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befuddledcinnamonroll · 26 days ago

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Ok, I am awake, have eaten breakfast, drunk my coffee, and now am sitting down to catch up on GMMTV 2025! From the excited chat I've seen in various places, I'm thinking this is gonna be good, but we'll see!

I'm just randomly clicking on the trailers, so no real order here.

Ticket to Heaven - Ooof, wow. What a start. Ok, I am super excited for GeminiFourth to be working on something more dramatic and adult, because I think they're going to do an incredible job. P'Aof did amazing work with them in Moonlight Chicken, so I think he's a great director to take them through such big lead roles. And this looks like a really powerful story. At the same time, I am someone who has experienced direct harm to my family from the Catholic church (abuse leading to someone taking their life), so even the trailer was very emotional and triggering for me. I will likely try to watch, but will have to be careful for my mental health.

Girls Rule - a lesbian Only Friends! Fabulous, I'm in. OF wasn't my favorite, but it was hella entertaining, and I am here for letting lesbians be messy too.

Do we need to start a counter for "uggggh branded pairs are going to ruin this" posts? Cuz I know they're coming. 😂

Only Friends: Dream On - Lolol, love that this is the one I come across next.

Holy shit! This cast!!! I am just reeling. Also, can we talk about Gawin & Joss being paired again? I love that Gawin has always been more random with his pairings, but at the same time this has to mean that they are totally fire together in My Golden Blood, right? If they're already getting paired for a new project?

Oh, the whiners are going to be so mad. But I love it. P'Aof being a senior director of content production is having a clear impact.

Me and Thee - More PondPhuwin, yay! And more PerthSanta, excellent! And they're not students!

Omg, a pseudo-dark Pond who is actually a huge dork. The plot of this isn't super amazing for me, it's a premise that's been done a lot, but as always, that PondPhuwin chemistry is always so damn good.

Whale Store - more GL, yay! MilkLove are having a busy 2025. The plot isn't super compelling for me, but I like that they are offering such different GLs next year, so we can have more options for what different people resonate with.

Cat for Cash - My babies. Something very different from Heart Killers, for sure. Lol, and of course they made Khaotung cry in the trailer. And Satang getting to do something a little different for him!

Um. Look I love FirstKhaotung. Of course I'm gonna watch it. Do I love the talking cats? Not really. Just not quite my jam. Hoping that's a minimally used part of the series. But the acting should be stellar.

MU-TE-LUV - Ok, I have to admit I was feeling incredibly confused until I realized it was an anthology. I can be slow sometimes. I do love a ton of the people appearing in this, so it could be fun.

Memoir of Rati - More GreatInn! I did expect this. Love that we're going historical. Ahhhhh, AouBoom!!!!

Oh, this one is going to hurt, and I am going to have to watch it.

That Summer - A lead for WinnySatang! Oh, yay, I'm happy for them. Ah, the good ole amnesia trope. But it's actually working for me here. And we get a proper love story with Mond! On paper this is one that shouldn't necessarily excite me, but the trailer sold me, I'm here for it.

A Dog and a Plane - TayNew era continues! I am already loving this. Lolol, New's boyfriend cheating with Poon, oh this is fabulous. Oh, are we getting MarcPoon enemies to lovers?!

100% immediately sold, give it to me now.

Boys in Love - Of course, gotta get at least one school series. Pretty standard fare, but a very cute and charismatic cast. And PoddPapang sides for us older fans! Though I am guessing it will be like the teacher romance in 23.5, so mostly crumbs sadly.

Love You Teacher - PerthSanta! Woot woot! And they're in adult jobs, yay. Oh, interesting that we're getting an established couple, that's so rare! Hmm, our teachers are a little bit kinky and I approve. Wait, we're getting two amnesia plots next year? I mean, I think Satang's character is faking it a bit? But still, this is funny to me.

Hmm, you know what? The plot is a little odd, but I feel like there could be a really sweet core here of what it really means to love someone and take care of them when they're having hard times. And honestly if anyone was going to be a believable child in an adult's body, Santa was a brilliant pick.

Dare You to Death - Ok, I literally just gasped. Am I getting a JoongDunk mystery/thriller!?!?! Lol, "so we can work better together, come live with me", very smooth Captain, very smooth. Wait... are we getting cheeky Joong back? I haven't seen him since 2 Moons 2!

I. am. so. fucking. in. Gimme gimme gimme.

Burnout Syndrome - Ooh, OffGun in a more mature series again! And P'Nuchy!!! I had her on my bingo card for last year, I've wanted her to come back to direct for so looooong! Oh, this makes me so happy. And Dew coming in to dip his toe into the BL waters. I am very intrigued by this one.

Wu - Hmmm, fortune teller and string of fate...interesting. I'm not familiar with SkyNani, but they seem cool. This might be a bromance? Which is fine with me. Just not a lot to go on quite yet.

My Magic Prophecy - JimmySea! Woot! Ok, this looks interesting. Having to go on the run together is always a good formula for romance. And I just really like these two.

Head 2 Head - Another SeaKeen series, good for them! I have to admit I didn't finish Only Boo, I was really enjoying them as leads but I just kinda lost interest in the story. Definitely a different dynamic here! And they're getting to be a bit more mature already. I'm mildly intrigued for this one.

Melody of Secrets - another thriller!!!! And it's a trippy one! ForceBook being adults!!! Oh my heart, I am so happy!

My Romance Scammer - there's Ohm! I knew GMMTV didn't bring him in just to bench him. Paired with another Fluke too, lol. The trailer was a bit all over the place, but I think I'll be into this one. And more JuniorMark is never a bad thing.

I Love "a Lot of" You - I do love Nanon, but it's het, and historically multiple personalities haven't been super well handled in media. So just meh.

The Love of Siam - just a tease for this, so not sure what the end product will look like. But I do love musicals, and would love to see a Thai one.

Holy shit, there was so much stuff here! It's definitely ambitious of GMMTV to try and do all this for 2025, but I'm not stressed about it, I'm just happy to get what I get. And it's so incredibly queer overall! Which makes sense based on what we can see of the viewing metrics.

I do hope the people who were dismissing P'Aof in their fears around bromance taking dominance are able to acknowledge that he's doing some really good and important work here, however you feel about the individual story choices.

I love that this feels like it might be the year GMMTV grows up a bit. Their actors are getting older, and the audience who first came in 4 or 5 years ago are older now too.

No proper old man yaoi yet, but it's a step in the right direction!

And I love that we are doing so much more than plain romance. Give me all the BL thrillers!

Didn't get a ton on my bingo wish list, but I am still grateful and happy to be living in the era of this kind of content.

#gmmtv 2025 #bl series #gl series

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softcitrus2345 · 10 months ago

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Hey three questions?

Are requests open besides commissions?

Do you have any female ocs?

Will requests solely be for your ocs?

Three answers!

1. Unfortunately no, I don't have requests open. I can't afford to do art for others for free, and now that I just got my first job I'm gonna be a lot busier than I used to be, so finding the time/motivation to draw is gonna be harder for me to navigate

Also I feel like it defeats the purpose of me having commissions open while also making art catered for others for free, I gotta make money somewhere yknow

And from what I've seen in this community a lot of the requests artists get are for one-off prompts or characters, which just isn't my cup of tea. I can't get invested in a character or a drawing that is just like a one-time thing, if that makes sense?

I don't want that to snowball with me getting flooded with requests from people for random prompts they wanna see drawn out

I hope that makes sense, and please don't see this as me being upset at the question, I just like to be thorough with my answers and explain why /gen

2. I do! Unfortunately not a whole lot that I draw, my main female oc is Vanessa, and I just love her to bits. Her and Damien are stuck like glue so most of my drawings of her also include her lovely hubby~

If you're wondering about me drawing female weight gain, I'm just not really into that, for a number of reasons, but the main one being my feelings towards the female weight gain community, and how it treats women mostly just as an object for pleasure. As an afab person, it just makes me really uncomfortable how I see women portrayed in the feedism community, since from what I can tell most of the people that create/seek out that kind of content are cishet men just looking to get off.

I know that's not the entire female wg community but it's unfortunately the majority of what I've encountered, and it's just turned me off from the subject completely. There are *very* few times I'll see female weight gain portrayed in a way I can appreciate, and those few are like little gold nuggets that I gotta find by sifting through all the shitty stuff, it's just not worth it for me

It just feels dehumanizing, idk

As a fat person who has always been fat, and who is (unfortunately) still perceived by the general public as female, I've seen first hand the way society treats people like me, the backhanded comments and fatshaming and diet culture, and the horrible things I've been called before.. I see it all too often in the female feedism community, it's just a big no no for me overall

Sorry, I kinda went off on a tangent there, hope I didn't derail this post too much-

3. If I were to ever open up requests, I would say yes, they would only involve my ocs. I use this blog sort of as a public sandbox, where I can just kinda play around with my ocs and share my art with you all. I want the focus to be on my ocs and my own original content, with the exception of my friends and mutuals ocs which I do enjoy drawing from time to time

TLDR, yes, if I hypothetically opened requests they would only be for my ocs, just to keep my blog clear of clutter and random prompts I'm not interested in. I don't want to add another layer of stress to my life with requests and stuff that I can't keep up with

Maybe someday TTwTT

But yeah! Thank you for your questions, anon, it's always nice to have a prompt like this so I can share my thoughts, however messy they may be TTwTT

#softcitrus asks #softcitrus rambles #softcitrus ocs #niche blog #holy shit that was a lot XD #with every new ask I respond to I realize how much of a yapper I am DBFDNN-

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feyascorner · 11 months ago

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First off, I just gotta GUSH about how much I literally love your writings and all the little hc and tiny ideas you spit out on your blog~~ so much that you are actually one of the reasons I decided to pick up writing fanfic again and of course (Astarion is a literally, gem to write about)

I would like some advice if that is alright. How exactly do you get into the writing mood? I posted a chapter of a fic I am working on, but I seem to be in a slump right now. This is due to two things: I constantly feel this pressure while writing that it simply isn't as good as the fics I read myself, and I start to question whether or not I am actually doing well expressing the fic itself.

