#i just gave charlotte a phone for no reason lmao
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antoineee-x3 Ā· 1 month ago
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series of doodles that'll i'll probably make a tag of, maybe later or nah...
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haven't posted something on my main, btw these are just quick doots i made cuz i'm bored
bonus wigless bonbon under the cut and no speech bubbles... ā†“
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i don't even bother erasing some overlapping but thaT's fine ig... (i made like two versions of these, 1st one is what i draw frequently but i made an alternate hairstyle so i can distinguish him differently as well)
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borderless version of the orig:]
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legendary-dumpster-fire Ā· 2 years ago
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Warning: If you are a twin, PLEASE take care when reading this!
Statement of Juno Russel, regarding the replacement of their twin sister, Charlotte Russel.
Statement taken February 21th, 2015 at The Usher Foundation, Washington DC
Yeah, I know this sounds weird and unrealistic as hell, but please, hear me out.
Charlotte and I, we were the twins who always looked near identical. We weren't COMPLETELY identical, like I was shorter, she had a thinner face, ect. But there were ALWAYS adults that could just never tell us apart, no matter how long they've known us.
This nightmare started when Charlotte started dating her fucking boyfriend, John.
He never sat right with me, even from day one. John started at school back in mid-November, and from day one had a thing for Charlotte. And for some reason, she had a thing for him back, which was VERY out of character for her. That wasn't the only weird thing about this situation. Every time I try to picture John, I see nothing. All I see is a vague humanoid shape in the back of my mind, which is NOT normal for someone you see every day. I don't even think he has a last name, just John.
I thought that was really fucking weird, and I told Charlotte as such, but she just blew me off and said I was just biased since I wasn't really attracted to guys.
Anyways those two started dating, things changed. I never really saw Charlotte as often. She always sat with him at lunch, was always on dates, and just in general not in the house as often.
Then two days ago, on the 19th, John invited Charlotte over to his house for the night, and that's when it all went to shit.
I immediately told Charlotte "no, donā€™t do it" but she told me I couldn't tell her what to do. I told her that if I couldn't get her to decline, that she should at least text me when she got there. She agreed, and went to go find John.
And that was the last time I saw her. Well, not technically, but I'll get to that.
Anyways, I went home, and waited for the text. It should have only been 30 minutes TOPS, but then an hour passed. Then two. Then three. I was getting very nervous by this time, and then my phone vibrated. Charlotte finally texted me HOURS LATER. But the text I received was the furthest from ANYTHING my sister would write.
Charlotteā€™s texting style has always been lowercase and full words, with an unintentional type here and there. The only texting acronym sheā€™s ever used is ā€œlmao.ā€ This text? Near illegible. What was sent could probably not even be considered English: ā€œim @ Jā€™s. ttyl b.ā€ Then I thought she did it just to fuck with me, that she was still pissed that I didnā€™t want her to go. Looking back, I should have known something was terribly, horribly wrong.
I spent the rest of the night doing what I always did on a Thursday night: homework, dinner, ect. I never got another text from Charlotte before I went to sleep that night.
I woke up feeling something was ā€œoff.ā€ I couldn't place it, so I just went to school like normal. I waited for Charlotte at the front gate to our school building, but at three minutes till homeroom, I gave up.
Charlotte still wasnā€™t there when the bell rang. Our teacher, Ms. Jones, started calling role, and when she got to ā€œCharlotte Russelā€ the door opened, and in walked somebody I had never met before, but felt like I should have. ā€œSorry, Ms. J, time just slipped away from me this morning.ā€ Ms. Jones' next words will haunt me for the rest of my life: ā€œItā€™s okay, Charlotte, just donā€™t let it happen again.ā€ The girl sat where my Charlotte always sat, and everything sunk in all at once. That girl was supposed to be my sister.
My Charlotte had semi-curly light brown hair that went about mid back and dressed like a twelve year old boy. She had glasses too, brown plastic frames that were rectangle-ovalish, But this one? This girl, this not-Charlotte, I guess. looked NOTHING like the person I grew up with. She was a natural blond, with pin-straight hair almost hitting her ass. And there were no glasses in sight. And her clothes? Probably cost more than our RENT.
The rest of the morning I tried my very very best to avoid not-Charlotte as much as I could. I succeeded. Until lunch. I went to our normal table and started eating, and not two minutes later she appeared in the lunchroom. Everyone acted like they knew her, which was really odd, because I was pretty sure none of us had seen her before that morning. We locked eyes, and I felt my stomach drop as she made her way to where I was sitting.
Those next moments were probably the worst five minutes of my life. Not-Charlotte said things, things that only my Charlotte would know, things nobody else knew. When I asked her what sick game she was playing, her exact words were, ā€œEver since I got here this morning from Johnā€™s house, youā€™ve been treating me like Iā€™m a complete stranger. What did I do wrong?ā€
And that was it. That was the final straw that broke the camelā€™s back. I packed up my things as quickly as possible, grateful I never actually used my locker, and got the fuck out of there.
I got home in record time, thanking every deity out there that my parents werenā€™t home. I ran around the house, trying to find every family photo we owned, seeing if I was somehow the crazy person.
Every photo I found was the same: my mother, my father, a brown-haired child, and a blond. Picture after picture depicted the same, and I was slowly losing it. Until I opened my polaroid shoebox. Where picture after picture was of the familiar dumbass I grew up with. I broke down right then and there, grateful that my Charlotte wasnā€™t just an illusion, and confused why these polaroids were the only proof.
I stayed in my room the rest of the day. At about 4pm I heard the front door open and close, then the door to Charlotteā€™s room. I stayed completely silent, not wanting to draw attention to that thing that replaced my sister. Then my parents called us to dinner, and I had no choice but to interact with it.
I observed my parents during dinner, seeing if they noticed not-Charlotte. They didnā€™t. They interacted with it that same way they always had with Charlotte. And I think that's what scared me the most; my parents treating it like it like it was their daughter.
And that was the last meal I will ever share with them.
That night I packed up my backpack with all the essentials, waited until I thought everyone was asleep, and got the fuck out of there.
And now Iā€™m here, in Washington DC, giving my statement to a bunch of stuffy academics who may or may not believe me.
I hope youā€™re happy.
Archivist notes: attached to the statement are two photographs: one obviously printed at a drugstore, the other a polaroid. They look to have been taken just moments apart, but there is one major difference between the two. The polaroid depicts two teenagers, obviously twins, both smiling, the photo as clear as a polaroid can be. The drugstore photo, however, depicts two wildly different people, without context you would never guess that they were siblings. The different person in the photo looks blurry, almost like it was a bad photoshop job.
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Out of all of the 15 Powers, The Stranger has always been the one that has affected me the most. When I was younger, I was DEATHLY afraid of mannequins, taxidermy, ect. When I was 8 - 9, I had a dream about mirrors and didnā€™t look in a single one until I was around 11 - 12.
Iā€™m not as afraid of these things now as I was earlier in life, but I still havenā€™t looked in a mirror the same way again. And full taxidermy can not, under ANY circumstances, be in a full environment behind glass. It can be just the critter, no landscape, but add in a backdrop, foliage, ect? It's too Realā„¢ and I have to nope the Fuck out of there.
And to make matters worse, I am a twin. My biggest fear is that one day I will wake up and they are no longer the person I shared a room with for 17 years.Ā 
So I wrote this fic. It hurt like a motherfucker to write, but I did it.
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petersasteria Ā· 3 years ago
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favorite crime || arvin russell
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sour masterlist || russell || sour taglist
modern!arvin, mob!arvin here's the sequel in case u want to read it 1,008 words
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He wasnā€™t good.
Your guts were telling you that something was off about him, but you shrugged it off even though you knew that your guts have never been wrong before. He had an angelic face, a beautiful smile, and he had hair that looked so soft. He looked glowing and whenever the sun shined through the windows of the library, the color of his eyes would pop, making it more obvious. He was beautiful, and he still is.
You didnā€™t know what it was, but something about him was pulling you towards him. The second he glanced your way and smiled, you were a goner. You were screwed and you knew it. You hated that he had such an effect on you, but you loved it at the same time. It was confusing. He asked you out after meeting for the first time and you immediately agreed. One date became two and quickly, he asked you to be his girlfriend. It was all so fast.
Your friends sensed that he was bad for you because he was so quiet and he seemed super aware of his surroundings as if he was Spider-Man or something. Your friends didnā€™t like the fact that he started attaching himself to you like a leech. If you went out with your friends, he was closeby. Your friends kept begging you not to tell Arvin where youā€™re going, but somehow he would always find out. It was creepy, but you told your friends that he was just worried.
One by one, your friends left you because they couldnā€™t handle being around you anymore. You were blinded by your adoration for Arvin that you didnā€™t see what your friends were talking about.
You told yourself that you were happy and you were. Truly. It was getting tiring, though. Arvin would always snoop around your phone and he would be extremely jealous. It drove all of your friends and acquaintances away. All you had left was Arvin and you literally had no choice, but to stick with him.
After dating for one month, he told you about the mob business and he promised he wouldnā€™t do anything to hurt you. Little do you know, that would change in time.
In your second month, he introduced you to his parents and they seemed to like you. You liked them too and despite being scared of his father, you liked him because he was respectful and decent. His mother, Charlotte, was such a doll and she always made sure you were alright.
In the same month, Arvin told you to stop working. You worked at the library for extra money to go to college. Arvin assured you that heā€™d take care of you and that you didnā€™t need college. You disobeyed and went to college anyway. But it only lasted for a few weeks.
You eventually gave in and stopped going to college and stopped working. You lived with him in The Hamptons and you were still getting used to it. The Russell Mansion was big. It wasnā€™t ideal for starting a family because of its very large size, but it was home. You dreamed of starting a family with him one day and that was coming sooner than you think.
Your relationship with Arvin started being sexual on the fourth month and it seemed as though you and him would have sex a lot. Sure, it was fun, but you missed having something real with him. Arvin loved you, he did. He just felt like the relationship was boring. You didnā€™t know he felt that way, so you just went along with whatever he wanted. You silenced yourself on purpose even though you knew you could always talk to him.
Six months in the relationship and Arvin proposed all of a sudden. It was a small ceremony and you were ecstatic to start the rest of your life.
Then you got pregnant and it was definitely a surprise. You and Arvin werenā€™t expecting any child so soon, but he was excited and so were you.
Hayden Russell is the light of your life and he was such a blessing to you and Arvin. You were a stay at home mom and you loved every second of it. Hayden started consuming all your time and as much as Arvin loved his son, he wanted to spend time with you. It annoyed Arvin that you werenā€™t paying attention to him anymore and that you were always too tired to even see him.
When Hayden turned one, Arvin bought a big apartment on the Upper East Side, so that he wouldnā€™t grow up around mob related things. You didnā€™t want to move, but Arvin insisted. He was already stressed with some guy named George and you didnā€™t want to anger him more. You always thought that he would leave you and you didnā€™t want that. So, you complied.
You donā€™t know when it started or how it started, but whenever Arvin came home, he smelled different, he smelled like a womanā€™s perfume. Then he started coming home less and less until he decided it was better for him to live in the mansion than your apartment. It stung because you had a feeling you knew the reason, but you denied it. You always denied and you always cried about it.
This went on for years and when Hayden turned six, you decided enough was enough. You needed to hire a nanny, so that you could be with Arvin more.
He wasnā€™t good. He drove your friends away. He clung onto you until he no longer did. He got jealous all the time and he would snoop on your phone without your permission. He controlled you and you followed whatever he said because you think it would make him happy and stay. Arvin was not as innocent as you thought. He was a criminal who you hated because of what he unknowingly did to your life, but for some fucked up reason you loved it. He was your favorite crime.
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mhento Ā· 4 years ago
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Jaehyun - Distortion
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Genre : college!au || angst, fluff, smut
Paring: Jaehyun x female!reader
Word count: 8,6k
Warning: swearing, graphic smut/ sexual themes, mentioning of alcohol
Summary: Your life drastically changed after you met the boyfriend of your friend Carly and his friends.
A/N: I post this after one or two years in my drafts. So hope you like it and remember I did not re-read this, so there may be some grammar mistakes.
Lmao I suck at descriptions. So please donā€™t mind my nonsense I wrote there. Hope you have fun reading this. šŸ˜ŠšŸ’• @bunniglow
It was a usual day in college. You were seated in the front row of the lecture hall. There wasn't much to say about you. You were just an ordinary girl. Well you heard other people say you were a nerd but that wasn't really you. They said those things because you always sat in the front row, hadn't a lot of friends and sat in the library when you weren't at your apartment or at your workplace.
You were a barista in a cafe near your college. Most of the people who came to get a drink were students. At first you found it good because they weren't much people who had a huge age gap. But after some time it got really annoying. Most of the people who ordered were rude. They had an attitude that made you ponder how they were treated at home to be this disrespectful. Customers that weren't students were nice, sometimes too nice. You hadn't anything against talking with a customer when you had time but you definitely were against their flirting attempts. The only thing they created was uncomfortableness. So you rushed to get them out of your view which was kind of hard sometimes. Overall you didn't like your job much but it was your only source of money and they paid well, so you didn't want to complain.
The things students were thinking about you were false prejudices. You sat in the front row because you didn't want to see other students in front of you. You wanted to have the least contact with them. The front row could secure you this. You weren't afraid of others but you just simply hadn't any motivation to talk to any person about things you considered as indifferent. This was also the reason why you had barely friends. The only friend you had was a girl you met on your first day in your first semester who introduced herself as Charlotte or Charly as she wants to be called like this.You actually didn't want to talk to her at first but she was so persistent that in the end you gave in. After your first talk with her you learned that she was also your roommate. You couldn't have been happier. You had guessed you would get the worst roommate.
She definitely wasn't the best roomate. She was the reason why you spent so little time in the apartment. She had a boyfriend and whenever he came over you were out of view after you learned it the hard way. The first time you thought it would be okay to sit in your room and learn for the upcoming exams but you were proven wrong. You didn't know they both would be this loud. So you had to take your earphones in. Even with the music in full volume, you couldn't veneer their voices. So you gave up and walked out of the door. Since then you avoided being in the apartment when he was present. But he was there most of the time so you just had the library as an escape.
As you sat in the front row and draw on the cover of your block, gasped could be heard. So you lifted your head to see what made people so shocked. A male student stood in the door frame and he looked like a rich kid who gets spoiled from his parents frequently. He had a ripped blue jeans and a grey polo shirt with a denim jacket over on. His shoes were from an expensive sport label. They were black with a dark blue hashtag on the sides. He had a watch on that was way more expensive than anything that belonged to you. His hair which was dark brown was styled back. He looked through the rows and halted when he saw you. He locked eyes with you and a small smile appeared on his handsome face before he started to walk to the back row.
Charly suddenly came from behind you and sat down next to you. You didn't question her why she was sitting behind you but you were definitely confused.
"Oh my gosh Y/N. He looked at you and he even smiled. You're soooo lucky." Your friend said with excitement and a huge smile on her face.
"What? Whom are you referring to?"
"Girl are you serious?" She deadpanned. "Jung Jaehyun just looked at you. Fucking Jung Jaehyun."
"Jung who? Who is this?"
Her smile dropped and she seemed to get a little annoyed.
"Jung Jaehyun. The hot guy that smiled at you like a minute ago." When she saw that you were still a little confused she added. "You know, the guy with the expensive clothes on."
"Ohh you mean the rich kid. Ahh yeah uhm what's with him? He can look at anybody he wants to. Maybe he saw something on my face or so."
She gave you a disapproving look but before she could speak again the professor came and the lecture began.
Not even five minutes into the lecture and you were getting bored. You just wanted to sleep. But this didn't seem like a good idea when you were in front of the prof. You didn't want him to think his lecture was uninteresting so you came to the conclusion to just continue your drawing.
When it finally ended you were the first out of the hall and went straight to the cafeteria. You were starving so much because you couldn't get to eat in the morning. You set an alarm on your phone and went to sleep but you forgot to charge your phone over the night. So the battery of your phone died and with that your alarm wasn't going to give any tone. You were woken up by Charly in the morning. She was already dressed and ate something. She thought you were already gone but heard you mumbling something so she came to wake you. You were truly thankful to her. If she wasn't there, you would have been in trouble.
You were the first to arrive in the cafeteria. The lady behind the counter already knew what you were going to buy. In the time you were walking to the counter, the old lady already had your order finished.
"Y/N nice to see you again. You weren't here for quiet a time." The old lady kinda made a pouting face and that brought both of you to laugh.
"I'm sorry. I was just kinda busy. But I promise I'll be here more often in the future. And thank you for finishing it up before I even arrived." You gave her a thumbs up and as you saw the people gathering in the cafeteria you quickly said your leave and made your way to the exit.
But before you left you saw Jaehyun shortly looking at you. You didn't gave it much of a thought but it stil didn't go unnoticed.
You sat on the rooftop and waited for Charly. For the first time she said she would bring her boyfriend with her. You didn't know what to say and you were kind of nervous.
You bit in your salami sandwich and enjoyed the view. You liked the rooftop a lot. You found yourself always interested in your surrounding. You wanted to take pictures of old houses or just a street full of people in the shopping area. The look down from the roof was facinating everytime you went there. The people going to their different lectures. You could already tell who was in his first semester and who wasn't. The people in their first semesters were kind of confused where they had to go. When you thought back to the time when you were in your first semester it was the same for you. Even after half a year you didn't knew what building you had to enter. A good thing was that Charly was there for you. And it was kind of strange that she always knew where they had to go. But you didn't complain.
Loud voices brought you back to reality. Even if Charly was coming with her boyfriend, they were too many voices...too many male voices. You turned around and saw your friend with 5 guys around her.
When she saw you looking at her she greeted you. The guys stopped talking and the attention was now on you. They were all really good looking and also had expensive things on. You recognized Jaehyun among them.
The first person that talked was a really tall guy. He had black hair and his arm was around Charly's waist. So he had to be her boyfriend or other ways it would have been odd. "Hey, I'm Johnny. I'm Charly's boyfriend. Nice to finally meet you. I've heard a lot about you." He said smiling.
Charly prickled him in the side. She rolled her eyes at him and then turned back to you. "He says it like it was something bad we talked about. But dont worry, we just talked about good things." She winked at you and you couldn't contain a laugh.
"It's fine. I don't even know what you could say about me. I mean, I'm not that interesting." You said with a shrug but still with a smile plastered on your face. If Jaehyun wouldn't stand next to Johnny, you would've missed the frown on his face. It didn't last long and that made unsure. Maybe you just imagined it?
The next to speak was a guy with red hair. He wasn't as tall as Johnny but taller than you. You didn't know why but he gave you the feeling as if he was the leader of the clique. Could you say leader? But like the person that arranged most of the meetings outside the college. "I'm Taeyong. Nice to meet you." He was really polite as he gave you his hand to shake. "I mean I don't know if you already know my name but I'm Y/N. Nice to meet you too." You said with a slighty timid attitude.
You didn't know why you were shy all of a sudden. But this was your first time to speak to so many people. It made you nervous as hell. You just didn't know why this feeling came only now.
A guy with dark hair spoke next. He kind of reminded you of a bunny. A really cute bunny to that. "I'm Doyoung." He came and gave you a hug. It took you off guard and you seemed to look as surprised as you felt because Doyoung apologized as soon as he saw your face. "I'm always like this. Sorry if I made you uncomfortable." "What? No you didn't made me feel uncomfortable. I was just surprised. That's all. No need to apologize for your kindness." You briskly responded. This time you saw Jaehyun lifting an eyebrow at you. You quickly looked away from him and at ten only person you dodmt know the name of yet.
He didn't look like the other guys but still handsome. Your gut feeling was right and he introduced himself as Yuta. He came from Japan.
"Oh really you're from Japan? That's cool. I've always wanted to go there but I didn't had enough time or money to do that." You exclaimed happily.
"Hey if you ever go there just message me on Instagram and I'll give you a tour around." You nodded and smiled at this.
This caused an unhappy look on Jaehyun's face and you weren't sure anymore if you even wanted to be introduced to him. In this short time you saw him. He looked more pissed than happy. Didn't he smile at you hours ago? Why would he be like this then?
Even after a moment of silence and all eyes on Jaehyun, he hadn't said anything. Just looked at you. Which pissed you more off. As everyone could see the tension between you two, Taeyong decided to speak up. "So uhm this is Jaehyun. Well normally he isn't like this and actually the most hyper of us but today he seems off." Jaehyun shot a glare at Taeyong but still remained silent.
After uncomfortable silence you all decided to talk about useless stuff. You actually got really good along with Yuta and Doyoung. Between your conversations with them you felt your eyes always looking at Jaehyun. Even if he didn't say a word to you till now, he did seem to wake your interests. But you just shrugged it off as he didn't show any signs.
You learned a whole lot about them. They are called RSB which means 'Rich Since Birth'. Out of their pronunciation you knew they didn't like that name. A lot of people think they got to this university just because of money and that their grades are bought. They were also known as the prettiest group of friends on campus. Despite the number of people that hated them, they were a lot more that liked them. Liked them way too much. They got a lot of love confessions. Heck how old were the people who confessed? They weren't in high school anymore. They should know better. You never really understood people who confessed their love to someone who they barely knew.
You exchanged numbers with almost everyone there. Jaehyun was the only person you didn't feel to get quite along with and this wasn't how you wished it would be. He didn't even say bye to you and just disappeared from your view.
