#i just can't wrap my head around it
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John Seed is a comfort character for some people. Folks like to ship him with their deputies or craft redemption arcs for him.
There's nothing wrong with that, obviously.
But I just can't wrap my head around it.
There's nothing comforting about the way John Seed treated Joey Hudson. I don't understand why the ordeal she went through doesn't seem to matter to fans of his.
She was bait for the rookie deputy and nothing more, because she wasn't going to give in and join the cult.
He terrorized Joey and the rest of Fall's End, stooping to the lowest, most inhumane levels to get his way. Some even theorize that he hurt the "sinners" in his care just because he wanted to, for malicious, sadistic reasons that didn't have anything to do with the cult. At worst, some people go as far as to speculate that he raped Joey.
It's easy to see why someone might come to that conclusion. The way he acts is deplorable and he makes everything feel extremely personal, sometimes in ways that can be interpreted as sexually charged. He'll do anything in order to get his way because "no" is antithetical to him. He regularly flies off the handle, so much so that Joseph is threatening to cast him out. All the touching and getting right up in the player's face is so uncomfortable and obsessive (which is the point, but I digress).
So why does he get to be redeemed and venerated by fans? Don't his actions warrant consequences?
Are people willing to let him off the hook because he's attractive? Because he had a horrible, abusive childhood? Obviously he's got a lot more lore than most of the cast. Is that something people are interested in exploring for him over other characters?
I'm not trying to come after anyone personally. There's nothing wrong with liking villains and Jacob, Faith, and Joseph have also done terrible things to innocent people.
Which is like, fine. It's a video game.
And I know that John, like Joey, is a victim of Ubisoft's choppy, inconsistent writing and storytelling. Things got changed and swapped and cut during development that got us to where we are, with the story we have. Flaws and all, not like it was ever going to be perfect.
But in my opinion, I feel like the adoration for John does a huge disservice to Joey. People make thirsty edits of him while she's literally tied up behind him. It's tasteless and makes the optics of her situation look even creepier.
Her pain has largely been ignored for as long as the game has existed. I can't for the life of me figure out why.
#i'm gonna save my extra personal interpretations for the notes#genuinely I'm not trying to come after anyone#I just can't wrap my head around it#same goes for Jacob but I feel like he at least has the capacity for some change#cause he has doubts about the cult and stuff#the jury is out on Faith and how much autonomy she really has#though I believe it's more than some people think#and Joseph well... some medication is in order at least#but John had all that money and not a single cent went to a therapist so he could sort out his issues#John never got proper help and he has some very fucked up interpretations of the events that happened to him#he is so stuck in his ways and regularly acts extremely selfishly#in canon that's even considered to be part of why he dies#he's too stubborn and selfish to change#would rather everyone experience the pain that he felt than accept what happened to him#he absolutely had the means to better himself and never did#and Joey and all the other innocent people in his bunker were hurt no matter how you slice it#which if we're talking about John#I guess that's no pun intended#far cry 5#john seed#joey hudson#deputy hudson#fandom opinions#rape mention
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Nwjns OMG thoughts?
I try to purposefully avoid consuming content which is exploitative of children so but conversation about it is blowing up on Korean twitter it's literally inescapable lmao... Had to take a look. the arrogance of this actually kinda made me lose it a bit
This is hilarious the way they're misconstruing Newjeans critics as misogynists or tasteless losers who just want to see pretty underaged girls instead of, y'know, disliking the fact that babies are being celebrated as gods by grown adults... but it is also peak trolling so I'm kind of in shock. I did have to stop and recover from trying not to puke at the blatant objectification at multiple intervals but. I get Min Heejin's point. Very funny. The skit about Hanni being an iPhone was both amusing and topical especially in this industry. I just don't get why so many of these creatives feel the need to exploit young girls to deliver their messages.
#there's probably something to be said about the asylum setting too but like whatever#couldve just been group therapy#but man. its just crazy how like... these creatives are so aware of how idolatry erodes these girls' sense of selves#but they make the girls perform like dehumanised dolls anyway?#I just can't wrap my head around it#and its not just min heejin its the person who wrote this mv#and its jaden and its titanic and its aronofsky and its kubrick and its....#diversity win! exploitative director is a woman!
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first draft of fic almost done man oh man
#not shipping related#chip fics#longest fic in the series is go deep with a whopping 52k#this fic is at 70k and i still have to write 2 not sfw scenes and the epilogue#i just can't wrap my head around it#and then i get to edit it :^) woooo yayyy#i'm actually excited to edit it bc i haven't edited in so long#<- (that'll change)#and then i get to work on my other ghosted wips#and finish sn.f week#...and start working on dn.n week#surprise announcement to those who read this far: dn.n won the final selection#it was in a tie with dreamna.p for the longest time#which is hot of y'all ngl#i'll announce it soon dw :)#anyway so much in store i'm excited :^)#hope both sides of your pillow are cold tonight much love#🍟
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wHy is Nancy's s3 hair so fucking hard to draw aaaa
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Honestly, I still feel that way most of the time
i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues
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i haven't known what to do with myself since i found out. i just wander around the apartment and stare at walls and hope some cosmic encounter will happen, some god bigger than me will take the weight off my shoulders.
