#i just ... need it tttt

[kumomist]

"I once talked to someone about abilities" PAST CXS???

[loveackermannn]

HOLY SHIT???!!!

(read tags!!)

[stainsofgold]

The fact you think degrading yourself is being honest just shows how much transphobia you have internalized. You can just leave. You can leave /tttt/ at any time and you can see people who do not degrade you over extremely specific stuff. You are the person this post is criticizing!

The words are designed to be 'kinda'[sic] mean (read: Transphobic) and that's the problem, you just can't separate those words from their context, or else they don't mean the same thing.

I believe words influence how we think, by saying "I am a brick" or "I am an AGP" it could affect how you view yourself— And it could affect how you view others! There is a reason as to why you need many words to express a complex thought: Because you are being specific. You could say "I don't pass" and it implies a very different idea from "I won't ever pass" or, say "I don't pass, yet", or, you could get even more specific, "I feel like my face passes, but I don't think the rest of my body does", surprisingly enough, we need many words to express a specific thought. Humans are surprisingly complex creatures!

I suggest you change the words you use to describe yourself, or other people might think you'd use such words to describe Them, and they might walk away from you, not wanting any of that transphobia.

You are harming yourself, and those words are not useful, and I hope you can realize it soon. Please?

the twitter /tttt/ girls simply will not listen... they simply refuse to understand that it does not matter what the actually look like for deciding that it's absolutely never a good idea to use the 4chan jargon to describe yourself... they have to insist that there's some information about their situation I don't have, which justifies a course of action that's self-destructive in every possible case

Sigh

[octuscle]

Four T and one C

On campus, they were known only as TTTT. Tanner, Thad, Trent and Trey had known each other since childhood. Their parents were all members of the same country club, their parents all had summer houses in the same area in the Hamptons. It was clear that TTTT would all go to the same college together. With a lot of money from their parents, they had all made it to Yale. Even if not everyone was actually clever enough for it. Fortunately, as Yale alumni and successful investment bankers and lawyers, their fathers and mothers were able to fix that. And so the party at the high school became an Ivy League party. And TTTT were the guests of honor at the party.

Chad's parents weren't in a country club and didn't have a house in the Hamptons. But they were wealthy enough that Chad had somehow managed to find favor in the TTTT's picky eyes. He lived in the same dorm, they had talked at some point. And the fact that Chad was smart and could help them with an exam or two wasn't a disadvantage, of course. The TTTT were all studying business studies, Chad biochemistry. But with an IQ of 142, he was easily able to pick up what little knowledge he needed for an MBA in a lunch break.

The first semester came to an end. TTTT had done reasonably well, Chad already had a job as a working student at a biotech lab and had a good chance of finishing the semester at the top of his class. Nevertheless, he was at every party and if you saw the five of them in their Polo Ralph Laure and Abercrombie & Fitch outfits, you would have thought that all five of them were nothing more than spoiled and stupid frat boys. Until the day the last marketing exam was written. TTTT treated themselves to a beer in the sun on campus in front of the football stadium to celebrate the end of the semester. And then Chad came by. But he wasn't dressed like Chad. He looked like a British hooligan. At least almost. Tight jeans, DocMartens and a tight Fred Perry polo shirt that showed he obviously didn't just spend time in the library and lab. The tight shirt showed off his pecs and biceps pretty well.

“Bro!” said Tanner. “What do you look like? What's with the chav look?” Chad grinned. With that cheeky grin and his haircut, he was still one of them, even if he was dressed differently. “I got this invitation from my new employer. Sick party, all for nothing. And the employees were asked to come in the company colors. And they are yellow and black. And because I didn't have time to change beforehand, I wore the only thing like that I could find. I had it from my exchange year in Berlin. Everyone at my school walked around like that.” Trent grinned. “Sounds sick, dude! Do you think you can get us into the party?” Chad grinned and pulled out four ribbons. “You think I'm forgetting my best bros? Put on your wristbands, they'll get you into anything you want. And here are the tickets for the entrance.” Chad took a look. The nerd still had to study, he still had two exams to write. TTTT did a collective high five. The evening was saved. It would be just the right end to their first semester at university.

