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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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buttered noodles 💫💛🍜
#just me hi#it's just a Lot of butter cuz i don't like having pasta sauce w/ parmesan (something wrong w/ that idk hfbshv) so :3#i was thinking of putting garlic in it but idk if that would be good... do i wanna take the risk.. i mean you can't really go wrong with#garlic... Hmmmm....#//oh yea i am definitely gonna switch up my main blog theme ehe :3#and maybe my rb blog's theme too cuz i liked it when the colours were matching lol#maaaybe to blue.. i don't remember if i've ever had a blue theme so this might be the first blue theme ehe :3#i just like to have an Image for the banner so i need to figure out what i'd like that to be.. hmnmnmnmnm!#//alright you know what i'm gonna put garlic in this one second lolll#okay i put black pepper and garlic in it's not too bad :)#prolly shoulda put more salt in too cuz i'm craving it. salt <3#/having spaghetti cuz the meal is actually supposed to be eggs and i cannot have that lol#some people are upset about this! like my dad. and my brother who is making the food lmfsh#i didn't know food was being made i am innocent in this !! probably anyway#like nobody is more displeased by this than me dude. i wish people could actually like. describe what some foods taste like so that i could#actually see why they like them#but you ask and they say 'what are you talking about? it's just egg' but 'Just Egg' SUCKS dude what is Your Egg like. pretty please kfshvjg#and grapefruit? grapefuit sucks but my mom likes it and i can't understand Why#and i wanna ask what it's actually like and why she likes it but she only says 'idk it's good with salt' what does that MEAN#how does the taste change?? how would you describe it before that ? clearly it was good enough before the salt or you wouldn't have tried i#with that!! i just wanna know !!!!!#dark chocolate ?? Please ??? do you like the taste of restrained anger and resentment cuz that's what it tastes like lmao ???#Coffee ??????? i can't understand coffee without a bajillion tons of sugar (+ other things) masking the taste how do you. Deal#not even deal- Enjoy !! how are you enjoying it !!! Why !!!! and why does everyone think i'm trying to convince them it's bad when i ask#LMAO--#like i'm not trying to say it's bad i'm trying to figure out how it's good please. Please Man lmfvshjfvhgfks#okay so clearly i have thoughts on all that LMfvshgjhfs#bitter stuff sucks and i barely like sour stuff Sometimes. food is all around good though so lol 👍#//alr i'm gonna. [starts scooching away]#i am almost out of tags (rip unlimited tags i miss you so bad hfsvh <3) edit: i ran out LMFVHS ; TOODLES !!
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{Blog P.S.A} For New Followers
Where to Find Me: MY "ABOUT"+F.A.Q {READ FIRST}: Here (About) + Here (F.A.Q)! {People who don't even glance at these before leaving commnts inquiring about my Thoughts on Things get Ignored} [Trust Me I'll Know] AO3: Hikari {Currently/Mainly creating for Digimon, Adventure-related franchise} [also appears at times: 02, tri.~Kizuna~The Beginning, Frontier; less often: Xros Wars {Pt 2 of original XW is my personal favorite}/Young Hunters; Ghost Game; Tamers; Wonderswan games-verse; everything post-02 mainly being original Japanese version based] Other {+Digi}-Sideblogs: izzyizumi (main Digimon blog) hikari-m (official Digimon {news+art} archiving+general Fandom commentary; Asks or follows may come from here, Depending) taichi-x-koushiro (Archiving for Yagami Taichi/Izumi Koushiro as Ship) IF YOU ARE A NEW FOLLOWER OR LURKER, I'd really appreciate if you can send me an Ask (you could also leave a quick introductory comment here, on my pinned post) and introduce yourself (you do not need to expect a response from me), even a short description like name (Pennames are definitely fine!), preferred pronouns (if any) and/or what brought you to my page and what you're staying for (Especially if you were here for resource{s} posts/reblogging, I've been curious if they've been helping anyone!) The reason I am asking this is because lately there's been a huge uptick of spam blogs following with particular "patterns" to their Likes, Follows, etc. and in order to prevent from being softblocked by accident if you are not actively blogging, it'd be great to know in advance if you're a real person. Aside from AO3 the only other 'active' archives of social media that I have are my much older Livejournal and Dreamwidth accounts, and even they're not quite in use these days. However, if you also have active LJs or DWs and actively blog, feel free to let me know too!
{And, for Clarification to anyone "Wondering"}:
[No, I will not discuss related current events further than this or in Tags. Anyone who attempts to push my boundaries on this will get Blocked]
It’d be very, very cool if people could also learn to read my FAQ page linked on the sidebar before sending Asks or interacting directly with either of my blogs or myself, because I’m seriously TIRED of people ignoring it and my rules for interaction.
