#i like getting new songs bc usually i have the same songs on repeat 😭

[crystallizsch]

HDHDGHJDH HI HI 😭 you’re not overstepping at all!! in fact this is really sweet thank you so much and for the bday wishes as well 🥺🫶💖

i feel like i’m repeating myself but i can never not cry when i hear that i’m one of someone’s inspirations hfhjjdj like it still feels unreal to hear 😭

ANYWAY reading this made me happy, i’m glad to hear that i’ve had an impact 😭😭😭💖💕💖💕 this is already a gift in of itself, thank you so much im very grateful 🥺 and i hope you keep creating!! i enjoy the way you write 🫶

ALSO sending you back the best of wishes as well 🫶🫶🫶

OKAY HI LOVELY PEOPLES REALLY SAPPY MESSAGE BELOW 👇👇👇 (or feel free to ignore you do you 🧍)

this is so random but i’ve always wanted to say how im insanely grateful for people being incredibly kind since i started this blog at the beginning of this year ;; and especially the past few weeks??? like????? 😭😭😭

i was just posting silly twst stuff,,,, i didn't expect so much positive reactions/interactions and also the wonderful WONDERFUL bonus of getting to meet and know a lot of awesome people 🥺💖

the lovely tags and comments and the (SURPRISING) gifts and also the asks never fail to make me smile 🤧

and (this is already sounding really self-aggrandizing hfkdjdnjs i think but) also especially hearing that i've encouraged some people to start posting and stuff?????? im????? i still think about yall who said that to me and i still cant fully believe it 😭

just. eurhgdskfj shaking my fist at u imposter syndrome i’m really more than happy and appreciative i swear

also there's probably more things i forgot to say and idk how to properly end this but uhhhh thankchuuu guyssss 🫶🫶🫶 much loveeee, yall make me sob fr 💕💕💕💕��💖💖💖

[ode2cheol]

big deep breath OK SO . ive been so excited for this comeback like idk with every new cb i feel like i get even more excited than with the precious one yk so i was really waiting for it to come out!! they released the mv while i was in class (they hate me) but during a little break not long after i managed to watch it and i was bobbing my head and swinging my feet at the sound LJKE U DONT GET IT I WAS GENUINELY SO HAPPY

honestly this is one of my fav svt albums and idk it just makes me so happy all the songs are so perfect and good there's not a single one i don't enjoy and the aesthetic is so cute and im so excited and impatient to FINALLY HAVE MY ALBUM IN MY HANDS ARGHHHH but yes this was such a success im so happy they broke so many records and they just continue to prove how talented they are wooooo

for the songs there isn't one i dislike at all but i really like SOS idk the beat js so nice and the lyrics are really good and this may be also due to me loving marshmello when i was younger but STILL !!! Diamond days makes me SOOOOO NOSTALGIC i love it so much im so glad they used kind off the same sound/sample as Shining Diamond im in love 💔💔 i think back 2 back is my fav song of the album!! i love minghaos highnote and the beat and just the overal vibe idk it stood out to me sm their voices fit the song so well im obsessed with the part around 1.30 where dino and hao sing in like a low voice? YGM BUT ITS SOOOOO GOOD just the entire song is so good i think tbh i have a soft spot for pu songs 😭😭😭😭 i haven't had much the time to really analyze yawn but the soft voices and vocals are heavenly i genuinely passed away BECAUSE YOU ARE MY BREATH 💔💔💔💔 LIKE WDYM UR MY BREATH WHY IS THIS SONG MAKING ME TEAR UP DONT EVEN LIE RNNN monster is such a fun song i just know I'll play it on repeat like fire while im walking to uni to wake me up and get me in study mode 💥💥💥 it's giving Halloween vibes and im here for it!!!! it's also just fun to me because my roommate/bsf and i bet on who sang the first line and she swore it was gyu and i swore it was vernon and today we didn't see each other much so like 1h ago she told me she saw in a lyric vid that gyu sang that line and i was like ??? girl i have weverse and i follow it religiously so ik it's both of them AND WE COULDNT AGREE BECAUSE WE DIDNT HAVE ANY PROOF so i ended up showing her weverse and it was so fun we were both right in the end and we did a silly dance LMAOOAOOOO IT WAS SO FUNNY 😻😻😻😻 but lemme tell u about headliner. FUCK THAT SONG BRO WHY AM I CRYING ??????? no it's actually my fav song along back 2 back like are u actually kidding me ???? this song makes me wanna study even more for my Korean classes like FUCK HEADLINER SO BAD 💔😭😭😭😭😭 I CRY AND LAUGH WITH YOU THIS NIGHT💔💔💔💔💔 WHERE WE OFFER ALL OUR LOVE💔💔💔💔 HOW BEAUTIFUL💔💔💔💔💔 BEVAHSE YOURE MY HEADLINER 💔💔💔💔💔 this moment when we shine together don't lie rn I'll actually kms and take a bath with my toaster like wow jumping of the 9th floor of the apartment building next door seems like such a fun activity today 😻😻😻😻😻😻

