#i lit have no voice from all that singing HAHAHAHAHA

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extra long tag game (aka a tmi that no one particularly cares for)

tagged by @soobindipity​ 🥰 thank you bb 😌❤️

tagging @btxtreads​​ @choisoobinie​​ @unlocktxt​​ @bffsoobin (this one is long so feel free not to do it ahahahaksksksks)

note: i found the breakers somewhere here in tumblr but i forgot who the owner is, so full credits to whoever owns these breakers

ONE

tell me the first song that made you stan your current fave group and why did your faves attract you so much?

of course it’s their debut song Crown. I have to admit, I listened to them not because i discovered them but because of the whole “bighit is releasing another boy group” fiasco. people thought the hype would die down, i did too, but to this day the boys never failed me. they consistently made me happy with the content they gave out for everyone to enjoy. also adding, i think i’m attracted to them more (compared to their seniors) since they’re around my age– something in which i feel like i can relate to (in terms of the content they put out, or the jokes, etc)

TWO

rule: answer the ten questions and write your own!

what’s your unrealistic goal for life?

becoming a music artist (pop star) 😔

if you had known that we would be in a global pandemic, what’s one thing that you would’ve done before things shut down (if they have for you)?

travel to Japan and explore the place 😩

what’s an unconventional thing that you carry around with you when you go out?

chopsticks hahahahaha because i usually eat using the spoon and fork when i eat out 

favourite type of plushies and why?

anything twotuckgom related! they’re so soft and convenient because of the size. i also kinda wanna buy the bolsters 👀

favourite song right now?

i don’t have any but if you ask what i’ve been jamming to i’d say its city girls by chris brown

something that you’ve always wanted to learn?

producing music, japanese, korean, hacking 

tell a funny story about yourself (or just something that you’ve witnessed)

so in the city where i live, there are places in which the canals don’t have any stoppers. i saw this kid walking with his family alongside these canals and he was just vibing with the song he was singing to. he was so into the song he was singing that he missed a step and he kinda slipped and fell in to the canal (don’t worry though there weren’t any serious injuries) and i swear it was a funny sight 

headphones or speakers? why?

headphones! when the opportunity is present then i’d listen to my music with no outside noise

craving any food right now? what are you craving?

corndogs 👀

which music streaming platform do you prefer? why?

spotify since i’m on spotify family 

😌✌️

questions from eri to me:

what’s the best trip/vacation you’ve ever had?

the vacation i had in Japan last year! 10 days never felt so short in my life and i was planning to go back earlier this year but you know...’rona....

do you have any random fears/phobias? if yes, what are they?

i’m the toughest gal everyone knows but i get really creeped out by butterflies or bugs. i also get scared with inanimate objects that look like a human being when it’s laying still in the dark, i’m scared of mirrors as well HAHA.

weirdest food you’ve ever eaten?

worms

do you have any hidden talents? what can you do?

i can curl my tongue into what seems to resemble a three-leafed clover. i can also mimic voices well and, from what my friends said, i could actually dance well and im super fast in picking up choreography hahaha (ok but it’s what they said okay)

what is an activity you’d like to try out someday?

biking/hiking/camping :> 

when did you get your first phone and what type of phone was it?

i think it was back in 4th grade and it was the famous nokia 3310 

what is a movie you never get tired of watching?

flipped!

biggest pet peeve?

 i absolutely get annoyed when someone tries to rush me and by the time i’m ready, they haven’t readied themselves

earliest childhood memory?

i put sand in this ice-cream-cone-looking rock, and i ate the sand thinking it tasted like ice cream

as a child, what did you want to be? what about now?

a music artist (pop star), until now that’s still my dream but unfortunately, i had to be “practical” 

✌️😌

questions from me to you:

android or apple? why?

words of affirmation or physical affection? why?

bean bag or rocking chair? why?

do you view a half-filled glass as half-full or half-empty or an in-between? why? (go as deep as you can)

if someone were to grant your wish right now, what would it be and why?

if someone were to give you anything you want right now, what would it be and why? (something that can be held)

favorite season and why

what made you enter tumblr?

are you happy with where you are in life right now? why or why not?

to see the boys in real life but for it to happen only once in your lifetime, or to meet the boys via online fan meeting as many times as you can in your lifetime? why?

