#i just want to say. from the bottom of my heart. AAAAHHHHHHHH

[wolfeyedwitch]

Ohhhhhh my god. Oh my GOD, this is the worst version of conversion therapy that I think could possibly exist.

Im not okay. I'm gonna go scream into a pillow or something.

Leo reads Aiden's Intake Form

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Leo jumps when his phone vibrates against the countertop, a flat buzz like an insect trapped inside a jar. It’s only Delia, probably calling on her drive home to chat, but his chest tightens as he raises it to his ear. 

“Can you come outside?” She asks. 

“What? Why?” 

He’s expecting an annoyed tsk but instead, she just sounds tired. “Just come outside. Alone.”

If only for the reassurance of seeing Aiden content, Leo goes all the way upstairs to tell him he’s going to grab something from the van. 

Aiden’s lying on his stomach in bed playing on his Switch, feet kicking lazily in the air. When he sees Leo, his eyes flick around, like he’s checking to make sure his bed is perfectly made or he didn’t leave a stray sock beside the laundry basket. He waits until Leo’s in the doorway to sit up and put the screen aside, looking relieved as he does. Leo knows how much effort it takes every second he doesn’t snap to attention. 

He’s convinced Aiden will smell the lie on him but he just says okay and nods. No questioning gaze or hesitation. Aiden picks up his Switch again but keeps it resting on his lap. Hopefully just until Leo turns away and not until he’s closed the front door behind him.  

It rained earlier. The pavement, still holding the heat of the day, evaporates the water quickly, mist hanging just above the ground in the yellow cast of the street lights. Delia’s parked behind the cover of his van. His stomach tightens at her deepening subterfuge. 

Delia has the heat in her car cranked to the highest setting and it smells exactly like the hospital and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. He wants to get out immediately. 

“So? What’s—” 

“Here.” She holds a piece of paper out to him. Right before he takes it, she pulls it back again. “I just want to say, for the record, that I wanted to take his number off this and destroy it. There’s a big chance most of this is made up and it’s only his place to tell anyway.” 

Delia finally meets his eyes, waiting. 

“What do you want me to say?” The backseat is absolute chaos. Scrubs and other clothes are strewn about. He counts no fewer than six water bottles and thermoses. And the cherry on top: half a loaf of bread—bag not fully closed—and peanut butter and jelly jars, complete with the knife she must have used to make her dinner, strawberry jam dripping onto the upholstery underneath. He sighs and forces his attention back to Delia. “I can’t know if I agree with you or not if I have no idea what you’re talking about.” 

“Fine, but I tried.” 

“Duly noted.” He means it earnestly but she rolls her eyes and reluctantly hands him the sheet of paper. His stomach is doing somersaults before he even starts to read. It’s a bad photocopy of a bad scan. The handwriting is fuzzy at best, the lines slanting across the page. He has to squint to read it. 

Handler. 

Committed. 

Revision. 

“What—”

Parents. 

Sedation and five-point restraint. 

Leo’s stomach churns. “What the fuck is this?” He holds it away even though he’s barely halfway through. 

Delia takes a deep breath. “The good news is that if we finally have his ID number, we can move forward with the paperwork for—” 

“Do not finish that sentence right now,” he grates. 

“Strictly as a means to an end,” she quickly adds. “You know it’s the first step—”

“Stop with the legalese. I already agreed to that. I want you to tell me what the fuck I’m reading.” His shirt is starting to stick to his back, he wants to rip off his jacket but the seat is too far forward in this stupid car. 

“It’s an intake form,” she says softly. 

“That is the easiest part to read.” He turns off the damn heat and the absence of noise rings in his ears. “Seriously, Delia. What does this mean? ‘Straight Paths’? ‘Committed by his…parents’?” 

“There are a lot of different ways into the System, it was designed that way. Criminals out of for-profit prisons, homeless off the streets, all the stuff you already know, but it goes deeper.” He can hear the venom, even through her clinical voice. “They have so-called treatment programs for alcoholism, addiction, and…well…straight paths.” 

He feels sick to his stomach. “For fuck’s sake.” 

“I know, it’s awful.” 

“What does ‘revision�� mean?” He isn’t sure he wants to know. 

“That’s the term they use for administering amnesics.”  

He forces a breath in. 

“But we already know that he has some—maybe even a lot—of his memories,” she rushes to say. 

