#i literally almost threw up before work today im so fucking nervous and scared

[1dnatural]

my dad has a super important meeting tomorrow with immigration to see if he’ll be granted his residency to stay in the US, if yall can send some good vibes/prayers our way i’d really appreciate it ❤️

[the-elemental-sides]

Sanders Sides Punk AU Fanfic

Some of you may know of my love for @asofterfan’s Punk AU. However, it is deeply conflicting to me because I Am Not A Punk. I’ve never even asked to be part of the Punk Fam. That’s how Not Punk I am.

Therefore, I’ve written a fanfic that takes the form of a text chat between two characters that are a little more like me...Sloane and Corbin! In this AU for this AU, Sloane and Corbin are Nerds(tm). Corbin is on the bookish side of the spectrum, while Sloane is just. he’s really passionate about cartoons, ya know? Please enjoy! Warnings: swearing.

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Monday 3:00 PM

Sloane: Hey Corbin

corbin

corbin

corbin

check your gosh freakin heck phone

Corbin: what

Sloane: Dilemma

Should i be in drama this year

Corbin: ?? you’re thinking about that?

Sloane: it sounds fun

Corbin: what about study group

Sloane: i’ll still have time for study group you absolute nerd

Corbin: don’t call me a nerd before you’ve taken those stickers off your locker

Sloane: picani gave them to me!!! it’s steven universe you don’t understand

Corbin: they’re pastel women sloane

Sloane: 1v1 me

so like drama

i might join it but i’m not sure i’ll like the people in it

Corbin: you like everyone :/

Sloane: roman’s in it

Corbin: ohhh

Sloane: so there’s no avoiding him and i’m scared

Corbin: Have you ever even talked to him

Sloane: exCUSE me have YOU ever talked to him

Corbin: of course not. he’s got tattoos and hair dye and attitude

Sloane: looking at him is like staring down an aztec god

he’s so far beyond our level

Corbin: a fair point

I saw him w patton the other day

Sloane: fuck they’re grouping

Corbin: no, patton’s the nice one

Sloane: you absolute goddamn madman how have you been fooled

he is a Punk

Corbin: maybe he’d take pity on us

Sloane: you wore crocs the other day. i SAW you.

Corbin: i ran out of socks

Sloane: the point is that we will never fit in with or understand the ways of a punk

Corbin: maybe you would if...you joined drama?

Sloane: just go do homework you nerd

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Tuesday 2:30 PM

Corbin: ummm you’re not trying to find roman right now right?

Sloane: yeah have you seen him?

Corbin: he’s outside with logan and virgil

Sloane: FUCK THEY’RE GROUPING

Corbin: im sitting like 10 feet from them waiting for you

i’ve never been so scared

you have no idea what kind of energy these punks radiate

Sloane: I’m coming to save you

Corbin: lOGAN NOTICFED ME

Sloane: RIP

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4:00 PM

Corbin: ok i’ve never made eye contact with someone who could literally murder me. that was traumatizing

Sloane: I told you I was in the class when logan threw the textbook at d’s head right

Corbin: do you think i would forget?

Sloane: the worst part is that he’s also a frickin genius so we can’t even use our nerd powers to defeat him

Corbin: you’d probably beat him at a steven universe contest though

Sloane: true

!!!! :D

Corbin: ??

Sloane: you remembered the name of the show!

Corbin: you were JUST talking about it to me until two in the morning

Sloane: i barely remember what i said

Corbin: something about a steffonie character

Sloane: holy shit i’m calling you we gotta talk about them

Corbin: NO

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Wednesday 3:00 PM

Sloane: you’re gonna be so proud i just talked to roman

Corbin: are you alive?