I am a {diagnosed since childhood} Autistic, G.N.C {Gender Non-conforming} + THEY/THEM Jewish blogger. I reblog about those topics here for that reason. {Also my Ko-fi is here.}
* PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW OR INTERACT WITH ANY OF MY POSTS IF YOU BLATANTLY HATE/DISMISS, OR EXPECT ME TO HATE/DISMISS THE ADVENTURE [+02] + TRI + KIZUNA + 2020 CHOSEN, KOUSHIRO (*ANY KOUSHIRO, INCLUDES FOR EXAMPLE: TRI!KOUSHIRO, OWG!KOUSHIRO, 2020!KOUSHIRO, KIZUNA!KOUSHIRO), TAICHI (*ANY TAICHI, INCLUDING 2020!TAICHI, TRI!TAICHI, KIZUNA!TAICHI), DAISUKE MOTOMIYA (or “DAVIS”), SORA TAKENOUCHI (*INCLUDING 02!SORA, TRI!SORA, 2020!SORA, KIZUNA!SORA), HIKARI YAGAMI (*INCLUDING 02!HIKARI, TRI!HIKARI, KIZUNA!HIKARI, 2020!HIKARI), MIMI TACHIKAWA (*INCLUDING 02!MIMI, TRI!MIMI, KIZUNA!MIMI, 2020!MIMI), MIYAKO INOUE (*INCLUDING KIZUNA!MIYAKO), ALL/ANY OTHER DIGIMON GIRLS SUCH AS IZUMI ORIMOTO {FRONTIER}, JURI KATOU {TAMERS}, JUN MOTOMIYA {02}, OR MEIKO MOCHIZUKI. THANK YOU (I WILL PERMABLOCK IF YOU FORCE-INTERACT OR BLOCK EVADE)
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NOTICE: I am much less active on a personal level on this blog nowadays (in the sense of making personal posts or fan-works/posting fic; I still reblog informative posts). I am slightly more active on my other socials, but most of them are private and friends-locked to older groups of mutuals. If you are curious or wanting to interact about Digimon (especially Adventures or about my favorite characters and ships for this fandom) specifically, please feel free to message me about them, but please understand I may not add or speak with anyone that I do not fully trust or know well. (It will help if most of your stances on social-justice issues align with and don’t blatantly conflict with my own. I tend to not add/follow people anywhere whose posts I cannot filter [i.e. there are many popular Western media fandoms / mega-fandoms I’m not in which I blacklist, types of fanworks I don’t personally care for that I blacklist, etc]. I do not do follow-backs so please do not follow or interact here expecting one). It will also help if you read my FAQ first and agree to it before asking.
PLEASE FAMILIARIZE YOURSELF WITH MY FANDOMS LIST (notably more the major fandoms but) BEFORE YOU INTERACT WITH ANY POST ON THIS BLOG. If I check/quick-vet your blog and find nothing but hate{watching} posts/“Critical” posts for my fandoms (ESPECIALLY THIS ONE), unless I’ve reblogged from you first, I MAY HARDBLOCK YOU.
#koushirouizumi blog#koushirouizumi no rb#koushirouizumi personal#koushirouizumi text#koushirouizumi pinned post#(Making this now too)#(I've also been seeing various new interactions since 'The Beginning' sequel is releasing soon)#(But lately most interactions also seem from outside the fan base)#(This blog is my MULTI FAN BASE + Archival blog)#(If you are here and I didn't follow you first I'd really appreciate such an Ask when Inbox is open so I know you're a real person!)#(Please know I may not be able to respond however but also I'll appreciate anything I receive!!)#(And if we talked in the past but it's been a while please feel free to re introduce yourself too as re introductions help me out a lot too#(I will likely update this in future to add more info and reference links I am just getting this started now)#(because I'm also seeing a lot of talk of people seeing U.S. dub and other inter-national showings of The Beginning very soon)#(Another blog does this too and they got a lot of respectful response so I'd like to try the same!)#(Please understand pen names and the like are completely fine!!)#(I'd be really glad to not have to block more people accidentally looking like spam blogs to me)#(This is going to replace the old Pinned post when I have a chance to edit it soon)#(OK I also added old Info under the 'read more' from the old Pinned post but for the most part Yes this will be new Pinned)
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Since i know no one will see this:
1 note and i will email my therapist
ok so for this one,, like since then i have emailed my therapist?? that counts right????? tbh i dont even know what to talk abt anymore, but i do have a session with her so dw
2 notes and ill put my laundry away
ugh….. stupid. internet.. making me do things that will make my life easier…. gugh yeah i put my laundry away!!!!! everyone clap now
5 notes and ill try to brush my teeth more often
ok so like for this one i found this video https://youtu.be/pvutTiPY7q8?si=PASnBmUXZ0xiHzWM imma sing this song to myself every tike i dont feel like brushing my teeth
youtube
6 notes and ill try to put on cream for my dermatitis (anxiety hives!!! yayyy!!!!) more often
just did it hehe :) tho it is getting a little worse and my kitten scratched me on top of it 😭
10 notes and ill attempt to learn my timestables
11 notes and ill study for my exams
my exams are over!!!! so idk what to do for this one? maybe ill go do my homework instead
20 notes and ill try to go one day without using my pc/phone
30 notes and ill vaccum (more bc we just adopted kittens) my room entirely
40 notes and ill try to explain my depression to my mom again
50 notes and ill clean my locker out at school
imma do this tmr!!!
i forgot 😭 someone remind me
80 notes and ill fix the posters that are falling off of my wall and are probably going to rip soon
doing this rn! taking dinner break
100 notes and ill REALLY unpack everything with my therapist
maybe tmr?
we talked about medication and kittens, also exams so like success??
200 notes and ill ask my mom if we can go to my go and get! me! medicated!
ill discuss w therapist tmr
discussed with therapist, we are now getting the conversation started with my mom and are going to see what my gp says after that!! :) ty to everyone in the notes rooting for meds
300 notes and ill re organise my bookshelf
400 notes and ill clean all of the mold off of my wall
damn 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ion wannaaaaaaaa
this is a weekend activity tbh, and idk if its even going to BE this weekend :P
500 notes and ill clean the mold off of my roof
600 notes and ill try sewing some new clothes
i crocheted a scarf!!! does that count?
