#i just love developing stuff you know uvu

[tvrningout]

🍪 📫!

my experience in the rpc | @fanaticist was curious!

🍪 my favorite roleplay memory

hmm it's honestly really hard to pick just one! our writing the turn of events with judy's death and reincarnation and yu finding her on the street one day -- that's one of them! i still wanna yell and cry about it tbh!! i also cherish the thread i had with @violetueur's muse nicolette and my k.aigaku in which nico found him to bring him home. the development?? chef's kiss!! honestly, there's a lot of good memories from my time in the k.ny fandom :' ) and every so often, i think about last year on pocky day when chiyo, stubborn as a mule, refused to back down from the pocky game and had a kiss stolen from her asdf just!! there's a lot of memories of getting hyped and emotional with friends over our silly characters, so it's impossible to choose just one! i'd have too many paragraphs if i listed it all :' )

📫 my favorite type of ships

oh man, i think the sort of ships in which one or both of them annoy each other, yet they're so in love regardless :' ) i love the banter and bickering and contrast of those moments to when they're gentle with each other. the playfulness that usually accompanies these ships just gives me a serotonin boost and makes writing them very fun! and since i'm indecisive, my other favorite is when one part of the ship is soft only for their loved one. they might come off rough or callous to everyone else, but for that one person, they find themselves doing stuff they wouldn't normally do. that person makes them care. not only is it cute, it's usually a development heavy ship, and i will always foam at the mouth for those asdf

[ausrache]

'SHIP'

𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻 / 𝘈𝘊𝘊𝘌𝘗𝘛𝘐𝘕𝘎 ➥ @intcritus

do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon

would i like to ship with you?: yes (ALWAYS WITH U !!!) | maybe, i'm willing to try | no

type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | exes | engaged | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits

tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship

would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between ( i like to progress through asks/memes but im also down with a lil plotting on the side! )

what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter | literally would be happy about all of the above ♥

anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: OK SO!! i can honestly see a ship between zahir & mali see go in all types of directions? i can see them being friends for so long that mali might develop feelings but she's just like...not good at detecting them, so it's always like?? haha why date anyone, i got zahir. is he your boyfriend? noooo!! or ! a plot could also be where they were together and due to perhaps busy schedules/idol life in general, mali broke up bc she didn't want to have him hurt by this busy life. but of course.. she remains friendly and feelings still linger & stuff 👀 just a couple of thoughts, though!! nothing set in stone uvu

[twisted-wonderland-shenanigans]

I found your archives of our own account! Why didn’t you say anything I’m a fan of you! My respect and admiration for you just grew!

Acjakvvkaovkw omg I'm blushing!!! That's so sweet of you to say omg QAQ I've been meaning to post an announcement about it but...I kept forgetting 😂

For those curious, here is my AO3 account! I titled it the same as my blog so it would be easier to find (minus the formatting since they don't do dashes). UvU

To be honest, I only recently just started posting stuff to my AO3 account the other day even though I've had the account itself for months. I've wanted to start posting stuff there like my own Twisted Wonderland fic following my own MC, but...in a way I didn't have enough confidence to post anywhere else but tumblr. I didn't even know where to begin honestly.

But since I've posted some of the things I've already written here over on to AO3 (even if it's a little out of order and mostly started off as fics), it's been wonderful and reassuring seeing how many people love what I wrote there! It gave me more confidence to want to post more to other sites and share my ideas and stories with others, and I'm even considering posting to Wattpad too. ;;v;;

In a way...you all gave me that courage to finally make that move to post in other places. The love and attention you guys have given my AUs and the designs and just the curiosity that helps me develop these worlds and ideas...I want to say thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

You guys are the best, and I'm so happy to be creating content that you guys enjoy just as much as I enjoy writing it 💞

I'll continue to do my best to develop these AUs, and I'll be posting both the Deity!AU and Monster!AU there for you guys to enjoy!...once I figure out how I'm going to compile the posts scattered about in the master list. 😂

I'll also be working on that fic I mentioned following my own MC and posting it to that account too. ;;v;;

Love you all so much! Please remember to take care of yourselves, and I'll do the same for myself 💞

[tvrningout-archived]

plot/relationship wishlist below!! i’ll add to this periodically, but this is what i have for now ( ´ ω ` ) pls consider this a plotting call for any of the listed plotlines -- feel free to tap the heart if you’re wanting to write one of these!

general plots

zombie au, i beg!! i’d love to write something that happens at the beginning of the outbreak ( train to busan and all of us are dead vibes ), but that’s not set in stone since i know everyone isn’t big on action scenes!

mentor-mentee/sibling/parent-child relationships for any of my babies uvu i love the positive influence one muse can have on the other and watching them grow together!

isekai au : ))))

okay but crossovers in general would be really rad

reincarnation au!! doesn’t necessarily have to be romantic bc a reunion between two best friends will still have me clutching my heart :’ )) but if we did go in a romantic direction, i feel like it’d be really funny if the two muses originally hated each other, and only one of them remembers this : ) so the one who doesn’t remember is able to treat them like a regular person who doesn’t know them at all and oh?? they don’t absolutely suck and maybe they’re actually great??? i dunno if i’m explaining that well but it’s got potential in my head!!

makiko

i’m currently thinking about that training camp where nekoma, karasuno, and fukurodani all came together, so naturally i’m thinking about how makiko would have been walking around with big eyes that say “ I HAVE QUESTIONS AND I REALLY WANNA PLAY TOO ” bc all these really cool players are in one place!!! but catch her hesitating bc volleyball is still a secret passion near and dear to her heart and sharing it is scary ;; so maybe somebody catches on since she’s got a bad poker face and talks her into practicing a bit, too?

in general, gimme all the plots and threads that manage to get makiko onto the court!! catch her practicing at the community center, or messing around after the boys finish practice, or just confront her period!

gimme timeskip stuff too!! i wanna write professional volleyball player ( or even college student ) makiko bc lately, that how i imagine her most often

chiyo

pls let me write mangaka chiyo being a menace to her agent bc she waits till the last second for almost every deadline :’ ) 

more interactions with karasuno players!! bc ma’am is the sports columnist and i haven’t written enough of her actually doing that

also give me more of someone meeting chiyo and being able to read her relatively well, and she’s very unsettled and maybe a little standoffish/avoidant bc of it! she’s way too comfy with being able to fool people and i’d just love for someone to take a sledgehammer to her shell

awkward exes to friends ( back to lovers if you so choose ) bc chiyo has an ex in her canon who i forget about all the time but should definitely be acknowledged and written!

