#i know in theory what to do but i've only ever dyed my hair once and it was to black

[solasgf]

debating on whether i want to risk bleaching my hair for the first time for this

[megaawkwardhuman]

I've said it once and I'll say it over and over again

my personal definition of insanity is trying to make sense of details that were probably just overlooked in a show

with that being said here's my theory on the whole killing someone's sire = bad things and how can still be true

warning: I'm aware this is like 99% bullshit and prob doesn't make sense I'm just having fun and dealing with gay vampire withdraw by having a category 5 hyper fixation event

OK OK SOOOOO as we know nandor was able to kill derek without killing gullermo (all it did was make him human)

which makes no sense since not that long ago nandor was freaking out about the baron dying and back in season 3 he tried his darndest to make sure the sire didn't die so that all of vampire kind wouldn't die

now a common theory I see is that the main reason why killing those two would be bad while meanwhile killing derek wouldn't be as much is a matter of the person ageing the amount of time they spent as a vampire (as seen by guillermo growing a beard and longer hair when being made a human again) so if a vampire who lived past a human's life expectancy they would just die

and yeah I fully believe that

I mean it makes a lot of sense

but it wouldn't explain why killing the sire would kill ALL vampires

sure it'd kill vampirism but not the younger vampires themselves

this is where my bs theory comes in!

now despite being bitten a month ago guillermo was only by the looks of it (I'll get into what I mean later) a FULL vampire for not that long (as seen by his outfit not changing at all from finally drinking blood to the party to the fake ceremony)

sooooo what if when nandor killed derek it was in a small period of time where under specific circumstances it WAS possible to kill the vampire who turned guillermo?

let me explain

so to be a vampire you kinda have to be dead

but what exactly kills you? (if you die purely due to the bite)

back in season 1 what kills jenna is a fever induced by the vampire cells so most likely that's what normally kills you

or at least the process most likely takes a while to kill you

but what if it (the vampire cells) didn't kill him

you see as we know his van helsing blood has been fighting off the vampirism with all its might ever since he got turned by derek (which is why memo was a weird half vamp all season)

and when guillermo died it was for a very VERY short period of time

so what if his van helsing blood brought him fully back to life?

like memo was dead enough for long enough to jump start the processes power wise but due to the van helsing blood fighting back and bringing him back he was going through all of that while still alive

OR he did die but not fully

like I said before guillermo's death was surprisingly short

well what if instead of being brought back by van helsing blood what if it wasn't able to bring him fully back so instead made it so that he didn't die fully (which was the best it could do)

with that being said however I personally believe that if nandor waited until the next day it prob would have been too late

for you see I think drinking blood not only finished giving guillermo his powers I also think that it would have also led to the vampire cells realizing that guillermo either isn't dead or isn't fully dead

so IF guillermo said he wanted to stay a vampire OR if they waited any longer they couldn't have turned him human again by killing derek since he would have fully died by then

so with all of that being said I think under normal circumstances if you killed the vampire who turned you after being fully killed by vampire cells you die

but if you were brought back through other means or you kill them BEFORE you fully die you go back to how you were pre bite

now you're probably wondering WHY TF WOULD NANDOR KNOW ALL OF THIS!?!?

weeeeeeell remember the trip he promised guillermo back in season 3?

while I do believe he wanted to make turning him a trip to make him realize what he'd lose as a vampire

I also think that he probably did some research in the council library beforehand

so that IF guillermo still wanted to become a vampire

and guillermo learned the hard way that he couldn't handle being a vampire

well...

at least his last memories with guillermo would be nice before he "fixed guillermo's problem" if you catch my drift

tl;dr: normally killing the vampire who turned you would actually kill you but due to blood bullshit™️ and timing nandor was able to kill derek without killing guillermo and make him human again

also he knew this shit cause he looked into it before the trip he planned all the way back in season 3 as a plan if shit hits beyond the fan

[megan-loves-surveys]

#34.

The last time you ate leftovers, what was it that you were eating? Pasta bake, it's the only thing I have leftovers of, cos it tastes just as good the next day.

What is your favorite board that you’ve made on Pinterest? -

Do you get on Facebook or Instagram more? I don't use Insta, so FB.

What was the last thing you ate or drank that was blue raspberry-flavored? Some lolly most likely, prob from the USA xD

What is one annoying thing your computer does? It gets super hot when I play games, but that can't be helped I guess.

What was the last song you listened to? The Verve - Bitter Sweet Symphony

Have you discovered any new hobbies in the past couple months? No. I have enough hobbies as it is xD

What’s the wildest animal you’ve ever come in contact with? I stroked a lion cub once at a safari park lol. Very cute.

Do you trust your doctor? I don't have a regular doctor cos I barely go there.

Do you ever question if your mother loves you? Never, I know she does! <3

Do you ever feel scared or unsafe around your dad? NEVER.

What is your favorite type of Lunchables? Never had one.

Do you have someone you feel completely safe around? Yes.

What church do you go to? I'm atheist.

Are any of your siblings’ friends like family to you? -

Do you have any friends who you exchange memes with? Haha yeah. Esp my wrestling friends.

What was the last photo you took? Good question! *unlocks her phone to look* It was a selfie from when I got my hair dyed LOL.

Are you in any Discord servers? How often do you use them? Oh god I'm a member of dozens but the main ones I post in are my wrestling friends Discord and the last.fm Discord. I post on the lfm one so often I'm it's #24 overall poster LOL. And the wrestling one I've been a member since day 1 and I'm a mod.

Have you ever had to see an emergency vet after hours? Yes, and unfortunately it turned out horrible.

When was the last time you sat under a blanket on a couch? Hmm, dunno.

Can you bite into ice cream or are your teeth too sensitive? I can, but it's still not too pleasant.

Do you like snowy winter days or do you prefer rainy days? It doesn't snow where I live, and rain sucks so neither.

Do you know anyone who doesn’t have a middle name? Yep.

What was the last thing you complained about? I've been sick for the last few days, so it was definitely about how shitty I'm feeling lol.

What celebrity irritates you the most? Most of them xD But especially the Kardashians, Meghan Markle, Taylor Swift (her music is great but I'm SO sick of hearing about her!), any of these 'influencers' who randomly get famous etc.

Have you ever watched the Superbowl all the way through? Not all the way, but this year my Mum and I watched to the end of the halftime show then we gave up xD

Would you like to know the exact date of your death? No.

What’s on your to-do list for today? Nothing, I'm sick and taking time off work so I'm just relaxing and trying to get over it.

Do you know anyone who’s been bitten by a snake? Probably not, but who knows.

Are you excited for Halloween? I don't celebrate it.

What makes you smile or laugh no matter what? Certain TV shows like Simpsons, Friends or Big Bang Theory.

Do you prefer strawberries or cherries? Strawberries! Cherries are gross, my least fave fruit.

Biggest insecurity? My stomach.

Have you ever had braces? No.

Do you feel awkward using public transportation? Good lord no lol, I take it constantly xD

Describe your mom with one word. Hilarious.

Would you rather bake a cake or cookies? Cake.

What curse word do you use most? Fuck lol.

Were you always one of those kids who got in trouble with everyone around? No, I was a good kid.

When was the last time you took a nap? Did it relax you any? Yesterday, and not really, I was overheated due to being sick so I slept like crap.

Honestly, do you see yourself as a slut? Hahaha, I used to be xD Not anymore cos I'm in a long-term relationship but back in my late teens I was definitely slutty.

Is there a secret you’ve never told your parents? Yes.

What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever been through? Getting hit by a car and breaking several bones, including my shoulder in 5 different places.

Do you like fast food or does it disgust you? I love it, not even ashamed. My fave is KFC but I like most of them!

Who was the last person you kissed? My boyfriend.

What’s your favourite alcoholic drink? Jim Beam or Malibu.

Do you like the smell of BBQs? Oh yeah! I love smelling them in the summer, my Mum and I always wonder who's having one LOL.

Do you crash on people’s sofas often? No.

Do wasps scare you? Yes, scary little fuckers lol.

Have you ever worn flip flops in the snow? No.

Has anyone ever told you that you & your significant other could be siblings? Have they ever assumed you were siblings? God no lol. We look nothing alike xD

Have you ever heard people having sex in the next room? Probably.

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? No.

Have you ever lost your voice? Yes.

Museum date or aquarium date? Depends on what the museum has in it.

Did you ever have an emo or scene phase? No.

Name a subject you know a lot about. Wrestling, Pokemon or geography.

Most embarrassing poster you’ve ever owned? None?

Could you see yourself having a child with the last person you kissed? No, cos I don't want kids lol.

Who is your favorite person to have random conversations with? Depends, cos I have random convos with loads of people.

Who was the last person to make you feel embarrassed or uncomfortable? Not sure.

What are you known for? Online, it's being a big Jon Moxley fan lol, at various Wrestlemanias people were recognizing me!

Which of the guys you’ve been interested in hurt you the most? Meh.

