yes, he lifts you into his arms and spins you around, whispering, âI canât wait to spend the rest of my life loving you.â (Heâs such a mediocre man proposing đđ h/j)
The Ceremony: Dick watches you walk down the aisle, completely captivated, like heâs seeing the sun rise for the first time. His vows are filled with tender promises: âFrom the moment I met you, my heart knew it had found its home. You are my partner, my best friend, and the love of my life. I promise to stand by your side, to laugh with you, to cry with you, and to love you endlessly.â By the time he finishes, his voice cracks, and tears stream down his face. (You swear he cried like 6x times that day.)
Married Life: Every day with Dick is a celebration of love. He leaves you little notes that say, âYouâre my greatest adventureâ and brings you flowers just because. He holds your face in his hands like youâre the most precious thing in the world, telling you, âI fall more in love with you every single day.â
JASON TODD ââ .âŠ
The Proposal: Jason plans something quiet, but the depth of his love shines through. Sitting on the couch together after dinner, he pulls out a small velvet box and says, âIâm not great at speeches, and Iâve never been the guy who gets things right the first time. But I know I got this right. Youâre my home, my peace, and my everything. Marry me?â His voice is soft, almost vulnerable, and when he sees your tears, he gently wipes them away and says, âIâd spend my whole life making you happy.â
The Ceremony: Jasonâs vows are raw and honest: âIâve lived a life that didnât always make sense, but youâyouâre my clarity. You make me want to be better, to deserve the love you so freely give me. I promise to protect your heart, to cherish you every day, and to never stop fighting for us.â His hand shakes as he slides the ring onto your finger, but the love in his eyes steadies him.
Married Life: Jason doesnât just love youâhe adores you. Heâll randomly pull you into his lap just to hold you, resting his forehead against yours as he whispers, âYou have no idea how lucky I feel to have you.â On lazy mornings, he cooks breakfast for you, insisting, âYouâre too good for me, but Iâm keeping you anyway.â
TIM DRAKE ââ .âŠ
The Proposal: Timâs proposal is a masterpiece of thoughtfulness. He plans an entire day filled with your favorite thingsâa visit to your favorite bookstore, dinner at the place youâve been wanting to try, and finally, a quiet moment in a park under the stars. âIâve spent so much of my life searching,â he says, taking your hands in his. âBut with you, Iâve found everything Iâll ever need. Will you marry me?â His hands are shaking, but his voice is steady, full of hope and love.
The Ceremony: Tim looks at you like youâve hung the stars in the sky. His vows are deeply personal: âYou are my greatest discovery, the love I didnât know I was looking for. I promise to love you with the same care and dedication Iâve put into everything Iâve ever valuedâbecause nothing will ever mean as much to me as you do.â He kisses your hand after slipping the ring on, his eyes misty with tears.
Married Life: Timâs love is gentle but constant. He checks in on you throughout the day with texts like, âHowâs my favorite person?â and stays up late just to watch movies with you. On nights when heâs overwhelmed, he pulls you close and whispers, âI donât know what Iâd do without you.â
BRUCE WAYNE ââ .âŠ
The Proposal: Bruceâs proposal is understated but breathtaking. In a quiet corner of Wayne Manor, with a fire crackling in the background, he kneels before you. â Iâm not exactly good with words butâŠ..Iâve faced many things in my life, but nothing has been as terrifyingâor as wonderfulâas loving you. Youâve changed me in ways I didnât know were possible. Will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?â His voice is steady, but his eyes are full of emotion. (He kinda proposes the same he did with Andrea Beaumont poor guy gets a bit of flashbacks đđ)
The Ceremony: Bruceâs vows are simple but deeply moving: âIn my darkest moments, you were my light. In my loneliest nights, you were my solace. I vow to be your partner, your protector, and your greatest love for as long as I live.â His hands linger on yours during the ring exchange, as if he canât believe youâre real.
Married Life: Bruce loves quietly but fiercely. He kisses your forehead every morning and holds your hand under the table during dinners. On difficult days, he pulls you into his arms and whispers, âYouâre my everything. I couldnât do this without you.â
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Pairing: Poly! Ateez x Fem! Reader
Genre: Super duper fluffy
Warnings: some mxm, pet names, reader is very sick
A/N: Hope you guys like this as much as you like the texts đ„șđ tho ngl the ending is a bit meh. Anyways likes, replies and reblogs are so appreciated!
