#i just feel misundertood

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[via1111111]

So the question about Killua sexuality

❗️❗️‼️IT'S JUST MY OPINION‼️❗️❗️

Sorry if the way I write down things is a little bit off. I'm not used to posting things, and english is not my first language.

So let's beging(I hope shippers don't come at me and please don't start arguing in the comments!)

I understand why people ship Gon and Killua so much to be honest when I watched HxH 6 years ago I used to ship them to, but as I continued watching the series and I kinda felt like that Killua's feelings for Gon is not love but really strong admire and friendship love.Let's not forget that Killua was threatened for YEARS since he was a kid he didn't have anyone to talk to he didn't have any friends and when he wanted to play with other kids Illumi killed them Killua never wanted to kill people he was forced to.However Gon showed him what true friendship is Gon freed Killua from his shadows and Gon became the light for Killua but I think it's in a friend way.The reason why I think that is just that Killua was a killer because of his job that's true but he always had this side of him but not torwards everyone I mean emotional and caring about them(khm Bisky)but the way Killua got addicted to Gon in a good friendship way because Gon is his savior and he really thankful to him and he don't want to lose him.That's the reason why Killua was so pissed off of Ritz because he were afraid that she will take Gon away.About his sexuality...Killua is 100% interested interested in girls for me even if he is part in the lgbtq comunity he would be Bi because we have scenes that shows us that he is interested in girls.

Example:The golden girl scene in that japenese episode I think

Killua saw a naked girl, and his nose bleed in the 1999 version he was also a little...freakyyyy like who watched it they know what I'm talking about ahaha

SO I understand why people ship them. Yes, the way they describe their friendship and love for each other is super sweet and emotional like "Gon...you are light it self." Yes, I understand why people think it's the romantic way, and yes, I know he wanted to make the lovers suicide thingy with him shinjuu was used when we talked to that guy forgot his name sorry.

So yeah,I get it, but do you really need to go and argue with girls that like Killua so much?Like I said, he might be Bi.I know he's 14 in the ending but they are fictional characters they are not real people.When other hot characters do anything in other series they all like "Oh he's fictional"yes,it's true but then why can't you accept that some girl likes Killua that way?It's doesn't hurt your ship or ruin the anime many girls like me watched HxH at age 9-10 amd we grew but they didn't.Of course when they are sexualizing him I 100% understand the arguments in the comments I join too but when someone just post ocxKillau or Gon and do sweet things it is NOT right to come at them :( there are normal fans too yk

Honestly, I like Killua that way, too, but I'm not the toxic type. I understand the shippers, so I ask you guys to try to understand my and our point, too.

I watched HxH when I was 9 or 10, and I aged too, and yes, I like Killua the same way, and it has been 6 years 7 in december and I'm still in love with the anime itself because it's just perfectly fits my expections

And no, I'm not the disgusting one that sexualizing minors don't misundertood.

So yeah, basically, this is what I wanted to say. DON'T start to argue in the comments. I respect your opinion please respect mine too!

[candyheartedchy]

I'm quite late, but I just saw your text post

I hope you're feeling better now, but even if I'm late I'm still going to open my mouth:

Idk who decided to be a jerk and say bad stuff about your ship(s), but if they don't like them it sounds like a them problem and there's nothing you should be ashamed of. Your ship is cute, has many qualities, and mostly, it made you happy, even the deleted one. It's totally understandable that you're nervous about posting new stuff about it, but I really hope it's not going to stop, because nobody has any right to make you feel bad about your joy.

Again, I hope you're feeling better about it cuz it was, like, 5 hours ago-

And I hope what I wrote is comprehensible and I didn't misundertood the situation because to be honest I kinda just woke up and my brain is still mush-

I am feeling better, and I just woke up myself, so I appreciate you sending this. And I do agree that nobody has the right to make me feel bad about what makes me happy, and I try to remind myself that when it comes to this blog. And don’t worry, I understood what you mean. So thank you 💗

[jkvjimin]

I saw a post a while ago that mentioned something about creators not being given license to share joy in their creations anymore. That we just consume and expect more.

I hate that mentality, so I'd like to ask you if there's any of your recent creations that you particularly love? Or anything about the creative process recently that's been fulfilling for you? Or would you like to take a moment to just gush about any of your own work? I'd love to hear about it! 💜

hi, how are you? :) i kinda agree with that statement, although i can't say if is "license to share joy" or at least the translator i use misundertood that, but i wouldn't say that tho (for my personaly). but... what i know and see is the cc's on this site are being increasingly discredited, discouraged and it's barely enjoyable make any kinda of content here anymore. this is because people simply don't appreciate them (cc's) enough, with reblogs and interactions. for me, the big issue is that, the lack of caring. the community is in a too small amount compared to another tumblr era, of course, but still is big enough to change a "blog life" around here, of course if they want to continue using the tools that make this site different from others socials, imo.

about my creations... i personally feel like my creations are minimum, i tend to think little about me... but there's some recents i do enjoyed making i will link down below:

jk's series: winter package compilation

this dna maknae set (i like this coloring)

maknaes for maggie's gif challenge

honorable mention for my jin's series for kayla (i love all!)

i think these are my top faves atm :) sorry for any english mistake, it's not my firts language. and thank you so much for your ask!

[another-heroine]

Wip Wednesday

Today's WIP has some 🌶 spicy 🌶 because I'm tired of pretending I don’t want Katya and Lann eating each other (not literally).

Also I need to be in the right mood for this kind of stuff, so you are welcome (I guess)

CW: no clothes, two people who finally gave in after months of frustration and misundertood, minors go play your favorite game, thanks

She was wearing nothing, but a satisfied grin and a thick blanket covering her torso, though it was possible to measure the size of her breasts and how large her hips were.

"I—" Lann clenched his jaw. He wanted to touch her so badly, and still his body was stiff. What if he hurt her by accident? What if it all was a big mistake?

Katya smiled softly and took his hands on hers. "You know, we don’t have to do anything if you are not feeling comfortable. "

It was a test, but, oh, he wanted to. To feel much more than her warm hands on his, but also her breath beneath his clothes, her softness against his body.

Lann put one of her hands against his human cheek, shutting his eyes. "It's like a dream."

"You think so? Then let me make it clear…"

She kissed him for the first time and that was like Lann was touching a living star. Sparkles, heat, chemistry ran through his body, and his deepest desires finally kicked in, making the stiffness go away. Though kissing wasn’t a common thing back to the Neathholm, it felt so right. Her mouth was warm and her tongue still had a bit of wine on it, which he instinctively sucked, and that move made Ekaterina moan.