The bouncers had had their hands full. The party was an event of the year, crowds of people wanted to get in. TTTT had problems even getting through to the bouncers. But when they showed their tickets, they were waved through. One of the bouncers said to a colleague “What boring philistines!” Fortunately, TTTT didn't hear that. And fortunately, the four of them were so sure of themselves and their appearance that they didn't feel they stood out among the party people.

The party was good. There was plenty to drink, there were hot girls for the four of them to dance with. But the real kick was missing. Trey noticed that the most attractive people were heading towards a door with another group of bouncers in front of it. Trey waved his bros together and headed for the door. “Ribbon only,” grunted one of the gigantic bouncers, pressed into a black and yellow leather suit. Trey grinned. He had pocketed the ribbons and had almost forgotten about them. TTTT put the wristbands on their wrists and passed the gorillas with a grin.

Loud bass thumped at the end of the corridor. Strobe flashes flashed. There was much more yellow and black on the dance floor than on the last dance floor. And the people here were different. Beautiful. But not New England at all. Thad was reminded of Berghain in Berlin. He'd tried to get in once, but even with a wad of dollar bills he hadn't been able to get past the bouncer. But those who had managed to get in often looked like the people dancing on the dance floor here. Thad turned to look at his bros. The three of them had rushed straight onto the dance floor. In their outfits, they stood out like colorful dogs. At least their hairstyles matched the crowd on the dance floor to some extent. Thad rubbed his head. He loved the feeling of freshly shaved sides. Fuck, Trent really looked good with that badass undercut. Thad's cock was getting hard.

The four of them danced in a trance to ecstasy. The hard techno beats thumped through their bones. Every now and then, one of the TTTTs went to the bar and provided the four of them with an energy drink. Last time, the awesome bartender had also slipped Trent a few colorful pills, which the four of them washed down with the candy-sweet drink. I have no idea what time it was. But the party had only just started. According to his watch, it was 06:00 in the morning when Tanner had to go to the toilet. The room was overcrowded. A few of the athletes who had gathered here sweating were actually pissing. But most of them were sucking cock or being sucked. Damn, there was a muscular guy at the front wearing nothing but a pair of black and yellow chaps. Tanner had already noticed the guy on the dance floor. Without giving it much thought, he dropped to his knees in front of the Adonis. And sucked the first cock of his life. But no one, not Adonis, not Tanner would have thought that. It was as if it was routine on a club night.

Tanner had swallowed every drop. He wiped the rest from the corner of his mouth and made his way back to the dance floor. Maybe with a detour past the bar. There was a guy sitting at the bar who made Tanner want to get down on his knees again. The guy's bulge in his latex pants looked almost painful. The guy almost grabbed his crotch, kneaded the bulge and asked, “So, Tanner? Do you like sucking cock, you pervy pig?” Tanner winced. He knew that voice. That was… Chad!

Chad grinned, took a swig of beer and unzipped his pants. A monster jumped out of his prison like a jack-in-the-box. Tanner first licked the skin-tight latex-wrapped nipples and then ran his tongue over Chad's washboard abs to the shaved cock. Shit, Tanner was addicted to hot guys' cum. Chad leaned back and enjoyed Tanner's practiced tongue. For a semester, TTTT had taken advantage of him. Always made him feel like a second-class human being. But now? The substance he'd soaked the ribbons with seemed to be working excellently. The dumb college jocks had become techno disciples who followed their DJ gods around the planet from party to party. As guinea pigs for Chad's new employer, they would not become lawyers or investment bankers. But thanks to a lavish expense account, they would be able to lead a very hedonistic lifestyle. And whenever Chad was horny, one of the TTTT would be at his disposal.

Tienn, Tyrus, Tai and Taren were in top form. The party was far from over. They were the stars of the dance floor. Hardly anyone moved to the music like the four of them. When they weren't in the washroom servicing a hot guy they had picked up on the dance floor. One of them always had his eye on Chad. When Chad needed their services, he always had priority. All they were, they were only thanks to Chad.