Do you know anyone who is engaged? No.

What is your relationship status on Facebook? I don't have one listed actually! LOL.

What are you listening to? Bebe Rexha - I'm Gonna Show You Crazy

What was the last thing you looked up on Google? I googled why water tastes so weird when you're sick - I usually drink loads of water but since I've been sick it's been hard to stomach it. It's apparently cos of the bacteria in your mouth and throat making it taste weird!

Ever been kissed on the leg? Haha, who knows.

Last person to hear you cry? Dunno, my Mum probably.

What do you think of the term plus-sized in modeling? Is it empowering or demeaning? It's lame, cos half the time the women aren't even plus-sized, they're regular sized.

Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? Well, I have a job... but I can't afford my own house xD

Has your ex ever gone out with someone close to you? No.

Are you friends with someone who’s autistic? Probably.

Have you ever had a Bic Mac? No.

Have you ever been to a convention? (comic, YouTube, etc.) Yes, I go to the NZ version of ComicCon every year, it's called Armageddon.

What is the biggest difference between you and your best friend? She has a son! I don't want kids lol xD

Have you ever had a sexually gay experience? Yes.

Do you find any of your friends hot? Not really. I love 'em but not in that way.

Are your legs freshly shaven? No, I need to do them actually lol, but since I'm wearing pants a lot, I haven't bothered. But they get itchy so I will when I'm over being sick.

Does your best friend wear glasses? No.

Have you ever woke up crying from a bad dream? Yes.

Who knows more about you: online friends or offline? Online.

Does your family own any land? No.

Who is the oldest sibling in your family? -

Are you close to any of your aunts/uncles? I barely see them.

When was the last time you were in a hospital? June 2017.

Do you plan on losing weight any time soon? I'm in the middle of doing so.

What do you think of people who get drunk every weekend? Whatever floats their boat, I guess.

Are you looking forward to anything? Sure, small things, nothing big.

What was the last bad news you heard? Hmm, not sure.

What was your GPA in high school? -

Do you require a lot of private time? Sure.

Do you know how to play any odd instruments most people can’t play? No.

Have you ever had a parasite before? No.

Have you ever been punched in the face before? No.

Are there regular trains in and out of your town/city? Yes.

Do you bathe your pets regularly? -

What was the last animal you saw, and was it a pet? It was a cat in a shorts video lol.

Who was the last person you messaged on Facebook? My boyfriend.

When was the last time you saw them? Saturday, I haven't seen him since then cos of being sick, I don't want to give him my cold.

Where do you see yourself in a year? Who knows.

[TW: OVERDOSE/SUICIDE] Do you know anyone who has overdosed? No.

Where are your siblings as of now? -

Have you ever lost anyone close to cancer? Depends what you consider close - cos I lost a friend to cancer last year but I hadn't seen her in person in a few years.

Do you personally know anyone who is transgender? Yes.

When was the last time you got a shot? My last Covid booster prob. Though I might get the flu shot, I've already been sick and it's not even winter yet :/ I have to pay for it though, so that's why I don't usually get it.

Have you ever been into a car accident? If getting hit by a car counts, then yes.

When was the last time you spent over $100 in one transaction? What did you buy? I got my hair dyed, it cost over 300 bucks.

Are you a breakfast person? Not really, but I do eat it on occasion.

What type of books do you like to read? All sorts - non fiction about topics I like, fantasy, romance, joke books etc.

How do you get rid of hiccups? Drink water super fast without breathing.

Do you have any healthy addictions? Dunno xD

Do you pay much attention to speed limits while driving? -

Which parent was more strict when you were growing up? My Mum definitely. I used to ask my Dad to do things cos I knew he'd say yes, while I knew my Mum would say no. My Dad was only strict about me doing well in Maths cos I was so awful at it, he was chill the rest of the time. I used to tell him about things that I never told my Mum!

Have you ever watched The Golden Girls? I've watched clips on YT, it's funny.

Do you like getting dirty? No.

Are you a very flirty person? It depends.

Who was your favorite babysitter? I never had any, it wasn't a thing for me. If my parents needed someone to watch me, my Grandma would usually do it or another family member.

Do you believe in the death penalty? It depends what the person did.

Name a person that you can’t stand and tell us why? Nobody. There's people I dislike, but nobody I hate or can't stand.

If you could have a video of one event in your life, what would the video be? Hmm.

What is the most illegal thing you have ever done? O_O

Last person you sang happy birthday to? Good question.

What form of government do you like the most? (capitalism, socialism, etc.) I have no idea tbh.

Is there a song you can’t handle listening to, even though you like it? Sarah Cothran - As The World Caves In. I legit can't listen to this song without sobbing like an absolute bitch. I love it but it's just way too sad :(

Last time you saw fireworks? Ages ago.

Do you have a black dog? I have no dog at all.

If you took someone on a tour of your town, what would you show them? That depends what they want to see, no? If they want touristy things then I'd take them to the Sky Tower, MOTAT and the museum. If they want shopping, I'd take them to Sylvia Park for sure.

Have you been to the capital of your state? -

Would you be more in your element camping in a tent or an RV? RV.

[multifandomrandomgirl]

An Unexpected Order Sirius Black!Sister reader PART 9

MASTERLIST:

"Don't be ridiculous." I turn around and face my older brother, frowning.

"Why is it ridiculous? It may be a possibility, I have my theories." Sirius shrugged, moving further into the room, closing in on Remus and I. "Enlighten us." Remus rolled his eyes at him.

"Hec hem." Sirius cleared his throat dramatically, preparing himself to present his ridiculous ideas about Regulus.

"Firstly, have you ever been let into Regulus' room? Or every time you try, does Kreacher frantically try and stop you from entering his room?" Sirius raises an eyebrow.

----- flashback -----

I crept upstairs to Regulus' room the night after Kreacher had come home in tears, announcing the death of Regulus to us all. I reached out for the door handle, it was locked. I pulled my wand out and Kreacher apparated out of nowhere.

"Miss Black cannot go in there!" The elf exclaimed in a panic. "Why? I only wanted to see if I could feel his spirit, I miss him." I sigh.

"No! Miss Black mustn't go in!"

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"Thinking about it, you may be onto something, only with that though. Kreacher once prevented me from entering his room, and then explained his death to me..." I trail the sentence off ever so slightly.

"What explanation did you get?" Sirius looked up from the floor in interest.

"That he decided to betray the Death-Eaters, he took this locket that belonged to Vold- Voldemort and destroyed it, but he had to drink this potion which drove him to insane thirst, he tried to drink out of the lake but got killed by the inferi that inhabited the lake."

"You mean Regulus wasn't actually bad?" Sirius sat down next to Remus and I. "I don't think he was."

"Is. Theory number two, you ever noticed food disappear? Or Kreacher making extra food but the bits no one eats magically disappear? Kreacher sneaking out of Reg's room with empty plates? Kreacher doesn't eat, not that anyway, he eats house-elfy food. What is he doing with the plates?"

"Sirius, I'm sure Regulus isn't hiding in his room, being supplied with things by Kreacher. I've lived in this house for years, I've never moved away from this house. I would know if my dead brother was hiding himself in my house." I say, beginning to debate the theories of Sirius in my mind.

"Yeah, true, but I'm sure Regulus is intelligent enough to charm everything so it's like he doesn't exist, like he's dead. Maybe he did go as far as destroying that locket but instead of dying, he faked his death so that Voldemort wouldn't come after him. Maybe he thought that faking his own death would protect you from Mum, or would help you finding a way to escape."

"Well, it didn't, did it? Stuff got worse when he died, until Mum's death. She blamed me for it for years and years, she was somewhat kinder in her final few months alive, but for the majority, it was torture, the cruciatus. It was my fault that he died, I wasn't there to protect him, swap my life for his." I glance back at the family tree.

"Y/N." Remus stroked my hair, he pressed a kiss to the crook of my neck. "Kreacher!" Sirius shouted, the elf popped into the room.

"Master Black?" The elf said resentfully. "What happened to Regulus?" Sirius demands, the elf stammers, trying to answer.

"Master Regulus is dead, has been for years." Tears sprung to the eyes of Kreacher. "Nonsense, let's go." Sirius grabbed my arm and pulled me up from between the legs of Remus.

"Sirius, you are an absolute twat, you know that? This is far too rash-" I start, getting cut off by my brother.

"Shut it Y/N, we need to find out as to whether or not Regulus really died seventeen years ago."  Sirius dragged me into the hallway and towards the stairs. We paused a moment to allow space for breathing before we continued our trip, climbing up the stairs two at a time, reaching the top a lot sooner than we anticipated.  We made it to the door of Regulus' room and I slowed down, pulling on Sirius' arm to stop him going any further. "What is it? Are you not dying to see as to whether or not we've been lied to for years?" Sirius groaned, the annoyance evident in his tone.