The second is, do you ever start listening to songs and get all these different scenarios you start planning on in your head, but when you try to write it, it just turns out to be bleh or nowhere near what you pictured in your mind? How do you manage to deal with that?

Thank you so much, and also so sorry for literally ranting/venting about this lol I think I just hold you in very high regard :)

Hello friend!! I'm so happy you decided to start writing again! It’s definitely a challenge sometimes w so much time that goes into it but it’s also very satisfying to watch it all come together :)

My writing process is a little more messy than it should be to be honest…i either just start writing for no apparent reason, daydream a lot throughout the day, but I think the most common occurrence is that I play the actual game and it just inspires me since I'm constantly talking to the actual character! It’s totally okay to be in a slump, it happens too often to me too. And as for feeling like your writing isn't good enough, please know that no matter how many fics there are yours is unique as your own. There's nothing like your own writing and it’s all the more reason to post it! And remember that writing is ultimately for your own satisfaction and nobody else’s! If you don't enjoy it there's no point! So try not to second guess yourself (I do this too but there really is no need to worry :)) if it helps I like to make some program read what I wrote out loud! It helps me catch mistakes and it makes me more confident in what I'm putting out so this might help you too <3

And yes I think it’s a universal author thing where you have so many thoughts but it just..doesnt work on paper? It’s the most frustrating thing ever but what I do is write JUST the dialogue first! I've seen this advice on other pages but if I write only the dialogue it’s harder to get stuck somewhere with description or actions. And if you like the way the dialogue came out you can just fill out the rest after :)

There's no need to apologize! I love that people trust me enough to ask for advice because I know how difficult writing can be…youre doing great just by writing a few words! Good luck I hope this helped even a little bit! ❤️

#feyascorner #writing #writerscommunity

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robertphilip · 8 months ago

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oh hey !!! i was just thinking about my own headcanon on this topic so i gotta ask you! do robert and giselle ever take their wedding rings off for any reason? like even something as simple as doing the dishes. or any worries about damaging it, that kind of thing. ALSO while i’m here. tell me all your thoughts about the engagement ring !! how it was chosen, etc. but yeah also curious if they ever take them off for any innocent reasons (and if they do, how the other one feels about it)

okay for her engagement ring, I'm so bad at picking out things like that so I don't have any set ideas for what it looks like, exactly (which is why I'm hoping Disney will release a picture of the ring Amy wore ... please... for me 🥺) but I do have a few pictures with some ideas I like, I'll drop them below in a sec

I feel like at first Giselle would not want to take her ring off ever. like after they get engaged (which, yk, in my vision, they fell in the Central Park fountain ��) they had to shower, and she was like "I literally can't take it off. ever Robert !!!" and he tried explaining it might get messed up, and she's like "but :((((" and he tells her "if I ask you to marry me again and slide it on your finger, will you listen to me?" and she very enthusiastically says yes. and then, ya know, she makes sure to take it off before every shower, but she really, really hates doing so.

I think she'd also probably take both off while gardening or painting, just so they doesn't get messy, but again, she hates doing it.

Robert doesn't do much that would require him to take it off, but if he's doing dishes/showering/helping Giselle garden, he will.

also, I think Robert keeps up with sliding her rings back on after a shower, and Giselle loves watching him do it, and she loves sliding his back on, so that's something they just. always do.

I don't think they think much about if they notice the other isn't wearing theirs, just because it's rare they're not, but I do think Robert would tease Giselle about it every now and then. like if he sees her painting, and they're not on, he'd be like, "I knew this day would come 😔" and she's like "????????? stop that !!!! do not say things like that or I flick paint at you !!!" and maybe it starts a paint fight, who knows.

for Giselle's engagement ring, I struggle to find one I legitimately like, as mentioned above. I just need Disney to show it to me, please, I can't do this on my own !!!

but anyway, I have these photos.

I like the flower vibe for Giselle, I think it suits her really well, I just can't seem to find the. right one. but right now I'm leaning towards something like the fourth picture. tomorrow? who knows.

as for how Robert picked it out, I actually have a fic about this. will I ever post it? that's a secret I'll never tell. BUT anyway, he checks Morgan out from school early, and he's kind of nervous about telling her because she wasn't exactly thrilled when he brought up proposing to Nancy. but this is Giselle, and he knows how much Morgan loves her. still, he's nervous. but Morgan is like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY !!!! LET'S GOOOOOO. and she's the one who picks the ring out, actually !! they're looking around the store, and she's like "Dad !! Dad this one !!!!"

and then she suffers for weeks waiting for Robert to ask and it drives her nuts but he has to plan !!!! and organize !!!! and stop being nervous !!!!!! (it also doesn't take him that long, Morgan is just dramatic, and not great at keeping secrets (like her mother !!!) so she keeps bugging Robert because "I keep almost telling her !! hurry uuuuuuupppp!!!!!!!!")

and also, going to throw in something about their wedding rings. I have tried so hard to zoom in on their hands in Disenchanted, and like. Robert's ring. god idk I think it's just my TV being shitty, but it looks like it might have swirls on it or something??? so that got me thinking that it'd be kind of cute if their bands looked something like this (not exactly but. something)

just. ya know... prettier. and also silver, not gold.

and on the inside, there's an engraving that says "True Love" which Robert surprises Giselle with. and they don't tell anyone because they want it to be a little secret message for only them.

also !! Fun Fact (headcanon) Robert and Vanessa never had wedding rings, nor did he pick out an engagement ring because it was an impulsive decision. and with Nancy, he never made it far enough to actually pick the ring out, he was just bringing it up to Morgan. which means Giselle is the first woman he bought a ring for 😌

AND, another Fun Fact (headcanon) Vanessa never took his last name, which makes Giselle the first "Mrs. Philip" in his life <3

#thank you thank youuuu #if there's one thing I love talking about it's robselle + anything related to their wedding #I have a whole aesthetic folder for it babeyyyyy #robselle #enchanted #hc #lumiereandcogsworth #ask

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atiyasnake · 2 years ago

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After MANY MONTHS and my brain hooked on dp x dc stuff, I finally freaking managed to work on my bnha wip chapter draft for ch.11 of Coffee on a roof.

Technically, I already had a first draft, but very bare bones, in my opinion, and in need of major rewriting and editing. Usually, the first draft is pretty fleshed out, but ch.11 was giving me some trouble.

But today, by the Grace of Beatrice, I actually wrote what would essentially be half of the final version of ch.11 that I would post on Ao3. I'm sure there needs to be edits cause of misspellings and some other edits but essentially, it's halfway done.

Funnily enough, the 2nd half is much more fleshed out in the first draft, so there's not much needing to be done other than building onto that and, of course it's actually good enough and fits it with the rest of what I have written.

I'm hoping to meet a word count of at least 3,000, and from the looks of it, I think I'll meet it. It would be nice to be able to post a longer chapter after almost 6 months since the last update (December of 2022). Poor readers, I got a few comments about if I had abandoned the story. XD Sorry, my lovelies, I'm just slow.

Seriously, the dp x dc got its claws in me and did not let go.

I have a lot planned and outlined for Coffee on a roof. Kind need to reorganize that whole mess that's not really messy but feels messy. Either way, I'm invested in completing the story so no abandonedment is happening. Tho can't promise it won't take a long time. Still can't believe I finished TIAB so quickly, tho a lot of that was just free writing it in the sense that things weren't really planned at the beginning.

Things are a bit more complex with COAR and I'm really wanting go make sure it comes out good seeing as it's the 2nd major part of the main story. Gotta make sure it connects and all that jazz with the details and so on.

Kinda stressful tbh with the attention TIAB got, but I try to ignore that, less I want to feel the crushing weight of being perceived and judged...no biggie (I am small and sensitive)

Anyways, just feeling happy bout the progress that was made today. Feels nice.

Also, I just gotta remind myself that writing fics isn't my job or obligation. It's something I do for fun and enjoy. Gotta make sure I keep it that way :p

*FYI Beatrice is a character in one of my other bnha wips that has yet to be published and probably will be a big project if I ever get to rlly work on it. It's a whole chaotic quirked 'doesnt die' Izuku style fic (gotta love having multiple cakes). And to specify, Beatrice is a possum...no I will not expand on that.

#Atiya writes #COAR #Coffee on a roof #writing update #kind of ramble too #my fics #we worship Beatrice in my discord #Atiya updates

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caspiansrecovery · 10 months ago

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Nothing more freeing than realizing you have your entirely own space and can do whatever you please with it, so instead of sitting in the same arrangement for the rest of eternity you just...rearrange your whole house. :) Now there's so much more space for activities! :D And another chair to sit outside on (Assuming it ever warms up enough to sit outside... but hey, it's there now!) It's just a nice feeling knowing all this space belongs to me - to do whatever it is my little heart desires with it. I can live in a clean home, or a messy home, or somewhere in-between. I can hang bad art on the walls, or my pride flags off the loft. I can listen to music all day without worrying about annoying roommates. I can walk around naked if I so well please (just gotta make sure those there blinds are closed). I haven't done that, yet, but it's an option!

I guess what I'm saying is, life ain't all bad. And sometimes things work out - eventually all the bad shit you go through ends in a tiny home, rearranging your furniture, music playing, drinking hot cocoa, and finally feeling like it might have all brought you to this point. So, when you feel like giving up - like there isn't a hope in this universal experience for you...there's good out there, you just got to hold on to see it.