700 notes and ill buy some new shoes
800 notes and ill check out dnd club at school (im scared)
900 notes and ill come up with more goals
edit: bro……. 😭
so im gonna take my time w these bc there is a lot to go thru!! i will try my best to remember to update!!! ty for notes :)
- random internet stranger
edit 2: WTF 1000 NOTES GUYS CHILL
ok so like i have to come up with more goals now???
1500 and ill start taking study notes with a study method (rb with study method that is your fav eg cornell method)
1700 and ill attempt to hype myself up enough to eat at school (long story, germs)
2000 notes and ill start whatever book wins this poll:
#funny#lol#meme#<- since i know no one will see this i may aswell give it a chance right?#dont make me get my life together im begginf 😭😭#Youtube
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PHANNIES: IF YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR DISABLED/VULNERABLE COMRADES, PLEASE MASK AT THE TOUR!
i know a lot of us here have various disabilities, illnesses and intersections and so it is very important for us to be masking when we go to this tour (and everywhere)! here is a great guide (link if you don’t have twitter) as to why you should still mask. it can be expensive, but chances are you can find a local mask bloc or obtain some from a friend! (link to a mask buying guide) when i go in november i will try to bring extra masks because this is important to me but i always feel like im forcing it on people. the more people are masking, the more effective it is and the more safe the space becomes. guys! covid is not over just because we have stopped seeing the numbers on it. large events like these have the possibility to become super spreaders and even effect people who were not at the event. the sheer level of harm long covid can cause to your body is being compared to aids. our governments do not care and we must protect ourselves- this is the best and easiest way to do it! there is also the growing threat of h5n1, monkey pox, rpv etc. especially those of you who are going to many tour stops and traveling a lot- PLEASE mask! i plan to make this my prerogative the entire tour until it catches on so thanks for reading and please rb😄
edit: for those talking about taking ur mask off for m&g id honestly not recommend it bc dnp are literally gonna travel the world and inevitably be sick when they meet you or have just been sick- and also you could get them sick w something their bodies may not be prepared for! i get wanting your face to be in it but i feel the idea of masks ruining pictures kinda just sets us back a little idk i personally like the reminder i was putting the effort in. but it’s your life do whatever
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Hey, this person has directly credited you as their ideas for their character bots
https://poe.com/pedroxo
[ Background: an account made AI bots of my fics and others to various extents. I had an anxiety attack quietly watching Tumblr melt down over this topic. When the dust settled, this post was the first and last I said about it to address continued inquiries. ]
unauthorized AI Bots of fics
Thank you everyone who kindly let me know about the >25 unauthorized bots using content from my fics.
Listen, I strongly relate to the desire to talk to these characters - I've said it before. I appreciate how invested someone must be to go to all this effort, and I appreciate the credit. But it's not right and I'm not comfortable with it. You may not realize what it feels like to the writer. It feels like a violation.
Unfortunately, this wasn't the first incident for me. Someone once made a bot of my fic 4 days after I publicly said not to in response to an ask. I didn't find out until it had almost 1k "chats" and you'll see I use that term very loosely under the cut.
I've said don't do this, and it's in my masterlist. I've even shared my anxiety about being so slow to update that people take matters into their own hands. I'm not really sure what else to say. I'm tired.
Please don't do this. And when you see chatbots built on fics, please alert the writers.
IMPORTANT The bots are down. I don't want the person to be harassed - i think that's obvious based on my tone from the start.
Beyond these, there were more bots from night walks, slasher, and stepdad, ones from Raider and Speakeasy and even a few from hypotheticals I published like when stepdad goes to jail for indecent exposure or when you aren't getting wet for raider joel.
Night Walks: Original, Soaked
Left in Lincoln pt. 1; jalbird
Slasher: Midnight Tow, Stop Playing
Stepdad: Clock, Ring Doorbell
Sorry I was too overwhelmed to do the IMG text on each of these but it's basically just snippets from the works listed.
After being contacted, the person copied and pasted a message to multiple writers saying they were sorry, didn't know what they were doing, were deactivating their acct. They asked to spread their message, and said have an amazing day/night.
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Past Incident
IMGs: 1) I answered an ask August 16 saying no. The asker had "offered" to credit me. 2) August 20, someone made a bot without credit. This is worse imo and suggests trying to hide their actions.
I told a lot of people about this, but it was an isolated bot unlike the profile discovered 2/23.
IMG: comparison of left in lincoln text to the bot.IMG: A seven paragraph narrative bot output. Obviously failed my test if you've read the fic.
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ANYWAY
If you're not already on ao3, I recommend signing up. This isn't a threat to leave, but I may not put everything on Tumblr forever. My AO3 profile.
Edit: I like tumblr because I like answering lore and questions and getting thots, plus my blog is very multimedia with many awesome contributions from different people. Please help keep it that way, because your interaction is why I'm here. I value everyone's engagement here.
For many reasons, I'm less and less comfortable with Tumblr being the primary home for all my writing. I'm aware people can still take things from AO3, but not as easily. I'm trying to be nice by preemptively suggesting people sign up on AO3 if they want to read everything. If it's not worth the trouble to you, just don't do it.
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Ty very much to those who have been supportive and checked on me. It means a lot. I will admit this made me put on a hat and cry in public lol.
feel free to rb this because idk if everyone realizes the extent of this or how jarring it can look.
