#i hope she's the sweetest kindest person irl bc from what i can tell from the supplies list i am. Irritated

[mars-ipan]

haven't even met my painting professor and i already wanna kill her what do you MEAN you need me to get specifically a 4.4 oz squeeze bottle. who sells those. will 4 oz be fine. 4 oz is gonna have to be fine. i'll kill you

[prettysei-remade]

graphic design is my passion actually the last time i made a graphic of any kind was when i was like 10 and i have sadly Not magically improved since then rip;; also dont worry the comic sans is ironic im not that awful......or am i 

hey there angels (instead of demons bc ur not demons ur all angels get it haha), it’s me, ya maknae! this is a very looooooong post so buckle in, my pals

AHEM 

exactly this time last year, i was probably laughing and/or crying at the thought of ever having mutuals here, much less having too many to do a proper follow forever in a rush the day before i post it (rip) so becAUSE i ran out of time and would probably give up in the middle, i decided to just talk abt how much i love everyone in the Stream Team gc and also make a shitty graphic so i could bless ur guys’ new years with ot13 and make it seem like i know what i’m doing :) 

ok im gonna get sappy for a sec and then u can all get to the part u actually care about (the part that’s also sappy but directed at specific people) 

my friends!! my loves!!! the bestest people on the planet!!!!! i love you <3<3 you guys are the sweetest, kindest, most understanding, most hilarious group of friends in the world and i’m so fucking lucky to know all of you. you make me laugh,,you make me cry (in a good way),,,,,you make me like myself when i dont feel like it,,,,im so?? blessed??? to have people to talk to and scream abt kpop with and be myself around. i’m more comfortable with u guys than probably anyone else?? like. even irl because 1) i’ll probably never come out, 2) none of my friends know anything abt kpop, and 3) none of my friends are rlly.....aware of the things my brain tells me about myself sometimes. which brings me to the last thing before i start yelling abt u all in alphabetical order: 

thank you guys for being the Good Brains to help out when my Mean Brain gets too mean. 

💙 

@byungjoo 

laura!! idk if u think abt this as often as i do (probably not) but like,, remember before we were friends and we had that ““discussion”” for abt .2 seconds regarding toppdogg going on the unit and then i thought u hated me for a couple weeks and then we became like the most amazing friends?? well reminding you of that is basically my long roundabout way of saying that our friendship is kind of a miracle to me, and i’m so so thankful that you’ve become someone i can trust with anything and not be judged for it :’) you always know what to say and you always make me feel special when we talk and just?? wow...don’t forget me when you become the biggest bts blog in the world......i saw one of your gifsets that had like 5k+ notes and almost shed a tear i was so proud of u.. i love you and thank u for being amazing all the time!! and for introducing me to twice and gfriend aka the most amazing girls!!! and of course....#laurjoo5ever <3

@gipsydangger 

yo jo (that was lame im sry you deserve better) you havent been in the chat for super long but you’re One Of Us and also 1/2 of the Official Ruby-Got-Me-Into-IZ Squad so lots of love for you!! thank you for singing all star with me in an attempt to cleanse our chat of ******** (im just (all)starring out his name so he doesnt find this post and try to eat my heart again), thank you for being so nice and thoughtful and sweet and all the other amazing things youve been already, thank you for giving iz a shot and somehow becoming a fan in like 5 minutes (???amazing) you!! are a rock star!!! wow!!!!!!

@hjjxxn​

ok alex i know you’re not tec h ni c a l ly in the chat but lets be real;;you’re still my Toppklass Queen ;; ur adorable! ur so kind! u work so hard! ur such a sweetheart! forget toppklass queen, u r the queen of my heart 💖 i cant believe we’re both hojoon stans AND yoongi stans it’s like we were meant to be friends or smth idk?? and you got me into winner and sent me the bEST videos of them holy shit im still laughing abt the one where theyre dancing to ‘hello bitches’ jshdkahds and mino’s duck song,,i cri :’( you have the best taste so i’m vv grateful to know you in the first place and! talking to you is super fun even tho we dont do it often <3<3 ilu <3

@itsachocolatecake 

jess <3 our leader,,mother,,,resident Cutie Pie <3<3 i am so fond of you?? you’re loads and loads of fun to talk with and the chat would be so different without u, i’m not even gonna imagine it!! instead im gonna remember how you always cheer me up right away and help me remember whats good about myself and tell me that i’m not alone and give me great ideas for metaphors involving brains (like mental brains not physical brains)!!! our mutualness (mutualism? mutuality?? idk) goes waaay back, like, relatively, so thank you for following me in the first place bc it means we’re friends now !! love you <3 

@kimsanggyum 

kaliiiiiii!! my wonderful fellow scorpio (AHEM i mean what im not a scorpio who said that i’ll fight them) ur super fun and cute and as soon as you joined u fit right in even tho we’re all kind of weird and now you are One Of Us and it’s kind of hard to believe that you havent been since the beginning?? you’re such a cutie and i love love love talking to you and stuff <3 jdkjsldf dog pics are one of the many ways to my heart and your dog is amazing!!! thank you for sharing!!! you are amazing!!! tell canyon monroe i love him (again) and tell him from me to be nice to laura too,,anyway!! love u lots <3 

