#i hope this is okaaay ily

[rememberingnoah]

Would a moodboard based off of my account be cool with u?

[celestie0]

HALLO ELLIE!!! proud to say ive successfully managed to move on from my situationship! hope u don’t mind me rambling about this guy.

let’s call him f since that’s his initial. F and I have been friends since primary sch, he eventually had to move because his dad passed away. Anyways, two years ago we started talking again because his family visited mine. Long story short, things were complicated because we had been flirting a lil bit and he also said that ‘if you flirt with other guys, I’ll starve myself’ which Icked me so BAD. He did apologised .Last year, I ‘happy birthday’ed my way into his life and started talking again because I really did miss him, he’s my childhood best friend after all. After like two weeks? I don’t remember anymore💔 He told me he loved me and i was happy to say it back to him. (I was such a fool😭) I remember being giggly and all. On 23rd August we got into a fight because we planned to meet up and i said to him ‘okay I’m nervous. I don’t think I wanna meet up’ which made him mad. MIND YOU! we were in planning stages. i didn’t cancel on him on the day itself! I had lots of things going on at that time so him just casually saying I was PLAYING him made me so upset. He had the cheek to tell me ‘ily’ because honestly I hate when people start getting all affectionate after a fight. I hope you get it😭 the next month went okaaay until 23rd sep. (23 is like a curse at this point💔💔) I confronted him on why he hasn’t been saying ‘ily’ back it may seem something small but I hate not getting it back like excuse me? AND HE SAID TO ME ‘my ex was the only one who managed to make me feel loved’ I CRIED SO BADDD!!!! how could he say that after everything I’ve did for him. smh. yada yada things went on and in dec we stopped talking. I really did liked talking to him and all but it was too much. There was certain moments where I felt like he was just using me cause I wanted him. The times where we sexted (no nudes were exchanged, just texts.) though we did call because he wanted to hear me moan. not my proudest moments, I don’t wanna be begging for a guy’s attention again. I genuinely loved him with my whole heart :((

IM SO SORRY 4 RAMBLING ON!!!! I needed to let this out so badly 🤒❤️‍🩹 love u sm ellie

— frank ocean anon

hiii my love <3 omg GASP i’m so proud of uuu situationships are hell on earth i hope you feel at peace now!!

PLS YOU’re SO REAL FOR GETTING THE ICK OVER THAT!! i swear jealousy is only attractive w fictional men ✋🏼😭 it is NOT a cute look for actual men slsldkfjfh imo its a lil overbearing n strange haha

aww thats sad hun u guys are like childhood best friends so i imagine it was still tough not speaking :(( WOW he said i love youu n you said it backk. its ok bb if it was a happy thing in the moment then it can stay that way in your memory regardless of how stuff turned out in the end :”) be kind to yourself <3

ahhh yea thats 🚩 the whole getting mad cuz you cancelled…and no i totally get that, i hate that sort of “love bombing” after a fight, it just comes off as in-genuine. thats so valid n i relate

OH MY GOSH THE COMMENT ABOUT HIS EX ☹️☹️ WHY WOULD HE SAY THAT…some things you should just keep to your fuckin self. thats awful im sorry love 🥲🥲 you deserve SO much better than that

it’s okkk bb, you knew him a long time n even apart from relationship/situationship, there was still a friendship there too. you can really love someone but also realize theyre bad for you, those two can coexist. i’m so proud of you for realizing you deserve better than someone who makes you feel like you’re being used! no one should ever feel that way. take it easy bb but truuuly truly truly time will heal <3 chin up!! so many wonderful experiences out there for you still my dear

- much loveee, ellie ☁️

[dracoslittleangel]

Hiii, my wife! How are you? I hope you're doing amazing! Take care and rest over the weekend, please❤❤

For that game I tagged you in, I think 1 is lie.🤔 Am I right????

My lie is number 3❤ don't worry you didn't guess, it's okaaay!

Love you so much!!!

hi domi<33

I'm doing fine I guess :/

what about you? I hope you're doing amazing!!

aww, I'll try to because I got my exam datesheet today :(

AHH YESS THE FIRST ONE IS A LIE LOL

i watched the films about 3 years ago but I joined the fandom 2 years ago :p

aww🥺 I did think about the 3rd one but then went with the 1st

ILY SO MUCH MORE AND YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!!

