#i know my plurality makes it abit more personal? to reflect on a past self. but i ask of you to love the person you were as well

[sheepgirlmaidtummy]

i really wonder what other people's perception of their younger selves are like. i can't help but grieve for little rose, unimaginably strong. compassionate. hopeful. she lost everything just to give us a chance. how can i not see her as a hero? i hope to honor her tenacity for as long as i can. to sing her songs and finalize her dreams. i do this all for her. myself. its hard not to remember her suffering, but to do that would be to ignore her joys. i miss you so very much masuki. please rest well