"What if he is in there? How do we talk to him? It's been seventeen years, I-." I hyperventilate, Sirius grabs my shoulders, pulling me into a hug. "Y/N,  it's fine, it'll be fine. If he is really in there, then we'll sit down and talk to him, it's still Regulus. He may have changed, but he will still be Regulus. I promise you now that if anything bad happens, I'll get you straight out of there, I won't let him or anyone else hurt you."

"I love you." I whisper, a tear sliding down my face. "I love you too, now, let's go see if Reggie has been lying to us." Sirius squeezed me into a tighter hug briefly, before we found ourselves drawing out our wands, pointing them at the door.

"No! Master and Mistress Black mustn't enter Master Regulus' room!" Kreacher apparated in front of us. "Why's that?" I ask, my left eyebrow cocked up in curiosity. "Because Master Regulus doesn't want visitors!" The elf gasped. "Bad Kreacher, naughty Kreacher. Kreacher betrayed Master Regulus." He banged his head against the wall as hard as he could, continuing to do so as he curse himself. "Bad Kreacher, naughty Kreacher."

"Kreacher, stop." I drop down onto my knees, yanking the house-elf away from the wall and into my arms. "Kreacher, you haven't been bad, and you know that Regulus wouldn't do anything to hurt you, he's kind, you know this. Please don't punish yourself." I hold the crying elf in my arms, he nods. "Thank you, Mistress." He moves back and wipes a tear onto his wrinkled arm.

I smile at the elf and he apparated away. "You're too nice to that thing." Sirius comments. "Sirius, you treated the poor guy like shit when you were younger, you still do now and you wonder why he's so afraid of you but pretends he isn't. I know he speaks to you like he resents you, because of his loyalty to mother and Regulus and you broke both of their hearts - he opened up to me eventually because I started being nice to him, especially after Regulus' death. You have to treat him as an equal. You say you don't want to be like our family, horrible people, but you treat Kreacher like you're superior to him, he flinches when you shout, or when you lift your arm because you look exactly like dad when he did the same things. You need to be nice to Kreacher, he's been through a lot." I snap at my older brother.

"I- yeah, you're right. I'm sorry." Sirius looks down in shame. "I don't think it's me that you should be apologising too, Sirius." I roll my eyes. "You're right, I'll apologise to Kreacher later."

I smile, content at Sirius' promise. "Ready?" I ask, raising my wand again, Sirius grins and does the same.

"Bombarda!" We both yell at the same, the door crumbled in on itself, revealing the perfectly preserved room of my younger brother. I stepped over the debris of the door and glanced around the room, it was exactly as I remembered it being.

Dark, mysterious, the bed still made perfectly and books being in organised groups on his shelf. I run my finger over the books, there was no dust on them as you'd have expected after seventeen years of the room being supposedly unoccupied.

"Y/n!" Sirius shouted, I turned around and he was holding a used plate, slightly covered in cheese sauce, it looked fresh, well, fresh enough. We did have pasta in cheese sauce for dinner last night, Sirius' theory has a chance at being right.

"Why didn't Kreacher want us coming in here?" I ask, confused as to why the house-elf was so determined to keep us out of the youngest Black's room.

"Maybe because he was trying to preserve a secret." A new voice filled the air, Sirius and I shot around, the clicks our necks made filled the silence following the voice. I let out a gasp of shock.

A tall figure stood in the middle of the room, his face was framed by shortish, wavy and dark hair. Cold, grey eyes which I recognised straight away met ours.

"You, I, you." I stammer, not knowing what to say as I stood before my supposedly dead baby brother. "Regulus." I flung myself forward, pulling the slim boy, man, into a hug. Tears began to rapidly pour out of my eyes, I hugged him as tight as I possibly could, before pulling back and slapping him around the cheek.

"You absolute asshole! I've spent the last seventeen years believing you were dead, I spent years being blamed and tortured by mum for it not being me that died, and you've spent those years walled up in here, in isolation from the rest of the world. The whole time you were right under my nose and I had no idea." I yell angrily, more and more tears tumbled down my face.

Regulus' facial expression remained straight, eyes slightly sunk down in shame. "You deserved that, mate." Sirius put his hand out for Regulus, he took it and the two embraced immediately.  "I know." The younger of the two brothers grinned.

"I'm sorry." Both of the boys said at once, smiling at each other as they realised that they spoke in sync with one another.

"Regulus, I am so so sorry for the way I treated you when we were younger, I was jealous of the fact that you were that perfect child mum and dad loved, I was getting tortured for as little as breathing near mum whereas you got praised for even eating your toast when you were literally thirteen. I am so sorry for abandoning you, leaving you alone with mum and dad, I know you had Y/N, but I should have taken you both with me rather than being so selfish. I love you Regulus, and I'm sorry that I've been such an arse to you." Sirius began to cry, Regulus pulled Sirius back into a hug.

"Siri, I forgive you, and I'm sorry too, I'm sorry for acting the way I did. I was scared that if I put a single toe out of line and followed your and Y/N's footsteps that I'd get tortured as well, I was genuinely terrified and so I followed the strict rules that they set, which me being insanely selfish, I hated every minute of being the so-called perfect child and I'm so sorry that I was so cold towards you both, and for not intervening like I should have. I love you too Sirius." Regulus had tears streaming down his face too.

I smile, watching my brothers make up was perfect, they used to love each other so much and then the house divide ruined that, with Sirius being cast to one side, no longer being the heir of the house of Black.

The boys both turned to me and Regulus approached me, slightly cautious.

"Y/N," He said, hesitating when he got closer to me. "I am so so sorry for treating you poorly as well, I'm so sorry that my faking death led to more abuse, I wanted to protect you but I couldn't because I'm selfish and a coward. I'm also sorry for hiding in your house for seventeen years and not revealing myself sooner. Kreacher has come to me each year on the anniversary of my supposed death telling me how upset you are, how you've spent each year crying by my place on the family tree, and it hurt so badly to not be able to come and comfort you, but I was scared that revealing myself would cause further problems, especially any problems that may occur if the Death-Eaters found out that I'm still alive." Regulus explains, the tears flow freely once again out of both of our eyes,

"I love you so much Reg." I wrap my arms around the tall man and his arms wrap around me. "I forgive you, I know now you did it for your safety and you know that's all I've ever cared about, the safety of you and Sirius."

"Thank you, and, I love you too Y/N." Regulus smiles and presses a kiss to my forehead.

"I still can't believe you're alive." I murmur. "I know, and I'm sorry."

"Shh, let's just shh." Sirius walks over and wraps the both of us in his arms, recreating the hug that the three of us used to do all the time when we were children.

We stood like that for ages, until the snap of a camera made the three of us come back to real senses again.

"Aw, what a cute photo."

"Remus!"

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[katsukikitten]

Warnings College AU sexual and adult themes. Yall know the drill okay

Chapter 2

Bugzapper⚡💔: i have a proposition to make. 

Jiro flashes Mina her phone as she sips iced coffee in the blessed air conditioning of the cafe.

"That's never a good sign." She comments, moon bright eyes glued to the phone as she thinks. 

"What's not a good sign?" Uraraka asks from across the table, the two girls fill her in. 

"Oh." She racks her brain on what that could be, "Okay well I'm dying to know, now." 

🎵Music to my soul 🎶 : What do you want airhead? 

Jiro's text sent a surge of excitement through Kaminari. It was exactly what he needed after three hours of begging and bribing Bakugou to allow the sorority in or at least invite them. His fingers fly across the screen setting up a date and time for a "meeting over lunch" to discuss the proposition in further detail.  

Meanwhile across campus, you huff, eyes narrowed as a rare emotion is pulled from your fingertips in the form of deadly ice. Pulling the moisture from the air to freeze it or pulling any water towards you to keep your flank safe as your opponent rushes you at breakneck speeds. 

You hated this fucking guy, cocky, brash, so God damn arrogant in the way he held himself, in the way he spoke. It made you nauseous just thinking of him.Had you known he was the male star of this university you wouldn't have transferred, yet you still needed to transfer didn't you? Anything to get out from under the shadow of a certain Todoroki. 

No one cared to admit or to notice, that your quirk was different from Shoto's. You could manipulate water towards you to freeze, and manipulate whatever was already frozen. Your ice was denser and more durable than his and dare you say it colder than his too. Yet no one gave a shit, his was ice AND fire. You were just a one trick pony and a trick they already saw. Your opponent's taunting doesn't help matters much.

"I've already seen this before Ice Brat. Did ya forget where I fucking went to high school?" His hand heats the ice as he activates his quirk before three deafening blasts ring out. 

As you allow him to break down the ice you act on pure rage, securing some revenge from the first time he signed your hair. Pointed icicles lie in wait and once the wall is fully down you give him a nasty smirk before sending the straight his way. 

You're supposed to melt your weapons before they hit your opponent, neither of you are supposed to go all out per the professor's and college's strict rules in the athletics department but Bakugou always does. Somehow his big stupid mouth spews something that eggs you on. As if someone were shoving bamboo skewers beneath your skin, under your nails, sending you into an unheard of rage. 