“Memories of having ‘five-point restraints’ used on him?” He spits, making her grimace. “Where did you even get this?” He’s gripping the vile document so hard it shakes. 

Delia carefully extracts it from his fist. “One of Noah’s safehouse contacts has a contact at one of the facilities. They’ve helped in situations like this when we had no choice but to pull records. We only use it as a last resort because it’s so risky for everyone involved. The last time we did this it was a matter of life or death and we needed a medical file—” 

He’s not even listening anymore. All he can think about is Aiden, innocently playing video games upstairs. Comfortable, content. Now, Leo will have to face him with these fresh horrors in mind. Even if he tried, he’s not sure he could hide that he learned something new. But, like Delia said, this should have been his to share. He runs his hand over his hair. 

“I wish there had been another way,” he laments uselessly. He wishes he listened to her and never read any of it. “Are you sure it’s him?” 

“No…that’s the thing…” She swallows. “We’re going to have to ask him.” 

Leo shakes his head. “Jesus Christ, Delia. You know what it’s like for him every time we’ve tried. We can’t—” 

“I wouldn’t suggest it if there was an alternative. It’ll be different this time because he doesn’t have to try to say it or write it.” 

“But what if he still can’t recognize it?” He scrubs his hands over his face. “You said yourself the sequencing, the long number sequence—” 

She has to whisper it, “His conditioning should override any symptoms of his aphasia.” 

Leo gets out of the car, not even bothering to close the door behind him. He makes a beeline for the edge of the parking lot and vomits into the neat row of bushes there. 

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[aelin-queen-of-terrasen]

AAAAHHHHHHHH YES DORIANNNN

I've loved him since day1 and I'll love him forever he's my sweet little baby and I didn't expect to like Manon and him together but I love that I'm wrong here bcs for some reason I love him with Manon

like I said there are sooooooooo many things I LOVED and I literally inhaled this book in a day and a half and I'm still going through everything that happened and just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

and I loveddddd the bit where Rowan goes that he doesn't have anything to offer Aelin like land or money or his title and stuff like that but when his cousins come to this aid and he goes that his is what he is offering her his Whitethorn line or something like that and my heart just melted

and Gavriel-Aedion meet!??! my heart actually broke reading it I'm pretty sure that Gavriel didn't know that he had a son when he left Aedion's mother and now he just wants to talk to his son but AEDION??!! why?!! and I get both sides but stillll and finally when Maeve comes him back but he leaves a shield in place around Aedion and even Lysandra and again my heart just aaaaaahhhhhhhh

and Evangeline???? We've seen so less of her but I'll protect her at all costs!! Ahhhhhhh that scene what they leave her with Murtaugh and Lysandra and Eva have to say good-bye like thank god we didn't get this scene from Lysandra's pov (if I'm not wrong haha can't remember this bit) and OH MY GOD WHEN AEDION KISSED EVA'S HEAD AS A GOODBYE LIKE WHYYYYY!???!! I WAS NOT READY FOR THIS

and I've to say that out of all the side characters backstories and povs, I loved Elide and Lorcan the most and the tent scene and when he washes her clothes himself and when he comes back for her when Vernon shows up and that whole tearing up his shirt so she would have her supplies and him giving her that protective golden ring (I've forgotten the name) and the whole island thing and her offering him a home in Perranth (that's the name I guess?) and him finally accepting that he wants to come with her and their kiss like sarah would you just kill me already this couple is tearing my heart and healing it at the same time

andddddd omg when I was reading how Lorcan reacted to Elide's cycle I remembered that when Aelin got hers in the beginning and Chaol was there and when he found this out and actually RAN from her room and then Dorian comes and helps her ah man I just love him

ahh no I don't want to read ToD I simply can't read about Chaol anymore and ik he had his reasons but I just can't get over how he acted and treated Aelin in QoS

and I can't tell you how fun it is to talk to someone who knows what I'm talking about so thankssssss!!! maybe I just find that courage to talk to you non-anonymously soon hehe

It would be awesome if you could but if you can't, I love recieving your asks! I'll reply from bottom to top.