You're one of the most precious beings on the planet so please, take care love!

[reidyoulikeabook]

4am not sleeping but still here wishing you a fucking fANTASTIC DAY because it’s what you deserve

here are some things (they’re not specifically happy things they’re just things I’m saying in the hopes that you smile)

I finished four books in two days and one of them involved a rock star declaring love on stage because he realized he fucked up and it was wildly what my dreams are made of (the singer on stage declaration, not the fucking up ofc)

in the apartment I’m in rn I’m always able to hear my next door neighbors TV through the wall and tonight I can confirm they were watching the simpsons

I took a taylor swift song sorting quiz tonight and it was exhausting bUT I can confirm my #1 is apparently wildest dreams and my #2 is illicit affairs so idk do with that what you will

I made pizza w my fam last night and I burnt the roof of my mouth bc I bit into mine when it was too hot oops

I slept a solid 12 hours last night which we know is rare form for me

I have class in 5 hours lmao fuck me

oh this ones a good one: one time you called me a bounding puppy? and it’s the strangest yet nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me it’s in an ask I keep in my inbox cuz I love it so much

idk I’m running out of things to say but I love you and I hope this made you smile and that you’re feeling okaaaY! my wife ily

now that you’ve read this you’re obligated to have a glass of water :)

i loVE YOU and i mISS YOU (even tho I was the one who was gone for all the days you were gone too how dumb is that of me) and i want you to take as much time as you need but aLSO I am excited for when you’re back because I loVE YOUUU and I miSS YOU and I cant wait to talk to you soooooooon

but feel good and know I’m sending so many hugs and hot chocolates across the void that is the Atlantic Ocean

i love you so much i'm posting this because i never want to lose it ever. u make me smile SO DANG MUCH !! i MISSED YOU

i have some points:

a) STOP BREAKING YOUR SLEEP SCHEDULE

b) i am returning all the hugs and i am in the process of building a bridge acrosd the Atlantic Ocean

c) please good god give me your reading comprehension what the fuck spencer reid WHO ? i only know speed reader m

d) WILDEST DREAMD AND ILLICIT AFFAIRS? i cannot even begin to imagine how long that song sorter quiz must have been and u are truly so brave to go through that (and i am now googling it so that i may also go through that)

e) i love u. this made me smile so much and is such a you thing to do which makes it even better <3

[atsumiye]

RIYA, MISSING U SM!! LIKE SRSLY i hope ur doing okaaay!! ily

KHLARA I MISS U MORE ILY

im doing good i’m flying home today:(( how are you doing bby??

[decraziness]

Heyyy, I hope you are okaaay. You are so so amazing and pls don't doubt yourself about anything. Be happy and take it minute by minute. ily ❤️❤️

Hi anon. Thank you for this lovely message. The bad stuff feels really intense at times. I’m not feeling so anxious right now so yay haha

[itsjusta]

March 18, 2021

had to wake up at 7:30 today cos naa class and quiz and i feel so lain doeee cos 2 kapin nako naka sleep becos idk with this idiot mind and body :(( 2 hrs pa ayha ko naka sleep uyyy issa so hard doe ion like thisss why kaha like dis ko huhuhu

i ordered mcdo for lunch doeee just an iced coffee and chicken fillet cos gusto ko iced coffee uyyy kato new one nga butter caramel issa yummy cos sweet hehe and timing naa discount mcdo doeee just paid thru gcash aish who invested dis online payment uyyy 🤦🏻‍♀️

dis day boring and no ganap doeee just had classes and then nothing naaa tas grabe jd ka hinay amo wifi now galisod ko watch anime and mga vids busa im so bored and la pajd ko ka talk kaw lang :(((( aish what is dis single lyf doe so boooring hhahahah but i need to be anad with dis i have a goal to be single the remaining college life! 🙏🏻