Sloane: yes but the raw punk essence pouring off him almost flayed me

and

i was asking him what plays they’re doing this year and then virgil came outta nowhere

Corbin: i should have been there for you

Sloane: no it’s fine

it was weird though

he went up to roman to ask when he was coming over and he actually looked like chill and stuff

then he noticed me and i s2g he bared his fangs like one of those feral raccoons around my house

then roman left with him

Corbin: i had a group project with him once. he’s not that bad

he did his work but he didn’t talk to me at all

Sloane: i know he’s not trying to be elitist or anything

but i don’t get why anyone would want to look so scary

Corbin: Nerd culture is choosing the things that you can and can not understand

and we can’t understand punk culture

Sloane: word

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Thursday 2:00 AM

Sloane: here’s what i’m thinking right

i’ll join drama

but i’ll wear camo so nobody sees me

rehearsing? camo

auditions? camo

showtime? camo bitch!!! no one will know where my voice is coming from

roman will never even look at me

genius

Corbin: go the FUCK to sleep

-

Thursday 3:00 PM

Sloane: WALK HOME WITHOUT ME IM GOIN TO DRAMAAAAA

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6:00 PM

Sloane: im home

Corbin: everything good?

Sloane: yeah it was pretty chill

turns out that some kids from your study group are in drama

Corbin: traitors

Sloane: and we just did a readthrough of Tempest and made a time for official character auditions

Corbin: Who will you be

Sloane: i kinda want to be ariel

Corbin: nice. never seen the play

Sloane: ok well the main character is Prospero the magic dude and roman read his parts during the practice and holy FUCK

he’s definitely getting the part

Corbin: But you faced your fears, and I’m proud

Sloane: thx babe

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Friday 6:00 AM

Sloane: and also patton was sitting in at rehearsals

Corbin: scary?

Sloane: not so bad. he recognized me

i don’t really get his style but he seems pretty happy

does he have tattoos?? how does one just walk in with a fake id to get pain needles stabbed into you. What are these punks

Corbin: i think you should ask him that

Sloane: working up to it

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7:00 PM

Corbin: rehearsals good?

Sloane: yeah, some tattoo artist named remy came

Corbin: is he cool?

Sloane: she today, and hella

she got lost on the way here though

which was weird considering she used to go to this school

Corbin: i’ve been thinking

Sloane: SHIT

Corbin: no not that kind

Stop calling me! everything’s fine

I was just thinking what if we invited roman and patton to hang out or get food

Sloane: holy hell are you sure

Corbin: I mean, you clearly like them since punks are all we’ve been talking about for five days

Sloane: haha i didn’t notice. okay let’s change the subject

starting

NOW

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Saturday 1:00 AM

Corbin: sorry i fell asleep

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10:00 AM

Sloane: i guess i can do that, i’ll text roman. hang tight

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12:00 PM

Sloane: he says yes but he wants to bring logan and virgil too

Corbin: dear sweet aristotle’s circles

Sloane: (wtf)

i’m down for it

Corbin: you know what? let’s go for it

Sloane: hell yeah, i’ll wear my Steven Universe shirt

Corbin: please. why

Sloane: tomorrow at 11AM?

Corbin: i can do that

Sloane: it’s a date

Corbin: a Punk Date

Sloane: a date with Punk Accompaniment

Corbin: Punkcompaniment

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Sunday 10:00 AM

Sloane: hey i’m coming over. you ready?

Corbin: just pretty nervous

Sloane: it’s just a lunch thing. it’s not like they’re dangerous

Corbin: only if you get on their bad side

Sloane: who’s on their bad sides? d? i trust their reasons

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10:30 AM

Sloane: i’m in the driveway

Corbin: all right. let’s go

you ready to befriend some punks?

Sloane: HELL yeah

stop texting and get out here, you nerd

Corbin: nerd <3

[cow1sequester]

EPISODE 11 - “Patrick popped off and killed Isaac and I’m the last Kung Fu left” - Owen

TWIST: Safety Grab

ELIMINATED: Owen (Battle Match Drag)

OWEN

YES FUCK YES PATRICK POPPED OFF AND KILLED ISAAC AND IM THE LAST KUNG FU LEFT!!! Every! Single! ONE of those alliance members wrote my name down and you know what? IM THE LAST ONE STANDING! What a bad call on all their parts. They should’ve never thought I was disposable PERIOD Yesterday’s vote went so well. Patrick and Ryan did what I wanted them too and even tho Blake beck Isaac and Raul pulled some shady shit I got put into SUCH A GOOD position when it tied. Blake and Beck we’re voting Isaac and Ryan and Patrick did Raul cause I wanted them to lmao and so I could choose to either make Raul pick between ryan and patrick for the battle or Isaac pick between Blake and beck. So I went with the latter option to save patrick and ryan but surprise surprise they BOTH had a damn LOS!?  I really should be looking for these I didn’t know they’d get handed out like candy.... I don’t think Blake is mad at me either which is good. Next order of business is to split up Raul and beck. After that I’m not sure who I want to get forth. I think I need Blake in the final four with me but I need him to get voted and to not drag me tbh.... so isk how that will work. Best case scenario is Raul and beck go next and I’m in final four with ryan patrick and Blake and then who knows what happens. Ahhhh i can’t believe I’m final six. I’m really fucking snapping. Every round Blake and I make a plan and execute it and sometimes I do something diffeeent or he does but at the end of the day we both still here that’s wild