"I want you…" the woman gasped, embarrassed and excited at the same time. She could feel fire crack on her fingertips like small fireworks. And her words made Lann's core get warmer, his heart beat faster as he took her in his arms and threw both of them over the bed.

"As you wish, Commander. Why did you not tell me earlier?"

Both laughed. The blanket fell and he glanced at her fair cleavage, Katya's nipples hardened and pink like rose buds. She pulled him over by his clothes, kissing more passionately than ever, rummaging her fingers through every button, eyelet and strips.

When she touched his groin over the fabric, Lann cringed involuntarily. The druid widened her eyes. "Is something wrong?"

He shook his head with a lopsided grin. "No, it’s just… Maybe it will scare you."

"What?"

Lann swallowed hard. "Erhm, inside my pants…"

Ekaterina frowned. "You mean, your cock?"

Her voice sounded so natural that shocked him for a while. Lann would never think of her talking about a cock — specifically his cock! — like she was talking about bread and butter.

"Yeah, but, like, erhm, it’s not one. They are… two," his voice cracked. Congratulations, Lann, you turned everything worse.

She was surprised. "Wait, Daeran was right, then? Are there two?"

He nodded, while feeling one of the mencionated members painfully against his trousers. But for his relief, she just giggled and rubbed his scaly arm.

"It's ok, my dear. It's you, after all, and I love everything in you. Even your clumsiness. And don’t worry…" she whispered in his ear. "I can manage to get them both."

Oh, the effect her words had over him…

Lann's response was sniffing her neck, breathing her scent while the woman giggled and squirmed.

"It tickles!"

The mongrel ignored that by purpose, going down through her cleavage until the laugh gave room to deep breaths. On Ekaterina's belly, Lann felt her hand running through his hair, touching the base of his horn. It made him look up, and spot her curious and eager eyes on him.

Good gods, he could die right there and nothing else mattered anymore. He was right where he should be, and thinking of leaving her was painful. More painful than giving in to death without a fight.

"You are so beautiful…" he thought out loud. That was sincere.

Ekaterina turned her gaze for a moment, cheeks becoming more rosy. "You flatter me…"

"I'm just starting…"

Before she could say anything, the woman felt both of his hands going down her thighs and rested her calves over his shoulders. Ekaterina felt pathetic for being too needy lately; just that motion was enough to make her gasp and her insides burn. She gripped the sheets, anxious, unable to stop staring at him until Lann finally gave head.

She was melting, she was sure of that. His tongue started slowly on her bud, until it found its way inside her folds and Lann lapped her like a thirst inexperienced boy. Katya could feel his firm grip on her buttocks, while she helplessly rocked her hips against him. The heat was getting increased, and seeking for some support, she grabbed his horn, senseless, and only realized that when he stopped and looked upon her.

The woman's heart skipped a beat.

"Sorry, did I…"

Her track was interrupted with two fingers of his slippering inside her.

"Damn it, Lann."

[ladymorghul]

the leaks give me a headache, they really hate the greens, Cole and Aemond murdering their own men.... what? But you can bet team black army is going to fight and die praising "the dragon queen" and being heroic af

i feel like... even if that is the case... are they really gonna stop mid battle to go after the deserters. also the wording of the "leak" was so weird because i get aemond is going slowly down a path of violence but it almost sounded like he'd be burning deserters from the sky??

anyway i'm trying not to think too much on it because i'm gonna get angry

but you bet they're gonna show criston as the worst because his characterization in s1 was pretty 💀 and i don't mean just the violence because daemon is also violent and his stans seem to love that about him and defend him and put the blame on rhae and his other victims but the framing matters. that's why you got every reddit bro wishing he was daemon 💀 and a lot of women think he's actually a good misundertood guy

but yes, expect more of evil vs martyr.

[dibasan]

I didn't think you'd understand me

How could you ever even try?

I don't wanna tiptoe, but I don't wanna hide

But I don't wanna feed this monstrous fire

Just wanna let this story die

And I'll be alright

We can't be friends

But I'd like to just pretend

You cling to yours papers and pens

Wait until you like me again.

Wait for your love

Love, I'll wait for you love

Me and my truth, we sit in silence

Baby girl, it's just me and you

'Cause I don't wanna argue, but I don't wanna bite

My tongue, yeah, I think I'd rather die

You got me misundertood, but at least I look this good.

We can't be friends

But It's like just pretend

You cling to your papers and pens

Wait until you like me again

Wait for your love

Love, I'll wait for your love

I'll wait for your love

Know that you made me

I don't like how you paint me, yet I'm still here hanging

Not what you made me

It's something like a daydream

But I feel so seen in the night

So for now, it's only me

And maybe that's all I need

We can't be friends

But I'd like to just pretend

You cling to your papers and pens

Wait until you like me again

Wait for your love

Love, I'll wait for your love

I'll wait for your love

Love, I'll wait for your love.

I'll wait for your love

I'll wait for your love

I'll wait for your love

I'll wait for your love

I'll wait for your love

[black-rosewolf66]

Hello its one of my shitty life posts again dont mind it scroll past it^^

So the last time i posted one of my problems about being weird and too reactive during a play time…well i wanted to give it a try again and i put my worries away and asked for it…i never asked for anything…i just dont like to ask for anything because i grow up having it rejected anyway…but as i was asking it i knew from his respons that he will invite her too…i kinda minded it,i just knew she and i are going to have an argument at some point i knew from the way she looked at me the way she talked as if i wasnt there in our first meeting too…but i didnt say a word i thought that maybe i can show her that she misundertood me…and i wanted her to acknowledge me…