Normally you were as your quirk, icy, unbothered by the world but Bakugou, God you could wring his neck. Freeze his hot blood as you watch him turn into slush beneath your feet. 

He expects you to abide by the rules, to splash him with glacier water but he realizes it too late. That you won't he let's off a quick blast, shattering two of the four deadly points. One grazes his cheek as he just barely dodges while the other lodges itself into his arm. 

You have half a mind to twist it. You pull at his blood bringing it into your arsenal. Blood red needles and bullets surround Bakugou. 

"I don't think you've seen this before.." You say darkly ready to release your hold and shred him into, give him a taste of his own medicine. Maybe he would see how bitter and nauseating he was. He smirks, opening his mouth to retort but you send your ice his way aiming for non vital spots although the ice creeps closer to your heart begging it to hit something vital. The inside of your ice palace begins to reek of burning sugar and spice, he plans to let out an explosion to bring this whole place down from the inside out. 

Just as he is about to detonate and just as the blood and ice are about to pierce skin the professor bursts into the gym.  

"I step out for five minutes and this is what happens?!"

The ice and blood return to liquid splashing across Bakugou as his skin pops. The professor takes in the damage from your ice and his explosions, still better controlled than most of his other students quirks. 

"I gotta stop pairing these two together." He murmurs to himself before dismissing class. With a flick of your wrist the ice fortress melts, returning to the reservoir below the gym floor, ignoring the molten glare that is sent your way.

"You're such a bitch." Bakugou growls as you pass, flinging blood from his fingers as he wipes at his face. You offer him a fake pitying smile before heading into the women's locker room. 

"Fucking asshole." You hiss, forcing the sight of his garnet gaze out of your mind. Instead turning your attention to your buzzing phone in your locker. It's a few missed calls and some texts in the girl's group chat. Briefly you wonder if you ever should have joined that stupid sorority, it was small, non toxic, and would look good should you need to transfer again. 

Not only did you somehow get elected the president but you also became friends with the three other ladies despite your best efforts not too. 

Mins: Prez we might have a way to save the sorority...lunch after you're done with training? 

IceQueen ❄: Hope it's good, the Dean already put the house up for sale. Let me get ready and I'll be there shortly. 

Mina presents her phone to the crowd around her, Kirishima, Denki, Sero, Jiro and Uraraka do a small celebration. Denki more so than anyone else, he knows the combined car washes will be more than enough to fix up the house, he also recently learned that you had the power of negotiation on your side. Having just listened to Mina retell the story of how you got free food for a month from a bar for yourself and your friends. And not from some sleaze who wanted to sleep with you either, no it was from the owner himself. 

Denki is hopeful and so are the ladies indicating that this may be his best idea yet. 

You arrive at the small bistro early, spying your party on the front patio. The three men had seen you in person before, they knew you were easy on the eyes but up close you were breathtaking. Manicured nails but nothing gaudy, normally nude or soft shades, light makeup, mascara at most as far as they could tell and your outfit was well put together. You were what the world called plus size but everyone else called thiccc. Your confidence oozing in your light blouse tucked into your black skinny jeans, uncaring that you had a pouch. 

You needed that extra fat to keep from freezing by your own quirk. The only thing you needed society to worry about was your intelligence and your power. 

Both were SSR ranked so what did you fucking care that your body was ranked lower. They were stupid in thinking you'd skimp power in the name of vanity. 

You recognize everyone at the table and internalize the dread you're feeling. Scheming is afoot and you're the last to arrive. You can tell by their half finished drinks and picked over appetizer, still you sit and act unaware. Denki goes to hold out his hand first for a formal introduction causing a sly cat smile to settle over your glossy lips. 

"No need, I'm aware of who the three of you are. Sero we share our lingual class, Denki, our chemistry class, and Kirishima we share two classes, world studies and villain hero theory. Truly a pleasure." You tell then your name before ordering something to drink from the lingering waitress. Sitting stick straight with your shoulders backs has the men mirroring you. 

"Well ladies I take it the plan to save the sorority involves these fine gentlemen." You ask coolly and they nod. After a moment of silence Mina and Denki go to speak. Awkwardly encouraging the other to speak until Minai clears her throat. 

"As you know they are a newly formed frat with Sero as their president. They moved into their house about a month ago and they say it is quite large. So they have invited us to move in." 

"How do you propose we ask the college to have a co-ed house? What does this fraternity home even look like?" They knew you would be quick to ask questions Mina answers the first while Denki provides the answer to the second. 

"Union and Diversity. Forming close relationships now to carry over into our hero careers." 

"The house needs some work but looks a lot better than what it did." Denki shows you before and after pictures as you gesture for his phone. He passes you his electric yellow case with nervous hope tingling beneath his skin. You swipe through the photos. 

"You boys did a great job on the outside. Inside needs a lot of work. Hardwoods will be easy to fix, they are original but don't seen to be damaged, a good scrub will spruce them up. Wait, are those?" You zoom in on the photo of the living room, "Are those foldable camping chairs and a VHS tv?" 

They gulp loudly as they nod, your purse your lips in disapproval. 

"I can fix that." You pass Denki back his phone, assuming that all the roommates will be present, "I see the main focus was the kitchen but some of the appliances seem to be on their last legs. I can fix that as well." 

"Soooo….So it's a yes?" Jiro asks, feeling relief for the first time in months since they received the letter of eviction. 

"Gotta get the college to agree first." You think on it a moment, "But I'm sure we can arrange that. Uraraka can you draft an email to the Dean requesting an official meeting regarding our sorority? Be sure to explain in detail our situation, how we are being forced to disband by their account and the solution we have. Make sure it's an afternoon meeting too. The dean hates to miss golf with our rival university's dean." 

With the plan set in motion all of you return to your evening classes. Jiro nudges Denki in the ribs, listening to his heart race from their closeness. 

"When are we going to tell her about Bakugou?" She throws her almost lover a look that he seems to wither beneath. His jaw tics before he retorts. 

"I think we should wait to see if this even works first." 

After a week the important meeting arrives and as you thought the Dean is already exhibiting signs of impatience. He is more than ready to wrap this up and you already know his answer is going to be no. Already trying to get it out before the four of you can even have a seat. 

Still you weren't the Ice Queen on campus for nothing. You saunter into the room, mineola folder filled with your copies of counterpoints pressed firmly to your chest, you can already see he doesn't have the copies you sent him. You place the folder down and open it, leafing through the pages as you speak. 

"This request is going to be approved and here are the reasons why. An example of sexism could be made that a new fraternity was approved housing, new housing, after a decades old sorority was deemed "too small" both parties are similar in count. Second funding and donations are easily influenced with letters to alumni and especially by attendees to this university. My transfer from YAU has brought in revenue of roughly 2.6 million dollars, increasing your diversity for women when this is normally a male dominated school. I am aware that my transfer had even encouraged other students from YAU to transfer here. Which I'm sure is one of your favorite bragging points to tell Dean Fraunk during your weekly golf trips isn't it? So it would truly be a shame if these points would come to light in the investigation of my return to YUA just months before the university sports festival. I do look amazing in Ice Blue you know. Matches my quirk a lot better than Maroon." You put the ball in his court, he is visibly upset, eyes flying to the facts that you've presented. All important, viable facts. You were right MMU was known to be a male dominated school and the media would have a field day if they uncovered a mistake he happened to look over. Not to mention you were his main bragging point, Dean Yuzi always talked about how he had stolen you, the female star of rising heroes, from YUA.  The silence in the room is amplified by the ticking of the clock, seconds accumulating into minutes as it counts down his T time with his old college buddy and rival. He gulps nervously, knowing what he has to do in order to keep both his bragging rights and a law suit under wraps. He looks up to you as you wear your stone cold face, making him think of a loan shark who hasn't been getting their payments on time. He is fearful for your future boss.  

"I believe I have no choice but to approve." 

"Correct." You respond, "Now we have a bit more to discuss. I noticed that classrooms 456 and 215 are being remodeled. Those gently used flat screens will be given to our house since it is technically college property. Common space 3 and 1 are being renovated in dorms A and B. We will accept the leather arm chairs as they are in good shape but we demand a new couch. I know it is in the budget as I help plan the budget. I also believe it is time for an allowance for our hybrid house." The Dean shrinks away from your tenacity, nodding as that is all he can do.  

"Well this is a generous offer and should cover most of the basic necessities such as a new fridge and mattress. The aesthetic we will be raising funds for. Kindly spread the word, we don't want to take up more of your time and be late with your 'meeting' with Dean Fraunk." You place a flyer on his desk as you turn on your heel. The rest of the sorority, mouth agape following suit. Yuzi looks down at the flyer, head hung in a mixture of disbelief and shame as he reads over the neon paper advertising a co-ed car wash. 

He just hopes you and Bakugou are worth the trouble. 