THREE

rule: bold the statements that apply to you, italicize your aspirations, then tag nine people

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AIR ༉⋆͙̈

i have small hands / i love the night sky / i watch animals and birds when i pass them by / i drink herbal tea / i wake to see the dawn / the smell of dust is comforting / i’m valued for being wise / i prefer books to music / i meditate / i find joy in learning new truths from the world around me

FIRE ༉⋆͙̈

i don’t have straight hair / i like to wear ripped jeans and overalls / i play an organized sport / i love dogs / i am not afraid of adventure / i love to talk to strangers / i always try new foods / i enjoy road trips / summer is my favorite season / my radio is always playing

WATER ༉⋆͙̈

i wear bracelets on my wrists / i love the bustle of the city / i have more than one set of piercings / i read poetry / i love the sound of a thunderstorm / i want to travel the world / i sleep past midday most days / i love simply lit dinners and fluorescent signs / i rewatch kids shows out of nostalgia / i see emotions in colors not words

EARTH ༉⋆͙̈

i wear glasses or contacts / i enjoy doing the laundry / i am a vegetarian or vegan / i have an excellent sense of time / my humor is very cheerful / i am a valued advisor to my friends / i believe in true love / i love this chill of mountain air / i’m always listening to music / i am highly trusted by the people in my life

AETHER ༉⋆͙̈

i go without makeup in my daily life / i make my own artwork / i keep on track of my tasks and time / i always know true north / i see beauty in everything / i can always smell flowers / i smile at everyone i pass by / i always fear history repeating itself / i have recovered from a mental disorder / i can love unconditionally

FOUR

PERSONAL

name: -

nickname: cj

birthday: oct 12

zodiac: libra

nationality: filipino

languages: english, filipino (and my dialect), lil teeny bit or korean and japanese kskskskksks

gender: female

sexuality: straight

height: 5'1 and a half (spare me the half pls im trying to act tall)

BLOG STUFF

inspiration for muse: --

meaning behind my url: to put it simply, i love txt

blog established: start of quarantine

followers: 43 lovely followers! 

FAVORITES

favourite animals: do you know cat and dog?

favourite books: anarchy by styleslegend (swear i've been hyping it since my 1d days) ; the tale of heidi by johanna spyri

favourite colour: yellow/brown/black (can’t choose)

favourite fictional characters: hulk, hinata shoyo, tomoe (from kamisama kiss)

favourite flower: i don’t have any ahahahhaha

favourite scent: mens perfume/deoderant

favourite season: spring

RANDOM

average hours of sleep: 6-9

cats or dogs: (i love them both but i really love dogs but i just wanna hug them both because i love both cats and dogs)

coffee, tea or hot chocolate: coffee is my go to energizer, for some chill time i’d go for hot choco

current time: 22:34

dream trip: japan(again)/australia/europe 😩

dream job: music artist 😔

hobbies: playing instruments [violin piano ukelele sometimes guitar and drums], listening to music, writing songs, beatboxing

hogwarts house: slytherin 

last movie watched: oh dear god i cant remember HAHA

last song listened to: bbibbi by iu

no. of blankets you sleep with: 1

random fact(s): if given the chance again, i’d combine mint choco and bubblegum ice cream; when i’m bored i try to re-read all my past lessons AHAHAHAHAHA; currently in a 5-year relationship akshsskskssjsjduskgkad

FIVE

10 things I can’t stop listening to

city girls - chris brown, young thug

angel or devil - tomorrow by together

paradise - bts

zombie - day6

see you again - tyler the creator, kali uchis

dally - hyolyn, gray

love - kendrick lamar, zacari

redemption (with babes wodumo) - kendrick lamar, zacari

pyramids - frank ocean

all in - monsta x

[clubgazette]

the GazettE Live Tour 18-19 THE NINTH / PHASE #04 -99.999- @ Queen Elizabeth Theatre, Toronto 2019.05.09.

You’re all invited to my funeral.

(This entire report is very self-indulgent, please excuse me. It was my first time having front row and it was right in front of Reita, AND it was seated. I’m still not over it (I don’t think I’ll ever be over it tbh).)