Pics by @ki-kink

[mybelovedwoo]

Yeosang as boyfriend plsss

hey, thank you so much for your request <3 i hope you'll like it!!

kang yeosang as your boyfriend - headcanon

headcanon, romance, fluff, smut

gn!reader x bf!atz

wc. ~0.7k

an: i'm just so soft for this man TTTT

you can request headcanons if you want to!! if you want to be tagged in any of my fics you can apply here <3

masterlist

-literally the sweetest, most gentle boyfriend ever, takes your relationship really seriously but is also just such a goofball, your best friend

-would laugh with him 24/7, so many jokes and fun with him, makes you laugh so hard that your stomach would hurt

-we all know he can't ask for kisses or hugs, so you have to initiate them all the time, but it's his favorite thing

-he likes back hugs, but he's more on the receiving side, just loves it when you cling to him, he just wants to stay like that forever if he could

-he loves it when you compliment his muscles, he feels so proud and would always shows them off for you, it motivates him to work out even more

-would immediately notice when something changes on you, like your hair or you bought some new clothes, "wow, y/n, you look really great" 

-you are the type of couple that relies on each other all the time, when you go somewhere together there's not a second you leave the other alone 

-he would do the most random things, like propose to you (as a joke) with a gummy ring or "take you out on the fanciest a date" where you all dress up, but it's actually on your balcony with takeouts and wine

-he always says what's in his mind, so you never have to wonder what's in his head, communication is really key in your relationship, but sometimes you wish he wouldn't say everything out loud

-although it can be difficult to express his emotions through words, so instead he would show them through actions, his love language is definitely acts of service

-he gives you everything you desire, more than you need actually, treats you like a princess really, gives little gifts, tries to cook for you (but fails every time), gives you massage 

-literally no jealousy or possessiveness in your relationship (at least what you know about), he trusts you with all his heart and he expects the same from you

-he wants to spend every spare time with you, he can't be far away from you for too long

-he'll literally do anything just to get your affection (but ask for it TT), he likes to entertain you, that's why he often brings you with him to the gym, he doesn't want you to get bored of him

-calls you cute nicknames, like sweetie, cutie or bub, also your contact name is bub, it's the most used one of all of them

-kisses with him are just so soft, he caresses your hair or cheeks and you would melt into his touch

-would run to you, asking for rescue when his members are teasing him, you are his safe place and knows you would help him out

-once he accidentally used your shampoo instead of his, now it has become a habit of his and only uses your products

-dating yeosang would mean arguing with woosan 24/7 about whose yeosang really is

nsfw +18!!!

-he is a switch, depending on the mood and the day he has, but literally always the sweetest when it comes to such a vulnerable state

-he doesn't really care about the pleasure part, but the emotions that comes with it, he likes to be close to you and the excitement that comes within

-it is kinda part of your routine now, maybe not every day but really often ends the day naked,  in each other's arms

-that's why the morning often starts with an intimate shower together

-yess, he is the vanilla type of guy, with traditional positions, where you can just hug each other real close

-something that would be a no no is anything really wild and out of his comfort zone, he is more like the traditional type of guy as i said, and seeing you in pain or hurt is also a big turn off

-lots of kisses and little "i love you" during sex

-not very vocal other than that, just lots of breath and groan

-could be very shy about it, so probably wouldn't do it when his members are around, or at least would be very careful and very quiet

-cockwarming is a must for him once in a while, he likes to be connected with you and being warmed by the love of his life

-he collapses after, he would be very worn out, but still makes sure to hold you close to him, he falls asleep almost immediately 

[agent-stone]

Has Shadow slipped up and called you Dad at any point? And do you tuck him in at night? Something tells me he wouldn't mind getting tucked in

Shadow

I don't know if he has called me dad before. I think it'd be cute; I don't know about him. He's still new to this whole me taking care of him thing.

And, yes, I do tuck him in at night. He told me he didn't want it last week, but yesterday, he asked me to tuck him in because "he wanted to try something." He's a good kid, sorta, just needs to open some doors.

I think he saw this ask, maybe i could get some input from him? Maybe h zj j j

Shadow.

Saw him answering this and took his cellphonr. What do you taje me for? I'm not some littke kid in jeed of help. I dony like how smalk the keybosrd is on cellohines. I can't soell.

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But i habe accidentaly called Stone dad. Once. I don't think he heard me, so I didnjt tell hom I did.

Now if you excuse mr I nwes it. Jd djd xj j n kz jd x h tttt

Excuse him. Thank you, anon.

-- StoneAND SHADIW

[osakanone]

So, I'm too dense to fully unpack what my zoomer friend said. help me.

I know my friends say "the yearning" is the bit that makes it gay but I genuinely have no understanding what that means.

I thought that was just, y'know, gender stuff?

