#i just hold so much resentment to the batfandom that i don't care if they do like my fics
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im only about a thousand words off have posted more words on ao3 this year so far than last year and the year before combined... and im so so much happier with ever single piece of writing!
#okay the steph fic still has a place in my heart but even then im prouder and like my more recent stuff more#i just love steph<3#but like i have two pretty decent stats wise fics but i fucking hate the biggest and mildly dislike the second#do i wish some of my celia n co stuff had almost 2k hits and 89 kudos? well it would be nice but frankly i dont really care for that level#of attention and scrutiny for something so deeply personal#its funny how im much better at stepping away from fixating popularity as a measure of worth with my writing but not as good with my art#one day i will hardly worry about both. i cant wait#i just hold so much resentment to the batfandom that i don't care if they do like my fics#its not something im proud of anymore and i dont care for the attention i got#well i did enjoy it but yeah. i cant think about it without getting angry so it kinda takes the joy out of so many people seeing my writing#anyway
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