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i dont have a ton to add to this analysis but i am absolutely going to rb it anyway just to clutch it close to my chest because u Get him.... donnie actually has such a very notable freeze response. emotionally at least, he responds with paralysis and indecision when he has reason to not be fully confident in himself. he's,,, i guess emotionally lethargic? especially when it's been made pretty apparent he struggles at identifying and handling his own feelings when they're too big for him.
and oh yeah i assume a lot of the passiveness is just parental issues. donnie's someone who puts SO MUCH EMPHASIS on the aspects of his identity that make him him, even to the point where he's either quietly or openly possessive of them with his family (like "i thought purple was my thing" in mind meld, he was SHY there). but i cant help but wonder how much of that was melded to what he thought would make him the most useful to his team and family, ESPECIALLY splinter. he goes along so quickly with splinter and what he suggests in turtle dega nights because he wants so desperately to be validated and acknowledged, and he even takes splinter calling him the funny one to heart (the "i keep telling you guys im funny" line did make me snort when i first watched the show but yeah,,, man)
its like. how much of that was him, and how much of that was him changing himself to either fit into the perceptions the others had or to combat them in order to be more palatable, with his father especially? especially because he is so direct to ask for or look for praise whenever he takes initiative, and gets frustrated and upset whenever he doesn't receive it.
I literally read that kitten post and was like “Raph” then I scrolled down and saw you had thought the exact same thing LMAO
the way i saw that final rb to it and immediately hit the reblog button because RAPH!!!!!!!!! ITS LITERALLY HIM
#rb#personal rb#analysis#donnie#so easy to get into son boy talk oopsie. i think about him So much#fave#the “ah my identity belongs to the people” neurodivergent trait#ive seen a lot of people do that trait with leo and like. lmao okay yeah kind of. the faux confidence is bullshit obviously#he definitely wants to be seen in a certain way. but he's also like. genuinely very assertive about it#if he was like that he wouldn't have had to nearly lose his entire family to recognize how hurtful his behavior was#i am in firm belief that its the DONNIE SPECIAL dont come for me#all 4 of them are very loud and assertive but donnie is unquestionably the closest thing to “conflict avoidant” they have there#considering how he acts when he's not having an in the moment explosion#which is just because he's easily startled and overwhelmed#accidentally put more analysis in the tags OKAY APPARENTLY I HAD MORE TO SAY#ALSO EDIT DUHHH THE BATTLE SHELL. EXCELLENT METAPHOR FOR THE PROBLEM IM TRYING TO DESCRIBE#guarding the most vulnerable part of himself that makes him different from his brothers with his tech..... ok donnie!#i see u!
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NAVIGATION / READ THIS FIRST
Welcome to my dungeon meshi mind palace!
Miscellaneous drawings are tagged only with character tags, ship names, or the general #dungeon meshi tag if it’s a lot of characters with none that are particularly prominent. I talk a lot in the tags of my posts (and my reblogs of my posts! though my reblogs are only tagged with characters/ships if it’s actually insightful ) too. Comics (actual comics + any drawings with speech or thought bubbles) are tagged as #my comics
Videos (edits, animatics) are tagged as #my videos
Text posts (meta, analysis, rambling) are tagged as #text post , HOWEVER don’t expect this much, this is my absolute last resort for conveying my thoughts when I can’t think of a concise way to do it with drawings/comics. If you really want my meta it will be in the tags/text of my drawings and comics.
NOTE: if you rb (and dont feel u have to ever i dgaf about notes i do this for the love of the game) write your thoughts in the tags it makes me happy. Sharing my ideas is the whole reason this blog exists, so even if I don’t interact in the conventional social media way, I really do love reading them. Lurking, reading tags on my posts, and also just posting my own work is my way to interact on here, and when people mention stuff in tags, I try to respond through my comic/drawing posts if I have an idea to share. For that reason, I don’t like, follow, or reblog EVER from ANYONE nothing personal it’s just what suits me best 🫶. Exception is if I draw/mention an idea by someone else I’ll tag them if possible and link their post/fanart/fic. Feel free to use my ideas in your own dunmeshi fanworks too! (My only caveat is please dont use them for l/abru purposes im sorry this is my one bitchy request)
ALSO: if you go onto my kabru (or rin) posts and make them about L/abru, you’re getting blocked First Strike 😊
#text post#I didn’t want to have to put that last thing since it bums me out but it’s unfortunately necessary
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[NEW PINNED 8/24/2024]
WARNING!
18+ HERE THERE BE HORNY 18+
MINORS DNI
got sick of scrolling past a big thing so if you're new CLICK THE READ MORE
hi I'm a 26 year old transmasc boything with an emotional support god complex. (it's mostly a bit but I may like it a little too much) he/him, it/its, or ze/zem/zis (treated as grammatically singular) pronouns. they/them is whatever but not preferred. top surgery and on T. if you absolutely must refer to me by some kind of name/title, Administrator or Admin will do, since that's what I use in recordings and drone style sessions. I use Handler for petplay style things but don't usually use it verbally. otherwise you can just mention "god" in your moans while you jack off to my blog and I'll accept that as an offering of worship. :3
update: I can no longer deny how much I like the title of "Master" so. guess I'll add that to the list.
I am an Aromantic Bisexual Service Switch with a preference for dominance, and despite being proudly easy to hypnotize, I do not submit for just any generic dom, and my submission must be earned. however, I have no preference between top or bottom.
I will mostly be talking about hypnosis on this blog. Honestly, most of my non-hypnosis posts can be interpreted with hypnotic undertones, and my god complex posts should always be interpreted to have hypnosis involved.
