#i just keep working myself up into these states of massive anxity where i feel like im literally not allowed to spend time alone or like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

batvillainz · 10 months ago

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Honestly I think telling people ANY time is the best time of their life is an awful idea but doing to to collage I do think is worse for me specifically because now I'm in this ridiculous position of having so much pressure on me to be having fun that I have regular panic attacks about it.

#val chats #like. how did we get here. why are we having anxiety attacks over hanging out in our dorm and teaching ourselves to oil paint.#why has my brain taken “social activities” as the most important thing i could possibly do and have me get anxious when doing Any Else with #my free time #INCLUDING social activities with people its decided 'don't count' like my partner #who i do a lot of out and about stuff with because they're the easiest person for me do talk to #i just keep working myself up into these states of massive anxity where i feel like im literally not allowed to spend time alone or like #hanging out with my roomate

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