I also want to say, in this rather long post, that even a tiny home adventure will come with it its own struggles - there are still long nights of tears, there are still challenges of the world outside of these walls, it all still exists; last night was one of those long, dangerous nights, yet my sun still rose. I'm still here. I'm still alive despite the odds, and I'm safe in my tiny home and grateful I have these walls surrounding me. Decorate your space. Create. Find a place where you can retreat to when the world feels far too heavy to carry on - it will save you. No person can save you but yourself. You deserve to see this through to the end - the real end, not the shortened end. I believe in a tiny home dream for you; whatever your tiny home is, you'll find it some day if only you continue living to find it.

If you're searching for a sign tonight to keep fighting to stay alive, may this reach you - may this be a reminder that there are better days just within reach - may this assure you that somewhere out there is your own personal "tiny home safe space" waiting for you to find it. You're going to be okay.

#caspian gets personal #recovery #hope #if you're looking for a sign #suicide prevention #hold on #a sign #tiny home adventure #safe space #you are deserving #I hold hope for you #love #may you find peace #this was long #sorry for how long this was #but it's important #reminder #friendly reminder #postive

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chucklesim · 2 years ago

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Okay I've been working on the game but I don't have much I can physically show, so I'll explain my thought process about creating it so I have something to post and y'all know I'm still alive and working.

I learned how to make dating sims in renpy about 6 years ago to make a dating sim that consisted of random people I knew just for funsies, and so all the time I'll like something and be like "man I could totally make a visual novel of this!!". I never actually acted on it until I was nearing 20 shots of Fireball and two bottles of Molson (gotta rep the Canadian brands!!) deep in the middle of May, pulled out my notebook at the shitty dive bar and started scribbling away. For some reason coding HITS when you're drunk so I've told myself if I'm not gonna be able to kick my drinking habit I'm gonna be productive with it at the least, and have been working on it whenever I drink. The code isn't really the neatest because of it, but that's why I'm just working on it alone. It's a free fan passion project, if I'm the only one who can decipher and edit my messy coding that's okay. If suddenly it seems like y'all suddenly wanna mod it to add your own endings I'll assess the damage and move from there.

In terms of release, I should have specified that the full game will not be released in September. At the very least a basic Ted and Schlatt ending will be finished, I'm hoping Charlie too but it might be difficult since I'm gonna do a similar thing to unlocking Ren in boyfriend to death with him if all goes well. I'm working two jobs (I'm a social media manager which is funny because I can't be fucked (I can say that because this is a free fan game hahaha) to use my skills on my own accounts because I don't wanna just keep doing my job on my own time, and I work helping lead developments in Canadian Indigenous education at my local museum with a government grant) and I'm also going back to school in September (English Language and Literature, minor in German, don't speak to me in German I am a disgrace to the language so far) so I can't spend all the time I want to spend working on Chucklesim.

The plan is to get something playable out in September, then I'll crank out some updates through the year. As an English student who's naturally insane at reading I hardly have any homework that takes me forever, so I'd hopefully have time to have something out during my off days for exams in December and April.

In terms of dating routes, that's a no. I doubt Schlatt would be okay with that, and even if everyone was completely fine with it, Ted and Charlie have partners and I'd feel so disrespectful and weird if I made a dating sim for someone else's partner, regardless if they're famous or not.

I'm really happy to be working on this and I hope you all enjoy it. If you have any questions, any suggestions, wanna stay updated, please check out the link to the Google form here so I can have all that information easily accessible in one place. I want this to be our game, not just mine. My ask box is always open as well, even if you're just goofing off.

Keep chuckling, perhaps even allow yourself to chortle a little, and have a good day!

Love, Alyssia/ilovlys - Chuckle Sim's favourite (only) dev

#chuckle sandwich podcast #chuckle sandwich #chuckle sim

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harpywritesfic · 2 years ago

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Look at me, a wants-to-write-but-blocks-themselves-because-the-first-letter-I-type-down-has-to-be-perfect-fanfic writer.

I've been hoarding various prompt lists like whumptober and fluffbruary. I even snatched myself one of those ironstrange bingo cards in hopes I could fill one of prompts in a year. But now half of the year is over and my card still empty.

I feel like a failure 😞

ah, you've come to the right place. abandon your perfectionism, all ye who enter here. this is a land of unedited drafts, fics written in a haze of hyperfixation, caffeine highs and/or mental breakdowns. i've mastered the art of "good enough".

remember- writing is messy! the process is messy, and the product can be messy too. in a sense nothing people write is ever truly 'finished'- there's always room for improvement. that's how art works, in my humble opinion. try to find enjoyment in the process, not the product. as the artist, your own work will always seem imperfect. but that doesn't make it any less valuable.

it might help to know how i write most of my fics. maybe my method isn't your style, but i'll walk you through it anyway since it might help.

sit down to write. or write standing up. where isn't important. what matters most is you've got an idea or a prompt or an anything that makes you want to write.

word barf. this is the very rough draft phase. throw out everything you know you want to have happen into the doc. try not to read over what you're putting down (the messiness of it all can be daunting). mine often are made up of unfinished sentences, half-baked scene ideas, 'they do x and then y", mixed with some finished portions. if you get stuck, you can always come back, and you'll already have a little something on the page :)

splice and dice. this is where i put my scenes in their order (if they weren't already, it rly depends on what you're writing. sometimes it's linear, sometimes it's not). biggest thing i use this phase for is working out where i need transitions between scenes, where i need to expand my "x then y" bits into writing, and and where i can just put a empty line with a "-" in the center to indicate a new scene.

flesh it out. i get stuck here a lot. this is the step where you weave your scenes together, write your dialogue, fill in your placeholders. it's okay to just skip parts and come back to them. some parts, if they're really giving you trouble, can just be removed entirely. you're the writer- it's up to you. choose your battles.

(optional) editing. sometimes i just don't even bother, especially if i know i'll hate reading what i've written (if this happens to you, it's best to skip the editing! a few mistakes are no big deal. i find it easier to just throw it to the wolves (readers), who are usually very nice and rarely point out mistakes. they're not picky). sometimes editing is just a quick pass for typos. but you can also get into it a little more, really go elbow-deep, and edit to improve things like flow, pacing, tone, and other boring stuff. totally unnecessary, though. if you hate this step? skip it.

it took me maybe a year to feel comfortable enough to post something i'd written. and it's okay, too, if you don't feel comfortable posting anything. you can never post it. or you can do it anyway. sometimes i say to myself, "i want to read more of this specific ship/trope/situation/dynamic/whatever" and i make it myself. they say to write what you want to read, and that's even more true for fanfic. there are people out there who want to read the same things as you. sometimes you gotta look your fear in the eyes, quote Freddie Mercury and say, "I'll fucking do it, darling."

having said that, this might be most important- it's okay if you never post anything you write. fanfic is something we do for fun- there is no failure. the most important thing is to enjoy yourself. there doesn't have to be any finished product- just enjoy the process.

i hope this wasn't too ramble-y or anything. my brain works in strange ways, so this might be totally unhelpful. who knows! but i'll post it anyway, in case it is.

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friend-shaped-but · 2 months ago

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I feel like they try to make drupad cruel to paint Drona in a better light. They take the "I can't be friends with you bcos you're POOR" incident be the whole thesis of Drupad's character.

Of course, Drona isn't a saint, and Drupad isn't satan incarnate like starbharat thinks, but that warrants a whole other post. Right now, I want to get into the specific episode you're talking about.

I LOVE that they made ARJUN the sexy lamp, the philosophical one, the mama's boy, the- (what starbharat made him outnumbers his actual names and also the previous sentence was all sarcastic. He has so much main character energy and NOT in a good way.)

Honestly, with Kunti's speech in that episode, I wanted there to be a difference of opinion between the pandavas. Let them have a Dialogue on doing what's Comfortable vs doing what is Right. It is actually one of the FEW moments where I sympathise with this serial's iteration of Kunti. She has an ADORABLE baby face which sometimes works for getting me to like her a little bit. But wise, shrewd, matriarch, strong Kunti isn't seen here, which is something I prefer. Also I cannot get over the ageism of starbharat in casting someone younger than the pandava actors to play Kunti. Like none of the women in the older gen are actually old like WTF bro.

But no, we gotta do the brotherly highfive tunnel digging sequences which gives us (mostly) ripped men covered in dirt. The two wolves inside me begin fighting at around this moment and do not stop until we get to slightly dilfy drupad and fem shikhandi.

@preyasi this is reminding me of your bheeshma video.

I wanted starbharat to do a very bold thing and show the pandavas chill and comfortable in the forest while they are uncomfortable in the palace. But ig that's too much to hope for.

NOW, coming to my favourite part: Drupad(And also why my pfp is Asshole Starbharat Drupad and not Good Dad BRC Drupad)

First of all, in my opinion, Starbharat doesn't take into account that all of the major families(Especially Panchal, Drupad was boutta make the homemade fucking kauravas with how many sons he had) in the epic are really complex joint families. Same with the yadavas, don't really show anyone except for the main 3 siblings(SATYAKI IS NOT THERE. KRISHNA'S OTHER WIVES ARE NOT THERE) and wtf was going on with rukmini being reduced to a 2d crybaby??? (I love the rukmini haran episode tho for the krishnarjun moments and it is so terrible it makes my day better with how camp it is if my day has been especially terrible)

Second of all, WHERE IS MY BOY SATYAJIT??? WHERE ARE MY TALENTED BABIES YUDHAMANYU AND UTTAMAUJAS?? WHERE ARE MY DARLING KUMARA-PANCHALYA?? WHERE ARE HIS KIDS YOU COWARD STARBHARAT?? (they are alone enough to squash the "Drupad can't have sons" thing he has going on)

Third of all, I hate what they have done to shikhandi. I do Not Like It. As the resident shikhandi obsessed person on this website(can be corroborated by many ppl who knew me b4 I started this blog) but that is again, a separate post where I rank all shikhandis across all adaptations and it's a Big Thing. anyways, back to this post.

this is why I loved workshopping and writing Drupad. Yes, he is a selfish, territorial asshole, he is awkward and cannot understand his kids despite being responsible for the messiness of his family, but he is also a deeply flawed character. my pfp is starbharat drupad because he looks exactly like I imagined him as a kid and also because looking at him every day fills me with a visceral anger what star plus did to him and my desire to make him a proper 3-dimensional character. He hate-motivates me.

