#i literally feel like i'm dead meat if i express my opinion to other trans folks. they're more eloquent and better read and they could full
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the existential despair of never being the right kind of trans. i don't truly belong Anywhere in this "community" sometimes
#combination of so many factors#i know i'm not the only isolated one.#i love other trans people... but i don't speak honestly to them about my feelings or experiences or opinions. they keep breaking my heart#sometimes i feel like it's a sea of those of us with a more mix-and-match philosophy than the predominant “sides” of the “discourse”.#but we're all standing there silently bc full offense everyone is a damn cop sometimes#ready to crucify you for Wrong Opinion#okay look. i'm not that smart about all this. i literally just try to use common sense and touch grass often#but i do feel like. if so many people just even that i know are silent from fear. maybe we are not fostering community very well.#i literally feel like i'm dead meat if i express my opinion to other trans folks. they're more eloquent and better read and they could full#just eviscerate me or something lmfao. but. just bc they would win the “argument”. doesn't mean i would have said nothing of value. idk#but the point of this is that. bc of all of this i may be in the room w us physically and digitally but my heart is completely cut off.#therein lies the despair#chatter
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