RAUL

Hey I'm still here somehow so we're in F6 and there's these pairs Beck-Blake and Patrick-Owen with me leaning more towards BB and Ryan leaning more with PO but at this point all I care about is surviving one more round so here's my plan for this round: I'm gonna tell Owen that since I was in the battle match I got an LOS and that I'm playing it on Blake since it's my last week, making them believe to put votes on Blake if they don't want to go into the battle match but I want to trick them into actually voting out Blake out cause I've not even looked for an LOS since like Cycle 3 or 4. At this point I like my chances going against almost anyone I think I can put up a fight in F2, my only concern is that Owen and Patrick can not get to F4 together cause they won't vote for eachother. So once that is broken up I have a free ride.

OWEN

This game is so fucking hard. I popped off and got really lucky with those puzzles which gave me a lot of control this week. I decided to give Ryan safety for a few different reasons: First, patrick and I have bonded a lot and I want ryan to feel just as secure in my loyalty to him. Second, ryan did a lot more of the puzzles lol. Third, they’re going to be more scared to go into battle with patrick Than they will against ryan. And prob most important is that Ryan told me the complete truth about voting Isaac in the date night round while patrick lied to me and threw his vote instead of doing jared. So ryan got the safety leaving patrick Blake and beck as options. Blake and Patrick have been my two closest allies throughout the jury phase so it seems like the best choice for me would be Beck going. I also really REALLLLLY need Blake here as a shield over me to be picked off at fifth place. At fourth I can threaten my allies to drag them if they flip on me but at fifth.... 🥴🥴🥴 if Blake goes I’m the next biggest choice as ‘threats’ I think (although maybe that’s not true and I have no shot to win lmao) and all it would take is ryan or patrick or both flipping on me. But ryan really wants to do Blake. So I’m stressed now. This is just a hard game because I need to depend on my allies so much and I am just praying that ryan and patrick will be loyal to me. Patrick mentioned knowing ryan before the game today which makes me a little sketched out that they’ll cut me before the end. So I’m just trying to work out a plan. If we convince Raul to vote Blake, then patrick ryan and Raul could all do Blake and ill still vote beck but then patrick and ryan would be mad at me. But I do wanna survive to five... I feel like I’ll have to win a battle match at final five either way because getting to five with a solid alliance seems to good to be true. I just don’t know anymore AHHH I need to talk to vlake and tell him what’s going on if I wanna save him but last time he was getting voted he took everything I said and blew it the fuck off. Ultimately I want beck GONE but the only person that’s best for is me and idk how to get what I want when it just literally doesn’t make sense for my alllies to do We out here..., Jesus 

PATRICK

It’s right before the final 6 vote and I am SO NERVOUS I COULD POO. I don’t want to get voted out i pray Ryan and Owen stay with me and save me. And then that Blake flips. I’m so scared please let me be safe. I don’t want to do a 6th battle match I really really don’t want to do a 6th one 

BLAKE

Gosh! So sorry I’m so bad at writing these I wish I did them more often :( I promise I’m gaming a lot! Just bad at talking about it. This week, I had a lot going on in my personal life finding out I basically get no credits from my first year of university meaning I basically set a torch to 25 grand so... werq that’s why I didn’t do puzzles. It was pretty obvious early on it was gonna be 3-3 with me saving myself or getting dragged for beck and as much as Im undyingly loyal to beck, I have to put myself first and I don’t think this move was the absolute worst thing for me. I am not the last one not in a battle match, and tonight my plan is to talk to the 3 who are still in the house with me and try to start setting myself up to get to the final 2. If everybody thinks I’m just talking to them, and they solely benefit, they won’t tell anybody else as it doesn’t benefit them. In a game where it’s so easy to get eliminated at the end, they won’t want to leak any info that might get them dragged especially if they might wanna vote me out.