[purplerose244]

Thinking journal for season 12 Prime Empire 😎😎😎 (1/2)

So, I'm keeping this during all of season 12 to put down my thoughts as they appear. It's mostly for not ranting every single time a new episode comes out so please don't mind me too much 😅 I'm following the English release so please no spoilers 😙

I'm gonna split it in two, since apparently the season has 16 episodes. So this is the first part, enjoy my rambling 💜💜

It's the 30th of March and here we go!

IN GENERAL

I'm so, SO HAPPY, we have a theme for this season. For my experience apparently silly themes (tech ninja, ghosts, pirates) had brought very surprising results so I'm SO DOWN FOR THIS 😍😍

It seems that they fixed the mood, there is a specific mystery and a specific mission to follow. I like it too

THE NEW WHIP IS DOPE AS ALWAYS

I'm really glad there are plenty of references to past episodes, comebacks are my jam

The only thing that still kinda bothers me is the length of the episodes. It's not all bad, I just think the 20 minutes format was better. One thing is splitting 20 in 10 minutes, another is putting together 11 minutes of important stuff. Doesn't bother me too much, I just wish there was more time for my favorite show 🤷‍♀️

WOULD YOU LIKE TO ENTER PRIME EMPIRE?

Is it normal for me to feel really old after they made the "what is a VCR?" joke? Like, I'm a uni student so still pretty young, but I lived through the transition from that to the DVD so... eh, I laughed anyway👵

Jay is smart, I really believe he is. Yet I saw him putting a possibly corrupted motherboard into a legendary game randomly found into a villain's lair, and I was like "Of course he did that, I love you you dumb*ss" raising my glass of juice towards him 😎

Okay, I'm down for this Lloyd. I'm down for a season with Lloyd being creeped out just because, being silly, just a ninja helping his friends and- (remembers there's a Harumi avatar in the sets) I'M NOT READY

The ending was actually nicely creepy. Cool nods in approval

DYER ISLAND

THAT INTRO THOUGH, THAT WAS EPIC! Love the techno sounds, love the clear gaming connection, I rate it 10/HECK YEAH LONG LIVE THE FOLD

I was scared about how the shorts were supposed to play along with the season, but it looks fine so far with the mechanic and later for Scott. Good 👍

Ah, Fist to Face, that game came all over from the nostalgic season 1. That's what I'm talking about 😎

So they just associated that Unagami is probably Dyer's avatar like that? Like sure, I thought about it, but it looks a little rushed. Mm, I wonder if there's something more behind it?

LEVEL 13

Cyrus Borg is back and he TALKS!!! Finally, he gets some action! Go tech dad!

I'm so happy he referenced the Digiverse, I would have been very disappointed if he hadn't. Time flies Borg...

Not gonna lie, I thought the next to follow up Jay's spot as best in videigames was going to be Kai or Lloyd. It's not disappointing though, since pretty much all the ninja have been seen playing, and to be honest I like the implication that Cole and Jay probably played a lot together. As bruiseshipping or as BrOTP, I still love them together no matter what 💙🖤💙🖤

Ooooohhhhh, that's why Zane and Pixal are left behind. It makes sense, sure, but I don't understand the implication of the plan: they saw Dyer entering Prime Empire, so why looking for him in real life? Mm, maybe they will investigate about his life and what happened... PIXANE ON THE CASE 😍

Already saw Prime Empire's world in the shorts, of course it looks DOPE, still very happy to finally being there!

SUPERSTAR ROCKIN' JAY

I don't know why, but Kai questioning the double jump made me laugh. Also poor him, he just got his powers back from last season and they're already gone again 😂

And of course. Them. Wow. It must be the most amazing and CURSED thing I've ever seen so far, the League of Jay 🤯 I'm so happy they exist and they freaking use past seasons' suits!!! Awesome!!! Never thought I was going to see Jay's old plain haircut again... yeah, he got better with the curly one, but I'm feeling nostalgic 🤷‍♀️

Their nick are histerical omg, Jaybird, Dee-Jay, Jaywalkin, I'm loving this way more than I should 😂 Also they freaking screamed "JAY-NJA GOO!!!" and I don't know what to do with that, it's too great for me to comprehend 👏👏

And then, THIS happened:

Your Honor, I would like to confirm this as THE MOST SECRET DREAM I'VE EVER HAD FOR THIS SHOW FINALLY COMING TRUE!!! A NINJA FROM NINJAGO DOING THE NARUTO RUN!!! 🤯🤯🤯 Done, I'm done, conclude the season, this is more than enough for me 😍

First Kai gets hit and fall from a building, DYING, then Lloyd gets desperate for his brother (MY BROTP 💚❤💚❤), then Kai respawns and Lloyd looks so relieved and Kai is all panting while slowly realizing it's a game and MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE THIS MUCH OKAY???

As a very passionate Kai fangirl I always expect the cringy moment, it really is inevitable for my favorite hothead. I love that idiot so much it's unbelievable, even if it's an absolute and costant suffering 😅 Holy Garmadon it was painful seeing his VERY slow realization that in this game you only have four lives

... SO HE HAS ONE NOW!?! NINJAGO CREW YOU ALREADY KILLED ZANE, NYA AND LLOYD ONCE AT THE END OF A SEASON, DON'T YOU DARE PLAY WITH ME AGAIN 😱😱😱

Okay, I did not expect to hear about Mr. Cuddly Wamp ever again since Hands of Time and BOY if I'm happy it was actually a password, I love this show 😂

SCOTT FINALLY!!! YESS!!! 😍😍😍

Okay, for as long as it is not debunked, I will hold onto the Scott is Jay's brother/twin theory. I'm sorry but: his jacket has dragons AND lightnings on it, they have very similar skin in avatar mode, he said he was waiting for him in the short, he could very well have his same hair under cap and hoodie and he's a mechanic too. I know, I know, they could have the same skin because Scott helped him for the avatar, and there might be shadier reason behind the 'I was waiting for you' thing, and there are tons of good mechanics in Ninjago... STILL HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE??? 😍

SCOTT HAS ONE LIFE POINT TOO??? NO! NOOO!!! NOOOOOOO!!! Don't you dare appear and steal my heart only to die at the end of the season, come on!! 😭

So for now it seems like he just wants to survive. Can we actually confirm he's an avatar and not an NPC? I mean he could be, but I don't see the point of an NPC self aware of his life points. Idk, maybe I'm overthinking this 🤷‍♀️

Lol, Kai is the only one weirded out by the Jay-con all around him. Probably because he hasn't heard from his fans since Skybound 😅 (I'M STILL HERE MY FLAME BABE, ILY ❤❤❤)

And in all of his glory, freaking Superstar Rockin' Jay!!! 😎😎 Okay, I loved the design since the first time I saw it, but it looks possibly even better in the show 😍😍😍 And Jay looks absolutely adorable in it, and he's got a guitar, and he was waiting for his friends, and he hugs them (I'm weak for LEGO hugs for some reason) and he is so happy and AAAHHH 💙💙💙💙💙

I'm very curious about how Scott will play into the situation, clearly he will provide some kind of insight about Prime Empire. I can't wait to know more about him!! 😍

I AM OKINO

I did not expect this when I saw this Okino guy in the trailer... and I'm so happy I was surprised, I love him 👌

And he's voiced by Alessandro Juliani?? HECK YEAH!!! With all the hype about the DnD 13th season, and consequentially the knight theme, I really miss Nexo Knights and having Aaron's VA around makes me happy... any hope to have Giles Panton as well? I miss Clay the most 💙💙

This is what I'm talking about, the game theme needs this stuff! I was already happy to see life points, double jumps and respawns, but this? The NPC guide? Awesome 👍 It's nice to see the take on the matter, the guide seeing so many players getting killed, first because they did not listen, then because they were actually just unlucky. The touchy matter I always expect watching Ninjago 👏👏

At least I THINK he's an NPC? For now I don't really see a way of knowing, and it doesn't look like it matters. He didn't show life points so maybe? Does this mean he can't die? I have questions people

Which brings me to the cube thingies. That's what happens to the dead players? I mean, I would understand if they just become pixels, but there's also the drone that takes the datas every time. Idk, feels like there's more behind it. And honestly? It looks like great material for angst, like one of the ninja dies but then they discover they just need to get where Unagami stores all of the players! I hope it's something like this!

They designs of the players are really cool, I already saw them in the other episodes, but seeing them this close just confirmed it. Between this and Jay's awesome avatar, I see lots of great cosplay ideas coming 😍 I wonder when will Kai and Lloyd use their avatars, and why would they since I'm guessing Jay did for disguise and to distinguish himself from his fans

PLEASE TELL ME WE'LL SEE SCOTT SOON, I ALREADY MISS HIM!!! 💙💙💙 I have too many theories about that tech dude, I'm so excited about who he might turn out to be!