Tagging: @faeprincess777 @starygw3n @bee-gremlin @pinkpearlstar @sweetinsaniiity (if you wanna be tagged in my next poly ateez story, texts or not then please let me know!)
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You were sick.
Like very sick.
You had been for a while and you really thought it would just go away after some time and with a few cups of good tea. However it was just one of those times where it didnât and it lead to where you were now.
Flopped on the couch after a long days of work so sick, tired and weak to the point you didnât even take off your shoes, let alone take a shower.
You knew you shouldâve taken the day off and even more so you shouldâve informed your lovely 8 boyfriends of your condition. However it was so busy for not only you but your boys this time of year. Your job really needed you around and the boys had to be on their A game.
Not like they werenât always were. Those boys are so admirable when it comes to their work ethic and determination. Itâs one of the things you love about them. Itâs just this time of year is when they really have NO room to slack off. So you didnât have the heart to tell them.
You barely see them around anyway, as they come home late and you leave early. You couldnât bare the thought of them having to deal with you when theyâre already so busy with work, no doubt dealing with so much pressure and stress. Even though deep down you knew they wouldnât care and would drop anything to make sure youâre okay.
âCause you would do the exact same thing.
About an hour after you practically passed out on the couch, Yunho and San arrived home.
Thankfully they were able to get all the work they needed to get done super quick today, so they got home much earlier than usual. As they walked into the living room thats when Yunho spotted you.
He chuckled at how cutely you looked and then pointed you out to San who awed at you. They thought you just got home too and decided to close your eyes for a bit.
âPrincess weâre home.â Yunho called sweetly.
âCome on now silly butt, get up so we can shower together.â San said with a big smile at the thought of relaxing under the shower with his lovers.
However you didnât respond.
They both pouted and furrowed their eyebrows as they got closer. You were asleep? Thatâs quite unlike you. They knew how much you love a refreshing shower after work then to change into one of their hoodies. Were you that tired?
â..sweetheart?â Yunho said as he crouched down next to the couch. He softly moved your hair out of your face to check up on you.
Just from that very soft touch alone he was able to tell how hot your skin was. His eyes widened and as he looked at San with worry.
âBaby youâre sick??â He asked surprised as he looked back at you wondering how he and the rest had no idea.
âWhat?â San questioned softly as he crouched next to Yunho.
He then places the back of his hand properly on your forehead. His eyes also then widened with worry as there was no denying it.
You were incredibly sick.
Their hearts clenched at how they truly had no clue how sick you were, how much you needed them and how you didnât tell them..
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Yunho: Guys. Come home. Now.
Seonghwa: what why? Whatâs the matter?
San: Princess is sick. She has such a high fever and from the sound of her breathing her nose is stuffed. Sheâs literally passed out on the couch rn and god knows what other sicknesses sheâs having.
Wooyoung: WHAT?! She didnât tell us anything! đ„ș
Yunho: I know and at this point that doesnât matter rn. She needs us. Hurry.
After they sent the texts to the rest of them they quickly got to work.
As Yunho picked you up softly and carried you to bed, San prepared a small basin filled with cold water and some towels. As Yunho was undressing you, San brought in the basin and they both started cleaning you as softly as they could.
Truly not long after they started, they heard the front door open and peeked in Jongho, Seonghwa and Wooyoung.
âHow bad is it..?â Jongho asked as he softly entered the room with the rest.
â..bad..â Yunho muttered.
Seonghwa then carefully approached you and placed his hand on your forehead too and almost gasped.
âSheâs burning up.. Oh God our poor princess..â he said as he softly ran his hand through your hair.
Wooyoung then approached Yunho with a hoodie from their closet and your shorts.
âThank you love.â Yunho said softly as he gave Wooyoung a kiss on the head and started dressing you as soon as San was sure you were dry.
âSeonghwa hyung and I are gonna go make her some soup. Yeosang is already on his way home, Hongjoong hyung and Mingi are going as fast as they can to finish recording. Theyâll be home soon..â He mumbled to the two who arrived home first.
âOkay.. Iâll go help you cook too, you two will watch over her?â San asked
âYeah of course.â Jongho confirmed as he sat down next to you and softly stroked your hair.
Yunho then nodded as he gave wooyoung another kiss and sent him on his way.
âYouâve eaten Yunho?â Seonghwa asked.
