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translightyagami · 5 months

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fine okay i'll admit it: maybe the five uninterrupted days i had to spend with my family this month were bad for my mental health. maybe i'm feeling weird and sensitive right now because i had to talk to my mom and she hurt my feelings. i am not actually over anything i thought i'd finally gotten over. maybe i got out of the washing machine for a little bit before being thrown back in, now sopping wet from the dirty brackish water i let fester in there. whatever. i'm very normal.

#i keep feeling really snippy lately when friends say things that brush against my insecurities #and i know its because my strength is down so every weird comment doesn't bounce off me #i had to use all that strength in michigan to not scream my head off while my entire family grieved my late grandma #but i don't know how to regrow that armor i used to have #i don't know what to do #except be sensitive forever – just a weak freak with no skills no strength just nerve endings #don't reblog this please #i'm just writing to get it out of my head and somewhere else

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