BLAKE

Been feeling really guilty ab beck today /: 

OWEN’S EXIT INTERVIEW

[survivor-mesopotamia]

Ep. #2 - “Shit ain’t over till the fat lady sings and I didn’t warm my pipes.” (Cameron)

Day 4: Well. I survived my first tribal council of the season, and even though it went exactly according to plan, while I slept my entire day away, I'm still really hesitant to tell myself that I'm doing well on my tribe. I'm really nervous that my tribe mates are playing me, and that I'm really boo boo tha fool here. I called Megan post-tribal, and I was finally able to get some closure on something that happened between us in our personal lives, which felt really good. After that, she asked me about the idol, to which I had responded "Wait, Julian didn't tell you?", which hopefully sows some seeds of doubt in Megan about Julian. Ideally, if the Enlil tribe has to go back to tribal council, the four of us can bear witness to a Megan vs. Julian war. Because unfortunately, the connections I have outside Enlil, are shared with either Julian or Megan. If Megan and Julian are going after each other pre-merge, or during a swap scenario, I don't have to share those connections anymore. After that, Megan and I just talked about the nudes we received during quarantine ~ I then promptly ran to Will to tell him about the potential crack I just formed between Julian and Megan, which was met with genuine excitement. I think I'm really gaining Will's trust, and I think we vibe so well together. Love that guy! Overall, it wasn't a very productive day because I woke up at 4:30p PST. Love that for me, thanks for shading me @ Tribal Bodhi.

going into this scavenger hunt as the tribe that went to tribal last is worrysome. It's a challenge that's fully dependent on our activity, so we are at a serious disadvantage against the other two tribes that get to choose someone less active to sit out. We don't have that luxury. The point/life system eases the blow, however, since we can get less active players 1 life while more active players can get 3. In case we lose, I'm trying to connect with everyone on the tribe. I really don't want to vote anyone out though. I have an alliance with Julian and JJ, and one with Will on the side. Chrissa wants to work with Julian, JJ and myself, and I think Megan and JJ have something on the side. I'm nervous for who would be the target in the vote, and any vote would hurt all of our games collectively. Hopefully we win because the next vote will not be easy AT ALL.

Done w typing this sheet

jj and zachary are so fucking annoying to this challenge and if i vote for you first at the swap, its probably because youre typing too much during this challenge sorry not sorry xoxo - sincerely johnny a month from now

let me be clear with andrew I was not calling his hosting unfair i was calling the fact that a majority green item giving him a point unfair not the hosting but lack of yellow, also i have a headache i don't feel that good. and I just don't think zach should have had a point for it nothing against hosting obviously i watch a movie trivia thing where literally they have a challenge to challenge any questions that are unfair, that doesn't mean they are calling the question writers or the answer writers unfair. 

Zach just won the tribal challenge for us which is fantastic. We can maintain the illusion of a unified tribe longer, which keeps us together in a swap situation, and Zach has clearly painted a challenge target on himself over the last two challenges which will make him go before me if our Triforce ever becomes the minority. I'm really happy with my position in the game right now

me and monty trying to find the idol and decode this annoying ass video https://imgur.com/a/lu7sbMu

Forgive me father for I have sinned it's been approximately three days since my last confession so far can't complain really we be winning they hating we be riding pretty damn clean I've got a majoritu alliance I didn't start so odds of it falling around me and being the first voted out slim to none thank the sweet baby jesis and all that good shit. Oh well that's all for now

JULIAN’S HOST CHAT GUEST, ZEE:

I am filling in a confessional because you told me to. I am in front of my fan because it's hot. I'm thinking that it seems pretty stupid to ask me for a confessional. Julian's prod chat isn't very interesting because he's distracted.