As always im still mentally shit…but at least i try to be better…

So i arrive at the house they are there speaking and drinking…when we get a call there children is in danger so the father of the child rushes out never answering her questions about what is the problem whats happening the door closes and there we are the two passionate stubborn woman sitting near the table im on the floor she sits on the chair…i begin thinking well today is as fucked up as it can be i started to get nervous so i tried to make an advance so we can speak and maybe we can know eachother more…she than procieds to tell me in the most offensive way in a trembling angry voice that she isnt consenting to the play that would had happen tonight…i was a little bit shocked she was a careing mother you could see that she may have been upset and a little bit tipsy from the alcohol and the thing with hher children so i remain calm as usually…i look at her and i give her a smile that its okay i can understand that…then she tells me she never had clients who where like this mentally unstable and basically a child with no life experiences…and here i am she doesnt notice but im hurt and now angry…she just stepped on one of the things that i hate being said to me…that im a child a basically had no life up until this moment…like yeah sure you may not know my past but nobody has it easy trust me…you dont have the right to assume that im acting the way i act because its the usual children wants attention drama and things like that bullshit….i had to grow up early i basically wasnt a child i was never i couldnt be…and you say i just grow up because i turned legally 19 and you assume that every 19 year old is the same because they never faced the challenges is life…well fuck i may not had my school and yet..but i did pay my checks i cleaned my house i cooked i was the one worrying for my family for our financial status i was the one thinking from night to night how i can fix this shit family how i can make my father undestand that he has to have more oppinion because he isnt a doll to get dragged around he was like a bomb ready to be exploided i had to teach my mother that it isnt okay to use everyone as a punch bag for her stress she had to manage her anger she had to be stopped…i was the one calming my brother that everything will be fine if they stay stong and hope for the better future that they have to move if i cant fix it i was the on shouldering this huge mess and im the one getting out of the child age and into the huge life? Like yeah thanks i had to take jobs at a young age i had to make everything okay and i could never let anyone discover that we have this huge ass shit behind the courtains of the perfect family image that we created…yeah thank you fucking much for saying that my pain doesnt matter because that just how teenagers feels at this age…im so fucking gratefull….so after she told me that i cracked a laugh as always to surpress these nasty emotions..bad habit but it can and it did save my life several times…and told her i already know it she doesnt have to tell me i just dont have the manual to read from how can i change this..how can i change the things/the habits of growing up in a survival mode… and she tells me that yeah there is no manual because every person is different but as you grow up you have to change and it will be stupid to blame everything on my parents if i cant change it,because it will only be my laziness that i still couldnt change even though i was an adult and i cant blame my behaviour and my mindset on my parents my whole life… yeah here we can see the tipical answer we can predict…she doesnt know why im confused well its should be easy to change right? You just have to relax…you never know how?you just have to learn,its easy…from where? Well you are an adult so you should know?….khm i just wasted my time trying to explane my self to her and it went on and on i had a looot of mean sayings played in my head but i never sayed them…i was thinking why should i…she doesnt want to know it…she never asked it she just strayed up judged me…from the moment we met…

I will continue it on the next post…

[unmeiame]

Eula wasn't that crued she just seemed like it, actually the woman was quiet alright to talk with when it come down too it, she was more misundertood than anything else and tends to put up a defencive front more than anything like a sheep in wolfs clothing. "Hmm.. I do have a idea, that is of course if your willing to give it a chance?" She crossed her arms over her chest trying her best not to seem so.. up tight getting the hint that the Bao-er was feeling a bit.. tense at this moment.

Despite her being a former boss, there was still a pang... a huge pang of sympathy for her former co-workers to have to deal with Eula's wrath.

Got anything?

Nope...

With a defeated sigh, the girl looks at her temporary partner in crime and nods, crossing her arms over her chest. "Fine, fine... let's do it. I don't have any good rebuttals." The brunette looks at the vengeance-driven bluette.

[pikselis]

Does enyone have some tips on writing the pinned post for mobile users. I never use the app version on tumblr so I’m kind of clueless about this. 

I have understood that the app version don’t have this scrolling thing where you see all of the bages. Also does the app version have some problems with links or was it fixed or did I misunderstood something? 

(Picture of the scrolling thing ‘:D I dunno, I just don’t know what it’s called).

Are there any other things that I would need to note for writing one of those pinned posts 🧐🤔 ?

[anna1306]

Hey! I would like to request the “I cant deny you any longer” prompt with David! With a male reader if you can please! Have a good day and drink some water🖤

Prompts here

Denial

David x Male!Reader

You knew nothing. Well, you knew that you were freshly turned vampire. Fledgling. Youngling, if listen to Paul, now pleased that he wasn't the latest turned in the group. But that was the only thing you knew wholeheartedly and without any doubt. Because other than that...

It was a new world for you. New rules, new feelings, new mindset. You didn't plan for your life to become an immortal one. And besides you were turned just... Because. As far as you knew there was no reason behind it whatsoever. So of course you had some questions.

How to eat, how to sleep, how do you fly, how do you stop flying, how to not eat everyone because of hunger? Thirst was constant, and the boys explained - new vampires had to replenish their nutrition balance, so they were the hungriest, the angriest, the most cruel out of all the vampires. You preferred to think you weren't the angriest or the most cruel one out there. But hunger was definitely there.

So you fed on hunts, you fed on their stocks they had in the cave and, occasionally, them. Paul was the most eager one to give you his blood, he found it very sensual. Marko just remembered how Paul was, so he was hesitant, but you were a lot calmer then him, so you got along just fine. Dwayne was okay with anything.

But you drank their blood only occasionally. It was David who gave you his more often. It was normal, you thought. He turned you (yes, you asked, whose blood you were turned with), he taught you the most things. It was natural, right?

"If I had to drink Max' blood when I had turned, I would throw up constantly!" Paul laughed, when you asked him about that. Dwayne only nodded in agreement, busy with his book, but still listening in your conversation.

"Pssst, Y/N..." Marko tapped you on the shoulder, leaning closer to you from behind the coach. He smirked. "It isn't tied to the sire. David is just... Fond of you." He put emphasis on the word of affection, making you blush and Paul laugh.

David? Fond of you? It was hard to believe, remembering all of his tease and jokes that sometimes were very... Rude to say the least. The boys always talked in half-truths, so... Maybe they were playing with you? Still you had to be sure of that.

"Wait... What?!" David looked at you with a smirk after one of the feedings, when you asked him that question. "Come again, will you?"

"It isn't accusing or anything!" You wiped your mouth and shook your head, worried that he might take it as insult. Who knew what was in his head. "I'm just curious... I mean, you are feeding me more than others and always so close and everything..."

"You..." David was visibly surprised to hear this, but soon this was changed to his normal smirk. "You really think of yourself so high, don't you?"

"What?" You furrowed your brows, when he suddenly moved closer to you, and you looked away from him.

"You really think that you are so important or cool that I would take interest in you? Poor, confused Y/N..." He pityfully pouted, but you knew better than to believe this teasing tone of his.

"No need to be mean about that, I just asked." You huffed in annoyance and tried to move away, but David didn't let you. He caught your hand and tugged you to him, so you stayed sitting and more so, very close with him.