âUh.. no not yet hyung. We got take out but we havenât eaten it yet...â Yunho explained as his eyes trailed back down to you.
âHmm alright.. Iâll make Sannie eat then once heâs done you can eat and San will watch over.â Seonghwa said as he reached over to grab his hand.
âAlright hyung.. thank you..â
âOf course.â
With that he gave yunhoâs hand a comforting squeeze then gave jongho a sweet pat on the head before leaving to join the others in the kitchen.
âCould she really not tell us she was this sick..?â Jongho asked softly still stroking your hair.
âI.. donât know.. weâll ask her when sheâs awake and feeling better.â Yunho replied as he sat down on the bed as well softly holding your hand.
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As they continued to watch over you, after a while they heard the front door open and some muttering. Soon the door to the room opened again revealing Yeosang.
âOh princess⊠she looks so pale..â He muttered as he made his way to her. âHas she not woken up yet?â He asked as he stood beside Jongho.
âNo.. we should just let her rest before we wake her up to eat.â Jongho replied.
âHmm. I bought some medicine on my way home.. Hopefully theyâre enough.. if not we can take her to a doctorâŠâ Yeosang informs the two boys as he placed the medicine on a nearby table.
âThank you Sangie..â Yunho said before continuing to ask if the soup is ready. And right on cue, Wooyoung popped his head in again.
âSoups ready. And yunho baby, Hyung wants you to eat now.â He said.
The lovers in the room then nodded.
As softly as he possibly could, Yunho began to wake you up.
âPrincess.. princess.. wake up please..? We need you to eat and take some medicineâŠâ He said oh so softly with some extra soft shakes.
âBaby..? Baaaabbyy..â Yeosang also called out to you.
Your eyes soon started to flutter open as you take in your surroundings. You however closed them again quickly as the headache in your head began.
âUgh..â you groaned
âOh baby what is it..? Your head hurts..?â Jongho who was still stroking your hair asked.
You could only nod.
âHoney bun.. do you think you can get up..? You need to eat..â Wooyoung asked
Slowly you opened your eyes again and finally realized your sweet boyfriends were home.
âWait.. you guys are home? So early..â You muttered, voice so hoarse it made everyone frown.
âYes we are sweetie.. weâll talk about that later.. now we should get some yummy food in that belly okay..? Do you think you can get up..?â Yunho replied then asked.
Your head was still pounding and as much as you wanted to try, you knew its best to just stay, so you softly shook your head.
âOkay Iâll tell hyung, come Yunho you still need to eat.â Wooyoung then said as he retreated back to the kitchen.
Yunho didnât really have an appetite after seeing how sick you were and he wanted nothing more than to just stay and make sure youâre okay. However he knows his boyfriends and even you will scold him if he doesnât eat. So with that he gave you a soft kiss on the forehead and got up to go eat.
âIâll be right back okay..? Jongie and Sangie will be right here.. Eat well darling.â He said to you before leaving.
You could only nod back before looking back at your boyfriends.
âWhen did you guys get home..?â You asked
âYunho hyung and San hyung got home first and found you.. told us and then I, Wooyoung hyung and Seonghwa hyung quickly got home after that. They just finished cooking your soup.â Jongho explained.
âHmm I just got home, and Iâm pretty sure Mingi and Hongjoong hyung will be home any minute.â Yeosang added.
You then hummed before Seonghwa and San came into the room carrying a tray of a big bowl of soup and some of your favorite tea.
âHi our darling..â Seonghwa greets you as San puts down the tray in your lap softly.
You weakly smiled at them and began to open your mouth to greet them however Yeosang cut you off.
âShhh.. donât talk to much pumpkin.. your voice sounds so hoarse⊠your throat must be very scratchy and painful hmm..?â
With a soft sigh you nodded.
âOkay then.. lets get some food in you okay? Can I feed you?â San asked
You made some gestures indicating that you could do it yourself however they werenât having it.
âLet us take care of you. Youâre extremely sick okay? Your pouting game will not work tonight honey.â Jongho said
Of course you were outnumbered so you just sighed and opened your mouth to let San feed you as the rest began preparing your medicine.
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Once your bowl of soup was almost empty, the front door was opened and the footsteps of the last two can be heard. Said two as quickly as they entered the house, quickly entered your room guilt, concern and sadness evident in their faces.