I was a little skeptical about the new ninja suits, but seeing them in the show convinced me, very cool! Especially on Nya 💕💕💕

THE GLITCH

Alright, Okino is indeed an NPC. Cool the fact that at first he could not understand the fact that he was in a game, but when reality changed he was forced to. Welcome into the crew! 😙

I'm kinda worried about it though, either they will shut down the game and he will stay inside or he will sacrifice for them. He's a very loyal samurai, I can see that happening and I'm SCARED

I WAS SWEATING BULLETS AT THE AMBUSH!!! I 100% saw it coming, we all freaking saw it coming, even the ninja did but where like 'we can walk and die or we can risk and die so might as well'. But still, my babies DYING and respawning so fast was not pretty 😱😱

Nya got the scariest death until now in my opinion, holy Garmadon Dyer DOES have a twisted mind...

Seeing Kai so scared of being in a new situation and with one HP reminds me A LOT of the Digiverse, and that's actually a nice touch. Give him a cellphone, hothead is a social media expert, but put him in a game and... huuhhh... 😅

Have I mentioned I love the ninja's new emoji masks??

BECAUSE I DO!!! 😂😂😂😂

So Unagami knows about them trying to stop him and he sent the rat people because of it. Considering how little we know about this guy, I'm wondering what we are about to discover

Alright, going to the next challenge, very curious about this adventure. So... beware of the rats, ninja? Still not sure what I think about the rats 😅

THE CLIFFS OF HYSTERIA

I would like to say Okino is the edgiest character of the show I've ever seen... but I've seen MORRO. But still poor guy, he got a case of the Matrix

Oooohhhh, the major question in videogames: better go grinding for more money to get the better stuff but while losing lots of time, or get the least expensive just to go on with the story but definitely risking to lose lives?

Ah there we go, so the energy cubes mean something! Also reference to the Sushimi guy of the set (gosh that name, I can't 😂). So do people actually die in Prime Empire or they are just kidnapped kinda? Can the ninja just bring back? ANGST POTENTIAL

Cole please don't die please don't die please don't die for the love of Garmadon please don't die somebody help-

HOLY FSM KAI I MEANT HELP FROM SOMEONE WITH MORE THAN ONE LIFE DON'T DO THAT BE CAREFUL PLEASE I FREAKING LOVE YOU YOU RECKLESS HOTHEAD ❤❤❤

Nya giving Kai a sweet look after seeing her brother is okay, that's what I live for 😍

So apparently Unagami is trying to build some kind of device using the energy cubes of the dead players (sounds kinda creepy like this 😱) to create some kind of portal? To Ninjago? I don't understand, if Unagami is Milton Dyer then why this? Just to bring his army and conquer? I mean I guess, sounds a little simple though. Then again, if it turns out it's not Dyer, it could be Unagami wanting to be real and get into his creator's world? Mm...

I like the message, having the ability to choose your own path. Very fitting for a game themed season, I hope it gets explored even more!

More for the "I love the ninja emoji masks of this season"'s compilation 😂😂😂

THE MAZE OF THE RED DRAGON

Duuuude, Jay being good at mazes comes all the way from Possession, the Tomb of the First Spinjitzu Master! 😍 ... or maybe I just rewatch this show too much... could be both really 😅

Unagami is NASTY!

Confirmed the thing about going into the real world, what scares me is how much powers Unagami seems to actually possess. Like, can he do the block thingy whenever he wants? Just straight up pause and do whatever? Wow...

Jay being extra 😎

I mean, of course he is, he's got better statics! 😂 I like how he seems so focused and in charge, I still hope we see more of him... and Scott... WHERE IS SCOTT???

I love dragons, this metal one is cute 😍

So now we have two ronin: a samurai looking for a path on his own in a digital world... and a shady guy named Ronin 😛 Total respect for Okino, he really showed the values he believes in. No matter he was programmed his way, I hope he finds what he's looking for. Better come back for the final battle!

One Keytana down, two more to go. I know one is the price of the race, while the last one... I don't really know.

More of the masks because I love them 😂 Here we have Vegeta Lloyd and Kawai Cole ✌✌

[eyes-like-a-pisces]

Rules: Answer 10 questions, tag 10 people and make another 10 questions.🧜‍♀️

Questions from my astrological twin: @maiden-song 💕

1. if you could choose to glimpse the afterlife, would you?

Yes, I would. I think a lot about It.

2. under what circumstances do you think you past life was lived?

I could have had many past lifes. I think I was a native american, cause I've always felt bonded to their tradicion and same with China, cause when I hear the sound of Erhu - traditional chinese instrument, something wakes up in me. I've also always wanted to see Sweden & Finland, so maybe I was doing something there... I mean, I could do anything. I see myself in biblical times, as well as middle ages. I could be a renaissance artist, as well as dying of hunger during victorian era, or something, and that's probably why I'm still careful with money, haha. For my latest one, I think I could have been a hippie in the 60/70s and had some drug use experience, cause when I was a child I used have dreams about taking drugs, even if I didn't know anything about It. I also had some experience with psychics (and "psychics"), my mom had a past life regression and she told me she saw me few times... I don't take anything for granded, but reincarnation is one of my favourite theories.

3. what three skills would you instantly master if you had the choice?

Playing every instrument, speaking every language, singing beautifully

4. would your rather no passion or no pain?

No pain. Everything is needed in life, but you know, enough is enough.

5. if you had a chance to leave this world and go to another one, would you take it?

Depends of the world and who I would meet there. Even if this world can be cruel and disappointing at times, I still have some love for him and humanity.

6. if you could smell like anything in the world, what would it be?

Like the first day of spring, when you go outside and the air smells different. Or a storm.

7. do you feel like common interests or philosophical comparability are not important?

They are very important. I can't imagine a relationship without similar interests, views. You either get bored or fight constantly. I think that the whole point of searching a partner is trying to find things you got in common. The more similar you are, the more understood you feel and more you are attracted to them. That's my experience at least. That's a very basic example, but as you may noticed, I'm very much into music and I was dating a guy, who wasn't into music that much at all. I thought It doesn't matter at first, but then I started feeling like I'm missing my favourite way to connect with other person. Once I met a guy who loved music as much as I do, I'm sorry to admit It, but my partner became unattractive to me.

Similar interests and views are needed at the beginning, to bond with somebody, and later, to simply enjoy spending time together (thanks Captain Obvious). I mean... chemistry and good will are not enough for a relationship to last. Don't get me wrong, I don't think you have to be identical and agree on everything - some differences can be inspiring, balance your relationship and teach you something new. It's also ok and even needed, to have some separate hobbies, things that you like to do on your own. There are also other important things, like, if you equally care about each other and if you are on the same page in general, but I can't imagine not agreeing in the key points and things that are the most important to you. And the only person who can decide what is the most important is the person who is in that relationship, no matter if It's about interests, philosophy or religion. But beside a romantic relationship, I think It's good to be surrounded by different people and listen what they got to say.

8. if there was one mystery you alone could learn the answer too, what would it be?

The mystery of life in general. Why we are here, is there any destiny, how we are connected, how this universe works, what happens after death...

9. in your opinion, is there anything more important than love?

No :) (I'm not talking about putting your relationship before other things. I'm talking about love as a big force and meaning of this universe)

10. describe a new planet you would live on, if you could.

I want things to be diverse, monumental... Maybe another moon, why not. As a concept of the world, I wish there would be peace :) everybody has their safe place to live, will to live, passion, purpose, someone to love and who loves them back. Amen.

Questions from @mybloodiedvalentine 💕👯

1. What is an unpopular opinion you hold you about which you feel strongly and with which you seem to notice a lot of people disagree?

Nothing specific comes to my mind at the moment (that I haven't mentioned before). I sure have some, but what's unpopular opinion in general and what's unpopular opinion on tumblr, are two different things. Maybe, that the "tumblr positivity" is not really helpful. Like: "in case you need to hear this: you are smart, you are loved... ". How do you know that? Those are just empty words. But It's better to spread positivity than negativity, of course.

2. What is the nicest thing a stranger has ever told you that you can recall?

Oh, I had a few situations like that... This is so lovely, when a stranger wants to just be genuinely nice, not just catcalling you...For example, when I was with my 3 girlfriends at the club and 2 ladies in their 40s where like: "excuse me, we just wanted to say that we can't stop starring at you all, cause you are the priettiest girls in the club." And we were like: aww, omg, you are beautiful too, come dance with us. And we were all dancing in our witches circle ignoring all sweaty men around us, haha. Or when my mom went to the the same hair saloon as me and asked hair dresser if she remembers me and she said that she does and that I'm nice and intelectual. I'm her faithful client now ;_; (Sorry for sucking my own dick, but It was nice to remind myself about these situations).