"Nonono, you are so curious, why won't I just show you? You think I am interested in you, fond of you, like you... So... I guess I have to do something, like people do with someone they care about, not just... Feeding them, right?"

"I got it, I misundertood, let me go."

"That's right. You misunderstood." David's face expression changed to serious one. "You are not special in any way. I changed you just because I was bored. Don't forget your place." He let go of you and went back to the boys, leaving you alone.

You beat yourself up for that words later. Why did you ask? That was stupid. Of course there was nothing there. You hadn't read tons of books like Dwayne, you had nothing to offer to the conversation. You weren't wild like Paul, so you couldn't be entertaining enough. You weren't as fast as Marko when it comes to you following orders. You weren't special.

It didn't help your thoughts that you started feeling something for David. You weren't gay, no, your preferences in partners often swayed, but... Not David. You would have better fallen for Paul. With him there was a chance. With David...

It was easier to stand off with the shark and win than to figure out what was in his head. It was easier to convince the hard criminal to drop his wrongdoings than to talk with David about feelings. In other words, relationship with David was impossible.

But he was so much alluring. He was free, there was no need to be someone else around him. He set the tone for the night, set the mood for everyone. His ideas were not expected, not the simplest ones, but sometimes the best, even the gruesome ones. David had dark humour, good looks and nice voice. He was the epitome of bad guy that everyone desired.

And he told you that you weren't any special, so... You decided you would hold back with any feelings. Besides you still didn't understand much about vampiric life and how everything should have been done. It was best to learn something first and later making any decisions.

But... David beat you to it. On the next time you were supposed to feed from him, instead of him showing up and giving you his wrist, Dwayne showed up with the bottle.

"He got busy." Was his simple answer. David could have been busy, he was your "leader" after all, but still it stung a bit that he didn't even think it was necessary to inform you about it.

But the next few times only confirmed that he indeed stopped feeding you alone. It was either one of the guys who helped you or the bottle of David's blood. "Busy" was all the excuse you got from them.

It was perfect when you were with the others. Going out on the Boardwalk stayed pretty much the same. All five of you chilling in the noise among other humans. Hell, even in the cave David had no trouble telling you something, when all of you were present. But when you asked to talk to him alone, when he was supposed to feed you - gone. No trace of him.

After a while it started getting on your nerves. It was like you were his little brother, who made so much mistakes that now it was disgusting to evem look at you. And you did literally nothing. You kept it to yourself, knowing Dwayne would go to David and Paul with Marko had such large mouths there was no point in asking them to keep a secret.

After a while you even moved to your nest. You didn't want to go to the rafters with them and being near David made you feel almost guilty for something. Maybe he was disgusted and just didn't want you to take the wrong idea once again... All of your doubts and thoughts lead to another outcome.

"Are you sure about that?" Dwayne raised his eyebrow, looking at you sitting on your nest. You looked a bit paler than usual, but nodded.

"I'm not hungry, Dwayne. I promise." You smiled a bit. In all honesty you wanted to have some blood, but if you continue drinking David's blood from the bottle it only strengthen his doubts on you, right? You would look weak in his eyes. "I would tell you if I wanted to eat."

"Guess so. Maybe you are becoming more mature." He shrugged, going away. It was for the best. They would think you overgrow this phase of constant hunger and David would count you as more strong one, right? Besides, you were going to the hunts, just... Ate less a bit.

"How the hell do you do that? I wanted to eat the entire city in your state." Marko scoffed at you, while you were washing your face from the blood. You didn't dare look back, feeling a bit better by his words. It meant that you were doing better.

At least that was what you were repeating to yourself, when you smelled another people on the Boardwalk. You weren't hungry, you didn't want to tear their heads off, you ate. You just had to control yourself, that's all. And sometimes stay back and don't go out.

You felt weaker than normal, but it was okay. You still fed sometimes, kept yourself at bay when you were around other people and didn't stay alone with David. Your crush on him was supposed to go away and you would get used to everything around. Just a little bit more time...

***

"And none of you idiots told me you had concerns?" You winced at the loud voices you heard through your slumber, but you had little to no strengths to move or to ask what the hell was going on.

"We thought he was adapting." Dwayne, according to the calmness of his voice. "Besides, he always told us he wasn't hungry, you know that he rejected every feeding of your blood."

"I know that, but not to this extent!" You heard a groan, that was probably David's. "Get out, I would try to wake him up."

You moved a bit, but even that little movement took a lot of energy, it seemed. You felt heavy, slowly floating on something very stuffy. So when something cold touched your forehead, you groaned, not wanting to get out of this feeling. It was comfortable for you not to feel anything rather than tiredness or anything. But the cold hand moved to your cheek, brushed your lips and slowly moved down on your neck, making you shiver a bit, slowly opening your eyes.

"At last..." It was David, who hovered over you. You furrowed your brows and tried to sit up, but David pushed you down immediately, not letting you move. "Care to explain your stupid behaviour?"

"I don't understand, what you are... Talking about." You blinked slowly, your head was pounding with ache. But maybe you just had not enough sleep. Or you had to eat on a hunt. Nothing much. Besides David didn't stop you.

"You are starving. Why?" His voice was cold and very serious. You looked at him confused and tried to act nonchalantly about all of it.

"I am not..."

"You are paler than usually, eat less, refuse to go on the hunts, and you were asleep for three days - and that is the main trait of starving."

"I've slept for HOW LONG?!" The tiredness wore off you immediately. You tried to stand up, but the dizziness decided against it. And David pushed you back to your nest once again.

"Don't lie to me. You were doing this on purpose, and I know it." David straightened himself and looked at you sternly. "My only question is why? You wanted to die? We have sun for it, it's quicker and had less consequences."

"I wasn't trying to harm myself, I just tried to be... Less of a nuisance and... Whatever. I got it, go to the hunts more." You sighed, rubbing your forehead tiredly. You didn't want to open your soul for David. He made his point clear a lot of time before that, so it had no sense.

"Bullshit. Why did you refuse to drink my blood? Guys blood? Suddenly felt too disgusted with being a vampire, though before you were okay?!" David grabbed your shoulders, squeezing them, and you winced. "Tell me, Y/N, why starve yourself?! What are you trying to prove and to whom?!"

"Because I am not that important!" You answered at the same tone he screamed at you. "You told me yourself, you were just bored. One day you obviosly would get tired with me so what's the point?!" You pushed him and surprisingly he let go of you, even if you were weak now.

