#i just like needed to say this somwhere but i already spent majority of my lunch break talking about this with my friends so

[yridk]

This is a vent post but yeah

Why is so much stuff happening that is just making me feel worse today, I've been sick the past couple of days but I had to show up today bc I had 2 tests and then I have a essay due soon that I can't start without getting help and and I'm just rly tired and dizzy bc im sick, and that's only things that are happening to me specifically bc the news are bad rn and it sucks but there also isn't a lot we can do rn and just idk i feel bad bc of a lot of things, maybe sleeping would help but there is just so much I have to do

Nevermind this i just met one of my like great aunts or smth (idrk what it is in english) outside of my school and talked to her for a bit it was really nice bc talking to her like always makes you feel better and she seemed very happy hearing what school I'm at now and that ive been making friends. Like I still feel bad and kind of empty but that helped a significant amount