You said your goodbye to everyone else and went to your lecture. It was the first time you weren't one of the first people to arrive but one of the last. Thus there wasn't a seat available in the front row. You had to go to the middle. At first you felt uncomfortable but it got better with time. You looked around and saw Jaehyun in the front row. You probably scoffed too loud and also glared too obviously at Jaehyun as everyone was now looking at you two. He seemed to notice the unwanted attention on him and turned around to see you glaring at him. He still had this annoying look and this made you seemingly insecure as you took your back and exit the room right before the prof came.
For the rest of the day you just sat on your bed and read a book. You didn't really care about what you read and you also didn't concentrate while you read but you needed something to bring you on other thoughts. Tomorrow would be more miserable than today because you knew most of the people were going to talk about you and Jaehyun and what ifs could be between you two.
When Carly arrived she also asked you holes in your stomach. You said that you never saw him in the front row before and just on the day you couldn't sit in the front he sits there. Like he was provoking you. She responded, you thought too much into it and it probably wasn't on purpose. Moreover it was just a seat so what was the problem? And she was right. What was your problem to even begin with?
After almost a week the rumors about you didn't stop. You thought that people would have been bored after not being fed with more stuff but you were wrong. It was Jaehyun everyone was talking about. So this couldn't last just one week. It had to be longer and it annoyed you a lot. Not to your surprise Jaehyun ignored you. When he didn't ignore you he sent you glares over the room. You knew it was your fault but what could you do? The damage was wrought. The rumors were from Y/N just wanted attention from him to Y/N is pregnant with Jaehyun's child. Sometimes you laughed about their silliness but you were also shocked to what extent people thought of you. How you just were after his money or other stuff. Did people even thought before they talked?
You still held your contact with the other boys. They weren't about what you did but they found it hilarious. When you sat on the rooftop to tell them what happened they all laughed their asses off telling you, you did great. You didn't even wanted to understand what they meant with you doing great.
After like another month the rumors kind of shut down. They weren't completely eradicated but less than weeks ago.
You were on your way to the rooftop when Jaehyun wrote in the group chat you all decided to open a few weeks ago. You didn't even need to look to say what he wrote. The only thing he always wrote was that he didn't come to the rooftop.
You already heard a lot of people talking on the rooftop. You squinted your eyes as soon as you walked out of the door. The sun beamed in your face so you had to take a hand to cover your eyes. To your surprise Jaehyun was sitting there and chatting with the others.
You took out your phone and read the message he wrote in the group chat.
Today I'm coming to the roof - boy who always glaresšŸ‘€ (11:56am)
You felt your phone being taken away from Doyoung. Even with trying, you couldn't hold a grasp on your phone. "Ohhhh guys, do you know how Y/N saved Jaehyun in her contact list?" Everyone shoke their head and Doyoung jumped around like a hyper pony. "Doyoung, I warn you. Shut the fuck up and give me my phone back." You glared at him and the angry voice was audible. But Doyoung just shoke his head. "She saved him as boy who always glares. She even has two eyes emojis behind this."
Everyone laughed expect you and Jaehyun. You looked panicked at him and he seemed happy. He had a huge smile on his face.
You went to Doyoung and ripped your phone out of his hands. You glared at him one last time before you walked to the others and sat down.
Everyone seemed to have calmed down. So Jaehyun took the opportunity to speak first. "You all know Sicheng right? He's holding a party on Friday and he ask me if I could bring some of my friends."
"Uhhh Sicheng is holding a party? I'm definitely in." Said Yuta with a grin. He looked happier than you've seen him before. Did he had a thing for Sicheng?
You leaned in to Carly and hold a hand in front of your mouth before you whispered to her. "Who is Sicheng?"
"He's also in the clique. You just don't see him often."
"Ah Jaehyun I assume your also in for it." After Jaehyun nodded Doyoung added "So why do we all not just meet up at the party. A little fun can't damage, right?" Jaehyun looked at you and for the first time in weeks you didn't saw him glare at you or anything. He actually had a small smile on his lips which had you smiling unconscious. You weren't sure of what to say to the offer but Charly already agreed for you.
It was Friday evening and you were getting ready for the party. Charly put make up on for you.
When you were in high school you actually wanted to do stuff like this. But you gave up after months of trying. Whenever you made yourself pretty in your eyes and went to your parents they said you looked like a clown or something.
"Ok, I'm finished. You look amazing Y/N." Carly praised herself. You stood in front of a mirror. You put on a short black dress. You didn't have a lot of dresses in your wardrobe and this was the best and expensive looking, so you decided fot this one.
On the way to Sicheng's home ,where the party was on going, you kinda felt nervous again. You weren't much of a party type. Your bed was much more comfortable than a drunk people who collided with you. But Charly pleaded you the whole week to come with her. It wouldn't be fun without you. So you gave in.
When Sicheng's house was in sight you already saw a lot of drunk people in his dooryard. It wasn't even past 9pm and here you were struggling to even come to his front door because a dude had to fall in front of you and nearly spelled all of his drink on you. Thanks to Carly this didn't happen. She pulled you back a little and the red cup landed in front of your shoes. Due to smell the cup had to have vodka in it.
Finally inside it wasn't better. More drunk people could be seen. The only difference was that they also danced awfully to the music. They hadn't any rhythm to the beat but what do you expect from intoxicated students.
Suddenly a guy came to your side. He was tall and looked like someone who would spent his time with the " RSB " kids since his clothing looked just as expensive as from Jaehyun. But you couldn't deny that he still looked pretty handsome. The only thing didn't matching was that he was here. He looked too cute to even come to this party. So what was he doing here?
"Hey I'm Sicheng. I assume you're Y/N." Your eyes almost fell out from your staring. He was the person who throw the party. He looked like an introverted person and not someone with so many connections. Your prejudice was again wrong.
You felt Carly pinching your waist. Sicheng looked amused by you and you finally realized you just stared at him and not even said a single word. It would be too awkward to say anything now and to your relief Sicheng spoke again. "Well since Carly already told me about you, you don't have to introduce yourself, I guess. Do you two want to come with me to the basement? The others are already there. We play billiards. I'm not that good so I came up to look if anything is damaged." He smiled at the both of you and Carly dragged you with her to the basement.
Sicheng disappeared briefly in the kitchen and came back with three red cups. You rather didn't plan on drinking anything because you knew you hadn't the best alcohol tolerance. Nonetheless you accepted the cup amd followed both downstairs. The landing was small and it wasn't really illuminated.
The room was large. The walls were black which let the room seem smaller than he actually was. Paintings were on two walls. One was yellow with white and black mixed in it and the other showed a boy with his back looking. He sat on a stone and around him was water. It seemed like the stone was his only lifeboat. Further away in the background you could see a forest. It definitely didn't look appealing. The forest was dark green mixed with black.
Although it was the basement it had a big window. You could see the garden through the window. The garden was also large. The trees were organized after their length. There was a path between the trees that led to a shed. Other than this there was also a big pool were a lot of people were crowded around.
Back in the room was a billiard table and Yuta played against Taeyong. Taeyong was in lead. There was also a couch were Doyoung, Johnny, Carly and Sicheng sat. You didn't notice the two left your side. A table was in front of the couch and chaird were placed around the table. Even though most of the people were here, Jaehyun was missing. This made you a little disappointed. You were looking kinda forward to see him.
Your best option was to go to the others on the couch. Once you settled down Johnny suggested to play truth or dare. You weren't really in the mood for it but what exactly could go wrong. Yuta and Taeyong also gathered around the table and Doyoung placed an empty bottle in the middle of the table. The chair to your left wasn't occupied. You took the opportunity and ask where Jaehyun was. "We actually don't know. He was here a while ago and suddenly he was gone. He probably is upstairs kissing with some chick." This earned Johnny a lot of glares from the other boys and Carly kicked him. Johnny just looked questionable at the others. Sicheng whispered something into Johnny's ear and he looked apologetic at you. Now it was your turn to look confused. Taeyong opened his mouth to say something when the door opened and revealed Jaehyun. He sat down on the only chair that was left and drunk his alcohol mix. Nobody asked him where he was and instead Taeyong spun the bottle.
It stopped at Yuta and he chose dare. Doyoung dared him to call Mark and confess to him his love for Sicheng. Taeyong who sat on your right told you who Mark was. He was also part of the clique but a semester under them. They knew him since middle school. The phone ringing stopped Taeyong from speaking more. After the fifth ring Mark accepted the call. The whole thing was really funny because Mark had to be sleeping already as his answers made no sense. He wished the new couple congratulations although Yuta only talked about his love for Sicheng and not returned love.
Yuta spun the bottle and this time it stopped at Jaehyun. He chose truth. "Do you have someone who you like?" Doyoung briskly asked. Jaehyun stiffened for a moment before his eyes met yours and he seemed to get more nervous. He eventually looked back at Doyoung. "Yeah I do have someone." A lot of oohhhs could be heard and Johnny asked who it was but Jaehyun didn't spell any tea.
You felt Jaehyun's glimpse on you again but you decided to ignore it. You began to get nervous. Jaehyun spun the bottle and oh how predictably. It stopped at you. If you chose truth, you would have become a question like Jaehyun. You decided for dare which was the worse decision.
As the rounds before Doyoung talked. "I dare you to kiss the person to your left." You couldn't believe this. Why did it had to be Jaehyun? You didn't dare to look at him. Instead you looked around and nobody was really shocked about the statement expect you and Jaehyun. You slowly turned your head to your left and locked eyes with him. He seemed as nervous as you. You hesitated but you moved forward to him. You halted in front of his face. Your noses were touching, never breaking eye contact. Your heart beat a lot faster than you wanted and you were sure he could hear it from his position. As you appeared to not move forward anymore, he took the chance and placed his lips in yours. You closed your eyes. He moved slowly and you took up with his pace. He leaned back and you opened your eyes to see shocked faces of the others. You looked back at him and saw him trying to conceal a smile which brought a small smile to creep up on your face.
"Wow. I never thought you would really do this." Doyoung said as shaken as he looked. You took the first sip of your drink and it soured your throat.
You all didn't speak about this and just moved on to continue your game. After some time you excused yourself to get you a new drink. You weren't drunk but definitely a little tipsy.
You made your way out of the door and proceeded your way up the stairs. As you almost arrived upstairs a hand touched your shoulder. You turned around and saw Jaehyun behold you. His eyes were dark and it made him even more handsome. His eyes flickered between your eyes and your lips as he came closer and briefly kissed you on the lips, just to examine your expression. When you didn't move away or anything, he kissed you again. This time deeper than in the game. His lips were soft as they moved against your own. He pushed you against the wall and your hands moved upwards his torso and around his neck. The feeling of his hands on your side sending chills through your body. One of his hands moved to your back and then squeezed lightly your butt. A moan escaped your lips before you could stop it. Jaehyun grunted at this.
"Do you know how long I've waited for this? I couldn't hold it in anymore. Why do you have to wear this short dress? It looks so fucking good on you." He said pressing you more against the wall. He kissed your jaw down to your neck and sucked till purple bruises began to form. He moved to your ear and nibbled at it. This let another moan escape as you moved your head back which gave him more access to your neck. Your leg moved around his and you felt a bulge touch the space between your legs. You felt yourself getting more wet.
"Hey what do you think about getting in one of the rooms upstairs?" He said in between kisses. You stopped and looked at him. "Isn't this Sicheng's house? Can we really do it?" You asked a little nervous because the bulge was driving you crazy and you actually couldn't really wait anymore. "It's no problem. We actually kind of a share the house."
So you two went upstairs in a room that also had his walls painted in a dark color. You couldn't really make your surrounding out since you were to busy undressing and then exploring Jaehyun's body.
He led you to the bed and laid you down, so he could hover over you. He undressed you whilst you slid your fingers along his abs. When he was done he kissed you from your lips down to your stomach. Every now and then he left hickeys on your skin. You whimpered everytime he touched your inner thighs with his fingers. He stroke your inner thighs slowly upwards till he was on your core. His mouth came in contact with your ear as he whispered. "You're so wet for me babe. I love how you react to every touch I make." His voice was deep as he pinched your left breast. You whimpered again and goosebumps were making its way down your arms. You arched your back when he suddenly inserted a finger. He nibbled on your right breast and massaged the other with his hand that wasn't occupied with your lower body. After little time he inserted the next finger. You couldn't handle all of this anymore and you felt a bunch forming in your stomach. "Jaehyun...I-" you couldn't finish your sentence. Jaehyun quickened his pace with his fingers and his tongue. It didn't need much and you road of your orgasm. He maintained eye contact while he went down and licked all your juice up.
When you came down from your high, Jaehyun opened a drawer next to the bed and fetched a condom. "You okay babe? You can take more?" He asked while he looked back at you. His dark eyes showed sincerity. Instead of just answering you kissed him passionately and one hand wandered down his stomach to his cock. You wrapped your hands around it and pumped a few times. He groaned and let his head roll back. His eyes closed as he whispered sweet nothings in the air. He stopped your hand movements and slipped the condom over his cock. He positioned himself in front of your entrance and slid without a warning inside. You cried out and felt a single tear roll down your cheek. He swiped it away and kissed your cheeks. He waited till you were ready to take more of him. He began with a slow pace and from time to time he quickened it. You kissed his jaw down to his neck. You started to suck at his neck and he moaned at the feeling of your lips on his skin. "Jaehyun baby...I think I'm-" "No wait just a little bit more okay?" You nodded along. His movements became loppier and you knew he was also close. He kissed you sloppily and you moaned against his lips when you road off your next climax. Jaehyun still pumped a few times into you before he also reached his high.
He collapsed on you and you two breathed heavily. You could feel his breath on your neck. He slipped off his condom and you laid your head on his chest. He swung his arm around your middle and you two fall asleep.
You woke up from the feeling of a body that pulled you closer. The person hid his face in the crock of your neck. You heard a knock on the door. "Jaehyun I know you're in there. Wake up. The others already made breakfast." Sicheng's voice appeared behind the door. "And don't try to hide the fact that Y/N is also in there. We know what you two did last night. So hurry up and come down." Doyoung added. You were red as a tomato thanks to Doyoung's remark.
When you two arrived at the table in the kitchen, 12 eyes looked at you. You just sheepishly smiled and sat down without saying any word that could lead to a conversation you weren't willing to have. Jaehyun sst down next to you and this made you even more nervous.
"So you two lovebirds. Aren't gonna say anything important to us that might as well should be shared by now?" Johnny interrogated with a goofish smile.
"Well..uhmm..Y/N and I are together, I guess?" Jaehyun stated or more like questioned. You knew he wasn't sure if you saw it the same way he saw it. You two could just had a one night stand and there wasn't feelings on your side. But you quickly vanished his thoughts when you took his hand in yours and said proudly but also embarrassed. "Yeah. Today is our first day as a couple."
The others laughed at your awkwardness and you released a breath you didn't even know you were holding. "Finally. Ohh I thought you two wouldn't check it. I mean how dumb are you two that- oww. That hurt." Johnny pouted at his girlfriend whereas Carly glared at him. "Wait do you mean finally?" you asked confused. "Did you really never saw Jaehyun staring at you. He did it like everytime you were near us. I thought his eyeballs would fall out." Taeyong laughed as Jaehyun's ears reddened and he looked down in embarrassment.
The first day you two went to school and hold hands on the way to your class, other students gasped and it was quickly gossiped all over the campus that Jung Jaehyun was dating Y/N Y/L/N. Even now you couldn't believe how fast information were spread around the campus. It all felt surreal. Jaehyun the hot topic ever since you knew about him and you the nerd who anyone never really cared about. Now you were the center from all. Some students said negative things like you were after his money or you just wanted popularity others said you two looked really cute or simply envied you. You weren't familiar with all this attention and it definitely wasn't something you ever wanted but you had to deal with it, so it had to work somehow.
Your first date was the cutest shit ever. He took you to a romance movie and hold hands the entire time the film played. Once the movie was over you two went to the Hangang Park. You sat on a bench and talked for hours. He was such a nice gentlemen the whole day you couldnā€™t belive it. Sadness was visible on both of your faces when you had to say goodbye. He gave you kiss and left.
After a month Jaehyun convinced you to come with him to a party one of his friends was hosting. If you remembered right his name was Ten. He was holding a party in the top floor of his parents' hotel. You didn't knew how you should dress yourself as you didn't have such expensive clothes that all of the people on the party would have. You couldn't tell Jaehyun about your problem because you knew he would buy you a dress and that was te least you wanted him to do. You didn't knew how to pay him back.
A knock on your apartment door made you jump off the couch and walking towards it. You opened the door a gap and looked at the guest. It was a old man in a black suit. He had a white shirt under the suit and a black bowtie on. He also had thick glasses on. You looked at him expecting. What was an old man doing in front of your door? And why did he look like a chauffeur? "Hello my is Bervald. I'm here to give you this present from Mr. Jung. He is waiting in the car outside. Please dress quickly." He bowed and left the gift on the doorway. You quickly took the box and opened it. It was a salmon ruched side jumper dress and next to the dress were matching ankle boots. You quickly changed and put some makeup on. Just so much that it wouldn't look too bad. You stumbled out of your door and saw Jaehyun waiving through the window. He was sitting in a limousine and you honestly were overwhelmed by the view of your boyfriend sitting in it. Bervald opened the door for you and you gladly thanked him before entering the car.
"Hey babe." He greeted with a brief kiss on the lips. "Hey. Did you buy this dress for me? I don't know when I'll be able to pay you back." You said with an uncomfortable look. "I knew you would say this. It's okay. I bought this because I love you and I refuse to get money from you for this." He took your hand and placed his soft lips on top it. Then he smiled at you and you saw those dimples you loved so much on him. You couldn't be angry or anything with him when he was like this. So you smiled at him and nodded along.
When you arrived at the hotel you felt kinda nervous. You only knew Jaehyun at the party as he said that the others couldn't come. He took your hand in his and led you to the elevator. The elevator drove all the up to the top floor and when the doors opened you already saw what felt lika a thousand people partying. Most of them were already drunk. Jaehyun guided you through the mass of people and you were going stairs upwards to a room.
A security guard stood in front of the door. He had broad shoulders and looked serious. Jaehyun said his name and the name looked through what you assumed was a name list. After he found the name he stepped aside and you and Jaehyun could go in. The room was quieter. It played a different music than in the entrance.
A man approached you who was shorter than Jaehyun. He looked like a instance of a rich kid. Neatly, and well the look on his face that proverbial said I'm rich. But nonethelessly he looked like a really nice guy. He hugged Jaehyun. "Jaehyun, Hey. Is this your girlfriend everybody's talking about?" He then looked at you with a wide grin. "Nice to meet you. I'm Ten. With whom do I have the honor?" He stretched his hand for you to take out. You took his hand and shoke it. "I'm Y/N. Nice to meet you too."
He led you to a table with 3 other guys and 1 woman. You three sat down and Ten introduced them all to you. A man that looked as short as Ten was Taeil and he somehow sent the same vibes as Yuta. Right beside Taeil sat Mark. He was the same guy Yuta called on the party month ago. And Jungwoo was beside Mark. Mark seemed like a little boy and Jungwoo was really cute. The only other woman in the round was named Si Jin. She looked pissed off for no reason. Her attitude was rude toward you but to the others she was the nicest person altogether.
Jaehyun bend his head to you and said he would leave for a short time as Ten wants to show him something he just purchased. He kissed you on the cheek and then disappeared in another room. You were left with Si Jin.
"So you love Jaehyun?" She eyed you up and down. You couldn't feel more uncomfortable under her sight. "Yes, I do." You said more to yourself than to her. You never said those words to Jaehyun but he said it permanently to you. You disappointed yourself. Why was it like this?
ā€œYou seem more like the type of girl that is just after his money. Stay away from him.ā€œ She said with arrogance. ā€œIā€™m not after his money. And youā€™re not someone I obey. So donā€™t interfere in the relationship with Jaehyun because I donā€™t think youā€™re winning anything out of it.ā€œ You snapped at her. She just laughed and spilled the drink she had in her hand over her dress. The others were coming back and Si Jin looked angry and sad at the same time. Ten was the first to arrive. ā€œSi Jin what happened to you?ā€œ ā€œY/N spilled the drink over me and insulted me because she thinks Iā€™ve a thing for Jaehyun.ā€œ
Your mouth opened but nothing came out. You were shocked that she played such dirty tricks. You glanced at Jaehyun and he looked angry at you. Was he really believing her? ā€œY/N see what you did. Her dress is entirely transparent. How could you humiliate her like this?ā€œ Ten yelled at you. ā€œI wasnā€™t even the one who did this to begin with. Why would I do something like this. I now my limits.ā€œ You said while feeling yourself getting angry. Your eyebrows furrowed and the displeasure of his words were truly visible on your face. ā€œSo are you blaming her? Why would she do this to herself hmm? Sheā€™s a good friend of mine and she wouldnā€™t do anything like this.ā€œ Jaehyun rose his voice at you. It was the first time that he was so angry at you. Even the looks of his ignorance were better than this situation. Everyone in the room was now looking at the scenario that took place in front of them. Your heart shattered at the sight of your boyfriend. How could he have so little trust in you? You wanted to fight back at him but what would happen? He didnā€™t believe you indifferent of what you said. Tears showered your face but he didnā€™t care. ā€œI would never do such a thing to a person and I thought you know me. But I guess I was wrong. You never trusted me in the first place. So bye Jaehyun. Have a good life.ā€œ You mockingly said the last words before exiting the room and the hotel.
You walked all the way home. You couldnā€™t care less about the people that looked wary at you. You couldnā€™t stop thinking about the look you saw on Si Jinā€™s face before you left. She smiled mischievously at you. How come he didnā€™t notice this?