also just threw out madison's name to johnny. if this shit backfires on me ill be ):

https://youtu.be/Pqck1gayfJU

https://youtu.be/FMay7NycsPw

yo yo yo homies!!! fuck the scavenger hunt and the mobile Skype app !! Lowkey scared but I think I’m close with everyone on the tribe except madi soooooooooo that’s probably who will go tonight. I’ve connected a lot with Monty and am hoping we can work together closely moving forward 💕not sure how useful my relationship with Zach is going to be come swap/merge bc it seems like he’s ALREADY making himself a target like the big doof he is. More later 💋

https://youtu.be/Qg47yupj1bQ

https://youtu.be/vUK8A1qWVoA

Hello tumblr survivor world! Sorry I didnt confess for episode 1, I was going to but i accidentally exited out of the page when i almost finished writing it. Anyways, it was just a cast assessment for my tribe so tl;dr everyone on my tribe is great and its really sad that we have to vote someone out now. So this whole weekend I was away so I was REALLY worried that I would be voted out since I sat out of the challenge. But after talking to Johnny and Isabelle, it seems like Madison will be voted out tonight. Which is so bad bc this her first game in a year, but hey it's our first vote and it's not me so it's not really the time to make a stand. _________________________________________________________________________________________ Okay I took a break from writing this confessional and there's moreeeeeeeee so part 2 I guess. So I had a call with Johnny and we came up with an alliance of me, him, Isabelle, and Benji. What an iconic alliance, right? But also while Johnny and I talked we got onto the topic of idols and why it is that there hasn't been an idol post yet. I brought up that wayyyyyy back when in Malaysia and some other games around that time, some of the idol hunts were less clear cut. We ended up looking at the blog and clicking the "idol system" tab and it brought us to some weird crab video with audio that sounds like a pokemon cry? Idk part of me thinks its just a joke but I also have to consider that it might be SOMETHING. It said remember to like and subscribe so I sent a screenshot of me liking and subscribing to see if that would do anything but nope. Johnny said he'd do some thinking about it and get back to me later if he figures something out. Also tribal seems super clear cut so I'm a bit less worried now but y'know how it is I can't not worry about tribal.

i just spent $8 on a spectogram and STILL cant find this fucking idol im gonna kms... monty im sorry im steam rolling ahead looking for this thing without telling you, but thank you for the first clue xoxo... if i get stumped in the future ill reach out for SURE (but idt you trust me that much so this seems kinda valid to me) ((FOUR HOURS LATER: i told monty lololol)) ALSO FOR FUCKS SAKE I think madison is gonna go, and truthfully, im fine with it because it's the easiest thing to do due to her poor performance in the past few challenges and just being the least AROUND the tribe, but i know that it'd probably be better for me long term to get rid of abby because i just dont see her as a long term ally for me. i think she's close to JJ and Megan on the other tribe, and she's becoming much more acclimated to the tumblr survivor community that i just BET that she maybe has an additional connection on the rookie tribe. If I can attempt to break that up before we get to a swap, I think that's what im going to have to do figure out if we lose another challenge before a swap... i dont really want to see ANYBODY else go besides abby if im thinking about a second boot. i bet it wont be easy to take her out tho also, if madison goes, this is like...... lowkey vindication for game changers???? last night i talked about this with monty and i was like hmmmm "is it ugly to bring up past game history?" and his response was "not if it's within the same series" .... so. vindication

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omg i just told madison how to find the idol system thing i hope she doesnt tell anyone i told her about it LMAO........ this almost seems too easy.i got added to two alliances today. why do i not feel safe? is it me going? WTF IS GOING ON

excited to be first boot because no one will TALK TO ME! 

Things haven’t changed much since my last confessional! As far as I know the tribe hasn’t started into alliances and we’re all riding some excitement at having so far avoided tribal. I think the rest of the tribe and I are all feeling good and just focusing on making the tribe switch without losing any members.

from round 2 https://youtu.be/fk002uG2HoI

Hi sorry I forgot to do a confessional this round so this will be short imma just say a few things 1. I don’t trust julian one bit he can stop being shady to me 2. I can’t believe we aren’t going to tribal I’m so fkn happy i was able to pull out the win for our tribe because I didn’t want to lose anybody else 3. I love and adore will with all of my being and he’s my number 1 ally right now 4. I find it highly doubtful that there’s only one idol in this game and that you can’t find it until merge but that’s as far as I can get in the idol search for now so I guess there’s nothing I can do about it 5. I’m still having fun can’t wait to fuck up another flash game yay!!!