I also make my own recordings! The free ones will be linked here, but if you want to keep up with the stuff that I can't post here...
https://www.patreon.com/user?u=118883163
I also have a YouTube page for the recordings available for free at the above link.
https://youtube.com/@hypnosis-rar
💚 asks, anons, dms open, please be respectful or I will block 💚
(I may play up the god complex but please speak to me like a person first)
main kinks talked about on here:
Hypnosis (obviously)
Puppy play
CNC and occasionally free use
monsterfucking including oviposition
idk what it's called when I get off on pretending to be a cult leader but that's here
I've probably forgotten a lot of them but I try to remember to tag oviposition for posts and rbs but I only seem to remember to tag hypnosis on my original posts.
important tags:
#my art [for original artworks I either have rbed from my main or are so horny they're only available here]
#my vibrations [for original hypnotic voice recordings]
#text induction [for text based inductions]
#covert induction [usually paired with the text induction tag]
#personal thoughts [for original text posts]
#trance ideas [for potential future scripts]
#records for my research [for posts about my irl and vc hypnosis sessions]
#god complex? it's simple really [for posts containing my cult leader fantasies]
#spiral
#gif (and #flashing but rarely and it's never intense)
[these are separate as not every gif is a spiral, and not every spiral is a gif]
HARD LIMITS
detrans/forcefem
ddlg
feet
💚Final Remarks💚
if you receive a follow from stinkypossum, that's my main art blog.
if you receive an anonymous ask signed
- d x d
that's me
this pinned will be directly edited as needed and I will update the date at the top to reflect changes
let's have fun and be weird!
#pinned post#pinned intro#my art#my vibrations#personal thoughts#trance ideas#records for my research#god complex? it's simple really
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RBBTOBER DAY 13 - 14: ANGELS & DEMONS
Or: What if Tanqr made a different choice of ally in Season 3?
So like, I'm cheating in more than one way here. Firstly, the prompt says angels and demons, not angels and devils. Therefore, Pink and Tanqr still apply despite Tanqr not being a devil in my headcanons.
Secondly, the drabble for this prompt is an edited draft of a fic from...almost exactly a year ago, actually! I'd intended to write it into a full fic for Halloween, but then Nerdy Prudes Must Die came out and suddenly all I could think about what what eventually became Antithesis. I only got to the first 2 scenes. I'm super busy at the moment, so I decided to repurpose that draft to make the drabble, with some changes to give it an actual ending.
Said drabble under the cut!
Somewhere in the RB Battles universe, PinkLeaf is practising his parkour.
It’s tranquil here in the lobby, with no one else around. The hosts made a private server for the finalists to practise on, and he’s been getting as much use out of it as possible. Apparently he’s the only one of the finalists with a somewhat healthy sleep schedule, because it’s early morning, and no one’s here. He was under the impression that Kreek and Bella and Denis were also training a lot, so clearly they prefer to train late in the day.
He doesn’t mind that at all. It’s so much easier to focus when no one’s around, when no one’s yelling at him, when no one can disturb his thought process. Plus, he’d rather not have to talk to people in general. Instead all he can hear is the whistle of the wind flowing past him as he leaps through the air from building to building, getting ready to head into some minigames.
He heads back to the centre, not paying attention to anything around him, when a voice cuts through the silence.
“Morning, PinkLeaf. You’re up early.”
Pink turns to the direction of the sound to see Tanqr leaning up against a pillar near the centre of the map. They make eye contact and Tanqr waves, waiting for a response. PinkLeaf waves back and tries to ignore him, but it doesn’t work.
“Where are you going? C’mere, let’s chat.”
Pink sighs and jumps down to a tree that’s a little bit taller than where Tanqr is standing, trying to keep the high ground, ensuring Tanqr has to look up to talk to him. Tanqr accepts that’s the best he’s going to get.
“What do you want?” he asks.
“Listen, uh…” Tanqr walks up to the tree and hushes his voice. “Denis and Kreek are making an alliance in the run up to the finals. Don’t blame ‘em, they’re going to need some help to do any good.” he explains, laughing at his own taunts. Pink just finds it annoying.
“I suppose so.” He’s not really surprised. Kreek’s probably going to try to get all the help he can get to try to beat Tanqr.
“Those two - and, Bella, I guess - are very much a threat. To both of us.”
“Don’t…imply Bella’s not that good. She is.” Pink interrupts, much to his own surprise. When since did I care about Bella that much?
“Oh? Didn’t know you two were friendly.” Tanqr raises an eyebrow.
“...We’re not. I’m just saying, don’t…don’t put the others down.”
“Not trying to, just that she’s not who I’m worried might beat us. Kreek’s been gunning for my title, and I’ve seen Denis honing his parkour skills and he’s good at it - he knows that’s your strong point.”
“I think most people know that’s my strong point.” Pink responds. He didn’t mean it as an insult, but Tanqr takes it like one, and he purses his lips.
“Well- anyway-” Tanqr grits his teeth before he puts himself back on track. “Seeing that, I had a thought. Why don’t we get ahead of the game?”
“What do you mean?”
“Here’s my offer. An alliance, of sorts. We work together in the finals to crush the others. You’ll be the speed, I’ll be the manpower. Together we can make up the brains.”
PinkLeaf pauses in shock at the offer, waiting for Tanqr to start laughing and teasing him. It takes a second to realise Tanqr’s being totally serious.
“Are you…asking me to team up?”
“Yeah, obviously.” Tanqr snarks. “I’m going to admit something here, so don’t mock me over it, but you scare me, y’know? Not that much, of course, but…enough. You’re powerful. Where I fail in speed, you make up for it. If I’m not careful, you could beat me. And vice versa. So instead of that…” Tanqr holds his hand out. “Let’s work together. Just you and me against the world, what’dya say?”
Pink doesn’t know what to do. On the one hand, he doesn’t trust anyone easily, let alone Tanqr. He would not be surprised if Tanqr was just using him. But on the other hand, allying with Tanqr would give him a much needed edge, a little confidence boost if someone has his back during the finals. And then again, if Tanqr’s using him to win, surely he can do the same?
