#i just feel ugly as hell compared to all the trendy young ppl. i just... why do i do this to myself... | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

zhuhongs · 2 years

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hello everynyan. today has been interesting. got my hair cut and it looked great at the salon but i got outside and i was like... oh i look awful. not bc of the stylists but bc i just dont like how i look regardless. but i was out and i was like. i need a pick me up, imma go to ximen and get Xing Fu tang bc ive been craving it and... let me say. honestly. no boba ive had here is as good as ppl say it is. that xing fu tang was good for the first sip. otherwise it was legit just milk. i also got xlb and spilt it all over myself so now im just... dejectedly taking the subway home...

#i just feel so.. silly. idk. all these nice places feel so lonely by yourself. like for what point am i walking around ximen by myself for?#im not gonna buy clothes #i just feel ugly as hell compared to all the trendy young ppl. i just... why do i do this to myself...#🐌.txt #also no i didnt get a cool haurcut. i just got a bob bc i dont trust myself to look good in short hair. like o already stand out so much #and feel so ugly compared to my classmates and roommates. like... why cut off all my hair... yea im still bound by what ppl think of me...#i know... i knowwwwwww...

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