âOh princessâŠâ Mingi said as he walked closer
âBaby.. oh you finished your food, good girl. Medicine?â Hongjoong praised then asked with a pet to your head.
âRight here.â Seonghwa said as he gave you the medicine to drink.
Wordlessly you took the medicine and drank some of your tea.
âOkay.. good⊠How are you feeling now darling?â Hongjoong asks.
â..better..â you said as softly as you could so you wouldnât harm your throat even more.
âThats great love..â Mingi said.
Soon the last two that were missing from your bedroom entered again and were pleased to see you finished your food as well. Now all of your boyfriends were here and sitting somewhere in your bedroom.
âSweetheart..â Seonghwa started as he sat beside you holding your hand. âWhy didnât you tell us you werenât feeling so well..? Youâre so sick.. this mustâve been going on for a while⊠and none of us had a clue?â
You took a deep breath before carefully replying, being mindful of your throat. âWe were so busy⊠I.. didnât want to distract you⊠a-and I thought Itâd get better on its own..â
âYou still shouldâve told us princess.. you know we wouldâve taken some time off to help you get better⊠and you shouldâve taken time off yourself.â Yunho chimed in.
âI didnât think you could afford to spare some time⊠and my job needed me..â You pouted looking down playing with seonghwaâs fingers.
âDarling⊠you hurt us⊠do you not know weâd stop time for you if we could? You know we literally would do anything for you⊠We 100% wouldâve figured out a way to make sure our work still gets done and be able to take care of you⊠like we always do. Iâm sure you know that..â Mingi said.
You looked up at him to see nothing but sincerity in his eyes. As you looked around, you see sincerity in all their eyes.
âI do⊠I just.. I donât know⊠I just really didnât want to be a bother. I donât want you guys to be more stressed than you already are and if I caused you guys to fall behind th-â You were cut off by Wooyoung shushing you.
âNope. No. You would never be the reason for that. We would never blame you and you know we would reprimand anyone who thinks that. Sweetheart. Youâre our precious girlfriend⊠you would never be a bother to us.â Wooyoung said full of reassurance.
âBaby⊠We understand. You wanted us to do well and you were worried for us and wouldnât want to add more stress or something. However like everyone here has said. Youâre no burden. No trouble. And especially no bother. We love you and want you healthy and happy alright?â Hongjoong said as he stroked your hair.
You all looked at them and softly nodded. Heart filled with love and you give them a smile that they find so precious.
âAlright. Now please promise us youâll tell us if youâre sick? Even if itâs just the tiniest cough or sneeze, youâll still let us know? And yes weâll promise to do the same.â Seonghwa asked.
âPromise. Now all of you cuddle me to sleep please?â You said with a pout and arms out.
Everyone then let out a soft chuckle and nodded.
With that, they got to work to cleaning up your dishes as San scooped you up and carried you to the master bedroom where that room is specifically for big cuddle sessions. and other stuff đ
San tucked you in as he got in beside you. Soon enough loud footsteps can be heard as a couple of them (Wooyoung, Yunho, Mingi and Seonghwa) were racing to be on the other side of you. Which ended up going to Jongho as he slipped in while the others were still fighting by the door.
Eventually all of them got into a comfortable position.
âI love you all so much.â You mumbled softly into the darkness.
âWe love you too our love.â Mingi said softly.
âGet some rest.â Said Yeosang.
âTomorrow weâll make you an even better soup!â Wooyoung then exclaimed loudly.
âSleeeeppp!â Jongho groaned.
With that you all kinda giggled with each other a little bit longer than you would like. Making sleep not as easy but you all really wouldnât have it any other way.
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NEW WORLD || OT8 ATEEZ
Dedicated to @bratty-tingz âĄâĄâĄâĄ ateez learns about your break-up with your sucky boyfriend and opens up a new world of experiences and pleasure.
Genre: Smut
Pairing: OT8 Ateez x bff!Fem reader
Word Count: 3K
Tags/Warnings: Gangbang, dirty language, fxm, mxm, breast/nippleplay, fingering, oral sex, unprotected sex, praise, degrading, voyeurism, biting, slight masturbation, humping, cumplay, breeding kink
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''And that is how the guy broke up with you?'' Yunho asks as his eyes widen. ''Pretty much,'' you sigh, nodding. You just told your guy friends about the boy troubles that went down over the past month. The break-up was pretty rough on you and the guys were determined you needed a fun night with them to let go of him.