Back in your apartment Carly already waited at you. She expected you to come home smiling like an idiot or calling you and tell her you werenā€™t coming home. But she definitely never expected to see you crying like baby. She ran to you and gave you a heartwarming hug. ā€œHey, hey everythingā€™s fine. Calm down.ā€œ She ran his hand over your back in an attempt to soothe you. It just achieved the opposite and you were crying more and more. You missed Jaehyun and her hand on your back let you feel more miserable than you already were.
After you calmed down you told Carly the whole story. She couldnā€™t believe what she just heard. ā€œYou mean this bitch tricked everyone on the party? And Jaehyun didnā€™t took your side but instead hers? Is he this much of a dumbass?ā€œ She was upset at Jaehyun. She suggested to wach a movie and she also brought ice cream. The two of you chatted the rest of the night away. You couldnā€™t stop thinking about Jaehyun but you didnā€™t want Carly to feel pity because she couldnā€™t help you.
The next day you werenā€™t in the condition to go to any lecture. You were heartbroken thatā€™s for sure but you also had one of the worst headaches in your life. Thanks to your headache you throw frequently up. Besides you had to convince Carly to go to the lecture because she thought it would be better if she helped you. But you actually didnā€™t want to see anybody, so she gave in.
You slept most of the day away and when you woke up in the evening your headache thankfully mitigated. Carly left you a note on the kitchen counter. She went out with Johnny but she made you a soup. You just had to warm it up in the microwave. You looked at your phone for any notifications but the only persons that messaged you were Carly and Taeyong. Jaehyun didnā€™t wrote you nor called you. You ate the soup and answered Carly and Taeyong. After that you crawled under your blanket again and doze off to dreamland.
A slight touch on your shoulder woke you again. A part of you hoped it would be Jaehyun but it were Johnny and Carly. You looked disappointed at them and they took care of you for the rest of the day. They wanted to drag you out but you denied. So you just sat in the living room and they called the others over. Expect Jaehyun everyone was there. You played cards and you werenā€™t so good at it. You lost like every round but it felt not as frustated as you felt about Jaehyun. Your sadness kinds turned into frustration.
The next week you went to school like how you used to before you knew Jaehyun. Of course they had to be rumors about you. A girl came to you and said. ā€œHe finally realized what a hoe you are.ā€œ Then she left. What the hell was wrong with those people? It wasnā€™t their relationship, so why did everyone want to be a part of it? When you met Jaehyun in class you ignored him. It wasnā€™t that hard because he did the same with you. But sometimes you would feel him glance at you. You didnā€™t thought much into it and just continued to listen to the prof.
Even if you were mentally exhausted, you still had to go to work. Every hour you spent there felt like torture. The customers were more rude than before since they knew about the break up. You snapped at a student one day because he said you were too bad in bed to be togehter with. Also you explained yourself to your boss she was beyond pissed. You couldnā€™t allow you another mistake like this. You smiled at everyone despite their nasty remarks. Your nights were spent crying in your bed. You didnā€™t care if Carly heard you. You just didnā€™t wanted this life anymore. Everybody turned their backs to her expect from her few friends she had. Although she was thankful for the friends she gained, she couldnā€™t help but feel sad. They were still Jaehyunā€™s friend and you still missed him to death.
Taeyong took you to a new opened cafe one day. He said he felt miserable for yu so he wanted to make you at least a litlle happy. You didnā€™t commented on this as both of you knew nothing would change your feelings right now. The cafe was rather full but it was nice decorated. There stood fresh flowers on every table and the walls were in a bright orange. It looked new but fancy. The atmosphere felt like the total opposite of the cafe your were working at. but before you could deepen your thoughts Taeyong spoke. ā€œI ordered an Iced Americano for you. I hope you still like it.ā€œ ā€œAh...yes I still like it.ā€œ You said hesitant. You never talked with him about your favorite drink so why did he knew it? You sat with him for quiet a while before the order was finally ready.
When Taeyong wasnā€™t coming back with the orders you looked the cafe up for him. He was nowhere to be found. ā€œY/N, itā€™s nice to meet you again. I really missed you.ā€œ You heard a very familiar voice saying. There he stood with the two orders in his hand. The person you missed the most out of all. Jaehyun. He had a black jeans and a loosely light blue t-shirt on. For once in the time you saw him he didnā€™t look like a someone who is rich. he looked like a decent human being. You couldnā€™t see his face because he managed to also hold a big bouquet of flowers. He hesitantly put the drinks on the table and sat the opposite from you down. The flowers were neatly placed in the middle of the table. ā€œYou know..ā€œ he bagan ā€œI was really dumb. I mean I knew you would never do this but I wasnā€™t thinking in that moment. I donā€™t know why I said those things to you and ...Iā€™m really sorry. I know this isnā€™t enough but I couldnā€™t think of anything else. I just wanted to be honest to you.ā€œ He took your hands in his ā€œY/N I miss you like crazy. There isnā€™t a night I donā€™t think about you and feel like crap. I know this is chlichĆ© but what I did was wrong and again Iā€™m truly sorry.ā€œ You could see the sincerity in his eyes but you still werenā€™t convinced. ā€œIf you were so sorry why didnā€™t you come a week ago?ā€œ Jaehyun couldnā€™t look you in the eyes as he said his next words. ā€œI was embarrassed. I thought you would hate me to death and...and I didnā€™t know how to approach you. You never looked at me and you were always the first out of the lecture hall. I was being cowardly and Iā€™m sorry for this.ā€œ A smile creeped its way to your face and you started to laugh. He looked confused at you before you answered his question that was visibly on his face written. ā€œYouā€™re just too cute Jaehyun. I know youā€™re sorry and I already forgave you but it was too funny to see your ears getting redder.ā€œ You said inbetween laughs. He smiled at your silliness and you died internally when you saw his dimples you missed so much.
ā€œI love you Y/N.ā€œ He spoke up after a short pause. ā€œI love you too, you idiot.ā€œ
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twu s2 thoughts even though nobody asked <3 just a brain dump and itā€™s quite long so I tried to separate my commentary by categories but itā€™s still a mess unfortunately. Spoilers under the cut!
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Overall, I enjoyed season 1 more than season 2. Iā€™ve watched season 2 three times now, and I do think it had some good parts that I definitely overlooked during my first watch (probably because I was preoccupied with Charlotte x Shona šŸ˜¶šŸ˜…). My initial reaction to this season was like ā€˜hmm so that happened and Iā€™m not sure what to thinkā€™ but then I rewatched it and tbh I think my complaints are mostly to do with the time jump between seasons and the pacing...
Like yeah thereā€™s only so much to touch on in six 25-minute episodes but!!! I finished the season wanting a bit more, because I thought that some of the things that were introduced were either not explained fully/well or they just dropped off completely and didnā€™t really have an effect other than me asking questions after the season was over, like it felt as though there were missing scenesā€” more on that later (though maybe they will be addressed in season 3??? If there is one? How soon do shows get renewed? Idk). Though I guess the audience does have to do some interpretation of their own but still... Idk! Idk. And the assumption that certain events/plot points mentioned in a characterā€™s dialogue would be enough for context had me kinda ā€œ:///ā€ yā€™know? Like donā€™t tell me, show me?? Iā€™d like the full course please!!
Charlotte x Shona (+ Vish I guess)
I think it was really jarring to see their relationship grow from colleague/business partners to friends and then finally to something more in season 1 only to see them awkwardly handle their unresolved feelings in the workplace with nothing to show for their actual relationship besides a mention of ā€œa week-long gay safariā€ + the brief flashes of a sex scene that was intermingled with Shona and Vishā€™s cyber sex session, which in itself is šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜ like yes it shows that Shona still thinks about/fancies Charlotte in some capacity, but if I were to choose between that sex fantasy/flashback or a flashback of Charlotte and Shona together (like Charlotte telling Shona she was falling for her!!!!)... I think Iā€™d choose the latter? I was just disappointed that we didnā€™t really get to see Charlotte and Shona being all cute and romantic with each other this season :(
ALSO I wished we got to see more of jealous!Shona; I was super hyped to see that since that scene was included in the trailer. It was nice to see her want the best for Charlotte because sheā€™s ā€œgreatā€ but the jealousy part of knowing Charlotte is dating someone great got settled pretty quickly and instead we got Shona evaluating her commitment to Vish and considering the idea of having kids after learning she has a womb of a 39-year-old (šŸ˜) and it felt.... like a lot!! It was definitely different from season 1 Shona (ā€I actually donā€™t want kidsā€ ā€œI genuinely, I genuinely donā€™t, you know, itā€™s not a big deal. Just never haveā€ in 1x04) but if this was to show her dealing with comphet or internalized homophobia or just simply running away from her feelings then... idk what to think of it! I really donā€™t. I think this is where things could have been written differently because using an affair with Charlotte like that (an affair that we didnā€™t even get to see besides the stolen kisses at the finance event) was so... ugh, Iā€™m suffering here
Anyway, I think their office scenes were definitely highlights of the season, like Indira and Sharon really gave those scenes their all!! Even though it hurts to see Charlotte so heartbroken and Shona running away from her feelings and hurting Charlotte in the process, I live for the angst lol. I will say though, the 180 that happened after their convo outside Charlotteā€™s office was a bit ā€œšŸ¤”ā€ considering Charlotte had talked to her therapist about Shona for 4 months. Like one hungover feeling dump from Shona and they can move on? Hmm communication is connection, huh. And I guess they were just excited that the article got good results? But how cute that they got each other gifts of their picture in the article??? Wtffff I love my ā€œunfunny and obviousā€ gal pals even though Iā€™m in pain
As for the voice note... omg, so many questions. Like did Charlotte try to reach out to Shona after she abruptly ended their call to check if she sent the voice note to Vish?? Was that gonna be the first time Charlotte heard Shona say ā€œI love youā€ to her? What was the reason Shona said ā€œI love youā€ anyway??? Is she, you know šŸ‘€ Also do yā€™all think Vish will listen to the entire voice note since it was clear it was meant for Charlotte? And who knows maybe Vishā€™s phone died and he canā€™t turn it back on or check his WhatsApp or whatever. Iā€™m in denial lmao. But also I think he's a pretty good guy, like when he sent biscuits over to the house when Shona wanted some and him saying whatā€™s the point of having fun in New York when she's not there with him... :/ but he was also a bit weird about her putting a nail in a wall or leaving out the egg duck or whatever as a display item in their house though I suppose thatā€™s not a huge problem so like idk man idk!!! I'm just saying season 3 better not have a time jump I need to see what happens and not just in exposition
Shona and Aine
Love them :) I wish they had more scenes together (if that's possible??) but I liked the somewhat change in dynamic seeing Aine a bit worried about Shona (asking her if sheā€™s okay when she mentions sheā€™s thinking of getting a fringe lmao and again asking if sheā€™s okay when theyā€™re unpacking in Vishā€™s house). And of course Shona is still very protective and worrisome but seeing Aine just miserably lounging around her apartment over the weekend and getting in her bike accident after Shona wasnā€™t too supportive of her and Jamesā€™s business idea made me so sad :( like Shona was so shitty about her not typing up everything in the notes for the meeting! And not even reading James's CV... big yikes. Anyway I thought it was odd that we didnā€™t get a follow up on the voice note Aine left Shona after getting into the bike accident... like she sounded soooo shaky and out of it :((( what luck Shona was sick and didnā€™t see Aine with a missing tooth before she got it fixed
Anyhow, Aine was right when she said Shona needs to talk to her and talk about her feelings more!! AND this is part of where my complaint about the pacing and the missing scenes comes into play! I think we should have seen Aine and Shona fighting about Shonaā€™s affair and leaving Vish the voice note. The audience knows Aine cares about Vish and Iā€™m not entirely sure where her relationship with Charlotte stands since Charlotte told Freddie about her being in rehab (on the assumption that he knew, as Aineā€™s ex-boyfriend) but!!! Just cutting to them on the floor waiting for Vishā€™s flight to land was not as hard hitting as it could have been
Aine x Bradley (+ Richard)
OKAYYY. Cute!!! I definitely overlooked the signs during my first watch here but yeah they were definitely there during my rewatch(es)!! I quite liked seeing Bradley try to get Aine to stop talking negatively about herself and just try to treat herself better in general like exercising and actually eating off of a plate :ā€™) and the comparisons between Bradley and Richard have me like šŸ‘€šŸ“ Bradley saying he likes how much Aine talks vs. Richardā€™s friend Mark saying she talks a lot and how he wasnā€™t expecting a whole show to which Richard replies he thought that at first too but she ā€œcalms downā€ like brooo... alright. Anyway Bradley going with her to Tomā€™s funeral/service made sense since he actually met Tom (though Aine did vaguely talk about him and his drinking problem to Richard in 1x05) and the fact that she told Bradley about PACT and her time there but she didnā€™t tell Richard (to be fair she was thinking about telling him) hmm šŸ‘€ Also Bradley saying ā€œSometimes it would just be nice to be with someone you could just relax with as yourselfā€ yeah Iā€™m on board with them
Loneliness, COVID, Communication is Connection
Initially I thought these themes could have come across a little stronger but after rewatching... hmm. Yes, Shona was lonely in the house by herself; she even asked Anil to stay for dinner, had her ownĀ ā€œpile of shitā€ boyfriend on her bed (which she did clear off), and told Vish that nobody had time for her. Also after the business meeting she asked Aine what she was doing during the weekend (which Aine also spent alone anyway), but I dunno... oh yeah her hen/bachelorette party was a bit lonely since places were starting to go into lockdown and not everybody could attend, but I think the COVID element entered a bit too late into this season? Iā€™m not sure it really added much in terms of the loneliness. Maybe it did add to the uncertainty of things though
ā€œCommunication is Connectionā€ was there but I thought it kind of fell flat as well, but maybe that was the intentionā€” to highlight the mess that a lack of communication can cause? Shona apparently writing off Charlotteā€™s feelings and them not necessarily talking about their relationship/feelings until their convo outside Charlotteā€™s office... Shona talking to Seema saying sheā€™s never really asked what Vish wanted (regarding kids) and Seema saying thatā€™s a convo for her and Vish to have... Aine not telling Richard she overheard him and Mark talking about her... Richard not consulting Aine about telling Etienne about them and just getting a new tutor for him... hmm. What does it mean. What does it all mean
Other stuff Iā€™m still thinking about/have questions about
Shona mentioning itā€™s ā€œannoyingā€ how Aine talks like sheā€™s the only person to ever get sad in episode 1 but still telling Aine sheā€™s fine and then in episode 6 Shona saying she only has two emotions or whatever so she doesnā€™t need to talk to Aine about her feelings as much -____- istg we need to get Shona to talk to a therapist in season 3!!!
I also liked that Shona, Aine, and Eileen talked more. Iā€™m still a little disappointed that the fact Eileen leaving Shona for three months when she was a baby was not mentioned at all. Yeah it was a secret but when Eileen said ā€œwell, you should never lie. Youā€™ll always get caught out.ā€ Iā€” HELLO? If anything, that secret seeing daylight could have had something to do with Shona's sadness + loneliness this season. Also could you imagine that becoming a fear of Shonaā€™s, like what if she doesnā€™t want kids because sheā€™s afraid of doing the same thing to hers if she has any??
Jim asking Charlotte if sheā€™s straight and Shona immediately going ā€œwhat does that have to do with anythingā€ or something like that and apologizing to Charlotte after Jim leftā€” Iā€™m not sure how I should have read that??? Did Shona mention to Jim that Charlotte is a lesbian?? When he started to ask, he was still looking at Shona (yeah Iā€™m reading too much into this I know)
Marcia figuring out that Aine and Richard were seeing each other (after he touched her hand on his way out to get a taxi)ā€” what was the purpose? Other than Marcia obviously feeling bad for Etienne, whom I assume she sees as a son of her own (based on the Mom Instinctā„¢ snooping when she was doing housekeeping + her convo with Aine when he came back from France). She didnā€™t talk to either Aine or Richard about it, just told Aine to have a good time when they were leaving the house to go to their ā€œseparateā€ events. I guess it wasn't her place to say anything, but hm. Speaking of Etienne, it was obvious he had a schoolboy crush on Aine (or at least he was vying for her attention) in season 1 and itā€™s really too bad we didnā€™t get to see his reaction to suddenly getting a new tutor or dealing with Aine and Richardā€™s relationship other than him looking at them hugging while the new tutor was teaching him. He deserved some more screen time this season :(
Hmm so that was all very incoherent but if you made it this far thank youuu <3 here are some last silly comments:
Absolutely loved Julie!! I want to know what she knows about Charlotte and Shona šŸ‘€ girl give me the scoop on the last 4 months at the office
Super sad we didnā€™t get to see Charlotteā€™s cat (Iā€™m always gonna be vocal about this šŸ—£šŸ—£šŸ—£) or know who her new girlfriend was but at the very least we were introduced to one of the most important side characters of all: Charlotteā€™s stompy boots <33333 she really wore those around the office with a blazer/blouse/leather skirt! We love that lesbian attire
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enjolraspermettendo Ā· 4 years ago
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I was bored so I played Bitlife as Grantaire and added the others as custom characters:
So, I was born as R Grantaire on the 14th of August and my parents are Anna Grantaire (22) and Paul Grantaire (26). The mother has an Italian name so I'm keeping my headcanon that R is Italian
R has Looks at 78% so he's beautiful, suck my dick Hugo
Oh okay, R's three years old and he just got a baby brother named Victor, which, weird, because I didn't put Victor Hugo as a custom person. This is completely random and almost scary
Oh okay, apparently R and Victor hate each other.
Wait I just realized R is blond, of all things. Gonna dye his hair as soon as I can
R is 6 years old and started school; Mme Thenardier is a classmate, definitely staying away...
Oh we're getting bullied. I decided not to react since he always accepts and makes even worse insults to himself in canon
R has low smarts and I can't make him keep good grades :(
R started Jiu-jitsu classes
R is 11 and he just received another baby brother named Noah
I just made R join his Middle school's Politics club LMAO
OH a classmate named Napoleon Bonaparte, who is also a popular kid, just asked R out. I'll accept just because, I mean, I can make R hookup with Napoleon, think about it
Grantaire and Napoleon are officially boyfriends
Grantaire has been elected secretary of the politics club
Cosette and R are classmates!!! Gonna befriend her because Cosette and R friendship is precious
R is 14 and 1) his parents gave him yet another sibling, a sister named Victoria seriously guys, learn how to put a condom on, they've all been caused by it slipping off, and 2) R JUST GOT ELECTED AS PRESIDENT OF THE POLITICS CLUB
R started secondary school and joined the dance club; he also started working as a part time golf caddie
VICTOR HAS BEEN BULLIED AND CALLED RACIAL SWEARS AND NO, WE'RE NOT OKAY WITH IT. GONNA FIGHT THE MOTHERFUCKER
The game said I can't attack him cause he lives in Afghanistan and I am in France???? What???? How does he go to school with Victor???? I'm confused
R and Feuilly are classmates so I made them become friends :)
R is 18 and his parents divorced :(
R started studying arts at university. Eponine is a classmate BUT SHE REFUSED TO BEFRIEND GRANTAIRE
Grantaire and Napoleon broke up šŸ˜£
Grantaire came out as gay. Uhm, we been knew honey
classmate Hugo Fontaine asked R out but he got rejected
R and Combeferre are now friends. Eponine keeps rejecting Grantaire
R's mum just married a very rich guy named Rousseu but he hates Grantaire sike. R calls him "bro"
R's dad remarried too, she's normal. R calls her "sis". She has a daughter called Juliette, so now she's R stepsister
Grantaire graduated and started a position as Junior graphic designer!
Grantaire started drinking wine
Oh okay, R and Bahorel are now dating
They broke up
Bishop Myriel asked R out on a date... R refused, sorry it's too weird even for me
R and Montparnasse are dating. Damn R you really go around
They broke up. And R started dating Courfeyrac
They lasted two years
BOTH MARIUS AND JEAN VALJEAN HAVE ASKED R OUT GODDAMN
Grantaire and Enjolras are dating!!! (yes It's because I wanted it to be like this shut up)
Okay, I looked at Enjolras's info and I shit you not, he graduated in political science. He's a real estate agent tho
Enjolras came out of the closet as gay
Grantaire proposed to Enj and he accepted šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
They got married at the beach and went to Pompeii for their honeymoon šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
Feuilly got married to a certain Mila
Grantaire is now an uncle! His brother Victor fathered a baby girl called Camille!
Grantaire and his brother Noah got in trouble for dancing in the middle of a road šŸ˜¬ they've been declared not guilty tho
Grantaire and Enj adopted a little girl named Iris!!!!
Enjolras and Grantaire have been married for 10 years :)
For some reason the game is not proposing the other custom characters I added sike
They adopted another girl named Eva šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
Cosette had a son called David Antoinette. The father is unknown
Grantaire's stepfather died of Hepatitis C
Feuilly pranked R by setting 15 alarms on his phone hours before he was supposed to wake up
Grantaire's brother Noah fathered a boy named Ethan
Eva wants a cockatiel so OF COURSE WE'LL GET HER A COCKATIEL
We got her a cockatiel named Ronda :)
Enjolras and Grantaire have been married for 20 years
Grantaire's father died of leukemia ā˜¹ļø Grantaire and his siblings inherited quite a lot
Eva and Iris started secondary school šŸ˜­ they grow up so fast
While at a soccer game a brawl started between parents... So of course Grantaire joined in
Feuilly and R went partying. 55 years old and still kicking
Iris and Eva graduated šŸŽ‰
Grantaire's mum died of tuberculosis
Ronda the Cockatiel died too of dehydration after her water bottle malfunctioned :(
Eva moved out
Iris is a writer, while Eva is a cadet at the police šŸ˜¬ imagine the tension at home.
