#i just want to feel safe and i have nt had a safe comfortabl restful day in a long ass time. years. its been fucking YEARS. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cicidraws · 8 months ago

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my dad brushed off my feelings entirely even though we may have had yet another carton of almond milk on the recall list, and drank some anyway, and threw off my whole pattern, now im not even a little bit comfortable and threw me into a panic. he complained about me throwing the cartons away last time bc he couldve returned htem. and with this one i said "just return it dont drink it" and he drank it anyway. i fucking hate everthing right now.

#shutupcici -#food poisoning /#food recall //#everything i make sure runs smoothly because of FACTUAL THINGS happening i get fuckign thrown aside just bc i have mental illness #i literally just said that it may be on the recall list and as a precaution dont get this brand #im not controlling ppls lives. this is so people dont get sick or get sick and DIE with my only source of a home right now drinking themilk #im so fucking angry #then if someon gets sick im also GOING actually get thrown into a mental health crisis! but im not using that as a fucking weapon #im trying so fucking hard #i just want to feel safe and i have nt had a safe comfortabl restful day in a long ass time. years. its been fucking YEARS.#i just want my dad tolisten to me

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