#i hope this is okay gjdk

[mithliya]

Ajfjsjakjdfjs there is a lot about lesbian culture in other countries I did not know about!! Like o_o why with thr nudes thing sjdjskdjsjd

I see though i think that makes sense. I feel like theres always that dumb idea of masculine feminine balance 😭 even though i myself am femme4butch i still dontt liek the whole oooaaga divine balaaance. Also its weird bc I think in USA, while there is that idea of course, there's also the 'lipstick' lesbians or 'fem4fem' stereotype or at least, what straight people think of the Good type of lesbians if it makes sense. Like what we see on tv... Its more appealing to them anyway

I mean my ex(😭 it hurts to say my god) gfs mom was actually a bit confused on whether she (ex) was trans like her brother (ftm) or just masculine, Bc i guess her idea of lesbians was the Lipstick kind.? but then also shes not usa american but latin American. Also she was very supportive and sweet just straight and confused with things gjdks

Still i think we have that too or single feminine lesbians get told how its good theyre not the ugly kind if people find out. I think gay men also have similar expectations put on them like ive read about families being more accepting if their son was the "top" or more manly seeming one in his relationship

Also me too 😭 its sooo weird like to have been pressured since being born+!!! And even my teachers would say omg stop flirtingg with boy classmate. ☹️ (crazy bc a teacher thatt taught us Gender Spectrum actualy said that to me bc i was telling this one boy off or something.. ookay.) And then my mom bringing up babies or grandchildren and then in the next moment telling me sex is evil and i should stay away from boys okay ma'am!!!

But jdjd glad that its not just me. Idk i keep feeling worried, but then I feel like im being stuck up and thinking im the only one in the world whos smart and sane so ill never find anyone. Like relax you are not the chosen one (@ myself of course)

Yeah i hope my family will be accepting andd not kill me fjsksjs and I hopee. I can find love and peace.... but thank you for listening! really I appreciate it bc sometimes it just feels like drowning in loneliness and i cant be myself even among friends andd etc. So. Ur very sweet 😭 mwah mwah thanks again mena

literally i could not tell u why she was showing me her nudes. im guessing it’s bc she wanted to show me that she gained weight and show her body before 😭😭 i felt like she was low-key flirting ngl lmaooo but she kept talking about her gf and that’s often a red flag for me sooo nothing happened there. i told her she shouldn’t sit around waiting for the day when her gf inevitably leaves her for a man n that’s not healthy etc. she’s also extremely self-hating in general and said a doctor told her that her lesbianism & masculinity are bc she doesn’t have enough estrogen in her body / has too much testosterone and that she should be on hormones to be fixed, which she fully believed.

im not keen on femme4femme lool from my experience most of them are weirdly anti-butches and hold misogynistic & lesbophobic beliefs! and i do think ur right that’s the more acceptable combo in the west (two gender conforming conventionally attractive women dating). i also hate the stupid idea that bc im not masculine im meant to be dating a woman who is bc it’ll “balance” us both. they also said when im with more androgynous or feminine women, i become more masculine which is “unnatural” or sth 🫥. also my mom is most in support of me dating women that can pass for men, i feel like she thinks if i won’t be w a man then the thing that’s best is me dating a woman who can be mistaken for a man. i think it’s mostly bc she wants to be socially accepted but it can be exhausting

ALSO the top thing is a whole ass thing in the gulf. there’s many bi & straight men who will literally get away with having gay sex bc they exclusively top 💀 a lot of those tests they use to check if ur gay (so they’ll jail u for it) are specifically testing if ur a bottom. it’s a weird weird phenomenon. and it’s especially weird that there’s this weird culture of even straight men seeking out men bc the society is very sex segregated. im sure some of those men aren’t actually straight but it’s such a prominent thing the way it is in prisons in the US that im sure many of them are. craziest part is this culture is most prominent in saudi of all places

omg when i was little i had mainly male friends bc idk girls thought i was a weirdo that stared too much at them or sth. and i was v close to my male friends, we’d hold hands n all but i think we both thought nothing of it. and my mom would be like “omg soooo cute my daughter has a boyfriend omg 🤗 she looooves the boys omg and they love her!!!” meanwhile im 5 years old and just thinking of it like holding my brother’s hand

manifesting u find ur dream gf soon and that coming out goes smoothly for u 🥺❤️ don’t hesitate to msg me whenever. i love hearing from other lesbians n it’s always heartwarming seeing younger lesbians accept themselves, i somewhat envy it (wish i were that brave & self-aware!!!) but it gives me a lot of hope for our future 🥰🥰🥰