Grantaire just befriended Joly!!!! Joly is married to a Charlotte Clement
Grantaire's stepmother died of Aids
Eva has been promoted to patrolman
Joly and Grantaire are officially best friends
Enjolras retired (both him and R are 62 now)
Eva has been promoted to Trooper. Enjolras must be going crazy
Feuilly has invited R to do mushrooms so of course he accepted
Eva has been promoted to corporal
Grantaire retired (he's 67)
Eva has been promoted to sergeant
Enjolras is nagging at Grantaire to buy a car so R bought a purple lambo šŸ˜Ž
Feuilly keeps inviting Grantaire over for drugs and OMG FEUILLY YOU'RE ALMOST 80 STOP IT
IRIS GOT MARRIED!! To a certain Paul Girard
NOOOO FEUILLY DIED OF FUCKING EBOLA
Iris had a baby girl named Alice šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ Grantaire and Enjolras are grandpas šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Omg, now that Feuilly is dead Combeferre is the one that keeps offering drugs
Iris had another daughter named Olivia šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜
Eva just had a son named Ethan šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ there three grandchildren now omg
4 grandchildren!!!!! Iris gave birth to a girl named Lina!!!!!!
Grantaire's brother Victor just died :(
Omg the grandchildren are starting to go to school, my heart cant
NOOOOO JOLY DIED
Grantaire's brother Noah died too
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ENJOLRAS DIED IN HIS SLEEP šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ at 91 tho which is way better than canon
COMBEFERRE DIED TOO FUCKING FUCK
Grantaire died at 93. Game over. Here is the grave:
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evansfm Ā· 3 years ago
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š™Øš™šš™š š™›š™¤š™§ š™®š™¤š™Ŗš™§š™Øš™šš™”š™› ā€“ā€“Ā šžšÆššš§ šœšØš§š§šžš„š² .
everyĀ  morningĀ  evanĀ  wokeĀ  upĀ  toĀ  aĀ  londonĀ  skyĀ  thatĀ  refusedĀ  toĀ  letĀ  theĀ  sunĀ  inĀ  ;Ā  summerĀ  wasĀ  drierĀ  thanĀ  springĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  theĀ  cloudsĀ  seemedĀ  toĀ  lingerĀ  yearĀ  roundĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  notĀ  thatĀ  sheĀ  mindedĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  hadĀ  ,Ā  afterĀ  allĀ  ,Ā  grownĀ  upĀ  inĀ  countyĀ  dublinĀ  ,Ā  whereĀ  thingsĀ  wereĀ  alwaysĀ  aĀ  bitĀ  dampĀ  .Ā  stillĀ  ,Ā  theĀ  lackĀ  ofĀ  COLORĀ  couldĀ  beĀ  drainingĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  soĀ  sheĀ  searchedĀ  forĀ  itĀ  inĀ  unexpectedĀ  placesĀ  ,Ā  creatingĀ  littleĀ  pocketsĀ  ofĀ  colorĀ  forĀ  herselfĀ  inĀ  aĀ  ratherĀ  grayscaleĀ  worldĀ  .Ā  goldenĀ  lightsĀ  strungĀ  onĀ  herĀ  balconyĀ  ,Ā  islaā€™sĀ  brightĀ  redĀ  hairĀ  andĀ  matchingĀ  smileĀ  ,Ā  anĀ  arrayĀ  ofĀ  brightĀ  lettersĀ  boastingĀ  NMEĀ  liningĀ  aĀ  wallĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  coversĀ  fromĀ  pastĀ  decadesĀ  ,Ā  aĀ  rainbowĀ  rubikā€™sĀ  cubeĀ  nextĀ  toĀ  herĀ  keyboardĀ  ,Ā  twoĀ  framedĀ  photographsĀ  perchedĀ  onĀ  herĀ  deskĀ  .Ā  theĀ  firstĀ  seemedĀ  likeĀ  foreverĀ  agoĀ  ,Ā  aĀ  beamingĀ  eloiseĀ  withĀ  aĀ  twinĀ  onĀ  eitherĀ  sideĀ  ;Ā  beckĀ  onĀ  theĀ  leftĀ  ,Ā  evanĀ  onĀ  theĀ  rightĀ  ,Ā  bothĀ  plantingĀ  kissesĀ  onĀ  herĀ  cheekĀ  oneĀ  valentineā€™sĀ  dayĀ  yearsĀ  andĀ  yearsĀ  agoĀ  .Ā  theĀ  secondĀ  wasĀ  moreĀ  recentĀ  ,Ā  backstageĀ  atĀ  aĀ  showĀ  inĀ  galwayĀ  ;Ā  kieranĀ  satĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  chairĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  fingersĀ  intertwinedĀ  withĀ  evanā€™sĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  drapedĀ  herĀ  armsĀ  overĀ  hisĀ  shouldersĀ  fromĀ  behindĀ  ,Ā  chinĀ  restingĀ  onĀ  topĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  curlsĀ  andĀ  aĀ  smileĀ  thatĀ  lookedĀ  SOFTĀ  comparedĀ  toĀ  theĀ  goofyĀ  oneĀ  ruairiĀ  woreĀ  ,Ā  loomingĀ  behindĀ  herĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  chinĀ  onĀ  herĀ  headĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  feltĀ  warmthĀ  everyĀ  tā€‹ā€‹imeĀ  sheĀ  lookedĀ  atĀ  themĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  thereĀ  wasĀ  alwaysĀ  aĀ  tugĀ  inĀ  herĀ  stomachĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  theĀ  undeniableĀ  feelingĀ  ofĀ  somethingĀ  missingĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  foundĀ  herĀ  littleĀ  pocketsĀ  ofĀ  colorĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  theyĀ  stillĀ  seemedĀ  mutedĀ  wā€‹ā€‹ithoutĀ  theĀ  peopleĀ  sheĀ  lovedĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  theĀ  PERSONĀ  sheĀ  lovedĀ  .
theirĀ  schedulesĀ  hadĀ  begunĀ  toĀ  clashĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  andĀ  evanĀ  hatedĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  beginningĀ  toĀ  getĀ  usedĀ  toĀ  theĀ  dullĀ  acheĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  absenceĀ  .Ā  distanceĀ  hadĀ  beenĀ  aĀ  partĀ  ofĀ  theirĀ  relationshipĀ  forĀ  monthsĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  theĀ  timeĀ  zonesĀ  wereĀ  killingĀ  herĀ  .Ā  theyĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  alwaysĀ  makeĀ  timeĀ  forĀ  hoursĀ  wastedĀ  awayĀ  onĀ  facetimeĀ  ;Ā  sheĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  alwaysĀ  fallĀ  asleepĀ  toĀ  theĀ  soundĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  voiceĀ  onĀ  theĀ  otherĀ  endĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  lineĀ  .Ā  theyĀ  wereĀ  bothĀ  whereĀ  theyĀ  wereĀ  supposedĀ  toĀ  beĀ  ,Ā  chasingĀ  theirĀ  dreamsĀ  togetherĀ  ,Ā  separatelyĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  butĀ  evanĀ  wasĀ  beginningĀ  toĀ  wonderĀ  ifĀ  theĀ  pathĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  onĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  theĀ  deskĀ  ,Ā  theĀ  deadlinesĀ  ,Ā  theĀ  distanceĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  wasĀ  actuallyĀ  whatĀ  sheĀ  WANTEDĀ  .Ā  thereĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  lackĀ  ofĀ  creativeĀ  controlĀ  atĀ  nmeĀ  ;Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  partĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  greaterĀ  wholeĀ  ,Ā  confinedĀ  toĀ  aĀ  deskĀ  whenĀ  sheĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  outĀ  inĀ  theĀ  fieldĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  feltĀ  restlessĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  boredĀ  ,Ā  almostĀ  .Ā  andĀ  withĀ  herĀ  mostĀ  recentĀ  deadlineĀ  metĀ  andĀ  aĀ  jobĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  ownĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  evanĀ  connelyĀ  ,Ā  sansĀ  nmeĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  waitingĀ  atĀ  theĀ  endĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  weekĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  distractedĀ  .Ā Ā 
ā€œĀ  WHATĀ  areĀ  youĀ  doingĀ  ?Ā  ā€Ā  islaĀ  poppedĀ  upĀ  behindĀ  herĀ  ,Ā  comingĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  nowhereĀ  toĀ  lookĀ  overĀ  herĀ  shoulderĀ  .
ā€œĀ  jesusĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  evanĀ  startledĀ  ,Ā  nearlyĀ  droppingĀ  theĀ  plasticĀ  puzzleĀ  inĀ  herĀ  handĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  whereĀ  tā€™eĀ  fuckĀ  didĀ  youĀ  comeĀ  fromĀ  ?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  charlotteā€™sĀ  officeĀ  .Ā  answerĀ  myĀ  questionĀ  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  playingĀ  witā€™Ā  aĀ  toyĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sheĀ  heldĀ  upĀ  theĀ  halfĀ  solvedĀ  rubikā€™sĀ  cubeĀ  ,Ā  thenĀ  letĀ  outĀ  anĀ  audibleĀ  sighĀ  asĀ  islaĀ  lookedĀ  unimpressedĀ  ,Ā  thenĀ  juttedĀ  herĀ  chinĀ  towardsĀ  theĀ  computerĀ  screenĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ  putĀ  togetherĀ  aĀ  moodĀ  boardĀ  forĀ  tā€™isĀ  gigĀ  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  witā€™Ā  saintĀ  valentineĀ  onĀ  fridayĀ  .Ā  ā€
perfectlyĀ  shapedĀ  auburnĀ  browsĀ  raisedĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  weĀ  gotĀ  saintĀ  valentineĀ  ?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  noĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  evanā€™sĀ  lipsĀ  liftedĀ  intoĀ  theĀ  faintestĀ  smirkĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  iĀ  gotĀ  saintĀ  valentineĀ  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  youā€™reĀ  bloodyĀ  jokingĀ  .Ā  shutĀ  UPĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  islaĀ  gaspedĀ  ,Ā  roundingĀ  toĀ  herĀ  sideĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  tableĀ  deskĀ  ,Ā  justĀ  toĀ  rollĀ  herĀ  chairĀ  aroundĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  andĀ  youĀ  didnā€™tĀ  fuckingĀ  tellĀ  meĀ  ?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  noĀ  ,Ā  becauseĀ  youĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  keepĀ  aĀ  secretĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  triedĀ  .ā€
ā€œĀ  wellĀ  thatā€™sĀ  becauseĀ  itĀ  shouldnā€™tĀ  beĀ  aĀ  fuckingĀ  secretĀ  ,Ā  evĀ  .Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  fantasticĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  hazelĀ  eyesĀ  widenedĀ  withĀ  excitementĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  soĀ  youā€™reĀ  shootingĀ  themĀ  forĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  tā€™eyĀ  werenā€™tĀ  tooĀ  explicitĀ  aboutĀ  itĀ  .Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  forĀ  certainĀ  iā€™mĀ  coveringĀ  botā€™Ā  showsĀ  atĀ  tā€™eĀ  o2Ā  ,Ā  documentingĀ  tā€™eĀ  wholeĀ  thingĀ  fromĀ  tā€™eĀ  momentĀ  theyĀ  getĀ  thereĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  evanĀ  huffedĀ  aĀ  curlĀ  awayĀ  fromĀ  herĀ  faceĀ  ,Ā  noddingĀ  toĀ  theĀ  screenĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  andĀ  tā€™enĀ  aĀ  shootĀ  onĀ  siteĀ  atĀ  tā€™eĀ  venueĀ  .Ā  soĀ  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  toĀ  workĀ  witā€™Ā  whatĀ  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  .Ā  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  ONEĀ  chanceĀ  hereĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  nickyĀ  havenĀ  scaresĀ  tā€™eĀ  absoluteĀ  fuckĀ  outā€™aĀ  meĀ  ,Ā  soĀ  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  blowĀ  itĀ  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  nickyĀ  havenĀ  scaresĀ  EVERYONEĀ  .Ā  itā€™sĀ  partĀ  ofĀ  hā€‹ā€‹isĀ  charmĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  islaĀ  leanedĀ  inĀ  ,Ā  maā€‹ā€‹kingĀ  herselfĀ  perfectlyĀ  comfortableĀ  inĀ  evanā€™sĀ  spaceĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  tookĀ  theĀ  mouseĀ  andĀ  beganĀ  clickingĀ  throughĀ  differentĀ  ideasĀ  openedĀ  onĀ  photoshopĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  letā€™sĀ  seeĀ  whatĀ  youā€™veĀ  gotĀ  soĀ  farĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  islaĀ  ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  aĀ  bigĀ  dealĀ  .Ā  reallyĀ  iĀ  shouldnā€™tĀ  evenĀ  beĀ  workingĀ  onĀ  tā€™isĀ  HEREĀ  ,Ā  rightĀ  nowĀ  .Ā  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  exactlyĀ  nmeĀ  relatedĀ  stuffĀ  ,Ā  youĀ  knā€“ā€“Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iĀ  TOLDĀ  youĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  hereĀ  todayĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  aĀ  girlĀ  calledĀ  sophieĀ  ,Ā  whoĀ  mannedĀ  nmeā€™sĀ  frontĀ  deskĀ  inĀ  theĀ  morningsĀ  ,Ā  materializedĀ  onĀ  theĀ  otherĀ  sideĀ  ofĀ  evanā€™sĀ  deskĀ  .Ā  aĀ  juniorĀ  writerĀ  ,Ā  andrewĀ  ,Ā  wasĀ  hotĀ  onĀ  herĀ  heelsĀ  .
ā€œĀ  sophĀ  ,Ā  nowĀ  reallyĀ  probablyĀ  isnā€™tĀ  theĀ  bestĀ  timeĀ  andĀ  itĀ  reallyĀ  isnā€™tĀ  yourĀ  busiā€“ā€“Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  someoneā€™sĀ  gotĀ  toĀ  showĀ  herĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sophieĀ  wasĀ  ,Ā  admittedlyĀ  ,Ā  obnoxiousĀ  .Ā  andĀ  comingĀ  fromĀ  EVANĀ  ,Ā  thatĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  featĀ  .
ā€œĀ  showĀ  WHATĀ  toĀ  WHOĀ  ?Ā  ā€Ā  islaā€™sĀ  voiceĀ  changedĀ  inĀ  toneĀ  ,Ā  takingĀ  onĀ  aĀ  hintĀ  ofĀ  authorityĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  lookedĀ  atĀ  andrewĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  arenā€™tĀ  youĀ  meantĀ  toĀ  beĀ  doingĀ  someĀ  socialĀ  mediaĀ  researchĀ  rightĀ  nowĀ  ?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iĀ  WASĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  butĀ  weā€™veĀ  foundĀ  somethingĀ  thatĀ  evanĀ  HASĀ  toĀ  seeĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sophieĀ  .Ā  againĀ  .
ā€œĀ  weĀ  ?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  MEĀ  ?Ā  ā€Ā  evanĀ  saidĀ  inĀ  tandemĀ  withĀ  islaĀ  ,Ā  browsĀ  liftingĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  clickedĀ  theĀ  finalĀ  pieceĀ  intoĀ  placeĀ  onĀ  theĀ  cubeĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  glancedĀ  overĀ  atĀ  islaĀ  andĀ  feltĀ  aĀ  strangeĀ  twistĀ  inĀ  herĀ  stomachĀ  whenĀ  sheĀ  sawĀ  theĀ  redheadĀ  hadĀ  goneĀ  rigidĀ  .
ā€œĀ  isĀ  thisĀ  aboutĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  rebeccaĀ  stringerĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  andrewĀ  noddedĀ  solemnlyĀ  ,Ā  asĀ  thoughĀ  evanĀ  wasĀ  supposedĀ  toĀ  knowĀ  whoĀ  theĀ  hellĀ  THATĀ  wasĀ  .
ā€œĀ  betterĀ  knownĀ  asĀ  BEXĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sophieĀ  addedĀ  .
itĀ  wasĀ  evanā€™sĀ  turnĀ  toĀ  goĀ  rigidĀ  .Ā  herĀ  backĀ  straightenedĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  itĀ  feltĀ  likeĀ  iceĀ  hadĀ  justĀ  beenĀ  shotĀ  throughĀ  herĀ  veinsĀ  .Ā  truthĀ  beĀ  toldĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  moreĀ  worriedĀ  aboutĀ  conflictingĀ  schedulesĀ  latelyĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  notĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  bexĀ  sing-songedĀ  aĀ  shortenedĀ  versionĀ  ofĀ  kieranā€™sĀ  nameĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  orĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  sheĀ  answeredĀ  hisĀ  phoneĀ  andĀ  simplyĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  rememberĀ  whoĀ  evanĀ  wasĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  orĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  sheļæ½ļæ½dĀ  madeĀ  sureĀ  evanĀ  couldĀ  hearĀ  herĀ  promiseĀ  toĀ  personallyĀ  deliverĀ  kieranĀ  toĀ  hisĀ  hotelĀ  roomĀ  thatĀ  firstĀ  nightĀ  inĀ  losĀ  angelesĀ  .Ā  itĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  exactlyĀ  PLEASANTĀ  beingĀ  remindedĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  instinctĀ  thatĀ  sheā€™dĀ  shutĀ  downĀ  ,Ā  intuitionĀ  tellingĀ  herĀ  somethingĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  quiteĀ  rightĀ  thereĀ  .Ā  herĀ  browsĀ  pinchedĀ  togetherĀ  asĀ  theĀ  rubikā€™sĀ  cubeĀ  slidĀ  fromĀ  oneĀ  handĀ  toĀ  theĀ  otherĀ  andĀ  backĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  glancedĀ  overĀ  atĀ  islaĀ  withĀ  aĀ  promptingĀ  lookĀ  .
ā€œĀ  weā€™reĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  doingĀ  aĀ  pieceĀ  aboutĀ  nepotismĀ  babiesĀ  inĀ  theĀ  industryĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  sheā€™sĀ  aĀ  PERFECTĀ  exampleĀ  ofĀ  oneĀ  soĀ  iĀ  wasĀ  havingĀ  andrewĀ  lookĀ  intoĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  sheĀ  interactsĀ  withĀ  fansĀ  andĀ  herĀ  socialsĀ  andĀ  whatĀ  notĀ  .Ā  sheā€™sĀ  oneĀ  ofĀ  likeĀ  TENĀ  peopleĀ  weā€™reĀ  lookā€‹ā€‹ingĀ  intoĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sheĀ  explainedĀ  withĀ  anĀ  apologeticĀ  lookĀ  .Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  thenĀ  thatĀ  sheĀ  turnedĀ  aĀ  sharpĀ  eyeĀ  toĀ  andrewĀ  andĀ  sophieĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  donā€™tĀ  knowĀ  whatĀ  THATĀ  hasĀ  toĀ  doĀ  withĀ  evanĀ  ,Ā  thoughĀ  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  seeĀ  forĀ  yourselfĀ  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  SOPHIEĀ  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  whatĀ  ?Ā  itĀ  probablyĀ  isnā€™tĀ  evenĀ  newĀ  informationĀ  forĀ  herĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sheĀ  shruggedĀ  ,Ā  reachingĀ  overĀ  twoĀ  monitorsĀ  toĀ  handĀ  evanĀ  aĀ  phoneĀ  .Ā  twitterĀ  wasĀ  openedĀ  toĀ  aĀ  profileĀ  withĀ  bexā€™sĀ  beamingĀ  faceĀ  inĀ  theĀ  iconĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  theĀ  handleĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  hersĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  gaveĀ  theĀ  pairĀ  ofĀ  themĀ  aĀ  skepticalĀ  lookĀ  beforeĀ  glancingĀ  overĀ  atĀ  islaĀ  whoĀ  onlyĀ  offeredĀ  aĀ  halfĀ  -Ā  heartedĀ  shrugĀ  .Ā  itĀ  didnā€™tĀ  takeĀ  longĀ  toĀ  seeĀ  whatĀ  ,Ā  exactlyĀ  ,Ā  sophieĀ  hadĀ  beenĀ  talkingĀ  aboutĀ  ,Ā  aĀ  slewĀ  ofĀ  tweetsĀ  andĀ  retweetsĀ  .
bexupdatesĀ  :Ā  bexĀ  &Ā  kieranĀ  pulledĀ  upĀ  toĀ  theĀ  venueĀ  togetherĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  andĀ  thenĀ  leftĀ  atĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  timeĀ  .Ā  whyĀ  areĀ  theyĀ  lowkeyĀ  soĀ  cuteĀ  annathefoundĀ  :Ā  notĀ  bexĀ  wearingĀ  aĀ  babyĀ  teeĀ  versionĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  foundā€™sĀ  merchĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  stanningĀ  herĀ  boyfriendĀ  justĀ  likeĀ  theĀ  restĀ  ofĀ  usĀ Ā 
ruairidailypostsĀ  :Ā  okĀ  waitĀ  areĀ  evanĀ  &Ā  kieranĀ  evenĀ  datingĀ  anymoreĀ  bcĀ  iĀ  couldĀ  beĀ  downĀ  withĀ  aĀ  bexĀ  &Ā  kieranĀ  momentĀ  cheerupbaileyĀ  :Ā  @ruairidailypostsĀ  youĀ  knowĀ  twoĀ  peopleĀ  canĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  relationshipĀ  withoutĀ  postingĀ  aboutĀ  itĀ  rightĀ  ???Ā  theyā€™reĀ  inĀ  separateĀ  countriesĀ  rnĀ  lol
babybexxxĀ  :Ā  iĀ  justĀ  thinkĀ  thatĀ  bexĀ  &Ā  kieranĀ  walshĀ  asĀ  aĀ  powerĀ  coupleĀ  .
