#i know it's kinda dumb to post this on my tmg blog but i know there are a lot of trans people following me
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trying to send out the opposite of what i'm feeling inside right now.
i hope you guys are doing okay. i hope you're safe. i hope we can survive this. i hope i can survive this. i hope we can find things to prevent us from becoming statistics. i hope we can hold onto trans joy with everything we've got. i hope my life doesn't have to end before i get to inhabit my own body without this ever-present knot of dread and self-loathing and hopeless dysphoria in my gut. i hope i don't lose the little shreds of hope i still cling to. i hope there is still something to live for and to get me out of bed tomorrow morning and every morning after.
i spend every day thinking of the last lyrics of hebrews 11:40, my favorite song these days, which i have posted endless times on this account. it feels like a fantasy now, but it's all i've got.
" take to the hills, run away
i'm going to get my perfect body back someday
if not by faith, then by the sword
i'm going to be restored "
#i write this as i am drafting shameful letters but i'm trying so fucking hard to hold on#election 2024#hebrews 11:40#the mountain goats#tmg#i don't know#might delete later#it's almost 1am and i'm feeling a lot#this is kind of stupid but maybe it'll reach someone#i know it's kinda dumb to post this on my tmg blog but i know there are a lot of trans people following me#idk
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