But yes I love the banter between the pandavas when they sit down to eat. I just- it's one of the things this adaptation does well. Although I did NOT like the random south american fruits showing up.

OOPS- sorry for the long post

Re-watching Mahabharat (8/?)

Guess who has returned. Anyways, to refresh y'all's memories, this starts after the episode where Arjun discovers that the building is made of lac. So basically lakshagriha timeeee

NAURRR MOMMY DEAREST IS ABOUT TO EAT POISONED KHEER

Someone pls tell me if these ppl only eat kheer and sweets. pls. I hate sweets, ughhh.

LOL Kunti is about to eat poisoned kheer, and the cameraman is busy giving a sexy shot of Arjun. Priorities.

Yudi bro dropping the bomb, while Kunti gasps in surprise. Like really? Y'all are surprised? this is the same person who poisoned lil Bhima.

BBG Nakul complaining to Mommy how his pet died. uwu.

These kids really arent letting Mommy Kunti process the news, eh?

Kunti: *is confused and scared*. meanwhile Arjun: *proceeds to be sexy.*

Bhishma is also showing that smolder. Dude, your grandsons are about to die, ffs.

I see. Arjun hasn't entered his "i can't kill my relatives" phase yet.

LOL Kunti, won't it be better to have Duryodhan's crimes out in the public so that the court can literally remove him out of the line of succession or smth, instead of just asking your sons to give their right on the throne? Krishna is prolly banging his head in Dvaraka rn.

Kunti is not wrong. Dhritrashtra is really bad uncle. And in canon, he was a bad father too. He had an affair with a maid for a year because Gandhari couldn't physically intimate with him due to her pregnancy. That's how Yuyutsu was born. It wasn't a one time thing.

Is Arjun the only kid who can have heart-to-heart convos with his elders?

#seddramaticeffects

Another Krishna flashback, yayyyy

Arjun: idk what to doooo oh godddd. Le the God: here, have a flashback bestie!

If I had a coin for each time Arjun says "Mata saraswati" then I would have 3 coins, which is not too much, but well-

Arjun: i have to sacrifice myselfffff

Not the Pandavas playing passing the parcel with Kunti XDD

Y'all, he won't die. He is Arjun. He won't die till Krishna wants him to die which is never.

If I had a coin for each time Arjun says "Jyesth Bhrata jaiye-"

See what you have done Dhritrashtra. My poor Pandavas are now doing majdoori.

Kunti really wants to become tandoori kabab, doesn't she?

Everytime Gandivadhari Arjun plays, I'm reminded how he doesn't have the gandiva yet.

Bhishma: *moans sadly*

This scene with the praja of Hastinapur is both emotional and extremely funny at the same time for me.

Stop moping, Karna. You chose mitrata over humanity.

Karna is that friend who is equally into the bs the rest of the group does, but still has the gall to act as if he is disgusted.

Kripacharya(?) dropping the scroll as if it is the sindoor ki thali from Ekta Kapoor's daily soaps.

Bhishma, after finding out that the Pandavas are alive: me happy :>

Krishna going on a beach date with Rukmini AWWWWW

Okay but Drupad wasn't this huge of a POS in canon. Why is he downright cruel

Also you are so sexist, Drupad. It's YOUR chromosomes which didn't allow you to have a son.

erm...Daksh Prajapati had SONS too...BUT THE POINT IS NICE!

Poor Droupadi is already Drupad's unwanted kid, isn't she?

Bhima's personality is just eating and yelling at ppl out of anger. OH GOD.

Not Kunti crying over the food. Ma'am, the quantity is def enough for all of your sons. Also, they have eaten this type of food for 75% of their lives.

SERVE YOURSELF FOOD YOURSELF, ARJUN-

Bhima embodying "Dil to baccha hai ji"

Drou and Dhri about to be born yayyyyy

#mahabharat #mahabharata #starbharat #starbharat recap #drupada #panchal family #isn't the panchal family so fascinating #shikhandi #i love them so much #pandavas #kunti

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loubouskz · 3 years ago

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yellow hoodie

kim seungmin x fem!reader

warnings: smut, protected sex, dirty talk, very slight teasing, marking/hickey kink, oral(both receiving), facesitting, reader tries deepthroat for the first time, small aftercare at the end

wc: 4,002

a/n: I didn't mean for this to be 4k words, I just wanted to post something bc my hyunjin ff isn't finished yet.

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I was already laying down on seungmin's bed, playing on my phone when he entered the room. with messy hair hidden by the yellow hoodie he was wearing. he closed the door behind him as I greeted him.

"hi sweetie." seungmin said in a monotone voice. I sat up and placed my phone beside me. "you okay?" I asked. seungmin nodded his head before picking out his night clothes. "yeah, just been thinking a lot today, nothing bad, just couldn’t really focus. I'm gonna take a shower before bed." seungmin said after he took the bright hoodie off, throwing it in the chair beside him. "alright, I'll be here if you need me." I said, giving him a genuine smile. "thank you baby." he said as he entered the bathroom.

as the minutes went by, I kept looking at the yellow hoodie. I turned my head to the bathroom door then back to the chair. we've been dating long enough, surely he wouldn't mind me wearing his clothes for tonight. I mean I am wearing a thin shirt, I gotta stay warm and seungmin's hoodie was the perfect option- plus it smells like him. I got up from the bed and over to the chair. quickly grabbing the hoodie and throwing over my head. it came down to my upper thigh and wasn't too big nor tight on me. I was practically drowning in the hood tho, so I pulled the strings to tighten it up some. I heard the shower go off as I got back into bed. I started to play on my phone again, knowing he had to dry his hair before bed.

ten minutes had passed when I heard the hairdryer turn off and the door open. by this time, I had gotten tired and laid my head down on the pillow. seungmin entered the room and looked at me with slightly wide eyes.

"I hope you don't mind me wearing your hoodie tonight, I didn't want to get cold." I said as blush rose to my cheeks from his staring. he shook his head as he came closer to the bed. "I don't mind, sweetie. you look cute in my clothes." seungmin said as he climbed into bed.

I smiled at him once he was under the covers with me. looking at how tired he was, I leaned over to turn off the lamp I had on. I turned back to face him and said quietly, "get some sleep, minnie." I snuggled closer, kissing him on his jaw. I heard him sigh and wrap his arms around me. "I love you. good night, sweetie." I heard him mumble in the embrace. "I love you too. have sweet dreams minnie." I said, placing my forehead on his chest and slowly fell asleep. "I hope you have sweet dreams baby." seungmin said, kissing my forehead and rested his chin on the top of my head.

I awoke to the sound of heavy breathing and movement. I opened my eyes to see it was still dark out and facing the other direction from when I fell asleep. I heard a sound come from behind me once more. "minnie, you okay?" I asked as I turned around to face him. he quickly turned his back to me, pulling the covers over his chin. that's not normal.

"seungmin." I said, trying to see his face. "yes?" he said, avoiding all eye contact with me. "what's going on? you're acting strange." I asked, running my fingers through his hair. "nothing baby. I'm sorry I woke you." he said as he hid some more.

"what were you doing?" I asked, still coming out of my sleepy daze.

seungmin didn't answer. I waited a few more seconds before asking once more. seungmin sighed and mumbled something under his breath. "sorry I didn't hear what you said." I said, rubbing his shoulder. "I was masturbating y/n." he said in a low voice. my eyes widened, "oh I'm sorry." I said, not really knowing what to say. the situation felt awkward now. sure we've been dating for a few months. kissing, making out, feeling up each other was nothing new to us. but we've only had sex less than a hand full of times due to his busy schedule, so this was still new territory for both of us.

I didn't know what to do or say, really. so I laid back down, turned my back to him. "you can continue if you want, I'll go back to sleep." I said barely above whisper. no response. no movement. just silence. it was deafening. I never wanted to disappear so badly till this moment. so I closed eyes and waited for sleep to take over my body or for me to wake up up from a weird dream.

and of course it never came, knowing that my boyfriend was masturbaing with me in the room for the first time. I felt my stomach turn at the thought, which caused even more thoughts. sexual thoughts to be specific. good god, just let me sleep. I don't want to make things even more weird. I felt like time was moving so slow. seungmin sighs and turns back over. I could feel his stare on my back. I tensed up and shivered.

"y/n." seungmin said, placing a hand on my waist. I didn't move and pretended to be asleep. "y/n, I know when you're awake." he said as he moved his hand up and down. I turned over and looked at him. I could see warm eyes in the dark. he pushed my hair back and said "I know you're overthinking about this. I should have went to the bathroom, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfor-"

"why didn't you wake me?" I asked, genuinely curious. seungmin raised his eyebrows. "I didn't think you'd be down for that till a little later?" he said more in a questioning tone at the end. "I would have helped you if you had woken me up." I said, placing my hand on his clothed chest. he sucked in through his teeth. "well, I'll know for next time." he said, still rubbing my waist. "you don't want to continue?" I asked, moving over to him. "to be honest, I lost it when you called out to me. you scared me pretty bad." seungmin said with an embarrassing laugh. I stifled my laugh the best I could. "oh, I'm sorry." I said through my giggles.