RIGHT OMG I WAS LITERALLY TUNING IN EVERYDAY AT 12 AM KST TO SEE IF THEY DROPPED FHE ANNOUNCEMENT AND WHEN THEY DID I WAS SOOOOO HYPED ‼️ like fml was SO huge i couldn’t wait for this one ALSO THE MV LITERALLY RELEASED DURING A PRACTICE FIRE DRILL FOR ME 😭😭

it genuinely is one of my faves too, like although the songs aren’t necessarily my fave of each unit (i still LOVE each one) the album was just so well put together ?? everything flowed perfectly and like usually it’ll take me like two or three listens to like some songs but i listened to the album start to finish ONCE and fell in love w EVERYTHING i’m not even kidding ❤️‍🔥 I CANR WAIT FOR MY ALBUMD TO GET HERE AYSHSHAHDJHS

right like there wasn’t a bad song at all !!! my fave has to be headliner bc it’s just so fucking emotional like woozi why u got me crying on the train home 😐😐😐 it gives me MAJOR our dawn is hotter than day vibes which i love sm !! the whole album vibes reminded me a little of you make my day a little i think it’s just me but yeah ‼️ i LOVED back 2 back too omg perf unit ALWAYS hits and YAWN OMG 😓 every track was amazing 😓😓😓 STOP THE DEBATES ON THE MONSTER FIRST LINE LMFAAOAOAO 😭😭 speaking of monster, cheol’s part.. changed me . i loved SOS too omg it gave such like band vibes ??

ALSO HELPPPPP HEADLINER’S LYRICS OMG 😓😓 my mom heard me listen to it and said “girl why are u listening to such sad lyrics..”

[gamerwoo]

ROCKET!!!

It’s 2AM, I have to be up kind of early tomorrow, but I finally got around to reading lovers playlist!!! I'm not done yet (at Sweet Night), but I just wanted to stop by and update you about my pain 😭😂😭😂😭

This is so good!! My heart aches for OC!!! And this is TMI ajskwkwhsj, but honestly it all hit a little too close to home cuz I was in a similar strange situationship where I got the wrong idea so the whole time I was just like HONEY!!! NO STOP!!! DONT OVERTHINK EVERYTHING!!! 😫😭

I don't usually read idol!!au's, but this one's really good and I am INVESTED now lol. Thank you so much for writing it! I love the concept of each chapter being tied to a song - and also??? Crush by David Archuleta??? Bro I still listen to that LOL - THE MEMORIES 😭😂💙

This is a gem truly!!! I'll probably go to sleep now so I don't walk into a wall tomorrow, but I can't wait to read more!!!

Cheers!

EEEEEE IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT SO FAR!!!!

i get you on the situationship, my toxic trait is getting too attached to people too quickly and then i end up in the same fuckin boat dude 💀💀

also this au has made me like rediscover music i used to love and also discover new music bc a lot of it was also recommended. and when i write the parts i like listen to the song on repeat and when i tell you i was JAMMING to crush…..i took so many breaks to just passionately sing the song lmfao

anyway i hope you got enough sleep and i hope you enjoy the rest of the parts and the ones get to come 😌