''What a dick. I bet he didn't even give good dick,'' Hongjoong scoffs. ''I'm sure he didn't give her head either, he's probably a selfish and arrogant prick who only cares about his own pleasure,'' Seonghwa adds. ''Guys, please you do not have to shit-talk him just because he broke up with me,'' you say.
''Why are you defending him?'' Wooyoung asks, ''He wasn't that great and as the guys said, he probably didn't care about you. He never deserved you anyway. You know who could make you scream louder and cum harder than he ever could? Literally all of us.''
Suddenly the room went silent. Your cheeks heated up as the words Wooyoung spoke echoed in your mind. ''You... what?'' ''It's true, isn't it? You told me he didn't make you cum. You told me that.'' ''Wooyoung!'' you yell, punching his bicep, ''Did you have to say that out loud?'' ''Well I deserve a pretty girl like you deserves good dick, good head and a thousand orgasms. Does anyone here disagree with me?''
The boys all shook their heads at that and murmured little ''no's'', some a little more embarrassed than others. You're sure your cheeks are bright red around now. ''Wooyoung, please, what are you saying?'' You squirm in your seat, weirdly turned on by the idea of them trying to please you. ''Would you let us?'' Jongho suddenly remarks. Your eyes shift over to him and you eye him up and down. He's seated across the room, his legs slightly spread and his hand is resting on his thigh. God, the things you would do on that thigh.
Before you knew it you agreed. ''Yes.''
You never expected this to happen and you definitely never expected Jongho to be the one to step up before the others. Not literally though, because you actually stood up. Before you realized it you were walking over to him, straddling him. The skirt you're wearing slides up slightly as his hands glide over your thighs towards your hips.
''Is this really happening?'' San remarks, cheeks bright red, possibly redder than your own. ''You bet,'' Wooyoung says with a smirk plastered on his face. He spreads his legs slightly to get comfortable and his hand hovers around his crotch area.
You don't focus on them, though, you focus on the handsome man beneath you. He gently presses kisses down your jaw and neck onto your collarbone, where he traces your skin slightly. He unbuttons two of the four buttons on the shirt you're wearing, just to give him a view of your cleavage. Then, he kisses you.
The kiss is passionate but it's slow and calculated. He might be the youngest of the guys but he knows what he is doing. While Jongho's kissing you, Mingi stands behind you. You moan into Jongho's mouth when you can feel his erection pressed against your back and it makes you feel strangely powerful when you realize you got him hard in a matter of two minutes. Mingi bends over your shoulder slightly and his hands reach for your chest.
Mingi pulls down the top you're wearing, to reveal your breasts sitting nicely in your lacy bra. ''Fucking perfect tits... I can't believe I can finally touch them,'' he grunts in your ear as he massages them slowly, but firmly, playing with your nipples. You moan into Jongho's mouth and slightly roll your hips against his own, earning a small groan from him as well.
Jongho breaks off the kiss and takes your top off. Immediately, Mingi unclasps your bra and tosses it on the floor. Jongho and Mingi's hands groped, massages and played with your tits, earning small moans from you.
''Did he ever play with your gorgeous, perfect tits? I bet he went straight to your little pussy, didn't he? Gosh, he was probably such a jerk to you, not taking his sweet time riling you up first,'' Mingi whispers in your ear as he tweaks your right nipple. Jongho focussed on the left, taking it in his mouth and swirling his tongue around it.
''He n-never touched my breasts properly, he just stripped me and used his fingers on me for 2 minutes before fucking me chasing his own release,'' you whine as you grind yourself on Jongho's lap. ''What a nasty guy, hm? What a shame that he treated you this way. We'll make you forget all about him, baby, don't you worry. We'll make you come and scream our names, won't we?'' Jongho says with a smirk. The guys enthusiastically join in immediately.
You notice some of them have taken off their shirts, some of them are palming their crotches or even have their hand inside their pants. It truly is a sight to behold. San watches Wooyoung push down his Adidas shorts with flushed cheeks, his rigid cock springing free. ''It's okay Sanie, don't overthink now. Let's just all let everything happen,'' Wooyoung said with a wink.
On the other side of the room you notice Yunho sitting naked on the couch with his big, fat dick in his large hand, slowly stroking it while watching Mingi and Jongho still playing with your chest. You lick your lips and gently push the boys off you. You stand up and pull down your skirt in panties in one go, leaving you butt-naked for all eight men to see.
