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and I think you've seen my other main darlings (Keith, Charles, and Will), but from Ikémen Prince, here is my main darling. my husband. my love. Sariel Noir~♡
he's a palace minister, the king's regent, and is known as the "palace devil". Sariel's background is mysterious, but he's a lot softer and sweeter than he seems. he has high expectations for you, but is kind and thoughtful as well, and - again - is a massive tease (it's literally, canonically his hobby).
(actually, he's a lot like Barbatos in a number of ways, including his role, his demeanour, and even the fact that he dislikes rats??)
i saw that guy and i literally a cannot describe how badly I need him. i want him. Badly. Terribly.. 100/10
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STEVE PART2
TXT YEONJUN IMAGINE
highschool!yeonjun x reader
Genre: fluff
Synopsis : 3 month ago, you transferred to your new school, and met a few people, Beomgyu, his boyfriend Taehyun, and Taehyun's best friend (and third wheel) Yeonjun, and Beomgyu can't bear the third wheel anymore.
Part1
"y-you like me too??"
Yeonjun was speechless, the girl he's been crushing on actually likes him as well.
"y-yeah I like too ! I've seen you a few times with Taehyun and I thought you were cute.."
"But, why didn't you tell Beomgyu ? He could've told me-"
"Well, I didn't know him so well back then, and I thought that you didn't like me so.."
Yeonjun giggled, "Well I do actually, I like you."
Yeonjun looked deeply into your eyes, before looking at the window, "it's getting pretty late, we should head home"
"Y-yeah we should"
The walk to your house was very quiet. Why the HELL did I say that I liked him ??? Lies on top of lies won't solve a thing ! But... He already seemed so sad... I don't wanna break his heart, otherwise all this would be for nothing !
"Hey, Y/N,"
Your train of thought is interrupted by Yeonjun. "hum? Yeah?"
"Can I ask you a weird question ?"
"huummm sure ?"
"What hair color would suit me the best ?" Yeonjun turns to you.
"... What ?"
"I mean, I wanna change my hair color, but I don't what color I should do..."
"But- why are you asking me ?"
"I- i mean- I just-" Yeonjun stops, and take a deep breath. "... I just want you to look at me, like you looked at me when you entered the bakery..."
"Uh- what do you mean ?? H-how did I look at you ?"
Yeonjun became shy, looking at his hands, as your cheeks became red.
"you looked at me... Like I was the only one in the room.." Yeonjun looked back up to you. "I wanna impress you like I did tonight."
You suddenly felt very hot despite the cold breeze on your cheeks. You stopped in front of your house and looked at Yeonjun.
"Yeonjun I... I don't know..."
"I-i mean, you don't have to answer now it's fine, you must be uncomfortable after-"
"Pink."
Yeonjun looked at your eyes. "what ?"
"Pink hair... Will suit you well..." You looked at Yeonjun one last time before running inside, you turned to him, smiled and waved "Have a good weekend, Yeonjun. Get home safely" and closed the door.
The weekend was pretty quiet. Yeonjun finally followed you on your social media, and you were quite shocked to see that yeonjun had a lot of followers on every platform. He was handsome on Instagram, stylish and cool; very funny on Twitter, honest and commited; he posted a lot of very aesthetically pleasing stories on Snapchat, with his friends skateboard, eating ice cream, he seemed fun and laid back. The total opposite of the Yeonjun you saw at school.
But what you didn't know is that this day, Yeonjun was way more active then any other, he was hoping for you to react, comment, or like something he posted, but you did none of the above.
On Sunday, he suddenly stopped. You checked all his social media but there was no sign of Yeonjun. You though that maybe he was busy or just not on his phone.
Monday came by and, you were not the only one surprised.
You were at your locker with Beomgyu, small talking, when you heard two girls talking about Yeonjun.
"Omg have you seen Yeonjun today ?? He look so good !"
Hum ?