and aishhh i was kahilakon doe when i asked about the contact lens becos i remember sauna we always struggle to taod dat cos smol au imo eyes 🤣🤣 and now issa lain na mag taod for u doeee and im happy maaan that someone is there to take care of u but sad cos its not me naaa 🥺 chour hahah i tried not to cry doeee i took deep breaths but aish takas man luha uy ka cry koooo hahah i know u dont need my care na in ur life uyyy but i like to show my care for u gyd doeee 🥺 u still always a big baby to meee always hahah and i hope i showed u before how much i cared for u doeee but i think u know that man gyd so just let me care for u even now okaaay u know i like taking care of u im like ur momma hahha and aish just cried more writing dis cos our memories are in my heart gyd doe and it still affects meee when i remember theeem heheh u bring a big bottle of mineral water okaaay or a tumbleeer and towel dayon okay and make sure ilis dayon not na pa uga singot kay ma sick ka and ma stinky 🤢 labaw na feet!!! and be careful also saimo contact lens doeee and be careful sa game okay dont get injured anger gyd ko!!! but most importantly just have fun doeee hehe i know u gonna have fun and eat dayon plsss yaw papasmo okaaay!!!

and aish after dis my heart just felt heavy doeee so when i cr to toothbrush and wash face i was crying doeee mura ko idiooot hahahah aishhh when i start cry issa sunod2 na gyd dayon na doe 🤦🏻‍♀️ i want to tell u the things above but ion wanna bother ur busy life na uyyy so here nalang nako write okaaay read it nalang okaaay 🥺

ps: u visit me soon huh ur gift waiting na ohhh im tempted to open it also AHHAHAH hope u had a good day yesterday doooeee i and hope u happy today 🥰 (bcos u will read dis in da morning naman aish)

[milks-writings]

hi ellieeee !! how are you these daysss? as i told u before, my special math class is this week; and it starts today rip💀 i am absolutely ✨nervous✨ but eh i'll just have to go through this class as if i had a choice in the first place😔🤚 oh and btw i changed my blog appearance !! idk if it's good so i want to hear the opinions of others😗✌️ how about you? what are you up to lately? i hope your doing fine !! i'll drop by in your asks from time to time, okaaay?😊 stay safe always and ily💞💞

Ong i am sorry about the math week 😭😭

But I am sure that you will still be good :D and your blog appearance? Super cute! I think the solar system thing is really nice 🥺🥺

And yes bls send asks 🥺💖 I was studying the whole Time :(( and thinking about going hiatus but idk—

Stay safe too and Ilyt 🥺💖💕💞💝✨

[bisexualgorgeous]

HANNAH HAPPY BIRTHFAY OH MY GOD I PLANNED TO TELL YOU THIS MORNING BUT I COMPLETELY FLRGOT I FEEL SO BAD I HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST DAY!!!

IT’S OKAAAY CUTIE ILY AND THANK YOUU

[grace-full-life]

Life Currently

Flex ko lang si Tuo. Haha! Sooo pretty and fierce. ❤️

Photo was sent by my parents and I miss them already! 

One of the many things na ni-made sure ko after my resignation was to sched a vacation with them. Isa sa mga dahilan why I resigned is to have more time with my family. When my lola passed away, mas narealize ko yung importance ng presence natin para sa mga mahal natin sa buhay. I wish I had more time with her pero narealize ko din that I should be thankful kasi hindi lahat my chance na lumaki with their lolo/lola. Kaya while we are temporarily separated, sobrang thankful ko na that God gave me 27 years with her. I miss her sooo much. Every achievement and event no matter how small, lagi siyang present, parang package siya ng mama ko eh. Haha! As simple as bagong lipat kami ng house, normally I would invite them to see the new unit tapos my lola would happily oblige kasi makakalakwatsa sya hehe and happy din ako kasi yan mga opportunity ko na ipasyal, makabond and i-treat sila. Or if andito pa siya, for sure siya and lolo would come and check yung store ni J tapos ikkwento niya sa mga kapatid niya haha chikadora yarn?! Lagi namin siya pinagsasabihan na wag siya masyado madaldal sa mga happenings namin pero lola is lola. Makulit. Haha! They are very supportive, my parents and grandparents. Hindi lang moral support, they always make sure na present sila. For example lang last week when we’re expecting AC installation, alam ng parents ko na di makakastay sa house si J kasi need siya sa store, that would leave me alone with the third party na magiinstall ng AC. Though safe naman in general kasi may guard and cctv naman, tapos yung admin ng building was also hands-on magmonitor, my parents still came to accompany me. Huhu. I love them sooo much. I praise God for their good example of being present parents and for loving in deed and not just in words. 