3. Has a piece of art or music ever made you cry? If so, do you remember a specific moment? 

Crying to music is my passion. The latest intense moment was few days ago. I was loading a dishwasher at night and I played some music and then "lover you should've come over" by Jeff Buckley came on and sudden wave of lonelliness hit me so hard, that I just had to put down the plate, hide my face in my hands and weep ✌

4. What’s your favourite piece of clothing?

Idk, maybe my Penny Lane coat :)

5. What’s a random childhood memory that fills you with a deep sense of comforting nostalgia? 

Sledding with kids during a very cold winter in my home town, until It got dark and snow looked like sprinkled with glitter and having my freezed feet warmed up with a hair dryer, when I came back home, haha.

6. What is/was your favourite thing about your mom? If not your mom, your dad? Or best friend?

My favourite thing about my mom is that she's tolerant and open minded. I didn't have to lie to her or pretend I'm someone I'm not because of that. My favourite thing about my dad is that he actually cared about being a parent, even tho my parents divorced. I respect that he has unwavering morals and huge knowledge about a world - biology, astronomy, music, art...- subject doesn't matter- but he is very modest about It.

7. What’s something you learned on your own of which you’re proud?

Playing guitar

8. When was a moment in your life you remember laughing the hardest?

I was playing cards since I was a kid. After few years, when I was about 13 y. o. I got the first poker, a royal flush. When I saw my cards, I'm not sure why, I just coudn't believe my luck, I started laughing so hard I almost died.

9. What do you like to do when you’re having a hard time mentally that invariably calms you down?

Really depends of the kind of situation and if It's triggered by something or just a longer period of time feeling in a certain way. The is no a magic trick, but some things might be helpful. When It's concrete situation, at first, when the feelings are really intense, then I just can't calm down. Every try to do so, has a reverse effect. Like, I CAN'T THE FUCK CALM DOWN and It makes me even more angry. Brain needs about 20 min to chill, if It's not triggered, so It's better to be left alone and just go mad a little until brain will have enough haha. Have a good cry, listen to some music, have a lonely walk, write my feelings down etc.

I like to listen to Teal Swan on youtube. She's a spiritual teacher. I know, It might not sound encouragingly, but she actually seems very down to earth. She has a video about like, every emotion and every problem ever. She's very good in naming feelings, rationalizing them and It makes you feel more understood. And It calms me down as result. ASMR doesn't work for me, but I remember that at some point I liked to listen to sounds of the nature, like rain, waves etc + guided meditation to fall asleep.

Music always helps in general - listening, playing guitar, singing. I also like to take an oil and do a face massage. I'm really sorry if I sound like an instagram influencer 🤢, but when you feel bad for a longer time, you frown and there is a tention in your jaw, it can be really relieving. I follow instructional videos on yt.

When I have a longer period of going into downward spiral, then every way to distract my brain is good - TV shows, internet content that is not related to my life situation (although, sometimes It's good to distance yourself from social media), for example, I like criminal podcasts, cause they are occupying enough to distract a miserable brain, meeting somebody, going to a place I've never been before. + any kind of shedule, reason to leave the house, any goal, anything positive to look forward to and having even the simplest things done, is a blessing (even if sometimes It's the last thing I wanna do). I also tend to be much sadder in the evening, so I just go to sleep. When nothing works, then It's time for the professional help.

10. Do you have a favourite holiday memory?

Discovering Cocteau Twins.

Best regards if u actually read all that chatter, but those questions were so interesting, that I couldn't limit myself to one sentence answer (in most cases).

My questions are:

1. Who or what was the most influential for your music taste?

2. If you could time travel, where and when would you like to go first?

3. If you could be someone from an opposite gender for a day, how would you like to look like and what would you do?

4. Do you have a style icon/inspiration? Or a favourite designer? Desribe your dream clothing style

5. What's the song by a band/artist from your country that you could recommend? (From your hometown or state eventually)

6. What is the most rebellious thing you've ever done?

7. Has ever something in your life happened, that you coudn't explain with logic?

8. What 5 objects someone could use to summon you?

9. What is your favourite name from your culture's language? And outside your culture's language?

10. What's a song you normally wouldn't admit you like or different from music that you usually listen, but still enjoy?

I tag: @winterdryad @bowiepop @nightmare @confusion-in-the-sea-of-sorrow @l0w-budget @numberoneblind @mirandasinclairs @mysticbride @leperwitch @comeacrossthedesertnoshoeson @hexafu @mielmelancolie @arcane-delight

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The Nature of the Beast (Part 28) Final

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Jungkook was kneeling next to yn's dead body, his hands moved forward to pick her body up as he hugged her close to him, brushing her hair out the way he looked down at her face, he left a lingering kiss to her forehead, squeezing his eyes shut he started rocking back and forth, eyes red and wet

"It is done"

Jungkook looked up noticing the man still standing in front of him, eyes looking down at the two, a small smile on his face, as the man noticed Jungkook staring, the man smirked at him, a soft chuckle left his lips

"Pathetic" the man said slowly walking away from him

How could they have done this to him? Jungkook face burned, He was desperate for revenge, An animal snarl clawed its way up his throat. 

“I’m going to kill you.” He snarled lunged forward towards the man walking away

Swinging and missing as the man stepped out of range, but before he could bring his hands up to defend himself, Jungkook drove his claws into the man's chest, where he started landing solid punches and deep scratches into the man's gut

He slammed the man into the floor, Then he was burying punches, over and over again

Another fight broke out behind Jungkook, the pack starting back up, as they fought together the pain of lossing yn was to much for them to hold back now, they wanted to save her but they couldn't they were to late, so instead they would make them pay

The pack was too distracted with the fight that they didn't notice yn body started to move

Yn body stood up, looking around at the fight she started to walk away, the boys stopped looking up as all the members of the coven that was still alive watched in aw at yn body walking around

Jungkook stopped turning around as he watched in terror, to shocked to do anything, he just stood they watching her not knowing what to do

"Y...yn?" His voice was low almost a whisper, but she heard

Yn head turned to look at him, but once their eyes met Jungkook knew yn was gone, this wasn't her, at least not anymore, her once bright coloured eyes now a dark back including her sclera

"I'm not.....yn" it spoke the voice nothing like hers, this voice was deep low demonic, Jungkook shivered at the thought of the now demon in her body

"Who are you?" Namjoon asked

Yn body turn to Namjoon now, tilting her head watching everything examining everyone

"Azaezl"

The answer was short, but the boys started to walk forward towards her/him

"I wouldn't do that if I were you" the threat was real in her/his voice, warning them to stay back

Jungkook didn't listen, yn was gone he knew that but even the agonising pain with the thought that he'll never see her again, he just couldn't allow this demon Azaezl to not let her be at peace, she deserved that at lest

"I can't let you keep that body, I will stop you" Jungkook said walking towards her/him

"Stop." Holding up her/his hand Jungkook froze, looking up at the guys panic showing in his eyes

"That's better. there's no one in the world who has the power to stop me." Azaezl said smirking as the rest of the guys backed up

"I'd like to test that theory."

Looking up they all noticed Yeong-ho walking up to them

"Yeong-ho?"

"Yeong-ho!"

"Uh-oh an Elder. I'm in wicked trouble now." Azaezl said smirking at Yeong-ho

"You have no idea. You have to stop what you're doing." Yeong-ho said stopping in front of Azaezl

"Sorry. Can't do that." She/he interrupted

"I'm not finished yet." Yeong-ho answered anger shown on his face

"Neither am I." Azaezl said walking up to Yeong-ho

"Stay down." Yeong-ho said moving his hand down, at that Azaezl dropped to the floor not being able to move

"How'd you do that?" Taehyung asked shocked, non of the guys knew Yeong-ho had power like that

"That's borrowed power. No way is it gonna be strong enough" Azaezl said still smirking at him

"I'm here to help you." Yeong-ho told Azaezl

"Yn listen to him, We don't wanna fight you." Namjoon told Azaezl

"I don't wanna fight you either. I wanna fight him." Azaezl said standing up

"Stay down." Yeong-ho said once again

"No" Azaezl moved his/her hand in front stopping the spell

"Asmodea, bring forth-"

"Vincere!"

Yeong-ho raised his hand as mist wrapped around Azaezl

"What No! Get off!" She/he yelled struggling to break free

"What did you do?" Jin asked walking up to Yeong-ho with the rest of the pack

"Contained her and her powers within a binding field. It puts her in a kind of stasis, for the time being" Yeong-ho explained to them

"This won't hold me for ever." Azaezl yelled still struggling against the binding field.