You look at Beomgyu, who was looking down the hallway. You turnes the other side to see Taehyun and Yeonjun walking down the hall.
Yeonjun had styled his now... Pink hair. His outfit was stylish and unique, styled with jeweleries, earings and chains.
Beomgyu and Taehyun seemed pretty accustomed to this.
Taehyun and Yeonjun stopped at your locker, Taehyun went to hug Beomgyu and Yeonjun leaned on the lockers, looking at you, smiling.
"Hi Y/N !"
"Yeonjun.. your hair.." you went to touch Yeonjun's hair, but he grabbed your hand before you could.
"Don't, I fried it and doesn't feel nice to the touch." Yeonjun giggled
"I- i didn't think you would-"
"You were right, it does suit me !" Yeonjun smiled brightly.
You looked at Yeonjun head to toe.
"I followed your advice, I planed my outfit on Sunday, so I still had time to sleep !" Yeonjun was still holding your hands. "also I'm very pleased" Yeonjun leaned towards you ear, whispering "You're looking at me like that again".
You coukd hear the smirk on his face. Then the bell rang, and Yeonjun looked at you. "Let's eat lunch together, hm?"
"U-uh sure, sure."
"Cool ! I'll wait for you." He said, before joining Taehyun to walk to class.
You were walking down the halls with Beomgyu between classes, telling him all about your date and your weekend,
"I mean, I don't know what happened ! He was all '👉👈🥺' and now he's '😈🤠' what happened ???"
Beomgyu was laughing so hard, " I'm telling you, that's just who he really is !"
"But- I mean-"
"We talked about it this weekend, he said he needed a change, that he's been thinking about it for a while. He didn't feel good at school because he couldn't the way he wanted to look. I guess the little crush he has on you was just a little boost."
You looked at Beomgyu, still sceptical, as he laughed.
"Oh and also, I heard you were the one who told hime to have pink hair ??"
"Oh- it's just, after our date, he asked me waht hair color would suit him... With the cold, his lips looked pink and I thought it was pretty on him so.."
"Well, you were right ! His hair looks nice, doesn't FEEL nice, but look nice!" Beomgyu said, then he smirked. "So... You looked at his lips, uh ?"
You hit Beomgyu's shoulder as he laughed again.
"Y/N be honest, you think he's cute, right ?"
You sighed. "I thought he looked cute before, now he's just straight up hot af"
Beomgyu laughed "He's totally you're style, I knew it"
"Let's not get ahead of ourselves, uh ? I still don't know how he is, so calm down."
"Trust me Y/N, I know him, I know you," Beomgyu looked at you "He's your type."
You hit him again "StooOOOp please"
Beomgyu giggled.
"And, he doesn't know everything about me yet so..."
"Are you... Gonna tell him?"
"I would, if I really wanted to date him," you sighed "but that's just not the case right now, so no I'm not telling him."
Beomgyu sighed, and looked at you,
"Y/N, if you really like him, don't pressure yourself because of it. Just do what makes you happy, don't think about it too much, and enjoy your time with him, okay ?"
You looked at Beomgyu, touched that he cared. "I will, Beomgyu, don't worry."
You guys both got in your class.
"Yeonjun... What do you think she's hiding ?" Taehyun looked at Yeonjun, both hiding behind a wall.
"I don't know... But I need to find out."
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As a Model I Got Stalked by a Porn Cam Girl Who Couldn’t Let Go of Her High School Ex Boyfriend in College and How I Dealt
So for those who don’t know, on top of modeling I was an elite springboard and platform diver, in the Olympic track. Technically I left modeling for sports after modeling got scary, but I still dabbled in the clean side of the industry.
I technically started being recruited by The University of Alabama by age 14 years old, well that was my first real trip to campus anyways.
I liked the University of Alabama, because their art program is located near Birmingham, which is an indie designer fashion hub of America. After watching Project Runway on binge growing up, I wanted to support the industry there.
