#i jusf hope my brain shuts up and stops replaying social situations i fucked up in my head. bc it hurts
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#diary#personal#lying down on the bathroom floor in the dark truly does wonders. yknow?#i feel a lot better. like. im not on the brink of shattering anymore or anything#im still upset internally. but. im fine enough to like. take a shower after work n stuff now.#i always have gotten overstimulated and stuff. so its no surprise that chilling like this helps.#and my back pain has gone down a good amount too. its probably like a 3 or so?#my body truly doesnt handle standing all that well so it sucks i have to for my job. otherwise that wouldnt have happendd#haaah. im just glad to be in slightly less pain. it was probably at a 5 or so. itll probably be better tomorrow.#unfortunately i have a few vertebrae outta place again so thats why its REALLY causing problems probably.#okay. i can get through this. just give the bunny supper. and take a shower. and brush my teeth. then bed.#yes it is only 4pm but by the time im done itll be 7#and its probably best if i get my ass in bed asap. even if i dont sleep. bc between the weighted blankets and dark room ill be okay#*sigh* its troublesome. really. but there's not much to be done either#i jusf hope my brain shuts up and stops replaying social situations i fucked up in my head. bc it hurts#oh well. ill try to get myself to eat as well maybe. *sigh* but idk if i can. ig all i can do is try to accommodate things.
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