Your eyes are fixated on Yunho and his mighty cock and before you know it you drop to your knees for him. ''Hey, princess, you know this is about pleasing you, right?'' ''It'll pleasure me so much more if everyone's getting pleasured Yunie. And how can I resist a cock like this? It might just be the biggest, most juicy cock I've ever laid my eyes on. And I want it in. My. Mouth.''
Yunho smirks and cocks his head to the side slightly. ''Well I can't take that away from you, hm? Have at it babygirl.'' You take his cock into your hands and you feel so much smaller than before. You lick a stripe from the base of his shaft all the way to the sensitive tip before taking his member into your mouth. Hongjoong hurries over soon enough, taking your hand in his before putting it on his bare cock.
Mingi is the next to become impatient, undoing his clothes and following Hongjoong's lead. Before you know it you've got two cocks in your hand while you're still sucking Yunho's. ''This may be the sexiest thing I've ever seen,'' Seonghwa pants out, finally taking off his underwear. ''You like that view, hyung?'' Wooyoung smirks, sitting beside him.
While Seonghwa has his eyes on you handling three different cocks at once, Wooyoung's hand suddenly reaches for Seonghwa's. He whimpers softly when Wooyoung starts to jerk him off and he throw back his head. ''W-Wooyoung,'' he cries out softly when the younger plays with his balls as well. ''I fucking love the way you moan,'' curses Wooyoung. ''Sanie, don't you think it's a good idea to get Seonghwa's cock ready to fuck our precious Y/N?''
San is the last member still wearing his underwear but his straining erection is impossible to hide. Swallowing thickly, he gets up from his seat and sits in front of Seonghwa. San has a perfect view of you sucking off Yunho and San tries his best to copy your movements, but he's thrown off by Jongho standing behind him, pushing down his head onto Seonghwa's cock. San gags and cries out, moans muffled by Seonghwa's dick and Seonghwa bucks his hips into San's mouth.
The boy is drooling and gagging around Seonghwa's cock while Jongho keeps pushing him down. ''That's it, take his cock. Make yourself useful instead of sitting around doing nothing.'' Hearing that, Yeosang gets up and positions himself behind you. ''I'm gonna lay down underneath you, Y/N, Yes? I'll eat your pussy since these guys apparently also only care about their own pleasure before pleasing you.''
The guys groan in protest but you have already widened your legs slightly for Yeosang. He lays down on the floor, wiggling his head underneath you. You carefully move down until you're sitting on his face, feeling the warmth of his mouth on your begging, pleading pussy.
The way Yeosang's tongue slid through your folds made you shiver. Goosebumps rise on your body as Yeosang's teeth lightly graze your clit before sucking on it. You whine around Yunho's dick before pulling off of it, gasping for air. ''Such a good girl,'' Yunho praises you, carressing your face lightly.
''Y-Yes, yes, yes!'' you cried out. Yeosang's hands grope your ass while he goes to town on your clit. You keep moving your hands on Mingi and Hongjoong's cocks, causing your breasts to jiggle up and down. ''Fuck, you are so hot,'' Mingi curses, twitching in your hand. ''A-are you gonna come, Mingi?'' you whine softly. ''I-I can hold it.''
''Come on my chest,'' you pant, riding Yeosang's tongue. You did not have to say that twice. Mingi takes ahold of his own cock and pumps it up and down until he spurts his load all over your breasts. ''F-fuck, please, Hongjoongie, you too, please!''
''Y-Yes princess, I'll give you my cum,'' he moans before doing so. A mixture of cum drips down your chest onto your stomach. You look into Yunho's eyes as you cry out, gripping his thighs. ''You're being such a good girl... Yeosangie is taking such good care of you now isn't he? Look at you just falling apart from having his tongue shoved into your pussy.''
It's the combination of dirty talk and Yeosang's tongue that send you over the edge. In a matter of seconds you're coming on his tongue and crying out his name. ''O-Oh my God, Yeosang yes, that's it!''
When you come down from your high you suddenly notice the sounds coming from behind you. Yeosang removes himself from you and you sit down, watching the other four going at it together.
