#i jus hve 2 keep myslf distrctd ig
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man :(( the bugs n my brain r gettn real nasty n i think theyre immune to raid
#txt#i bn feelin so shitty 4 a while#n i dnt kno wht 2 do w alla tht#im jus holdin alla th shit n my hands n lookn#i gotta keep up appearances as wahoo fun goofy guy#but undrneath alla th clown make up?????#is sad clown make up ๐๐๐๐#like i hve so mny intrusivr social thghts rn tht r soooo driven by my bpd its insane#n i recognize its prolly jus bpd stuff#it doesnt mke it hurt ny less#n my heart feels lik its bn shattrng#n idk wht 2 do#idk if i hve enough tape 4 alla th pieces ykno?#its alla th same stuff on repeat tht i bn dealin w 4 fckn 4evr#not good enough replaceable unimportant etc#mkes me wnna jus crawl n2 a hole n nevr tlk 2 ppl agn#URRRGHHHHH#i want this slump 2 end but idk how 2 mke it end#i jus hve 2 keep myslf distrctd ig
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