Reita smiled at me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 

I’m sorry I saw like 98% Reita and 2% Reita when he came over 😭😭😭😭 (edit: 2% RUKI OOPS)

I could see him SO well omg 😭 he plays a lot kneeling down on one knee and OMG he sweats so much sgdsjjskjg it’s running off him in rivers 

 At the end of sono koe he holds his bass tenderly and sways gently, then slowly pulls it into a sweet embrace and places super soft kisses on it 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

He kept making puppeteer/ghost hands at us and sticking out his tongue omg omg omg and whenever he came close he’d lean over the edge and staaaare into our souls 

He and Ruki stood together in the middle 3-4 times but I don’t remember what songs or any details bc askdhsdjkfstg Reitaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭

Can we also..... oritatami is already fun but the feeling of doing it with your fav less than 1m away doing it with you???? 😭 Lives will never be the same, will they.... (no, they won’t)

Reita sings along a lot and screams SHINEEEE (die!) and other things I couldn’t hear

At the end of undying Kai kept the drums going all the way until the song was done. First time I heard this twist.

At the end of the first set Reita kissed his bass, then carefully placed it on the ground in front of him and knelt down behind it, bowing down before leaving stage

At the beginning of Inside Beast Reita did this weird little... foot step/tap dance??? 😂 (at the point of archiving this report I realise he’s been doing this occasionally all the way since 2013 but I just forgot lol)

I could see Aoi having the time of his life out of the corner of my eye, he was moving A LOT and seemed really happy

Ruki was dancing a lot and being his usual happy self (also he’s so tiny??? whenever he came in front of Reida and I he seemed about the size of an 8yr old lol)

He managed to say Toronto but Kai said Tront 😂

Reida: Ruki came in front of us a lot 😭😭😭

Reida: I forgot which song but Uruha came over to Aoi on shimote and Aoi playfully kicked his foot up like "no stay away"

Reida: When they came out for encore Reita and Aoi were being cute again. I think Aoi slapped Reita's shoulder LOL

Reida: AOI WAS LAST FOR MEET AND GREET 💖 He was sooo happy with his gift it was so cute!!! He was hugging it then held out his hand again to shake mine a second time

I’m so glad Toronto turned out to be this amazing NOT ONLY FOR ME but the band seemed to have such a good time 😭 It wasn’t sold out and we were worried at first but the turnout was pretty good! You could see some gaps in the very back but the rest looked full when we stood!

M&G:

OH MY FJDJDSGKKFESGFS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

NINA MADE HIM SAY MY NAME AND HE TRIED HIS BEST TO CATCH MY EYE AND KILL ME WITH HIS DEEPEST VOICE

AND I STUTTERED SO BAD AND FORGOT EVERYTHING I WANTED TO SAY AND BLURTED OUT DAISUKI AND HE LAUGHED AND SAID THANK YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

AND THEN AOI WENT ○○良い名前👌 ( ○○ is a nice name 👌) HASJGJDSJIDFFAAHJ AND REITA LAUGHED

Before this, after Reita said my name, I stuttered thank you and he mumbled something I didn’t catch and I accidentally said “huh?” And he leaned closer repeating HAH?? about to laugh and I leaned back bc INTIMIDATED and he leaned closer again repeating HAH??

I stg I couldn’t meet his eyes but I saw him trying SO HARD and he was grinning SO SMUGLY (apparently my friend said “she’s a big fan and flew in from Norway” so I guess that made him feel smug)

HE’S SO INTIMIDATING BUT ALSO SO SOFT???? I LOVE HIM 😭😭😭😭😭

I... spent all of Uruha/Kai/Ruki stressing about Reita so I just said thank you for everything, I’m sorry I’m so nervous in Japanese but aaa Uruha is SO pretty and gentle 😭 Kai was SHINING he smiled so bright ✨ Special shoutout to Uruha for being the sweetest thing. He saw how nervous I was and made me feel welcome and appreciated with his “it’s ok, it’s ok!” and gentle hand squeeze 😭

Ruki was chuckling bc after I said thank you/sorry I caught Nina saying “the girl behind me is called ○○ and she’s a big fan, please say her name!” so I leaned over and hit her shoulder 😭 thank you BUT I DIED

Carolyn: I asked Uruha what the most fun part of NYC was and he said the super market ☠️☠️☠️ DONE

Carolyn: I asked which one he liked and he just said 近くの (the closest one)

This girl arm wrestled 3/5 members, what a story omg

AND REIDA gifted Reita this amazing birthday card.

Reida: for you! Reita: thank you! Reida: no, look!! *points at his face on the envelope* Reita: *literally doubled over leaning on the table dying* <-- I saw this happening and it was so cute. Aoi’s reaction to her gift was also absolutely amazing, his face lit up like a child on christmas and he hugged it to his chest lol.

