#i legit had a small break down in the backroom a couple weeks ago tbh 😅))

[abrushwithdeath]

((Hi again.

I'm still gonna be here a bit tomorrow, this isn't me saying otherwise, no worries.

I just wanted to say that I appreciate everyone who has been patient with me during all of this. I know I've been quiet both ic and ooc for a bit now. I haven't had the mental or social energy to reply back to people the way I want to. I'm basically jumping back and forth between working and packing and trying to prepare for the possibility of our windows being replaced amidst all of this (the apartment is not nearly as tidy as we'd like it to be considering all the packing and such, and we've been waiting 3 months for them to finally get to our windows and we're kind of hoping at this point that they'll just leave it until after we move but WHO KNOWS). When I do have some down time, I'm usually tired because of all of this going on and because I've been off of important medication since the end of May (between issues with insurance and my doctor being just the fucking worst).

There's still a lot left to handle and so little time left to do it (we're moving on the 11th, a decision out parents made without us after previously telling us we were moving the 18th, and which I only found out about a couple hours ago. I'm also still working full time until the 4th, so...). All that said, I don't know how much I'll be on between now and then, but I'm hoping to have some free time after we move.

Again, thank you to everyone who has been kind and patient during all of this. I've been feeling really... Left behind because I haven't been able to be on. I don't expect anyone to wait around for me, of course, nor to be content with my exceedingly slow pace. It's just nice to know some people don't mind waiting a long time for ic and ooc replies and haven't fully given up hope on me yet 😅

Sorry that was all a little scattered sounding, my brain is mush and I'm exhausted (also stuck mobile for the moment, so sorry about typos and such). But, really, I adore you all lots and I hope some of you will still be willing to write with me when this is all through ❤️

Take care! I'll be around a bit tomorrow ❤️))