@lapillity 

melia. you. are. the. best. my text posts never go noteless bc of you :’) you’re honestly truly just the greatest?? not just bc you like my text posts tho, youre genuinely sweet and suuuuper nice like,,i cant say anything bad about any of the Stream Team tbh but MELIA!!1! you would have to murder a man for a not-justifiable reason for me to say anything bad about you :/ i think you are an Angel and you’re so cute??how are u so cute i dont get it :(( thanks for being my friend and also helping me reject that guy that one time,,without you i definitely would’ve screwed things up tbh so seriously!! thank you and i love you <3<3 

@minty-sugar-kpop 

minty i think i should tell u now that whenever i type “rip” on my phone the next suggested word is always “minty” :’) we’re always screaming abt kpop groups together like!! when clap was released u screamed about seventeen with me!!! when i told u i was getting into twice u screamed about twice with me!! when nothing else is happening u scream about toppdogg with me (and the rest of us)!!!! i love that youre as excited about your fave groups as i am about my fave groups because it helps remind me that it’s NOT weird to be really super extremely dedicated to things that make u happy and i still struggle with that sometimes so.... thanks for being you i guess?? also for getting rid of ******** from our chat with the power of ot13 :’)) love you <3<3<3 

@reallyabananya

kat!! my Superhero!!! the lifegiver for minsung stans everywhere;; i am so grateful for literally everything you’ve ever done in your life but specifically 1) translating every. single. one. of minsung’s often long and very complex posts, 2) being my role model for running an update-esque blog! like!! if kat can do everything she does for her blogs and translate stuff and be so efficient at everything, i can do it for my one tiny little blog!!, 3) working so hard but always being so so sweet to everyone and being so amazingly humble all the time and being somebody i admire not only as a blogger but as a person too <3 (wow that was che e s y lol) im love you!! <3 

@saltygot7 

hi kendall! another scorpio wowie!!! of course i say “another” bc i already mentioned how kali is a scorpio,,it’s not because i’m a scorpio. because i’m not haha. anyway. im sorry i let ******** come between us, i know you didn’t mean to create a demon that would eventually possess both you and your phone and try to eat all of our hearts. i know and i’m sorry and i love you!!! i also know that you still think those asks u sent were hilarious but i forgive you bc i know you love me too <3<3 i can’t believe my Ultimate Bias and the true visual of our group loves me!! wow!!! thanks for all your amazing selfies, they always make me smile :’) you rlly know how to cheer everyone up and get us in a happy mood and just,,,thanks for always being your lovely self! love u lots <3 

@sunshinesanggyun 

bella 💕 i love you, i love you, i love you 💕 idk if you know this or not, but you were actually my first tk mutual <3 i remember when i got the notif that you followed me back and i was so excited because this person!! this person with an amazing blog and who i already thought was super cool!! wanted to follow me!!! i still think it’s amazing that you wanted to be my friend but i can’t really say that i “can’t believe it” anymore because i can;;; you’re my friend and i’m your friend and i love you!! i’ll remind you of that every day if i have to. you’re the other 1/2 of the Official Ruby-Got-Me-Into-IZ Squad (along with jovano) and it makes me so happy that you’re a fan now too!!!! you’re just awesone tbh?? you help me with my shitty stuff and i try my best to help you with your shitty stuff and!! you’re one of my best friends!! i’m so so happy and lucky and blessed and thankful to know you! never forget how much i love you forever 💕💕💕 

@toppdoggzz 

jacqueline;; the awesome aunt that’s super nice and who helps people when they’re sad;;(i can’t remember jess’s exact wording but it was True);;;; you’re so cool and amazing and honestly i find it incredible how you’ve been with bts from the beginning!! is that a weird thing to say as a compliment?? shdfsdhkd sorry but sticking with a group from debut is really admirable, especially because bts didnt start out super big but you stayed with em anyway :’) you’re such a star and you reblog my selfies when i ask you to (btw ur tags on my latest selfies had me cryin;;find someone who will compliment you every day like jacqueline complimented my decent-ish selfies;;) and you’re so great to talk with and yeah!! i love u!!!! 

@zombietwink 

isaiah. i hope u believe me when i say, from the very bottom of my heart: you are the Meme to my Internet Connection, the Cherry to my Bomb, the Chanyeol to my.....You. idk. you take my worst text posts that i make at like 3am and add the best things to them and make them Good and i love our convos in the replies of my posts alsjdsfjjs also can i just say?? i’m still not 100% sure what the whole thing is with like the “kin” meme (i get what it is but i dont rlly Get It u know) but literally any mention of it ever reminds me of you :’) it’s actually astounding how many memes make me think of you tbh..anyway, ur very very cute and soft and nice and youve been mutuals with me for a Long Time so thanks for thinking im cool enough to follow!!! and for still following me!!! love you <3 

wow that took a long time but it was worth it!! tho i honestly wouldn’t blame you if you just skipped everything and only read the little section abt you lmao 

well, happy new year! i hope lots of really good, and happy, and lovely, and wonderful things are waiting for you in 2018 ✨✨✨