lemme write chiyo’s kny and jjk verses!!! i love the thought of her in these two and would love to develop those verses more!!

tsugumi

ngl i’ve been thinking a lot about what if she did follow in geto’s footsteps when she was still in high school. i think it’s something i’d wanna definitely discuss a good lil bit bc i feel like she would have needed to witness the same kind of gross situation/a similar situation, to be pushed over the edge. so depending on who i write this with and whether your muse is all for her defecting or trying to stop that, we’ll talk about it!

give this dork some friends bc she needs some so she doesn’t crumble from the weight she places on her shoulders or burst from the complaints she keeps in 

but also pls get under her skin and force her to actually 100% speak her mind : )

ALSO give her advice on how to handle her clan trying to take advantage of her and basically trying to boss her around bc tsugumi’s this close to flipping her lid at all times with them

in general i just need to develop my kiddo more so!! i’m accepting any and all ideas!!

kaiya

kinda sorta maybe wanna write kaiya before she remembered who she was -- when she was still “ kai ” : ) she still had the potential to be soft and kind, but she was much more distrusting and merciless with humans. i imagine she could be found prowling entertainment districts of major cities, so!! there’s opportunities for slayers and demons to meet my sweet pastel child

pls let kaiya be friends with more slayers and kakushi!! she is too soft to not attempt to befriend everyone she meets :’ ) there are certain details to keep in mind like the fact that not many would know about her connection to the demon slayer corps ( at first, that is ), but i would love to toss her at more people!

hyouka & satsuki

they were saved by a slayer, so i’d love to plot out that relationship with someone! keep in mind that this happened five years ago for them, so the slayer would likely be around satsuki’s age or older, assuming the slayer was at least 14-15 at the time. but i think there’s a lot of potential for character development with this kind of relationship so :’ )) gimme gimme!!

i would like to write more of satsuki bossing stubborn, injured slayers around pls and thank you <3

asdfghjk but really, satsuki is the secret weapon of her kakushi pals bc she doesn’t care about ranks when it comes to making sure someone doesn’t die. oh you’re a pillar?? that’s nice now sit down and let us treat you or i’ll make you : ) which is a little funny bc she likes to be extremely polite, but she just doesn’t have patience for pigheadedness

i’d also like to see more of someone taking care of satsuki instead of it being the other way around bc satsuki does!! so much and she needs some rest ;;;;

slayers who recognize hyouka as the very talkative kakushi they occasionally dealt with and now have to work with all the time?? aw jeez

someone pls treat hyouka like the 16 year old she is!! make her understand she needs to care for her health even if she thinks she’ll be fine!! hold her hand and tell her it’s fine if she does get scared or tired every once in a while!!

more to be added!!

[despair-edits]

Hey! I hope you all have a wonderful day uvu I was wondering if mod Peko could do a kin assignment/matchup for me from Revue Starlight, Bandori, Genshin Impact and Project Sekai.

I'm an INFP 6w5 if that helps.

I'm a bit shy.

I literally have no energy but I'm still a clown somehow.

Maybe I'm too melancholic and tend to be a little pessimistic.

I have a HUGE fear of change.

I have trouble making and maintaining friends.

Inferiority complex.

I don't like showing my weaknesses and emotions out loud, but I'm making efforts to be more sincere.

Did I say about the huge fear of change? Because. Yeah.

It's really huge.

I love my friends so much I would give everything to them💞

I like languages! Even though that's not really relevant XD

When I'm in fear I tend to hide and run away.

I've been misunderstood for a lot of years.

I don't know what else to say, is this enough?

hello! I’ll do that gladly! after all, you just grabbed all of my favourite stuff and shoved it into a request!! and don't worry, your info was enough! This is my first time doing a kin matchup, so I apologize for any mistakes.

so… I’ll match you with:

Mahiru Tsuyuzaki

Your description reminded me a bit of Mahiru. Although yes, she displays her emotions a bit more outwardly, there are a lot of similarities between you two, such as a fear of change (not as big as Nana’s, but oh well), an inferiority complex and how you treasure your friends a lot.

Honorable mention: Nana, because of her tremendously huge fear of change, how she loves her friends a lot and how she doesn't really like to display her true emotions and weaknesses.

Ran Mitake

I was having some trouble with this one until it just hit me that your description really sounds like Ran. Melancholic and maybe a bit pessimistic? Check! Doesn’t like to show emotions and weaknesses out loud but is working on that? Check! No energy? Check! Fear of change? The whole motto of Afterglow is “the same as always”, so I’d say so! You both also care very much about your friends.

Honorable mention: Mashiro, because of her shyness, inferiority complex, pessimism, trouble making friends and the way she deals with fear. Plus, she probably likes languages (I mean, she wouldn’t write all the lyrics for Morfonica if she didn’t)

Xiao

I think I’ll go with Xiao. He’s not very fond of change, melancholic, not the most energetic guy out there, doesn’t like to show emotions and vulnerability around others but is working on being more relaxed, is not the best at communicating with others and really cares for those who he’s close with.

Honorable mention: Ganyu, because of her fear of change, her shyness, her evident lack of energy and how misunderstood she feels (and many other things).

Shiho Hinomori

Alas, the source I found the hardest. After some thought, I ended up choosing Shiho. She doesn’t like to openly display her emotions and weaknesses, doesn’t like change, is misunderstood by others due to her reputation, really loves her friends, has trouble making and maintaining friends and doesn’t have much energy.

Honorable mention: Kohane. You both share a lot of problems, like shyness, pessimism, issues with making friends, openness to show emotions out loud and running away from fears. The thing is, she overcame them with some character development.

[and that wraps it up! consider the "honorable mention" notes as a little bonus, because your characteristics also matched other characters quite well! anyway, I hope you're satisfied with your results!! you know yourself and who you're kin with best, though. have a nice day!]

