#i just wanna be able to eat so i can have less fucking brainfog
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Venty vent oooooo
CW for disordered eating
#why is eating. so. fucking. hard.#i was doing FINE on my trip#and then suddenly im back home and just. can barely put a damn thing in my stomach.#theres no Thoughts accompanying it#just Every Single Food Item looks Absolutely Horrible and trying to nibble on things even is gross#yesterday i had. 3 sips of coffee and a few gulps of mango juice.#today i am at work and managed most of a sleeve of thin mints; some more mango juice; and like. not even two bites of a pancake#MY BODY IS SO HUNGRY AND IM SO NAUSEOUS#im doing less physically demanding work than usual today which is like. good and bad ig#im not suffering too bad but also if i were then mAYBE I COULD MF EAT#idk im just. frustrated with myself. i dont even know whats causing this so idk how to deal with it.#my dysphoria is fucking raging but thats not the driving issue rn and my general body issue thoughts arent really driving it either#they are both happier but theyre not like. whats causing this#i just wanna be able to eat so i can have less fucking brainfog#oh i had a monster today too#idk why everything is suddenly so nasty tho#even foods i usually like dont sound good
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