Like,

"wow, I wish I was her I too wish to be a giant chimera who crushes people alive, that would be the best I would be just the best chicken-wife, everybody tells me I'm sooo oblivious all the time to everything so I'm clearly over-qualified"

The only girls I like are the ones inside my computer, and when I'm in the same room they are eldrich horrors which spawn unlimited pocket-spaghetti from my mouth as I'm unable to construct sentences -- I want to be wherever they are not, especially if they are conventionally attractive.

The boys I like are the ones I actually spend time IRL with. They are very fun magical whimsical creatures I adore, and on very rare occasion we occasionally rub mucus membranes together.

Except one of them who's kind of a dick and he makes me irreconcilably angry but I only see him like three times a year.

I feel almost no emotions about the boys inside my computer.

Its like if I were Lain, I'm straight but my weird internet alter-ego is gay?

Regular me is placid and really nice and usually has no idea what's actually happening around her most of the time.

Occasionally she'll sometimes use a rubber measuring ruler on girls who quote /tttt/ because they need it beaten out of them with affection.

Computer me is a sadist, who can be really really cruel.

I know that I dissociate a bunch and its like watching myself fall through life and I don't feel like I have much of a grip on what's happening 99.99% of the time -- and the older I get, the less sense the world, and myself even make.

I don't get it.

[greennoobartist]

... Imma shed tears for 20 hours straight now...

Ramble/rant below 👇

Remember how i said that ill make a post to explain my au and everything? Well ...

THAT SHIT IS GONE!!!

I LITERALLY JUST NOW SPENDED SOOO LONG THINKING AND WRITING AND MAKING AND

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DUDE I WROTE AN ESSAY IN SUCH EXCITEMENT AND JOY TO PRESENT MY FIC AND DID RESEARCH AND EVERYTHING AND YOU JUST DELETE IT!?!?!? HOW DARE YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I really really really really really really really really really really really really wanted to make a long post to explain as much as I can but not too much and........gone......

How dare you do this to my lovely child of my AU??? TTTTT-TTTT

I feel like crying all the shit our fo myself rn my day today was pretty bad and now this 😭😭😭😭

Another addition to add is that in a community one of the members said that my au is probably sick...

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Dude.... You haven't even seen the au and you say it's sick?

*tearing up*

Well, it could be but my explanation for it just disappeared into void 😭😭😭😭😭

My au is my lovely child and i live with all my heart since its my first ever creation to show appreciation for my beloved fandom and i wanna share it with the rest of the world and fans ti bring joy and entertainment.... But I think that Tumblr just hates me...

I've seen so many fics, comics, aus, (best example Linked Universe!) and always wanted to make one of my own.... And now i did.... Still in progress, but I still want to share it since I even have ao3 now.... But I want to introduce it before just slapping it down...

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Im sorry but I hate to announce that whoever is reading this and curious about my au.... You might have to wait a bit longer to see it... 😞😞😞 ok, tbh, A LOT LONGER

I need to heal emotionally and I'll have ti think of a way ti present it and I don't know how long it'll take me to make an idea and make it so yeah...

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Im sorry but...

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I say it very clearly, very rarely..

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Im not fine 😭😭😭

Wait, you're still reading this??? :OOOOO

OH WELL! THANK YOU ❣️❣️❣️❣️

[d3cay1ngst4tic]

jbae !! its been a hot minute or maybe my perception of time is off i have no idea what day of the week is

fic authors self rec! when you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five of your other fave writers. spread the self-love!

pretty, pretty girl. it’s been long, indeed. c’mere whilst i kiss your knuckles. TT

oh myy, this seems fun to do. (<- totally hasn’t forgotten half of what they’ve written.) browsing through ’em and. . . yep.

here they aaare.

sink your teeth into my veins, the marks on my skin are fading.

vamp!toru x gn!reader. i really do like writing the horror elements in this LMAOOO. and then of course the silly ancient guy this ferret is. every genre here. TTT

water in your lungs, your croons have stars for eyes.

siren!sugu x gn!reader. please. i promise that i haven’t forgotten about this. (<- working on it. . ) but this idea’s been one that’s been on my mind since MONTHS. and lemme tell you that i have a huge attachment to siren!sugu. . it’s quite incomprehensible atp. but here we are.

blow me away, and i’ll keep coming back to you.