- Mod Peko

[kachigaru]

       When I first made my Haibara blog almost a year ago, the fandom was a lot smaller, and I made him with the intention for him to just be a very low activity blog. And for a while he was! I saw a lot of people come and go in the fandom too, and there was something that I felt I needed to mention and never did. Even though I am single ship with zangyo’s Nanami, this doesn’t mean that I can’t/won’t rp with other Nanami rpers. I actually welcome them! There is something special about their friendship in the series, and Haibara’s death was significant to Nanami in both his development and in Nanami’s own death. However, I really think there is more significance than just death. I like to think Nanami met Haibara’s parents and his sister. That they were good friends and maybe spent holidays together and just had a good friendship too! 

       And sometimes I think that is a little forgotten because death is so heavy and plays a more at the front role, but I just want them to be happy. ;;; I think exploring their friendship is so very important too, and platonic love is just as valuable as romantic love. Which what I’m trying to say is - DON’T HESITATE TO REACH OUT. I know some people can get uncomfortable when they see single ship or mains or whatever. Even with duplicates! I know some people are uncomfortable with them, but I like to welcome them too because there are opportunities for fun twin AUs and STUFF AND TALKING TO EACH OTHER ABOUT HEADCANONS AND IT IS FUN TO LOVE A MUSE JUST LIKE SOMEONE ELSE.

Anyway, tldr; I love all of you please don’t hesitate to interact with my Haibara and feed him uvu 

[ask-theunderworld]

22 for both Clyde and Bonnie and B for the mun!

( @a-toxic-bounty and @vall007 since they asked as well uvu)

22. How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?

Bonnie: "Alright alright! Ease up. I don't get 'Jealous'. I get rid of people who think it's cute to flirt with a married man. Ivy got a pass that one time, though. You don't fuck with the Donna's property, that's all I'm saying."

Clyde: "I tear out the fucker's throat who thinks it's nice to put the moves on my Bonbon, simple and easy. We all know she's one of 'em femme fatales, now back the fuck up and keep walkin, or you'll end up as another part of my guys' soul count."

for Mun:

B. What inspired you to create them?

Okay so like... Bonnie was actually part of a failed Blind OTP and Clyde was her ex husband- then I realized how much I fucking adored them, and that I was going through a lot of stuff behind the scenes and had recently deleted one of my blogs, and was planning to make a new one. Bonnie, the poor girl, she went through a lot of design hell until I settled on what I have now about a year or two ago, and Clyde went through a lot of development hell character-wise too, now he's the big meathead everyone knows and loves.

Jin, hoo boy. Jin was a character I was gifted. His original design was...yikes. The original look was something I absolutely did not vibe with, no matter what I did, so I had to give him a complete redesign just so I could get the ball rolling with this poor guy. I like to think I did pretty well, considering he was my first ever Greninja OC.

[spiritmaiden23]

💌 / how would zelda go about confessing to someone they liked ? would they do it indirectly or directly, or maybe not at all ? please sky is dying to know -

AHA!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Well for Sky I will gladly tell you about this. 

Something that’s worth noting is that I tend to play Link and Zelda as best mates, not because I don’t ship it or trying to diverge from canon since it’s clear that the two really do care for each other, but it’s out of fear of coming across as force shipping on top of that I love slow burns in my ships. So it’d be all the more fun for Zelda to come to realize her feelings for Link slowly post game. You know, once they heal from the shared trauma they suffered from given to them but well her past self but still her anyway. It’s a long, long road because as I’ve told you, she wants Link to make his own choices rather than the manipulation he’d gone through; no doubt giving the poor boi emotional trauma due to all that stuff he had to handle just to find his friend and also witness her dying painfully sO YANNO!!! I digress. She wants Link to find himself first and foremost while helping the two of them heal and watching over the Triforce. That’s when the feelings of love come in. As I said before, she develops feelings super, super slowly. The more time she spends with someone and falls in love with every little thing, the more she’s gonna fall for that person. She’s a bit stupid with romance though and tries to hint at it. (haha what if... we held hands... jk unless sHE’S LITERALLY THIS MEME) Much like the beginning of the game, she’s very indiscreet and pretty indirect as a matter of fact, you gotta be good at reading subcontext and body language to see that she has love for you. But... she will work up the courage once she knows for sure that she can confess to him. AND LET ME TELL YOU IT WILL BE DRAMATIC!! I’m talking a short date in Faron Woods with Linky and going out into a clearing with flowers all around and the sun filtering through the leaves. A wind blows through, she tucks her hair behind her ears and with a red face begin to tell him all sorts of things she’s come to find out about herself and him as well. And then, she will say “I like you” to him, because she’s not ready to say love just yet. And end scene uvu

[remember-no-more]

Hey ho ho ho!! Santa most extreme here! - Throws snow dust all over the place and dances- How are you today, my little amazing friends! I had a lot of fun reading yesterday's story! Dnd can certainly be amazing like that! When i take off the hat, maybe i can tell you some of my crazy shenanigans! But for today... Let's get spicy~ Who was Mimi's first love? Who was her last?? Is she currently in love? Share the spice with this Santa!

// Hey Snowdown buddy! It’s always so nice to hear from you ♥ I do hope we’ll remain in touch after the event ends! And of course, you must tell me about your own DnD adventures when you get the chance, I’m very curious about those~

I just hope you’ll forgive me for answering walls of text to every ask you send, but you have no idea of how excited I get to receive from you quq Thanks for making this Snowdown so special!  (I’ll put a TL;DR at the end, I’m really sorry!)

Things are proceeding calmly here. Long threads are mostly on hold on the blog but I returned to have some nice quick fun with fun-fact-asks and stuff, you might have seen some on the dash cx 

About me, welp, I kinda caught a cold, whoopsie! It’s not exactly fun to cough and have all the eyes on you, but I checked things and it’s not the virus, it’s just me being an irresponsible kid when it comes to clothing. I usually avoid taking medicine when I can, but I guess it’s time to start curing it before I get closed up in a room and the key gets thrown away! (Ahahah, jk. I don’t want others to worry for nothing.)

But enough about that, let’s give a little premise before answering the questions uvu

---VERY LONG ASS STORY

Mimi has a hella long story that was revolutioned by the canon lore updates. Most of what happened before that became nonsensical, especially after Noxus turned out to actually value mages a lot and Veigar never being imprisoned. The only way to not start over with her completely and not throw to the fire years of roleplay and character building was to actually consider the lore changes like an event that happened at some point in the timeline - see it like the movie Return to the Future :o something happens at some point and the future changes radically. 

