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giddlygoat · 5 months ago

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i kinda just wish i had a quiet life with a day job i can excel at and enough free time on my hands to complete a drawing every day if i wished. i think it’s important to follow one’s dreams and always strive to better one’s life and try new things but also, maybe my idea of “better” is slower. maybe i just want things to relax a little and i think that’s okay

#i’m tired of feeling like i live in a ford F1-50 ad i guess #does that even make any sense?#gear diary #i guess i should be saying instead that i’ve always envied the hobbit lifestyle and i still do.#and i’m so grateful that i was able to grow up homeschooled on a small family farm and pursue my interests 24/7 #i had a wonderful and peaceful childhood #but i don’t think my personal goal is to be famous and end up on podcasts and in art world news articles. idk #i think my goal [at least rn] is to just get through college and draw the kind of stuff i want in my free time #i just wanna chill. that doesn’t make me lazy or an underachiever #in fact building a life that allows for chill time is VERY difficult and takes a lot of effort #so i think it’s a reasonable goal to have

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