satoru x gn!reader. this is actually a little self indulgent,,,, since i am someone who struggles with physical affection as well. so, writing toru’s hesitation was very. . personal indeed. and then one of my perceptions of him as the wind. very dear to me. TTTT

the summer heat makes my skin peel off.

no x reader here, just summertime sadness with sugu, yeah. (<- did my seasonal depress show in this one? LMAO)

snarling won’t make you grow fangs.

satoru x gn!reader. it’s implied yan!toru but it’s just him being pathetic. (<- look who’s talking. anyway) i think it’s the sheer obsession of mine that revolves around toru and need. toru’s need for need. i’m rambling. but reading the fic will get you the gist. HAHAHHA

[oldmanpusspuss]

Same anon that said John would be on 4chan I dunno if you’re actually interested but the context I feel is kinda important to what I was trying to imply about John. okay I haven’t been on there for a while so my memory is kinda hazy but to my memory /tttt/ was originally the lgbt forum but as time went on and became more Nazi-ish a lot of people left, leaving only the most self-hating trans people mostly trans women, and the forum mainly consists of trans women discouraging each other transitioning “because they’ll never pass” and pointing out each others insecurities. If you’ve never heard the term “hon” it’s a shortening of “oh honey” that’s usually used by trans women to shit on other trans women basically saying like “oh she’s so delusional she thinks she’s passing,” and if I remember correctly it originated on /tttt/.

I just think John would be really self-hating in her teenage years and take it out on others the same way 60s John was really insecure about being queer and took it out on others. But she’d mellow out more once she got on E and especially after she got all the surgeries she wanted but it would haunt her to have at one point been part of that community.

I have no idea in this universe if Paul is also trans because the idea of t4t lesbian McLennon is compelling for obvious reasons but I could also see Paul being like, one of those “trans inclusionary misogynists” where he’s really accepting of John but also immediately starts acting like she’s too weak to do anything, and in their teenage years it would probably be morbidly euphoria-inducing for John. Sorry long anon message but I’ve been thinking about this topic a lot.

What a fascinating world you've conjured here thank you for sharing. In my heart I need them to both girls for toxic yuri reasons but I do see your vision

[transfemme-shelterdog]

Just throwing in my two cents, but there's really nothing inherently wrong with self identifying as AGP/AAP or acknowledging that it exists (whether the terms themselves need new names or not is a separate issue imo). Obviously, people explicitly using it to be transphobic is bad, but the concept of being aroused by being a certain gender isn't bad. As much as people don't like to admit it, pretty much everyone of all genders (cis OR trans) are in some way aroused by being their gender. It's part of how gender identity works; if you like your body and feel comfortable in it, you'll be aroused by being sexual while being a man/woman/etc and/or by being an attractive person of your gender. Cis woman feels hot and takes nudes to send people? That's AGP. Having a paraphilia is morally neutral, but anything can be used in negative ways by bad actors.

Sure. My issue being the word, it just shoots up red flags and makes me wonder if that user has been on /tttt/ a little too much.

The word is a red flag, but something, something, polysemy.

I just prefer to keep people who self describe as AGP/AAP at an arm's length, as I don't like possibly platforming someone who is full Blanchard.

[waspcup]

sorry i will have a major hater moment right now actually. i really really don't like the way that voice training post (previously mentioned) talks about the "stereotypical transmasc voice" it felt really . demeaning/patronizing? and also no one who isn't terminally on fucking /tttt/ or whatever is gonna clock the person they used in that audio sample of a "stereotypical T voice" based on their voice LMFAO. i'm sure the post probably had some solid resources but that part soured me insanely hard. Andyes i need to get thicker skin i think part of this is i'm just in a bad spot in general right now but this is my blog and i am allowed to make irrational complaints sometimes

[too-much-sunshine]

Finished the most recent chapter, and as an aroacespec person myself, I was so comforted by the slow and natural progression you've given Scar and Grians relationship in this. I'm inclined to physical affection myself, and that's something frequently excluded in pairings that people write as aroace/qpr adjacent. A lot of times they're always considered strictly romantic, but the way you've written this feels so right in the sense of Queerplatonic, as you mentioned you intended originally in the notes. I just wanted to say thank you for that! Reading how they hold each other and comfort one another (wont go into detail, as to not spoil ch26 for anyone reading this) just clicks in a way that's Their Connection, and it doesn't feel like it's trying to or needs to be anything else. It's so content, and it makes me feel so warm to see that in a fic with two characters I resonate with a lot.