The catch is that she is actually aware that she’s missing certain puzzle pieces about her past, many memories just disappeared or feel somehow wrong but there’s no way to solve the mystery without causing another paradox/reaching a dead end and a consequent reset of her timeline. However, there’s a reason if she’s not searching for answers anymore... and all of this deals with her first and last loves. Now we get to the juicy details~

Her first love was the Master of Evil himself. After fleeing Noxus when she was little more than a child, she learnt how to survive and took years to develop her magical skills on her own, then she tracked down the mage and offered him her unconditional support. She needed a guide and she wanted him to be it: old lore Veigar inspired her to act because he evaded from the prisons of Noxus, which were a far worse deal than just running away from home, and her idea of him was all she had left to hold onto when the rest was left behind. She was ready to do anything to achieve that, and none of the ones I roleplayed with rejected a free pawn. 

What happened with the one I ended up choosing as Mimi’s canon Veigar (the-primordialbust) was developed through years of roleplay. She earned his trust, he began to teach her things, he took her under her wing and eventually opened up to her, and she couldn’t be more happy about that. He even gifted her a soulstone to enhance her power at some point, the same kind of jewel he had on his staff - the one that justified the AP growth in-game according to his headcanons. At that point, she was so in love with him that she didn’t care about the price she had to pay to obtain it.

Then the changes happened, Veigar-mun actually abandoned the blog, so I reinvented Mimi to keep her alive. She still had the stone, she had no idea about how she got it or about what she did after she ran away from Noxus, and even the reasons that made her decide for that first life-changing event don’t feel exactly right according to history.

She began looking for answers. On the way, she met an ex Noxian soldier, a mercenary, and they spent a year knowing each other, fighting together and so on. He was one of the few that got to know her full name and see her actual human form after she polymorphed into a yordle for so long (something that, again, she kept doing because of unmotivated habit). They became friends with benefits, but he never knew she actually had feelings for him (and the mun actually found out just a few weeks ago, hah). 

When he found out about her quest to find out about a past that gave more and more hints about how dark it was and realized what the stone she kept actually was, he offered her his help to destroy the stone and free her from this burden, so that she could move on and live freely. She wouldn’t have accepted if it wasn’t him asking. 

Succeeding was risky and they both had to pay a toll for it. He sacrificed his runic attunement while her own spirit was lost in the process, but they both survived. About her, she’s still surviving without her own soul because undoing the tie to black magic allowed her runic attunement to flourish, especially making her able to dab the power of Life itself. Taking away her magic would turn her into a husk. This also makes her life expectancy on Runeterra much longer than she can imagine, but she has no idea about that yet. The downside of this is that her fate when she finally leaves this world is actually very unsure - she cannot exactly get to the Spirit World without an actual spirit, can she? 

But let’s return to love affairs!... he left right after they fixed this. She hasn’t forgotten him yet, but she is getting to know more people now. We shall see how things evolve~

---TL;DR

Canon lore changes messed everything up, so Mimi doesn’t remember about her first love being Veigar from the old lore universe! She abandoned the nation and her previous life to follow him after he escaped from the Noxian prisons, they bonded over the years, then everything went poof because suddenly Veigar never set foot in modern days Noxus! (And modern day Noxus doesn’t look down on mages anymore, but oh well *shrug*)

Her last love was a Noxian mercenary that helped her to get rid of the soulstone Veigar gifted her before the lore changes! He never realized she was in love with him and he left after he convinced her to abandon her memory holes/dark past and move on with life.

[monstersofsilence]

😥💋😇🔥

💋 A muse (from any blog) you find sexy?

NO. don’t make choose! ;;

they’re all sexy in their own right! I have lots of characters I can choose but I don’t want to feel bad because I didn’t mention so-and-so’s character or something like that. they’re all attractive! honestly, all of ya’lls characters are just awesome and I’m always surprised seeing design after design and just basking in your guys’ never-ending creativity ;w;

😇 Make a positive confession about someone, but don’t say who it’s about!

oh gosh. let’s see if I’ll cry while typing this because these kinds things always gets me (I’m very sensitive. fight me). LET’S SEE ;w;

god. I don’t know where to begin. I remember when I first joined tumblr, I was somewhat lost on what I was doing, not knowing the platform but thankfully I had someone I knew, from a different site, to ease me into this site. then seeing the blue blood fantroll. INSTANTLY loved her at first sight and I still do. and even getting to know you, I’m happy we talked and became friends

even with certain times you have gone to just do your own thing and coming back into the community later on, I still consider you my friend. I always will even if we haven’t talked. I’m sorry we haven’t. that’s my fault for that. I don’t know. I could say lots of things on why I think that but this is just about you

I’m glad I met you. I’m glad to share what was shared up to now. keep continuing improving your art, and trust me, it looks amazing and you should be really proud! keep continuing being you! c:

thanks for being my friend. keep doing you! uvu

😥 What’s something you’ve been wanting to RP with your muse?

lots of my characters I want rp certain things. Manikin I still want to develop him. Rinous is also something I wanna do. at least something to give her a friend or a love interest that’s the opposite of her. Rin acts tough to try and hide her emotions since she still can’t let go the loss of her original mate. if she had someone else to have a crush on, it could slowly put her back in a calming state. possibly make her quit becoming a hitman to not put herself in danger. but would still act like a hard-ass to protect her girlfriend uwu;;;;

Cilrus is still another I want to do but more so having the interactions go along with the story I’m still brewing up with her. I know how the whole thing is supposed to go with her. and I will tell you, she’s gonna go through hell because I am THE MUN .w.

what else, what else... oh! Calrin! Kalikn, Jaxnyi, Neonce, just... lots of my trolls I want to do stuff with. take some time but more so just wanting Jaxnyi to having the dorkiest, one braincell, girlfriend that she would LOVE to death but will still act serious and WILL join a fight with them because she loves them uwu;;;

and Neonce, just having someone to make her be at ease. there’s a reason why I gave her speech stuttering because when she panics/is nervous, she stutters a whole lot more that it’s hard for her to control. BUT when she’s with a close friend/lover, she stutters less and often times doesn’t sound like she’s stuttering at all because she’s comfortable with the person she got to know over time. and to help her self esteem since she thinks of herself as a burden due to her being blind ;u;

there’s lots more but these are the main ones I want to do

🔥 What’s something you love about your community?