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"What's gonna happen to Yn? Is...is she gone for good?" Jungkook asked looking at Azaezl sorrow evident on his face

"Well, the Elders are working on a way to extract Azaezl out of her body." Yeong-ho explained

"And, should we be able to get her back?" Yoongi asked

"Maybe, You ought to know, Jungkook, that there's no guarantee she'll be as she was if we get her back." Yeong-ho told him

"I wouldn't worry about that. Yn doesn't live here any more." Azaezl said now out of the binding field

"Vincere!" Yeong-ho quickly cast but Azaezl was faster

"Solutum. Fool me once Shame on you." Azaezl said casting a spell at the pack knocking them out cold

Yeong-ho cast a spell back knocking Azaezl to the floor

"That all you got, Yeong-ho? Cos I could stand to go another ten rounds Whereas you can barely stand." Azaezl said laughing

"Your powers may be undeniably greater, but I can still hurt you if I have to." Yeong-ho told her/him

"Boy, you just don't get it, do you? Nothing can hurt me. This is nothing. It's all nothing." Azaezl yelled healing the cuts

"Incurso!" Yeong-ho cast knocking Azaezl back

"That was rude. Now I forgot what I was saying." Azaezl said glaring

"Perhaps you're not as strong as you think you are. You're expending way too much of your mystical energies to maintain your powers. At this rate you're going to burn out and-"

"Blah, blah, blah." Azaezl rolled her/his eyes at what he was saying

"You need to stop." Yeong-ho told Azaezl

"What I need is to finish what I came here to do" Azaezl

"It doesn't have to be like that. You can stop it."

"Yeah. I will stop this. I'll make it go away. You poor bastards. Your suffering has to end." Azaezl said teleporting away from them.

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Yeong-ho fell to the floor as the boys ran up to him

"Yeong-ho?" Namjoon asked as he helped him sit up

"I can see" he said

The boys looked at each other confused

"Oh. It's a miracle?" Hoseok said not understanding

"Azaezl I can see them. I know where they are. I can feel what Oh, God." Yeong-ho said trying to stand up but falling as Namjoon and Jin caught him as he fell over

"Yeong-ho, you have to rest" Jimin told him

"Silly boy. I'm dying" Yeong-ho told Jimin as they all stared in shock

"No, you're not" Taehyung said getting upset

"It was it was the only way. I thought we there'd be a chance, but now I know where Azaezl is. There going to finish it." Yeong-ho told them

"Finish what?" Namjoon asked

"Things just got a whole lot worse" Yeong-ho said

"How worse?" Yoongi asked

"End-of-the-world worse. Azaezl going to destroy it."

"Wait in yn body? She can do that?" Jimin asked

"Can and will when they gets where their going."

"Where is she I mean Azaezl going?" Jungkook asked

"Big old satanic temple. In Wondae-ri Birch Forest"

"There's no temple on Wondae-ri Birch Forest." Jin said thinking through

"Proserpexa temple"

"Who's that?" Taehyung asked

"Way up there in the hierarchy of she-demons. Her followers intended to use her effigy to destroy the world. They all died when the temple got swallowed up in the big earthquake of 32."

"So now, 70 years later, Azaezl gonna make their dreams come true?" Namjoon asked

"Going to drain the planet's life force, funnel its energy through Proserpexa's effigy and burn the earth to a cinder." Yeong-ho nodded

"How do we stop Azaezl? The place is about two hours away?" Asked Jin

Yeong-ho looked at Jungkook raising his hand, and with a blink of an eye Jungkook was gone

"He's are only hope now".

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Standing in the middle of the forest Azaezl had their hands raised

"Proserpexa, let the cleansing fires from the depths burn away the suffering souls and bring sweet death." Azaezl said

"Yn..."

Turning around seeing Jungkook standing next to her/him

"Hey, black-eyed girl. Whatcha doin'? -" Jungkook asked walking closer

"Get out of here." Azaezl said but it wasn't his voice it was yn's, Jungkook walked forward hope in his eyes hearing her voice

"You can't stop this." Azaezl said voice back to his

"Yeah. I get that. It's just, where else am I gonna go? You my mate for life. World gonna end, where else would I wanna be?" He told Azaezl/yn

"Is this the master plan? You're gonna stop me by telling me you love me? I'm not yn, I don't know or care about you" Azaezl said

"I know you're about to do something apocalyptically evil and stupid. And, hey, You're yn."

"Don't call me that. I'm not yn" Azaezl reminded him

"Ending the world - not a terrific notion. But the thing is yeah, I love you. Yeah a demon has taking over your body, but thing is your still yn I know your in there, I know you can fight this but if you can't, So if I'm goin' out, it's here. If you wanna kill the world, well, then start with me. I've earned that." Jungkook said walking towards Azaezl

"You think I won't?" He/she told him

"It doesn't matter. I'll still love you." Jungkook said

At that Azaezl lifted their hands as deep cuts slashed through his skin as blood soaked through his clothing

"Shut up" Azaezl said glaring

"I love you." Jungkook said again

Azaezl hand closed his/her hand as blood poured out of Jungkooks mouth

"Shut up!"

"I love you, yn." Jungkook collapsed on the floor looking up, eyes pleading

"Stop! -" Azaezl held his/her head squeezing their eyes closed as blood ran down their face

"I love you." Jungkook crawled forward

"Stop!" Azaezl fell to the floor blood now running for their nose and mouth

"I love you." Jungkook said coughing up more blood exhausted from the open wounds

Azaezl hunched over blood splattered on the ground, then Azaezl back snapped back face up towards the sky as black smoke floated out of the mouth

Yn body fell forward on the dirt, Jungkook pulled her towards him as he watched the open wound on her neck close

"Jungkook?"

In seconds Jungkook had yn in his arms crying

"Your Alive?" Jungkook said over and over not believing it

Moving away from him yn looked up checks stained as she looked up at him, bringing him in to a sweet long kiss

"I'm so sorry I couldn't save you" Jungkook said, yn shushed him

"It wasn't your fault, It had to happen, at least that's what they said" yn told him as she stroked his check

"What? Who?" He asked

"Don't worry about, not at the moment at least, let's just enjoy this yeah?" she said smilling up bringing her other hand to his neck kissing him all over as Jungkook laughed

"I love you, you know that right" he said she laughed along with him

"Oh yes I know, I love you too" yn replied standing up grabbing his hand as they walked off together.

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"What happened? Yeong-ho! - You're not dead!" Taehyung yelled excited

"No. Oh! - However, I am still in some pain." Yeong-ho told his trying to get up

"Well, why aren't you dead? Why aren't I dead? Why aren't we dead?" Hoseok asked looking around

"The threat's gone. Azaezl has been stopped." Yeong-ho said

"Oh. - You mean she's -" Jin looked down getting upset

"No, she's alive."

The boys all exhaled in relief as the thought of yn being well and alive

"Yn emotional connection with Jungkook was to strong for Azaezl, gave her the power she needed to get rid of Azaezl, Gave Jungkook the opportunity to reach her."

"Jungkook?"

"Yes. It was he who got to her in time. He saved us all."

"Well not the first time" Jungkook said walking up to the pack with yn by his side Yn rolled her eyes at his sentence

"Yn!" The boys yelled running up to her, pulling her in to a group hug

"Your alive"

"Your ok"

The boys shouted at her as she was squished between them, all laughing at how happy they were

"So why are you alive? How did you come back?" Namjoon asked as they let go of her

"Well, as I was gone? Dead? I saw my grandmother, she told me it always was supposed to happen, that's why my mum was so worried about me learning magic it's a family thing my grandmother went through the same thing when she was younger" she answered

"So the whole thing happened because of your family?" Jin asked

"Pretty much" yn shrugged nodding

"My ancestors gave me the power to come back because I was wrongfully sacrificed" yn explained

"I'm just glad you back" Jungkook said hugging her again and kissing her forhead

"Well now that things are back to normal can we leave cos this place is giving me the creeps" Hoseok said looking around at the graves all around

"It's only now it's creeping you out?" Yoongi asked shaking his head

"Dude I was consumed by Rage and panic when we first got here I didn't realise that dead people are right below us" Hoseok explained

"Well it's a good idea to leave, this place is a bad memory now" yn said

All agreeing they all walked out of the cemetery, while Namjoon and Jin helped Yeong-ho walk.

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The next day yn was sitting in class waiting for the professor to come in while Jungkook sat next to her fiddling with her fingers

"Hey?!"

Turning around yn watched as mina ran up to her, sitting down next to her giving a small smile to Jungkook who was sitting the opposite side of yn, Taehyung and Jimin sitting behind

"Haven't seen you guy all day yesterday, what happened? and why do you have a gargoyle Taehyung?" She asked looking at Taehyung with the gargoyle just sitting on his table

Jungkook and yn looked at each other while Taehyung and Jimin both shared a look, then both smiled turning back to mina who was staring with a raised eye brow watching the fore of them

"Just a really long day" Jungkook said yn nodded "exhausting"

Mina nodded aproving of their answer as the professor walked in, Taehyung and Jimin chuckling at the answer

"Let's just have a normal day ok?" Yn told the three guys

“Well as normal as it can be with Taehyung carrying a dame gargoyle around for the rest of the day” Jimin said as they nodded laughing at how bizarre the whole situation was

“I still can’ t believe Yeong-ho agreed for you to keep that thing” Jungkook said

“leave Stumpy alone” Taehyung told them, looking at the front of the class,

And indeed it was a normal day for the pack, yn and her friends, leaving behind the events that happened yesterday as a bad memory and nothing more.