#personal#i just keep thinking about the baby#he was so excited to have that baby#how does something like this happen#i knew him#he was gentle and compassionate and goofy#the confusion laced within this grief is too much for me#i just can't wrap my head around it#i keep reading the news articles hoping that someone has made a horrible mistake#he's innocent
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not to sound like an immortal but 1925 should NOT be 100 years ago next year. wtf. that's the year Buster Keaton's "Seven Chances" and "Go West", Charlie Chaplin's "Gold Rush", AND Harold Lloyd's "the Freshman" came out. When you say "100 year old film" I'm thinking about those "moving pictures" that were essentially postcard illustrations projected onto the silver screen. But you're trying to tell me Sherlock Jr., a movie with a solid plot, interesting cinematography, and PEAK comedic timing is a century old??? shut up stop lying to me.
#vitpost#very strange#I know these directors died in the 70s but just having like. recorded interviews with them#that I can watch where they are alive and talking#makes it very surreal that their works are So Old#most art history I'm interested in doesn't have that#which makes films a special case that I can't wrap my head around#in a few years they're gonna tell me TALKIES are 100 years old#and that's when I'm gonna start throwing things
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Video Games 2/31
I'm just proud of the expressions on this one! Trying to teach yourself web-browser photoshop is hard :'D @shadamytober
Also took the layout of the Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog's Saloon so
#shadamy#shadamytober#amy rose#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#e 123 omega#cc's sketchbook#this is my first time drawing omega#like ever#I just can't wrap my head around that many shapes in mecha#man
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so, i had seen a lot of people saying that xavier only loves queen mc, but after reading his 3rd anecdote, i’d beg to differ.
there is a quote in there where he says “no matter how many times it takes, no matter where you are… i will find you.”
to xavier, mc is both hunter and queen. there is no difference. even if mc were to have another life, xavier will still see her as the same person, the love of his life basically. and no matter how many lives it may take, he will go through anything and everything to find her and be with her in some way.
also, his relationship from queen mc evidently carried over to hunter mc. remember in his myth where she was in a duel with xavier before he was taken away and jeremiah came up to talk to her, but when xavier returned and saw jeremiah’s arm around mc, xavier clearly was pouting and even told him basically to stay in his own lane. then we have hunter mc who jeremiah was measuring her figure in order to create an outfit to fit her fake role only for xavier to deadass spray water at him like a misbehaving dog saying that she can do it herself.
i know damn well jeremiah had a ball in both instances, he just enjoys provoking xavier whenever possible.
his jealousy shows the same whether queen mc or hunter mc, perhaps he learned from his mistake before, but his efforts with hunter mc seems more like ‘i’ve made this mistake before, i won’t allow it to happen again’. because, if it were truly only for queen mc, then why would xavier go out of his way for hunter mc; when mc lost caleb and josephine, how she felt lonely and xavier told her about snowflakes falling on loved one’s shoulders by their passed loved ones. or even the most recent cards such as ‘romantic afternoon’ and ‘succumb’ as well as his 4* memories altogether.
for someone who is coined as the one who only loves and cares for one version of a woman…he sure treats hunter mc a lot better than he did with queen mc. but, i still stand on this hill that xavier loves mc, no matter what version she is. also something i want to add, man is old, he’s been traveling space to and fro, he would never waste his time on someone he didn’t genuinely want to be around or simply be with.
when i say it transcends, this is legit what i mean.
to him, queen mc is right there with him, once made to be his knight, now hunting and defeating wanderers side by side.
also for @ly-pleiades because she asked to peek into my thoughts about xavier and such and i am happy to deliver what i can
#cathy rambles#this has been long overdue#in my head anyway#i don't know#he traversed through hell and back to find what mc needed#and sure as hell he would do the same for hunter mc#i can't wrap my head around him loving only one version#when it's clear he loves all version#although it's a good piece for angst#but in general like canonically for me it's just not it#xavier#xavier love and deepspace#love and deepspace xavier#xavier lnd#lnd xavier#xavier lnds#lnds xavier#xavier lads#lads xavier#xavier l&ds#l&ds xavier#love and deepspace#lnd#lnds#lads#l&ds
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Fun fact about chants of sennaar,
If you replay the game on language settings that you don't speak you unlock translation puzzles 2.0
#I've memorized basically every language#except for the bards and the exiles#bards because I just can't wrap my head around the syntax and the alphabet doesn't like to stick#and exiles because there's no interesting puzzles or core gameplay to learning their language#but reading messages in the fictional language with a real world language on top?#idk#makes the game much more fun to me#chants of sennaar
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Fic writers are a gift to humankind & should be appreciated more.