bxhqĀ  :Ā  noĀ  offenseĀ  butĀ  bexĀ  isĀ  simplyĀ  soĀ  muchĀ  betterĀ  forĀ  himĀ  thanĀ  someĀ  randoĀ  fromĀ  irelandĀ  likeĀ  what thefoundupdatesĀ  :Ā  @bxhqĀ  babesĀ  theyĀ  LITERALLYĀ  grewĀ  upĀ  togetherĀ  ????
totallyconanĀ  :Ā  beĀ  honestĀ  doĀ  uĀ  guysĀ  thinkĀ  theĀ  reasonĀ  evanĀ  isnā€™tĀ  onĀ  tourĀ  withĀ  themĀ  isĀ  bcĀ  theyā€™reĀ  notĀ  togetherĀ  anymoreĀ  likeĀ  sheĀ  literallyĀ  neverĀ  missesĀ  shows
adamfitzupdatesĀ :Ā  whyĀ  areĀ  yā€™allĀ  soĀ  obsessedĀ  withĀ  aĀ  relationshipĀ  thatĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  concernĀ  youĀ  ???Ā  chill bexlevitatesĀ  :Ā  @adamfitzupdatesĀ  bcĀ  itā€™sĀ  weirdĀ  thatĀ  evanĀ  knewĀ  himĀ  forĀ  soĀ  longĀ  andĀ  onlyĀ  startedĀ  datingĀ  himĀ  AFTERĀ  theĀ  foundĀ  startedĀ  toĀ  getĀ  bigĀ  likeĀ  thatā€™sĀ  shady
bexupdatesĀ  :Ā  findĀ  someoneĀ  whoĀ  looksĀ  atĀ  uĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  bexĀ  looksĀ  atĀ  kieranĀ  onĀ  stageĀ  wtfĀ  didĀ  yā€™allĀ  seeĀ  that
newruleshqĀ  :Ā  noĀ  waaaayĀ  thisĀ  manĀ  hasĀ  aĀ  gfĀ  whenĀ  heĀ  andĀ  bexĀ  lookĀ  soĀ  goodĀ  nextĀ  toĀ  eachĀ  otherĀ  LMAOĀ Ā 
thefoundupdatesĀ  :Ā  accordingĀ  toĀ  theĀ  girlĀ  whoĀ  wroteĀ  theĀ  articleĀ  kieranĀ  literallyĀ  WALKEDĀ  OUTĀ  onĀ  theĀ  interviewĀ  ???Ā  rockstarĀ  behaviorĀ  butĀ  alsoĀ  hopeĀ  heā€™sĀ  ok
evanĀ  couldā€™veĀ  keptĀ  scrollingĀ  forĀ  hoursĀ  asĀ  herĀ  heartĀ  rateĀ  beganĀ  toĀ  riseĀ  andĀ  riseĀ  .Ā  theĀ  creaseĀ  betweenĀ  herĀ  browsĀ  deepenedĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  sheĀ  remindedĀ  herselfĀ  ofĀ  everythingĀ  sheĀ  knewĀ  toĀ  beĀ  trueĀ  .Ā  kieranĀ  LOVEDĀ  herĀ  .Ā  twitterĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  BRUTALĀ  placeĀ  .Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  asĀ  thoughĀ  theĀ  worstĀ  partsĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  subconsciousĀ  hadĀ  comeĀ  toĀ  lifeĀ  inĀ  280Ā  charactersĀ  orĀ  lessĀ  .Ā  herĀ  headĀ  beganĀ  toĀ  swimĀ  asĀ  herĀ  heartĀ  sankĀ  intoĀ  herĀ  stomachĀ  .
ā€œĀ  whatĀ  doesĀ  tā€™isĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  ā€Ā  herĀ  voiceĀ  crackedĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  sheĀ  clearedĀ  herĀ  throatĀ  ,Ā  finallyĀ  lookingĀ  upĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  phoneĀ  screenĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  whyĀ  ,Ā  exactlyĀ  ,Ā  areĀ  youĀ  showingĀ  meĀ  thisĀ  ?Ā  ā€Ā Ā 
sophieĀ  lookedĀ  asĀ  thoughĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  shockedĀ  byĀ  evanā€™sĀ  questionĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  becauseĀ  iā€™veĀ  datedĀ  musiciansĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  andĀ  likeĀ  HALFĀ  ofĀ  thoseĀ  areĀ  inĀ  bexā€™sĀ  likesĀ  .Ā  whichĀ  areĀ  publicĀ  ,Ā  byĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  .Ā  justĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  seemĀ  subtleĀ  toĀ  meĀ  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  areĀ  youĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ  insinuateĀ  somethingĀ  hereĀ  ,Ā  sophieĀ  ?Ā  ā€Ā  herĀ  toneĀ  shiftedĀ  ,Ā  irritatedĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  handedĀ  theĀ  phoneĀ  backĀ  .
ā€œĀ  likeĀ  iĀ  saidĀ  ,Ā  iā€™veĀ  datedĀ  guysĀ  inĀ  bandsĀ  ,Ā  tooĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  enoughĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  islaĀ  snappedĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  youā€™reĀ  stickingĀ  yourĀ  noseĀ  whereĀ  itĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  belongĀ  .Ā  BOTHĀ  ofĀ  youĀ  shouldĀ  beĀ  offĀ  doingĀ  yourĀ  jobsĀ  rightĀ  nowĀ  ,Ā  soĀ  ,Ā  runĀ  alongĀ  .Ā  ā€
bothĀ  ofĀ  themĀ  scurriedĀ  offĀ  withoutĀ  aĀ  wordĀ  .Ā Ā 
evanĀ  wasĀ  stillĀ  forĀ  aĀ  momentĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  herĀ  fingertipsĀ  wereĀ  itchingĀ  forĀ  theĀ  keyboardĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  noĀ  strangerĀ  toĀ  thingsĀ  likeĀ  thisĀ  ,Ā  unkindĀ  wordsĀ  fromĀ  strangersĀ  whoĀ  didnā€™tĀ  LOVEĀ  theĀ  ideaĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  despiteĀ  notĀ  knowingĀ  herĀ  .Ā  theĀ  goodĀ  outweighedĀ  theĀ  badĀ  onĀ  theĀ  internetĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  theĀ  voicesĀ  whoĀ  didnā€™tĀ  likeĀ  herĀ  wereĀ  alwaysĀ  theĀ  loudestĀ  .Ā  evenĀ  BEFOREĀ  sheĀ  andĀ  kieranĀ  hadĀ  goneĀ  publicĀ  withĀ  theirĀ  relationshipĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  evenĀ  beforeĀ  theyĀ  wereĀ  everĀ  inĀ  aĀ  relationshipĀ  atĀ  allĀ  .Ā  overĀ  timeĀ  ,Ā  sheā€™dĀ  learnedĀ  toĀ  tuneĀ  itĀ  outĀ  andĀ  focusĀ  onĀ  theĀ  kindnessĀ  thatĀ  floodedĀ  herĀ  commentĀ  sectionsĀ  andĀ  mentionsĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  butĀ  everyĀ  nowĀ  andĀ  againĀ  somethingĀ  slippedĀ  throughĀ  theĀ  cracksĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  andĀ  whenĀ  theyĀ  didĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  absorbedĀ  themĀ  likeĀ  aĀ  blowĀ  toĀ  theĀ  abdomenĀ  .Ā  theyĀ  settledĀ  intoĀ  herĀ  memoryĀ  andĀ  cementedĀ  themselvesĀ  thereĀ  ,Ā  tuckedĀ  awayĀ  untilĀ  theyĀ  foundĀ  theĀ  perfectĀ  momentĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  herĀ  selfĀ  consciousĀ  .Ā  likeĀ  theĀ  fanĀ  whoĀ  hadĀ  commentedĀ  onĀ  theĀ  shapeĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  bodyĀ  beforeĀ  andĀ  afterĀ  goingĀ  toĀ  uniĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  andĀ  anotherĀ  fromĀ  galwayĀ  whoĀ  madeĀ  itĀ  theirĀ  businessĀ  toĀ  letĀ  everyoneĀ  knowĀ  sheā€™dĀ  sleptĀ  aroundĀ  whileĀ  livingĀ  thereĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  andĀ  everyĀ  timeĀ  someoneĀ  saidĀ  sheĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  goodĀ  enoughĀ  forĀ  kieranĀ  orĀ  anyĀ  ofĀ  themĀ  .Ā  thatĀ  sheĀ  hadĀ  badĀ  intentionsĀ  ,Ā  leechingĀ  ontoĀ  theĀ  boysĀ  forĀ  fameĀ  .Ā  thatĀ  herĀ  careerĀ  wasĀ  basedĀ  SOLELYĀ  onĀ  theĀ  fourĀ  ofĀ  themĀ  .Ā Ā 
ifĀ  sheĀ  cavedĀ  andĀ  keptĀ  scrollingĀ  ,Ā  sheā€™dĀ  commitĀ  itĀ  allĀ  toĀ  memoryĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  everythingĀ  thatĀ  madeĀ  herĀ  intuitionĀ  aboutĀ  bexĀ  STRONGERĀ  .Ā Ā 
insteadĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  launchedĀ  forwardĀ  andĀ  snatchedĀ  theĀ  rubikā€™sĀ  cubeĀ  backĀ  upĀ  ,Ā  immediatelyĀ  distortingĀ  itsĀ  perfectĀ  facesĀ  andĀ  mixingĀ  itĀ  upĀ  againĀ  .Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  goodĀ  toĀ  keepĀ  yourĀ  handsĀ  busyĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  knewĀ  ,Ā  whenĀ  yourĀ  mindĀ  beganĀ  toĀ  runĀ  awayĀ  .Ā Ā 
theĀ  worstĀ  ofĀ  itĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  evenĀ  TRULYĀ  commentsĀ  aboutĀ  theirĀ  relationshipĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  thoseĀ  hurtĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  theyĀ  didnā€™tĀ  stingĀ  quiteĀ  asĀ  badĀ  asĀ  realĀ  -Ā  timeĀ  updatesĀ  aboutĀ  kieranĀ  andĀ  bexĀ  showingĀ  upĀ  orĀ  leavingĀ  venuesĀ  togetherĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  dulledĀ  theĀ  painĀ  byĀ  remindingĀ  herselfĀ  thatĀ  THREEĀ  otherĀ  boysĀ  wereĀ  neverĀ  tooĀ  farĀ  behindĀ  .Ā  thatĀ  kieranĀ  wouldĀ  neverĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  COULDĀ  neverĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā Ā 
butĀ  thenĀ  againĀ  ,Ā  thereĀ  wasĀ  theĀ  tweetĀ  thatĀ  weighedĀ  heaviestĀ  inĀ  herĀ  mindĀ  .Ā  kieranĀ  walkedĀ  outĀ  inĀ  theĀ  middleĀ  ofĀ  anĀ  interviewĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  heĀ  hadnā€™tĀ  toldĀ  herĀ  .Ā  somethingĀ  rattledĀ  himĀ  toĀ  theĀ  pointĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  versionĀ  ofĀ  anĀ  outburstĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  heĀ  hadnā€™tĀ  toldĀ  herĀ  .Ā  thatĀ  seemedĀ  likeĀ  somethingĀ  heĀ  wouldĀ  haveĀ  toldĀ  herĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  itĀ  seemedĀ  importantĀ  enoughĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  thoughtĀ  toĀ  herselfĀ  ,Ā  rightĀ  ?Ā  RIGHTĀ  ?
herĀ  throatĀ  feltĀ  tightĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  sheĀ  keptĀ  runningĀ  theĀ  tweetsĀ  sheā€™dĀ  readĀ  overĀ  inĀ  herĀ  mindĀ  .Ā  thereĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  deepĀ  furrowĀ  inĀ  herĀ  browĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  lookedĀ  downĀ  atĀ  herĀ  handsĀ  ,Ā  stillĀ  vehementlyĀ  mixingĀ  upĀ  theĀ  toyĀ  .Ā  somethingĀ  feltĀ  offĀ  kilterĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  butĀ  sheĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  pinĀ  downĀ  whichĀ  hurtĀ  moreĀ  :Ā  theĀ  slewĀ  ofĀ  tweetsĀ  fromĀ  peopleĀ  pretendingĀ  toĀ  knowĀ  whatĀ  wentĀ  onĀ  inĀ  herĀ  relationshipĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  orĀ  theĀ  thoughtĀ  ofĀ  kieranĀ  doingĀ  somethingĀ  asĀ  rashĀ  asĀ  stormingĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  anĀ  interviewĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  andĀ  thenĀ  notĀ  tellingĀ  herĀ  .Ā Ā 
ā€œĀ  iĀ  didnā€™tĀ  knowĀ  aboutĀ  tā€™eĀ  intervā€‹ā€‹iewĀ  bitĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sheĀ  saidĀ  quietlyĀ  ,Ā  eyesĀ  stillĀ  trainedĀ  onĀ  theĀ  colorfulĀ  cubeĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  certainĀ  herĀ  faceĀ  wasĀ  theĀ  oppositeĀ  ,Ā  colorĀ  drainedĀ  .Ā Ā 
ā€œĀ  evanĀ  ā€“ā€“Ā  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  itā€™sĀ  fineĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sheĀ  saidĀ  firmlyĀ  ,Ā  ā€œĀ  itā€™sĀ  probablyĀ  notĀ  trueĀ  .Ā  justĀ  likeĀ  tā€™eĀ  restĀ  ofĀ  itĀ  isnā€™tĀ  trueĀ  .Ā  ā€
herĀ  voiceĀ  soundedĀ  distantĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  andĀ  sheĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  sureĀ  ifĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ  convinceĀ  islaĀ  orĀ  HERSELFĀ  .Ā  clearingĀ  herĀ  throatĀ  againĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  setĀ  theĀ  toyĀ  backĀ  downĀ  onĀ  herĀ  deskĀ  andĀ  scootedĀ  towardsĀ  theĀ  computerĀ  .Ā Ā 
ā€œĀ  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  workĀ  toĀ  doĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sheĀ  saidĀ  quietlyĀ  ,Ā  gettingĀ  backĀ  toĀ  theĀ  monitorĀ  .Ā  thoughĀ  allĀ  sheĀ  wantedĀ  toĀ  doĀ  wasĀ  goĀ  homeĀ  .Ā  howĀ  manyĀ  moreĀ  peopleĀ  thoughtĀ  thatĀ  sheĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  GOODĀ  ENOUGHĀ  forĀ  kieranĀ  ?Ā  howĀ  manyĀ  peopleĀ  thoughtĀ  someoneĀ  likeĀ  bexĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  betterĀ  fitĀ  ?Ā  howĀ  longĀ  wouldĀ  itĀ  takeĀ  forĀ  theĀ  suggestionĀ  toĀ  becomeĀ  potentĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  theĀ  peopleĀ  whoĀ  KNEWĀ  themĀ  questionĀ  itĀ  asĀ  wellĀ  ?Ā  andĀ  ifĀ  kieranĀ  hadĀ  walkedĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  anĀ  intervā€‹ā€‹iewĀ  ,Ā  WHYĀ  hadnā€™tĀ  heĀ  toldĀ  herĀ  ?Ā Ā 
sheĀ  glancedĀ  downĀ  atĀ  herĀ  ownĀ  phoneĀ  screenĀ  ,Ā  hopingĀ  thatĀ  maybeĀ  sheā€™dĀ  missedĀ  aĀ  textĀ  orĀ  aĀ  callĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  butĀ  allĀ  sheĀ  gotĀ  wasĀ  nothingĀ  .Ā  nothingĀ  butĀ  theĀ  wordsĀ  sheā€™dĀ  seenĀ  writtenĀ  downĀ  ,Ā  nowĀ  cementedĀ  inĀ  herĀ  mindĀ  :Ā  bexĀ  isĀ  simplyĀ  soĀ  muchĀ  betterĀ  forĀ  himĀ  .Ā  .Ā  .Ā  becauseĀ  SHEĀ  wasĀ  thereĀ  ,Ā  wrappedĀ  upĀ  inĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  worldĀ  heĀ  wasĀ  inĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  accessibleĀ  .Ā  immediateĀ  .Ā  beautifulĀ  .Ā Ā 
andĀ  evanĀ  wasĀ  stuckĀ  inĀ  londonĀ  withĀ  nothingĀ  butĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  wonderĀ  .
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BIRTHDAYS AND RINGS.
WHO: Jace Kingston ( @jace-m-kingston ) & Charlotte Hepburn, ft their children and family.
WHEN: Darla's 14th Birthday Party.
TW: None I could think of lmao.
JACE.
Jace just sat there with his chin in his hand. 14 years ago he became a father for the first time and right now he was watching the young women who made that all possible. ā€œIā€™ve done so much wrong in my life. Shut up, I have.ā€ He added looking over at his girlfriend friend. ā€œBut herā€¦.her Iā€™ve done right.ā€ He said watching Darla with her friends. Taking pictures of herself and her friends with her new phone which Jace finally let her have. It was her birthday after all, it was time she had a cell phone. He tapped his fingers on the table before shaking his head. ā€œ14ā€¦.fucking 14! How on earth did that fucking happen?ā€
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte sat beside her boyfriend as she kept an eye out on the little ones running around nearby but looked his way when he started to speak. the woman rested her hand on his back, rubbing it softly before smacking him lightly at this second comment. "i didn't say anything," she shushed him. she looked back the fourteen year old and recalled meeting her ten years ago as she was so small and still so sassy. "time flies on by doesn't it? i remember meeting her for the first time and my lord, she was so tiny. but yes, you have, my love," she leaned over to press a kiss against his cheek. "she's so big now, miss darla jean."
JACE.
ā€œYou were thinking it.ā€ He said looking at her with a smile. ā€œI remember that day. She said you were the prettiest woman ever.ā€ He chuckled before smirking at her. ā€œI guess she was right.ā€ He teased. Watching the teen with her friends he just shook his head. ā€œShe really is big now.ā€ Jace paused for a moment. ā€œShe just like you too ya know. Iā€™m glad she has a mum like you.ā€
CHARLOTTE.
ā€œmaybe,ā€ she teased him, leaning her chin on his shoulder looking at up at him. she hid her face in his shoulder as he spoke about darlaā€™s words about her when they first met. ā€œshe has my heart, you both do,ā€ she said softly to him, looking back at him. her eyes looked back to the darla and then back to jace. ā€œiā€™m so blessed to have her in my life, honestly. i love her so much. thatā€™s my girl, thatā€™s my daughter,ā€ she sighed dreamily looking back to darla. ā€œshe may not be biologically mine but i love her like she is and blood doesnā€™t matter.ā€
JACE.
ā€œWell no one thinks she biology mine. Have you seen us?ā€ He laughed shaking his head. There was countless articles written about now Jace wasnā€™t her father but he brushed them all off. ā€œWe can change that, ya know? Legally I mean. When I was in rehab I signed right over to you temporarily but why donā€™t we make that permanent? Itā€™s one thing we donā€™t have to worry about when get married.ā€ He said speaking like a wedding was planned to happen in a few months from now
CHARLOTTE.
ā€œwell, yeah but then you get to know her and thatā€™s all kingston genes for you,ā€ she giggled out lightly. she never understood how people could write such horrible things about darla and jace throughout the years. media and the people were always talking but none of it mattered. charlotte looked up at him as he spoke up about her fully on adopting darla and leo. then when he brought up their wedding, she smiled softly and kindly at him. ā€œi would love that,ā€ she hummed, placing her hand on his cheek and pressed a kiss against his lips. ā€œmarriage huh?ā€ she teased him, leaning her head back on his shoulder.
JACE.
ā€œOh sheā€™s mine when she opens her mouth for sure. But looksā€¦..ā€ he shook his head with a chuckle. ā€œYeah? I can get that paperwork started soon. Iā€™m sure Darla will ask why it took this long.ā€ Jaceā€™s eyes rolled before he leaned into the kiss. ā€œYeah. Weā€™re getting married, you know this.ā€ He said pulling out his vape. He didnā€™t smoke his cigarettes around the kids. ā€œI mean I have this with all the time.ā€ Jace pulled out a ring box but kept I closed. ā€œJust in case the moment ever feels right becauseā€¦.well you know me. I donā€™t think I just do.ā€ He put the box back in his pocket and took a drag from his vape as he looked at her. ā€œYou canā€™t have it yet. Being an ass is still part of my DNA, ya know.ā€
CHARLOTTE.
"she is beautiful. people always want to create drama for their own amusement but she is all you, my love," she told him, looking back to see darla with her friends. it made her so happy to see her so happy with her girls and taking selfies and doing their dances. "oi, i could already hear her already," she laughed softly. "oh, maybe we can do something cute to announce it to the kids or something," she said dreamily as she started to think of all these ways to make it memorable for them all. the woman snapped out of her mind as she heard his voice along with the words. "of course, i'm just waiting on the ring," lottie teased, she brought up her left hand and wiggled her freshly new painted fingernails. "wait - you do?" she turned her head at his next words to see the ring box in his hands, her hand dropped back down. "you wouldn't be jace if you don't just do it," she smiled sweetly at him. the blonde pressed her lips together, shaking her head then released her lips with a full smile and giggle. "i wouldn't have it any other way."
JACE.