My Purple edit is amazing right now. But having played more games than most of these newbies, I have decided to take on the role of teacher and becoming more of a "role model" for these newbies. I feel like I have the closest bond with Zach, and I need to get a little closer with Collin. I have Grace from past games, and then there are the others who I do not really have any strong bonds with at the moment. I guess I need to start going to them more and show that I want to work with them.

https://youtu.be/yhwXzqrTcsA Confessional 2 for round 2

https://youtu.be/TVnpwqc8XLY

Madison voted out 6-1

[tenpercentsugar]

1-100 gibby

1. Is a kiss considered cheating?uhhh yuh

2. Have you ever faked orgasm?uhhhh nah

3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?mind reading easily i would love to know what everyone thinks but i’d only like to be able to read minds when i want to, not like constantly

4. Do you think you are going to be rich in 7-8-9 years?nope bc i dont have a plan for that

5. Tell us some funny drunk story.one time me and dani left a get together in white pigeon early to get drunk very fast before they all came from the get together to the house and i got super wasted, wall twerked, then threw up and died as soon as everyone got there

6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?if i had one i could give an answer

7. If you had to choose one way to die, what would it be? quickly, in my sleep, when i’m very old

8. What are your current goals?get a job in a mental health facility, fall in love w a dude w a good job, have a cute ass baby

9. Do you like someone?no i aint got tiiiiiiiime

10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?next question!!

11. Do you like your body?no bitch fuck i look like

12. Can you keep a diet?i have never tried to have a healthy diet but if you mean can i keep a diet of tbell constantly then hell yeah

13. If the whole world listened to you right now, what would you say?BE NICE!!!

14. Do you work?every weekday

15. If you could choose only one food to eat to the rest of your life, what would it be?mac and cheese dude

16. Would you get a tattoo?i already have and i would totally get more

17. Something you don’t mind spending all your money on?gas for my car cuz i loooove to drive

18. Can you drive?yeah!!

19. When was the last time someone told you you were beautiful?yesterday but it was family so 🙄

20. What was the last thing you cried for?i have no idea what even triggered it i just had a huuuuuge panic attack ive never felt so crazy

21. Do you keep a journal?no i wish :-(

22. Is life fun?it can be!! is really up to you

23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?yeah sure but theres still some fucks out there who would keep in relevant. i might be one of those fucks lowkey

24. What’s your dream car?a nissan cuz i love how touchy their brakes are

25. Are grades in school important?yeah bro the system is fucked up and teaches you nothing but grades get you into college if thats your goal

26. Describe your crush.WHO

27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?guardians of the galaxy vol. 2

28. What was your last lie?i cant tell ya!

29. Dumbest lie you ever told? i can’t remember at all bro i used to lie all the time so it could be a multitude of things

30. Is crying in front of people embarrassing?yes i hate doing it i prevent it as much as possible

31. Something you did and you are proud of?got clean

32. What’s your favourite cocktail?i have never drank a cocktail i just mostly drink beer hahaha

33. Something you are good at?editing papers hmu if you want me to proofread yo shit!

34. Do you like small kids?i work w them 5/7 days so i kinda have to but also yes

35. How are you feeling right now?nervous bc i need to use the bathroom but i don’t want jake hallman to see me look this crazy but he also could not even be here anymore and i just have no clue

36. What would you name your daughter/son?i have plenty of girl names in mind but boy names are super fuckin hard bc every boy name is a common boy name and the unique ones are too weird

37. What do you need to be happy?my mom and hella money

38. Is there someone you want to punch in the face right now?not right now, im not in the mood

39. What was the last gift you received?25 dollars cash for my bday

40. What was the last gift you gave?its been a while since i gave a gift

41. What was the last concert you went to?warped tour but today im going to a concert actually

42. Favourite place to shop at?i don’t even shop anymore but i guess for groceries, meijer. clothes, old navy.

43. Who inspires you?the gurls on my fb who lost hella weight after hs

44. How old were you when you first got drunk?16

45. How old were you when you first got high?17

46. How old were you when you first had sex?prolly around 30

47. When was your first kiss?never had one

48. Something you want to do until the end of this year?stay clean and thats really it

49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadn’t done?oh definitely pretty much all of 2016

50. Post a selfie.http://deathchamp.tumblr.com/tagged/me

51. Who are you most comfortable around?taylor and ash for sure. theyre my OGs, theyve seen me in the weirdest phases of my life, ive got nothing to lose now

52. Name one thing that terrifies you.dying too early, not living enough of a life

53. What kind of books do you read?true crime, jodi picoult, and some young adult when i wanna read something without thinking too hard

54. What would you tell your 12 year old self?none of these people matter, their opinions don’t matter, get better friends, quit worrying about boys you don’t even want to date them!!