Dorian is so adorable; it's so rare for me to love a side character more than the main love interest but he's just, argh, perfect. Even in the first book, I always wished Celaena would choose him instead of grumpy grandpa chaol. I liked chaol well enough tho, even when he was such a little shit asking her what she did to deserve her scars and always being scared of her like he just loves a part of her; not the assassin, not the king's champion and definitely not the queen. I still liked him anyway for some reason until QoS but then he was such an asshole to her??? The girl is trying to save her kingdom from the evil king you served not that long ago. He keeps resenting her for it. And blaming the massacres of Endovier and Calculla on her too? That was so uncool. He thought she was just frolicking around faeries in wendlyn; it made me so mad, as if he knows anything about her. So I can understand not wanting to read ToD — also because I can't possibly read about fucking chaol when Aelin's in an iron coffin oh god. But please remember to read a summary or some things won't make sense! All Elorcan scenes were so cute but particularly the one where he left stripes of his shirt for her to use for her period. That was so un-Lorcan-like so I loved it. Also that other scene where he drops the shield when Elide is attacked so that someone can heal her and he says I wanted to go to Perranth with you. It broke me. Aedion and Lysandra raising Evangeline along with kids of their own would be the sweetest thing ever in the world. I wish Gavriel and Aedion had more time together. I understand his mother hiding it from Gav to protect Aedion from Meave but I can't help but resent it because that wasn't exactly Gavriel's fault; he just wants his son. I can't— 😭 and Rowan's quote:

There's no limit to what I can give to you, no time I need. Even when this world is a forgotten whisper of dust between the stars, I will still love you.

I didn't like Dorian and Sorscha; it seemed like that ship was being forced down my throat. So when Manorian started seeming like a possibility I didn't expect to like it as much as I ended up liking it! I loved and hated empire of storms' ending in equal measure for the whole whitethorn bunch turning on Meave, all their allies getting together, etc etc. And Aelin-Brannon interaction lmao this girl really be antagonizing everyone. 😂

[daddysfangirls-marvel]

Polyamorous: The day Stark found out

Pairings: Steve Rogers x reader x Bucky/ Stucky x reader

Warnings: fluff,brief nudity, brief smut ( like a tiny bit), nosey Howard Stark

Summary: Howard finds out about their relationship and now they have to explain themselves 

First Kiss | First touch | Moving in | The day they left for war | Found you | The day Stark found out 

The day Howard Stark found out was just horrible, and more than a few days. The worst person to ever let get involve in your person life was Howard Stark.(later on it would be his son Tony Stark). He was like a gossip girl, he wouldn't’ tell anyone your secrets but boy would be ask questions. And questioned he asked.

It had been 4 weeks since Steve Saved the 107th, Bucky and (y/n) had healed nicely and were both put on his team, the Howling Commandos. It was also determined that Peggy Carter was not a threat to their relationship. Bucky was a sniper, (y/n) was their field nurse and a spy. She was their little ray of sunshine always keeping everyone positive.

The three maintain the three best friends appearance in front of everybody leaving no suspicion. But they have rare moments to show each other love. This was one of those moments, in an unfortunate place and time.

(y/n) had accompanied Steve to one of Howard's labs. Alone in an office, the two believed they had time to show some love and started a little make out session, unfortunately, the two lost track of time as well as got too involved.

An excited Howard Stark opened the door to find the two making out of his desk. The two did not hear or see him coming in "well then" Howard said slamming the door behind him. (y/n) and Steve immediately jumped apart blushing redder than the red sea fixing themselves they didn't know what to say so they waited for Howard to speak.

"so... you two are together"

"Yes," Steve said quickly if he said no then they'd have to further explain themselves. (y/n) must not have understood that looking at Steve as if he had grown two heads, he ignored her." we don't want to tell anyone yet. Could you keep it a secret, Please" Steve pleaded.

Nobody needed to know about Steve's personal life he didn't want anyone to know. If anyone found out about them it would be their downfall. America was not ready for gay yet, let alone a polyamorous relationship. But Stark only caught Steve and (y/n) and that was okay as long as he didn't tell anyone to know. From the way, they embrace each other and the first day they found each other and never separated after everyone assumes Bucky and (y/n)would end up together or already were in secret in Stark spoke it would surely stir some news.

"your secret's safe with me. Now, come along and don't touch anything."

A few days later Stark arrived at a Military base where Stev and His team was located. He wanted to personally deliver Captain America's new uniform. "Steve" he called as he entered the tent which he shared with (y/n) and Bucky. "Steve" he called again but no answer tossing the neatly packaged uniform on the bed he walked out with hands on his hips where could he be?.

He hears rustling from behind the tent and like a not-so-genius genius he decides to go check it out. Hearing voices he decides to go further. unfortunately what he saw was something he was not prepared for. 

