#i just geniunely did until i googled it

[stistilinskii]

i was today years old when i found out that bridget mendler isn’t the lead singer of paramore

[the-doomed-witch]

Argh, so relieved that you are better now 🤗

I told you Brazilian curses never miss 😌!!!! (Joke) I am so damn happy that you are free now... Selfishly because that means I might throw a few requests to your writer brain anonymously even with your request closed, aaand you will have the time to do it if you want to (evil plan face)

Rapidly Googles when is "evening" in India and finds out is in a couple of hours: YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!! OFFICIALLY OUT OF MY CHAIR AND WAITING STANDING UP!!!!

Ahm, I dont think I can call myself a writer. At maximum someone who has too many thoughts on her head and needs a escape valve otherwise she will get crazy 🤔. Not a good one tho, and I highly doubted you have ever read one of mine (thankfully 😅) - i dont write "lizzies" yet 🤭

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I laughed waaay too loud at your Google search for the environment I am in right now 🤣🤣. I totally can relate to that.

India? That is so cool!! I always wanted to visit New Deli. I find your culture extremely interesting. I might be imagining the SW of your profile photo doing the downward dog position on yoga leggings rn. 😬

Yep, Brazil! Oh, yeah - it was a high school mesh with business basics. To graduate, we did a 4 hour long exam on which we created the whole company from scratch, payed the taxes, decided our product value, did the payments sheet and toped with the balance sheet of 3 FUCKING YEARS, until we got our payback... of course I nailed it, cause I am a geek 🥸. Now I don't think I can turn on the HP12C anymore. I totally flipped to the other expectrum and am on the biological/humans studies side of the force now.

Ok, I just Googled "On earth we are briefly gorgeous"- that is a touchy and angsty letter-poetry-like novel - and you are lining that up with Jane Austen... *posh accent on* you're fancy ✨️

But yeah, I can relate to the fic supremacy 😂😂. I actually found out that fanfic existed only on August :x. What a turn of events since then.

Can't wait to see your fic later today.. I will be refreshing you page constantly after a couple of hours.

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ahahaha i still have like two requests pending and i feel guilty that i haven’t written them yet but i’ll do it in a day or two :) (geniunely sorry to the other anons :(((( ) but i’d love to have some requests from you of course <33 *cue hayley williams singing darling youuuu areeeee the only exceptionnnn* i love that song but me when

oh don’t put yourself through the stress, i’ll tell you, it’s scheduled for 10:30pm IST hehe :P which is about 1 hour and 29 minutes from now

jgffgdnkd but i really want to read your fics now, i’m so curious 😭 then ummm who do you write for? :D

AND PLEASE GOOGLE LITERALLY NEVER GIVES ME WHAT I WANT TO KNOW like my dudes. countrymen. i just need to know a word that starts with a p ends with -tion and means something like a bad gut feeling NOT A COMPLETE DIAGNOSIS FOR WHAT A BAD GUT FEELING CAN BE

i’ll give you a bit of an advice - do not visit new delhi😭 i’ve never been there either but you might want to search up the air quality index in delhi. it’s unbearable to breathe there!!!!! people are literally moving out of that place because it’s so polluted :( but SW in yoga pants??? count me in 🤤🤤

WOW OMG 😭 i will be learning all those things in the future and WHAT THE HECK THREE YEARS’ BALANCE SHEETS?!?) my head hurts thinking about that pls byeeeee i love accounts but i get so tired because we need to make all the ledgers and working notes on paper. by hand. with a ruler. in a 3 hour long exam. DUDE HOW— nvm. i cried about this degree enough already😭 that’s interesting tho, biology has never been my subject (except a few things here and there) (*cough cough* mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell 😎😎)

oh yes i’m very fancy 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻 *proceeds to read the most filty smut ever known to humankind, with an incessant amount of angst* so very fancy. 💅🏻

PLS SAME I FOUND OUT ABOUT THEM IN MARCH THIS YEAR and the way life has never been the same 🫣 i’m not the same kid anymore hehe