He blows out the strawberry flavor smoke before smirking. ā€œOkay Iā€™ll make one promise. Iā€™ll make sure your nails are done before I ask. Because I know the gram has to have that perfect picture.ā€ He said jokingly holding out his hand before smirking. ā€œItā€™ll happen. I donā€™t know when. You donā€™t know when. Be a fucking surprise for everyone. Iā€™m just gonna find myself on the ground one of these days.ā€ He took another drag from the vape and shrugged. ā€œYeahā€¦.your weird. Most women would be pissed at what I just did.ā€
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte laughed out and nodded her head. "sounds like a promise to me, mr. kingston. i mean, you're not wrong. have you seen my instagram? everything is perfect." she was a perfectionist when it came to certain things. her insta didn't have a theme but she always wanted to make things look so pretty and eye capturing. "i mean, that's the whole point of proposing, it's all a surprise. i'm still going to cry when it happens," she laughed once more before looking back to him. "how am i weird? i mean, i know it's coming so there isn't a reason to be mad about it. you said it yourself, you're waiting on the right time to get down on one knee. i am perfectly happily right now with you and our babies," she hummed out, running her fingers through his hair and smiled at him. "how many times have i told you? i'm not like other women." she kissed his cheek.
JACE.
Jace made a face. ā€œBe-ā€œ he pulled the box out of his pocket again, blowing his cloud out of his mouth. ā€œBecause I did this.ā€ He said leaving the box on the table as he turned to her more. ā€œAnd you didnā€™t even bat an eyeā€¦ā€¦.Darling thatā€™s weird.ā€ He said. ā€œLike that little box should be driving you mad and ya telling me it doesnā€™t?ā€
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte couldnā€™t help but scoot over when he turned to face her and she was able to face him more. she shrugged her shoulders lightly. ā€œi mean, yeah, iā€™m curious to see what it looks like so yeah a bit,ā€ she said truthfully. ā€œbut thatā€™s just me because you know how i am with jewelry and everything. also you said it yourself, weā€™re getting married. one day.ā€ charlotte replied back to him, reaching over to pick up the ring box and taking his hand to put it back in his. ā€œyouā€™re just waiting on the right moment and i totally understand that.ā€ she brought his hand up to his lips and kissed it gently leaving her red lipstick on his skin before moving her hand with his towards his heart.
JACE.
He watched her for a moment, listening to her words before she put the box back in his hands. Jace looked over it before meeting her eyes through his long hair. ā€œMum! Dad! Can I set up a Instagram?ā€ Darla came bouncing over. When Jace gave her the iPhone there were rules. It wasnā€™t locked and they could go through it whenever and she had to ask about social media stuff before making an account or posting. Darla was a child who grew up in the spotlight and Jace was just worried what the Internet world could do to her.
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte offered jace a sweet and kind smile as he looked at her. ā€œi love you,ā€ she whispered to him. the blonde turned around to face darla as she bounced over and asked them about making an instagram. she kept her smile as she looked over to jace. there was a lot of trolls and mean people on the internet. plus darla was just like jace, she had those kingston genes and she wasnā€™t the one to bite her tongue. charlotte wanted to make sure that she was safe. she looked back to darla. ā€œi think we need to talk about it first, babe. how are you enjoying your party love?ā€ charlotte asked out, smiling up at her from her seat.
JACE.
ā€œOkay.ā€ She said let it go for now. She knew when to pick her battles. ā€œItā€™s so much fun!!! Weā€™re gonna go in the pool soon I think.ā€ She said looking over at her friends then back to them. Jace pushed his hair back and looked up at his oldest. ā€œWeā€™ll set up everything later tonight, yeah?ā€ He said simply as he spun the box around his hand
CHARLOTTE.
the blonde smiled up at the now fourteen-year-old and could feel her heart feel so full of love. ā€œiā€™m glad youā€™re having fun, babe. iā€™ll bring out the cake in about an hour or two, how does that sound?ā€ she giggled out before looking at jace as he said they would set up everything later for her and spun the box around in his hands. ā€œgo have fun, baby,ā€ lottie winked at her before turning back to jace. ā€œiā€™m so glad to see her having fun. plus the gram? sheā€™s gonna be over the moon.ā€ she hummed out excitedly. ā€œhow are you feeling, my love?ā€ the blonde asked her boyfriend with a gentle smile.
JACE.
ā€œOkay! That sounds great.ā€ She said happily before looking at her father for a moment. She smiled and kissed his cheek before going back to her friends. Jace watched her before looking back at his girlfriend. ā€œYeah. Fine.ā€ He said taking a hit for his vape. ā€œJust thinking.ā€ He said blowing his cloud out
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte watched the two before her and her heart swelled. it was clear to see how much the two were so close, they had been through so much in their fourteen years together. ā€œdo you wanna talk about it, my love?ā€ she asked him gently.
JACE.
He slid the box back into his pocket. ā€œNah. Iā€™m fine love.ā€ He said before giving her a smile. ā€œHonestly. Just had a passing thought if now was the right time but meh. Moments passed.ā€ He said scooting out of his seat. ā€œI need a real smoke.ā€ Jace said pulling out a cigarette out from underneath her hair which was was sitting behind his ear. ā€œAlso I need a blood hair cut.ā€
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte nodded her head as she listened to him but paused as the other words slipped from his lips. but a smile took over her lips and leaned over to press a kiss against his lips. ā€œyouā€™ll know,ā€ she hummed before nodding her head. charlotte stood up, she wasnā€™t going to follow, she was going to make sure the kids were okay as they were now quiet. ā€œi think itā€™s sexy,ā€ she replies going over to run her fingers through his hair. ā€œi love it.ā€ she giggled out.
JACE.
ā€œYeah the moment passed.ā€ Jace hummed and shook his head. ā€œA trim at least.ā€ The man walked over to the gate and light up his cigarette before walking through to the front yard and taking a drag. His phone out as he sent Val a picture of Darla and her 14 balloons
CHARLOTTE.
ā€œhm, maybe,ā€ she teased him before winking at him then walking back towards the grass to find the babies. leo and caden were playing on the jungle gym while the girls were sitting on their small picnic table with some food. she went over and pushed the boys on the swings before they ran to the other playhouse then went over to sit near the girls. ā€œmum, yum!ā€ felicite fed lottie a chocolate cupcake. ā€œoh so yummy, baby girl. what about you jo? itā€™s so yummy?ā€ she asked sitting up and feeling her hand out some candy. ā€œthanks baby.ā€ she giggled out, leaning in to press kisses against their identical cheeks.
JACE.
Jace found himself sitting at the front seat. Blowing some smoke up into the air. He rolled back so the look up to the sky. Reaching into his pocket and pulled out the box again, this time popping it open. He looked at the ring. ā€œWhy didnā€™t you ask her?ā€
ā€œNot that easy, Darla.ā€ He sat up and snuffed out his cigarette.
ā€œWhatā€™s so hard about getting down and asking?ā€
ā€œA lotā€¦.trust me. A lot.ā€
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte stood up from her spot on the grass and fixed her sundress. ā€œiā€™m going to get the cake.ā€ she said out loud but mostly to herself. the woman noticed darla going to the front of the house, she wasnā€™t going to interrupt what was going on in the front yard. she got it out of the fridge and placed it on the counter then went to the front. she slowly opened the door and peeked her head out. she didnā€™t hear anything. ā€œhey my loves, i hope iā€™m not interrupting anything but you ready to sing happy birthday?ā€ she smiled softly at the two, pushing her blonde hair from her face.
JACE.
Darla rested her head in her hand as she looked at her father. ā€œScared?ā€
ā€œYeahā€¦.but no. Itā€™s justā€¦.I got mixed feelings about marriage itā€™s self. Like I said, thereā€™s a lot.ā€ He said closing the box and putting away before he heard the door open. They both smiled at the blonde, nodding before getting up from their place
CHARLOTTE.
the woman opened the door wider for the two to come back into the house for the cake. "we picked up your favorite cake, babe," she smiled, wrapping her arm around darla and walked towards the kitchen. "i am still not over the fact that you're fourteen," the blonde playfully squeezed her in a hug. "i'll bring it outside, let's go sing," she playfully sang out herself before removing her arm to grab a lighter from the drawer and lit up the two candles on the cake, one was a one and the other one was a four. once darla was outside with her friends and siblings, the blonde looked over to her long haired boyfriend. "do you want to carry it my love?" lottie asked her boyfriend smiling over at him. "i think it'll mean a lot to her."
JACE.
Stepping aside into the bathroom he grabbed a headband to push his hair back before he grabbed his guitar and put it on his back. ā€œSure, love.ā€ Jace slid the cake into his hands. Looking over the cake before glancing over at the blonde. ā€œI feel like itā€™s like her first birthday all over again.ā€ The male hummed as he walked outside with the cake in his arms and set it down
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte smiled softly as jace picked up the cake, she walked ahead of him to open the door for him and let out a small hum of her own. "oh no, i'm going to cry. first birthdays always get me teary eyed," she closed the door behind her. "let's sing!" she called out, watching the youngest kids run over and climbed onto the table along with darla and her friends. "one, two, three - happy birthday to you," she sang out softly along with everyone. "happy birthday dear darla," she smiled then clapped her hands when she blew out the candles. soon enough, the woman cut the cake and handed it out to those who wanted one and held up a plate to jace. "cake?" she smiled at him.
JACE.
Once he set the cake down he started playing along with everyoneā€™s singing. He smiled at them all gathered around and singing. It made him happy to see her so happy with everyone around. Once the candles were out he kept strumming along. Scrunching his nose at the cake offer. ā€œIā€™m not big on sugar.ā€ He hummed as he just played a tune
CHARLOTTE.
"okay, baby," she nodded her head before setting the plate back down onto the table. she watched the kids and went to sit down beside the twins. "bath time is gonna be a mission tonight," she chuckled out, seeing the younger sibling's faces filled with frosting. shortly after, the cake was nearly gone and everyone was back to doing their own things. "what are you strumming over there?" charlotte giggled over at her boyfriend, picking up some plates.
JACE.
He took a seat on top of the table as he played. ā€œNothing. Just been a while.ā€ He said strumming a long. ā€œDarla asked me to play this morning. She told me her birthday wish was gonna be for me not to retire.ā€ Jace said plucking at the strings.
CHARLOTTE.
the blonde set down the plates near the other table before going over and sitting down by his legs. she rested her head on her hand while she watched him, listening to the strum of the strings of guitar. "really? and what are your thoughts on that?" she questioned him. they had bickered before about his music. truthfully, charlotte never lied when she told him that she loved the sound of his voice. his album is amazing, as well as his time in one direction. if anyone noticed how charlotte looked at him, she had hearts in her eyes.
JACE.
He let out a sigh and set the guitar aside. Lacing his hands together as he rested on his knees. Watching his kids. ā€œHome life is not her normal.ā€ He said. ā€œShe known tour. Bus to hotels to flights across the world.ā€ He started. ā€œThatā€™s the life I gave her from the start. When I told her I was done signing her first words were why are you ruining the life I knowā€¦.ā€ He chuckled slightly shaking his head. ā€œShe was 12 then and Iā€™ve never been so hurt by 12 years old that much in my whole life. But time passed, she understands now why I wanted to stop but she still wants that life back.ā€ Jace looked over at his girlfriend for a moment. ā€œNow that Iā€™m helping her with her singingā€¦ā€¦guess I see why I do love it so muchā€¦.ā€
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte watched jace from her seat as he spoke about his and darla's life on tour. it was true though, she had been around the two for a few years and she always admired how jace handle fatherhood from as a young teenager, being in the most famous boyband, and traveling around the world. it's hard to adjust to a normal life after being in the spotlight all of your life. "she is a very smart girl," lottie commented looking over to the teenager swimming around with her friends then back to her boyfriend above her. "very talented too but i know where she gets it from," she smiled up at him. "it's a kingston thing," giggled the woman.
JACE.
ā€œYeahā€¦.and she doesnā€™t want thatā€¦.but then the others, thatā€™s all they know.ā€ He said looking over at the younger kids who were loving life with his sisters who had come over for a month long visit. ā€œI donā€™t know what Iā€™m gonna do. Maybe going back to singing would be good? But it brought so much pain and trouble with it.ā€ Jace looked over a Lottie. ā€œWell youā€™r a Kingston too so you would know all about it.ā€ He smiled as he picked up her and gave it a kiss before holding it in his own
CHARLOTTE.
the blonde nodded her head while she listened. she had no idea what kind of path the kids were going to pick when they got older but she knew that jace and herself had tons of advice about the music industry. it's what they were growing up in with both of their parents. "if you do decide to go back into music then we can take it one step at a time. there is always going to be tough times but whatever it is, we can get through it, we always do," charlotte offered her boyfriend a caring but kind smile. her smile grew at the sound of his words, the sight and feeling of him picking up her hand and kissing it. "i love you," she hummed up at him, her eyes set on his.
JACE.
ā€œYeah weā€™ll figure it out one way or another.ā€ Jace let his thumb run over her hand for a moment. ā€œI love you too, darling.ā€ Jace meet her eye and place a kiss to her lips, giving her hand a squeeze as he did. He put her hand back in her lap as he got up and took a hit from his vape. ā€œBut! If music doesnā€™t work out. Maybe a magician.ā€ Jace looked over his shoulder as he stood by the pool and popped open the ring box. ā€œYou should check your hand.ā€ He smirked as he blew out his smoke.
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte nodded her head in response. she did love his album that he put out last year, all of the songs on that album made her happy to hear his voice again after such a long time. itā€™s quite honestly all she listened to while he was in rehab. the blonde smiled sweetly as she watched him but took her eyes off of him when she heard screams coming from the other side but it was only caden who was playing with his siblings. ā€œwhat?ā€ she turned back to look at him and lifted her left hand up to see the ring on her finger. the femmeā€™s heart started to race as she noticed how beautiful it was. her eyes swelled up instantly, her free hand covered her mouth, noticing the ring box in his hand was empty and stood up from her spot on the picnic table. ā€œjace,ā€ gasped out the woman. when he told her that the moment passed earlier, she wasnā€™t sure when it was going to happen but now it was on her hand. the woman wrapped her arms around him and cried. ā€œa thousand time yes!ā€ the woman cupped his face and kissed him on the lips.
JACE.
Jace just watched over his shoulder at her reaction. Itā€™s what he expected from her. The crying, the screaming, the pure excitement. He smiled into the kiss before laughing. ā€œI didnā€™t ask.ā€ Jace took her hand and looked at in. ā€œI mean I knew the fucking answer since we just talked about this 30 minutes ago. This wasnā€™t exactly a question I needed an answer to.ā€
CHARLOTTE.
charlotte couldnā€™t help but wipe her eyes, attempting not to mess up her makeup. thatā€™s how she was, she had to look good in everything and anything that she was doing in her life. the blonde shook her head with a small laugh coming from her lips. ā€œyeah, i know but look! itā€™s on my hand,ā€ she wiggled around as a happy dance. ā€œeither was 30 minutes ago to a few months ago, my answer will always be yes.ā€ she said with a soft smile on her lips.
JACE.
He smiled at her, laughing. ā€œI know. I put it there.ā€ Jace hummed as he dried her face. ā€œYour gonna get married. Youā€™re gonna have a big wedding. With your girls by your side.ā€ He hummed happily. ā€œWhich reminds meā€¦ā€ he took in a breath. ā€œWEā€™RE GETTING MARRIED!!!ā€ Jace yelled happily before smirking down at her. ā€œAnd Iā€™m not sorry.ā€ Quickly he picked her up and tossed her into the pool.
CHARLOTTE.
the blonde femme smiled up at her now fiancĆ©. this was actually happening, they were going to get married and be husband and wife. when jace used to tell her back in the day that he was never going to get married, the idea was pushed far from her mind to begin with. she was scared anyways but now she felt more relaxed, she was truly happy with the life they are building together. ā€œyou too, youā€™re going to get married,ā€ she giggled up at him, wrapping her arms around his neck, playing with the ends of his long brown hair. charlotte let out a laugh as he yelled it out and watched as everyone stopped what they were doing and cheered them on. she tilted her head to the side in confusion before being tossed in the pool. ā€œjace!ā€ she screamed as her body hit the warm water and she swam up, pushing her blonde hair from her face but was met with darla wrapping her arms around her.
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annppl3juice Ā· 5 years ago
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Itā€™s a MatchĀ ā¤ Kirishima x Reader
A/N: Gosh, this is my first time posting something here and I'm so nervous aaaaAAAAAAAA
This is part of a linear story in which the prompts mold the storyline, Iā€™m writing for many others too but not all of them are finished.
Prompt: How did you meet?
Gender Neutral Reader
Hero College AU
Characters are in College so theyā€™re obviously aged up
It all started as a joke, for both of you.Ā 
Charlotte, your sister, convinced you to try a dating app whilst you guys were still in Japan. She insisted that you should meet cute guys or gals there, after all, it's not always that you get the chance to have a fling in a foreign country. You looked anxiously at the screen, regretting taking such a big risk, so many dating app stories that end wrong. "Kirishima Eijiro" was the name. The boy has reddish hair and same color eyes, with a thin face and muscular body, it was unexpected that your first match would be such a handsome one.
"OOoooh! He's a snacc!" Your sister thrilled, taking the phone from your hand and going through all the pictures, while making approval or denial noises. "Almost makes me not wanna return to Korea. Catch him!" Another reason not to go through with it, you'd be back in Korea in 3 months, with no time for anything serious. Sure, the whole idea was to have a hookup, but you were more of a hopeless romantic.
"I dunno about this, Charl," you said, looking down with insecurity. Your sister wasn't having any of this, she wanted to see you in a relationship and right now. Being 20 years old and never even kissed was a sin to Charlotte.Ā ā€œItā€™s dangerous.ā€
"Yup, but consider: 6 pack!" She pushed the phone too close to your face, with a zoomed picture of the boy's tummy, which she had drawn several hearts around. Your sister has always been more likely to throw herself into situations, more prone to act with her heart and take risks, you, on the other hand, are a thinker.
"Oh right, he can be a fake who kidnaps people, but at least you will have a view of those ripped muscles while he points a gun at me, " you took the phone from her hand, putting on the bedside table. "Mom doesn't even know about it, it's dangerous!" She didn't seem to care, on the contrary, rolled her eyes and growled in annoyance.
"We're like on our 20's you know that, right?" She gave you a look, and besides being right the only reason you survived all those year was preventing Charlotte from acting dumbly. "For a climber, you're such a chicken! Bok, Bok, Thot!" you cringed with fright as she abruptly jumped out of the bed, and started to chicken dance. "Bok, Bok, Bok!"
"And you're so childish, Charlotte," you sighed looking at the phone. You thought that it is true he's handsome, even too much to take an interest in someone like you, maybe he swiped wrong or something like that. Your eyes went from sad to surprised upon hearing the message notification. Charlotte stopped and watched every one of your moves as you unlocked the phone. The text was indeed from him.
"OoOOoh, is it him?" Charlotte asked, Immediately rushing to your side in order to see the messages, the impact almost made you knock the phone down.
"Charlotte!" you scolded her, but she just giggled and quickly took the phone from your hand. Your phone, might I add.
ā†¬ Kirishima: Hey!
ā†¬ Kirishima: You're a fox ;)!
"What a turn-off," Charl stared at you, her smile immediately disappeared and brows snapped together, in an exaggerated display of annoyance. "Bro, who says 'you're a fox' anymore?" she huffed, certainly disappointed that the dream boy was just another Internet pervert.
"See, handsome guys are either weird or perverted! Let's just uninstall this app and..." she wouldn't let you finish, interrupting you by shoving the phone back in your hand.
"Nah way! Let's play along, say you wanna lick him!" the look on her face was almost wicked and you sighed upon hearing your sister's foolish schemes, this was not the way you expected to spend your Friday night. "And send an 'owo' too!"
"Why do I even..."The notification noise caught your attention, and your sister seemed more uninterested now that he started talking, not even looking. "He sent more messages." She snickered.
"If it's a dick pic, send it to me and then block him!" Charl grabbed her phone and laid down, opening her mouth with the tip of the tongue showing for the camera; presumably to publish the picture on some social media with a silly description that would cheer up her 8,000 followers. You felt like an elder every time your sister was traveling to the futility and vanity of the web, where everything looks better than it is, including the guy you were talking to.
"CHARLOTTE!" you scolded her, but she just ignored it and kept taking more provocative pictures.
ā†¬ Kirishima: Hey...I'm so sorry my bud stole my phone!
ā†¬ Kirishima: plz don't get offended that was so not-manly
Your expression soothed at the sight of the text, but still suspicious that it could only be a quick recovery.
ā†« You: It's fine
ā†« You: Tbh I installed this cos my sis begged lol
ā†¬ Kirishima: Same
ā†¬ Kirishima: I mean almost my buds dared me
He sent a selfie, in which he was on the front with a smile and a sign of peace, on his side there was a blond boy with spiked hair sleeping on a couch, while another one with black hair and a strange shape on his elbows was drawing things on him. Another blond boy - this one with longer hair and a black lightning-shaped streak on it - also holding a marker, but posing for the picture. On the floor there was a girl, with black hair and what looked like headphone plugs as part of her ear, she was on the phone ignoring everything around her. Finally a girl with pink hair taking a picture of the scribbled boy, with a broad smile on her face.
You couldn't resist smiling, it was nice to see so many people enjoying each other. Since you had to move so much, your only friend has always been Charlotte.
"You're taking too long, so I assume it's not a dick pic," she approached to look at the phone, you could see the girl's expression light up again when she saw the picture. "So he's not a fake! Ask him if his friends have a 6 pack too! Ooooh maybe one of them has an 8!" she thrilled.
"You are incorrigible," you rolled your eyes but proceeded to fulfill her request.
ā†¬ Kirishima: My friend asked if your sister's cute
ā†« You: My sis asked if ur mates have abs
ā†« You: Oh
ā†¬ Kirishima: Oh
ā†¬ Kirishima: LMAO
You and Charlotte jumped on hearing the door being unlocked, your mother wasn't supposed to arrive until later. Charlotte eyes widened and you started typing at a pace that could win a competition.
