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capn-twitchery · 18 days ago

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tiny explanation on lack of Stuff lately is that my brain has for some reason nosedived my creative confidence the last month or two and it is killing me

i want to make things so so bad but i feel like none of it is good or it's boring and it is driving me Crazy!!! especially when it leaks over into not wanting to talk to people over not feeling interesting enough. agh. anyway that is my PSA, rest assured i am trying to kick the feelings away like this, and i Will do it. one day

we Will get there. or else🤺🤺

#stuck in that rock and hard place of like #i need to do studies bc i feel like i've forgotten how to draw without HEAVY reference #or 3d models to half trace #which isn't a bad thing to do. but it does immensely slow me down and i don't want to do it for Every doodle #but i don't want to do studies. bc when art isn't fun bc i feel like stuff i make is boring #i want to work on things that excite me. not studies #so i just get stuck!!!#and then bc stuff feels boring i don't know what to talk about or feel like i'm bothering people #it is a vicious cyclr #i am half writing this out just to get it off my chest #in hopes i will stop feeling weird about it #i know i don't owe any amount of content or conversation to anyone dw it's the frustration of #wanting to. but not feeling able to!!!!#i will get over it i am working at it #thank you anyone who still tries to talk to me despite tgese weird months of brain hell #it is Always appreciated<3 #fredspeaks

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