I don’t know! I guess just seeing so many characters and seeing each design. some are simple and some are inspiring to the point you can’t help but look at the character for so long. I guess it’s just people’s art and their characters!

they are all never the same and it’s very rare you see one character having one detail that’s the same from another character owned by another person. I love seeing fantrolls. even ones inspired from video games/shows/movies/animes! those always get me smiling if it’s one that I know and I spot it STRAIGHT AWAY or the mention of it

part of way I have a good amount of characters inspired by the things I have watched/played uwu

that shit is awesome to see! ya’ll keep doing your stuff! and fueling my liking of all your characters .w.

[telesthisia]

PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER:

one   /   (  alias / name  ) :  Amber uvu or Dee 

two   /   (  birthday  ) :  October 6

three   /   (  zodiac sign  ) :  Libra

four   /   (  height  ) :  IDK ANYMORE!!!! I’m not that tall but I’m not short either so I’ll leave that in your imaginations

five   /   (  hobbies  ) :  Sleeping (finger guns) but nAH working out, swimming, baking, writing, drawing... 

six   /   (  favourite colour  ) :  Pastels ;v; 

seven   /   (  favourite books  ) :  I don’t read you fools, I can’t read, me dumb 

eight   /   (  last song listened to  ) : Crying over ff7r remake, namely Flowers Blooming in the Church, it’S SO BEAUTIFUL!!!! LISTENING TO IT IS LIKE COMING HOME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME!!! 

nine   /   (  last film or show watched  ) :  Listen bud I’ve been too busy with work to do anything fun ;v; so I’ll get back to you on that once I have time to watch shows or movies ;0; erm also bad memory is bad... so... I think it was Hi Bye Mama! There’s a lot of k drama shows I’m eyeballing that’s on Netflix. Ahhh I want Tuesday to come already so I can have off again to do actual fun stuff!!! 

ten   /   (  story behind url  ) :  It’s a misspelling of telesthesia which is a fancy way of saying telepathy which Zel has it’s sorta her signature power ;v; aside from light magic!

eleven   /   (  inspiration for muse  ) : GOOD QUESTION?! Does neverending love for a character who barely has lines and pure spite for nintendo dropping the ball on her count as inspiration because that’s what drives me bby!! Listen if the SNES had amazing RPGs like Chrono Trigger, Secret of Mana, and Final Fantasy 6 with a good story and characterization for its time then you know Nintendo could’ve done more with ALTTP and its story but!! Still a good game and my fav! But aside from that honestly, I’m shocked people seem to like this Zelda since she’s mostly headcanon base in fact I could just say she’s an OC at this point haha, before smash she didn’t have any characterization whatsoever so I based what we had for the manga AND few lines in ALTTP and OoX. But then smash said ‘nah she’s been genki girl all along’ and while i’m super jazzed and all for that i’m not gonna change my moe and placid yet depressed, emo, romantic and silently determined character I’ve built over the years, she has developed and changed so much since I first started out writing her and I gotta say I love seeing that growth. LIKE! The events of ALTTP is not... pretty, though tame compared to other Zelda titles she still lost a lot of people close to her and has seen the effects of Agahnim’s evil magic and she’s been affected by it heavily since then, also she was only a mcfreaking kid at the time so imagine the trauma that must’ve given her. She still moe and adorable just not overwhelmingly happy and cute like smash has her to be due to the various events where she almost dIES. Though I guess in AU where nothing bad happens she’d be a muted version of smash... gOD I’M SORRY I RAMBLED BUT POINT IS SPITE FOR NINTENDO AND LOVE FOR HER IS WHAT INSPIRES ME TO KEEP GOING!!! AS WELL AS THE AMAZING RP PARTNERS I HAD OVER THE YEARS THAT HELPED DEVELOP HER CHARACTER EVEN MORE AND THE SUPPORT FROM MY AMAZING MUTUALS WHO ENJOY HER, THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING THIS BLUE EMO!!!! 

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———  BASICS! ♡

NAME!  ♡ bel PRONOUNS! ♡ she/her

———  THREE  FACTS! ♡

1! ♡ over the course of at least 6 years, i’ve had about 72!!! original muses!! if i only count the ones i fleshed out to some extent. not all of them have been introduced to tumblr, and the majority of them are retired or on hold, but wow?? i’ve been a busy bee! and plan to add more  2! ♡ i use music as a source of inspiration more often than not! aside from using lyrics i love for blog and promo themes, music helps me a ton to get the words flowing; there have been times when i’ve spent a good while just trying to find the right song to match the feeling of the thread i’m writing.  3! ♡ i hoard replies and asks like a dragon hoards gold!! i’ve recently started liking replies and starters so people will KNOW i’ve actually seen it, but 9 times out of 10 i’ve seen what you’ve tagged me in and have it safely saved in my drafts. i’m only taking forever to get to it bc i’m a slow writer who takes two hours to write a paragraph if you let me uvu

———  EXPERIENCE! ♡

PLATFORMS USED! ♡ tumblr mostly! i’ve used discord before to rp and would be up for it with my mutuals! i still might be slow as a snail tho

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE! ♡

FEMALE OR MALE! ♡ from the get-go i’ve always tended to create more female than male muses, and overall, my female muses typically last longer than my male muses. there are definite exceptions, tho, who i may bring to this blog eventually bc i do!! love them so much!! but that’s just my personal preference for writing them -- i love to write opposite any gender! LEAST FAVORITE FACE(S)! ♡ there are a few faces that make me a wee bit wary bc of my own, earlier experiences in the rp community, but i don’t really dislike any faceclaims!  MULTI OR SINGLE! ♡ i’m torn on this one! i love being able to focus solely on chiyo, and in the past when i’ve had single muse blogs, i tend to make SO MUCH progress with their development, but!! i love having multi muse blogs, too, and being able to have a variety of characters available for me to write depending on my mood that day. there are pros and cons to both, i’d say, and if i know myself, i’ll likely go back and forth with the types of blogs i run.  FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! ♡ fluff and angst are my faves! fluff is that feel good stuff we all need in our lives, and it’s nice to watch and find out how characters will treat each other to show they CARE. likewise, it’s a lot of fun to see how they’ll react to a tough situation -- my favorite kind of angst is hurt/comfort bc that’s!! the best for character/relationship development!! i want other muses to catch chiyo in a moment of self doubt and maybe?? help change her point of view, and i want chiyo to do the same for others bc while we all grow on our own, our personal growth can also be largely affected by our peers and those closest to us. for chiyo specifically, she NEEDS to have serious talks to push her in the right direction. so you could say i love fluffy angst possibly the most bc of what can come from it! and as for smut, i don’t have much of an opinion yet bc i haven’t written it really, though it’s something i’d like to eventually explore with chiyo since it IS such a big step for her in a relationship. PLOT / MEMES! ♡ i love both!! plotting can be so much fun and really helpful to figure out how two characters meet without having to actually write it out so you can jump right into developing their relationship; memes are also loads of fun and a great way to start in the middle of things or even explore “what if’s!” 