Not to mention the plot- omg, I've been fawning over it all week! My favorite moment I think is definitely the kitchen scene with Iskall and Scars little standoff- the visual was so sassy and queer from Scars end, it just made me cackle to no end I absolutely loved the attitude. But really, I try not to theorize too much when reading stories that way every turn feels like a huge shock, and this fic keeps my attention so well I didn't even have the chance to, I was far too busy enjoying every little flair of dialogue and fluid change of scenario. I literally gasped and yelled "OH /SHIT/" aloud multiple times, I'm not embarassed to say it. There are so many details you kept so quaint and innocent at the beginning, I never even questioned them until their importance later on!

This story has been absolutely, insanely, phenomenally fun to read, and I can't wait to see where you take things next. I've been planning my own fic for ages, and reading something like this has really inspired me to pick up my pages and keep going. I hope you have a wonderful day, and that you have a lot of fun working on the rest of the story! I know I'm dying to read the next chapter whenever you feel it's right to show, and others will be too :).

Much love!

- minecraft-cake

OH MY GODS IM GONNA CRYYYY (/pos) TOO LATE I AM CRYINGGGG TTTTTTT AAAaaaa this means so much to me TTTT ASDFGHJK

Ive said it before, and I'll say it again: I started writing WOftL because I wanted to read something like it, but it hadnt been written. Not only in the superhero space (even tho I am a bit a whore for superhero fics UuU) but also just aspec wise. Im arospec/ace, and I just felt it wasnt being represented in a way the resonated with me!! So I wrote it myself <3

Im so glad that it resonates with others as well! I really hope that deciding to change the relationship romantic doesnt takes away from that! I feel like, personally, it doesnt change their background and their connection for each other. I certainly dont plan to have them act much differently then they do now lmaooo

Ommffggg you are so nicceee TTTTTT If Im forced to say one thing I'm proud of for this fic, i'd say the foreshadowing turned out much better then I expected lmaooo This is my first looongg fic, so I really happy with that turned out!! I have so much I can say about specific scenes and how they came to be in my brain!!! But for specifically Iskall and Scar, I loved how their little plot came out! Those two have History UuU

Thank you so much for reading and the kind wordsss!! This seriously made my whole week and its only monday!! Im so happy to have inspired you, and if your willing to share I would love to read your fic when you write it! I hoep you have a phenonial day, week, month, year and life bestie <3<3<3<3

[geekthefreakout]

Thinking about the 300th episode and...

We know the Winchesters got that one dinner as a family. I've written before about how John and Mary might have (for the first time) shared stories of the boys as kids. But like... SO MUCH happened after John's death that would blow his fucking mind. So, on a more lighthearted note, some brief interactions that I imagine at the dinner:

Dean: Oh! Dad, guess what?

John: What?

Dean (with Sam and Mary mouthing along): I killed Hitler!

John: ...what?

Dean: :D

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Sam: Anyway, turns out the girl I took to prom was a demon...

John: Aw shit, Sammy, I'm sorry...

Sam: Some of my teachers were too.

John: This is why I needed to move you boys around so often. How did you find this out?

Sam: Lucifer showed me while he was possessing me.

John: ... THEE Lucifer???

Sam: Yeah. He spent a long time trying to jump my bones.

Dean: And then when that failed, he jumped Vince Vincente's bones.

John: That hair-rocker??

Dean: And then the president.

John: Am I being pranked right now? Is that what this is?

Mary: Dead serious-- but the devil is dead now. His son is such a sweetheart, though!

John: w h a tttt???

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Sam: Hey Dean, remember the suicidal teddy bear?

Dean: Weirdest shit we ever hunted.

John (to Mary): THIS is the prank, right?

Mary: I.... I don't know...

Sam: I think being stuck inside an episode of Scooby Doo was at least as weird as that.

Dean: But way more awesome.

Mary: Now, that DID happen.

John: Don't you boys ever just kill werewolves anymore? ;-;

[mybelovedwoo]

a hero can save me now

seonghwa x f!reader

fluff, angst, forbidden love/ wc: 1.4k

warnings: drinking alcohol, oc being tipsy, a very annoying guy, seonghwa being a savage

note: seonghwa is literally what we all need. it is impossible to not fall for him TTTT please tell me all you thoughts about this drabble. thank you for reading it!!