"Shit... Stupid..." David cursed under his breath. You only scoffed, moving away from him further into the nest.

"Come up with something new..."

"Not you, me!" David cut you off and sighed, sitting next to you. He pulled his sleeve up under your wary gaze and gave you his hand. "Drink."

"Why would I? Why do you care if I am that much of a nonsence?! If I'm not that important and..." Your words were cut off. With a kiss. It was fast, almost haste, but David kissed you. On your lips. And it looked like he was beyond serious. You didn't move for a minute.

"I am stupid for telling you any of that." David sighed, pulling away a little bit. "You know I... Had troubles in the past. Guys should have told you about the previous one."

"Yeah... He was Michael, right?" You were still in shock from the kiss, so your answer was unsure and quiet as were you.

"Right. I was very pressing with him. So I thought it would be better to keep my distance, let you be you and don't think of how I am close to you." David sighed and put his hand on your cheek, caressing your skin. He smiled at you weakly. "But I can't deny you any longer. I am very fond of you, Y/N, and I turned you not because of boredom. It would take some time for us both to get used to it, but I want you to know that I am here for you. Please, don't do that again, or I would have to tie you to myself and watch over you every second."

"It doesn't sound very frightening." You breathed out heavily. He liked you! You were shocked at this, you knew it would be difficult, but you were nonetheless happy. Before he could make some snarky comments, you quickly kissed him on the lips. "If we have talked about everything, can I... Eat? I guess I am hungry." David rolled his eyes and pulled you closer.

"Go on, little kitten."

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[karafina]

In “Old”, Subaru mentions that he wants to work with animals because he doesn't feel like he can communicate with humans, and hates being misundertood. 

I initially thought how can he say that? He's a kind, respectful boy, and people generally like him. But going back to his interaction with Midori made me consider it like this: Midori called Subaru “not normal" because he would treat everyone and everything with the same kindness, he wouldn’t make an exception for her, who liked him. Just like Seishiro treats everything with apathy, Subaru’s empathy reaches anyone he meets.

“I’ve met many people in my life and I’ve had many happy moments and sad times. But I never thought what I wanted them to do, or how i wanted the to feel about me”

Subaru is not good with people, because he cannot discriminate. He's gonna feel everybody's pain the same even if he doesn’t understand that person’s heart. And in his line of work? He must be just exhausted. It's amazing how much Subaru and Seishiro parallel each other Tokyo Babylon is pure insanity

[chryblossomjjk]

So im kinda nervous sendind my first "ask", but i just want to say, the way you write is really cute, i adore how you describe the details the characters notice about eachother and It really feels like love, i can really makes the scenes in my head like a cute little movie or series 🥰 please never stop making These Pieces of art ,oh and im so in love with Pratice 💕.

Lots of people ARE talking about what could happen in The last part of Pratice, just a theory, but in my head its Just a misundertooding, maybe The photo bambi saw wasnt recent and he wasnt lying🤔(i hope so🥲)

i just think they are way too cute to have a sad ending, just think about their cute bunny and bambi faces🐰🦌,cutest couple alive, i hope they get over with proper comunication and end they end UP happy forever togheter💞

Sorry If it was long or some wrong words,english is not my first language

Sending love💌

STOP YOURE SO SWEET!! i def spend a lot of time on little details and i don’t know if that translates well or is fun to read so im very glad that you like it eep!!

and yes the whole situation with mr jeon is v sus v excited to see how you guys react when it’s all unfolded. thank you so much for reading and ily !!

[mais-nerdy-corner]

𝕲𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖆𝖙 𝖆 𝕮𝖆𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖛𝖆𝖑 (𝕸𝖔𝖓𝖉𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖉𝖙 𝕰𝖉𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓) - 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 2

Pairing: Various x Reader

Genre: Fluff, somewhat modern AU

Note: This is a continuation to part 1 of the Genshin Characters at the Carnival (Mondstadt Edition) headcanon. I'm surprised that it's was quite well received, so thank you random people of the internet :') Part 3 is now out, go check it out!

Barbara + Jean

Seeing Jean hanging out with her younger sister Barbara gives you a sense of relief, knowing Jean would always bury herself in her work. It's nice to see her relax and enjoying herself.

Shopping and trying out food is probably more of the sisters' thing, but they are open to playing the games available.

"Tada! I got some spicy dried fish for us. Hehe, I can't believe that they would have them here. I can already imagine how delectable it would taste!" Barbara said happily.

Unfortunately for you, you don't really like spicy food. But you're willing to try, just this one time. Who knows, maybe you'll start liking spicy food because of this?

"Here Y/n, you got to have the first bite. Open wide!" Barbara said feeding you the dried fish with a fork.

You hesitantly took a bite out of the fish and surprisingly it's actually quite nice.

"Well, what do you think? Was it tasty?" Barbara asked.

"I don't think Y/n would like it that much. You know that spicy food isn't really their thing," Jean said.

"No no, it tasted delicious. I'm actually surprised myself that I would like it more than I thought."

Eventually, your words backfired on you. After taking the sixth bite, you started to feel the spice stinging the back of your throat. Followed by your face turning as red as a tomato.

"Oh, Y/n are you alright? Would you like some more?" Barbara asked.

"No no no, I think they don't want any more. Y/n, stay there. I'll get something to cool you down," Jean said then she rushed to somewhere in the carnival grounds.

And there you are, running around like a crazy person while Jean looks around the carnival for something to cool you down.

Minutes later, Jean came back with a cup of coffee and a glass of (favorite flavor) milkshake. You immediatly snatched it out of her hands and chugged it all down.

"Slow down Y/n, you could choke yourself. Are you alright now?" Jean said while taking the empty glass from you.

"Yeah, let's not eat something like that ever again."

"Oh, I'm so sorry Y/n! I didn't know that you dislike spicy food," Barbara shrieked hysterically.

Bennett + Razor & Fischl

"Benny's Adventure Team assemble!"

You, Razor, Fischl and Bennett himself poses as Oz takes a photo of you four with Fischl's phone (Oz is a human here btw).

"Ahahaha, as expected. Your Excellency looked glorious in these photograph!" Fischl said as she looked through the photos Oz took.

"Of course, mein Fräulein. I will always try my best to satisfy your needs," Oz said, bowing down.

"Uhh, I don't get what's going on but... let's go win some games! Come on Razor!" Bennett said as he dragged Razor away, leaving you, Fischl and Oz behind.