ā†« You: shit! my mom s hom, ttyl.
Kirishima: BUT U DIDN ANSWER IF UR SISTER IS CUTE! - Denki (His nicer friend)
That message was the last thing you saw before you turning your phone off and hiding it under a pillow. Not even the divine forces could prevent the 2 hours scold if your mother knew you were using that kind of app. You managed to act natural when she showed up at the door, but Charlotte froze. You cursed under your breath at recalling what a bad actress your sister is, and thank God being a model didn't require it, otherwise, she would have been fired ages ago.
"Hey, kids, the meeting was canceled...did you behave while I was gone?" your mother asked, throwing herself on the bed with the two of you. "Ouch, my back hurts."
"Well, Charlotte kept begging for candy and stuff, but other than that...and to think she is the oldest." You grinned at both, but eyes fixed on your sister, sending a warning so she wouldn't screw it up.
"T--Totes, momis!"
Even though she stuttered your mother didn't seem to suspect a thing, you sighed mentally, " How about we watch a movie?" [More on the next prompt scenario]
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lorelaisgilmoresarchive-blog Ā· 7 years ago
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- Ģ—Ģ€ ā where they at now !!
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a list from royalty - 1 x 1 ( because iā€™m bored and instead of doing my homework... i want to do this. ) anyway @ me hoooes LETS PLOT
royalty:
victor gabriel bartolome ( douglas booth )Ā ā€” king of spain, doting father of a perfect little girl, whoā€™s going to be queen someday. focusing on the new world, bc LAND TO CONQUER he wants to live up to his momma tbh. currently sharing his wife with his best friend because he died that one time itā€™s #complicated.
elizabeth penelope adair * nee of kent * ( adelaide kane ) ā€” princess of england, duchess of kent & many more, eternally pregnant will probably die pregnant. married and stupid in love... literally making heart eyes at her husband from across the hall her family thinks itā€™s disgusting. if you canā€™t find her sheā€™s having sex. mother of many children and cats. currently crying about donna, being fat and yellow lemons.Ā 
sofia fatima adair * nee de andrade * ( selena gomez )Ā ā€” princess of england, duchess of whatever her husband owns lmao, eloped because she and her husband have a sense of adventure.Ā  working on the marriage thing and dealing with the fact that hubs has *wiggles eyebrows* past. ignoring her best friend bc she married french. thinks the king of england is god, prays to him daily and she steals all the flan in order to make elizabeth cry
maximiliano de andrade ( chace crawford )Ā ā€” royal duke of burgundy, right hand of the spanish king, little brother who acts like the eldest. constantly worried about his sisters and brother. he married vgā€™s wife once because he died. currently figuring out how the sex works #lovetriangles
gabriel de andrade ( gregg sulkin )Ā ā€” royal duke of ( what duchy was anneā€™s? lmfao ), married to the eternal bane of his existence he calls her hades for short. some people call her a princess but he thinks thatā€™s a lie. they fight 24/7 but they are also in love 24/7. he built her a castle because they are little dicks that want to be alone, donā€™t try to find them they are always on vacation. annoyed at his family, and currently making friends in france, ( only one who went to annieā€™s wedding tbh. ) while working on the having kids thing.
beatriz de andrade ( maia mitchell )Ā ā€” royal duchess of burgundy, no one knows she exists tbh. in fact sheā€™s a myth because sheā€™s always inside and her face is always hiding behind a book. does she talk? does she eat? nobody knows.Ā 
dimitri fontaine iv ( bradley james )Ā ā€” the vegan king of france, grew up a bastard until his father married his mom and legitimized him. not prepared to be king, noblest heart and heā€™s trying his best. loves his sisters more than life, ( heā€™s the face, they the brains tbh. ) newly wed and he still canā€™t believe it. completely devoted to his wife, itā€™s why france only eats meat when guest come to court. working on his countryā€™s image and trying to open doors in other countries. also itā€™s france, let them eat cake!
gabrielle fontaine ( sophie turner )Ā ā€” princess of france & duchess of bourbon, cooky inventor and military genius all she aspires in life is to lead an army. proficient in weaponry and other things v. educated, will stare down generals just about every day of the week. extremely proud of france and her siblings ( they are her life ) not entirely happy with the idea of outsiders even if she knows itā€™s necessary. currently refusing to accept any marriage proposals because sheā€™s an independent princess who needs no man. ( rich can call her tho )Ā 
fairwood:
alexandra sophia ford ( dove cameron ) ā€” jason fordā€™s favorite little sister ( she the only one, but she uses the title anyway ) literally pulled out of a disney fairy-tale with a prince to match. sheā€™s v. in love ( first loves and all that ) experiencing the magic of sex before marriage for the first time while trying that whole long distance thing because she attends college at yale. her niece and nephew are the most important, she has bought out every toy store on the east coast.Ā  currently ignoring her parents and student responsibilities bc english dick.
riley daphne moore ( katie stevens )Ā ā€” crazy cupcake lady and momma bear. sheā€™s all about protecting the kiddos, and will more often than not attempt to feed them cupcakes. owner of queen of tarts and in love with the grumpy diner owner... whoā€™s heart she broke because sheā€™s leaving. bakery in the works of becoming a franchise, but sheā€™s currently v. sad. so itā€™s been closed and people think she died.Ā 
gemma allegra ford * nee rhodes * ( amber heard )Ā ā€” boss lady. ready to rule the world, a queen of an empire and a wife. she fell in love with her husband without wanting to so sheā€™s in a constant state of discovering emotions. ( tbh she wants a refund, she hella lost lmao. ) donā€™t breathe near her kit, sheā€™ll eat you. that girl is the other half of the heart she didnā€™t even know she had. dealing with the school teacherā€™s ever annoying presence and coming to terms with the fact that she might have to share her husband for the rest of her life. oh + sheā€™s plotting to kill the village idiot on a now regular basis... &. yes she means finn.Ā 
finnley gray ( richard madden )Ā ā€” resident village idiot, ex trust fund brat who gave it up bc he has a passion for literature and teaching. a best selling author heā€™s still rich but like not at his familyā€™s level ya feel? the best best friend youā€™ll ever have, just ask his. neurotic, donā€™t look at the mini meā€™s bc heā€™ll eat you. currently sexing it up with his ex fiance... the lady at the bar while in love with a brunette at least he thinks he is. man whore who wonā€™t ever change or will he? dunno donā€™t ask me... he should be in jail heā€™s mr. fitz
athena margaret pearce ( carlson young )Ā ā€” ex wild child who is now in a committed relationship with her best friend. theaā€™s had a dramatic year, you know going from slutting it up with everything that moves to falling in love with the one person sheā€™s known her entire life. people canā€™t believe that itā€™s her tbh. basically sheā€™s v. gay for her bff... + donā€™t breathe in cassieā€™s direction because sheā€™ll STILL eat you.
james cunningham ( grant gustin )Ā ā€” still summerā€™s life partner, ubber nerd. he got into all the ivy leagues but he decided on MIT. heā€™s best friends with satan, and he still does her homework so heā€™s basically double majoring. never got his bike back from fish and heā€™s still mad about it lmao. oh and he still donā€™t know what flirting is.Ā 
tree hill:
natalie evans ( virginia gardner )Ā ā€” jailbait, sixteen... and completely and totally her fatherā€™s twin. thatā€™s the reason clay wonā€™t forget her. pain in the ass to her eldest brother, secretly into music. trying to be a touch bitch but she really just want to sign the toaster strudel song. she shares everything with sawyer, from food to boys.. theyā€™ll share the clap one day and call it boding. currently still crushing on chris k jr... but he refuses to take her seriously. he still her boing thoo.
james lucas scott ( luke mitchell )Ā ā€” golden boy, future NBA star like his daddy. mommaā€™s boy, going to school and shooting hoops thatā€™s his life. he does what heā€™s supposed to when heā€™s supposed to because thatā€™s whatā€™s expected of him. heā€™s gotta learn to live a little and he really needs to put on his big boy pants and ask madison out again. fighting his little sister 24/7 because she drives him insane and a man can only take so much.
andrew chase adams ( matthew daddario )Ā ā€” hates everyone and everything... broods 24/7. only reason he ever goes anywhere is to keep an eye on his little sister.Ā 
davis baker ( daniel sharman )Ā ā€” the smart baker, total nerd... collects action figures and is totally into the superhero thing. loves his cousin sawyer like a sister... and has a crush on laney but heā€™s afraid to talk to her so he hides from her. she thinks he hates her, but he just donā€™t know how to talk to a girl.
dionne taylor ( candice patton )Ā ā€” girl genius, 1000% woke, sheā€™s cultured bc she has a mixed family she knows how white people live too. no one ever knows what sheā€™s talking about except her brother bc they are basically both jimmy neutron.Ā 
ayto:Ā 
bailey anderson ( adelaide kane )Ā ā€” resident southern nut job, a man eater at least thatā€™s her label but tbh itā€™s more like a people eater bc sheā€™s gonna steal someoneā€™s girl. fun and adventurous, basically an alcoholic with loads and loads of intimacy issues. she wants to win the million dollars
fitzgeraldĀ ā€˜ fitzĀ ā€˜ matthews ( matthew daddario )Ā ā€” friendzoned, doesnā€™t know how to tell a girl he likes, that he likes her so itā€™s just so ???? needs someone to set him straight and he needs to find love.. he donā€™t cur about the 1 mil.
suburbs:
lena harris ( zoey deutch ) ā€” her ex came to pick up their daughter... they had mind blowing sex and tbh thatā€™s STILL what they are doing. she lives and breathes for her daughter tho... basically everyone knows that she and aaron are still in love with each other except thai lmao.
william preston collier ii ( joshua bowman ) ā€” ceo, is cleaning up his dadā€™s mess of a company. christian vasquezā€™s business partner... and in love with lissa. did he leave lily yet? is he going to? idK where we at here.Ā 
holly rose fisher ( danielle campbell ) ā€” still throwing phones at christianā€™s head. the ER knows them by first name by now.
oliver paige ( aaron taylor johnson ) ā€” marrying and divorcing bobbi... if he married heā€™s the happiest in the world and totally in love. if he divorced heā€™ll be tellingĀ ā€˜ how i found out my wife was satan storiesĀ ā€˜ to anyone who is willing to listen. rich af, spending his trust fund and hasnā€™t worked a day in his life bc #lazy
charlotte vasquez * nee moore * ( ashley benson ) ā€” married mr. vasquez, she is christianā€™s step mom. a lady of leisure.. spending her millions and looking fab while doing it.
forties:
alexandra frederick * nee garroway * ( danielle campbell ) ā€” 1/2 of the bitter squirt squad. was married to a fat head and they had a daughter who is three years old. her name is alison vivianne frederick ( sabrina carpenter fc. ) bobby died a year ago, sheā€™s still angry about it and tbh avoids talking about hubs because sheā€™s pissed as f at him for dying. his hero flag? itā€™s rotting away in her closet and she might burn it at some point bc sheā€™s insane. still has 10 dogs, lives with ruby now... and rubes is the only person she talks to... you know outside of her brother ( cause she canā€™t make nathan scared of her... she tried tho )
theodore ā€˜ teddy ā€˜ gallagher ( nathaniel buzolic ) ā€” went back to the air-force after you know that whole we blew up a house Ā fiasco... so he got his wings back... did more things for his country and heā€™s had enough of war to last him a life time so when he was given the chance to leave he did. he got real involved with helping soldiers with ptsd and he runs a center for it now. idiot is in love with juliette, told her on new years she said thank you and now heā€™s just like ???? still sticks around tho bc like thatā€™s his crazy ya feel?
roxanne luz * nee wade * ( amber heard ) ā€” cougar, met the love of her life at a bar... went on a few dates and then married her man in a foreign country... not even sure itā€™s legal but whatvs. they had a kid... his name is bacon. bat shit crazy, while being a hippie is a new concept and sheā€™s working on it. always traveling the world and seeing exotic places. sends everyone post cards. only comes back to see her spice... aka juliette bc crazy bitches gotta tough it out together.Ā 
panthers:Ā 
lyra hahaway ( lily collins )Ā ā€” at yale, no longer the virgin mary... because she and the bf did the sex. she had a blast, doesnā€™t remember what purity means. still the blakes #1 fan. visits texas to see them all the time, and is the best god mother anyone will ever meet. oh and she stalked jeremy from a bush once sheā€™s not allowed to hang out with tizi because of it.
samuel calhoun ( grant gustin )Ā ā€” moved to california, is at UCLA...still getting knives and anything thatā€™s dangerous thrown his way. dating laura bc he has a death wish, and heā€™s working while getting his degree and taking care of his younger siblings bc their mom is in a psychiatric wingĀ 
ophelia ferro ( nina dobrev )Ā ā€” FBI, she and cj havenā€™t seen each other in years bc heā€™s now wanted ( idk that was the plot. ) still hates dillon... matty still mad at her about the drake joke. sheā€™s in a committed relationship with her gun.Ā 
southern:Ā 
amelia nichols ( lily james )Ā ā€” gave a cowboy a lap dance, then had sex in his car... gave him another lap dance on new years eve and almost killed him bc of it. her dad wants her to go back to the city so she can keep working on her brilliant medical career, but her crush on said cowboy wonā€™t let her.
gale hawthorne ( richard madden )Ā ā€” modern southern hero who needs no princess, except he does in love with shawn but wonā€™t tell her bc she has her real prince charming. ( canā€™t even hate him bc heā€™s too good ) had a chicken named gabent and it died.. he and bentley had a funeral for it and the entire town came.
edward nichols ( max irons )Ā ā€” still has no idea that his wife? is it wife? wife to be? point is he still donā€™t know that she was married once before or who gale is. loves his twin sister mia and is basically in town bc shawn is there. also heā€™s that annoyingly nice guy in all the movies that you just canā€™t hate bc heā€™s too good.
1 x 1:Ā aka the jess verse basically
dr. josephine blake ( karen gillan ) || v.crimeĀ ā€” forensic anthropologist, woman genius... digging up bones and eternally taking out her sexual frustration by fighting her partner 24/7. she owns a v. big gun
dr. riley scott ( nina dobrev ) || v. hospitalĀ ā€” emotional mess, doesnā€™t know how to do relationships but she wanted to... and then she kissed the love of her life on new years and his wife showed up. sheā€™s currently bitter and mad at the world. oh and she pretends not to care about her kid sister but sheā€™ll eat you if you look at her.
caitlin sullivan ( adelaide kane ) || v. pride and prejudiceĀ ā€” grad student with a youtube channel dedicated to hating carter.Ā 
daniela echavarria ( selena gomez ) || v. hollywoodĀ ā€” married to the love of her life, is v. happy for now.
name to be decided ( matthew daddario ) || v. star warsĀ ā€” basically gonna be male leia... i will pick a name someday LMFAO.
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velteris Ā· 7 years ago
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indulge me
post-episode 3: Princess takes Angeā€™s treatment into her own hands.
(i started writing this on August 28th lmao)
Itā€™s been some time since sheā€™s seen so much blood, come to think of it.
She used to dance till she wore great red sores in the soles of her feet, until they got used to it and she stopped having to bandage before every ball. There were always the odd papercut incidents, too, and needle pricks when her attention drifted while embroidering. But she hasnā€™t even had the luxury of a skinned knee for years now. A princessā€™s body was meant to be admired, adorned, not active.
Which makes it quite the shock when Dorothy pulls up the car and she sees her own face covered in blood.
Beatrice is making distraught noises, dabbing at Angeā€™s face with scraps of parachute. Ange bears it in taut silence; her eyes dart to Princessā€™s once, then away, resting somewhere above Beatriceā€™s head.
Princess bites her tongue, swallows metal and worry and a name that canā€™t be spoken now. Dorothy rolls over her silence and takes the first words instead: ā€œWhat happened?ā€
ā€œBeatrice decided to stow away,ā€ says Ange as Beatrice bursts out, ā€œIt wonā€™t stop bleeding!ā€
Dorothy swings over the side of the car. Belatedly, Princess opens the ignored car door, but for some reason, her feet carry her to the edge of the blooming parachute and no farther.
ā€œHold your bangs back for me,ā€ Dorothy orders, suddenly sounding every inch of her age.
Ange obeys mutely. Dorothy slicks back a few bloody strands, fingers dyeing red, and inspects the sluggishly-bleeding head wound. She sighs and pronounces the verdict: ā€œDeep but small. Itā€™s probably only bleeding so much because of the sky-dive. Get in the car; we have bandages, but we can probably sew you up at base better.ā€
ā€œAnge,ā€ says Princess. Training straightens her back; instinct shivers down her arms. ā€œAre you alright?ā€
ā€œDonā€™t worry,ā€ says Ange. Her eyes are cloudy. Princess counts the minutes between the phone call and their arrival, multiplies it by drip rate, and comes to an uncomfortably high amount of blood loss. ā€œAll Black Lizard Planet natives bleed like this. Weā€™re fragile, you see.ā€
ā€œFragile my ass,ā€ says Dorothy. ā€œCome on, in you get. Beatrice, Princess, give me a hand with this parachute, itā€™s a dead giveaway.ā€
She spends the whole car ride planning, juggling what she knows of each of the other girlsā€™ personalities and responsibilities. Here is a talent sheā€™s cultivated over countless public appearances, sizing up her allies and enemies and in-betweens with three sentences and a well-placed smile, playing them against each other as best as she knows how.
So. To Dorothy, she says, ā€œYou must need to make your reports immediately. Please, allow us to take care of Angeā€™s wounds.ā€
Dorothy eyes her doubtfully. ā€œDo you know any first-aid?ā€
She knows swiping cut fingers along dusty windowsills instead of a bandage, and pouring filthy, salty water over a chimney-sweepā€™s soot burns, and conning passersby into buying useless tonics of unknown chemicals with a sweet smile for enough money to buy a bread loaf. ā€œIā€™m good at embroidery,ā€ she says instead. ā€œAnd Ange can instruct us, canā€™t she?ā€
To Beatrice, she says, ā€œBeato, would you mind letting us be? I know you donā€™t like the sight of blood.ā€
As expected, Beatrice blanches at the mere mention, but she lifts her chin stubbornly. ā€œI can help!ā€
Princess is so proud of her tiny follower. She also mentally apologises as she drops her voice from soft to severe and says, ā€œBeato. I also need to speak with Ange in private, to apologise for your behaviour today. Ange could have been seriously hurt by your reckless decision.ā€
It works, oh help her. Beatrice looks like a kicked puppy, but slinks off mumbling about preparing tea for them once theyā€™re finished. Princess promises herself to make amends later and soothe Beatriceā€™s guilt.
But itā€™s all worth it when, finally, she can say: ā€œCome here, Charlotte, put your head in my lap.ā€
Ange gives her an incredulous look. It doesnā€™t work as well when she only has one eye open. ā€œIā€™ll get blood all over your clothes.ā€
Princess draws a towel over her lap and looks at Ange expectantly. Angeā€™s cheeks go from wan to rose-tinged wan; her one eye darts off to the side.
ā€œBefore you bleed out, please,ā€ Princess says.
Ange obeys.
Itā€™s a slow, hesitant process, and Princess treasures every moment of it, of Ange closing the distance between them. She sits on the bed, smoothing wrinkles out self-consciously; scoots a little closer, then a little further, like a cautious animal. Princess waits.
Her legs swing up onto the bed, and she turns her back to Princess. Angeā€™s neck is speckled with soot and airship grime. So is her hair, and Princess wonders if she can convince Ange to let her wash her hair.
Ange leans back, and stops as a drop of blood hits the covers. She opens her mouth.
ā€œNo,ā€ says Princess, and cups one hand around the back of Angeā€™s head, puts the other hand on Angeā€™s sternum, and press-press-presses her down until her lap is full of grey hair and startled blue eyes.
(From this angle, Ange looks so young.)
Princessā€™s hand moves over her tools, selects thin cotton wipes and a small bowl of water. ā€œClose your eyes,ā€ she orders, and starts to clean Angeā€™s face.
Itā€™s not too deep a cut, but head wounds always bleed like one. It curves up along Angeā€™s hairline till whatever hit Ange presumably met Angeā€™s braid and stopped, and tapers off over Angeā€™s eyebrow at the other end. A little blood wells up sluggishly when the wipe passes over the cut. The skin around Angeā€™s eyes tighten, but she says nothing and makes no sound.
ā€œSorry,ā€ Princess whispers anyway - and at last, Ange makes eye contact.
ā€œItā€™s alright. Youā€™re doing fine.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re going to have to tell me what to do soon,ā€ she admits. ā€œI told Dorothy as much.ā€
With a concrete task, Ange relaxes. ā€œYouā€™ll need to stitch it. Dorothy gave you the first-aid kit? Good - give me an alcohol wipe while you sterilise the needle and threadā€¦ā€
Princess works in near silence, keyed to Angeā€™s instructions. She only hesitates once - right before the needle goes into the skin - until Ange takes a slightly deeper breath, and itā€™s interesting how they havenā€™t been reunited for more than a few days yet Princess already knows thatā€™s Ange for stop stalling. Then her hands fall into a familiar rhythm.
Thankfully, itā€™s only a few stitches. Eager to help though she may be, Princess doesnā€™t think she could have stood more than that minute of seeing Angeā€™s skin shudder under her hands, knowing that sheā€™s hurting Ange. Angeā€™s grim silence only makes it worse.