I calmed down a little and met his eyes once more. "is that why you couldn't focus, because you were too horny?" I asked. I felt him nodding somewhat. "about what? or did it just come out of nowhere." I asked. he laughed, "no, it didn't come out of nowhere. just you running through my head." seungmin said quietly. "but you barely saw me today." I stated. "I know that, but it's true. then when I came out of the bathroom and saw you in my hoodie. my thoughts ran wild again." he answered.

"like what?" I asked. he shook his head, "you ask so many questions, but are you sure you want to know?" seungmin asked. "did you not just tell me that I caused your horniness?" I said. "okay, sheesh. no need for that tone." he laughed out. he thought for a minute before slightly tightening his grip on my waist.

"when I woke up to the sight of you is when it began. I could only think, damn my girl is so pretty and hot when she sleeps. when I got up and you told me, you'd stay here and wait for me to come back. all I could imagine was you laying on my bed and just touching yourself because you miss me so much." he said. I felt blush creep onto my cheeks and my thighs clench. I could tell he was getting turned on just by his dirty thoughts.

"all day while I was gone, all I could think were these what ifs. when I came home and saw you on my bed, all I wanted to do was take you right then and there. it took me longer in the shower because I had to calm myself down." he paused for a moment, slipping his hand under the hoodie and tank top. again, I felt my stomach felt in tight knots. god, why did I like him talking to me like this?

"when I came out and saw you wearing my hoodie, you looked so cute and innocent. I just wanted to fucking ruin you. wreck you. make you a crying and whimpering mess." he groaned out as he placed his hand on my breast, circling my nipple with his thumb. I closed my eyes and moaned. "I would let you." I whined. "yeah, baby?" he said. I nodded, my thoughts clouded over. seungmin's hand went down to the hem of shorts. "you'd let me fuck you. and I'm not saying like the other times, I mean purely fuck you. fuck you hard and like I mean it. use you. make you cum so hard on my fingers and tongue way before I bury my cock deep in your little cunt." he said as he cupped my lower lips, placing his middle finger right between the lips.

moving his hand up and down, slowly but surely making me more wet. "you'd like that so much, wouldn't you?" he asked. I nodded, moaning as he put more pressure on my clit. "minnie, more. please." I said, gripping his shirt in my fist. "if my baby wants more, she gets more." seungmin said pushing his hand into my shorts, touching me where I need him the most. "no underwear, such a naughty baby." he said, collecting my juices. he placed his fingers on my clit, rubbing small slow circles. "so wet, just for me right?" he said, coming closer to my face. I could see the small smirk his face held. I nodded, running my hands up his chest to the back of his neck. I rolled my hips into his fingers, wanting more.

"more." I said, slightly pulling at his hair. the groan he made at the feeling, sounded animalistic. I clenched my thighs around his hand. seungmin sat up and leaned over me, pulling his hand out of my shorts. caging me between his arms. "god, I love how you look under me with that look on your face." seungmin said. he brought his lips to mine. a messy hot kiss. I whined into the kiss as I messed with hair more. he pressed his tongue on my bottom lip, licking it slightly. I opened my mouth to let him explore.

his hands slid down my body and opened my legs so he could press into me. "god, I love so much." he mumbled into the kiss, grinding into me. I moaned as I could feel him start to get hard again. he kissed away from my lips, down to the side of my neck. kissing and sucking in the most sensitive spots, making me roll my hips up. "I want to leave marks all over you, in the most visible places. so everyone knows who makes you feel so good, who owns you. let people's minds wander as they see them, knowing they can't have you like I can. can I baby? can I leave my marks all over your neck? fuck, you'd look so pretty." seungmin said, nibbling on my earlobe.

god, the way he was saying those words turned me on. "fuck, yes seungmin. please mark me." I said as I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling his weight onto me. he groaned and harshly started sucking at my neck, wanting to leave the darkest marks all over. once he was satisfied with the right side, he did the same thing to the left. just my quiet moans and his groans, rolling our hips to get some friction.

when he decided that he was done with my neck, he sat up. "let's get these shorts off you, baby." he said, hooking his fingers around them and pulling them down my legs. once my shorts were somewhere thrown onto the floor, seungmin was about to lay down but he abruptly stopped. he reached over to turn on the lamp, that lit up the room a small bit. "that's better." he said, smiling at me. he pressed his hands onto my thighs and gripped them harshly. I moaned and rolled my hips up once more. "I love seeing you so needy for me, how you react to my touches, my words. I love it so much." he said, kissing my knee.

he looked me dead in my eyes, "sit up." he demanded. I sat up and met his lips quickly. his hand held my jaw gently. I melted into the sweet touch. he pulled away and admired me for a second. "can you do something for me?" seungmin asked with a playful smile. "what?" I asked. "I want you to sit on my face. can you do that for me?" he asked. my eyes widened and said, "I can try." seungmin smiled and moved to lay on the bed. he grabbed my hand and helped guide me over his face. I didn't want to crush the man so I hovered over him, holding onto the bed frame. I felt him leave kisses my inner thighs before leaving harsh marks there as well. "minnie." I whined, that area being a little sensitive. his hands came up to the outer portion of my thighs and gave me loving squeezes to somewhat distract me.

seungmin stopped and looked up at me. "ready for the actual show now, baby?" he asked as his hands ran up and down my body. "yes." I said, looking down at him. I clenched at the sight of him, between my legs, only being able to see his eyes. his hands tightly gripped my waist and pulled me fully down on his face. "good." he mumbled before eating me out like a mad man. "ah seungmin." I cried out, bringing my hand to his hair and pulled at it. his nose right on my clit as his tongue entered my velvet walls.

I didn't last long at all, which was not surprising. the view of him between my legs, eyes either on me or closed in concentration, hands on my hips guiding me back and forward on his tongue and nose. "gonna cum." I said, as my thighs trembled. he opened his eyes and placed his tongue flat on my clit. watching me roll my hips to hit my climax. my knuckles turning white due to my grip on the bed frame, eyes closed shut, with my head down as I caved into myself. seungmin held me in place, rubbing my thighs with his thumbs. "you did so good baby." seungmin said, licking his lips.

I blushed as I gained enough strength to remove my legs. I sat on my knees beside him as he sat up on the headboard. "want to continue?" seungmin asked, placing his right hand on my waist. I nodded, making him smirk. "come suck my cock baby." he said, taking off his sleeping pants and throwing them off the side of the bed. my mouth watered at the sight of his dick hard, tip of his head red, with precum leaking out.

I leaned down, ass in the air, licking up his cock. seungmin's head rolled down, hand in my hair. I placed my hand on his cock and licked up the precum. I wrapped my lips around the head, slowly making my way down. "fuck, just like that baby." he groaned out. I focused not to gag around him, going back up. I twisted my wrist as my hand, following my mouth. "grip a little more baby." he said, I looked up at him. his eyes already on me with his jaw slacked. I whined at him as I adjusted my grip. "shit baby." he said, making me lightly clench. I pressed my head back down, focusing on seungmin. I gagged around his cock on accident, making him buck his into my mouth- making me choke.

he quickly pulling me from his cock. "you okay?" he asked, petting my hair. I nodded with tears in my eyes, "I'm okay, it just shocked me." I said. gears turned in his head as seungmin tilted it to the side, "do you think you could handle me fucking your mouth and throat a little?" he asked. "I don't know." I said, a little worried. "we can stop whenever you want, just tap me on my leg. but if you feel like you're not ready for that yet, we can skip that part." seungmin said, reassuring me.

I thought about it for a second. "I'll try it now but not for too long. like a test try." I said. seungmin raised his eyebrows, "are you sure?" he asked. I nodded but seungmin wasn't looking for that. "I need a verbal answer for this y/n." he said. "yes, I want to try. just for a minute." I said. "okay baby. we'll take it step by step." he said, placing his hand in my hair again.

"put your mouth back on me and just stay in place, okay." he said. I did what he asked and looked up at him. "remember to breathe through your nose. if you need me to stop, tap my leg." he said, I slightly nodded. "I'm gonna start off really slow and work up the pace, I'll tell you when." he said, placing his feet flat on the bed. I closed my eyes and focused on breathing through my nose. slowly started pushing his hips in and out of my mouth, each time going a little farther in my mouth.

"I'm going to pick up the pace, little by little now." he groaned. I readied myself and felt him picking up the pace. I scrunched up my eyebrows as I felt him hit the back of my throat lightly. I whined around him, making him moan. after a few more thrusts, he stopped and took his cock out of my mouth. "was that okay baby?" he asked. I answered yes to him. seungmin sat up on his knees and kissed me on my lips.

"ready more baby?" seungmin asked, kissing my neck again. I moaned as I said yes. seungmin pushed me back down on the bed, head hitting the pillow. seungmin reached over to the end table and pulled a condom from the drawer. he pulled his shirt over his head as I tried to follow, he stopped me. "I want to fuck you wearing my hoodie." he stated, as he opened the package and put the condom on intensively. I moaned as he pressed his erection at my entrance. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him close.

"wait baby, I still gotta stretch you out with my fingers for my cock." he laughed out. "minnie hurry please." I whined. "can't rush with proper pleasure sweetie." he said, as he slid his hand down my thigh to where I wanted him most. he pushed one finger into me as I moaned. "so wet, I could probably just slip my cock right in." seungmin said, thrusting his finger in and out. "please." I said, rolling my hips. seungmin smiled as he inserted a second finger and I arched my back.