"Hey! Ugh, how dare you leave us behind! After them!"

After walking around the carnival for a while, you spotted Bennett and Razor sitting down on a bench while munching on a turkey leg.

"Oh hey, over here! I got you guys a turkey leg, I share mine with Razor. I don't really know how to eat it but, seems like Razor's enjoying it," Bennett said while pointing at Razor.

"Yes. Turkey meat, good..." Razor said briefly.

"How do you expect a lady such a oneself to gorge down on a turkey leg in such unsightly manner?" Fischl exclaimed.

"Calm yourself down, mein Fräulein."

"Aww, then here. You can have it, Y/n. Looks like Fischl doesn't want to eat it," Bennett said sadly as he gives you the turkey leg.

"W-wait! Y-young man, you seem to misundertood one's true intention...! What I meant was--"

Misunderstanding seems to be a common case for your group, due to Fischl's 'unique' way of speaking. Luckily, her butler Oz is here as your translator.

When playing the games available, Fischl probably went with any game that require shooting. She actually won a small black and purple dragon from it rawr

"Ahaha, as expected from yours truly. For you my little friend, your color scheme matches one's aesthetic," Fischl said, probably talking to the stuffed animal.

Razor would probably just stay back and watch, but he'll join in time to time.

As for Bennett, well his bad luck always seem to catch up to him. Either the mechanism somehow broke or he manages to hurt himself somehow.

You decided to play the game where you throw the ball into containers that floats on water (excuse my horrible explanation but you get what I mean). You each take turns to throw the ball and Bennett went last.

"Guys, I don't think I would win anything. My first few attempts didn't went so well," Bennett said as he scratches the back of his head.

"It's alright Bennett, at least you tried your best!"

"Yes, Razor trust you."

"Alright then, here goes nothing," Bennett said, looking away as he threw the ball randomly.

And guess what happened, it actually fell into a container with a large prize. Immediatly, Bennett grew confused when he heard you clapping and cheering.

"Bennett, you did it! You won a large prize!"

"My words, you've truly impressed me young man."

"Bennett did good. Razor proud."

You ended up parading around the carnival showing off Bennett's accomplishment. And of course, Oz took a photo of you all holding the prize :)

[Author's Note]: This time I wrote for the characters with the letter B, and there's only two of them. Actually wanted to include Diluc and Diona into this, but I've kept this draft for a while now :')

Publication date: July 8th 2021

[ndoandou]

Hi!! I saw your requests were open, so uh could I request an Ikevamp headcanon for Arthur, Theo, Vincent and Isaac reacting an MC who is super energetic. Like, as in she could literally dance around the mansion without having a care in the world? ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Yeah lol pls feel free to take your time with this request and have a nice day!! ༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ

This is cute 😳😳

This ended up being wayyy longer than i thought it would be. Arthur's part went deeper than i thought it would be-

This is probably one of my longest headcanon/scenario, i hope you enjoy 😌

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Lets say for context, MC is sweeping through the hall while humming, and as time went by her humming becomes louder. Eventually she straights up start singing while twirling and dancing around

Arthur

The first encounter with this trait of MC kind of surprised him. He wasn't expecting young lady to be this active and bright

Gets along very well with her actually

He doesn't mind her energetic personality, but sometimes in gets in the way when he is working on his stories.

He doesn't see her as "annoying" like what most people woukd describe her

He just thinks that she has so many things in her mind (in a good way) that she expresses them all at once //my mans pulling off a doctor doyle 😳

Arthur was in his room, trying to concentrate on his writing when he heard MC singing loudly outside

"I dare say, she is one active lady." Arthur said to himself as he exhaled.

Arthur got up and openned his bedroom door, revealing MC who was singing and dancing around with the broom

MC noticed arthur who was leaning on the door frame with a defeated expression

"Good afternoon to you arthur!" MC greeted him cheerfully, which then she went back to singing and dancing around

"Good afternoon to you too, dear" arthur said which MC probably didn't hear

Once he tried flirting with her but it all flew over her head

This one time MC and arthur was left alone and he tried to make a move on her

Arthur leaned over to MC's ear and whispered

MC seemed unbothered and let him lean over to her

"Seems like we're left alone, love.. would you like to have some fun?" Arthur whispered suggestively

MC was an innocent and very bright girl but she wasn't stupid

"Hm? No. Oh! Arthur can i ask you something?" MC asked unbothered by arthurs invitation

This took him by surprise

"Oh..ehm, go ahead poppet."

"Am i annoying?"

Arthur was blown away by her question.

"Annoying? No, no. That's not it, love. Why do you ask?" Arthur asked her curiously. He wasn't expecting this question from her.

"Ahahaha..! It's nothing important, its just when i lay down at night, i start realizing the unpleasant looks i get from some people whenever im doing something or saying something. I tell myself not to be annoying but i lose control of myself the next day." MC said cheerfully as if what she felt wasn't anything serious at all

Arthur felt really bad after hearing that. He realized that she was being misundertood badly.

He realized that behind that cheerfull personality, she had such deep thoughts

He wasn't expecting her to reveal her most vulnerable side to him out of everyone

He realized that the time he looked defeated arounded MC must have been in her memories

"Oh..oh dear me. I didn't know you felt that way, and im sorry if im one of those people who made you feel that way." Arthur said, with a sympathetic look on his face.

Arthur realized that MC never wanted to cause discomfort to anyone with how she is.

"Hmm i probably sounded REAL silly with what im saying, you can pretend that i never said anything, honestly!" MC said casually as she got up from her chair

"Wait! Hang on a second, poppet. Sit back down" arthur said as he gestured her to sit down, which she did

"I dont think you are annoying. You are just misunderstood, love. It seems to me that you have many going on in your mind that you express them all at once, like a big ball of energy." Arthur explained to her

MC's eyes widen

She found his explanation rather accurate

"Oh..you..you think so?" MC said taken back by the way arthur described her

"Yes, yes. I have an idea for you, poppet. If you want to learn how to express yourself better, how about you try writing all the things in your mind- in any form you want." Arthur suggested

MC's face lit up

"That sounds very fun!" MC exclaimed

"In fact, i want to do it now!" MC said as she jolted off her seat hurrying over to the door

"Oh, and thankyou very much arthur. You are the first person to understand how i feel" MC said smiling genuinely as she headed out

Arthur felt his heart skip a beat.