Overheard outside the venue after the show: well that turned into a standing live real fast (<-- Do people expect the crowd to actually sit....?? It’s a metal concert..... Then again I’ve never been to a seated concert outside of Japan before haha)

The danger now is HOW WILL I WAIT UNTIL SEPTEMBER???? I...... could still......... book Europe...... (<-- I went and booked Europe ☠️)

Bonus (not live related):

Well that was the most embarrassing immigration interview I’ve ever had

Officer (super serious): you’re staying 4 days? Me: yes O: and what will you be doing? M: visiting a friend and seeing a band O: what band? M: the GazettE O: and your friend, how did you meet? M: through the band, online... O: have you met this friend before or are you meeting them for the first time? M (obviously uncomfortable): we’ve met before, in Japan.... seeing the band.... O (barely keeping a straight face): and you were in the US before this? M: yes O: how long? M: 3 days O: and what were you doing there? M: ..........seeing the band..... (Neighbouring officer snorts loudly) O (chuckling): well have a great time

THEN THE NEXT DAY:

Reida: HAHAHAHAHA Officer: what's your purpose here? Me: to see a Japanese band's concert Officer: GazettE or something like that? Me: Yes HAHAH Officer: you weren't the first one here 😂 I'M STILL LAUGHING

[wannawrite]

imagine: jisoo hong's purity classes

• so basically there would be parents of carats out there sending complaint letters to pledis that their children were corrupted by all those ao3 fics of ships in svt

• pledis kinda just ignored it bc the fics help them gain more publicity + seventeen doesn't target an adult audience so the effect on parents wouldn't matter too much but jisoo accidentally sees all the complaint letters and does thE GASP

• "jisoo-ya, they're already 14 to 19 years old, let them do what they want"

• "but there's so much bad language in those books! and they shouldn't be reading smut its not good"

• in the end no one can stop jisoo from doing what he wants and he posts things on their twitter and instagram to try and get young carats to go to his purity classes

• eventually, even hansol gets dragged along to attend the purity classes

• "hyung, i don't need this shit!" *whining*

• "watch your mouth vernon hansol chwe! i am not tolerating your swearing on our vlives, because there are babies watching it! and you're attending the lessons either way so suck it up"

• hansol rarely ever sees jisoo that firm when he's mad so he just nods obediently

• okayokay so when he walks in the room all the carats attending would be like very very lowkey fangirling/boying but he'd ask them to calm down and they would bc everyone listens to joshua hong jisoo

• slowly, the carats get used to jisoo's presence and learn to find their chill in front of him + become a purer person

• but whenever they swear jisoo would be so niCE about it (unlike with hansol bc hansol doesn't bother to change GAHAHAHAHA) like because he's so patient and gentle towards them he'd just wag his finger and be like "uh uh uh, no swearing!" and give you this warm, kind, 17 carat (wink wonk) worthy smile so that even if there were one of those stubborn defiant kids, they would be soft for that smile and apologise immediately

• jisoo has an amazing temper so whenever he catches the carats on ao3 he doesn't really scold them either, he just takes the phone from them gently and downloads the bible app

• "jisoo-seonsaeng-nim, i'm sorry"

"it's okay, yeobo. let me read you a better story." *calm and happy bc he's reading the bible* (in case you don't know in OFD hansol put a bible in joshua's survival pack so he probably reads it every night,,,,lol what a role model)

• bonus: even though jisoo reads all the stories in the bible his favourite is the wall of jericho because the main character in there is called joshua

• "but jisoo-seonsaeng-nim, you've told this story 50 times already..."

"but i forgot when i read it to you :("

• he's such a dork i love him

• okayokay but bc hansol is also attending the classes he'd occasionally joke around with the carats and do some aegyo bc he likes to see them happy

• and that's really the only thing that makes jisoo mad bc their attention's averted from the class to hansol

• "hyung hyung hyung i'm so sorry-"

"you're fired get out"

• and that lowkey scares everyone bc jisoo is so nice around them even when they do something wrong, but this reminds them that jisoo can get angry when he wants to

• however he's nice most of the time and even reserves some time for hansol to crack bad puns/do his aegyo

• sometimes even joining in

• jisol: *does the shy shy shy thing from cheer up by twice*

carats: *scREAMS & hAS A SEIZURE*

*disapproving* "hansol, honestly, what have you done?"