55. What is your favourite flower?hydrangea

56. Any bad habits you have?i smoke cigs still! cuz i’m really fuckin dumb!

57. What kind of people are you attracted to?i dont even know anymore!! i dont know my type!!

58. What was the last thing you cried for?okay since i already kinda answered this, another time i cried recently was when i watched hella adoption surprise videos

59. Is there something you don’t eat? Some food that truly disgust you?you mean…every food damn near?

60. Are you in love?not w anything right now

61. Something you find romantic?any kind of surprise honestly like flowers sent to your work without warning type shit. not from like anybody tho hahaha like it gotta be from your SO

62. How long was your longest relationship? when

63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?i don’t really wanna make blanket statements so this gurl on twit’s been annoying me bc she’s judgmental, claims it is childish to handle beef in private, AND she’s preachy

64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex? again, no blanket statements bih but this other dude on twit who i have muted af irritates me bc he’s holier than thou and has all of life’s answers, has the worst kind of sarcasm where its like laced w bitterness all the time, and he types properly like…all the time which i think he does to assert his intelligence. annoying

65. What are you saving money for?uhhh rent hahaha

66. How would you describe your bad side?i dont really have a good side i just have a little clout

67. Are you actually a good person? Why?yeah like at my core i think i’m a good person but like literally everyone else i’m capable of mean shit

68. What are you living for?my mom and thas really about it

69. Have you ever done anything illegal?yeah like everyday but nothin on like a felony scale

70. Do you like your body?no tf

71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?yeah but it was an argument in which they were also trying to make me feel bad

72. Ever sent nudes?hellll noooo

73. Have you ever cheated on someone?nah bro how would that even be possible

74. Favourite candy?take 5, all day everyday

75. Is there a blog you visit every day, or almost every day? Tag it!i don’t check blogs anymore

76. Do you play any computer games? What is your favourite game?no i used to when i was a kid tho!

77. Favourite TV series?bob’s burgers, that 70s show, one tree hill, law and order: svu, grounded for life

78. Are you religious? Does God exist?i am not religious so i have no clue. hes never come to me

79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?i can’t even remember. that annoys me so bad i wanna read again

80. What do you think about vegetarianism/veganism?i support it! i would be terrified to do it bc i am SUCH a picky eater i would have to eat like only potatoes to survive

81. How long have you been on Tumblr?five long years

82. Do you like Chineese food?i havent tried most of it but from what i have, no

83. McDonalds or Subway?subway i damn near never wanna go to mcdonalds ever again

84. Vodka or whiskey?neither just this question made me wanna throw up

85. Alcohol or drugs?drugs

86. Ever been out of your province/state/country?i’ve only ever been out of state but i’d love to go out of country

87. Meaning behind your blog name?i was listening to cherry bomb heavy and i loved deathcamp so i thought this was a cool play on words taha

88. What are you scared of?everything, next question

89. Last time you were insulted?can’t even remember. i told you i have a little clout

90. Most traumatic experience ?losing christian. fucked me up really bad

91. Perfect date idea?amusement park/water park. thats my ideal and i will not rest until it happens

92. Favourite app on your phone?twitter and finstagram all the time, tumblr and reddit when i’m high

93. What colour are the walls in your room?beige

94. Do you watch Youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?i do! i love youtube! sarah baska and ashlynn tapp are who i look for when i get on

95. Share your favourite quote.keep calm and carry on, duh

96. What is the meaning of life?to improve. your life, the lives around you, your community, and especially the greater good of the world. basically if you’re not trying to grow you might as well be dead

97. Do you like horror movies?uhhhh no bye

98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?all throughout my life. what happened was i bait the fuck out of her constantly

99. Do you feel lucky or special in a way?no i have no reason to do that

100. Can you keep a secret?yeah i’m not a monster