TAGGED BY! ♡ the lovely @starswrit! thanks for tagging me, dear (´∀｀)♡ TAGGING! ♡ @geometragic, @roteden, @agalere, @shctter, @withspectres, @monochrrome, @kcntin, @whoslays, and whoever else would like to do this!

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Twisted Wonderland: Deity!AU Updated Rules and Information

Hello everyone!

So I know that this blog has been up for a little bit, but for some reason I couldn’t allow anonymous asks through mobile and I only now realized it? It’s fixed now, so if anyone has wanted to ask a question but was too shy to do so, it’s open now for you! UvU Apologies it took so long. ;;n;;

Anyway, I figured I’d go ahead and do an update of the initial pinned post with some updated rules and guidelines since I was in a rush to write the previous version. XD

While there is still a lot in development, I do still have the basic skeleton of how this world is set up and the types of deities each character--both from NRC and RSA and staff and even side characters like Cheka and Farena--will be. However, questions from you lovely readers will help me develop more things for them than I would have considered initially, so please feel free to ask me questions and help me get more and more creative~! >w<

Again, the term “gods/goddesses/deities/entities” will be used depending on the writing and what feels more comfortable at the moment, but for simplicity’s sake most of the terms used will be gods or deity (unless I end up finding a term that fits better) when referring to the characters in general!

Yes, the MC/Yuu is referred to as a normal human being for this blog itself, but they are somehow connected to these powerful beings that are seemingly drawn to their location for reasons even they cannot comprehend. What does it mean? Is there some strange destiny lying in wait for the MC? Or are the gods just bored and MC happened to somehow catch their attention? You'll just have to wait and see~! ÒwÓ (Yes, you’re also allowed to ask questions regarding their relationship with the deities, but keep in mind it’ll be as generalized as possible given that each MC/Yuu will be unique, so I don’t want to pigeon-hole them into one specific category. Requests can be made for specific genders whether they’re male, female, nonbinary, etc, but generally speaking the terms will be they/them!)

Asks are open (including anon asks) so if you have questions about the boys and wanna learn more about this AU (and help me get more ideas for it) feel free to ask~! :D

Here are the rules:

1) Character limit: given these characters are set in dorms, the limit will be based on the number of characters in each dorm (ex: Savanaclaw having 3 while Heartslabyul has 5 and Scarabia has 2). However, if you want to see specific characters, it will be limited to 3 per ask!

2) No NSFW (not comfortable writing that so please be respectful)

3) I will write headcanons, scenarios (like "who would be more likely to do this or that?" kind of scenarios), skits...just please specify if you want headcanons or scenarios, or if you want it to be a free-for-all to let me get creative! Heck, if you just want to see how the deities would react to something, go for it! Just...don’t ask if Leona gets scared of cucumbers. Ace tried to test it after seeing the videos, and Leona was not amused. >.>

4) If you want fluffy fluff softness, I will be happy to oblige because it is my weakness. Please let me indulge in the fluffy softness to my heart's content! I’m not just limited to fluffy softness though, and I can do angsty stuff as well~ >wO

5) If it ever comes up in an ask or in the world building, I will be using trigger warnings in case there are mentions of certain topics that may make people uncomfortable, but if I somehow miss one PLEASE let me know so that I can fix it as quick as I can!

If any other rules or things come up I will update this as necessary! Comfort and fun is my main goal on this blog,

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if you don't mind sharing, what are your opinions on the ud/g characters so far? id love to hear your thoughts on them :3

Yeah, I'd be happy to talk about my thoughts so far! :D Altho fyi I'm still on the 2nd chapter and I'm playing pretty slowly/taking my time with it, so I haven't met a ton of characters yet. I'm trying really hard to find all the collectables/win the arcade challenges and stuff so I'm going at a snail pace lol. It's been an absolute blast though!

BIG SPOILERS FOR U/LTRA D/ESPAIR G/IRLS (AND OTHER GAMES) BELOW!!!

K/omaru's kinda different than I expected her to be tbh but I do love what they did with her! I kind of had it in my head that she'd be more upbeat/heroic and like, stronger/more of a fighter than M/akoto, so to find out she's actually even quicker to give up/very defeatist was a bit of a shock lol. But I do really like it, both for development purposes as the game goes on and also bc she IS what a normal person in that world would be, depressed and scared shitless, panicky even with a weapon, relies a lot of T/ouko. Having the sister of the Ultimate Hope be... not Despair, but just a little less confident like that is very nice thematically. I love her banter with T/ouko a lot, they're funny af together. Not sure if I really ship them? They might be cute but also T/ouko is so 200% devoted to Master B/yakuya that even my multishipper butt has trouble separating them at all lmao. One-sided crush from K/omaru's side would be pretty sweet tho 💛

I don't trust M/onaca. Not even bc she's named M/onaca or bc of her creepy hollow gaze or overly uvu nice routine, but bc she has green hair. In my experience you NEVER trust an anime bitch with the cutesy green hair and golden/green eyes combo. They will be evil, or at least a bit unhinged every time istg. This bitch be plottin 🙃 That said, I'll admit her design is cute af, very aesthetic 💚 and I'm very interested in her development as a character. Her and the blue boi are cute although I'm positive she's going to betray his ass immediately when the moment comes. There is no love in her soulless little eyes and I fear for him

