#i know violin boy is essential to justin's story that it had to happen but i can stillr esent him sooooo much

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its like, the last time brian was ridiculously romantic, justin almost died so there's something to be said about him not doing that because it all went so wrong before. lindsay asks him doesnt he just want to celebrate that justin is alive and around for another birthday, shouldnt that be reason enough. which is one of the first times since the beginning of season 2 someone besides justin or brian has mentioned what happened, further driving home the point. but then on the other side of it. justin doesn't even remember how devastatingly sappy brian was at prom, let alone that the man sat up watching him sleep for two months in a hospital. so he doesn't have all the information when he lets himself fall for the brian kinney doesn't give a shit act. he knows that brian says in sometimes hard to decipher actions how he feels but sometimes he'd just like a bouquet of roses and. brian is so, so, so close to buying him some. and then he doesnt. sigh.