#did i ever state it#i feel like i must have#but for good measure#THEY'RE A GIFT TO HUMANKIND!!!#i adore them so much you don't understand#they grab my heartstrings and GRIP#and i die#everytime#and then get resurrected by the loveliness of having imprinted such beauty into my heart#like i still can't wrap my head around the fact such people exist#and by the way - i am not being dramatic#i am being completely serious when i say i adore them to death#what they do impacts me a lot#(ps. I am talking about EVERY fic writer I have ever expressed my adoration of their fic towards - you know who you are)#i rambled too much in these tags i should have just put this in the post itself this is messy#okay i am finished with being embarassingly emotional goodnight#ps. ps.#THEY'RE A GIFT TO HUMANKIND!!#<- maybe I'll use this tag whenever i make another fic rec list it seems appropriate#okay now for real goodnight
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something something noh sangcheol, a complete outsider, a cop with serious anger management issues and prejudice against criminals, who never knew high schooler golden boy goh jeongwoo and has met him twice before learning he's a murderer still noticing that something is *wrong* and working through his bias to come out on jeongwoo's side
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jeongwoo's father's closest friends & jeongwoo's closest friends, who have all known him since childhood, some of them probably even held him as a baby, and has known him more than anyone else apart from his parents not only betraying his trust and destroying his life completely, but also doing everything to divert blame back to jeongwoo by all means necessary
i think about this dichotomy a lot
#백설공주에게 죽음을#black out#i just can't get that scene with bm's dad out of my head. bm's getting arrested and his dad's crying saying his son is not like that#and then he attacks jw with 'it was you wasn't it' and at first watch when you don't know yet exactly what happened it feels audacious#and like he's just grasping at straws bc it's plausible he really doesn't believe bm could do that#and then when you learn that HE WAS FUCKING THERE. RIGHT THERE. HE THREW OUT THE BODY OF HIS SON'S VICTIM#and somehow he STILL found the audacity to BLAME JW IN THAT MOMENT#absolutely batshit insane. cannot wrap my head around it. unreal#this show with how it drips the info about what really happened reframes previous scenes in such a radically different way#genius tbvh
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Every time I think about Lords of Fortune and their cultural sensitivity I have to go 'Don't think about it' like that Portal 2 scene, because I get too invested trying to understand the logic behind it and eventually short circuit.
#like what do you mean you don't steal 'cultural artifacts'? what DO you steal then?#coins? but if they are from old ruins they can be considered an artifact too#do you know how much historical shit we got from coins and what was engraved on them?#do they just hand a couple of coins to the local museum and sell the rest lmao?#jewelry? again it can be considered an artifact if it's old enough#but would people even pay that much for dusty ass jewelry if it was just a generic one with no cultural background or magic in it?#just some loose gems and solid bars of gold? is it even treasure hunting at this point?#like sure you can probably find some scrap or random gold you can sell in ruins but I don't think people usually commission others to do so#my point is what is a non-cultural artifact???#don't get me wrong I can stretch a lot to fit the new lore (you see me do it with crows) but I just can't wrap my head around it#I do like the interpretation of it's just Isabela checking for specifically qunari relics because she's like#'never going through that shit again' but I don't think that's the intended scenario lol#dragon age the veilguard critical#veilguard critical#lords of fortune critical
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Not to brag, but I learned how to play a card game called Koi Koi from Yukaza Like a Dragon, and now I'm so good at it that sometimes I even win at the Beginner difficulty level.
Seriously, I'm having so much fun matching these pretty cards that all progress in the main game has halted for like two days now.
I'm still pretty sure that it's impossible to actually learn Shogi or Mahjong though.
#Shogi looks like chess but for some reason I can't wrap my head around it#and mahjong is just too much#but I can figure out how to pick cards with ribbons on them#Yakuza
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10 days of Harry Styles ↳ day 10 → HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY HARRY! (insp.)
#harry#10dohs#hldailyupdate#hltracks#hledit#tracksintheam#harry's bday#edits#happy 30th birthday to the love of my life!!!#i still can't wrap my head around the fact that you're 30#when i first met you you were a lil 18yo#just discovering things#it's been an absolute honour to have known you for 12 years#to watch you grow into this amazing human being you are#thank you for being you#and thank you for allowing me to get to know you#you're the love of my life and i'll never get tired of saying it#i even have a tattoo on my body to prove so#it's subtle but it's enough for me to never ever even question forgetting about you#i hope you have the bestest day ever#filled with happiness and love from all your loved ones#happy birthday my sweet angel#i love you to the moon and back#💜💜💜💜💜💜
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