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#photography#nature#plants#photos#film photography#those days were so unreal#my university had a place inside the complex but like#an exterior little park with trees and grass#and plants and flowers#i kind of miss it#memories
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Are there any oddities about yourself that you have noticed since your resurrection??
Well... I don't seem to dream anymore, which is different. Johnny expressed some sort of envy over it when I told him. I don't think it feels the way he imagines it would, though... As if it would help him tell which reality is real. It doesn't do that for me.
Because I lack the capacity to dream, I sometimes wonder if THIS is the dream. I mean, it seems absurd I would come back to life this way. Definitely feels like something that could have been coughed up by the sick wishes of my repressed subconscious.
But even if I am dreaming... so what? I'd keep doing what I am doing. I already know the afterlives are bullshit, so it's not like I'm building up moral energy with my actions now for any sort of angelic pay-off later.
Maybe I'll wake up, maybe I'll die again, maybe the aliens Nny despises will finally find his house and blow it to smithereens. It's not really worth worrying about. I'll deal with that when it comes.
But anyways, yes, it is odd that I don't seem to dream.
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Did I ever tell y'all that I used to act in high school?
Not like, PROFESSIONALLY or anything, but I did speech and debate. Speech was essentially the acting side of things, and so I did that all four years. I was actually really good. Went to state every year and (finally) made it to nationals my senior year. I was constantly placing top three at tournaments.
#i kind of miss it#kind of wish i had insisted on pursuing it sometimes#don't know if i ever will again#i liked doing plays and everything too
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I’ve been dreaming a lot in the last months but I usually forget what they’re about. Apparently last night I was dreaming about having my to develop film in a makeshift dark room. I was having to figure out what spectrum of light was okay the expose the photo paper too and everything. Odd.
#I haven’t developed my own film since high school#I kind of miss it#but it’s so stressful I was always worried thst I’d mix up the chemicals#and I never could get the hang of winding the film on the little rollers to go in the canisters for developing
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Thinking about it, I haven't been jumpscared in a good few years....
#back in the day we had to be careful with every kind of link or gifs or video......#i kind of miss it#keepin' it mellow
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burns always stay
#i saw this one post talking about burn marks from cigarettes#it reminds me of when i used to burn myself#i still do sometimes but less now#i used to use cigarettes too#there are lil marks on my hands and arms#i kind of miss it
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I've been following your art for a while and I really love that our interests have aligned since bnha era
Uwah ! I'm so happy to know you have been around for quite a while :"0 pffft, my bnha era was not so good (to me) but I'm glad to receive a loving, loyal, and supportive audience throughout as well as improving so much by going through these fandoms and interests :") 🤍
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*has several debilitating disorders* idk maybe i'm just lazy
#cancelled my psychiatrist appt because i just couldn't get up and i felt i couldn't face her#she's probably mad with me now :/ she already talked to me about missing appointments but i just couldn't do it today#i fucking suck lol im disappointed in myself. my depression has gotten really bad lately which is all the more reason to talk to her but.#idk i've kind of given up also. i stopped therapy months ago. i dont think she was gonna really help me anyway tbh
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well that was awkward
#happy belated ace week everyone#i miss season 2 when everything was still kind of silly#and jon didn't make tim hate him yet :(((((#instead was just tim playing matchmaker#and being terrible at it#i like to hc basira as aro so it makes their situation funnier for me#tma#the magnus archives#magpod#tma s2#tma season two#timothy stoker#basira hussain#jonathan sims#tma fanart#asexual#aromantic#my stuff
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The Wizard Cowboy War (Wizboys VS Cowards) continues on.
#Wizard#Fourfold soul#fitch#nobody#Digital art#Well! Kind of! This one is actually mixed media -the lines are traditionally done with ink#then scanned and coloured digitally. I like the look and the feel of this method a lot.#In case anyone out there was wondering what the original doodle the Cowboy Wizard Jousting comic was - it was this!#I had indended it to stay a sketchbook doodle but I kept thinking about it - and figured 'why not also use it to do an art experiment?'#The funny thing about using existing characters for this is that this isn't even that far off from what they actually are.#The original pitch for the setting of FFS was 'Cowboy Exorcists'. Which sort of just makes them Cowboy Wizards in a way.#Design wise all I really did here was give them sillier hats.#Fitch isn't boy enough for the boy to be more than a carry over from 'cowboy'#But our Nameless Nobody? Yeah. They earned that Coward Badge good and true.#I have a few more doodles from this (AU? I guess?) That I may post if I'm low energy this week.#I missed drawing these little fellas. I should budget my art time to draw them more often...
