#i know i shouldnt base my worth/growth as a creator off the numbers
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logically numbers shouldn't matter and i should create for me and what i want, not to preform for anyone else
on the other hand
the number of notes my art gets has dropped by almost half since last year which is about when i started posting almost purely star crossed so
not feeling
not feeling good
#KesSpeaks#my old shitty art used to pull like what#55 60 notes average?#and ive grown since then#ive improved#but my notes count has gone d o w n#and maybe its the fact that people are leaving the fandom or that people dont like au content here as much#but it stings yknow?#god maybe i should just go back to doing my old wing au stuff or just non-au drawings for the queens#idk its just#i know i shouldnt base my worth/growth as a creator off the numbers#BUT IT STILL FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!#WOW!!!!!#god i know star crossed inst that popular of an au and its more my pet project but i wish more people liked it i guess?#i am#tired#istg if i post my other aus that im going to be working on and they get more notes that my sc stuff im going to cry#or worse they get less notes hahah#then yea it'll be a switch to no aus for a while hahah#not that i dont appreciate yall whove stuck around for my au stuff i love yall so much#i just miss#recognition? i guess?#idk im just noticing a trend that my non au stuff gets better reception that my au stuff and im wondering if yall want me to#cool it with the au stuff for a while :/#okay pissy moment over im going to go play minecraft
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