I moaned so loud as he curled his fingers up, instantly finding my g-spot. "feels so good." I said, bringing my hand to his hand. I felt his arm flexing as he was fingering me, I clenched around his fingers. "yeah, baby. you're so tight for me." seungmin said as pushed one more finger in. I felt myself getting closer to my orgasm. "I'm gonna cum, minnie." I said, turning my head into the pillow.

everything happened so fast, seungmin replaced fingers quickly with his cock, bottoming out. I came right then and there, head thrown back. "fuck baby, just creamed all over my cock. like the good girl I know you are." seungmin said, holding on to the back of my legs. "minnie." I whined. "what baby? what do you want?" he said. "you." I said. "yeah? you want me. want me to fuck you hard baby?" he asked, thrusting very slowly. I hummed as I rolled my hips. "say it baby. say that you want me to fuck you. ruin you." he said, pushing his upper body down onto me, trapping my legs up.

I moaned, pushing my hand through the top of his hair. "seungmin please ruin me, fuck me baby. please as hard as you want. please." I whispered, pulled at his hair hard. he hissed and smashed lips into mine. I moaned into the kiss as he pushed out and slammed his hips back into me. "god seungmin." I moaned loudly. "fuck baby, just like that. scream my name baby." he whispered.

the other times we had sex felt good, but this felt so different. so much more intense with the feeling. the sound of our bodies meeting each other, the position, being so close, his eyes never leaving mine, my loud moans, his low groans, and how the sweats from our bodies glowed from the lamp. the feeling of how his cock was slamming me was so overwhelming. hitting my g-spot perfectly with each hard deep thrust.

"seungmin." I cried loudly. "oh y/n." he moans, slipping his head into my neck. he moved his arms away from legs and put them under my arms, basically holding me. I wrapped my legs the best I could around his waist. his body rubbing against my clit, making me closer and closer.

"minnie, I'm- ah!" I felt my second climax hit me sooner than a thought. "yes, that's it baby. god, I'm going cum." he moans. he sat up still rolling his hips but a bit slower. he moans became higher, making me clench once more. "oh fuck." he groaned, filling the condom up. he milked out his orgasm till he was sensitive.

he pulled out and sighed, looking at me. "you feel okay baby?" he asked, gently rubbing my thighs. "I'm tired." I simply said with my eyes closer. "well, let's get cleaned up first." seungmin said, holding both my hands. helping me sit up and off the bed. he held my hand as we bathroom as I entered the bathroom, there was a knock at the bedroom door. seungmin quickly threw his sleeping pants back on and answered the door.

I heard mumbling then the door closed. seungmin entered the bathroom with blush on his cheeks. "who was it?" I asked, scared of who it was, knowing that we were probably really loud. "felix, he said to warn him next time." he said, scratching his neck. my hand covered my face in embarrassment. "also he brought us bottles of water." he said, pointing back to the bedroom. "so let's get clean now and go to bed." he smiled, kissing my forehead.

after we finished getting cleaned up, we hopped back into bed and under the covers. seungmin reached over and handed me a water bottle. I thanked him and took a long sip. "I wasn't too rough on you right?" seungmin said, rubbing my back. I shook my head no. "I enjoyed it, I liked how rough you were with me and how you talked to me." I said with a slight blush on my cheeks. seungmin laughed and pulled me into him. "okay." he said with the biggest smile on his face. he pulled us both down, his head laying on the pillow and my head on his chest. the minutes passed as we slowly fell asleep in each other's embrace.

best night ever so far to say the least, right!

#kim seungmin imagines #kim seungmin #skz seungmin #kim seungmin smut #seungmin smut #skz #stray kids #skz imagines #stray kids imagines #skz smut #stray kids smut #straykids #felix #bangchan #lee know #changbin #hyunjin #jisung #jeongin

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fr1d4y-wr1t1ng · 3 years ago

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Family Game Night, Disaster Edition!

“Hey!!” hiyoooo :)! “Can I request a sort of family game night scenario with a reader that's in the sleepybois?? Maybe something like uno? Idk, sorry this is so vague!! Also do u mind adding me as 💿 anon?”

WELCOME TO THE GANG 💿 ANON!! I'm so glad to have you (and everyone else) here!! I'm ngl this was one of the best rqs I think I've ever written. The vaugeness really helped get the juices flowing!! But I really hope you enjoy it, bc I sure did :).

Request: yes!! From our lovely 💿 anon!!

Genre: Familial Imagine!!

CW: Swearing and somewhat implied death?? Idk it's a one off but yeah.

Characters in Post: Philza, Technoblade, Wilbur, and Tommy.

Description: Family game night can be a little hectic... especially when hectic is the only thing you've known all your life.

(Bonus) Word Count: 777 :)

The screaming… the yelling and the tears were too much for you. You could barely feel anything other than… rage. Pure adrenaline and rage filled you to your core… but you had to wait… for a good moment to strike…

…

“UNO!”

“NO-!”

As laughter filled the room yet again, you see as your brother Wilbur gets down to an Uno, yet again. It was torture for you, because you, as per usual were stuck with the MOST AMOUNT OF CARDS. As you patiently waited for your turn, you could see how Techno glared at Wilbur, almost like prey. It was hilarious, admittedly. But still somewhat… what’s the word… intimidating.

As Tommy placed down a green 4, you watched Philza intently. You wondered what his plan of action was to combat a green 4, you watched as he places down a green 2. It was finally your turn. “After you, y/n.” Your father murmured toward you, all eyes pointing at you like some caged beast.

You scanned through all your cards, making direct eye contact with Wilbur as you carefully placed down a green +2. Techno’s eyes seemed to sparkle as he placed down his own red +2. Wilbur sighed as he shamefully picked up his 4 cards, looking towards Tommy to see what he’d do for his turn. You and Techno celebrated with a small high-five under the table.

Tommy smirked as he placed a red reverse card, everyone’s eyes shifted towards Wilbur as he had to make his next move. As Wilbur slowly calculated what he’d place down. But your question wasn't what Wilbur was going to do next, it was how you ended up here. Playing Uno with your family instead of doing what you wanted to, reading.

~~Flashback~~

The sounds of silence filled your room as your eyes flicked towards the next paragraph. Tonight you just wanted to eat your food and read your book in peace. As you scanned through each word, every sentence making you ponder in intrigued thought, suddenly your state of mind went from your book to what the hell your brother, Tommy, was doing in your room.

“Y/nnnn. Phil says you gotta come downstairssss” He whined at you, perking your interest as you sat up to look at the messy boy in your doorway. “What do you mean?” you asked, unhappily setting your book down as your brother shrugged. “I don't fuckin’ know, he's just asking for everyone downstairs” as the meance finally left you alone, you groaned at the thought of leaving but, hesitantly left your room as you went down to your family.

As you entered the kitchen, seeing Wil leaning on the counter, and Techno standing in front of the fridge, you all looked at Phil and pondered the reason for gathering you all in the one place you usually never gathered in (other than the bathroom).

“So.” Phil clapped his hands together while looking at you all. “The pizza we ordered isn't going to here for another 45 minutes.” You and Tommy sighed, a bit upset over the long wait for your dinner. “-but instead of having you all go to your rooms-” Phil continued, his gaze making you feel as if he was piercing your soul, “we’re playing Uno.” you all groaned as your father laughed at your angsty selves.

Wilbur was the first to speak up, “but didn't you ban Uno after last time?” uncomfortable silence choked you out as you remembered the last time you played Uno… God those poor orphans… Phil awkwardly chuckled at he replied, “yes… but! It'll be fine this time, I'm sure of it.” you lightly smirked as you mumbled “as long as Techno isn't out of sight.” of course Phil and Wilbur started cracking up at your small comment while Techno merely ‘HEH!?’d at you.

Phil was the first to stop laughing, “oh c’mon, it’ll pass the time for at least 15 minutes.” Tommy was the first to sit at the table, excited for another game of Uno. Next were Wilbur and Techno, taking their seats and waiting patiently for the game to start. You were the last to the table. You quietly took your seat as you heard Philza quietly and precisely shuffle the cards.

~~End of Flashback~~

And that's how you ended up watching Wilbur win. His final card being placed down as the Pizza finally arrives. Tommy pouted at Wilbur, as your father got up to go get the door. “You're too good at this game!!” your brother complained, shaking Wilbur’s arm as a sign of protest.

And admittedly, this was way more entertaining than any fantasy world could be.