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Being drunk with "friends" you're not really friends with wasn't the best idea you've ever had. But what could you do when you're classmates from university invited you to have a couple of drinks with them as you all finished your exams, it was supposed to be a celebration or whatever, but it turned around real quick when a group of guys joined you all. Not gonna lie, they made you feel a bit uncomfortable with their nagging. They wanted you to drink more, when you were already tipsy enough to feel unsafe with them. You've already had enough for today.

You tried to grab your phone from your pocket, but it was quite stuck there. It took you a couple of tries to actually succeed with this easy task. You scrolled through your contact list, looking for who would be the most worthy to call at this late hour, because you're sure it's not a good idea to go home like this all by yourself. Your hands stopped at Yunho's name, you probably should not call him, because the moment he tells your sister about it, your screwed. But your finger already pushed the call button, he is kinda like your big brother and probably your safest option right now, you trust him.

When the phone rings, all you can think about is that you have to end it before he actually picks it up, he's probably already fast asleep and you should not bother him. But before you can do that, a voice speaks from the other end "Hello?" But it's not Yunho's, although it's a very familiar deep voice. "Y/n is it you?" asks the unknown person on the other end of the line.

"Who is asking? And where is Yunho?" you are very confused and the alcohol in your body is not helping either to understand the situation. "Look, I don't know who you are, but please give him the phone, it would be very important."

"I can't, he's in the shower, that's why I picked it up." Great, then you can't ask him either to come get you. "And I'm Seonghwa by the way. Is everything okay tho?" Oh shit, not him, please. You literally can feel your whole face heating up, it feels like it's a hundred degrees inside suddenly.

"No- I mean yes- But not really. I should hang up the phone, it's pretty late already." You're stuttering, this god damn alcohol is not helping you hide your nervousness. After your last encounter, you've been thinking about him a lot. He was just so nice to you when he didn't have to.

"Y/n, did you drink?" Now you're speechless, suddenly you don't know what to say. Should you tell him the truth or just lie to him and let this thing go in peace? But before you could say anything, one of the unknown guys interrupted you. He crawled into your privacy, putting his arms around your shoulders when he sat down next to you. You gave him a look of disgust. "Who are you talking to? Your boyfriend maybe?" Now he's not just being disrespectful, but also embarrassing you. You try to shove his arms from you when you hear Seonghwa talk again.

"Tell him it's your boyfriend! I'm on my way, just tell me where you are!" And before you could process what he said, your mouth acted before your mind and told him your location, then he just hung up without another word. Now this didn't turn out the way you've planned. Instead of your big brother, your crush is coming to get you, and he's gonna see you like a mess.

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You decided to wait outside instead. To be honest, you couldn't endure the presence of those annoying guys anymore, also you felt very hot, you felt like your whole body was boiling from the inside, so it seemed better to wait in the fresh air. You sat down on the windowsill, where people usually go out to smoke and have a conversation with their friends. Luckily no one was there right now.

You didn't have to wait long before you saw your savior in your sight, hurrying to the pub. You buried your head in your hands to sober up a bit, since everything was spinning around you. You still couldn't believe how you ended up in this situation.

Seonghwa's eyes already found you sitting there by yourself. He never saw you in such a vulnerable state, and to be honest it stressed him out a little. He didn't understand this feeling, but the moment he heard that you were not safe on the phone, he ran out the door, he wasn't even thinking about it, god he even forgot to tell Yunho about the situation.

You felt a pair of hands stroke your hair, so you took all of your strength and raised your head, only to find Seonghwa tower over you. Suddenly you felt so small next to him, he felt like a shield from everything that possibly can harm you. "Hey there." Now that reality hit him, he didn't know what to say or do, he acted before thinking, and now he don't even know what he's doing here. "Can you stand up?" He asked you.

When you didn't answer him, he held out his hands to help you, but you didn't take it. You braced yourself on both sides of you and struggled to stand up, but eventually, you were standing in front of the taller man. But he still kept his hand there, in case you still needed his help.

"Seonghwa why are you here?" It just came out of your mouth, you couldn't think of anything else since he hung up on you. You had so many questions that were confusing you. Maybe it's just the alcohol, but suddenly you feel very brave, that you can ask him all your unanswered questions.