[conflictedenergies]

@rimeforge sent a 🤝for a short, unplotted starter || meme / prompt

Ever since making their way out of Silvermoon, Vy’cenin has been on the watch of undead. There’s still pieces of fear from the Scourge attack clinging to them, though that’s not their reasoning; the Forsaken know more of treating a decaying body and mind than the living do.

Thus, on their adventures through Zandalar, now ruled by queen Talanji - is it weird for Cenin to say their proud of her? They’re proud of her - Vy’cenin spots a heavily armored sin’dorei death knight, ice blue hair freely swaying in the air in the absence of their helm. It’s a bit of a peculiar sight, seeing a warrior not bothering protecting their skull, and Cenin can’t help the worry leaping into their heart.

With uneven steps and furrowed brows, Vy’cenin halts over to the death knight, their walking staff clonking loudly against the tiled floor.

“Pardon me, sir? Isn’t it a little counter-productive to not wear a helmet?” They ask the death knight, brows still pressed slightly together in concern. “‘Sir’ meant in a gender neutral fashion, of course- I have no idea what you identify as, so feel free to correct me.”

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So, not a Preston hater, he's just kinda 'meh' to me. I'm curious as to why you like him personally.

Disclaimer: I an very tired which means I am very rambly. I am going to end up repeating the same points over and over in slightly different ways. I also don't have an access to a read more for about 6 hours. This took 4 hours for me to get slightly coherent. I deleted a lot.

My phone shut off and I lost everything so let's try again

I've lost focus about 20 times writing this fjsks

Preston is, uh, a man worth fighting for

I think the thing that makes me love him more than literally any other fictional character is his moral code and his belief system, and how they're so strong and run so deep he will do anything to do right.

Like, okay, look at him first of all. Baby. NOW, look past The fact he's a quest dispenser. This man is one who was ready to die but didn't because he knew people depended on him. This MAN lost EVERYTHING and he believed that he had to keep going to get these people to safety. He believes in the safety of others over his own.

Imagine being a kid who finds something that you really believe in. Something that really speaks to you, the greater good. Imagine getting older and finally joining (I can't say growing up, at 17 I don't feel grown up gjdk) this movement. Imagine feeling like you're a part of something greater, of the 'good guys',. And then It fucking falls apart. You request support. It never arrived. The Colonel dies. It's like cutting the head off a chicken. There's death all around you. It's a massacre. Bloody. Cruel. Everything is gone, but you know, you know, you have to help these people to safety. And you do. And you keep going. You lose more of them but you keep going. They need your help. You're constantly running into danger, but through it all you're holding onto that small hope that it'll get better. You don't really believe it, but it's that lie and that dedication that keeps you going.

And then someone comes around and helps you build it back up, one settlement at a time, helps you back on your feet, brings the Commonwealth together as much as they can.

He had his life torn away from him, everything he admired proven to be a lie. And he believed so deeply in it kept going. God, I know he's just a written character, but Preston Garvey is more admirable than most characters I've seen. I used to think Raul (New Vegas) was pretty damn impressive, but Garvey is the type who inspires people to be better, because I would want to be like that. To be able to believe in something wholeheartedly and to stand by your morals so strong that you are able to Keep going.

Also he's adorable and any time he gets happy makes me grin he's just BABEy.

And then he's deteriorated to AnOtHeR sEtTleMeNt nEeDs yOuR HeLp :-(

TL:DR I rambled about how he's a very strong character, and I admire him and also his joy brings me joy