Yeosang sits down and pulls you in his lap and without him asking you sink down on his cock. He moans softly and plays with your clit while you ride him in reverse cowgirl style. ''You got such a pretty little pussy, so tight and pretty all for us, huh?'' ''Y-Yes fuck, It is all yours, yours to fuck, to touch. Fuck, yes,'' you moan while bouncing on his shaft. As you're fucking yourself on him you're watching the guys now in front of you.
Seonghwa's brows are furrowed and his mouth falls open occasionally, letting out loud moans while Jongho forces San down on his shaft. San's cheeks and chin are wet with tears and spit and his body trembles. Wooyoung sits next to the three of them with a smirk on his face while he touches his own cock and sucks on Seonghwa's neck every few seconds.
The sight is so erotic you think you could just come right there and unexpectedly, you do. Yeosang's cock feels so good inside you, you feel yourself coming on it in a matter of minutes. ''Fuck, baby, look at that... Are you coming from watching Sanie getting used as a cocksleeve? Bet you'd love that too... This won't be the last time we're fucking you. Next time we won't go so easy on you,'' he speaks before he came with a quiet groan, filling your pussy up. You moan and nodd enthusiastically. ''Y-Yes, I want that,'' you sigh, getting off his dick.
When Seonghwa's visibly getting close to orgasming Jongho roughly pulls San off his long shaft. San breathes heavily and graps onto Jongho who tells him he's a good boy getting Seonghwa ready for you. The thought of having Seonghwa inside you makes your pussy clench around nothing.
You stand up, legs wobbling slightly before locking eyes with the eldest. ''Come here,'' you tell him, and he walks up to you immediately. You bend yourself over the armrest of one of the chairs, legs spread for him. ''Fuck my wet pussy, please, I really need you to fill up my pussy, pretty please?''
''You don't have to beg baby, I'll give you anything you want from me,'' he says, positioning himself behind you. The air in the room was so heavy with the seven other men watching you give yourself over to Seonghwa, who carefully slids his cock into your warm, wet pussy. You let out a long moan as he pushes in all the way a few times, easing you in.
Your pussy throbs around his cock when he picks up his pace, pounding into you. Wooyoung positions himself in front of you, tapping his cock on your lips. ''You'll be good and suck my cock, right, dear?'' Wooyoung's voice is so sweet you couldn't possibly say no to that. You opened your mouth and Wooyoung slides his cock in.
The position the three of you have on the chair is slightly awkward but in the moment you just couldn't care less about what it looks like. All you care about is how it feels and God, it feels good.
While Seonghwa is currently fucking you into oblivion, he indirectly pushes you further down Wooyoung's cock. Wooyoung keeps bucking his hips and fucking into your mouth, occasionally hitting the back of your throat. The back and forth is driving you insane and you feel like you're floating. Call it slutty, but you love getting used like a sextoy, it actually does give you pleasure when you pleasure others.
Your ex was never like this, you never even got time to truly pleasure him because it never took him over three minutes to have an orgasm. But with these guys it's different. They keep going at it, fucking you, or touching you, or doing anything and it feels. too. good.
Soon enough, Seonghwa starts moaning like a bitch - as Mingi says - signaling that he's coming really soon. ''Let's come inside her at the same time Hyung, I fill that pretty mouth of hers, you fill that little pussy, breed that pussy,'' he grunts. You feel the first drops of salty cum on your tongue before your mouth floods with it. Wooyoung is loud when he comes in your mouth, fucking every little bit of his seeds into you. Seonghwa reaches down for your clit and unexpectedly abuses it until you come on his cock.
The way your pussy clenches around his shaft makes Seonghwa come too and he fucks your pussy nice and full, making sure you've taken every drop of his semen. When you clear your mind and your voice you stand up, looking at the other guys. ''I believe there are still some gentlemen who haven't had their turns cumming yet, isn't that right? Yunie, Jongho, San, what is it that you want?''
''No, it's your choice,'' San says, looking at you with a sweet smile. ''I might have an idea,'' Yunho says with the filthiest smirk known to man playing on his mouth.
A few minutes later you're in San's lap on the floor, his flushed cock inside you, while Yunho positions himself behind you. Jongho stands in front of you, feet on either side of you and san as he slowly enters your mouth with his length. Finally, Yunho pushes in from behind.
Tears burn in your eyes when you feel your holes getting abused like this. The pleasure is overbearing and your thighs are trembling. Your pussy is so sensitive but the way San and Yunho's cocks are hitting the right spots send you right over the edge again. You're coming on their cocks, moaning around Jongho's length when you hear the guys cursing.