"but hyung you did it too-"

"no more excuses, you're standing in the naughty corner"

• bonus: kim mingyu walking in

"are the carrots okay"

• frOOK IM GOING OFF TRACK IM SORRY ;-;

• anyways the purity classes would take place during the school holidays so seventeen, being kind souls, would give up some of the space in their dorms for the 20+ carats to sleep in during the holidays

• so its basically like boarding school but better ;)))

• alsoalso bc jihoon stays up rly rly late and some of the carats can't sleep, he sometimes goes to their beds to sing for them

• eventually jisoo finds out about this and gets really worried

• "listen up jihoon there better not be any swearing or inappropriate things in those songs"

"lol k"

• however in the end jisoo just lays his hands off that matter because of jihoon's 'i don't give a shit' attitude, sometimes letting it slide when jihoon swears in the songs because there's only one or two of them

• but of course if this happens 4 times in a row

• "yeah i'm only seventeen i only got a few dollars, im as lit as a mother-"

*jisoo's voice from 300 miles away* "jihoon, LANGUAGE"

"sorry hyung"

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author's note: okay this was originally meant to be for shits and giggles but i got carried away so i guess this isn't a crack fic anymore HAHAHAHAHA

i wrote this on a plane to london, hope you enjoy :DDD

-admin N 💞

[justaboywithaonemanshow]

My first Ed Sheeran Concert / Argentina / May 2017

I know nobody reads my blog and I’ve got literally 5 followers and this is going to be a long post but I really need to write this down ❤️

So last Saturday was my first ever Ed Sheeran show (and first ever proper concert experience) and I’ve got to say...IT WAS THE BEST FUCKING DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE!!! I’ve lived a pretty decent amount of years and had experienced some beautiful, unique things through out my time on earth but OH MY GOD THIS WAS SO AMAZING, I just can’t get over it, it’s been a week and I’m still super excited about it (I’m also a pain in the ass for everyone who knows me because I just can’t shut up, I’ve literally been talking about it non stop since Saturday) 

I arrived to La Plata at 10:30 am, I live in a small town 620 miles away from it, on the northeast of the country so I had to take a really really REALLY long 13 hour bus ride to get there. I rushed to the hotel, quickly changed my clothes and went to the stadium. My cousin/god-daughter was already queuing with her older brother who was saving my spot. All this madness actually started because of her, in September she’s turning 15 and when the tour dates were released I knew this was the most perfect present for her (she loves Ed). Long story short, at first I wasn’t going with her, her brother was (he’s not keen on Ed), I had to work plus I’m doing a master’s degree that should be finished by the end of may so things were complicated, but then I though fuck it, you only live once! and decided to join her. By the end of march I surprised her with the tickets (which I kept secret for a whole month) and our Ed Sheeran journey began.

I got to the stadium at 11:30am, we had general admision ticket (the front section) so we had to queue to get good spots, when I arrived there were like two blocks of people queuing, some of them arrived on Tuesday and were camping outside for 3 days! We started chatting with some girls who were next to us and spend the whole afternoon together, we were like 6 girls and a dad, laughing and having fun, talking about Ed and stuff, it was so nice to get to know them ❤️ We even heard Ed doing the soundcheck and started screaming like maniacs (Argentinean people scream a lot hahaha)

By 4pm the queue started moving and we were slowly entering the stadium in groups, we ran like crazy (while screaming, obviously) even though the guards kept telling us NO RUNNING! When I entered the stadium I was so shocked by how huge it was and how close we were to the stage! I had no hopes of being close since I was arriving on the date of the show, I even brought my glasses because I thought it would be so hard to see him but, to my surprise, we ended up like 6 or 10 people away from the barricade, we were so so happy we send a voice message to our family screaming in joy. 

And then the wait and torture began, we were literally compressed, I coudn’t even move my arms and sometimes it was really hard to breathe, my cousin ended up a little bit further away from me because I went to get merch when we arrived but I kept an eye on here most of the time. The first oppening show (a local singer) was pretty good, a bit boring. Then it was Antonio Lulic’s turn, he was super charismatic and fun but I was so uncomfortable I just wanted to go, there was a point where I though “this is awful, I’m never getting general admision tickets again” How wrong I was.

