#i kneeewwwww i shouldn’t dry it!!!! but god i just HAD TO!!!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cinnamon-grump · 1 year ago

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Idk what is WRONG with me but some days I really just. It’s like.. my brain is just…. Glitching?

Like i KNOW i shouldn’t put that plate in the microwave for several minutes to steam potatoes…. But I have a “well I’ve put it in for shorter times and nothing bad happens so this will be okay i guess” and then i. Do the thing. The thing I just told myself I shouldn’t.

And I know I shouldn’t put this sweater in the dryer because it will matt and shrink— but the smell of it triggered me back to being in my mom’s old car.. one in which me n my siblings were technically kidnapped by our babysitter. My desperation to get riiiiid of that smell made me fucking STUPID and now the sweater is tiny and probably destroyed and I feel like the biggest asshole alive… cause I just couldnmt stand a fucking smell!! I ruined a fuckijg handmade gift that was worked on for mONTHS all be cause. Of a stink.

#shut up ashwyn #i think i should crawl into a hole and stay there #like idk i just…. i cannt believe i did that #i kneeewwwww i shouldn’t dry it!!!! but god i just HAD TO!!!!#now its soaking in a tub of scented oils and hair conditioner..#in the hopes that I can at least stretch it back out to a wearable size #but dudes… im genuinely unwell about this #im.. trying not to spiral 😅 but i am a liiiittle suicidal rn to be completely honest #sorry i needed to vent..#i feel very very very dumb and tired #i thought that lowest lowest setting wouldn’t destroy it like that..#her fucking face as I had to explain my mistake… i genuinely could have just dropped dead on the spot im so mortified

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