''Look at that, squirting all over their cocks like a fucking waterfountain. Fucking wish that was on my face,'' Mingi sulks. You gag around Jongho's cock, who's pounding into your throat, chasing his orgasm.
''I'm not gonna last, fuck!'' Yunho curses before coming into your pussy, stuffing you full with more cum. San's doing his best not to come yet, but he's breathing so heavily you think he could explode any minute.
Suddenly Jongho pulls out and replaces Yunho, sliding inside you quickly. Before you can even say anything about it his cock's inside you and he comes instantly from feeling your warmth around him. He comes with a low groan and he pulls out again, watching the mixture of your cum and the other's cum drip down his dick.
There's only one left who hasn't had their orgasm yet and that's San. Now you're bouncing on his cock alone he's moaning your name, groping your sticky breasts. He tweaks your nipples and you feel your thighs tremble again. ''P-Please San, I can't- I- Please come, please give it to me, please!''
San nodded and touches your clit with his fingers, tears now rolling down your cheek out of pleasure. You can't even hear or see San coming anymore but you feel it, you feel his fat cock twitch inside you. You feel him fuck his cum into you and you feel his fingers on your clit.
Your head falls back, mouth opening while letting out a loud moan. Your hair falls back as you come a final time, squirting down on San's member for the second time. You whine and whimper as you come down from your high and quickly, San pulls you down to lay on his chest.
''That was insane... Wow,'' Hongjoong says, genuinely impressed with your 'performance'. ''I feel like I am in a new world or something,'' You giggle slightly, but your voice is hoarse and tired and you feel like you could just pass out on San's chest. Everyone finally starts to calm down when Wooyoung suddenly giggles.
''Can we bring toys next time?''
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Dark/Yan Daemon HCs
àłââ· TW/CW: DARK CONTENT, 18+ (MINORS/AGELESS/BLANK BLOGS DONâT INTERACT), Bad English, Toxic Relationship, Implied AFAB Reader (talk about pregnancy and stuff in a part, but for the rest pretty GN), Jealousy, Manipulation, Implied Murder, Implied Kidnapping?, Daemon, OOC?, let me know if I need to add more TW/Tags ⥠My blog contains dark content, be careful when interacting/following! âł Characters: Daemon Targaryen
†Dark/Yan Aemond HCs †Masterlist (soon!) †I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness (Aemond) â€
This was requested by my bestie @kredpoison because she LOOVEESSS daemon, while i can't lmfao so sorry if those are short and bad, I literally have no ideas about this man other than i want him out of my life /j
... Yikes.
If normal Daemon is already A L O T to take care imagine dark!Daemon who is so obsessed with you that he can't fully function
It also makes him angry how obsessed he is with you, not that he cares if it is right or wrong, but mostly because he wants to do other things but you are constantly on his mind he can't do it. Not when you are free to do as you wish
We all know how he is. Obsessive. Possessive. Mean. Violent. Just because his heart beats for you doesn't mean you will be spared from his atrocities
Daemon wouldn't hurt you. Not physically at least, mentally? He's always reminding you to who do you belong to constantly, manipulating you into believing that without him you are nothing, that you need him even to breathe.
Like Aemond he is always with you. Watching, following, observing you especially when you aren't married yet or haven't taken you in to go on this many adventures. Cause he will bring you too! Daemon wouldn't want you to be lonely without him.
Or to possibly try to escape him, why would you when he has a ferocious dragon on his side? He will follow you to the end of this world if he has to, you have nowhere to hide.
Once you are his you are forever bound to be his- Daemon doesn't care how he has to get you or if you are already married, we all can imagine the fate of your spouse once he found out...
Either that or he will ruin your reputation completely like he tried to do to Rhaenyra so that you have no choice but marrying him, even if you try to explain what really happened.
He doesn't treat you so badly, you just have to get used to him. But if you are good he wouldnt manipulate you, he will even let you get near his dragon and see him actually happy and content.
Of course, just like Aemond, he will make you pregnant as soon as possible. Its not like he actually cares about having children, but more so his possessive side its content because you have the proof that you are his forever; a little babe that looks like the both of you
This work belongs to @/sapphireis, do not repost, translate, copy, rewrite or share on tiktok without my permission. Reblogs are appreciated and encouragedâĄ
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