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love when two characters are both Romantics but in opposite ways. actually love when two characters do the same thing for different reasons and still end up with the same fate kind of obsessed actually. grumpy x sunshine trope but what if they were both doomed by the narrative yknow
#original characters#two surgeons popping pills one to throw themselves harder into their job the other to escape it#living and breathing their work vs desperately clawing to live and breathe anything else#i love my ocs guys i swear#jesus i haven’t rped in so long#i kind of miss it#especially people with other fucked up little characters
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thay tiktok thats the guy saying 'i like wearing my sunflower hat' smiling and someone shouting 'I HATE YOU' 'KILL YOURSELF' 'I HOPE THIS GUY DIES' is literally what its like being transgender here
#but also its kind offunny. like i dont feel like im missing out on anything persay bc the ppl who act like that are literally so miserable#you hate my silly nature.... but i will notd Shes spitting on the front porch again. Okay
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I thought I'd share my Pizza email to the OED
To whom it may concern,
Myself along with my fellow researchers in the [COLLEGE] cosmology lab came across a definition that appears in your dictionary that we find unnecessarily restrictive and criminally narrow. This is the definition for the beloved food pizza. It reads "A savoury dish of Italian origin, consisting of a flat, usually round base of dough, baked with a topping of tomatoes, cheese, and any of various other ingredients, such as meat, anchovies, or olives". I have several problems with this phrasing. Firstly it demands that every pizza that is to be deemed worthy in your allegedly all seeing eyes must contain both tomatoes and cheese. Is this to imply that both red and white pizzas are some other unrelated foodstuff altogether? I would also like to point out that you stated that it must contain tomatoes not tomato products. This would outlaw any pizza that contains tomato sauce rather than whole tomatoes, not to mention the myriad other sauces that are commonplace on pizza. Perhaps it is your imperialist and elitist ideals that you so odiously hold that leads you to such restrictive definitions. Pizza is one of, if not the, most expansive and varied foods under the sun. To lock it in such a small box and throw away the key is not only distasteful, but borderline negligent. It is my sincerest hope that your offices might take a long and stern look in the mirror, and see that the wonderful world of pizza is much more rich and colorful than you have ever imagined before.
I thank you for your time and attention, and hope to see your organization put its restrictive nature behind it as we hurtle into a more brave and just world.
Yours in dough, [NAME]
[COLLEGE] Class of '25 [EMAIL]
I actually sent this, with my real info that I have redacted here.
#pizza#email#dictionary#oxford#oed#my professor read this before I sent it#we did very serious research in the lab#I kind of miss it
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hehe 😉 10 weeks (70 days) without smoking!
#i kind of miss it#specially when i hang out with my frinds#but omg#my life quality improved a lot#quitting smoking#quittingsmoking#smoking
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Final Moments.
#my art#goro akechi#persona 5#p5r#shuake#ren amamiya#persona 5 royal#akeshu#akira kurusu#sorry for the sad shuake recently :( its just been that sorta mood#i will make one of those implied happy ending ones soon again i promise#i may have been a bit too worried about my health for a bit and made me write this#the poems i write when thinkin about my life. god damn!!!!#anyway . im sorry again#i swear the next one will be happier i miss happy shuake too not my fault ghost au is miserable (kind of is my fault)
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Pathetic podcast protagonist is such a male dominated industry
Petition for more women to be pathetic podcast protagonists. Like yes queen, experience the horrors
#unless i’m just stupid and am missing out on a secret goldmine of podcasts where women are the pathetic protags#in which case#pleasepleasepleaseplease recommend them to me#i need more podcasts anyway#fiction podcast#malevolent#the magnus archives#welcome to night vale#wolf 359#kind of#w359 has some epic female characters that i love so much but i fear theyre all too badass#what i need here are more genuine idiots#give me girlfailure content#deviser podcast#the penumbra podcast#idk can yall tell im really tired#I’m talking extreme wet cat energy here#do you understand#merlins shitposting
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