#fanfic #imagines #my writing #mcyt x reader #sbi x reader #sleepy bois inc #philza x reader #techno x reader #wilbur soot x reader #tommyinnit x sibling reader

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earlgreymon · 3 years ago

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flying birds & floating petals; a koukari playlist for lovers who questioned about the reflecting wings and fallen cherry blossom on the river. (youtube / spotify)

01. must have been the wind - alec benjamin we can talk about the noise when you're ready 02. venus - sleeping at last astronomy in reverse, it was me who was discovered 03. hesitate - steve moakler excuse me while i fall for you 04. you can - david archuleta show me the good thing comes to those who wait 05. livewire - oh wonder so hold me, when i'm wasting the light 06. (they long to be) close to you - chord overstreet that is why all the boys in town follow you all around—just like me, they long to be close to you 07. take care of yourself - maisie peters you don't get a medal for the last one awake, so rest your eyes and give your baggage to me 08. bright - echosmith did you and jupiter conspire to get me? i think you and the moon and neptune got it right cause now I'm shining bright 09. love u - shye take it slow, you don't gotta tell me. i just wanna know if you need me to call you maybe—it's alright if you don't bonus tracks: there are many ways to say i love you - sylvan esso you'll find many ways to say 'i love you', you'll find many ways to understand what love is

part 1 of lovers in japan series track-by-track commentaries;

since the beginning of june, i've been curating some songs that i think can be associated with my favourite pairs on my twitter. as the digiweek is coming and one of the prompt is "music" i was thinking to wrap them all into a playlist for each pair.

but... i end up having five playlists, and i don't think i want to put them all on digiweek because i actually have another fic entry for day 3. so i'm gonna save one for digiweek, another for a specific otp week (take a guess!), and the others for... well, day-to-day post like this.

you will find the playlist on my lovers in japan series. the name was taken from coldplay's song. please note that my playlists will not be arranged chronologically, so you will see the 'storyline' is kinda messy. i arranged them according to how i think the order of the songs will sound good in the listeners' ears, and trust me when i said i have listened to these playlists a million times to make sure that they do sound good.

please also note the songs may have different interpretations, and i know there's gonna be people who disagree with my song choices. as i'm also not that good at translating songs, this is just my take and 1) i can be wrong; 2) you may have a different take.

for this koukari playlist itself, the title and the subtitle are inspired from @skuag's koukari headcanon. ngl i'm so in love with sku's line about koushiro and hikari questioning things around them, and i put the line into this. i hope you don't mind! :D

onto the real commentaries now!

01. must have been the wind - alec benjamin

when i first heard the song, i thought it was about an attempt to save a girl from an abusive relationship/domestic violence. but generally, this song is also about being a friend to someone who isn't ready to talk about his/her own feelings, and that's how i think the dynamic between koushiro and hikari is. they will both be loyal and helpful no matter what to each other ("promise I'm not playing tricks on you, you're always welcome to come in. you could stay here for an hour or two if you ever need a friend").

the whole song mostly told about the girl refusing to talk, but in the last part of the song, it is also implied that the singer won't push her. koushiro and hikari are both very patient, so this song is perfect. another trivia is that this song is about two persons living in the same buildings and koushiro lives in the same apartment with hikari in da:2020 :D

02. venus - sleeping at last

this is just a general, sweet love song with a hint of scientific touch with astronomical metaphors. also, on the line "astronomy in reverse, it was me who was discovered" that i quoted above, i think it can also be interpreted how koushiro is always passionate about finding things, but then love comes and finds him instead.

03. hesitate - steve moakler

"i've always been the kind to contemplate but you like the kind that don't hesitate, so excuse me while i fall for you." yes. this line is just perfect for koushiro who is very polite and easy to get nervous, and i bet he's very nervous to start a new page full of love. also, i thought the first line when the singer says "the human heart is a scary part in fact" is koushiro-ish because it sounds somewhat biological, iykwim.

04. you can - david archuleta

i (maybe even most of us) often associate koushiro as someone who have no room for romance. even if he does, he will be very careful about it; talk about someone who is very conventional and believe in one true love/soulmate. so that's why when someone as wonderful as hikari comes in picture, he must be thinking this is worth the wait. 'cause if anyone can make him falls in love, she can.

05. livewire - oh wonder

livewire. electricity. koushiro. yes. however, this song is actually more from hikari's side. the first line, "i've been depending on the overgrown" is like her depending too much on taichi. "i've been pretending all my shots are blown, cover my heart up never let it show"—again, with the issue of concealing her feelings. "oh so heavy the water, falling down down deep down" ...well, somehow it fits the dark ocean, eh?

06. (they long to be) close to you - chord overstreet

so i really want to put this song no matter what because it's a simple, sweet, innocent love song—and gee, koukari is such an unproblematic pair! however, the carpenter's version has this line where it says "that is why all the girls in town follow you all around" and i think it's better to reverse the situation because... well, hikari is more popular than koushiro, right? the song can also be used for takari with the "so they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue" but the innocence is just screaming koukari for me.

07. take care of yourself - maisie peters

i think this is the most important song on this playlist. the whole song itself is like things that hikari wants to say to koushiro. i remember @seventeenlovesthree once said that koushiro is very lacking sleep, and we know it's because he keeps working and researching. we even see in tri how he couldn't take better care of himself, with messy workstations, fashion 101 with takeru, and that horrendous dark circles. and when someone told him to just take a rest, he would refuse—saying that the world was in danger and it's more important to save it.

please also highlight these two important lines, which can also be good for yourself:

"you don't get a medal for the last one awake"

"and i hate how you're going through hell when you've never let anyone else, so cut off a little slack and roll all your cavalry back"

08. bright - echosmith

similar to venus, this is just a simple love song with a dash of moon and planets in the refrain. also, remember that koushiro's first kanji in his name is hikari, which also means light (bright)!

09. love u - shye

this is similar to must have been the wind, except it's more of hikari's point of view. koushiro is someone who's also struggling to reveal what he feels, but hikari won't ever push him and wait until he's ready. also, i've mentioned before in my headcanon that hikari texts koushiro more often, but once he gets busy, she will not disturb him and just patiently wait until the morning follows. this song is the perfect description.

bonus track: there are many ways to say i love you - sylvan esso

at this stage, you may probably know the general theme of this playlist is koushiro and hikari loving each other very subtly. i often said that they are not the type of couple who says 'i love you' blatantly, and this song is a conclusion on how they profess their love to each other!

#digimon #by me #digimusic #digiloversinjapan #koushiro izumi #hikari yagami #koukari #this is actually the first playlist i've managed to wrap up!#so it's only proper to publish them first :B

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juhbebbie · 1 year ago

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We are so back

Obsessed with this. You fuckin tell em babe. Also how did the guy not hear several fucking gun shots going off right outside the bathroom door lmfao

Ok serious for a moment. Aside from this panel being absolutely gorgeous, I love the theme of how Marc is constantly fighting tooth and nail to not be the person he fears he is. But he still uses that person as a weapon if he doesn't have any other choice. Ohhh the inherent corruption that takes place in the work he is doing to try to atone. I could go on but I won't

This is actually so cute their bickering<3 "unpredictable mercenary wild cards" suuuure whatever you say guys<33333 also frenchie looks like he's about to fucking snap lmfao

I also love this callback to devil's reign

Holy fucking shit. Cappucio's art will never cease to make my jaw drop. One of my favorite things about it is how in panels like this the lines are blurred and there are no hard outlines. He's standing there like the statue of khonshu from the 80s run (which im sure is intentional), but he also is towering over Marko while he kneels at his feet. Something something religious symbolism you love to see it

Live frenchie reaction

"Mon frère de guerre" though i fuckin love it. That's the frenchie we know and love he's so tired of Marc's bs

Holy. Fucking. Shit. Moon Knight made a ficking eldritch horror

His levels of petty are through the roof. I gotta know though did this actually kill him or did Hydra get the mind control stuff? How did black spectre get his hands on the research?

UNINTELLIGIBLE SOBBING

But okay I think I put it in the tags of some post I rbed but now I can't find it, but I said something to the effect of "I'm scared that Layla is dead because why else would she show up in city of the dead" and yknow. God damn it.

I had assumed (or hoped) that he and Layla would have just grown apart so that he'd end up with Marlene eventually, but this hurts me man. I think it is a little teensy bit messy because why would he or Frenchie never mention her after her death, but trying to write her in so far after the fact was never going to be seamless. Is it a little forced? Perhaps but it was always gonna be. Do I care? Absolutely fkin not I love Layla

This is sweet sorry I called you a bitch 8 ball. I don't think I'd wanna see him as a midnight mission regular, but 8 ball and mk team ups are always delightful (for me. They are usually deeply harrowing for 8 ball)

Aaaaaand that's about it! Except for there is something I need to say about black spectre and who he is but I think it deserves its own post.

Overall really loved this issue a lot. I was initially super annoyed about Laylas death but it does make sense, and it's not like we aren't about to get more Layla content. And I adored seeing her as a mercenary and the subtle nod to her connections based on how she's shown in the Disney Plus show. It's nice they're including those parts of her character, and again I would read the shit out of a solo series of her doing her merc thing and later scarlet scarab thing, depending on the status quo that City of the Dead sets up. Either way, very excited! But if Layla isn't more of a central character throughout City of the Dead I am going to feel somewhat cheated. But maybe we did all get our hopes up a tad prematurely but I hope not!! I think she's a great opportunity to bring in more MCU fans to the comics, and she honestly has so much potential to be a very complex character who can stand on her own.

And then of course it was great to see Frenchie, I would love to see those two reconcile at some point in the future but also if it doesn't happen that would make sense tbh. The crew mk has now is wonderful and a well overdue revamp that meets the character where he's at now and Frenchie just straight up doesn't fit into the status quo at this point. Also let the man rest lol

Be ready for a panel by panel analysis of moon knight #25 okay. Don't worry I'll put it in one post so I'm not a complete fucking nuisance

#thank you for reading my stupid fucking word vomit of a post #i normally dont feel the need to share my thoughts as much as i did here but i cant find anyone talking about the issue #and i had so much i needed to get out of my brain #moon knight #moon knight 2021 #scarlet scarab #layla el faouly #moon knight comics #wednesday spoilers #moon knight spoilers #marc spector #layla el-faouly #jed mackay #mk comics #marvel #marvel comics

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heyheshi · 4 years ago

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Chipped Tooth

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written and uploaded: September 3, 2020

🦋 - fluff

Please like and reblog! Also please don’t post my writings anywhere!

Aren’t these kittens just look adorable! The first cat is Cuddles and the second one is Snuggles! Kinda inspired by the new photo of Harry on a football field.

Masterlist

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"Cuddles! Come back here!", you yelled as you run after your 2 month old kitten who's running away from you towards the living room.

You sat down beside her after seeing her on the couch, petting her head making her purr at you, you smiled, "where is Snuggles, huh? Where is he?", you asked your cat as if she was a real person.