[kirishimas-manly-eyeliner]

aksjsk ellie!!! my darling!!! my wifey!!! my bestie!!! the light of my life!!! <3

oKAY IK I HAVENT BEEN VERY ACTIVE OR RESPONSIVE IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN FEELING TOO WELL AND IM TRYING REALLY HARD SKDNWND :’) JUST KNOW ILY W ALL MY HEART OKAY U MAKE ME SO HAPPY MWAH MWAH MWAH!!! >:))) <333 💘💖💗💞💕

pspspsp may i request number 26 w my boi shinsou please? <33 i think my answer to that question would probably be my soul. sounds dramatic ik but i wish i had someone to share my problems, dumb thoughts, not so dumb thoughts, random things im thinking abt, (etc.) w no judgment yk?? and that they could trust me to do it back bc yES 👁👁 oh! and my song would probably be airplane mode by limbo <3

sORRY FOR THIS BEING REALLY LONG ILYSM SKDNSKDNWD <3333 💕💓💖💓💖💘💗

26. COMPLETE THIS SENTENCE: “I WISH I HAD SOMEONE WHOM I COULD SHARE...” 

𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐎𝐔 || SHINSOU’S DORM AT 4AM || HURT/COMFORT

“is black a color or the absence of light?” shinsou asks quietly, sitting up from his bed. you yawn, rubbing the sleep away from your eyes. 

“hmm?”

“no, just.. weird midnight thoughts,” he whispers. “well, dawn, i suppose.”

it was your turn to jolt out of bed. “no, i get those a lot, too. what’s up?”

shinsou chuckles to himself. “it was just from this weird dream i had. i was asked if black was a color or the absence of light, and now i’m not too sure. it’s been bugging me since i woke up.”

“well,” you say, hand on chin as you think. “should we... google it or something?”

“no,” shinsou says. “it was a dumb question anyway.”

for a few moments, the ticking clock and the whir of the heaters in the dorm was the only sound that filled the silence.

shinsou shifts in the blanket sheets and slowly inches towards you. “you um, said you got weird midnight thoughts before, too. would you mind if i asked what they were?”

your eyes light up at that as you nod. “yeah! i’ve had a few, like.. these random stupid facts i remember at two in the morning. like-- whose idea was it to milk a cow? did they just look at them and go hehe today’s a good day to squeeze a cow?”

that gets a laugh out of shinsou as a smile makes its way to his face. 

“right? another one would be like,, right as the tiniest bit of light reaches my room, i remember the speed of light. according to google, it’s-” you take out your phone and point towards your screen. “299 792 458 m / s ???”

shinsou nods. “do you also get weird questions that show up in your brain with no context?”

“mhm!” you hum. “definitely. all the time. some chaotic, some a little darker than others.”

that makes shinsou face you directly as he raises an eyebrow. “if you don’t mind me asking... darker?”

“no it’s just- you know, the intrusive unwanted overthinking thoughts of the universe coming down on me every now and then. i sometimes stay up all night just... thinking. but it’s not really my place to say though, because i know that you probably sleep early, and-”

“no,” shinsou interuppts. “i was dreaming pretty lightly up until when i asked you the question,” he says, scratching the back of his head. 

after a few more moment of silence, he adds, “it’s the caffiene.”

you laugh slightly in agreement. “yeah, so i usually just stay up on my phone, trying to distract myself instead of giving my thoughts attention.”

“if it’s alright with you... would you ever want to talk it out?”

“nononono, it’s alright!” you plant a smile on your face. “i couldn’t ask that of you if you don’t get anything in-”

“i don’t need anything in return, i mean, we’re dating. it’s.. kind of my job?” his fingers intertwine with yours as he kisses your knuckles. “but if it makes you feel better, i can also share some things in my life, too?”

you grin, geniunely, this time. “i’d love that, hitoshi.”

36 QUESTIONS (OPEN)