[withnosuchgrace]

could you tell me about some of your favorite people on or off this site? sorry, i've had one of the worst days today and this would really make me feel a little bit better! ^-^

awwwww nooooo im sorry your day was bad :(((( if you ever wanna talk just hmu okay??? we can always talk, whether it be about something that’s bothering you or if you just need a distraction!!!!!!! 

okay be prepared for a little rant bc im soft af and i have a lot of love in my heart for so many people :’))) 

i would literally tag all of my mutuals bc im sappy and i love them all with my whole heart but that would take a million years, so here’s some amazing people that i really appreciate!!!! 

@royalkpop - fel is the kindest and sweetest and she so great to talk to i love her sosoosso much every time i see her talking in the gc we’re in i feel warm and at home :’))) 

@chenderellastrash - angela has to be my closest friends on here (other than the ones i know irl) and i had the pleasure of meeting her when she came for a visit and honestly i miss her already even if we were just scrolling on tumblr at 1 am and crying over how cute our biases look :’))) 

@dragonsfire - sara !!!!!! always keeping me updated on monsta x stuff !!!!!! and im the worst o my god im so behind on everything idek how she even deals with me anymore rip but shes so sweet and funny and i love the many petitions we have :’)))

@slutlingar - andrea is the very first friend i made on here and i’m sosososo grateful to have her in my life !!!! i’ll never forget how we both switched from being one direction blogs to bts blogs lmao she’s been here through it all and i love talking to her sososoos much :’)))

@lovelykth - macella !!!!!!!!! my love !!!!!!!!!!! we hardly talk rip but i love seeing her face on snapchat it really makes my day shes the cutest most adorable thing and i love h e r :’))) 

i would literally tag everyone in the monbebe gc (is that what it’s called???? i have it saved as “the fam jam” :////) but that would take too long so im just gunna give some special love to :

@dem0nakki - nak !!!!!!!!! my snake twin !!!!!!!!!!! i love her sosososo much so does daehyun yikes  even when she spreads lies about me and kino :/// messaging her that day about chanyeol was the best thing i could’ve done since it led me to actually being active in that gc and making so many amazing friends!!!! honestly i live to make nak suffer and attacking her is my fav hobby but i do it out of love :’)))))

@hyungwinx - MARA MY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!! the actual love of my life w o w i love how aesthetically pleasing she is, how much she loves sehun, and how i can literally message her about anything in the world. i also love attacking her with christian ;)) i love how whenever we’re online at the same time in the gc we’re just professing our love to each other, and how loyal we are to each other (she’s the only person i can rant to about kino bc shes suffering too and she wont tell the snakes what i said and about my secrets lmao)

@d0ngsichengs - day is honestly such a mom and i love her so much shes always making sure everyone is doing well and eating and sleeping and doing their homework. i love how meme-y she is, how she’ll randomly burst into song, or send a random video about the most ridiculous things. every time day calls me angel i gain 10 years of life okay ?????? i go so soft ;-;

@sejunoir - iris is the sweetest, funniest and softest person i know like shes ALWAYS soft and i love her sososososoo much !!!!! also the queen of attacking like if you’re in the murder time gc and shes online you better be ready bc you never know who she’s gunna attack next and it’ll leave you weak and dying ejrbfgehrgb but in all seriousness iris is the person i turn to when i wanna talk about bollywood or other desi things and i love her to bits 

@0hui - luke my precious sunshine o my god the meme distributor like luke makes the best memes i love him sososososo much for it his memes give me life (also side note but being in this gc drastically altered the way i look at memes now i have e v o l v e d). luke loves jooheon ?????? so much?????? like jukebox is the cutest ship you can ever imagine ????? like deadass whenever i see jooheon now i think of luke and it makes my heart warm. luke is also a major meme and i live for meme hour where its the middle of the night and we’re just looking at memes or talking about the stupidest shit anyways i love luke w ow 

@luckychxns - ellow is the kindest and sweetest !!!!!!!!! i told her before but she reminds me of the colour pink and baby blue and idk why but its just so sweet and soft like her (although she’s usually hard :///) i love talking to her sososos much even when its disputing over whether or not she has a foot fetish for junmyeon lmao. also the cutest jongdae stan w o w 

@aegyojin890 - i wouldn’t even be in this gc if it wasn’t for tricia !!!!!! tricia my child my precious bby i love her sosoosso much shes the most adorable and i have yet to meet anyone who loves yuto even more than she does!!!! tricia is so kind and funny and sweet and every time she drops a selfie i cry bc im sososos blessed. tricia made me feel welcome in this gc and i’ll never forget how warm she is and gosh i  love her sosososo much 

yikes this is so long weneuirbg im sorry i just love so many people i should probably make a follow forever or something :/// but anyways i really hope you feel better anon and i hope this made you smile and feel soft (i know im crying wow) but yeah im gunna shut up now :’)))