J/ataro (I think that's his name? The art mask boi) is my favourite Warrior of Hope!!! I mean, I'm like 80% sure his mask is made of human skin and I know he's committed many, MANY atrocities (that dancing puppet diorama of adult corpses was... something lmao), but ALSO... he's very polite, easily the nicest of the Delightful Children 2.0. He fixed their air conditioners and chairs and stuff and he's a good boi deep down kind of. Minus the murder I mean. And he has floppy sleeves and likes crafts and the fact that he literally wants ppl to hate him and doesn't think he's worthy of love slaughters my feelings 😭 He's like G/undham but EVEN SADDER and therefore he will be my favourite no matter what awful shit he's guaranteed to pull in the future akdkfk. I'm terrified bc I know in my gut I'll probably be responsible for his suffering if each boss battle is like the red-haired kid's and I'M NOT READY TO DO THAT TO HIM HHHH. I desperately want one of the other gremlin kids to be his friend (maybe the pink or blue one???) PLEASE JUST LET ONE BE NICE TO HIM. LET HIM BE HAPPY. I KNOW IT WON'T HAPPEN SO I MIGHT HAVE TO MAKE FLUFF AUS OR SMTH 💔

I... don't remember anyone else's names yet and I can't google bc spoiler potential RIP. So uhhh:

Pink girl: 20/10 design, kinda trash personality but she's also fun lol. Seems to like animals which is a plus. Is mean to craft boi, which is a minus. She's like if G/undham, S/onia, J/unko, and H/iyoko were blended into one evil little gremlin which I find pretty funny. I love that she's the fighter and I look forward to seeing what devastation she'll wreak 👿 She and M/onaca would be cute tbh (but again, I'm sure M/onaca will Ruin Her. Plz run pink child your devotion is going to be for naught c':)

Blue boy: He's a cute, composed boi and I feel bad for him lol. You just know he's going to absolutely snap towards the end. He seems like the smartest and most likely to succeed, which means he's gonna get screwed over big time. I like that he kind of babysits the other gremlins. RIP his crush on M/onaca, he's gonna get his heart broken. Also watching him talk shit to N/agito gives me such life y'all don't even know lmao. Those milkshakes were garbage and he should feel bad.

Red boy: Kinda annoying AF to me personally, but I do feel horrible for him. The scene where he's so desperate to stop his hand from shaking that he bashes it until he breaks it while K/omaru was begging and crying for him to stop was hard af to sit through, GOD. Everything about that scene was just hhhhh

I'm legit so scared to see these other kids break down after that, like goddamn... I don't wanna know what they've been through but also I do ajdjglk. Damn these game creators snipping my heartstrings, I just wanted to make robot bears dance dude 😭

Other chars:

S/hirokuma: predictably, Absolute Baby, 20/10, I will love and cherish him forever 💛💛💛 HE'S SO CUTE HHHH I ADORE HIM 😻 Even if he turns out to be evil or makes me mega sad ajdjgkhl I don't entirely trust him but I also don't NOT trust him???? Let's face it this game's gonna flip one over on me regardless of what I try to predict bc they love their plot twists and betrayals so I'm just chillin for the ride lmao

Y/uta: Not 100% convinced he's dead ngl but also... I wouldn't be that upset if he was tbh. Maybe bc I just like the angst of M/akoto getting his sister back and to have a potential wife in K/yoko in the end while A/oi lost her own wife and brother thru all of this hell 🙃 He seemed nice enough, the part where he mimicked writing names in hands bc u know he probs learned that from A/oi made me wanna cry 😭

ALSO I JUST MET WHO I THINK IS H/AGAKURE'S MOM AND HHHHH 😍😍😍 She's so pretty and her voice is 20/10 but I'm terrified she's either gonna turn out to betray me OR even worse she's gonna get killed bc I gave her the hit lists before I saved akdhkgl TOO LATE NOW THO AND I REFUSE TO LOOK IT UP SO I'M JUST GONNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT IF/WHEN IT COMES

That's all I can think of to say so far ajfkjk, hopefully it's coherent c': I'm thoroughly enjoying the game and it's variety of chars, tbh I think I actually might like it a little more than the 'main' ones :0c Mostly bc it touches on a lot of the stuff I liked about the novels/was implied in other games, it's nice to see the darker takes not be interrupted with as many running gags and such. The easter eggs are super fun too!

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Ahhhhhhhhh I finally finished this picture

It took about 9+ hours to record, but I think it was more around 12 hours in total adding in the sketch time

But I think it was decently worth it since it looks p good

Anyways, these are four characters that I absolutely love rn, which is funny because I only own one of them. The others belong to my friend KoKo-The-Rabbit

I just love how they interact with each other and the world around them.

I’ll just explain briefly on who they are and their relationships with one another~

Please keep in mind that these characters aren’t too developed so some things about them might change. You can probably tell what we mostly worked on lol. SPEEDPAINTS: Part 1 Part 2 (Would've been an hour if I put it into one ^^")

Akuma: Akuma is a very salty and aggressive individual. He’s the leader of the infamous gang, The Arctic Reapers. He started it with his own bare hands (get it huehuehue) along with two others. AS you could imagine, he doesn’t really come from a happy home. He grew up in an orphanage for pretty much his whole life, and fighting has pretty much all he’s known. That’s because the orphanage he stayed at was far from perfect. Imagine a pitted dogfight, but with children instead. A cruel environment for anyone to live in, especially for a small child. It gave way to trust issues and the impulse to push others away. This, in turn, made him lonely, but he’d never really admit that. The only people he really has trusted were the two other kids that grew up with him, that is until this one boy just decided to jump into his life.

Oliver: Oliver is one of those people that you’d suspect to be secretly an angel. He’s soft and sweet and loves helping people. He grew up as a “normal” child and overall had a good childhood. The only real bump that he encountered was in high school when he fell in love with the wrong person. Although that relationship only lasted about 4 months, it left him scarred. It left him insecure with a few trust issues. Other than that, he pretty much stayed the same. That is until he decided to get involved with some members of an infamous gang. He juggles being a good student and holding onto the relationships with these dangerous people. Not like he really regrets getting to know them anyways.

Dawn: Dawn is very cocky, loud, and violent. She carries around this bat she has dubbed “Jeremey” and treats it like a real person. She even writes on it the names of people she has “business” with. She is one of the kids that grew up in the same Orphanage that Akuma lived in. She is also one of the second in command of the gang.