This caught him off guard, he didn't know what to say either. "I just want to help you. You don't want me here?" He could only think of the worst, what if he is the one that ruined your night and made you uncomfortable?

"That's not what I'm saying, I'm just asking you why are you here? I mean why did you come here to help me?" You accidentally lost your balance when you wanted to go a little further from him because being this close to him made you a little nervous, but luckily he reacted quickly and caught your hands, so you could stabilize yourself once again.

It didn't turn out the way you planned, instead of getting further away from him, you're now literally in his arms. You quickly pulled your hand away so he wouldn't notice how sweaty it was.

"Because ever since we last met, I think of you sometimes." You can't believe what you're hearing, you must be hallucinating. "I realized how cool you are. I like you, I really do and I would like to hang out with you more." You're just dreaming now, right? This isn't reality. Why would a guy like him want to hang out with you? This doesn't sit right. 

"Ohh there you are. And I can see the boyfriend has arrived too." Not this man again. Why does he keep following you, not even speaking about embarrassing you in front of Seonghwa? You roll your eyes at him. "He is not-"

"Yes, that's right, I'm here now."The tall man next to you cut in your words, surprising everyone, even himself, but on the outside, he stays confident. He takes a step forward to stand between you and the man. "So why were you looking for my girlfriend?" He asks him.

You can feel your face heating up, you must look like a tomato right now, luckily Seonghwa cannot see you at the moment. You know he's just lying, so the man would finally leave you alone, but it still feels strange hearing this from him.

The man was speechless, he clearly wasn't expecting this to happen. "I- The- Yes, the others were searching for her, so I thought I'd come find her." The man was stuttering, making up an excuse.

"Now you know that she is with me and we're already leaving, so you can go back, buddy." The man can't do anything, just turns around and goes back to where he came from. Seonghwa turns back to you, just to check on you, he's really worried that his actions made you uncomfortable. But little did he know it did not, in fact you thought it was kinda hot.

"So can I walk you home?" He asked you nervously, making sure he doesn't do anything you're not okay with. You nodded to let him know, you're completely okay with it. 

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[radicallyperverted]

i want other girls to do it thoughhh 90% of people who want to misgender me are guys

awesome to see a “fakeboy/ftm girl/whatever” who isn’t completely cock hungry tbh. I dislike the rhetoric that goes “you have a pussy therefore you need to get FUCKED by COCK” like I do indulge in dykebreaking stuff occasionally but women aren’t biologically made or even incentivized to have sex with males all the time. Like, it’s incomprehensible to some misogynists that females can feel sexually fulfilled being lesbians.

To be blunt if you go through the lesbian tags (esp the butch ones) there are fully physically transitioned people who are still viewed as 100% female. Like there’s girls with top surgery scars and who have been on hormones for years and are still thirsted after genuine dykes because they have a tasty hairy pussy. I’ve talked to irl lesbian friends and half of them admit to being attracted to trans men but not trans women. And I’m not talking about pre-t “soft bois” these are masculine individuals with deep voices and hairy asses. Remember that one absurdly masculine TIF with the beard and huge muscles and small curl on top of its head, I think it was a TikTok screenshot? It went pretty viral. I had a lesbian friend of mine say she would still see “him” as a woman and would probably hit if it still had a pussy. Tbh even I struggle to see people as their birth sex if they pass well enough but no matter where you are in transition there’s someone who will view you as clocky. If you want to be misgendered by a woman look into local horny butch groups. Not to call them sleaze bag perverts or anything but a lot have admitted to lying about seeing “transmascs” as anything but female for the sake or sex. Even outside of those spaces I see women’s groups that say “women and non-binary people welcome” but it’s obvious they just mean AFABS. If you are getting weird looks due to your voice or facial hair just say you are ftm and you will instantly see the relief in their eyes because deep down you all know that you are included in womanhood. Some will lie and say otherwise, and some might actually believe it, but the vast majority are well aware that you are a delusional female and just want to stay respectful. Even other trans men do it all the time, have you been on the /tttt boards? Transmeds and pooners see you as an embarrassing trender girl for this fetish. They are still all women themselves but that won’t stop them from being hypocrites about it. they will call you a theyfab to your face. You should go outside and have some awesome lesbian sex.