[baekhvuns]

thank you for the recommendation of the angsty songs!!!! how'd i forgot about osts that truly helped for angst 😭😭 and and anddd!!! i have been writing my fics in google docs as well and it's very helpful! since i saw someone said that writing straight on tumblr usually happened to have repeated paragraphs at times so,,,

hegehehegdhrj i think my mingi ff is a little rushing towards the ending since im sucks in writing good ending considering my brain only generating ideas somewhere for the climax lmaoo but i hopeeee i can have audiences enjoying it <3 im not really good with angst although my life is full with angst so i guess i just wanted to be happy once in my own stories (ouch). i dont really consider myself a writer, just a mere reader tbh skshsjkss but i will let you know once i have the courage to drop that fic :D

no but recently, as i said, i only saw porns on my tags, etc and barely seen any mafia with actual plot yk,,, like real legit plot with long ass words written so im a little sad and thought that nobody wants to write mafia anymore or they have lost any new twist for the trope lmaoooo 😭😭😭 being said, i missed your mafia mingi so much i hope its doing well and in a pink of health in your draft <333

anyways new update: i have started writing reincarnation au san and next to write perhaps news reporter yunho (that my brain generated when i was watching morning news yesterday 🫡) or fake dating au seonghwa (that i have been keeping the draft for more than a year now),,, let's see.... ehe :D

p/s: kinda want a new job but at the same i dont want one yet just so i can continue converting all my ideas into writing 🦍

ofc any time!! forgetting you by davichi is the ultimate angst wiring song pls do give it a listen if u have the chance! you’re right, ever since tumblr updated from mid last year(??) it’s been repeating paragraphs and even has a word block limit 😭😭 glad ur writing on something that can save ur works!

AAAAAAAAAA im very excited for ur mingi fic im sure the audiences(me) will love them!!! no bc i also suck at writing endings so i just leave it at a cliffhanger-ish/up to the reader type of ending 😭😭 LMFAOOOOO NOT UR LIFE BEING FULL OF ANGST FBWNBSKCK pls do!! hopefully u get the courage ✊🏻✊🏻

😭😭😭 how did we as a society move from full bloom plot heavy fics to just porno’s 😭😭😭 NO BC FBSJHFS I WAS VISITING MY MINGI MAFIA DRAFT BEFORE I WAS ANSWERING THIS ITS STILL THERE AND SITTING PRETTY IVE COME UP W A BETTER SAME PLOT FOR IT AND I WILL BRING BACK MAFIAS FOR YOU my dedication for that fic will be u <3 if i don’t write the f1 fic first that is 😭😭 or a miraculous lady bug fic <3

WE NEED SMALL DETAILS OF ALL UR PLOTS. WHAT THE FUCK DO U MEAN NEWS REPORTER YUNHO. ????. WHAT THE FUCK DID U SAY ABOUT PARK SEONGHWA AND FAKE DAYING FHKWHDWKJDKW

ANON IDC THIS HOLIDAY I BETTER SEE THAT FAKE DATINF FIC ON THIS APP I DO NOT CARE I WILL HUNT U FOR THAT FIC FHAMFJKSJDLA

[leewonkyeom]

okay good😌

no cause why was i always betting that we would win more matches than you guys etc💀 we should've been cheering for each other😭 lmao i think we broke even usually, so there couldn't have been that much money that was lost?? except chan💀 he always lost every time somehow (and totally not because it was rigged against him)

no you said yes to him the FIRST TIME? lmao i shouldn't complain though, my first time with dk i'm pretty sure he cried ???? i never asked and i still don't want to know😭 lmao ofc though, any excuse to celebrate !! y'all threw one for me and dk as well😭😭 why did he even tell charles that we did it so quickly after💀 istf i woke up the next morning and the invites were already sent out

dk was too dizzy to even form proper sentences💀 hoshi, on the other hand, likes to live life on the edge, he doesn't even count😭 WDYM YOU AND JAEM GOT INTO SOME SHADY SHIT??😭😭

omg yess get the whole thing!! (this is totally not bc i want it as well, but because the boys are petty losers😔 totally, 100%)

lmao hannie now and the hannie before y'all got together are almost different people😭 it's insane to think abour how he was😭 i don't even know how i'm going to yell at him cause he's so sweet now i might just cave in😭 (i won't😠)

