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#i just remembered tgat i will get the results of my finals tomorrow and I'm overthinking and worrying so much
marcbartra ยท 5 years
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#noo#i just remembered tgat i will get the results of my finals tomorrow and I'm overthinking and worrying so much#i keep telling myself that i probably have retake one of them#even tho there is not really a reason to think so bc i guess the exams went okay#but what if i failed#also i stress that myself that there won't be enough time to prepare which is so dumb bc okay I'm in Amsterdam on friday and saturday is the#birthday party of a friend but there would be enough time#but also what if i don't use the time i have to prepare everything to retake it anf procrastinate instead all day and worrying about not#having enough time instead of using the time i have#y'all just cross your fingers for me pls that i don't have to retake any of the exams bc i really don't have the energy to do it#my self-esteem is so low lmao i always think so bad about myself but i just can't stop??#I'm like oh i guess i really failed and stuff and then it's okay in the end#but then I think what if it's not like that this time#you could have only wrong stuff or stuff that won't answer the question in your exam and bc your re marks were kinda good the difference#is too big bc you create a mess in the exam so you gotta retake it now#can't everything be over already#not that i would feel better than bc I'm still not sure what i want to study#since it's such a big decision and i probably was ever in my life to make such a big decision#I'm bad at making decisions#how should i work out what i want to do with my life??#i always looked forward thw end of school and now its just like the last years worrying what will happen#probably delete later
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