ā€œThere,ā€ she says lightly, trying not to show how shaken she was. ā€œI donā€™t think it was badly done, if I might say so.ā€
Ange pats carefully at the stitches and nods approval. Then itā€™s just one more sterilising wipe and the small bandage.
ā€œThank you,ā€ says Ange, peering up at her from her lap. Memory stabs through Princessā€™s heart; her face is sharper, the baby fat worn away, but Princess remembers seeing a little girl who carefully sticks a similar bandage onto her nose, grins at Princess, and runs off past the castle wallsā€¦
Princess smooths her thumb over the edges of Angeā€™s bandage. ā€œAnything for you,ā€ she murmurs.
This close, she can see Angeā€™s shoulders tense, her collarbones standing stark. Princess frowns and makes a meaningless soothing sound, carding her fingers through Angeā€™s bangs, trying to relax her.
ā€œThatā€™sā€¦ Iā€™m sorry,ā€ mutters Ange, trying to turn her head away. But Princess wonā€™t let her run - not after theyā€™ve finally found each other again. If she had to, she could make a guess at why thereā€™s guilt written into Angeā€™s thinned lips, even though her instincts tell her not to press yet.
All she says instead is, ā€œDonā€™t be,ā€ as she leans down. She presses a long kiss against Angeā€™s forehead, carefully clear of the bandage, like a benediction. Ange inhales sharply under her. Ignoring Angeā€™s renewed tension and her own racing pulse, Princess holds the kiss until they both settle into this unfamiliar marvel.
Angeā€™s smiling for the first time since that rooftop reunion when Princess pulls away. ā€œThis is new.ā€
ā€œIndulge me.ā€ Princess does it again, partly to see Angeā€™s eyebrows wrinkle cutely, partly just for the thrill. ā€œCan I help anywhere else?ā€
Angeā€™s eyes stay closed for a moment more before she breathes out and swings herself upright. Princess watches her go with a twinge of disappointment - till Ange turns around and offers up her left hand, like a parody of a dance request.
ā€œIā€™d usually take care of this myself,ā€ Ange admits. ā€œBut - since youā€™re offering, indulge meā€¦?ā€
The red satin of her gloveā€™s palm-side is mostly burnt away. In its stead, an angry red circle blooms on Angeā€™s palm, fanning out along her fingers. Blisters (thankfully small) trail the creases of the finger joints.
It takes Princess a moment to connect the dots. Angeā€™s right-handed, so she fires with her right, and the left isā€¦ ā€œThe C-ball?ā€
ā€œThey couldnā€™t quite work the kinks out of the prototype.ā€ Angeā€™s mouth twists; not quite a smile. ā€œNormally Iā€™m more careful than this, though.ā€
Princess takes the proffered hand and bends over it. Itā€™s a few delicate seconds as she works the gloveā€™s tattered remains off without aggravating the burn further. ā€œIā€™m afraid this is a little beyond my embroidery skills.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll make Control give me one with better padding next time.ā€ Ange plucks an antiseptic cream from the first aid kit. ā€œMake sure to cover it all; it would be bad if it scarred and we didnā€™t match anymore.ā€
Princess hums as she smears the cream liberally over Angeā€™s burns. ā€œIs that still necessary? Operation Changeling?ā€
ā€œItā€™s a good backup plan,ā€ says Ange. ā€œIf youā€™re ever in too much danger, I can still take your place. I donā€™t want you getting hurt.ā€
ā€œSays the one covered in scrapes,ā€ scolds Princess. Ange has the decency to look abashed as Princess finishes and wipes the excess cream carelessly onto the towel. Itā€™ll need a good cleaning anyway. ā€œAnywhere else, Charlotte? No - donā€™t give me that face, indulge me just a little more.ā€
Ange pats at her face, assessing the grazes on her nose, then at her ribs. ā€œNo - makeup can hide the rest. Thank you, Princess.ā€
Princess claps decisively. ā€œTime for a bath, then,ā€ she says cheerfully. ā€œMight I call Beatrice for her help?ā€
ā€œWh - is this going to be a joint operation?ā€
ā€œYour hair, at the very least. You canā€™t wash it well with only one hand.ā€ Princess doesnā€™t wheedle. She prefers ā€˜gently encouraging and persuasiveā€™.
Ange narrows her eyes at Princess, who affects her most innocent look. At last, she says grudgingly, ā€œNo Beatrice yet. Justā€¦ just you. Indulge me.ā€
And she thought sheā€™d never get to see that spoiled, petulant princess again.
ā€œGladly,ā€ says Princess, smiling uncontrollably as she goes to fill the bathtub.
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prettylittleliarsxxxx Ā· 7 years ago
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90 Thoughts I Had During 7x17Ā ā€œDriving Miss Crazyā€
Uhhhhhm. If youā€™re a shipper of the couple that gets engaged tonight....Iā€™d...Iā€™d avert your eyes. Everyone else, have fun
a minute of my life i canā€™t take back
why are we hearing about wesley all of a sudden lol
ariaā€™s red boots are fanfuckingtastic
*sigh* so she only wanted to punish him, she didnā€™t write it because she believed any of it. greaaaaat. what a shock
would high key love it if A.D. gave that report anyway tbh
like. literally rooting for A.D. to turn in the file lol
spemilyyyyyy <3
shut up peter nobody likes you
ohhhhh spencer baby noooooooo
does hanna do anything else but shout lol
get it mona GET I T
caleb/ashley scenes genuinely make me feel so uncomfortable I donā€™t know why?
like he shoulda just stamped ļæ½ļæ½big fat liarā€™ on his forehead lmao
but apparently ashley is gullible as ever
SPARIAAAAAA my baby
shut the fuck up peter lol this is what happens when some asshole wants to torture your daughter
this ainā€™t about YOU, ya dink
in the time jump can veronica divorce peterā€™s ass
mona <3 would die for u
thank god for mona and emily getting to fake it as a couple
and yet again, hannaā€™s gonna get punished for some dumb ass thing that her dumb ass boyfriend did
she lost her turn because this dumb ass tried to pull apart the game with no second thought. now theyā€™re investigating her because this moron dumped a box of receipts and flooded a room like
get a new boyfriend
youā€™re creepy ezra
ezra calling aria sunshine is the new ā€œitā€™s andrew babeā€
MONA AND EMILYYYYY YEEEEEE
get in there mona do your thing
I love Mona so much
this poor cop just tryna help Hanna laksdhgl
I find it so hard to believe a phone from A.D. wouldnā€™t have a passcode on it laksghlakshg
my sparia feels
someone hug my spencer
Mona is brilliant and is invested in this too god dammit
ITS NOT JUST ABOUT THE BOOK
YOU ARE A PREDATOR
HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE IT
I JUST GET SO MAD SEEING THIS
fucking absurd
wait so hannaā€™s mom knows Caleb banged Spencer lol
kind of awkward
ugh donā€™t ask this marco -_- the stuff about Caleb, I get, I think that is fair game considering that is why Spencer was drunk, and they are investigating Caleb, so thatā€™s fair but like
bruh
she didnā€™t know you were a cop lol
thatā€™s a good way to win over your daughter!
she would have gone voluntarily tbh
you just put your hand over her mouth and told her to drive like of course sheā€™s frightened???????
wait so Radley recorded that orā€¦? which hospital is she talking about? and why were they in the hospital?
mary she ainā€™t surprised trust me she knows what she has to do to protect herself
wah fuckin wah Peter no one feels bad for you
oh thatā€™s awkward hahaha
so peter and jessica were gonna murder mary
what a horrendous thing for spencer to find out??
god this scene is so uncomfortable is it just me ???? like itā€™s so awkward
Iā€™m literally screaming, Ashley believes the only reason Caleb is back in Hannaā€™s life is because Hanna needed his help with something askldgablk;theawlgbakrghklarg YIKES
anyway itā€™s nice that you banged her best friend to ā€œfigure outā€ your feelings you complete and utter twat
this speech can literally die in a fire lol
*insert gif that saysĀ ā€œlike...are you done now? like is it over?ā€*
also hanna didnā€™t even say yes
MONA baby
G E T IT
this is the most unnecessary thing in the world but Mona singing Jailhouse Rock while Ezra is bruised and bleeding is my literal aesthetic. series could end here for me and I would cry happy tears
also who the fuck said it was Jackson 5 covers lol wasnā€™t it Lucy who said that? she knows her Elvis Iā€™m 100% sure
but why is Mama Hastings officiating?
oh right because of that thing with the recording righto
hahaha HARSH dream!Mama Hastings
Aria casually trying to empty her prize out of Ezraā€™s book lol
but also I think sheā€™s looking for a puzzle piece but I find it hard to believe sheā€™d get a puzzle piece? idk
YESSSS EMILY AND MONA YESSSSS
Mona gets shit DONE
so you thought you could read it?
peter you are a garbage human being
YEEEE VERONICA
seriously I hate Peter but Nolan North is just fucking attractive as fuck
SHE SPENT 2 YEARS BEING TORTURED????? SHE WAS KIDNAPPED FOR FIVE MONTHS???????????????????????????????? SHUT THE FUCK UP PETER SIT YOUR CANDY ASS DOWN YOU DUMB FUCKING WANKER
like and he KNOWS IT?????????
he knew about Mona, and he knew about Charlotte, it lasted for years and he knew
Veronica. I have so much admiration for this woman honestly
ooooh she got two pieces
I love Mona so much, my love, my wife
oh god theyā€™re camping again
stab me in the face for the love of god
lol so let me get this straight. Ashley Marin thought Caleb was only back in Hannaā€™s life because Hanna needed something (which settles the debate that Hanna tends to use people when she needs them), and then Caleb talks about how he had to figure out his feelings for Hanna which included screwing her best friend and falling in love with said best friend, and Hanna is now asking him if he meant it or if he was saying it because he was distracting her mom. thatā€™s romance, my friends, really, it truly is aspirational.
anyway, I truthfully hope Spencer has a negative reaction about this at first because she has every right to it
Mary telling her ā€œdonā€™t apologizeā€ thank you thank you thank you
i donā€™t trust you completely but thank you thank you
this moment between Spencer and Mary is making me straight up cry like I am a wreck this was so beautiful
EMILY IS JOINING THE MONA FANGIRL CLUB
man Mona is going all in and Iā€™m fucking stoked
Sheā€™s probably gonna die but whatever.
and Iā€™m not at all suspicious about the shovels tbh. I would be willing to bet she collected them to protect Hanna
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thecharlesdilaurentis-blog Ā· 7 years ago
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7x18:Ā ā€œChoose or Loseā€
*SPOILERS DONT READ IF HAVENā€™T WATCHED*
I love emison so much I know alot of the fandom hates them & how Marlene did fuck them up alot but idk my old fan girl heart from S2&3 still canā€™t help but scream everytime they do something cute :(
So that game board is supposed to be heavy af but somehow itā€™s still getting moved all over the place QUIETLY BY AN UNKNOWN PERSON?? I ainā€™t buying it. But whoever did move it HAD to have known that the cops were gonna get a search warrant.
Barry maples got such an attitude ever since he got promoted to detective šŸ™„
What was aria shredding? Oh wait it was the complaint about ezra being a predator. GIRL WHY U DELETING FACTS?? Scary ass.
Okay who tf is hiding in the dilaurentis house is someone still living in the basement or what?
HAHA DETECTIVE FURY HANDED SHIT OVER BACK TO THE OG DETECTIVE THE BITCH WE ALL LOVE TO HATE LADIES & GENTLEMAN WELCOME BACK MA GURL TANNER!!
Lmao spencer really trying to play dumb like tanner donā€™t know exactly how to see through her shit
I AM LIVING FOR DETECTIVE TANNER RN ā€œIā€™m a closer.ā€ Haha I love it.
ā€œIā€™ve always been sure you & your friends were guilty somehow.. & now Iā€™m gonna find out.ā€ YES GIRL I BEEN WANTING TO FIND OUT THE SAME FOR YRS ITS NOT JUST DUNHILL I KNOW THEY HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH ā€˜THAT NIGHTā€™ (sorry for the all caps I was excited af through her whole scene..)
Ezra: ā€œIā€™m going to get to the bottom of thisā€ Ā ok boy like you havenā€™t been at the bottom of it donā€™t lie.
ADs burner phone just happens to be in the brew of course.
ā€œWear the uniformā€ Iā€™m just a lil confused b/c didnā€™t Amoji or whoever was avenging charlotte throw all those uniforms away? So are these two different people? I hate this show.
Okay so is it just a coincidence that monaā€™s talking through a microphone in an A liar at the time ariaā€™s talking to AD?
Ashley Marin is looking stunning as always but of course is freaking out about hannas well being, lol sheā€™s never trusted her.
Why tf is the door open when theyā€™re talking about murderā€¦. these putas never learn
Loving everyoneā€™s snark AD really is succeeding at tearing them apart
YASS & HERES MONA WITH THE TRUTH BOMBS! ok so now I think that only the last AD burner phone was from Mona b/c she wanted to really find out if Aria was A team she is so smart I love her
How does Mona know about the spencer/Mary recording fiasco anyways??
Oh nvm it wasnā€™t Mona she just listened in wow I gave Marlene to much credit haha nothing new
Ooooooooooooooooooooooo tanner is getting close af this really is endgAme!
Did Toby just ask spencer to run away with him?? Ok now those theories about him killing Yvonne actually sound trueā€¦
The girls confronting aria YES
Arias reason was stupid af & I am living for emily going off on her & Ali calling her out for choosing Ezra over them
ā€œYou can find your own rideā€ LMAO IM DONE
How emily gonna say what other evidence & then spencer say we get it thereā€™s evidence? Lol what do you mean y'all just asked
ā€œWait for itā€ did that not just send anyone major Ali/Ali twin vibes???
Damn I am loving spencer being called out emily shouldā€™ve called her out one more time & been like ā€œwhat do u need to do huh???ā€
Itā€™s funny how the first person Ashley suspects is Alison & even saying how sheā€™s always at the bottom of everything?? Also Caleb ends up telling her the 'truthā€™ & that itā€™s something they need to get familiarĀ w/ saying but I bet he didnā€™t even tell Ashley Hanna was the one who killed him he blamed it on Alison. Is this hinting towards Ali being more involved or an Ali twin??
I bet Ezraā€™s the one who got aria the alibi LMAO EZRA KNEW THE WHOLE TIME HAHAHAHA SHE FUCKED HER FRIENDS FOR NOTHING
Lmao the Haleb wedding is so haleb
It was pretty romantic to see all the ships together even though they all annoy me at times, but the spoby scene gave me weird vibes & then the fact that itā€™s 3:15am & all the girls meet & Spencerā€™s wearing a completely different outfit than when she was with Toby??Ā Spenceritta???
So Aria won the game & gets to go free? Marlene said by this episode weā€™d know who AD is w/ the clues but honestly Iā€™m just even more confused
Mona lives a block away? Wtf itā€™s too easy for her to be AD it canā€™t be her.
Lmaoooo AD put dunhill in her trunk I knew it was too good to be true
WTF MONA HAS THE FUCKING GAME IS SHE SERIOUSLY AD
OK GUYS I AM REALLY SHOOK BY THIS EPISODE NOT GONNA LIE AND CONFUSED. It was a really good episode probs one of the best of 7B but idk if I can really believe that monas AD?????? Like this has to be a red herring if not I think Iā€™ll be a little upset. Maybe. Right now after this episode my top suspects are: Spencer/Ali Twin as bethany young or unknown name (Shit maybe they both got a twin lmao who knows)Ā & I mean I guess mona shit. But idk I think maybe she was just delivered the game. Im doing a rewatch of 7A to see who I forsure am laying my money on lol.
Anyways!!Ā 
I give this weeks episode a 8/10 I think Marlene & co. really stepped up this week & iā€™m not gonna lie Iā€™m excited for the last 2 episodes!!
Send me any last minute theories, questions, or just to talk about the show! Itā€™s the last couple weeks & I wanna enjoy this fandom while I still can :)
Itā€™s been a pleasure reading everyoneā€™s theories!
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jasonvtodd Ā· 8 years ago
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Tagging:Ā Ā @nichtwing @stripperflint @thomasflint @akrhamknight @kierensczerny @daniellewildes @citiofstars @ktrovosky @luxluci @timaltman @alucardsemeryĀ @powerovernothing
The Rulesa
1. Always post these rules 2. Answer the new questions given by the previous person 3. Write 11 new questions 4. Tag 11 people
QUESTIONS + ANSWERS
this got really long im so sorry so read more here we go
Mattā€™s Questions:
1. Mac or PC? Any particular reason why? pc cuz mac is so goddamn mcfuckin confusing bye
2. Do you watch medical dramas? If so, which one(s)? (Iā€™m trash for everything soooā€¦) LMAO ask @thomasflintā€‹ (livetexting greys anatomy to her and her angry responses are honestly my friday nights entertainment) also chicago med
3. Do you believe in naps? lool buddy question is do i believe in awake
4. Favorite superhero? Why? tony stark and you dont want me to answer that, weā€™ll be here all day... but... cliffnotes? because tony stark has every reason to not trust people and allow love in his life cause of his abusive piece of shit alcoholic father, and then being betrayed by the man who was a father figure too him... but he strives to make the world a better place, a safer place. because tony stark would sacrifice himself for others without a second thought and lol thats also cuz he thinks so lowly of himself that whats his life worth anyway right? because tony starks own worst fear is having everyone around him.. everyone who depended on him, everyone who considered him a friend... dying. and him being at fault for not doing something about it. him being alone with nothing but death surrounding him and unable to escape his own head. because tony stark constantly deals with anxiety, alcoholism, ptsd and a whole range of other shit... and mcu did a piss poor attempt at showing it (apart from im3 which was good in that aspect) but he battles with himself everyday and still gets out of bed and tries to create new things. this motherfucker created an element ok. he graduated at mit at age 15 and to this day probably still has thoughts if james rhodes is his friend because he wants to be his friend.. or is his friend because hesĀ ā€˜tony starkā€™. because no one has more self doubt and self hatred more then this guy right here... but he still finds it in himself to crack jokes and be a smartass lil fucker. because tony stark tried his best to keep everyone ok in cw and i cant wait for everyone to ask for his help in infinity, and ask who could have seen something like this coming, what o they do now... and tony just.. starring at them and zooming in on his face. and then cut to him looking directly in the camera like on the office and just be like. i did. i saw all of this. if they think im going to save their sorry asses now... HA... (cut to another scene of tony chatting with rhodey: well obviously im going to help them rhodey. im not that terrible. i just want them to think for a minute i wont and see how it feels because i can do that.Ā because tony stark has a heart. annd this got long and i did what i said i wasnt gonna do hi sorry not sorry
5. Whatā€™s a quote that moves you everyday? (Like every time you read it, not necessarily that you think of it everyday.)Ā  I think that the power is the principle. The principle of moving forward, as though you have the confidence to move forward, eventually gives you confidence when you look back and see what you've done.ā€ā€ -- rdj. going to get the first line tattooed on my upper arm hopefully soon ayee. also ā€œthe hardest thing in this world... is to live in it. Be brave. Live.ā€ from btvs
6. (Iā€™m going to steal from Sam a little) Whatā€™s the first line of your favorite book? ... dude can you not do this to me. fuck. ok lets... do like.. top 5 (and if i just do one from a series, i mean the entire series is in the top 5 ok this is laready stressing me out i have too many favoruites)Ā 
A secret is a strange thingā€ - the dream thieves by maggie stiefvater
Neil Josten let his cigarette burn to the filter without taking a dragā€ - the foxhole court by nora sakavic
Lights flashed. People screamed in the distance. Nickā€™s back hit the ground, and it was all blue sky and smokeā€ - part & parcel by abigail roux
Victor readjusted the shovelĀ on his shoulder and stepped gingerly over an old, half-sunken graveā€ - vicious by v.e. schwab
In my younger and more vulnerableĀ years my father gave me some advise that Iā€™ve been turning over in my mind ever sinceā€ - the great gatsby by f. scott fitzgerald Ā 
7. Have you ever seen any musicals live? If not, do you have a favorite one? Regardless of whichever, why is it your favorite? i saw the lion king when i was young as but i honestly dont remember much of it and musicals never really appealed to me, i dont mind them, i just dont love them
8. What are the three books you would bring with you on a deserted island? ....i hate you. weā€™re not doing this. no. i outright refuse. BRINGING MY WHOLE BOOKSHELF.Ā 
9. Whatā€™s your favorite line from one of your favorite songs?Ā  And I'll hold you closer if you go supernova
10. How tall are you? Do you wish you were taller? i amm roughly about 5ā€²9ish
11. Whatā€™s a song/type of music that you listen to not necessarily because you like it, but because it reminds you of good memories? If you donā€™t have one, whatā€™s a song or kind of music you donā€™t like? lolol was just talking about linkin park earlier cause it took me back to high school and all my emo phase that i never got out of cause ill still belt out all the lyrics hi. basically that whole genre fall out boy, the killers, good charlotte, kisschasy and a bunch of others that are just basically #90ā€²s kids heavenĀ 
EMā€™S QUESTIONS
What was the last photo you took with your phone?
Last text message?
Pineapple goes on pizza. Yes or no? (if you answer yes to this weā€™re done)
Youā€™ll get $10k if you eat a bowel of dead flies and crickets... do you do it?
If you could wake up tomorrow next to someone... who would it be and why?
Whatā€™s the most embarrassing story you have?
Can i count on you to help me bury a body no questions asked?
What do you want your tombstone to say?
What age do you feel right now and why?
Whats a book/film/tvshow/album that you cant live in a world without?
Agree or disagree with this statement .... Hal Jordan is a mess
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