It was a really cold day, 9º and it rained a few times, by the time Antonio was done and we were waiting for Ed it started pouring heavily, but we where so hot and pushed together that it was a relief. At 20:30 exactly the screens were lit, we where like 40,000 people inside the stadium, and boom there he was, in all his ginger glory, playing Castle on the Hill with his small guitar sporting a red hoax t-shirt over a flannel (I was hysterical about the flannel lol I just missed them so much) and those lovely tight jeans. And at that moment I knew, everything was worth seeing him, the wait, the cold, the rain, the pain, the pushing, the hair of the girl in front of me in mouth, he was there, a few meters a away from me. It was surreal, seeing him there, I’ve watched so many videos, and I was seeing him live so clearly, he was incredibly beautiful, he had the warmest smile I’ve ever seen, his hair bright orange and the red suited him perfectly, his eyes bright and excited. 

As usual, when he arrived people screamed to the top of their lungs and the Ed Sheeran party began, we were so so loud, and he was so so impressed. After Castle on the Hill he said “Hello, this is amazing” and told us he was looking forward to coming back to Argentina because he remembered how loud we were, and dared us to be even louder than the whole european tour (we were).

The rest of the night was pure magic, I was still uncomfortable but it was so worthy, I kept moving from different spots because people literally dragged me, sometimes I was closer to the stage, sometimes not so much. I sang, jumped, cried and scream through the almost 2 hour show. Apart from being amazingly talented as always and his voice just as sweet, beautiful and powerful, he was super happy to be there. That was the best part, seeing him enjoying the experience as much as we were. 

He kept moving closer to the edge of the stage and I was swooning every time he did, you can literally hear me in the videos sighing “ahhh”.

He sang Castle on the Hill, Eraser, The A Team, Don’t / New man, Dive (which he asked us to sing the loudest while it was raining heavily), Bloodstream (one of my favourite to hear live, because of the energy that performance has and the heavy guitar action), Galway Girl, Feeling Good / I See Fire, Barcelona (every time he sang the lyrics in spanish he smirked, he knew we would scream even louder, Perfect, Happier (where he asked us to turn the lights on, the view was beautiful), Thinking out loud, Photograph (I cried through the whole song, you can hear me sobbing while singing in my video) and then something amazing happened. In between songs we, the people in the general admission area, started screaming “Give me love, give me love” to which he answered “Try next time”. After Photograph, he grabbed his guitar, looked at us while we kept screaming “Give me love” and asked Trevor to bring any guitar that was on tune and HE STARING SINGING GIVE ME LOVE, we were hysterical, we asked, he did it, it lasted nearly 9 minutes, it was breath taking, he even set up a chorus in the crowd, dividing us in Higher Harmony, Lower Harmony and asking to sing non-stop, no matter what happened while he sang and directed us like an orchestra (you must have seen the video by now) It was magnificent. Then came Nancy Mullingan (he asked us to sing the nanananana instrumental part) and Sing (we jumped and screamed like psychos, it was super fun and energetic). He then run to change and came back with the Argentinean football t-shirt, I have to admit I was one of those people who thought it was silly when singers do that, and I didn’t understand the excitement of it, but when he came back I nearly peed in my pants hahahahaha it suited him so nicely, bringing out the blue in his eyes 🎵 Shape of you began, we where all dancing and jumping, and for closure, You need me I don’t need you, where he got all excited moving and running trough the stage like crazy while waving an argentinean flag. (overly excited Ed in YNMIDNY is my favourite Ed) And then he was gone.

I took a few pictures, almost all of them awful (I’m really bad plus my phone is crap) and videos where you can hear the crowd (and me) more than you can hear Ed hahahaha I tried to enjoy the show through my eyes rather than my phone, and I’m so glad I did.

Since december I’ve been strugling with a lot, went through something I thought I’d never had to deal with that got me really really down. The person I loved the most, that I thought would never hurt me, crushed me into pieces and the last 6 months were awful. I was depressed, didn’t leave the house, didn’t showered, lost weight, cut contact with all my friends and family but then the latin american tour was announced and I bought tickets for my god daughter. By the end of march I made the decision to go with her and from that exact moment things got better, I was finally looking forward to something, dreaming about the experience, smiling once again.  Ed’s music lifted me up in a way I tought it was not possible. The moment I saw him my heart was pounding so much. He was there, he was real. People tell me “If you didn’t go you’d have regreted it so much”. Now, being aware of what this type of experience is, what it makes you feel, I would never forgive myself if I decided to stay. I literally never imagined it would be THIS GOOD. 

20.05.17 is, by far, the best day of my life, I’ll never forget it. Thank you singer songwriter Edward Christopher Sheeran. You’re a magical human being.

*Sorry for my english but as you might have guessed is not my first language.