However, as soon as I got to campus on my first or second night I was asked on the team who I would either make out with or hook up with before I knew any of the guys on the team, or girls if I were to go that way for a matter of fact. I was also coming off a myriad of injuries that were half attended to with doctors, after my dad left. My mother lied and said we didn’t have health insurance anymore.
So, I get to campus, and meet this guy Joseph James Pursley (DOB: 10/21/1994, causasion male). On the first day, I didn’t realize he was our head coaches son, because I was a diver and his father was a swimming coach. I told my teammates that I thought he was cute, they told me he was the head coaches son. Hearing how psychopathic our new head swim coach was from the rest of the team before showing up, I wrote him off.
To be fair, Joseph James Pursley does suffer from a myriad of drug and alcohol addictions. I’ve watched him pound a full bottle of wine in one sitting then run to the shower to barf. He would ask me to act out rape scenes with him, because it turned him on according to him. On spring break, I woke up from a daytime vacation nap to him passed out barfing in and breaking the rental home shower once. He uses these things called whippets to get high. He was the mens team Vyvanse supplier when he wasn’t even on scholarship to be on the team. He once punched a crack in his own car windshield as I gave him a sober ride home. He would openly tell me how much he wanted to die or join the military to get me to help him with his homework. He has a cocaine addiction. He once kicked a girl in a twister costumer to the floor on Halloween. And, he wouldn’t let me break up with him, ever. As hard as I tried.
By the end of this relationship I was waking up everyday in panic attacks, or ending the night with anxiety attacks over what JJ Pursley thought of himself while he used drugs. He would do cocaine and speak out of his head. He would else me into sex while he was on psychedelics and I was not. Police were getting called to his home and I would have to go over to try to help during my workday, not mine. Below is an image of what he did to my face. I asked him no repetitively 5 times before I was thrown into the asphalt concrete. Essentially, I was waking up everyday fighting for my own life or having an anxiety attack over what JJ was going to make me do in the night while I slept.
Anytime I talk to police about this situation I get light headed and almost pass out. My mother knew his father where she was from, so she does little to advocate for me at all.
However, I now have advocacy groups working to protect me in the state of Texas from JJ Pursley and everyone still connected to him. I’ve just never known how well these avenues work for kids frok.places like where I’m from.
Time and time again, the United States has shown that no one gives a fuck to help the little kids from the projects of Cincinatti and we do nothing to warrant it. I am hoping that this political shift brings that, if nothing else at all, for once, actually representing kids from the projects.
And what they actually have to fight through to survive and what their usually single parents have to do to get them out of it. One parent is always a hard addict and the other can never seem to do enough to get their own family resources. For me my mother was a HARD addict in the state of Kentucky for a LONG time. After the things I saw my mom do to herself, I don’t even understand how she is alive. I’m always pushing my mom to get clean, but fact of the matter is, she never stays clean. She will scream she hates drugs as she is abusing them behind closed doors. Diet pills, injectables, painkiller pills, alcohol, whatever she can get her hands on.
My mother has also been getting model sued for the greater portion of her adult life whenever she starts using again. Which seems to be anytime I leave the door to start life on my own. Then, I deal with the ramifications of my mom being an addict. I CANNOT LEAVE MY HOUSE IN AMERICA WITHOUT BEING ACCUSED OF BEING AN ADDICT BECAUSE OF MY MOTHER. AND. I. AM. SOBER.
No one thinks this is real, but when you get out of the projects, people try to attack you and your kids through their whole lives as you progress beyond it. Because there is a side of the country who thinks kids from the projects don’t deserve to get out of it.
Two weeks after I arrived at school, his father paired us in the same team building group. He seemed fairly normal this day as a person, but then again he was also sober this day to my knowledge as we were required to be as far as I knew. Then he began pursuing me at parties.