lmao i'll bet y'all bet on who cries first between me and dk (i have no idea😭) i have a feeling we'll both cry when i walk down the aisle😭 dw though!! i'll figure something out to make charles cry big time, if it doesn't work i'll just pay someone to beat him up ig🤧

hannie was up on everyone's ass😭 i think he even asked mark and the mfer said he had no idea😭 i don't know if he knew or not, but i couldn't lie so hannie knew that i knew😭 i'll see if i can find the screenshots !!! lmao i have no idea how the guy afforded it, cause i was milking his wallet😭😭 bet cheol paid for most of it tbh😭

noo you've never looked like a clown😭 you literally pull everything off !!! glad you had fun with it as well😭 i loved helping each other out🫶

yes, cause there's too many good ones😭 the boys will probably struggle with this one... like i wonder what the boys will chose since they didn't dress up as teen titans when we did... but omg the cher and dionne costume was iconic, but i feel like once is enough😌

so typical of him back in the day🥴 at least he's outgrown that now😭 but omg i remember, hannie was literally unbearable when you dressed up as catwoman😭 we do not need a repeat🙅‍♀️ omg you can't even imagine the rage i felt when i saw eunwoo. like sorry dearest, but why did i never accidentally match with eunwoo???😭 the closest i came to accidentally matching was that one time i went as the white rabbit and ten went dressed as alice... and does that even count?

IT MADE SENSE WDYM😭 lmao i got way better at coordinating my costumes after that one one time😭 i never want to be dressed in the same as charles EVER AGAIN😭 also no one for that matter😭 i loved the excel spreadsheet we made so people could write what they were going as so we didn't double up, but it also ruined some of the suspense tbh😭 lmao poor chan was just along for the ride😭

oh my god yes!! that's such a great idea!! i love a new fancy restaurant omg🫶 i'd love to have you all by myself !! omg i remember, your basement was the only one big enough to fit both of our teams and i still remember that one time mark came by by mistake😭 must be a core memory for him

lmao y'all should've written better applications? or applied to more serious unis💀💀 or paid more attention in hs💀 like the fact that y'all were using chatgpt says enough😭

NOOO? do you think he still has it ???😭😭😭 like why the f have i never heard about it, is it his guilty pleasure or whatever?

exactly that😭 they were good before, but like stop covering the same old songs😭 i loved the makeover you gave the band tbh💀 omg nooo😭😭 yuta would've been so good in that band, he would've fit perfectly!!

eunwoo almost destroyed our friendship the time he went dressed as batman. i am sorry, i have to come clean😭 i literally forced jeno to ask him about it (i would've asked dk, but i didn't want him to think i liked eunwoo, even though i did... you know?💀) and when i found out he didn't know you were going to be catwoman it was all good😌

A SNOWSTORM IS LITERALLY MY OWN HOME FIELD COME AT ME BROO, LETS GO RIGHT NOW ‼️‼️‼️ (dk is also begging me cause he knows i'll force him outside in that weather)

not us simping omg😭 what have we become😭

jeno doesn't listen to you, i'm sorry😔 (junnie and jwi did not send pics though, starting to doubt their loyalty wtf). not y'all getting everyone else involved as well😭 doyoung deserved better.. at least it looked good when i arrived, but🤨

charles would just steal the braincells, you're so right😔

i loved meeting your friends from uni!! they're all great! i loved how seulgi showed up as well, i didn't know you kept in touch with her still

lmao that's so typical of you two😭 loves your girlfriends charles though🫶 lmao yes, i'd just look like hachi from nana😭 no one would believe i'm ever a boy just because of my height😭

JENO AND MARK? 😭😭😭 man😭😭 all of my homies... like dafuq you mean both dk and jeno chose to backstab me😭 i'm literally leaving rn, never speaking to y'all again🙄🙄

lmao thank god you're at least replacing his sweater... sorta? sorta unlucky but also lucky ??? lmao idk😭 (i'll buy him a sweater too if he wants tbh, i don't know how to handle that guy)

like the way i am extremely afraid of birds (like no. 1 fear), but i can deal with pigeons now and i think part of the reason why is dokyeom and his stupid impression😭😭😭 made me realize they're not all that scary