She was moaning softly as he kissed her jawline and down her neck, she was grinding against his hand which was in her pants. "B-Bucky oh Bucky". It was (y/n) (l/n) and Bucky Barnes Steve's best friend and girlfriend. Only shit.

It had been an entire week since Howard caught Bucky and (y/n) he couldn't think straight the sinful imagines plagued his mind and brought guilt and betrayal. he hadn't told Steve yet didn't want to see his face of betrayal and heartbreak, his best friend and his girl. It'd break his heart. God, Howard didn't want to break America's golden heart but he couldn't work with this guilt weighing him down.

“Hey, Peggy” Howard asked as she was doing paper work in his office

“yes Howard”

“if you caught my girl sneaking around with a close friend of mine... would you tell me?”  Peggy looked up ,what a strange question,

“of course, wouldn’t want you with a whore. Where is this coming from?”

“what if i got your lover cheating on you would you like me to tell?”

“as soon as you found out”

“thanks Peggy”. He was going to tell Steve.

It was near night fall when Howard arrive, thanks to his private plane, he entered the camp and asked around for Steve he was directed to a camp where a group of men were being rowdy. “ Rogers” Howard called when he found Steve “hey, Stark? what are you doing here?”

“I...I need to talk to you about a private matter in person”

“sure let’s walk. See you guys later” Steve waved his men off as they continued to drink without the Captain.

“you can’t get drunk why drink?” 

“The burn. So what is this private matter you want to speak of” Howard feeling nervous now he didn’t want to do this anymore

“It’s about Bucky ... and (y/n)” Steve stopped he had seen them a moment ago they were fine “ I saw them and ...um... they were-” Howard began to make gestures with his hands but then remembered “fondue. They were fonduing”.

Howard looked down waiting for the anger, tears, betrayal, anything and everything. Steve was a very emotion person he knew it was coming. any minute now any minute. Looking up he heard a frustrated sigh, was that all, “when did you find out, how?” he was very confused this was not the react he was expecting.

“  A week ago when I brought your uniform. I heard then saw them in the woods” Steve shook his head and ran a hand over his face

“I’m sorry Steve I-”

“no, no,it’s just ... let’s go” Steve grabbed Howard’s arm and pulled him along to his tent. Howard was confused he thought Steve would be angry or sad maybe even cry a little but instead he looked frustrated he seemed to be a bit mad at Howard. what did he do? Steve pulled Howard to his tent.

Inside was Bucky and (y/n). (y/n) was topless under Bucky who was roughly kissing and sucking at her neck she was trying to unbutton his pants as his hand was in her pants. “Hey” Steve called out trying to get them to stop or at least their attention. “ Steve” (y/n) moaned as she heard his voice opening her eyes she saw Steve... and Howard “AAAAHHHHHHHH” (y/n) screamed pushing Bucky off and covering herself.

"STEVE WHAT THE HELL" Bucky yelled "see"  Howard yelled pointing at the two as the fixed themselves. 

"I already knew" Steve confessed 

"what? you knew she was cheating on you with your best friend and you let it happen" Howard was again very confused, he knew what was happening and let it happen.

"no, she's not - she's not cheating on me. sit down Howard" he took a seat glaring at Bucky and (y/n) "we've been together for a very long time. (y/n) and I... and Bucky. All of us. We're together" Steve explained to the best of his abilities but it was probably still confusing or hard to process.

"I don't under- you're all..." Howard began to make gestures with his hands.

"yes" Bucky rolled his eyes 

"I love them both and this works it has for years without any problems," Steve said "we've been together since we were 13 14 years old"

"actually I was 12 when we started" (y/n) corrected Steve 

"that's 12 years you've been together for 12 years. Wow, all three of you, just wow" Howard said marveling at their strange relationship " I'm sorry assumed....um"

"it's fine" (y/n) waved him off " who knows about this"

"um.. you and yeah just yeah," Bucky said 

"we'd appreciated if you didn't tell anyone else. Seeing as this isn't a normal relationship something people wouldn't understand" Steve said

"of course. Just one question" Howard looked to Steve and Bucky "whose bottom".  

Needless to say, Howard didn't say a word but when they were alone he sure did ask questions and tease. He even went as so far as to film them in passionate moments; like kissing and hugging, the three were perfect together and Stark enjoyed watching their relationship bloom more and more every day. It was true love .

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