Finnian: Finnian is a quiet and soft-spoken guy, who just happens to be huge. He’s about 6’7 and towers everyone that he encounters him. He pretty much looks like a twig, but he’s surprisingly really strong. He only really gets violent unless he has to. It’s in poor taste if the person didn’t really deserve it in his eyes. (Original design by @/Aririzia)

Their Relationships Towards One Another

Akuma and Oliver: Surprise surprise, Akuma didn’t really like Oliver at first and Oliver was a bit intimidated by Akuma. (Stranger danger D: ) They were forced together in an English assignment and from that grew a bit of a friendship. Oliver didn’t see the person that people told him Akuma was, and Akuma in all truth didn’t mind his presence. It was kind of a shock, however, when Oli wanted to stick around after the time of the project. Most people feared even being near Akuma while this boy wanted to stick around. Get to know him better. Actually be his friend. It took a while for Akuma to really warm up to him, to really trust him enough to invite Oli to their base. It didn’t take much longer for their feelings for each other to turn romantic and start dating. Smol and Tol gays uvu

Akuma and Finnian: I imagine them having a pretty close relationship, much like siblings. They don’t really fight and more or less just help each other, no matter what it is.

Akuma and Dawn: Put two violent hotheads in a room and I wonder what happens? Hell could break loose for all we know. Yeah, they probably are pretty close, but not in as of a peaceful way to him and Finnian. They butt heads and argue, maybe even fight a little if it’s that bad. Pretty much any sibling relationship in where you throw out sarcastic and passive aggressive remarks at each other to show how much you really care :’)

Oliver and Dawn: Need to protecc bean because she likes having him around. (That and Akuma likes lime lololol) If anyone hurt him, Jeremey will attacc >:v

Oliver and Finnian: Chill buddies. Just sit, chat, and eat some snacc. Tho it’s mostly Oli that talks lol. Although the true mystery is how tf Oli keeps a baguette in perfect condition in a small bag??? And also fit in a meal for like 6 people in it. WITH ALL HIS SCHOOL STUFF IN THE DAMN BAG.

Dawn and Finnian:

Let’s be real they probably fight a little. Dawn probably pushes buttons pretty easily. Like a mix of their relationship with Akuma. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

More accurate heights

Art and Oliver belong to me

The other characters belong to

KoKo-The-Rabbit

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mun's ships for Leif?

ooc. 

i hope after camus mun’s post you’re not asking this because you feel the obligation to, anon. i’m just letting you know that at this point it may possibly start to come off sounding disingenuous to some people? but thank you for the ask, though, anyway.

canon.

of course, everyone in ferp who’s followed my previous thread with our ares or who has read some of my headcanons knows that my primary canon ship for leif is seliph/leif. i won’t really go into the details of it or why i ship it because we not only do we have a seliph, but they’re in a relationship in ferpverse and i don’t want to be inconsiderate. just know that i consider it a really good ship for leif’s character development and that i think that, from a personality standpoint, they click really well and would get each other.

moooving right along, i’ve mentioned them before, but my other canon ships for leif are leif/mareeta and leif/sara. the former i hc was definitely a strong crush pre-seliph, because i mean......it’s mareeta?? ( she could essentially proc aether before chrom made it cool eeyy ) there isn’t much about her character in the game but i think they’d be a cute pair that mutually supports and strengthens each other uvu

the latter is really sweet because she canonically spends the rest of her life in leif’s protection anyway, which means she lives at castle leonster. presumably they get to know each other better over time and i can see it definitely being something that develops naturally. i think he definitely saw her for the first time in-game and sort of went ‘whoa she’s pretty’ but distanced himself bc a. she sorta freaked him out and b. she’s been associated with the loptyrians and he still has a bias. i really like to think about love just developing as they talk more and learn more about each other, and i really like the arc it provides for leif, allowing him to overcome his biases towards the loptyr sect -- not that he still won’t think the stuff they did is evil, cause it is, but it’ll lessen the kneejerk ‘all loptyrians or people associated with them are Wrong’ attitude.

ferpverse.

the amount of leif ships i have genuinely considered. this boy needs love.... someone give it to him. 

and before someone gets on me with ‘you just want to ship him because seliph and ares are shipped and you don’t want to be left out’, just. removing seliph and ares from the picture entirely, leif is so affection-starved and needs so much love and support and affirmation anyway that i would want him to find that somewhere even if they weren’t a factor. seliph and ares being in a relationship exacerbates it, yes, because now he also feels left out of what he’d originally imagined to be a three-part friendship of equal standing ( whether this is true or justified or not, it’s how he feels ), and like he’s second-best again, the fall-back, the one people go to only when their first choice of company isn’t around.

it’s really important to me -- and to him -- that he has someone for whom he doesn’t feel like he’s second best or “the alternative”. it’s not just seliph and ares either; he feels this way about altena, about nanna, about finn ( who he’s coming to realize only really raised him out of responsibility and a promise to his father ), and it really colors his opinion of himself -- maybe i’m only worth being second-best after all, etc. that being said, i also realize that the probability of him actually finding a ship is......lmao. because it means tackling the seliph issue. it means finding a way for leif to move on from seliph and realize that he can love someone else -- perhaps differently, but just as much or possibly even more -- than he does seliph. it won’t be easy or a straight road, but it’s doable, and i think that development is as important for him as validation.

THAT BEING SAID, trash time. ( no intention of ship-pushing or strong-arming or expectation of reciprocation, just mun airing her thoughts, etc. )

i’ve thought about julius/leif, amazingly enough. it sounds impossible -- and it almost is -- but some part of me is like ‘ok but how incredible and fucking weird would it be if julius actually managed to learn from leif and grow up?? yeah, probably not going to happen. but it’s nuts enough to think about.

i’ve thought about leif/marth, because marth reminds him of seliph which yes starts out unhealthy but he’s also different from seliph and i can see leif coming to understand he’s his own person and finding feelings for him from that angle. leif loves his soft blues.

i’ve thought about leif/alm ( a shameful amount ). leif has so much to learn from alm -- confidence, leadership, self-assuredness. alm’s matter of fact, no-nonsense nature is something leif would appreciate and i think would really help reassure him. also they’re like literally the two most kickass little lords so y’know. muse may have contemplated what it’d be like to hold his hand once or twice. 

i’ve even spared a thought for leif/artur because he’s his type in guys HAHA leif likes cute, pretty boys.....heck, i even gave leif/ares a passing thought once for shiggles and then promptly laughed myself the fuck out of there because can you even imagine?? christ. ( on that note, why don’t we have more badass little girls who can kick his ass? he’d totally be into that. all the ones we do have are a lot older than him and leif isn’t really one to go for people who are a lot older than him HAH. )