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melonfairyghost · 2 months ago

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I think one of my biggest frustrations in my life will always come from the neurotypical expectations cemented in my childhood.

While I have benefited socially from masking as a survival method for a long time, I find myself close to my mid-30's burned out and lacking the real aid that I need for said burnout.

#neurodivergent #adhd #it really is myself that i got #i just hope im able to accomplish enough to die a satisfying and safe death YOU KNOW?#like... i dont want to die. dont get me wrong here. i wanna live for sure #but i really have to consider what the f Im gonna be doing for the latter half of my life now #it's so much to think about! so overwhelming with all the possibilities #and having too much instrospective tendencies really slows things down. like i slow myself down overthinking everything all the time #tbh maybe i just need to get my adhd meds lol #i'm guessing that's a huge puzzle piece missing here #vent #mine #personal

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