#i know youre suppoosed to be strong and rational and hopeful and i definitely
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just kinda nauseous and off tonight.idk how people can sleep sometimes. i feel like death
#fool's monologue#the only thing i can think of. why is shit like this i mean thats not#i know why shit is like this it is a constant#but i guess the naive part of me keeps repeating it#over and over again like its gonna help#yeah no shit this shouldnt be happening. and it still is#and i just like#oh god#how do i sleep i cant sleep this is awful#this is awful this is awful this is awful this is awful this is awful#just. oh my god what do we do#i mean we do what we can#thats what we do#but i cant wrap my head around it what the fuck is any of this#why does any of this happen why is anyone okay with this#why is it everyone okay w it why does everyone go about everything normal#how how how how how#im not mentally ill im fucking losing my mind at how awful everything is#this is not mental illness this is not me having a breakdown this is just that bad#and i do what i cna and i do what i can but holy shit why is this happening#we're people we're people we're people why cant you see people#i know theres a reaosn i know theres a smarter way people put it im not that person im#fuck dude#this is so bad#this is so so so atrocious i cant even wrap my head around it#i know youre suppoosed to be strong and rational and hopeful and i definitely#am hopeful but i feel so fucking insane#its why over and over again just why#why is this happening to people#why god
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