One night, when I was the sober driver for the team, he asked me to give him rides to pick up his friends because his cell phone minutes were apparently out at the time. I later learned that his parents had to put him on minutes because of his addiction to naked images of girls from his high school. He would tell me how guys in his high school would fill their phones up with nudes and then trade Sim cards so that everyone got a little bit of every girls nude images. So, his parents had to move him mid year of school from Arizona to Alabama.
He didn’t tell me it was this serious until after we started dating and his personal porn girl began attacking me directly. I am a girl who had never sent nudes at all by college.
I grew up primarily Hellenist as my religion, and this is something WE DO NOT DO within hellenism. Strictly, I was told our gods would be angered at me if I ever shot nude for a man in a porn sense or sent full porn type nudes to a man for his sexual attention unless it was my boyfriend or full time partner that I trusted to protect me.
He just told me that he had gotten into some trouble in high school, however he had gotten accepted by the coaches onto the team, so I figured he was trying to do better. I was never told to judge people by their past mistakes. However, in JJ Pursleys case, I wish I had.
We actually did become friends before we dated. We would actually spend sober platonic time together, but I also hung out with his roommates so I didn’t think he was a danger to me. In short, I wasn’t scared of a digital pimp.
The first time we “hooked up” we only really made out, and then the next day he told me he had a girlfriend that he hadn’t mentioned previously while getting to know me. After he told me,I told him u was sorry and made up an excuse to leave the situation. So, all was good and dandy. Then the party stalking began.
I coukd not attend a team party in the same room as JJ Pursley without him eventually finding himself standing directly behind me or three feet away from me trying to talk. If I would give him the time of day, he woukd follow me around the party like a lost dog. Then I started noticing how alcoholic he was. He would borrow my car to take his friends to smoke in it without me attending with them.
He would find ways to place himself in the same places as me. However, he was uninterested in leaving the dorm to try any of the clubs I had joined to try tonget acquainted to campus outside of athletics and the inter team hook up culture that was going on within my team.
I for some reason, forgot what level of model I was in college as I was trying ti focus on school and athletics for the four years. But, the team culture still creeped me out. I guess that was just the modeling in me still holding me close to my morals, I’m thankful I did it this way.
A few months into the semester my phone was thrown onto the floor out of my locker by a teammate or a call vibrated it out of my locker. Being a student athlete, I couldn’t afford a new one at the time, so JJ Pursmey gave me his old phone. This girl, Kelley Vivas, had probably sent 100-300 Streams of naked images of her rolling around naked on a workout ball alone in her room, not even working out.
It was literally quote comical to see. When i firstly the images I was like, “hmm what are you doing there???” The positions she was in in order to show her coochie angle to the camera seemed so uncomfortable. Isn’t a workout ball for working out? Zhe woukd be making like angry faces in the images trying to be sexy. It was really just something as they say.
I had never seen another girls nudes at this point, I was shocked.
By winter break, I was able to throw the phone away. Luckily the girl was over 18 according to JJ at the time he gave me the phone. I threw it out anyways, and she wanted to be there doing that. I’m pretty sure that’s still how she makes “her living.” So I did what I can to not get involved with it.
I actually never revenge porned the girl even though she had me non consensually revenge porned for simple dating her ex, when I never even sent her nudes. I was just like, “Holy shit, this is EXTREMELY embarrassing for this girl Kelley. I’m just gonna not and get rid of the phone.”
But then, even though I didn’t revenge porn her after being handed her nudes in the age of revenge porn, she would still attack me. Now her and all of her local friends have protections set up by me where I can call police if they try to get near me at all. JJ Pursley as well.
Luckily the Texas DAS office let me look up all their information and submit it in for protections. Then, a stalking advocacy group took over this portion of my life for me. So I do feel safer, now.
Just knowing I can pick up my phone and have them arrested if they even get near me, is a ton of solace after this situation. I thought I was I’m a literal living hell after seeing this girl naked and how much she wanted to attack me into oblivion for simply dating someone.