Without realizing, his cheeks were tinted pink

"By jove! What is this feeling?" Arthur said to himself

Surprisingly, MC was seen in the library writing away in peace most of the time, when she isn't doing her chores

If arthur was working on his own work, MC would sit next to him and start writing aswell

She would write poems

Everyone was worried if MC had fell sick because it was very unusual for her to be this quiet, but arthur just explained that she found herself a new hobby.

Mc would show arthur what she had written, and arthur woukd be blown away everytime.

Everyone got curious with what MC was writing, and when they read her poems, their brains just melted away

Even when vincent brought one of her poems to shakespeare, he became shookspeare

Everyone actually encouraged her to publish her works to the public

MC was excited with that idea, but she said she would give it a thought

Occasionally MC would be the ball of energy she was, but she settled down more

Vincent

He would find it extremely adorable!

Just combine MC and Vincent together would make them the angels of all angels

For context, vincent would be entering the mansions gate after visiting shakespeare

He noticed a dancing figure in the hallway through the window

As he entered the mansion, he could already hear MC's singing voice from the second floor

He goes upstairs and there was MC singing and dancing around with the broom

"Hello MC! You seem very energetic as always" vincent greeted with a smile

He would ask MC if she was singing a song from her time period

He would even ask her to teach him how to sing the song

Vincent isn't an energetic person, but MC's personality rubbed onto him

He would only be energetic around her as she is basically the catalyst xD

Vincent would end up dancing around with her, spinning around through the hallway, laughing and singing

The night after goofing around with MC, she was stuck in his head

He got up from his bed and went over to his art supplies.

He had the strong urge to paint her

The way she danced, sung, and laughed created a crystal clear image in his head

After spending the whole night painting, he was knocked out asleep from morning to afternoon

MC was sent by sebastian to wake him up

She recieved no answer when she knocked, which then she invited herself in

When she came in she saw a beautifully done painting of her

Feeling her heart skip a beat

For once she felt really shy instead of her energetic self

"V-vincent, its afternoon" MC shook his shoulder gently

Stirring up, vincent woke up

"Oh..good afternoon MC. Thats strange, usually you would yell at everyone to wake them up."

Being fully awake, he noticed that her cheeks were tinted red

"Whats wrong MC? You seem rather flushed" vincent asked softly

"The painting.. it's beautiful." MC said, smiling shyly

Realizing his painting was exposed in his room, he blushed into a deep shade of red.

He wasn't mentally ready for anyone ESPECIALLY her to see it

It went silent for a moment and they both avoided eye contact

Not being able to take any more of the awkward air, MC went back into character

She started giggling

"W-what are you embarrased for vincent?" MC said surpressing a laugh

"You tell me MC." Vincent said with a chuckle finally melting away from the awkward situation

Eventually they were both laughing full of joy, even everyone was wondering what was going on in vincent's room

Long story short, they are the inseperable ball of joy 😌

Theodorus

He finds it SO iritating but he can't bring himself to hate her

Despite being so annoying she still had that angelic aura that reminded him of vincent

He already finds the mansion's residents irritating (except vincent ofc) and they arent even as energetic as MC

Wont admit that he adores her at the same time

"HONDJE! For the last time, shut up!" Theodorus shouted, his head poking out of his bedroom door

He was trying to have his afternoon nap after a long day of wheeling and dealing some art.

"Dancing and singing is good for the mind and body! Would you like to join theo?" MC said ignoring his harsh tone

Looking at her with annoyance painted on his face, he glared at her then slammed his bedroom door shut

"Guess he doesn't.." MC said to herself, continuing to sing and dance around

A few hours after that theo payed vincent a visit in his room

He wanted to ask him for advice on how to deal with how loud and energetic MC is

He would have asked arthur but he would most likely give him advice on how to get into her pants

"Come in, what's bothering you?" Vincent invited him, noticing the conflicted look his brother had

Theo sighed folding his arms

"Broer, how do i get hondje to shut up? I keep yelling at her but she never stops" Theo asked, irritation clear in his voice

"Don't call her that! She's a very sweet person" Vincent scolded

"S-sorry broer.." theo appologized looking like a sad puppy

Vincent gestured theo to take a seat next to him

"Well, i understand where you are coming from. She is very energetic indeed." Vincent said

"So..how do i stop her from driving me crazy?" Theo asked

"You say you would yell at her to be quiet right? How about.. you try talking to her VERY nicely" vincent said, emphasizing the word "very"

Theo looked at his brother, confused

"Broer.. are you sure?" Theo asked

"Yes! She is someone you have to speak kindly to for her to listen. Trust your big brother!" Vincent said cheerfully

Vincent ended up teaching theo how to speak to MC the rest of the night

As expected, the next day MC was singing loudly once again

Theo was going to go shout at her but he remembered what his brother said

He gulped and exited his bedroom approaching her

MC who was singing and dancing stopped in her tracks when she noticed a figure standing behind her

She turned around greeted with theo who had a stiff expression

"Good day to you theo! How can i help you?" MC asked cheerfully

"I.. uh hond- i mean MC. C-could you please lower your voice p..please? I am- i'm trying to rest. I would v-very much appreciate y-your coopera..tion." Theo said stuttering allover the place while fidgetting

He wasn't used to being nice to people

It went silent for a bit

"Oh my! How strange, you aren't yelling at me! My appology theo, i didn't know i put you in such distress!" MC said with a guilty expression

Theo was blown away by her response as it just sounded way out of character, making him feel guilty

"O-oh! Don't worry, i appologize for always yelling at you." Theo said flailling his hands all over the place.

MC looked at him and started laughing softly

"O-oi! What are you laughing at hondje!" Theo exclaimed, his face red with embbarasment

Secretly, he felt refreshed after hearing MC laugh again

"Ahaha! My appologies, you just looked and sounded very adorable! It's..ahaha.. very unlike you theo!" MC said, laughing

Theo's brain stopped working, i mean did MC rly just call him adorable

"Whatever! Im going back to my room!" theo stomped away, face still red

"Alright, alright! Have a nice rest! MC said still giggling

Theo slammed his door shut and slumped down against the door

"Maybe.. hondje isn't that bad at all..." theo said to himself

ISAAC

Poor boy will have a mental breakdance

ESPECIALLY when hes reading or doing some cool kid stuff //p h y s i c s

Atleast she doesn't tag along with arthur and dazai...