Pink weighs his options. He either risks having Tanqr as a direct enemy, have Tanqr’s sheer strength and brutality poised against him, or he gets to use it to his advantage even if Tanqr turns on him. And if he does, at least he’ll expect it.
Ah, what the hell.
“Okay. Sure. I’ll do it.” Pink replies, finally settling on a decision.
“Sweet.” Tanqr smiles widely, in a way that Pink can’t tell if it’s sinister or not. “Uh, take the handshake, make it official.”
Pink does as he’s told, shaking Tanqr’s hand as quickly as possible. Tanqr chuckles a bit at his reluctance before outlining his plan.
“You’re free for the next few hours, right?”
“...Yeah.”
“Okay, cool. We can train together then. Stay here, I’ll join you in about fifteen minutes - I need to grab a bite to eat. Haven’t had breakfast yet.” Tanqr turns away from Pink, giving him a wave. “See ya.”
“Oh, uh, bye.”
Tanqr pulls out his phone, types something in, and he’s gone.
Pink’s alone once again. The call of the wind blows in his ears and he shivers. He hops down from the tree and sits on a railing, contemplating.
Did he make the right decision?
#rb battles#roblox battles#rbbblr#yandan draws#roblox#rbbtober#rbbtober 2024#rbbtober2024#pinkleaf#tanqr#canon divergence#rb battles season 3#rbb s3#rb battles s3#and yes i did redesign pinkleaf#he was basic!! he needed some flavour so i redesigned him lol
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ANYTHING ABOUT BMCBLR ON THIS BLOG IS ALL IRRELEVANT NOW GO TO @bmcblr-remake
ill keep this post up but anything beyond the line is outdated
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BMC TUMBLR REMAKE (!!PLEASE READ THE WHOLE POST!!)
okaay if youve seen my recent posts youll know that we MIGHT be doing an actual remake of be more chill right here on tumblr dot com! run by me ofc but i might need help down the line so you can sign up for that. its gonna be a completely fan made thing like im talking singing voice acting drawing music editing everything
ive gotten quite a lot of positive reactions to that post so ive made a google form if youre interested in participating! options include major roles minor roles editors artists and more take your pick
if youre not the best at singing then you can sign up for ensemble, for example the bg voices in guy that id kinda be into. no worries at ALL if you cant sing or draw or anything, theres gonna be a speaking ensemble too, for example the overlapping shouting in the smartphone hour. you can pick more than one role, for example ensemble + visuals, cause this is not a very big fandom so we're gonna need duplicates but if you want a major character role i'd prefer if you just stick with that tbh. if you want a major character role you can also pick more than one character! you can specify you want to try for rich, the squip and brooke or whatever. youre not actually auditioning for those roles yet i just need to see if theres enough people to cover every role
EDIT YO GUYS im sorry i forgot but deadline is end of the month! don't worry about timezones, as long as it's april for you you can still sign up. AGAIN I AM JUST CHECKING IF ENOUGH PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED so don't worry if you can't sign up now for whatever reason. you'll get another chance in the future, like an official sign up form. ALSO posts about this would most likely be under the tag #bmcblr remake thank you happistar for coming up with the word bmcblr it's funny as hell
KEEP IN MIND!!! WE ARE NOT FOR SURE DOING THIS I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH. again i just need to see if enough people are interested to pull this off. ofc the more who are interested the more likely we would do it. also PLEASE please reblog or interact in some way so the word gets out! remember the more people the better
EDIT AGAIN it looks like we’re doing it! i will have an official blog and a masterpost up on that soon so if you’re still signing up be sure to go look for the forms for the art team, editor gang, music department and the actors on my blog as well
go crazy
im gonna tag the people who already said they were interested i really hope yall dont mind
@stealthkragen @merpiko @finallyheereandqueer @happistar @nezumithewriter @jarofmayonassey @mx-showtime @housebird @thetheatergremlin @celestetcetera @mynameismicah-getitright @william-austin @lohstandfound @lovely-blue-galaxy @genderlesssnake @twoplayergame @h0n3yk1tt3n @thefingerinthemiddle @thesquirrelqueer @tw0-player-game @enamelon @itsjustjo78
oh thats a lot more people than i thought i hope i didnt miss anyone
#bmcblr remake#oh my god is this actually happening can we pull this off#also for squip we might do multiple overlapping voices for the robot effect so you have a bigger chance if you want to be the squip lmao#bmc#be more chill#bmc musical#jeremy heere#michael mell#christine canigula#rich goranski#jake dillinger#brooke lohst#chloe valentine#jenna rolan#be more chill squip#bmc squip#mr heere#mr reyes#bmc jeremy#jeremy bmc#michael bmc#bmc michael#bmc christine#christine bmc#bmc rich#rich bmc#bmc jake#bmc brooke#bmc chloe#bmc jenna
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heya~~
the name is star a. nonymous, but you can call me star or "star nonnie"! (though, some people call me starry, hehe~~)
he/they, 22 years old!
trans masculine & unlabeled queer.
autism and audhd.
i'm pelican town's resident silly guy! i love telling jokes and puns.
i don't bite - most of the time anyway~~
i love giving people fun nicknames!
feel free to send me any questions, hehe (=^__^=)
star's ref sheet
starry's space jams (his playlist)
⭐ rules ⭐
this is for fun! star is an oc i created :3
you can flirt with him, if you'd like!
multiship is okay!**
friendships are always welcomed, too!