I would make him go on walks with me. We would go to the movies with groups of people. We would eat. He would take me to stores or shopping centers driving wise. But this girl just would not stop. I have no clue where her psychology us at after being a porn cam girl, which is why I had to report her to police.
It wa super creepy and I was honestly afraid she was getting ready to seek me out. She would acreenshot my social images of me on spring break during the second semester of college and send send to him as if she was going to use them for something. And now her whole life is a revolving lawsuit luckily for me. I don’t don’t think she was loved to finish out her college degree.
She has no job listed online, and she still tries to attack my character. I’m unsure why, she sees how bad JJ Pursleys life has gotten, how does she not realize that she is next. I was tying to help her by not forwarding her nudes to anyone. But I guess she was mad because she likes being a porn star? That’s fine with me, but you can’t attack non-porn stars for not wanting to join you.
I’m not sure if this girl was a part of a wider network, but she’s about to be a Jeffrey Epstein cronie by age 24. If she’s not already, I felt so bad reporting her, but the advocacy group and DAS office gladly took the information from me. That was a HUGE step forward in feeling safety in my own life again as a model.
Personally, I did make a plan to jump from the roof of my dormitory dormitory the ground after this girl began attacking me. I DO NOT FEEL THIS WAY ANYMORE, AT ALL. I have gotten multiple rounds of therapy for what Kelley Vivas and Joseph James Pursley did in my life as I was trying to start art school, my whole dream after being born in projects as a kid.
Luckily, after receiving therapy and getting better, I still have my modeling career and my art career. And I don’t struggle to get jobs in fashion or art still. My contracts have actually begun protecting my personal images and creative content for me online after how many times both women and men began stalking me with bad intentions. THIS WAS A MASSIVE BLESSING IN MY LIFE.
So immediately then after the attacks began, I knew I was going to have to report the situation eventually to either my contracts or police. I happen to have such a huge modeling contract established when I was a child that my family has it protected by a bank. Some models do have their contracts protected, if they are large enough at a young age. My family personally doesn’t speak about the intricacies of my specific contract for how large it got so young. I’ve started telling people small parts of it so they will leave me alone, but the rest of my contract is in a bank vault at what brands were willing to offer me at such a young age for my good nature and ability to always try to do the right thing.
My family, after my childhood, is extremely proud of me for this and they remind me daily, weekly. And monthly of how proud of me they are for my work in modeling alone.
It got so huge so fast for me that I had to hide inside of my home after a while. Eventually, the world got safer for highly talented kids and now I just get my big drops at home.
I do really miss going to a set, but shooting from home helps keep me safe from the types of men that used to be kept around modeling sets or would sneak their way onto set.
I also began looking up free scientific mental health resources online so that I wouldn’t fold in on my own mental health while moding, and could laugh about situations such as these.
Any time I catch myself doing something out of character for me and my career. I get therapy, get online resources, get free hot lines. Then I move on.
Again, growing up within the modeling industry, I was ALWAYS told by my dad’s model friends and the Cincinatti Ballet that I DID NOT NEED OR HAVE TO DO PORN TO SURVIVE. They very much advised against it with me, and any guy who has ever tried or threatened me into it, has no life now financially. I cannot thank these people enough for their guidance.
In business, JJ Pursley with a degree, was offered offered $22k base salary and them promptly almost lost his sales job, because no one would buy from him.before finishing my degree, I was offered a 40k base salary after freelancing through college, for a role where I didn’t even have to make sales at the job.
Now, I’m getting modelng contracts and job offers galore now that I have my degree completed out after going through this while trying to finish a collegiate degree out. I cannot say thank you enough to the people who kept a pulse on the EXTREMELY DANGEROUS situation for a model of my level and helped to pull me out of it once I could break free.
I am extremely proud of myself for surviving this, this felt like one of the biggest tests of my life so far. It was an extreme every day stressor while I attempted to complete my college courses, and I wasnt even attacking anyone.