I am very grateful for having more time with my family. But if meron lang makabasa nito na someone, esp young adult who is also currently thinking about resigning, pag-isipan and i-weigh ng mabuti oki. We have prayed, planned and thought about it for a long time because reality check lang haha while I have more time and peace of mind kasi I no longer have an 8 to 5 na work, syempre may cost yon: my salary. Haha! I gave that up. I saved para if may want ako bilhin for myself I don’t have to ask from my husband haha. Now that I’m officially jobless 🤣 I also prepared myself for the need to change our lifestyle since ako in charge magmanage sa household needs. I’m just saying na every decision has a consequence. While I’m very thankful kasi i really wanted this, gusto ko lang din maging real about it na di din siya perfect. Iba-iba tayo ng directions and dreams eh kaya always be mindful sa pagde-decide. Consider ano ba talaga yung gusto mo at ano ba yung best for you okaaay :D

For now di ko pa alam if when ako babalik sa corporate or if I’ll ever go back. I’m very much content here just savoring the “now” muna. And for what’s next for me, I really try not to overthink or worry and just choose to be at rest by continually entrusting all our plans and future kay God. There are some days na it’s not easy to be trusting kay Lord pero grace lang talaga. If in doubt, mas lalo mo Siyang i-seek, and babad sa word Niya para mas nadidinig mo din yung voice ni Lord and hindi voice ng enemy. Sobrang sipag and wise ng devil maglagay ng lies sa minds natin e, sa araw-araw palang na nakikita natin sa social media/movies/series, ang dami ng kung ano-anong bagay na nafi-feed sa minds natin. May mga influencers/socmed personalities na iba-iba ng views sa life, may mga wise and cool pakinggan pero again, pag ni-reality check, hindi lahat totoong beneficial para satin. We follow them or we browse our socmed for entertainment, to kill time or to catch up sa mga balita but if di tayo careful, makakapick-up talaga tayo ng mga views na akala natin tama, but ili-lead pala tayo sa destruction or wrong decisions. That’s why we should be smarter and dapat mas masipag tayo na i-fill yung minds natin ng truth and promises ni Lord. We should keep ourselves, our hope and views founded and anchored sa ano ba yung totoo. Sabi nga sa Philippians 4:8, 

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things." 

Iba yung nagagawa ng nakikilala mo lalo yung will and heart ni God, nakakapanatag, nakakahumble. Kaya wag natin sirain yung beauty and joy ng today sa kakaisip about sa future na pinagkatiwala na natin sa mga kamay ni Lord. Pray lang talaga for God’s help and strength na mag let go sa things na wala naman na tayong control, lalo if nagawa na natin yung part natin di ba. And we have to always try to be present and enjoy and savor yung ngayon kasi today is what we have eh.

Well! I pray na we’ll always find hope and peace kay Jesus even if we face problems and uncertainties. Take heart! Be mindful and be careful always because our ultimate enemies are not people or object, the battle isn’t physical but spiritual (Ephesians 6:12)

God bless!!

x

[jishua-moved]

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HI SWEETIE! <3 It’s okaaay, a lot of us take ages to respond it’s like a rule now lol. I do the same so I don’t mind ^^ I’ve been doing okie dokie :) really bad at taking care of myself ngl  BUT IT’S OKAY ILY 2 AND I HOPE YOU’RE DOING WELL AS WELL :D

You’re one of the sweetest beans I know it’s always a huge pleasure talking to you! Even tho it hasn’t been that long I already feel very comfortable around you ^^ (i hope you do too) bless your heart <3

Mutuals send me a number!

[phanlight]

Okaaay listenn I remember bwybms coming out and following all the chapters every week then I went off internet for a year and return to find it 140+k are you kidding me ahhh why did I do this to myself I'm gonna be up all night (ily tho)

ARE U SERIOUS FDNSFNDS omg in that case u have quite a bit of catching up to do bless u i hope you enjoy it xx