Cuddles only 'meows' at you and jumped off the couch and ran off somewhere in the house, leaving you alone in total silence, you sigh.

You started cleaning the living room, picking up multiple cat toys on the carpet and vacuuming it, as well as the couch to at least get rid of the cat furs.

You love your cats, they're just really messy and they needs a lot of time and affection most of the time which is a bit tiring but also a great practice to when you start having your own real babies even though it's not nearly the same.

Harry gifted you Cuddles when she was just a month old for your birthday almost a month ago adding to your small family - together with Snuggles - who is now 3 months old.

Cuddles looks like a toy with its white and gray fur and deep blue eyes. She's a Persian cat, really really tiny and quiet and often chooses to lounge on your bed or couch but she loves being cuddled - hence her name and loves to run away from you and Harry so you can give her some loving. What a brainy little teacup kitten.

While Snuggles is the exact opposite, a Munchkin cat who's very active. He also looks like a toy, he also got white furs but with a touch of brown. As much as he's active, he also loves to sleep but only when he's snuggled to Harry's side - you're not his favorite but you can live with that since he gets along with Cuddles really well - both intelligent cats.

Speaking of your fiancé Harry, you look at the wall clock and realized that he will come back home in an hour giving you enough time to prepare some snacks and clean your bedroom.

You were about to climb upstairs when you lost your balance after seeing Snuggles laying on the first staircase sleeping - you almost crushed him! Thank God you saw him just in time but you fall pretty bad. Both of your feet feels alright but your mouth feels numb, your right palm is on the third step helping you get up.

Snuggles is still sleeping peacefully, you picked him up to bring him upstairs with you - oh and you almost forgot to mention that he sleeps like a human, with his back on the surface he’s laying on! - but you saw something on the stairs. It looks like a broken bead, you look closely to pick it up, not wanting the cats to eat it but it wasn't a bead, it looks like a chipped tooth...

You run your tongue across your lower teeth, then your upper teeth until you felt something crooked making your eyes grow wide in panick.

Grasping "your" chipped tooth with your left hand and Snuggles in your right arm, you stomped upstairs to the master's bathroom after laying down Snuggles on the bean bag near your study table.

You opened all the lights and prayed to God that it's wasn't your tooth - that what you felt wasn't it but as you smiled with your full teeth on the mirror, there's a dent.

On your Central Incisor, you can see the chip and it looks awful in your opinion. You’re not teeth obsessed but you also know that this doesn't look good at all! The chip was in the front!

You racked your head with the possible outcomes and what you can do with it for the mean time. Harry will be home in a few and you gotta think quick.

Then you saw the box of disposable masks on your dresser, took one and wore it. 'It'll work for now', you thought and went downstairs to make some sandwiches for when Harry arrives.

Approximately an hour later, a very sweaty Harry came into the living room, "hey love! Why are you wearing a mask? Did you went out?"

You shake you head, "no, I didn't. Supposed to but I got lazy.", lie.

"Oh alright. Gimme a kiss Y/N!", Harry slowly went to you on the couch but you dodged his arms giggling uncomfortably.

"Later!", you winked at him to hide your nervousness as you stood up, walking towards the kitchen, "I prepared us some snacks."

Harry whined like a little boy as he pouted, "fine! Be like that! But I'm gonna go take a shower, I smell horrible anyway!", he said while walking backwards to keep your eye contact, "but you have to give me a kiss when I came back!"

You shooed him away and yelled "no promises" as you hear him scampered upstairs. You're not gonna lie, you're really embarrassed with what happened but you also know that Harry is not going to judge you but still!

You wait for Harry in the kitchen, not daring to remove your mask and eat the BLT sandwich you prepared even though your stomach is grumbling.

Harry arrived a few minutes later eyeing you down then looking at the meal in front of him, "I can't decide which one I wanna eat first...", he hummed teasing you.

"Oh shut up! Eat your sandwich.", you said as you pushed the plate towards him. Harry only clinked his tongue, strutting towards you, ignoring the food you made for him.

"Kissy!", Harry tried to remove your mask away but you only pushed him back, giggling, "eat your food first!", you said.

Harry crossed his arms on his chest and shake his head, "no."

You laughed at him, "what do you mean no?"

"Do I smell that bad? I already showered! Is that why you don't wanna kiss me?"

Now you feel bad seeing Harry feel down. You know it certainly isn't him but you don't think you can tell him that.

You stood up from your seat and went to him, hugging your fiancé tight, "I'm sorry Bubba...", slowly looking up at him seeing him already looking down at you but not hugging you back.

You only snuggled closer to his chest and squeezing him tight, "you smells good, as always, H.", you whispered not knowing if he can quite hear your with your mask.

"You don't know that!", he protested but pulled you closer to his chest.

"Oh I know..."

Harry kissed your temple while you rocked the both of you, "can you remove your mask now, pwetty pwease?", Harry requested in a childlike voice, "wanna kiss, haven't kissed you since this morning!"

"Don't want to!", you already know that he's pouting before and your reply will make him annoyed with you.

Harry pulled away and turned to the sandwich you made, taking a huge bite, "give me a valid reason."

"It's embarrassing!", you said, already feeling hot but collecting all your dignity to remove the mask.

Harry can sense that something is bothering you so he put his food down and looked at your eyes, "what's the matter love?", you only shrugged your shoulders at his question.

"Can I...?", Harry softly took your head in his hands and run his fingers through the mask making you softly nod your head.

You clasped your lips tight as Harry remove your mask. You know you're being dramatic but you're too clumsy and careless for your age!

"Why are your lips like that?", Harry thinks you're only teasing his so he laughed, pulling on your chin to get you to separate your lips.

"Mhfmfm mhdf!"

"Lovie I don't understand you!", he only laughs harder making you squint your eyes and look at him like you're a tiger ready to eat its prey.

Harry put both of his hands up in defense, "m sorry! I'm sorry!", as he laughs more, his giggles makes you wanna smile but you're annoyed at him.

You took both of your hands to cover your mouth as you speak the next few words, "I smifd mi fodth!", but it still come off as a muffled words.

Harry pulled both of his eyebrows down in a distressed and questioning manner, "you what?"

You removed one of your hand in hopes to speak more clearly this time, "I said I chipped my tooth."

Harry was about to laugh when he saw the serious look on your face, "wait! Really?!", the hot bastard looks excited!, "I wanna see! C'mon!"

"No!"

But Harry wasn't having it, he started to tickle you making you laugh and remove your hand away from your mouth.

'He can see it now Y/N!', you scolded yourself in your head.

"Oh now that's a really cute chipped tooth!", he grinned at you making you feel a bit better, "what happened baby?"

You saw a pen and paper for your grocery list, attempting to take it and just write what happened but Harry interrupted you, "nu uh! It's okay Y/N, it happens to us. I still love you and I think it looks cute. Now tell me what happened.", he playfully demanded.

You're still a bit wary of opening your mouth but fiance's order, "I was going upstairs to clean our room after finishing up the living room...", you started in a small voice to minimize the opening of your mouth.

Harry just looks at you supportingly as you continue narrating to him, "and I was about to take my first step when I saw Snuggles sleeping on the steps, I almost stomped on him but I saw him last-minute so I lost my balance and well this happened...", you looked down as you finished your story.

"Oh well that makes you a great mom! You didn't kill our baby!", Harry joked making you smile a bit, "so that's why our room is a bit messier and that's why Snuggles is on our room now.", he concluded.

You nodded twice, "pretty much. Is he still asleep?"

"Uh huh, and Cuddles was in the living room when I came back down.", Harry explained as he now hugged you from behind.

"I wanna get this fixed babes, you think we can go to the dentist tomorrow?", you looked up at him and he pecked the tip of your nose before answering.

"Of course, I'll make you an appointment but for now let's eat, I'm starving!", you agreed with Harry and took your plate as Harry took his and started descending to the living room.

You plopped down to the couch beside Harry, Cuddles on the center table playing with his stuffed candy toy.

"How was the game? Do you still got it?", you teased Harry, feeling more comfortable and confident now talking to him.

He looked at you and smirked, "are you really asking me if I'm still good at football? Baby I'm great at it!"

"Says who? Says you? The one that sprained his legs when he attempted to kick the ball?", you poked his arms laughing.

Harry swatted your finger away, "it was one time!"

You rolled your eyes at him, still laughing, "yeah sure!", you said and took your first bite on the sandwich, moaning on the taste making Harry smile.

"Oh what a narcissistic!", he sarcastically said.

"Well mister, I make banger sandwiches and we both know that this is what reeled you in when we started dating!", you looked at him accusingly.

Harry laughs, "okay! Okay you're right!"

"I know I am!", you smirked.

He looks at you fondly, "thank you for the sandwich and everything."

You smiled at him but playfully punched him in his right thigh, "oh don't be dramatic now Harry!"

He gasped, "I wasn't!", then looked at you mischievously, putting his arms around your neck and pulling you to him, "Snuggles!", you giggled but snuggled him.

Then the very awake Snuggles came rushing downstairs after hearing Harry's voice and tried to jump to his lap. He probably thought that Harry was calling him!

Harry looked at the Munchkin cat and picked him up, the kitten immediately snuggling on Harry's chest then you heard a 'meow' and you saw Cuddles looking at the three of you, eyes begging for her to get picked up and cuddled too, so you did.

The four of you in the livingroom just cuddling and snuggling each other making you forget about your chipped tooth and your sandwiches.

You looked up at Harry as he looks down at you at the same time, exchanging ‘I love you’s’. You finally kissed him without feeling any embarrassment making the both of you smile during it with your cats on each other's chest.

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