Now, I can only laugh about it. Now, that I know larger organizations are working on the issue. I feel immensely safer now that this new wave of police and legislative system know this story.
But then again, JJ Pursely himself, began being followed by police before the relationship was even over. He has now been removed from SEC athletic football games, and almost arrested on the streets, by police.
So back to the story. At the time, JJ was telling me how much he hated being this way and how much he was trying to not be a porn and drug/alcohol addict verbally. He would tell me that he wanted to kill himself over this girls attachment to sending him nudes. So, I tried to help him in early work ways as best as I could. No one deserves to die over this. But I still haven’t heard of JJ Pursley and Kelley Vivas being forced into rehab, and JJ almost gets arrested on the street.
Yes, porn is not illegal, but trying to force a model into it is. I couldn’t tell JJ how big of a model I was.
During the relationship he woukd se the quality if my contracts and start to wonder about what was going on. But, I kept it a secret from him because of the lorn addiction attached to him and how much he would beg me to do it for him.
Kelley Vivas on the other hand, was a dancer I guess. I’m learning from this situation and others, that a lot of ballet or those types of dancer dancers actually engage in full porn type shooting or sex work outside of their jobs. Let me make this clear, not pole dancing, full porn and sugar daddy’s type stuff. I feel bad that they have to do this to get paid, but get a second legal job if dance doesn’t pay enough.
That is exactly what I do. Sometimes I get 3-5 legal jobs or contract position to not do porn or sex work when I’m not modeling. I know tons of other dancers who work 3-5other jobs on top LEGAL dance as well. I’m only approached by ballerinas for prostitution, still. Ballerinas mostly, approach me in public and try to tell me sex work is okay.
I left Ballet to model when the outsiders beginning targeting me shit started because I didn’t like it. My modeling contract is now protected by a bank vault vault yall can’t get it.
The Cincinatti Ballet is the only Ballet I trust. The Cincinatti Ballet and my contracts. The women and men at Cincinatti Ballet and within my personal modeling contracts told me I NEVER needed to do porn. They would only side hug me and tell me how beautiful I was. They were not upset at me for leaving dance after what men tried to do to me because of it. I would still dance for this Ballet troop if I could even meet their standards for human beings.
The dancers from the Cincinatti Ballet would pull me to the side as a little girl and show me the dance hall asking me if I even knew how beautiful I was as a very very young girl. And they gave me the confidence to never need to do porn or give into Sugar Daddy culture. All because a Ballet troop showed me how much they cared about children NOT having to do that.
I cannot thank the Cincinatti Ballet enough for dropping in on my practices as a child or finding me at their shows and walking me through the hall making me feel poised and confident enough to rise above it.
So after I initially was beginning to date JJ Pursley and trying to hear him out about how he wanted to change as a human himself, I thought I would give him a chance to change. He didn’t. And that’s okay, I hope he gets mental health help.
Once Joseph James Pursley decided that I was a better option than his ex, he began trying to break up with her. I guess fearing that she would lose her already set Porn career, she woukd threaten to kill herself to him as he broke up with her. She would literally threaten to kill herself for her high school boyfriend breaking up with her.
So then eventually JJ Purey did enough work to get her in the back burner, and he actually started making an effort to get out of the home with me. He woukd take me to my car appointments to get my car serviced at the time. He woukd take me in fast food dates. He woukd teach me how to skateboard again outside, etc. Once we got his cam girl ex out of the picture, we actually started having a pretty wholesome time with others. Then the attacks began.
She would call him telling him that she was going to hang up and kill herself if he broke up with her on the phone call. JJ Pursley would be on the phone crying and asking her to not kill herself over their break up. This part was actually really sad.
JJ would start hanging up and telling me that he wanted to die or join the military, because of what Kelley Vivas, the cam girl, was making him go through.
And she still stalks him. This part if the story I actually feel bad for him.
