#i let myself relisten to some stuff (reuploads) and its just so. ugh. everyone's going to have their own relationship to this stuff | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

infizero · 2 months ago

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sorry im filled with numb rage and other emotions rn but the fact that wilbur soot is so good at music is so fucking infuriating. this sounds so stupid but like genuinely makes me so fucking mad that he brought such fantastic music into the world, music that I PERSONALLY CONNECTED TO ON A DEEP EMOTIONAL LEVEL, and he ended up being such a piece of shit. like how hard is it to not be fucking awful it makes my blood fucking boil

#i let myself relisten to some stuff (reuploads) and its just so. ugh. everyone's going to have their own relationship to this stuff #for me personally i rlly do want to be able to enjoy his solo music and l0vejoy again (to be clear. nothing they put out in the future #just the shit i already loved) because again it really meant a lot to me. especially bcuz his music was some of the only shit where #i felt seen as an aromantic person. and i am very much a person who usually doesnt struggle to separate art from the artist #but just. man. he really was the last person i was expecting and that wound is still fresh. and its also hard bcuz so much of his #music was ABOUT him being a piece of shit. it just read as exaggerated self loathing but now its like. kind of hard to listen to #without being like. no he like means it when he says this shit about hurting everyone around him and stuff. sigh #again to each their own but this is my own personal approach to all this #serena.txt

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