** if you have a ship in mind, please contact me. HOWEVER i must ask that you be at least 17-18 years old for direct blog x blog shipping. im all for it, stars has a lot of love to go around, but writing in a romantic or flirting way to anyone younger than this makes me highly uncomfortable!
basic rules: no bigotry of ANY kind!
it will not be tolerated and that's not gonna get posted ??
no irl religion or politics! in game versions of these are fair game.
you can also ask him his opinions on other villagers!
nsfw JOKES are okay, no actual nsfw please ;;
in character interactions are so fun and welcomed!
you should totally ask questions and try to get lore about stars hehe~~
ALSO: if you don't see your ask answered, tumblr probably ate it.. it does that sometimes. just send it again. however, sometimes i do not know how to answer the asks so i just. don't. i reserve the right to delete any asks that make me or star uncomfortable. i can and will block, if needed.
this is a side blog so unfortunately i cannot follow you back :( but - if you are also an ask blog - i can follow you on my willy blog ( @fishingwithwilly )
admin is @moonferry (he/they) and is 18! you can call me pip.
this is a sdv oc! sprites are edited by me (though i may have help sometimes)
we're here to be silly and have fun, ya know?
⭐ now for starry's likes and dislikes! ⭐
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ (loves): alex's magic hairgel, pizza, pickles, cheese, prismatic shards (& all other gemstones), ice cream, joja cola, midnight carp, sunflowers, pancakes, strawberries
ヾ(≧へ≦)〃(hates): spaghetti, carrots, fish taco, octopus (and all fish except midnight carp), all mushrooms, pumpkin pie, baked fish, stuffing, all cakes
tags:
#starry's jokes - jokes by yours truly!
#starry's chats - talking to other people~
#long rb / #reblog - reblogging interactions!
#samstar / #deathstar sdv / #starfish sdv - star being goofy with his people!~
#⭐ lore unlocked ⭐ - any lore or headcanons you've unlocked about the star man!
#⭐ insecurity unlocked ⭐ - things you've discovered that push starry's buttons (not in a good way)
#💛 star arts 💛 - art of star guy..
#💫 star angst 💫 - angst snippets
#star shenanigans - goofy guy being goofy / the "not asks" posts!
divider credit // x
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hai Punch Out!! buddies 🩷 ive had this little series idea in my head for over a month now; i would like to call it "HOME" !! and though it would take a lot of time, patience, thinking etc., id rlly love to try my best and execute it ! but i genuinely need help to make it happen !! so first things first:
second:: i have a series of questions !! if u can, pls answer in RBs or replies section 🩷
1. what would King Hippo's island look like more in depth ? since Hippo Island is fictional, i think some unrealistic / fun elements could be added: would the sand be a unique color? would the water have unique properties? would there be specific kinds of plants that grow there? anybody that has any deeper and/or fun headcanons about what his island would look like, go wild !! realism does not matter for this one !
2. what kind of car would Macho Man drive ?? i personally have an affinity for old cars so im probably gonna lean more towards those, but more basic questions would be better: what color do you think he'd have the exterior painted? any fun ideas for his special license plate ? any headcanons for special details on the tires, steering wheel, interior, etc.? what color would the interior be?
3. if anybody has some personal experiences or insight into comfort places / restaurants in Berlin, Moscow, Paris, Istanbul, Dublin, Philly, Tokyo, etc., id love to hear abt it so i can get a more immersive gauge into what im working with ! just hearing abt the atmosphere, dishes served, special features, attitudes of people there (if it isn't an isolated spot), etc. would be more than enough help 🩷 this is one of the most important questions i have for this entire idea, so if u would like to ignore any of the questions, don't let it b this one !!
4. what are some general headcanons you have about ANY OF the character's personalities outside the ring ? this is not exclusive to the characters listed in the poll!! do you have any headcanons about their lives back at home ? what do u think they enjoy doing besides boxing ? outside of those questions, literally ANY headcanons regardless of whether u think they're relevant or not is super fun and helpful !!
if i have more questions ill either edit this post or make separate ones ! i don't usually ask specifically for more reach but i would def appreciate reblogs so that the poll can get some votes and i can start compiling ideas from u guys 🩷 this will def take some time and research if i can make it happen but i wanna do this so bad !! thank u 2 anybody who helps w this genuinely < 3
#punch out!! wii#punch out wii#punch out#glass joe#von kaiser#disco kid#king hippo#piston hondo#bear hugger#great tiger#don flamenco#aran ryan#soda popinski#bald bull#super macho man#mr. sandman#i rlly hope this isnt bothersome ☹️ im srry 4 asking for reach i know that can b a little annoying but if i want this to even have a chance#-at happening i truly do need the help ! so again i genuinely do apologize for taking up all this space but i wanna have some fun doing thi#and more than the fun id just rlly love to hear from the community 🩷 yall make me so happy fr like this is a comforting spot to be in 🩷
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Hi! You can call me Joxter or Kiri, and this is where I draw I guess! Be prepared for reblog spam.
Currently, I’m mostly into Hermitcraft/Life series/Empires and adjacent stuff, but I also enjoy a lot of other stuff so don’t be surprised by anything I end up reblogging.
My art tag is #my art, my talking tag is #kiri rambles, my writing tag is #my writing, and asks are all tagged with #asks and the name of the user who asked it, if they’re not on anon. I don’t get many anons but I plan to tag them with just “anon” unless one has a specific descriptor.
@fantaltykiri is my alt blog that I use to rb my art from any of my different blogs, should I choose to make more.
@kirisclangen is the blog I’m going to be posting all my clangen designs on! So basically just a million warrior cat OCs, lmao. I’m planning on starting to queue up the ones I’ve done so far soon! Art from this blog will probably get rb’d to my art alt as well.