I don’t feel bad for his addictions. That’s the part I don’t feel bad for him for.
Let me preface, I sometimes do put filters over my social media images, because technically my face is trademarked or protected under brands. So if someone were to catfish trying to be me, or use my face and body as intercultural property without ler.ission from my contracts, they woukd get sued. So, at that time I would filter my photos in order to avoid becoming the subject of someone’s catfish over another.
I’m sure this girl would say, “well I’d didn’t know it was like that,” now. But she shouldn’t have to know it’s like that to not be a psychopath.
She began messaging JJ Purey how ugly I was. Calling out my filters on my photos. Reminding him that they had child names picked out. Eventually, JJ showed me it all. He would tell me how delusional this woman was and how wrong she was when he told me.
But at least he made sure to let me know some psychopathic girl was about to drive in from Arizona.
She eventually began requesting that JJ Pursley shoot revenge porn of me for their high school hometown of Phoenix, Arizona. Because I woukd refuse to send JJ any nudes as his girlfriend. I was actually very adimate against sending them to him.
Then JJ Pursley made the conscious decision to film me during a compromising moment via the app Snapchat, which is apparently trackable. I know my blog is being followed by my brands only now. So I do feel safer, now.
This girl just would not stop. We were dating 3 years later and age woukd still try to reach out to him. Luckily, I was able to follow and screenshot her and her friends socials until they got found out in order to protect myself.
These girls even sent their friend to stalk me on campus at my own university and laugh in my face… they stalked and abused a blind girl via social media.
Eventually, after these women got found out, they were forced to join community service organizations.
I have no clue if the girl, Kelley Vivas, was even allowed to finish out her collegiate degree via The University of Arizona, however she was supposed to be a medical professional. And she eas threatening suicide to a man over a break up when they didn’t even live in the same state anymore.
So my best advice if you are in a situation like this and scared to get out of it, fearing death, tell police. Tell therapists, tell your parents, tell your friends.
Tell anyone you can about how you tried to get away. Work hard or seemingly difficult busimess type or learning jobs to try to take over your mind.
It gets extremely stressful and downright CREEPY in your life if you let people do this to you or approach you with these intentions. I quit my sport and my dream major, left and separated myself and pretended it wasn’t happening unless to defend myself.
I was super lucky that my next major was also a dream to me and made my mind actually feel good again. But I did research it super hard before transferring into it, so I knew it would be that way. I am still EXTEEMELY THANKFUL for my school in letting me do this and then eveb reach out when my boyfriend became extremely abusive to me again tonhelo get me into therapy.
As women, this is all we can do, in my own opinion. When it comes to modeling at the level that I do, I choose to forget about it completely from the creepy people who try to know me after my modeling career hits again. Luckily, by starting to tell people when I weirded out or scared of the people who even try to follow me, I get better protection to do my job.
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Published July 6, 2021
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Hey coukd I also get a tmr ship from the info I sent before. I just loved how u thought about my ship and how u just didn't just matched the personalities together but thought about who was compatible to the other so couldn't help to ask for another . Love u ❤❤
Could i get a male ship.5'3.tan skin.dark brown hair&eyes.Love aesthetically pleasing stuff&space.Ravenclaw.OBSESSED with music.Procrastinate ALOT.Like reading books&watching tv shows.Dont hate learning but I hate remembering(in school).Insecure (people I care about&help don’t appreciate me or like me back).Cleanfreak.Sarcastic.Not good at opening up to people.Confident if i want or dared to be.Independent.Love to sing&draw&getting good at them too.Want to travel the world. Thnx❤
All of the following is based on the storyline of the books. The headcanons turned out to be quite long again. Sorry for the long wait love. Enjoy
What’s your job: Builder | Bricknick | Slopper | Bagger | Cook | Track-hoe | Med-jack | Map-maker | Runner | You’re not in the maze
How Will you end up: Murdered | Crank | In Paradise | Lost | Killed yourself | Left behind
Your tattoo placed by W.I.C.K.E.D.: The Unknown (You’re a mystery to most of the other Gladers. You often shy away from conversation to find yourself lost in your drawings and humming. Even though the people around you don’t know much about you, they still have a weak and soft spot inside their hearts for you.)