He knows that she is a kind soul, just has too much energy >:(

He doesnt hate her of course! He just wish she would tone it down :(

Isaac was in the library reading a book when MC started humming while she sweeped the floor

The humming slowly became a string of "lalala" and soon enough she was singing

"Goodness me, MC! This isn't the first time you have distracted my concentration.." isaac said as he burried his face into the book he was reading

Considering how soft isaac's voice was generally, MC did not hear him.

Having enough of it, He shut his book close aggresively and proceeded to walk out the door, slamming the door

The sound of the door slamming alerted MC causing her to jump slightly

"That was really loud..where did isaac go?" MC asked to herself

That was when she heard the door open, revealing leonardo

"Hello leonardo! By any chance, did you come across isaac? He suddenly left and i dont know why..." MC said

Leonardo lit up a cigarrilo and spoke

"Ah yeah, by the looks of it.. you might have upsetted him by accident, cara mia. I saw him stomping through the hallway with a sour look on his face" leonardo said calmly, inhaling his cigarrilo

"W-wait what? I..upsetted him?" MC asked in disbelieve

Leonardo noticed the unsettled look on her face

"Calm down cara mia, here take a seat" leonardo said as he gestured her to take a seat in front of him

MC sat down with a conflicted look on her face

"Heres the thing cara mia- you are a very bright soul and isaac..he is a quiet kid. He finds loud noises distressing especially when he is focussing on something. In this case.. i assume you were singing loudly around him?"

This realization hit MC like a truck

"Oh no! I never meant to make him feel uncomfortable.." MC said sadly

"I need to make it up to him...but how?" Mc continued

Leonardo leaned back to his chair

"Well, as you know, isaac has a monstrous appetite. It will be his meal time in a bit. Maybe you could bring his meal to him and talk things out with him

MC's once gloomy face lit back up

"Thats a great idea! Thankyou very much leonardo!" MC said as she stood up, hurrying out of the library

When MC arrived in the kitchen, he was greeted by sebastian who was plating up some food and rouge.

"Good afternoon sebastian! Is that for isaac?" MC asked

"Indeed, why?" Sebastian asked curiously

"I will take it up to him, since i also have something to discuss with him" MC reasoned

Sebastian stared at her for a bit

"Very well." He said

As soon as sebastian finished plating things up, MC took the tray and headed to isaac's room

She took a deep breath and knocked his door

"Come in." He said calmly

MC went in and placed the tray next to him

Isaac looked up which then his face twisted into discomfort

"Oh..thankyou" he said simply

"Im sorry.." MC said sadly

Isaac's expression showed confussion

"Huh? Why are you apologizing?" He questioned

"You left earlier, because i was bothering you right?" MC questioned back

Isaacs heart melted a bit. He felt like he did something mean considering how he saddened someone who he thought would be the last person in the world to be sad

"Oh! Oh..that.." isaac exclaimed not knowing how to respond to her question

"I really am sorry. I have always been a loud and active person that sometimes i forget about the people around me. I just fall deep into my own world once i do something..." MC explained

Somehow isaac could relate to her words. He knows how it feels to be so engulfed in what you are doing that you just forget about everything else

Maybe her peronality is like his deep interest with physics..

"Dont worry about it... i kind of understand what you mean..im sorry for storming out like that" isaac said, guilt in his voice

It went awkwardly silent for a bit

"Oh! I have an idea! What if... you shout out "gravity" whenever im being too loud around you? Im 100% sure that will alert me!" MC suggested cheerfully

"P-pardon?" Isaac asked unsure if he heard her right

"I guess that was an awfull idea..." MC said as her expression dropped once again

Isaac felt really bad when he saw her sad expression

"N-no! I.. i will think about it.." isaac mumbled, which MC heard

"Really?! Thats great!" MC exclaimed

"So...are we on good terms now?" MC continued

"I suppose you could say so.." isaac said shyly

"Good, good! I will head out now, give me a shout if you need anything" MC said as she left the room

Since then MC and isaac had formed some sort of frienship. Leonardo was glad to see that isaac was finally speaking up, guess its thanks to MC that a tiny portion of her personality slightly rubbed onto him

The day came when MC was being too loud

This time, isaac was playing chess with arthur as dazai watched them

Just like always MC started singing loudly

Isaac took a sharp inhale

"GRAVITYYY" isaac shouted on top of his lung scaring arthur and dazai at the point they probably ascended to a different dimension

"Oh! Sorry isaac!" MC said

"Bloody hell, isaac! I know you came up with the concept of gravity, but what the on earth was that for?!" Arthur said with a hand on his chest that was beating fast

" i think i pooped myself" dazai said as he hurried out of the room holding his butt with his hands.

Isaac stayed quiet, not answering his question

"Back to the game please" isaac said calmly

Arthur just sighed still wondering what all of that was

[raavenb2619]

Me "Loveless Aro?" "but I love my friends! And my plants!" me after reading more: "aaaah, so it's more like 'this thing has been forcefully shoved down my throath for all my life, and people 100% of the times say love but only MEANT romantic love, and I Am Done with this'" //did I get it right? English isn't my native language so I'm a little worried I misundertood something (it's a really cool term though)

(I can’t speak for all loveless aros, so these are just my thoughts.)

The way that people dance behind the vagueness of the word “love”, unhelpfully broadening the meaning when it’s useful to talk about many kinds of love but then suddenly narrowing it back to just romance, is definitely a large part of my lovelessness. It makes it hard for me to know what meaning I’m supposed to read into the word “love”, which means that any statement I make like “I feel love” can be misinterpreted (sometimes willfully); on the other hand, I find it’s much easier to start with “I don’t feel love”, since I can assign a consistent meaning to that, and then work from there. 

But my lovelessness is more than just my relationship to romance; in a hypothetical world where people always use “love” as a broad umbrella term that includes romantic, platonic, familial, etc. love, I would still be loveless. My lovelessness is a reaction to the dehumanizing rhetoric of “love is what makes us human”, even when “love” in that phrase takes on the broadest possible meaning. It’s a reaction to the idea that I need to “fill” some “hole” in my life because of my aromanticism. It’s a rejection of the idea that my connection or lack thereof to “love” can somehow make me deserve or not deserve being seen with respect and value. My lovelessness and my frustration with amatonormativity might influence each other, but I see them as distinct parts of me. 

So, I guess I see people saying “love” but only talking about romance as amatonormativity, whereas the idea that “love” is universal and makes me human has been shoved down my throat and contributes to my lovelessness. 

Hope that helps, as always feel free to ask for clarification/any follow up questions.