I’m working on a list of all the different fundraisers I’ve gotten asks about, it’s a bit short at the moment but I’m adding more as I receive them and am going to try to update it as often as possible with new ones and marking the progress on the ones I’ve already got listed. Currently I’m the only one who can edit but I may change that in the future, and right now I’m focusing on adding the ones that have already been vetted, but I plan on making a list of ones that aren’t yet vetted but seem safe in the near future.
Here’s the link to view it! https://docs.google.com/document/d/10u8T2r2YVl9oyl7rpaiPQhsjiDE66DZhsGSyXMIuYAk/edit
Please donate if you can and share it!
#kiri rambles#my art#my writing#asks#< for organization#pinned#that’s really it honestly. I’ve been meaning to make a proper pinned for a while now#Palestine gfm masterlist
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᯽ Hello! ᯽
Hi! New to posting about this, so sorry if I avoid interaction a bit! I’ll reblog from here, but won’t use my main to interact if possible
A catchall name you can use for me is Hedge, op, or you can use the name of whoever’s tagging under a post to indicate who’s posting, since I think a few ppl in our system might post some? Generally They/Them or He/Him is ok, but don’t be afraid to ask! Current poster tags include, but may be added to; #🦇.Val Posts ᯽ #🦋.Jenth Posts ᯽ #🪶.Dove Posts ᯽ and a general tag # 📺. Hedge Posts if anyone doesn’t want to specify
᯽ BYI ᯽
THIS ACCOUNT IS SFW ONLY. IF YOUR ACCOUNT ISNT SFW, PLEASE DONT INTERACT
We keep our regression pretty private, but it’s still fun to post and make art and talk to people about things we’re interested in! I’ll usually edit or doodle or something similar, but I also write sometimes. Generally I won’t post while small, but might reply to people if I know you well enough. Because of that, we might not be posting all the time, even if you see us reblogging things! It’s probably not us ignoring you, we’re just not in the space to talk at that moment. Also, Tonetags are super appreciated! They’re not required, but they’re still nice to use. I also have a hard time typing sometimes, though I try making sure what I write is legible. Feel free to let me know if you need something rewritten so it’s easier for you
On this blog, you’ll probably see a LOT of Vast Error content, as well as other Homestuck and fanworks stuff. I might Minecraft post occasionally, talk about s4m, Adventure Time, and whatever other shows I’m interested at the time! Some shows might have content not suitable for kids, but none of that content will ever be posted on here
᯽ DNI ᯽
Pr0sh1p / Z00 / etc.
Pro s/h or e/d
Endogenic or Neutral
Adult Content / Using Agere for that
Just use your brain and don’t be gross
᯽ Interests ᯽
Vast Error
Homestuck + Fanworks
Adventure Time
Minecraft
Bugs n Birds!
Whatever interest passes by for a bit
᯽ Request Stuff ᯽
There’s no guarantee I’ll get to it in a timely manner, but my requests are open unless my askbox says otherwise! Just send em in. I’ll do stimboards, moodboards, panel edits, and maybe small doodles? I might do mini fic requests too, but only if I feel motivated at that moment, those aren’t a guarantee
Request Tags! #Hedge.Request ᯽ #Hedge.Boards ᯽ #Hedge.Edits ᯽ #Hedge.Doodles ᯽ #Hedge.Fics ᯽ #Hedge.Asks ᯽
Other Helpful Tags! more to be added… #.rb ᯽ #.fav ᯽ #Hedges.Pesters ᯽
᯽ I Think That’s It! ᯽
#pinned post#pinned intro#pinned info#agere#agere blog#agere requests#age regression#sfw agere#ve agere#vast error agere#at agere#adventure time agere#homestuck agere#🦇.Val Posts#📺.Hedge Posts#🪶.Dove Posts#🦋.Jenth Posts
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🌀🌊🛩-About-🛩🌊🌀
🐳I'm Elio ! he/him + neos (wave/waves🌊), I'm a boy !
🐬mentally ill + autistic
⛅Adult (21 years old!), small age is all over but around 4 - 8 typically. i age regress involuntarily. I pet regress and teen/older kid regress as well!
☔This is a side blog so I can't follow back ! Im considering moving blogs and will update if so ^^
🌊This blog runs on queue as well as just reblogging and posting normally. i spam post A LOT so i apologize! i don't tag extensively, but I do tag for flashing (#flashing) and am trying to tag for the occasional post with swearing (#tw swearing).
🚀Sfw int only, DNI if you sexualize anything related to children, triggering content + basic dni criteria. I block liberally.
🥝lmk if i rb something bad/from a bad account and i will take it down! i try to check and avoid those but might mess up. I also might rb the same things multiple times accidentally, i apologize. I also dislike "baby talk" in text I guess it's called? So I tend to not interact with blogs that heavily use that.
Some of my interests:
🏖️Ocean/Beach/Water themed things !!!
🌀Sonic the Hedgehog!!!
🍕Chuck E. Cheese and animatronics!
🦎Toys/plush
🐾Nintendo/Videogames (minecraft,fnaf,etc !!!!)
🌲Nature and marine life !
📺Lots of cartoons/shows (esp bluey, miss spiders sunny patch friends, mlp, sesame street, and spongebob!)
🏄 Pixar and kids movies like toy story and finding Nemo !! I also really love Lilo and Stitch!! And the original Alice in wonderland !
🌅Anything nostalgic!
🖼️My favorite colors are green, blue, orange, white, pink and brown!
Thx for visiting! Edited on 9/07/24, made on 8/26/23
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