Best friends: Newt (He’s your guardian, as he calls himself, even though you’ve told him countless of times that you don’t need his protection. He’ll have your back no matter what.)
Frypan (His jokes were able to tear down the barrier you build around you in no time. He doesn’t care about awkward silences or embarrassing stories, it makes it much easier to open up to him.
Jorge (He’s a charismatic man that took care over Brenda, and the moment he saw your tiny and shy demeanor he swore he saw young Brenda in you.)
Enemies: Eva Page (Whilst the others could understand her reasoning at least a tiny bit, you couldn’t. She lied to you, betrayed you, took your trust and had torn it into little pieces. Your confidence was at its peak when you had to stand up to her.)
I ship you with: Thomas
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Headcanons: (Under the “read more”)
Thomas was the kind of guy to ask questions.
A lot of them.
So when that mysterious girl, you, from the other maze had taken a liking towards his friends, Thomas couldn’t help but blurt out the so many questions he wanted to ask.
Not only questions he had specifically reserved for you, but also the ones he didn’t get an answer to from your friends.
The way he didn’t just put all attention on you, the way he talked about anything and everything and knew, in some odd way, that you didn’t like to be put in the spotlight,…
That was the reason for your blossoming friendship.
The more he got to know you, the more you showed him your smile, laugh and confident side.
It was different than the times you chose to close yourself off.
He seemed to love the way you were able to let loose around the friends you made.
When he found you drawing somewhere, in a corner of the berg, a corner of the room, he admired it from afar.
How you looked so peaceful and at ease in a world destroyed by heat and a human developed virus.
He found peace inside you, that he wouldn’t have found on his own.
As the W.I.C.K.E.D. facility fell apart, as everyone tried to get to the other side of that portal, to paradise, you were there trying to get your friends to safety before yourself.
You pushed them in, you pulled them to a safe haven, you thought about Newt, Winston, Aris,… Everyone you had lost.
You thought about Thomas, who was still somewhere out there.
When he ran into the room, followed by Teresa, you knew it would take your own life to get him out of her grasp into safety, away from that traitor.
And so you did.
He locked eyes with you, saw the peace you had already made with your decision, saw the tears rolling down your cheeks when you told him: “Don’t dare to forget me.”
He would never forget the girl who brought him the comfort, who brought him to live his life in paradise.
His last touch, the last caress of his fingers against yours brought you the last comfort you needed, his appreciation.
You pushed him away, into his new life.
You pushed him over the edge, ‘cause he was needed out there.
And you would never be forgotten.
A drawing you had made for him was neatly folded inside his pocket.
Together with the memory of your beautiful smile.
Hope you like it!
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you 🤝 me: THIS character design being the ABSOLUTE TOP TIER
and I think you've seen my other main darlings (Keith, Charles, and Will), but from Ikémen Prince, here is my main darling. my husband. my love. Sariel Noir~♡
he's a palace minister, the king's regent, and is known as the "palace devil". Sariel's background is mysterious, but he's a lot softer and sweeter than he seems. he has high expectations for you, but is kind and thoughtful as well, and - again - is a massive tease (it's literally, canonically his hobby).
(actually, he's a lot like Barbatos in a number of ways, including his role, his demeanour, and even the fact that he dislikes rats??)
i saw that guy and i literally a cannot describe how badly I need him. i want him. Badly. Terribly.. 100/10
#aster#glasses; dark hair; the *vibe*...#you get it#YOU *GET* IT#i knew i coukd trust u#<- I love himn#my husband ♡#ikepri opinions#krenenbaker's reblogs
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